Date: Mon, 09 Jun 2014 01:54:28 -0500 From: happynudist@vfemail.net Subject: TUCSON Chapter 1 Hey there Niftyistas! My name is Monty and I'm a new Nifty author. This is my first submission! If you like it, please let me know at my email, happynudist@vfemail.net. I would love some feedback. This is the first chapter of TUCSON, a gay adult-youth story, and what I hope will be a pretty extensive little tale. Please remember that this only happens because of Nifty, and give generously and often! Also, this if fiction, so don't get up to any illegal shenanigans in real life you naughty boys and girls. Keep your hands inside the car at all times:) TUCSON WE BOUNCED along the rutted dirt road, the springs on my rugged little Toyota pickup working overtime, as they did every day. At the wash, the bottom sand was still damp from last evening's monsoon. I powered up the other side of the arroyo and back onto the long slope of desert floor, winding along between the juniper bushes, an occasional sagauro cactus breaking up the emptiness. As we got closer to the range, pinon started to appear, darker green and taller than the juniper. The mountain loomed ahead, and the shining roof of the casita could just be seen in the distance. Next to me, the boy was silent, but he was watching me out of the corner of his eye. I caught him staring and turned to him, giving him a smile. "Do you have a wife?" "No." "Are you a homo?" I figured that this was a discussion we were going to have to have, but I had expected for it to wait at least until we got to the casita. "Would that bother you?" "No way. I know lots of homos." I turned my attention away from the dirt road for a minute, looking at the boy, trying to detect a note of sarcasm, or disdain, or really any emotion. Instead, what I got was a beautifully innocent face broken by a lascivious grin. I swear, the kid was leering at me. The truck jarred and I turned back to the road. Then I felt him move his hand right up next to mine, where it sat on the gear shifter. Without actually touching my skin, he ran his hand up the length of my forearm, brushing my arm hair with the tips of his fingers. It was a wholly, remarkably erotic act. I turned back to him. The corners of his full, red lips turned up even further. Then he let out a short little bark of a laugh and turned back toward the windshield. The little shit was playing with me. "Is that your house? What the fuck are we gonna do for fun way out here?" * * * Foster dad. That's what I had signed up for. Three months after I'd arrived in Tucson I'd gone online and found out the basic facts. Yes, single adults could be foster parents. You had to pass a background criminal check. You had to be financially stable. You had to have a bedroom for the kid. That's what they cared about. I more than qualified. Landing in Arizona had been like landing on the moon. I'd never been west of New Orleans. From my childhood in Georgia, being raised by grandparents whose idea of travel was driving to Palm Beach for the summer, I'd gone directly to MIT, and from there to AgroParisTech for my environmental science masters, then Cambridge, to St. Edmund's for my PhD. I knew that if I had decided to teach, that with the limited openings in academia I was likely to end up in some remote corner, but the Sonoran desert was as weird a landscape as I could imagine. It was also achingly beautiful. I'd spent the spring semester teaching a compressed biology course and exploring the harsh desert landscape, on horseback and in my 4WD pickup. Since I was putting together an undergrad class on the ecology of the Southwest, I knew I needed to find some good locations for field work, and I had fallen in love with the harsh landscape, with its many prickly and dangerous animals, its tough, efficient flora, its dry hot air. The casita had been built by an architecture prof at the University who had taken a position at Santa Cruz and offered it to me for rent. It was a straw bale house, with an overhanging metal roof, built in the traditional Southwest fashion of pine poles, vigas and latillas, thick plastered walls, cool tile floors. Three bedrooms, two baths, a large open living room with french doors onto a deep covered porch, and not a right angle in the place. The xeriscaped yard was filled with a wide collection of native plants, to which I added, and the whole place was a model of solar-powered low energy intelligent desert living. The one luxury was the small, cool swimming pool and adjoining hot tub, a perfect place to float out under the stars on a warm desert night, the lights of Tucson twinkling a half hour away in the distance. Still, it was empty and alone and I'd long thought about being a foster father. Hell, I'd planned it for as soon as I could finish my schooling and strike out on my own. I wasn't ever going to have kids of my own, and there were plenty of troubled boys out there that could use a stable environment and the support of a loving adult in their life. Of course, I also wanted to fuck them. I'd been into boys since puberty, naturally. Despite being raised by strict Southern Baptists, by the age of fourteen I'd realized a few things. I loved boys. This was how I was made, and it wasn't going to change. There was nothing wrong or unnatural with me. And religion was a joke. Figuring out my nature had led me into my fascination with the sciences, especially with biology and the way living things evolved, including humans. I knew that my desires were a natural variation, somewhat unusual but common enough to the species, and quite set in my biology. I accepted it and went on, knowing I was a good person and I would never hurt anyone. Luckily I was also attracted to twinky young men my age, as well as to some cute girls, and when I escaped to college, I was able to find some of both who turned me on. Still, when I closed my eyes it was boys that filled my thoughts, especially boys right around the age of puberty. The highlight of my sex life so far had been getting a sloppy but energetic blow job from a fourteen year old French boy in the dunes behind a nude beach in Languedoc. Gay boys liked me. I was a big, beefy tall fair-skinned man of 27, with a short, trimmed beard and a big chest and arms. I worked out, ate well, and ticked off the "beefy American" box without ever becoming fat, while I plowed my way through college in Europe. But no matter how many slim, hairless young men I could get to swing off my seven inch dick, I still lusted for younger boys at heart. And more than lust. I loved the sound of their voices. I loved their natural, unabashed physicality with each other. I loved their wonder and excitement at the world. Yes, I wanted to fuck them, but I wanted, more so, to be with them. That's why I decided to be a foster dad. I knew that touching the boys I might host would be a very bad idea, and it could only happen if the circumstances were exactly right. But I figured it would be enough to have a boy, or boys, in my life. Just to be around them would be satisfying, and to take care of them, to protect and nurture and guide them, was something I felt in my bones I should be doing. That's why I stepped up for foster parenting. The licensing agency I chose said that they welcomed single people and "LGBT families". I went to the orientations. My case worker, Marcia, visited out at the casita and interviewed me several times. She said that because I was willing to take older boys, she should have no problem placing kids with me. She was frank about the challenges involved. "Some of these kids have seen a lot of abuse and insecurity. They act out. They try and test your limits. You have to have the patience of Job." A few weeks after we'd completed all the byzantine paperwork, Marcia called me and asked me to meet her for coffee just off campus. She was a frumpy older woman in a peasant skirt and too much turquoise jewelry, but she had been in the foster game a long time. "I may have a boy that I think might be a fit for you." "OK. What's his story?" "He's ten. He's in a group home now, but he's having some trouble and he needs to be back in a home foster situation. His mother is in prison and isn't coming out anytime soon. There's no dad in the picture, and any potential family is in Mexico and out of touch, so you don't have to worry about visitation. I have to warn you though. He's been in three different foster homes, and it hasn't worked out." I felt a rising apprehension. Though I wanted desperately to help heal a broken boy, I knew that compassion had its limits. I wasn't ready to open my home to a budding sociopath. Marcia could read my face. "He's a good kid. He's not angry or violent. It's just..." The corners of her mouth turned down in a contemplative frown. "He's, well, in a previous foster placement he was sexually abused. Then, in this latest placement, he acted out. Sexually. He was, um, inappropriate with the foster parent's son. We can't place him in any home with other children. He needs to only be around adults for now. We have him in counseling for his behavior. But you will have to be strict with him, and make sure he doesn't act out again. There was a complaint at this school as well, and they don't want him back in September. You don't live near that school anyway, so if it works out long term you will have to enroll him in a new school." I told myself to look appropriately pensive and concerned, while in fact, the way she was discussing this boy and his "acting out" was tingling my balls. I knew I could never show it though. I needed to be very careful about what I said next. "You know, Marcia, I didn't talk to you about this, but when I was a boy, I was, touched inappropriately, by a youth leader at my church. I had to deal with this myself. With counseling and the support of my parents I worked through it. But I know first hand how confusing this could be to a boy. You blame yourself, and you don't know how to act, how to control the feelings that something like this awakens. It's not easy. One of the reasons I want to do this is because I know that there are other kids out there who are in pain, like I was." All of this was a lie, but it elicited exactly the sympathetic response I wanted from Marcia. I wasn't happy to lie to her, but unfortunately the truth was not acceptable in our particular society. I simply loved boys, and I wanted to be around them. "So, do you think that you might be up for giving it a try?" I did my best to appear non-committal. "Well... I guess I could do a trial run. If you think we might be a fit, then I'd be willing. But if it doesn't work out, that would be OK?" "I don't want to bounce him around, Leo." "I know. Well, I'll try." "Good!" * * * He was standing in the sun in front of the sterile brick sprawl of the group home, in a pair of stiff new jeans, a long sleeved black polo shirt buttoned to the neck, and faded white sneakers. Marcia was at his side, holding one sad looking duffel bag. When Marcia said he was named Gabriel Sanchez, I had seen in my mind's eye a fat, round-faced latino indio boy. It would have been a bit of a relief, because as much as I hated to say it, I wasn't attracted to chubby boys. I had been chubby, the fat melting off me when I wrestled and lifted weights in High School. Maybe that's why they didn't appeal to me. However, this boy was slender. And he was beautiful from fifty paces. Gabriel's hair was too long, hanging over his ears and in his eyes. It was black as the desert night, and perfectly straight and thick. Under the hair looked up a pair of shockingly light hazel eyes, separated by the bridge of a slim button nose. A deep philtrum divided a hairless upper lip, and the lips themselves were rich red, framing a large mouth of bright white teeth. I instantly and without hesitation thought "cocksucker lips" and almost blushed as the image raced through my head. His face was round, but not chubby, with a well defined chin set above a long, slender neck with no trace of an ungainly apple. Although he was almost entirely covered in the July heat, I could tell that he had a slender, well made body. The shirt was a bit baggy on him but the outline was clear. Maybe most spectacular was his skin tone. There's lots of words that get used to describe the tone of Latin boys. Bronze, leather, café au lait. Gabriel was clearly latino but he was also clearly part European, and there was one word to really capture the lovely tawny mouth-watering color of his cheeks. Honey. I took the sunglasses from the pocket of my work shirt and, faking a squint against the sun, slid them on. Thank god for them, lest I not be able to tear my eyes from that remarkable face. "Gabriel, this is Leo Marcus. He's going to be fostering you for a while." "Hey Gabriel." I held out my hand like a man. He looked at me for a second and slid one small paw into mine, the long, slim fingers hardly grasping while I gave him a firm squeeze, the dead fish handshake of a boy whose father never taught him the ritual. The boy looked at me then, right in the face, with an inquisitive stare, trying to evaluate me. I dropped his hand. "Gabriel, do you have everything? All your stuff? You won't be coming back" Marcia prodded him. "Yeah, that's what they said last time." His voice was pre-pubescent, high and fine, with just th slightest trace of a latino accent, set off with a sarcastic toughness. This was a wary kid. "Well, Gabriel, that's why it's important to make this work. Leo is opening his home and I know how much he want's you to be at home there as well. You will have to work with him, though. Remember, you're wanted here." The boy gave me a skeptical look and scoffed. "Yeah?" I stared right back at him. "Yeah. Now let's stop standing in the sun and get out of here kid." Right from the beginning I was going to lay down the tone. I was a no nonsense guy and he wasn't going to pull anything over on me. The kid was cynical, you could see it in his lovely hazel eyes. Well, I could be cynical too. I took the duffel from Marcia. It was light. The kid had nothing in the world. I said my goodbyes while the boy waited silently, then turned and headed to to truck, expecting him to follow. Marcia said a few last words to him, he shook is head in agreement, and with the slouch that defiant boys have evolved over the millennia, he deigned to walk over to my truck and climb into the passenger seat, strapping his thin frame in, the seatbelt across his neck. He was so small, and adorable, and heart-breakingly sexy. "Cocksucker lips" I thought to myself. * * * So we bounced across the desert. The casita hove into view, and I pulled up in front of the weathered pine turquoise-colored double doors and left the truck in the dirt drive. There was a small garage and workshop off to the left for when sandstorms appeared, but I usually didn't use it. Gabriel climbed out and stepped onto the brick front porch. I grabbed his bag from the back and yelled "hey". When he turned around I tossed it to him. The boy was going to look after himself here. I unlocked the front doors and we went in. Just inside the door I activated the cooler, keeping the house comfortable against the ferocious summer. Down the short tiled hallway was the main room, an open kitchen to the right done in bright Mexican tiles. There was a long, heavy rough oak dining table, and to the left was the low leather couch, facing the wide screen TV mounted on the wall, a brick-framed kiva fireplace dormant in the corner. Direct ahead was a wall of glass looking onto the wide shaded back porch, and further along down a few steps was the desert garden, with the pool and hot tub at the bottom next to the low adobe retaining wall. "No way! You have a pool! I love swimming! Can I go in!" In a flash the surly young man was gone and a ten year old boy was beaming at me, practically levitating with excitement. "Do you know how?" I might as well asked him if he knew how to tie his own shoes, from the look of disbelief he gave me. "I was on the swim team at my last fosters! I bet I can swim faster than you!" "OK, but let me show you your room first." I had prepared one of the two extra bedrooms for Gabriel. There was a double bed with brand new sheets and blankets in deep blue, and I had placed my old iMac on the desk, all set up and ready to go. "You got me a computer?" "It's my old one, but you can use it." "It has internet?" "Yes." "Awesome! Is it restricted?" "What do you mean?" "The computers at the home, they are, like, restricted from lots of sites." "Hum. Well, no, I won't restrict it. But you aren't allowed to erase your browser history, and I can check it out whenever I want." Gabriel smiled a conspiratorial smile. "OK." He threw his bag on the bed. "Now can I swim?" "Yes, you have a suit?" "Do I have to wear one?" The boy looked at me, and I swear he batted his eyelids and gave me a wicked smile. "Yes. If you don't have one I will get you one." "It's OK, I have one." "OK, then change and I'll see you out there. You aren't allowed to swim unless I'm in the back yard with you." "Cool." I shut the door behind me, and wondered if I had time to jerk my crank before meeting Gabriel out by the pool. I felt like I was ready to pop, but I took a few deep breaths and went down the hall to change into my own suit. I put on my tight speedo from Paris first, to hold everything in place, and then slid on some baggy board shorts and headed out the sliding door off my room to the patio. It was warm but nice in the shade as I hit the switch to roll back the cover of the pool, but as I stepped to the top step the sun hit me hard, and I picked up the sunblock that I kept on the shelf next to the built in bar-be-que. I took off my shirt and started rubbing it on my chest and shoulders. When I heard the door slide open and shut I turned around and Gabriel stepped into the sun. He was wearing the tightest little black speedos imaginable. His black bangs hung in this eyes, but through the hair I could tell he was watching me for a reaction. I guess he liked what he saw, because after a moment he smiled and ran down the steps, grabbing this well outlined package and pulling the nylon out over it. "These things are too tight, man." "Are they?" "I've had them since I was nine at my last fosters. That was like, a year ago when I was on the swim team." "You're not on the swim team now?" "Naw, the group home don't do that shit." "Doesn't." "Doesn't what?" "The group home doesn't do that shit." Gabriel let out a defensive tisk at the correction and stepped up onto the edge of the pool. The hot cement didn't seem to phase him. He walked along the very edge, holding his thin arms out, palms flat, for balance. He completed one full circumcision of the kidney-shaped pool, walking the narrow brick barrier between the pool and hot tub. As he made to dive in I said "wait". When he turned around I threw him the sunscreen. He caught it deftly with a smile that said, at least in my imagination, "oh, I bet you want to see me all greased up". And he proceeded to squirt an obscene dollop of white goo across his chest and belly. Gabriel didn't have an ounce of fat on him, but he wasn't skinny in the way of some boys, who look like they had been stretched on a rack. His body was solid and tight, with every muscle moving clearly under his honey skin. His chest was flat but nicely defined, with little inverted W's of skin folds at his armpits and penny-sized dark red leatherish nipples, bigger than most boys. His belly was a rippling mass of toned muscle, and as he twisted to apply the lotion to his arms he put on a hell of a show of fine definition. His hips were narrow, and the pubic bones formed a fantastic V into the top of his tiny suit. His package was big for his size, nestled between long, thin colt's thighs, which lightened considerably above his knee, obviously from wearing shorts in the Arizona sun, turning almost white where they met the snug black suit. He had no visible veins except at his neck and wrists, which were so fine and narrow it almost scared me. I could probably close my thumb and index finger around his wrists or ankles. He was a fine-boned round-faced shaggy-headed boy with a too large mouth and pearly white teeth and hazel brown eyes and honey skin. I stepped up and held out my hand, and Gabriel, with a saucy look, squirted a big dollop onto my fingers. I reached around and started oiling his back. Every bone of his spine made a beautiful little hillock of honey flesh, and I smeared the lotion across the back of his rib cage and down that lovely valley to the top of his ass, daring to go no further. Now that he was out of the stiff new jeans, I could really appreciate Gabriel's most stand out feature. And stand out it did. The boy's ass punched out like a shelf you could leave your drink on. It was round, it was tiny, and yes, it was a bubble butt, forming a perfect sphere before it met back with the vertical line of his thighs. His entire torso seemed to twist, thrusting his chest forward and his ass back in a sinewy S of sexy boy. I could feel my bone growing despite the two layers and tossing aside the plastic bottle of sunscreen, I threw myself into the cool pool with a splash. Before I had time to surface I felt the concussion of Gabriel striking the water next to me. He surfaced with a delighted giggle and immediately splashed me, a splash that earned a big return. We fought back and forth for a few minutes, and then he took off, enjoying the feeling of slicing through the water, at one point swimming between my legs, and then he started climbing out of the pool, standing on the edge, his honey body beaded with moisture, before diving in over and over, in the inexhaustible and obsessive way that boys do when they find something that gives them pleasure. I took a few dives and settled in on the shelf in the deep end to watch the show, my bone stiff in my shorts. Gabriel was lost on his pleasure, but eventually he tired a swam over to join me on the narrow ledge, his leg brushing against mine. "This is the best foster." "Just because of the pool?" "Naw, just because it's just guys, no bitches." "That's not a polite term." "Man, I don't care. I never had luck living with bitches. They hate me." "I'm sure not all women hate you." "Fuck you know?" I realized I'd be fighting an uphill battle against Gabriel's mouth, and frankly, it was kinda cute and I myself cursed fluently, so I let it go. "I know that there's no reason you can't have a woman foster. I mean, I like it being all guys too..." "I bet you do!" this said with a sarcastic leer, which earned him a glare, to which he responded by turning his head down and mumbling. "Bitches have never done nothing but let me down." For a moment, the bravado was gone and he was a lost boy. It was my chance to get inside. "Tell me how." Gabriel hesitated and searched my face to make sure I was sincere. "Well, first there was my moms. She was a whore." "That's not a nice thing to say about your mom." "I don't mean it like, to be mean. She was a real actual whore, not like a, what you call it, allegorical whore." I let out an unintentional laugh, and Gabriel glared at me this time, sensitive to being mocked. I put a hand on his shoulder. "It's just a funny word. I wasn't laughing at you." He relaxed. "So she was a whore. Like, she came here when she was fifteen, but she was a whore even before that in Mexico. So when she crossed she worked in this motel by the Davis military base. That's when she got pregnant with me. Like, she didn't even know who my dad was cuz she fucked so many guys. Like, you can tell he wasn't no nigger or chink..." "Gabriel." "Yeah I know I'm supposed to say africanamerican or asianamerican, but like you can tell it wasn't none of those and I don't think it was like a real latino, like no mexicano, cuz I'm way lighter than she was. She's dusky. Anyways after she had me we moved to the barrio cuz she couldn't work the motel and she was like, with an escort service. She would leave me with this really old neighbor woman and go do her tricks but then she met this pendejo named Victor who was like this big drug dealer tarado. She was all in love with him but he had lots of bitches and she started holding for him and dealing and then that's when she was arrested and she wouldn't testify and got fifteen years cuz it was heavy weight. That was when I was six. So they took me to the group home but only for like a day and then they sent me to my first foster. It was good there, they didn't have no other kids and they totally were like, doting on me. And then..." A pensive look came across Gabriel's face and he fell silent, looking down at the shimmering surface of the water. The sun was approaching its horizon behind the mountains and the shadows were lengthening towards the casita across the sloped desert floor. "What is it Gabriel?" "Um. Your a gay, right?" I leaned back and considered the question. I had known the boy for a couple of hours, and I felt like we were hurtling towards a precipice. It was exhilarating but fraught with danger. "Yes, Gabriel, I'm gay. Why?" "So... is it OK if I, like, talk about sex stuff with you?" "You can talk about anything that you feel like you want to talk to me about, Gabriel. There's no need for secrets with you." "OK." I could tell that Gabriel, his tough boy exterior aside, was nervous. He flipped his long wet hair out of his eyes. "So I can talk about sex stuff with you for reals?" "Like I said... anything." "Well, at that first fosters my foster dad, he taught me lots of sex stuff. Like he taught me to jerk it and sucked me and stuff. He taught me to suck him off, like, really good and deep even though I was still little. He didn't fuck me, but he played with my butt and licked it and stuff. I really liked it and I started to get horny all the time. So like, I would try and get him to do it a lot, even though he said that like, we could only do it when my foster mom wasn't there but I wanted to get him to do it like, even when she was asleep and stuff so he would come in my room at night and do sex stuff with me. I really liked it but then my bitch foster mom caught him with me sucking his dick and she screamed and hit him and called the police so they arrested him and they sent me back to the group home. I was there for like three months, and that time I got to do sex stuff with the older boys and that's like, the first time I did fucking for real. So then these other foster parents came and took me home. They were like really religious. He was a pastor and we had to pray like ten times a day and go to church for four hours and stuff. They had three daughters but no boys and all the girls were bitches and the mom was a super bitch. So one night I was jackin' it in my bedroom after the bath and fingering my hole and I saw the dad and he was like, right outside my window watching me and I could tell he was jackin' it. Which was funny cuz there was like this big cactus right outside the window and I dunno how he didn't get pricks in his prick hahaha!" Gabriel's laugh was high and lovely and infectious. I chuckled along, mesmerized by his crude but heartfelt story. "So I knew he wanted to do sex stuff with me and I tried to get him to do it but he was always uptight and he wouldn't ever be alone with me or touch me or anything. So then not long later my bitch foster sisters caught me jerking it hard in the bathroom and she freaked out and they sent me back to the group home, which sucked cuz I didn't even do nothing but after like three more months then my last foster parents took me. They were pretty chill and everything and I liked them. They got me into swimming and soccer and shit and the dad was cool. I could tell he wasn't gay or nothing but they had a son, like a real son, you know? He was fifteen and he was into me so I got him to start doing sex. He liked it a lot. He like, he was kind of a nerd and didn't really have any friends so I became like his friend and we would do it after school when they were still at work but one day the mom caught us and even though she'd been super nice she totally turned into a superbitch and she called me a little faggot and they took me back to the group home. That was last year." Gabriel fell silent. I could tell he'd unburdened himself and was a bit sheepish about it. He'd worked hard to develop a tough exterior but he seemed almost on the edge of tears. I put my arm across his narrow bony shoulders. "That sucks Gabriel. But you can't hate all women. Most people, they think it's wrong for kids your age to have sex, and so when they see it they don't know how to act." "I know. It's just, like bitches, I mean women, they must hate sex." "Well, no, that's not true. I've known plenty of women who loved sex." "Really? Did you, um, do it with them?" "Yes." "I thought you were maricón, you player!" Gabriel gave me a playful shove and I shoved him back, knocking him off the ledge. He swam around for a minute, repeatedly diving down to the bottom of the pool, each time showing me his magnificent black nylon-clad ass. He held his breath, staying down as long as he could, then came back over to the ledge and resumed his place next to me, panting from the effort. "Can I ask you a question, Gabriel?" "Sure, blanco." "Do you still do sex stuff?" He looked off into the middle distance, thinking for a moment. "You won't be mad?" "No." "I get super super horny all the time. Like, my ass just hurts, like it itches, and I get boners and all I can think about is guys and their cocks and stuff. I'll like, they say that I'm like a hard core bottom bitch. Like I can't get it enough." Gabriel's honey cheeks flashed red with embarrassment at this inability to control his libido. "And what do you do when you get like that?" "I do it with the older boys at the group home. They really like to fuck me. Like, not all of them do it with me, because some of them are into Jesus and shit, but there's like, eleven dudes who will do it. They have boys up to fourteen there so some of them, they are like, almost men. Their dicks, you know? They cum a lot and everything." "How often does this happen?" "It happens um, every day usually." I thought about the reality of getting fucked by different boys every day. My dick was as hard as steel, straining against the confines of its nylon case. I reached down and surreptitiously adjusted myself but Gabriel seemed to notice and a slight smile passed over his lovely lips. "I don't know what I'm going to do man. I think you'll have to like, get me dildo or something, cuz there's no way I can go back to just jerkin' it and fingering my hole. I need way more than that. Would you do that?" "Hunh, what?" I'd been lost in some vulgar thoughts. "Would you, you know, buy me a dildo so I can keep my asshole happy?" "I don't think that would be appropriate." Gabriel grew quiet for a moment. He kicked out into the middle of the pool, floating on his back, staring up at the sky, the water running off his magnificent torso. The sun had gone behind the peaks and the casita was in shadow, one of my favorite times of day. Gabriel floated for a while, eyes closed, as I watched him, and then he shot up, as if he had made up his mind. He swam back over to the shelf, and this time he climbed up next to me on his knees, facing me. "What kind of gay are you?" "What do you mean, Gabriel? Gay means I like guys more than girls." "Yeah, but there's two kinds of gays. There's gays dudes who are into gay dudes. I mean like older dudes. I'm one of those, cuz I like men more than boys my age. Even at the group home I always fucked the 8th graders mostly cuz they were the oldest, and like, I wanted to fuck this one counselor but he wasn't into gay stuff. So that's the one type, and then there's the other type." "What's the other type?" "Gays who like boys, stupid! Like my old foster dad, and foster brother and other gay guys. There's lots of gay guys who um, they want to fuck me and I can tell. Like, they check me out around town and stuff. The coach on my swim team, I could tell he wanted to do it with me but I had to quit. So what kind of gay are you?" "I'm..." The moment of truth. "I guess you could say I'm both." "Woo-hoo!" Gabriel let out a yelp and threw himself on me, wrapping his arms around my neck and hugging me as tight as he could. He whispered in my ear. "I could tell." "Gabriel, what do you think that means?" "It means you don't have to get me a dildo." Before I could react, the boy had reached down and grabbed my erection through the material of my two swim suits. With one slick motion he slid onto my thighs, pressing his crotch against my bone while his hand rubbed it, and coming face to face with me. He looked straight at me, and I disappeared into his deep hazel eyes. Then, before I knew it he was leaning in and kissing me, his tongue sliding into my mouth without hesitation. His slick tight little belly rubbed against my chest. He slid up and down against me, finally resting his ass right against my boner. "Gabriel. Slow down." I pushed him away, gently, and he floated out in front of me in the water. "Why? What's wrong? Don't you want to be gay with me?" "Gabriel... you have to remember, I'm your new foster dad. It's my job to take care of you. I don't, I don't think..." "You need to take care of me! I'm horny! I need that to be taken care of!" "Gabriel, if... if we do this, you need to understand. I'm still your foster dad. I'm still, I'm responsible for you." I couldn't articulate the conflicting emotions that were coursing through me. "Are you, are you sure you want to do this?" The boy looked at me, wet hair in his eyes, with a look that approached pity. How could an adult be so stupid? He swam back up to the ledge and stood up on it next to me. The water came to just above his knees. With both hands he reached down to his hips and carefully pulled his too small speedo out and down over his erection. His cock stood straight up at a 45 degree angle, stiff as marble, the rosy pink head peaking through the red clans. It was maybe a hair under three inches long, sticking out from the tight little sack of his undescended balls, no trace of pubes yet. With a practiced motion he licked his forefinger and thumb on his right hand and reached down to slide his foreskin back. The boy was a living picture of childhood sexuality. Anyone looking at him there, nylon bunched across his pale thighs, erection thrust forward, lust written on his face, would have to admit that the idea that children weren't sexual was total and utter horseshit. "Leo. I need help. It gets like this, and I need you to help it be satisfied. That's how you can, you know, take care of me." In one motion I was on my feet, lifting him into my arms. He wrapped his long legs around my waist and I stepped up out of the pool. He couldn't weigh more than 80 pounds. I carried him across the yard and up the stairs and across the porch, kicking open the door to my room with my toe. I threw the boy down on my bed with an explosion of giggles and reached over him, ripping the black nylon suit down his legs, over his beautiful feet, the soles pale white, and threw it to the floor. I then fell to my knees on the floor, grabbed him by his thighs and pulled him to the edge of the bed before slurping his cock violently into my mouth. My need was desperate, and I sucked hard. I darted my tongue up and down the little shaft and out across the tight sack with its cherry seeds, then back up his length, going to work on his tip, flipping the foreskin back and forward with my tongue. "Fuck papi. Fuck! Oh man, oh, that's so good. Suck my cock man." Listening to the high pitched little boy voice urge me own with such filth was too much. I was in a frenzy. With my free hands I desperately yanked down my two pair of swimsuits and grabbed my cock. Gabriel was writhing and humping under my tongue. I couldn't hold it a second longer. I stood up, threw my crotch forward, stroked my cock three lightning fast times, and started spurting. The first squirt of jizz shot right onto Gabriel's chin, neck and chest, surprising him. It was a massive load. I hadn't come in days. The second load plopped out onto his superb tight brown belly. For the third, the boy threw himself forward into a jackknife with the speed that only the young had, and as that third stream hit him in his cheek he adjusted his aim and engulfed my cut cockhead in his warm, sweet mouth without so much as a touch of teeth. He started suctioning me as I had suctioned him, drawing spurt after spurt out of my balls and into his mouth. I must have fired another three or four shots that he greedily swallowed. I was whimpering like a puppy, and when the last one left me I collapsed with a gasp onto the bed with a sigh. "Oh god. Oh god. Oh." The words came out of me in tearing sobs. "Shhhh. It's OK. It's OK papi. It's OK. It's OK daddy. That was so good. So yummy." Gabriel slid up next to me. taking my face in his little hands. He kissed me softly on the lips, and I could taste myself on him. "That was so hot, daddy. That was what I wanted. I love doing that. Shhhh. It's OK." I leaned back as he stroked me gently, trying to wrap my head around what I had just done. The boy snuggled up next to me, running his fingers softly across me, through the small whorls of hair on my chest, down my belly, into my pubes. As my sighs subsided, he pushed up closer, and I could feel his erection against my side. His little hand ran up my thigh and wrapped around my still hard cock, and slowly, he started to stroke my seven inches. I looked down at him with wonder. "Now it's my turn." My cock went instantly hard. "Lube?" Gabriel whispered. I nodded towards the night stand. He rolled over and fished the slim bottle from the drawer. He fiddled with the cap, figuring it out, and then he poured some onto his hand and resumed the position, this time stroking me with some chemical help. My cock was pulsing with blood, straining to burst with excitement. Gabriel got up and kneeled between my knees. He poured more lube directly onto my pale pink head and started jerking me with an expert two handed motion, looking me in the eyes. Then he poured some more lube onto his right fingers, and expertly reached behind himself to apply it to his asshole. "This is so much better than the group home. We have to use vaseline and stuff." When he was satisfied, he reached back and continued to double fisted jerk, speeding up, and then, with a practiced motion he sprang up, squatted over me, reached down and grabbed my cock in his right hand, and slowly lowered that perfect pale bubble ass right onto me. I felt the head find its home at his ring and stop. There was no way I would fit in him. He let out a sigh, wiggled his ass, and smoothly pushed down. My head popped right in and the boy sighed a sigh of contentment. Then he slowly lowered himself unto me, with one hand on my chest to help hold his weight. He was astonishingly tight and warm, and I felt my head push past a bit of firmness, at which point Gabriel let out an involuntary "Unnngghhh" of release. He stopped about halfway down my staff. I looked at him, he looked at me, he smiled the wickedest smile to ever cross a boy's lips, and he thrust himself down to me, his ass slamming against my pubes. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!" we both cried. I reached out and took him by the shoulders, squeezing him. He looked at me with pride. Then, slowly, he started to ride. Gabriel couldn't have been more of a pro if he'd been raised in a greek slave's brothel. He started to work up and down on me, while his slicked up right hand found his own bone, which hadn't flagged one degree from its erect angle. He started furiously jerking himself. This was so hot, I could feel the seed churn in my balls. I had just come, but the surge was starting again. My breath grew shallow and I started to thrust my hips up into him, timing with his bounces on me. "Oh fuck boy. Oh fuck. You are so sexy. You little fucker. So sexy. So hot. So beautiful. Oh Gabriel. Oh Gabriel! Oh, I've waited, oh, I've waited so long for this! Oh, so long! Ungh! Ungh! Ungh!" As my thrusts became more urgent, the boy's hand moved into a blur on his cock. He started to puff his cheeks out and a whine arose from deep in his narrow, slim little body. "Unnnnghhh! Unnnnnghhh! That's it daddy! Oh, that's it. Scratch my ass daddy! I'm so horny! Oh, papi, I need this every day! You have to do it every day!" Gabriel's eyes were closed, his back was arching, his fist was flying, and he was coming. He perfect little penny nipples had popped up like little mountains. His tight, cut belly was heaving. His graceful neck was thrown back in ecstasy, and his eyes were screwed shut. I looked at those pursed cocksucker lips and a great rush of semen squirted from me in what seemed like one long stream. Gabriel opened his eyes and his wicked, sexy imp's smile returned. "Yess!!!" The boy held up his hand. I couldn't believe it, but he wanted me to high five him. I reached up and slapped his palm with mine. "Oh man, I came so hard dude! So hard!" Gabriel collapsed against me, my cock still in him but my spooge leaking out and running down my balls. "Oh, that totally blew my head off. Dude! Dude!" The boy sat back up excitedly, bending my cock uncomfortably. "Ouch!" "Oh, sorry dude." without a moment's hesitation he pulled up and the cock snapped out of his hole with a pop, and he settled his tiny little ass back down on my belly. "Dude, I came so hard. That was awesome. You were so horny! You spooged in like three minutes and I thought it was gonna suck but then you never went down! That was awesome. Some of the boys at the group home can come twice real fast like that but most of them don't have a big cock like you and anyway it was awesome. I'm so glad you're gonna be my new foster dad and you're the right kind of gay." The little devil laid there with his head on my chest. I could feel his heart beat. I ran my hands down his back and over his perfect, firm, round, silky smooth and hairless ass. I could feel a bit of blood move back towards my cock. "I'm glad too Gabriel. I'm very glad. You are a very special boy. It's very special, what we have, this connection. But we need to be very careful about it. I'm your foster dad. That means I'm responsible for you. For everything with you. It's not bad, what we did, but... it doesn't mean that we still don't have to be responsible." "I know" the boy whispered softly into my chest. "Most of all, we have to make sure no one knows but us." Gabriel looked up at me with a "you have got to be kidding me" expression. "Dude, I been fucking boys at the group home forever and no counselor ever caught onto that shit. I'm super sneaky, man! No way we gonna get caught all the way out here by ourselves Leo. Besides, there's one important thing. Super important." "What's that?" "Ain't no bitches out here!" Gabriel jumped up and did a little naked dance on the bed, a sexy jig. "NO BITCHES! NO BITCHES! NO BITCHES!" I laughed and pulled him back on top of me and he hugged me tight. "I'm so glad there's no bitches, Leo. It's just us gay guys. That's how it should be. Gay guys, we should only stay with other gay guys. Other people don't get us." "I agree Gabriel. I agree." The boy looked up at me, contentment and mischievousness in his eyes. "So Leo, do you have any other boyfriends?" "A boyfriend? No, I'm not dating anyone right now." "You don't have any other boys like me?" "Gabriel, you are the only young boy I've ever done stuff with." "Really!" The boy's eyes popped out. "You've never done other boys my age and stuff?" "Nope?" "Do you want to?" "What do you mean?" "Do you want to? I mean, like, I can arrange it." "Gabriel, what are you talking about?" "Dude, I know every gay boy in Tucson!" With that, Gabriel exploded in laughter, leapt to his feet, ran out the open door and across the patio and down into the garden, and with a satisfied yelp of pleasure he cannonballed into the pool. "Yippie!" I stood up and followed him out onto the patio and looked down at the yard from the top of the steps. It was growing dark. Up on the mountain, a Coyote howled. I flipped on the pool light switch and it exploded into turquoise luminescence, a honey brown boy slipping gracefully through the light. "Hey Leo!" "Hey Gabriel!" "Come wash your cock off in the pool so I can suck it!" ------------------------------------------------- VFEmail.net - http://www.vfemail.net ONLY AT VFEmail! - Use our Metadata Mitigator to keep your email out of the NSA's hands! $24.95 ONETIME Lifetime accounts with Privacy Features! 15GB disk! No bandwidth quotas! Commercial and Bulk Mail Options!