Trading my secret

A story by Anton Nelson

Chapter Four

A few days later, I was playing in my room, when my mother came to tell me that Jayden would take me camping next weekend. She didn't even ask me if I wanted to, she just decided that for me. Jayden apparently had told her that I needed to toughen up and that with his experience in scouting, he could teach me some tricks and "make me a man", as he said in his own words. My mom just believed his whole speech and was delighted about it, especially I think she was tired of me staying home every weekend playing on my console.

Oh I knew what to expect with him. I knew he was going to take advantage of those moments alone to use me as his sex toy once again. And to be honest, I was a little nervous about it. Previously, I had always been with him in a place where I could at least feel safe. Now we would be isolated and I would be at his mercy and who knows what kind of twisted sexual fantasies he may have? But then, I also knew he wasn't crazy, and I kinda trusted him.

He was going to teach me everything about scouting, he told me later on the phone. « Don't bring much with you" he added before hanging up. To me, it was clear what it meant. Surely I wasn't going to need much of my clothes during the trip...

And indeed, when that day eventually came and we arrived at the destination, which was a small forest overlooking a small pond in the middle of nowhere, Jayden immediately asked me to undress down to my underwear.

- You have to become one with nature, he said, trying to sound like wise teacher.

There was no point in protesting, so I obeyed and removed my clothes. It was hot outside so it was fine anyway and I didn't mind. So there I was, simply dressed in my favourite camo green briefs that I had chosen that morning. It felt a bit strange to be almost naked outside but at the same time it felt kinda nice. Jayden then sent me to get some wood to make a fire for later, while he put up the tent that would serve as our shelter and sleeping place.

Once we were both finished with our tasks, he opened the trunk of his car. While I really brought the bare minimum, as he had instructed me to, Jayden seemed to have taken with him a lot of stuff, from what I could see there. He took out several ropes which he put on the ground.

- The basis of boy-scout is knowing how to tie knots. So I'll show you some, he said.

He then took out a fold-out table which he set up in front of me.

- Now go and lay on the table, he ordered me.

I didn't really understand where he was coming from, but I complied anyway and laid on my back along the table. I was then still only dressed in my green underwear, and started looking around, a bit worried.

Suddenly, he grabbed my wrist and wrapped it in with a rope, and tied a knot, while explaining the details to me. Of course I didn't see much, given the position he had put me into, so I didn't really understand the point. Then he came to tie it to the leg of the table, fully stretching the rope, and my arm in the process. He then repeated the same procedure with my other wrist and so I found myself with both arms outstretched behind my head, my body lying against the table. I tried to struggle a bit to see how effective his knots were, but could barely move.

- I really can't move anymore! I said with a nervous laugh. Can you untie me now?

- Oh but Toby, you can still move your legs! he said with a big smile.

He then took my left leg, and came to tie it to the other leg of the table and did the same with my other leg. So I found myself somehow torn apart, my almost naked body totally exposed to my tormenter.

- Go ahead, try to escape now, he said, grinning at me.

I then moved in all directions, but I only managed to shake the table. I was completely stuck in that position, and Jayden could really do whatever he wanted with me.

- Let's see what you have in that package, he said to me.

He then grabbed my briefs, and started to pull on it slowly. I started to panic and shouted :

- No Jayden, come on, it's not funny!

I didn't want him to see my little boy dick, especially now when I didn't have a boner at all. I was already not proud of it size when it was hard, so I would be even more ashamed for him to see it so small. But Jayden ignored my protests and continued pulling on it gently, revealing my hairless pubis and shortly after, my small dangling little willy.

- Nice little one, he said.

I blushed, completely humiliated by his remark. I couldn't do anything, being immobilised like this by his multiple ropes. He then searched in his bag and took out a tape measure. Before I could say anything, he took my small penis between his two fingers and measured the length.

- About two inches, he declared.

But he didn't laugh when he said that, and remained serious, so I felt a little better about it.

- Let's see when it gets hard now.

He moved one hand to my belly and started rubbing my lower abdomen while his other hand pulled on my foreskin slowly, revealing my pink cockhead. I was so embarrassed that I just looked up at the sky without saying a word. Events were taking a turn that I hadn't prepared myself for, and I was lost. Since when was Jayden interested in my dick? Sure, he did touch me at the movie theatre but he had done it because he was desperate and with total disinterest. But now he was examining me like some kind of doctor, with all the seriousness in the world.

Of course him rubbing me like this had its effects, and quickly my little cocklet began to rise to attention between his adult fingers, until it became a very hard stick. If there was something special my child dick, it was that it could get very stiff.

- Four inches, he announced. Not bad!

I was a little disappointed, having hoped that it had grown a little since then, but no. It was still a little boy dick that no one dreamed of.

- I'll check that everything works well, he said.

He then grabbed it with his two fingers and began to jerk me off slowly. I felt instantly a wave of pleasure. The wind caressing my naked body increased these sensations and I savoured the moment. It was nice for some time, but then unfortunately Jayden was doing it too mechanically and didn't know when to slow down or speed up, and after a while it didn't felt that great anymore. "What a jerk! » I thought to myself then. It was no that difficult to listen to a person's body and learn how to give them pleasure! I had done it myself many times while sucking Jayden's cock, which had earned me many compliments from him. Did I really have this innate talent or was it just Jayden who sucked so much? After a few minutes, I hadn't cum yet, and I saw that Jayden started to get bored of it.

- Well, I know what you need, he said to me after letting go of my dick.

He then came to stand right behind my head, and lowered his pants and underwear right at my face, slapping me with his hard cock on my forehead. And slowly, he pulled me towards the edge of the table, until my head was no longer supported. He undid my bonds slightly, so that he was able to pull me a little more and I ended up finding myself with my head falling upside down behind the table.

- Now you'll see how a proper facefucking should be done, he said.

And before I understood what was happening, I found myself with Jayden's fat cock in my mouth. I had no choice but to open my jaw wide to let him in, which he took the opportunity to slide it right down my throat.

I may have watched quite a bit of porn, but I had never seen such a position. Where did Jayden get these wacky ideas? I was now naked and tied to a table, my head thrown back, with his hairy thighs and balls right in front of me, as his monster cock was destroying my throat.

- There you go Toby, feel better now? He said in an amused voice.

I recognised the pervert and dominant Jayden that I knew well. Of course I couldn't answer, his fat cock left no room for me to speak. So I replied with a simple "Hmmm" to please him. After all that was what he wanted to hear, right? And pleasing Jayden was like pleasing my parents, so it was well worth it.

As if to thank me for being such a good slut, Jayden then came to grab my small dick once again and started to jerk me off quickly.

- Say you like my big cock, he said to me before removing his dick shortly.

I took a deep breath, and replied:

- I love your big cock Jayden.

- Good boy. Such a great little cumslut, he said before violating my mouth again.

Had I said these words because I was turned on? Perhaps. I think most of all, I wanted Jayden to continue jerking me off, because I couldn't really do it myself, tied up like that. But there was no doubt, Jayden's cock had also its effect on me. It felt much better now when he touched me, even though he didn't really make much more effort.

With my head upside down, my saliva was sliding down my face until it landed in my blond hair. It didn't feel so fresh, but whatever, there was no one to see me like this. And I couldn't see anything in that position either, but I could hear Jayden's loud moans. He let go and expressed his pleasure without restraint.

- Fuck Toby, take that, you little gay slut! he shouted.

He was getting quite vulgar and aggressive, which I didn't like too much, but I let it him do his act. I didn't care as long as he kept touching me down there. It felt great, and with Jayden making all the efforts, I could really focus on my own pleasure. And soon enough, here I was, having my orgasm as my small cock jerked between Jayden's fingers. It was short but quite intense, and I made a little high-pitched cry, but it was mostly silenced by the fat cock which was filling up my mouth.

- Well, there you go ! Everything seems to be working fine, he said.

But surprisingly, once I came, Jayden stopped molesting me, and let go of my hair. He then proceeded to untie me.

- Come on up, I still have other activities planned, he said.

I got up, and put my underwear back on, happy to be free again. But I suspected that if Jayden had decided not to cum right now, it was because he wanted to keep it for something worse than that!

- Let's get inside the tent, he said to me.

I then followed Jayden and entered the tent he had set up. It was actually well made, and quite spacious. There was a big mattress right in the center, and after being on this hard table for so long, I really wanted to lie down on it.

- Now I'm going to teach you another scout virtue: Endurance. There is pain in life, and you have to learn how to tame it, he told me with great seriousness.

That didn't sound so good to me... But I had no idea what Jayden actually meant at that point. I understood it quickly when he opened a small black box, containing three penis-shaped objects of different sizes.

- Get on all fours on the mattress, he ordered me.

I had lost my own will for some time now so I just obeyed and got into position. I had basically agreed to be come his personal bitch the last time I saw him, so was there any point in trying to protest? He would just make me feel guilty about it.

He took out the smallest dildo, and coated it with a transparent liquid. Then he came up to me, and lowered my underwear again. I basically only got to wear them in a few minutes in the end!

- Nice, he said, spanking me lightly.

- Now put your elbows down, and push up that fine little ass.

I did as he said, and closed my eyes, expecting the worst. But then when Jayden pushed the dildo against my hole, it slid in without too much trouble and started to fill my insides. I felt a slight discomfort but no pain.

- You'll stay like this for ten minutes, and then we will get the next one.

It didn't really sound fun to stay still like that in this position, but hey, it could have been worse.

So I just remained, on all fours with the dildo up my butt, trying to get used to the feeling.

- So how is it going with your parents? he asked me.

- Um it's okay, I replied, not expecting him to want to chat while he prepped my ass.

- They still don't know you're a little fag?

- No, I replied, blushing.

- We'll have to tell them one day!

I suspected so, but the later would be the better... If they could see me right now, they would be totally horrified. I, their innocent little angel, was naked on all fours with a fake dick in my butt.

- Are there any other fags in your school? He asked me.

- Not that I know of.

- If you want my opinion, you should wear a gay bracelet, so you can find them.

- I don't think that's a good idea.

- It's 2022 don't worry, people don't care.

I thought about all this and kept the idea in the back of my mind.

- Alright, let's move on to the next one, he said a few minutes later.

He then took out a second dildo, a little bigger than the first, of a shiny blue colour. He removed the previous dildo from my ass, put some lube on the new one and pushed it against my hole.

- Ouch ouch, I cried out, as I felt a painful sensation.

- Come on Toby, be stronger than the pain.

It was easy for him to say! I was the one enduring all this from the beginning while all he got to do was have fun! At that moment, I really wanted to be back in my room, playing on my console rather than being on this stupid trip!

He went back and forth with the dildo in my tight ass, mimicking a penetration. It was quite a strange feeling, a bit like when you hold it back for a long time and let it all out, and it was sometimes almost pleasant. After a while, I also got used to this second dildo fucking me, and when he pulled out the third dildo, I was sure I would manage to take it without too much trouble.

But God I was wrong. When he pushed that last dildo, which was close to the size of Jayden's cock, a sharp intense pain travelled trough my body. It was way too big for my little butt, and my hole was taking a huge toll! I felt like I was being pierced from the inside, and I couldn't help but scream in pain.

- Ouch, take it out Jayden, I can't take it anymore! I cried out, sounding almost like a little girl.

Jayden then pulled the dildo out and I collapsed onto the mattress.

- Come on Toby, pain is in the head only. You have to be stronger, he said to me, stroking my back.

- But I can't! I'm a faggot, remember! I said, tears dropping from my eyes.

I was not an alpha male like Jayden! I cry when I get a scratch, and I don't even sleep in the dark. I'm not cut out for that scouting shit! Not that what Jayden was doing to had remotely anything to do with scouting anyway...

- Look Toby, I promised your mother to make you a man, and I intend to honour that promise, Jayden said.

He then took a tube of white cream which he put on my sore anus. The liquid was cold and softening and I started to feel a little better.

- We'll try a different position. Turn around.

I then turned around, revealing my naked body and my soft little dick again to Jayden. But at the point where I was now, I didn't care anymore.

He then came to kneel in front of me and lifted my legs, which he pushed to my shoulders. One thing I like about myself is that I'm pretty flexible so I easily got into the position. But when I saw that Jayden had his cock out, right at my hole, I understood he wasn't going to try with the dildo again. He was going to fuck me already, even though I had barely managed it!

And he did, so and started pushing against my hole. Luckily, Jayden wasn't super hard as usual, so as he got inside of me, the pain was not as intense as with the dildo, and I was able accommodate for his fat cock without agonising.

- There, I've put the head already, Toby. I told you you could do it! I'm so proud of you!

And there he was, doing his emotional tricks which he knew worked so well on me. Too bad he only did it when he needed me to forgive him... But hey, I didn't care, I was happy to have succeeded and happy that Jayden was proud of me.

He then slowly pushed his penis into me, while keeping my legs against my shoulders.

- You're so fucking tight my little Toby. It's so hot.

I am probably not that tight, it's just that my childish body just isn't made to take a man's cocks, especially not his size.

I then felt his cock harden inside me and push my insides apart, but it was not accompanied with so much pain. Actually, when his big cock came deep inside my bum, I felt fulfilled and happy. There was a certain satisfaction in feeling completely filled like this, and I was beginning to understand why some gay people liked it. It's not like I would do it willingly but it was not too bad at least.

Jayden, seeing that I was handling the situation, began to fuck me more properly, pushing his cock deeper and deeper. It was crazy to see his huge cock go inside my little bum and disappear into me. It didn't look like it was physically possible but apparently it was. And each time Jayden entered me, he looked into my eyes with lust and an expression of bliss, as if he was in heaven.

It was at that moment I realised a fact: I was having real sex for the first time. I had just lost my virginity on this crappy mattress in a tent in the middle of nowhere, to this manipulative pervert. It really wasn't what I had thought my first time would be like. Oh no, I thought my first time would be on my lover's cozy bed, surrounded by candles, while he kissed me on the lips.

- Ah, ah, take that, you little faggot, Jayden said as he was fucking me.

This is what I had instead. Once again, I had been too nice, too submissive, all to please my parents and Jayden. And I was paying for it with my ass.

- You like it, huh my little Toby? He asked me in his raspy voice.

If I liked it? I wasn't thinking about it so much, I was so lost in my thoughts. But strangely yes, I had a feeling of well-being to have Jayden's cock inside me. There was no doubt a lingering pain but I could bear it. Jayden, on the other hand, seemed in paradise. I had never seen such an expression of pleasure on his face.

- I'm cumming sweetie. Be ready.

I then looked down my crotch, to see if I could observe it as it happened. Nevertheless, I was still this curious little boy, open to new experiences. But Jayden didn't take his cock out, and I figured he was going to fill my insides.

- Aaaaaaaaaah, Jayden moaned for a long time, releasing my legs.

I then felt his hot liquid invade my butt. It was warm and pleasant, but at the same time it felt strange. But I was mostly worried about how I was going to clean it all up, as I doubted Jayden had brought a shower with him.

- Now you are marked forever, he said to me with a big smile. Such a good boy, you did so well!

I wasn't sure what he meant by that, but I was glad he thought I did well. I had made a lot of effort and I had handled it quite well. I'm not sure any boy my age would have done as good as me! I was proud of myself, and smiled at Jayden, happy to have succeeded but also relieved that it was finally over.

- Alright, it's time to wash up! The last one in the water is a faggot! He said, before getting up and running towards the pond.

Although I got up as quickly as possible, I obviously couldn't catch him and Jayden jumped into the water first and I joined him a few seconds later.

- Sorry Toby, you're the fag, he said, laughing at me.

- Well you're the one fucking boys, I retorted back.

I think this hurts Jayden's feelings, because he started to throw water at me. Challenged, I did the same, and threw back as much as I could.

- Aaaw help, he said laughing.

And so we played like two kids in the water, enjoying getting refreshed and being completely free in the nature.

The rest of the afternoon was pretty quiet, although I had hard time sitting after the hard fucking session I just had. In the evening, Jayden taught me how to make a fire, as he had promised me.

It was kind of the first scouting activity we did together that didn't turn into sex, so it was kinda nice. But when bedtime came, Jayden took out a sleeping bag and came to lie down on the mattress.

- So where do I sleep? I asked him shyly.

- Didn't you bring a sleeping bag? he asked me.

- Well no, you told me to not take anything! I said angrily.

- That's fine Toby, there's room for two, come on!

I didn't really have a choice if I didn't want to sleep uncovered. So I joined him in his sleeping bag. I decided to lie on my stomach, wanting to spare my bum as much as possible, and laid down on top of Jayden's body, due to the lack of space.

It was nice to feel our two warm bodies against each other, and I came to snuggle my face against his neck. He then stroked my back affectionately, and placed a kiss on my forehead.

- We had a nice day, huh Toby?

- Yes it was great, I told him.

And a few minutes later, I fell asleep in the arms of the man who had just taken my virginity.

- - -

The next morning I was awakened by something pushing against my lips. I opened my eyes and noticed that I was still on top of Jayden, but that I had slipped down quite a bit and my my face was now level with his stomach. I then looked down and realised what had woken me up. Jaydens big hard cock was level with my chin and was hitting repeatedly against my face.

- Ah, you woke up my little Toby that's good. I have your breakfast ready, he told me.

I sighed, annoyed by his stupid jokes and endless pervert mind. I wish I could have slept a little longer!

- Come on, suck my cock for a bit and then I'll let you go back to sleep, he said, as if reading my thoughts.

A little groggy, I accepted, wanting to get it over with. I opened my mouth and let his pink cockhead enter my lips, and put my little tongue to work. Jayden then just grabbed my blonde hair and encouraged me to suck him deeper. I did so, and ran my tongue around his cock while moving up and down.

- Mmmh nothing better than a good blowjob in the morning, he said.

I would have preferred orange juice, or even a glass of water. But Jayden had decided otherwise and my breakfast was his big dirty cock. Because despite our swim yesterday, Jayden's crotch smelled strongly of sweat and his cock had quite a strong taste.

But I was too damn tired to care and I just did my duty, giving him another one of my skilled blowjob.

- Oh yes baby, take it deep in your throat, he said.

And he then thrust it inside my throat, while hugging my body in his arms. Our warm skins stuck together and I felt good like that, happy with the affectionate little name he had just given me.

But Jayden only thought about his own pleasure, and redoubled his ardor with each passing minute. So after a good five minutes, he pushed me aside, laid me on my back, and came on top of me. He then got into position, as if he was about to do push-ups, but instead just started fucking my mouth.

I couldn't see much then, his body swaying above me, I had his muscular stomach right in front of my eyes, which I saw contracting as he penetrated my mouth. I wondered where was he planning to cum? I didn't want him to fill my mouth again because it would leave me a bad taste but at the same time if he came on my body it would be even worse.

The answer came some time later, as Jayden withdrew from my mouth and began to moan loudly.

- Oh yes, my Toby, take this, little SLUT.

And a long jet of sperm came out of his cock, making it all the way from my chin to my forehead. Everything I wanted to avoid! It was sticky, gooey and all over my face! And even though he had emptied his balls the evening before, more came out of it and my face was covered with his cum. I then expected him to come and help me clean it up, but he didn't do that and instead just slumped beside me, putting his arm above me, and closed his eyes. I wanted to move to get cleaned up but his heavy arm held me firmly, and I had no choice but to stay there. Eventually, I was just too damn tired, and I fell asleep again, my face stained with his dried sperm.

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