Date: Fri, 6 Sep 2019 04:37:43 -0500 From: Eric Murphey Subject: Transitions Chapter 2 (Revised) I want to thank all the people who have emailed me. Made me feel pretty good that my story is so well liked. I am donating my time to nifty because as i said I am the working poor. I love nifty and their stories. However if you are not and have a few extra dollars I know Nifty would appreciate a donation. Again you can donate it in my name your name your dogs name a guppy you had as a kid. I just know Nifty would appreciate the gift. Thank you so much for reading and sending positive emails of encouragement. I hope you enjoy Chapter 2 as much. Eric Transitions Chapter 2 The doctor came in whistling a happy tune. "Well Hello der Alejandro." He says in a silly voice. "I certainly hope you are feeling better today. I know that you are in a lot of pain and I am trying to help you get over the physical part as best I can." He then noticed Eric sitting in the chair next to the bed. "Oh good morning young man I didn't see you sitting there." "Good morning Dr....." With a jovial laugh the doctor responded. "Oh yes I'm Dr Ross." He said extending his hand. Eric stood and shook his hand. "I'm pleased to meet you Dr Ross. I'm Eric Murphey." "Yes I have heard many wonderful things about you over the years. I'm glad we finally get to meet." Doctor Ross was an older gentleman in his late 60s. He was wire thin wore thick glasses the little hair he had was gray. After they shook hands Eric returned to sitting. "So Mr Murphey what is your relation to our friend here?" He says. "I'm a friend of Joy his social worker. I happened to be with her yesterday when the call came that this little guy was up here. I was with her when she visited yesterday and just couldn't get him out of my mind. I'm retired and I don't have many plans anymore and I just couldn't sit home as this little guy was all alone here. So I have been hanging out with my new friend." Dr Ross nodded. "I hear you have been able to get him to take the pills I prescribed for him. So that's a great step. We can probably remove all the ivs today and this feeding tube in his nose is going to definitely come out as soon as I am done giving him an examination." "Should I step out then?" Eric says starting to rise. Alejandro reached out and grabbed Eric's hand as he did. The doctor noticed this. "No I don't think my young patient wants that. You will find my patients get what they want" Eric looks down at Alejandro. "You want me to stay?" A solid yes head shake. "OK buddy I will stay if you want me to." The doctor began by putting his hands on Alejandro's head and feeling. "OK the bumps on the head are going down well. Your eye seems to be doing pretty well its starting to open a bit. My you have such lovely long eye lashes. The girls will love those. Not to mention your lovely brown eyes. They seem to have flecks of gold in them. How nice." The doctor then begins feeling Jorge's head. "Yes mhhm indeed stuffing seems to be in order here too." Alejandro chuckles softly "Now I need to remove the sheet to check the rest of you. Is that OK?" Alejandro looks to Eric questioning. "Yeah I think its a good idea my little friend. So he can make sure you are healing properly. You want me to hold Jorge for you?" He unfastens Jorge's hands and hands him to Eric. Eric takes the monkey gives him a hug and drapes the monkey over his shoulder. Alejandro takes Eric's hand into his. Eric thinks its nice that he is starting to trust him. He looks back to the doctor and nods his head. Signifying hes ready. The doctor removes the blanket and sheet exposing his nude body. Eric looks down at him and sees the bruises literally from head to toe. Tears start to well in his eyes. He hadn't seen all the actual damage done to the boy because he has always been covered. He sees he is so thin that you can see his ribs. He looks like a little skeleton with light brown skin stretched over him. The doctor begins then slowly sliding his hands over the boys chest. "Does this hurt? Alejandro shakes no. The doctor moves his hands to his stomach and begins pressing lightly. "Is this painful?" Again a shake no. The doctor moves down and skips the penis with a catheter in it. He moves down and begins on his feet. He rotates the ankle and watches Alejandro's face for any reaction. Moves his leg checking to make sure everything is working OK. He checks the other leg and the same. He then moves back up the bed. "Alejandro I need to touch your penis now. I have talked with the nurses and they say everything seems to be going well with your bladder functions and I would like to remove the catheter. May I touch your penis to remove it and check to make sure everything is OK.?" Alejandro gives a slight nod to the affirmative but looks leery. The doctor takes hold of his penis. "This is not going to feel great. I'm sorry about that but there is only one way to do this." Alejandro still holding Eric's hand squeezes as the doctor removes the tube. His face is scrunched up and Eric can tell the doctor was right. Hes thinking he likes this doctor hes telling him what hes going to do and asks permission before doing so. Eric is gaining a lot of respect for this man as the exam continues. After the tube is removed Eric can see a look of relief on Alejandro's face. "Well that's done then. I need to feel your penis and testicles now to make sure they aren't damaged." The doctor looks at Alejandro and he again slowly nods. The doctor reaches down and feels the boys penis a pretty one Eric thinks. Its circumcised and about an inch long with some cute pea sized testicles underneath in a tight little ball sack. The doctor rolls the testicles back and forth and smiles. "OK everything there seems to be in order." The doctor then takes Alejandro's hand and feels it to make sure its fine. "Now I'm going to remove this IV it wont hurt to remove but it will be tender for a couple of days. But if you stop taking the pills I will have to put it back in. I'm not threatening you little man I just want you to know what will happen. Do you promise to take the pills?" He says looking at Alejandro. Another yes head shake. "Well that's good. I'm glad you have your friend Mr. Murphey here to help you see whats best for you. I think your friend is helping you so much." The doctor says as he slowly removes the tape holding the tube to his arm. The he gently removes the needle. He rubs the back of his hand with his thumbs to help reduce the bit of stinging. "OK then let me see the other hand so i can remove that one." Alejandro reluctantly lets go of Eric's hand and places it in the doctors. The doctor followed the same procedure. "Now I need to remove the tube from your nose. Now it doesn't hurt but it does feel extremely weird. The doctor removes it from his nose and Alejandro's face makes a weird expression. "I told you it would feel really weird." He says as he slowly and carefully removes the tube. "Now young man comes the bad part. I know you are not going to like it and I am not going to like it. But I need to check your anus. I need to make sure that the tears are healing properly and I need to apply some ointment to help it feel better and heal better. I will have no choice but to insert my finger in your behind and make sure it is healing properly and to make certain the ointment gets in there as well. I'm sorry my young patient but we really have no choice in the matter and have to do it. I know it will be uncomfortable but I don't believe it will hurt." Alejandro shakes his head firmly no. And retakes Eric's hand and squeezes tightly. Eric bends down and whispers in his ear. "Alejandro my young friend. Over the last two days I have really begun to like you. You are a very sweet boy and I would never let anyone hurt you if I am with you. I also think you are a very brave boy too. The doctor says we have to do it. I think it would be best if you relax and let him check you. He wont hurt you and if he does I will hurt him. OK?" Alejandro squeezes his hand a couple times and Eric can see hes scared. Why wouldn't he be. The last time someone stuck something there it hurt him badly. Eric stands up and gently kisses him on the cheek. "Come on buddy lets do it and get it over with so we can go back to having fun." Alejandro looks at them both then slowly nods OK. "OK my young patient I need you to roll over on your tummy. I'm going to put a pillow under your tummy so I can check you and it will go in easier and hopefully not hurt too much. I know you don't want to and if I were you I wouldn't want to either. But we must," Alejandro slowly turns onto his belly. Eric sees the bruises and cuts are down the entire length of the back of his body as well. The doctor gets the pillow from the head of the bed and gently lifts Alejandro's hips. He then slides the pillow under him. He gets a pair of gloves from a box on the wall and removes a tube of ointment from his jacket pocket. He squeezes a liberal amount on his finger and reaches down and spreads his cheeks. Eric sees the puffiness and bruising around his anus. "OK Alejandro I'm going to be as gentle as possible I know its going to be uncomfortable and will probably hurt some for a moment until the medication numbs you. But please relax so my finger can go in easier. If you tense up it will hurt more." The doctor says as he gently rubs Alejandro's back to calm him. "OK here we go." The doctor rubs some ointment around the boys anus gently. Alejandro's muscles tense at the contact. "Relax buddy." Eric says softly. The Doctor waits until he relaxes then slowly inserts his finger to check inside. He feels around and is spreading the ointment as well. This takes less then a minute but as the doctor removes his finger Eric sighs in relief its over. "OK everything seems to be in order. I'm glad about that. You may roll back over. However this will need to be done four times a day for the next 5 days. I will have one of the nurses do it for you." Alejandro shakes his head no and points to Eric. "Well I suppose if your friend isn't opposed to the idea He can do it just as well. But I will have to check your anus at least once a day to make sure its healing properly. I will leave the ointment here on the table and Eric you will need to do this again in a few hours. That is if you will do it." "Of course I will do it. If my little friend wants me to I will. If he changes his mind we can get a nurse to do it." Alejandro shook his head and again pointed to Eric. "I think we have a decision from the judges." The doctor says and laughs. "OK you seems yo be healing very well young man. I will be back tomorrow morning to check on you and make certain things continue that way." The doctor covered the boy back up and tucks him in. "OK you boys have fun but Alejandro I don't want you getting out of bed too much today. You may get up to go to the restroom and that's all. If you need help ask your friend or hit this button for a nurse." He says showing I'm the call button. Alejandro nods. "Got to go. See you tomorrow." The doctor says as he exits the room. Eric looks at Alejandro. " I think he seems nice. Do you think so." Alejandro looks down a second then nods yes. "Well should we go back to cartoons then?" Alejandro shake his head no and points to the legos. "Aha time for the Lego's now that you can use your hands huh?" Alejandro gently smiles and shakes his head yes. "Good I love to play with Lego's." That's exactly what they did for the next 3 hours until dinner arrived. During that course of time Alejandro had patted the bed for Eric to sit on it with him so they could build their Lego city better. That and the boy likes the man and wanted him closer. He trusts him something he hasn't had in a long time for anyone. Trust. During that time Eric had noticed as the boy sat and played he was obviously chilly because he had goose pimples on his flesh. He had removed his white oxford and put it on the boy. Eric felt a bit undressed sitting in just a t shirt and slacks. But it was so he could keep Alejandro warm. He obviously had to roll the sleeves up and he buttoned the shirt. He looked almost comical in the shirt but adorable also. "Dinner time Alejandro." The nurse says as she brings in the tray. Eric didn't know the nurse but she knew of him. Nurse Judy had filled her in on how great a man he is. Of course Eric would have certainly denied it being modest and falsely believing anyone would have helped this boy. "I see Mr Eric is still here visiting with you. After dinner we have some more pills for you and its my understanding that Mr Eric helps you with that and we need some applesauce. Is that correct?" She says sitting down the tray. Alejandro nods yes. "I also see Mr Eric gave you his shirt to wear. Are you cold?" Alejandro nods no. "Well if you get cold let me know i will get you more blankets or something else to wear. But you do look adorable in his shirt. Go ahead and eat your dinner I will be back in a while with your pills. After that I believe it will be time for Mr Eric to apply your ointment again. The doctor gave special instructions to allow him to do that because of your request. Believe me Dr Ross' patients get what they want or there is hell to pay. Hes probably the best doctor I've ever known Especially with the pediatric patients. He loves kids but sadly could never have any of his own." She left the room as quickly as she entered. Eric got up from the bed and slid the other bed table over and moved the one the leggos were on aside. He placed the tray in front of Alejandro and removed the cover. "Yum Salisbury steak mashed potatoes and green beans. MMMmmm good." Eric says. Alejandro smiles a bit and looks to Eric. "What buddy. Are you hungry?" Alejandro nods yes. "Well get to eating then pardna." Eric says in a silly cowboy voice making Alejandro smile a bit more. The boy doesn't move just looks expectantly at Eric. "What buddy you want me to feed you again?" Head nod yes. "But my friend your hands are free now you can do it yourself." Alejandro looks a bit sad by Eric's response. "But if that's what you want i will do it for you. But tomorrow you have to do it yourself OK.?" Smile and nod. So he feeds the boy his dinner and other then an occasional drink Alejandro gets himself Eric feeds him. After they were done a while the nurse comes back into the room with a cup of pills and applesauce. she sets them down and checks the tray. "Good job you ate everything on the tray. Do you want more?" She asks because they are trying to get a bit of weight on him because he was malnourished when he came in. Alejandro shakes his head no. "OK now you have to take your pills and Mr Eric needs to put the medicine well where he needs to put it. Will you be OK. doing that Mr Eric?" "Well its not something I'm looking forward to but if my young friend needs me to do it I will." "I understand its not the most exciting thing to do. However it needs to be done. I will check back in a while to see how you guys are doing." She exits the room with the old dinner tray. Eric looks at Alejandro and grabs the pills applesauce and spoon. "It sure will be nice when yo don't have to take these anymore huh?" Alejandro nods yes. "Well lets get this over with then we can watch some cartoons OK.?" They quickly do the pills and then Eric gets up and gets some gloves from the box on the wall. "I'm not looking forward to this my little friend. I don't want to hurt you. I will try to be as gentle and careful as I can OK.?" Alejandro just pulls back the covers and rolls to his tummy. He then gets a pillow and puts it under his tummy to expose his anus more. Eric slips on the gloves and then applies the ointment as the doctor did to his finger. He then rubs the ointment around the outside for a moment as the doctor had done. "OK buddy relax I'm going to put my finger in." Alejandro lets out a big breath. Eric slowly and tenderly pushes his finger against the boys brown star. It goes in easier then Eric thought it would. He feels the muscle pushing against his finger. Eric cant help it he feels a stirring in his pants. He has dreamed about boys for several years now and doing just what hes doing. But he thinks about it and is completely ashamed of himself for feeling turned on doing what he needs to do for the boy. He takes a bit longer then the doctor did and is ashamed he is enjoying having his finger in this boys butt. He removes his finger and the gloves. "OK buddy we are done with that." Alejandro rolls over to his back exposing he has an erection that is about 2 and a half to 3 inches. It is absolutely beautiful Eric things as he stares at it. "Oh I wasn't expecting that to happen. However. I guess I should have seeing as how I was rubbing your prostate a bit as I applied the ointment." Eric comments and then recovers the boy. Eric grabs the remote and turns the cartoon network back on and sits in the chair next to the bed. Alejandro looks at him and grabs his hand that's resting on the bed. Eric looks over and the boy taps the bed beside him. "I'm sorry I forgot I had Jorge around my neck?" He unstraps Jorge and fastens him around Alejandro. Alejandro quickly hugs the monkey and then pats the bed again next to him. "You want me to sit with you then?" Alejandro nods yes. "Well I would be honored to." Eric kicks of his shoes and sits down gently next to the boy and they begin another cartoon marathon. This time its Bugs Bunny yet another favorite of Eric's. After a while Alejandro scoots right up against Eric and Eric puts his arm around the boy. Alejandro sighs and snuggles in. After about an hour Eric notices Alejandro is out like a light. Hes enjoying the feeling of closeness to the boy and remains there. He continues watching the cartoons and dozes off. Due to his lack of sleep last night he was exhausted. "Well look at what we have here. Now there are three monkeys in the bed, " Joy says giggling as she enters the room. Eric's eyes flutter open. "Oh hi Joy I must have dozed off. I didn't sleep very well last night worrying about this little guy." "I figured you would still be here. I know when you get a new project you stick to it until completion." This pisses Eric off. "Alejandro is not a project. Hes a little boy who needs someone stable in his life who is going to love him and not abuse him for their own twisted pleasures." He responds angrily. "You know I didn't mean it like that. But your response tells me I'm right about you." "How do you mean?" "That you should be his foster dad." Eric thinks for a moment. "I still think I'm not the best person for that job. He needs...." "What he needs is someone like you said. Someone who will love him for him not for what he can get from him. Someone who is extremely patient and will allow him to be him. I'm certain it is you." "But Joy he needs some one who can help him with his abuse. I don't know shit about abuse. I had a decent childhood other then my parents always working and never having time for me. It was pretty mediocre. They never beat me or hurt me other then the lack of affection." "Eric. Look at him right now. He is sleeping very soundly and seems to be very content." "He is on lots of medication for pain of course hes sleeping soundly." "No look at his face my friend." Eric looks down and sees a little smile on the sleeping boys face. "Hes probably dreaming about ice cream or something." "No Eric I have been watching this boy for months and I have NEVER seen him smile or show any emotion. The nurses and Dr Ross have told me that he is extremely happy with you here and that they have heard him laughing and seen him smiling on multiple occasions. I don't think you actually realize the positive impact you are having on him." "OK I'm not going to say no but I'm not saying yes either. Let me think about it." "I don't know what there is to think about. I know you and I know what you are going to do so you may as well say yes." "Oh you know me do you? What you think I am some big softy or something?" "No Eric I certainly don't think you are a big softy. I KNOW you are a big softy. This boy has absolutely no one to go to. His mother is dead sadly or maybe not because she had to have known the abuse was taking place. I know that for a long time you have longed for someone to love in your life and i think that this is a perfect fit. Not only does he need you. You need him. If you tell me right this minute that you don't have feelings already for this boy and are starting to love him I will drop the subject forever. Can you tell me that?" "Of course I could tell you that. But we both know I would be lying. Its just such a drastic change in my life. I wouldn't know where to begin. Not to mention I would want to ask him if he wants to stay with me. I think that his feelings should be considered too. I mean it is his life too." "Look I understand what you are saying. You know I will help you anyway I can. I also understand you want to take his feelings in consideration too. That's exactly why I think it would be perfect for him. Sometimes I have to place kids with families I know aren't right for them. But I also know they will be safe. In my entire career I have never felt more positively about placing a child with someone." Eric's stomach growls at this point. "When was the last time you ate?" Eric looks down. "I had some breakfast before i came up here." "My god Eric its nearly 9 pm. Why haven't you eaten yet?" "I didn't want to leave him alone. I was worried he would be scared." "Again proving my point you putting his needs ahead of yours. The cafeteria is still open go get something I will stay with him while you eat." "You promise?" "What I'm five I have to promise?" "Yeah I don't want him to be scared. Hes been scared enough in his life." "Cross my heart and hope to die stick a needle in my eye." She says smiling. He smirks and gives her the finger. "OK I will go grab something and bring it back up here." "No take your time and eat. You have to take care of yourself too my friend." "OK but I wont be long." "That's fine. I will stay with him until you get back." Eric slowly extracts himself from the boy and slides off the bed and slips on his shoes. "I'll be right back." He says and leans down and kisses the boy in the forehead and lightly ruffles his hair. He strolls down to the cafeteria thinking about if he should foster this boy. He really wants to but thinks about the excitement he felt when he had his finger in his bottom. He dismisses the thought and thinks that he will only have to do that a few more days then he wont do it again. He doesn't want to hurt him he wants to love him. Hes had enough pain in his life. He reaches the cafeteria grabs a tray and cutlery. He grabs a glass and fills it with soda places it on his tray. Hes thinking about the fun they can have together. Eric is thinking of taking trips, maybe boating and fishing. Things hes always thought he would like to do and never had time. He thinks Alejandro may enjoy these things too. He is deep in thought in front of the counter of food. "Sir. Sir." The cafeteria worker says snapping him out of his thoughts. "Oh I'm so sorry I was just deep in thought." "Sir what may I get for you?" "He looks over the offerings. "I believe I'll have some of that lasagna and some garlic bread please." "Absolutely. I think you will enjoy it the lady that makes it is an amazing cook." She prepares a plate for Eric and hands it over he takes it goes to pay and sits down to eat. He eats it and it really is phenomenal he thinks. He goes back to thinking about Alejandro and eats the rest on autopilot not tasting it anymore. ********* Meanwhile upstairs Alejandro wakes up and quickly looks around the room. Not seeing Eric he throws the covers back and jumps out of bed and rushes to the bathroom opening the door and doesn't see his friend Mr Eric. He rushes to the rooms door and looks out and down the hallway both ways and begins to cry. Not even cry but racking sobs. He falls to the floor and curls into a ball. Joy quickly realizes he is looking for Eric and thinks he just took off and left him. She jumps to her feet and picks him up. He lashes out at her and smacks her several times in the face and on the head. She quickly puts him on his bed. "Alejandro he will be right back he was hungry and went to get something to eat." He curls back into a ball and covers his entire body with the blanket. He continues sobbing and she sits next to him and tries to console him by rubbing his back and saying soft words to him. He stretches out his body trying to push her away, He is absolutely inconsolable. She moves to the chair because he is kicking her but continues to calmly talk to him. "I swear Alejandro he will be back in just a few minutes. He hadn't eaten all day because he didn't want to leave you alone. Its OK. sweetheart he will be right back." She continues on for a few minutes. *************** Eric is almost done and gets a sick feeling in his stomach. He knows something isn't right with Alejandro. He tosses the fork down on the tray and rushes out of the cafeteria and to the elevator. He hit the button. "Fuck this is taking forever." He sees the stairs and flies through the door and up the six flights to where Alejandro is. He races down the hallway to the room hearing who he knows is Alejandro screaming and crying. The nurses are all starting to rush to the room. Eric pushes one aside as he enters the room and sees Alejandro under the covers. He hears his cries and they sound like a wounded animal. Eric rushes to his bed and uncovers the boy. "Alejandro..... ALEJANDRO... ALEJANDRO!!!!" The boy opens his eyes and looks up at who is screaming at him. He looks extremely pissed. "Buddy I'm so sorry i should have told you I was going to get something to eat. I'm so sorry." He takes the boy into his arms and cradles him like a baby. Alejandro slaps him in the face very hard. "I am so sorry buddy I probably deserve that." He smacks him again just as hard. "I promise I wont leave without telling you again. I'm so sorry buddy I didn't think." Eric starts to cry too. The nurses and Joy watch in amazement that Eric is taking this abuse. "Please buddy please forgive me I promise i wont leave again without telling you. I just didn't want to wake you because you need your rest to get better." Slowly he starts to calm down and is just crying. Eric hugs him close. "I really am sorry buddy. I really do promise I will wake you if I need to to let you know I'm leaving OK?" Alejandro is finally calmed down. He looks at Eric and sees the red hand prints on his face. He feels ashamed for hitting him. He sits up and hugs Eric around the neck. He leans back and looks closer at Eric's face. He gently touches his face and tears start to fall from his eyes. He kisses the red hand prints. Eric pulls him tighter into a hug. "Its OK. Alejandro I know you were scared and upset. I know you didn't mean to hit me. It is just what you know at this time. I know its my fault you were so upset and I'm so very sorry. Will you forgive me?" Alejandro leans back again and nods his head yes. He then kisses the red marks again. "Thank you my young friend for apologizing and saying your sorry." The boy rubs his hand over the red marks again and kisses them again. "Its OK. sweetie. It sure stung. But it will be a reminder next time to let you know I'm stepping out." Then Eric kisses him on the cheek. Lays him back on the bed and covers him back up. The nurses all sigh at the obvious love Eric has for this boy and all kind of wish they had someone like that in their lives. They all leave now that the commotion is over. Eric sits on the bed looking at the boy. "Alejandro our friend Miss Joy has suggested that i should be your foster dad and that once you get out of here you should live with me. I have thought about it and I wasn't sure until just now. But I would really like it if you would come live with me and be my son. But I wont do that if you don't want to. What do you think?" The boy sat for a moment and thought about it. He looks at Joy then at Eric. He smiles and nods his head yes. Eric smiles showing all 32 teeth its so big. "I promise I will always treat you with respect and never hurt you." Alejandro pops up and gives Eric another big hug. "I don't think I've ever been happier buddy." Eric says hugging him back. He then lays him back down and covers him up. "Buddy its nearly 10 now and you need to get some more rest and i need to go home so i can shower and sleep as well. Is that OK. with you? I promise i will be back in the morning first thing." Alejandro smiles and nods yes. Eric gets up to leave and Alejandro starts to take off the shirt Eric loaned him. "No buddy you keep it on. I have others. I don't want you to be cold." Alejandro smiles again and settles back into bed. "You want me to turn the TV back on while you go back to sleep?" Head shake no. "OK my little friend I will see you in the morning." Eric bends down and kisses him on the cheek and Alejandro kisses Eric's cheek. Eric lightly ruffles his hair and he and Joy leave. On the way down the elevator they begin to talk. "Joy I have to have that boy." "I know I've already got the paperwork drawn up you will need to sign it in the morning." "You have it drawn up already?" "I know you Eric I knew when you first saw him and wept that this would happen. Hell I had it ready this morning when I brought it up before." "Yeah I guess you know me better then I know myself." "Sometimes." "Hmpph." "Go home get some rest and come see your new son in the morning." "My son. I really like how that sounds." He says as they part ways each heading to their cars. When Eric got home he was exhausted. Such an emotionally charged day. He walks in and goes straight to his bedroom and strips. He grabs his robe and heads to the shower. He is facing away from the shower head and allows the water to beat down on his head. Enjoying the sensation. He starts thinking about the day and inserting his finger in Alejandro's bottom and then seeing he had an erection. Eric's own cock was erect thinking about this. He is ashamed of it and quickly washes. He thinks I'm not ashamed to wank to a cute boy but I shouldn't for something like that. But he keeps thinking how tight it felt around his finger and his cock is throbbing now. Eric finishes washing and turns of the water looks down at his raging hard on. "You mister should be ashamed. That boy trusts us and all you want is attention. Let me tell you he will get my attention but you will not." He starts laughing. "Oh jesus im talking to my cock now. I'm obviously insane." He dries off and heads to bed. As he sleeps he dreams of Alejandro. He sees him in a week when they first get home from the hospital then he sees him at 13 taller and gangly but handsome. He sees him in a cap and gown graduating high school. He then sees him graduating college and then in a white doctors coat. He sees him with a beautiful family and Eric is there and older well old and the grand kids are running around playing and having a great life. He knows when he wakes up that fostering him isn't enough. He needs to adopt the boy. He needs him and vice versa. They need each other and Eric is convinced that this is the absolutely right thing to do.