Date: Tue, 02 Feb 1999 12:20:33 PST From: cgard 43 Subject: Hot Contact Sports Here's a story about a bunch of young guys finding out what it takes to score on and off the field. Remember, safety is a MUST. Comments welcome to Cgard43@hotmail.com HOT CONTACT SPORTS Attending the small college in my home town, it wasn't as difficult to make the football team as it would have been in a larger school or one which had higher athletic standards. It allowed even normal sized guys like me to get the chance to play competitively and become part of the camaraderie of college sports. It also taught me what I'd never learned about life. I played center for our varsity team for two seasons and enjoyed it very much. While I enjoyed playing the game, I knew deep down that part of what I also enjoyed was the camaraderie in the locker room. I even came to admit to myself that seeing the other guys naked in the locker room after practice or a game turned me on. I quickly realized that overall body size had no bearing on the size of a guy's sexual endowment. My own shyness kept me from ever doing anything but look until Eddie made a dramatic first move. He played first-string quarterback, but he had decided to quit the team at the end of our junior year to concentrate on academics. After some thought, I decided I'd do the same. Eddie was heading to law school after graduation and I'd been planning to get an MBA degree, so grades had become even more important. That made it particularly poignant, then, as we practiced for our last two games at the end of the season. "How's it going, Davey," Eddie called as we headed down the stairs from the locker room. He's the only person who's ever called me Davey. I didn't know why, but it always caught me off guard. Eddie was an extremely handsome guy. He was several inches over six feet tall and had a trim, well-built body, though he looked larger in his pads and uniform. His olive skin, dark brown hair and dark eyes reflected his latin heritage, and I have always felt a strong attraction to him. When he smiled and his eyes lit up, I felt something special I couldn't describe. What's more, he looked even more handsome in street clothes than in his football togs. Eddie and I weren't especially close or good friends, but we've always been friendly both off and on the playing field. I remember well that as we walked on the field for our first practice plays of those last two weeks of the season, he whispered to me. "Just think, Davey, only two more games I get to feel up your ass and between your legs without you calling me queer." "What?" I asked, very startled. He just laughed as we started the warm up drills. As practice continued, I realized that he was doing just that. When he came up behind me to take the ball, he'd put his hands on my ass, then reach between my legs and try to grope me. Of course, what he was feeling was mostly uniform or athletic supporter, but I couldn't help getting turned on when I realized he was doing it on purpose. My mind reeled as it suddenly occurred to me that he had done this regularly, even during games and especially at practice. It had always been more casual and so I'd never paid much attention before, though as I thought about it that day it really got me turned on and I made up my mind to do something about it. When practice was over, we headed to the showers. Usually, I have to hurry through my shower, because I take a six o'clock bus home, but this week I had the car so I had no reason to rush. I got undressed slowly that day, because I'd decided I wanted to time it so Eddie and I would be in the showers at the same time. I didn't think too long about why I had this wild desire to see him naked. I guess I knew, but it just was easier not to think about it. He's one a group who is normally the last to leave. Because of that, I've rarely gotten a chance to get even a quick look at him naked. After his comment earlier, my curiosity was way up, and I was determined to check him out. I timed it just about right as I heard him coming down the aisle whistling just as I finished stripping off my jock strap. I stepped into the aisle and we collided. "Hey, watch it," Eddie said as he almost tripped over me. I reached for his arm to help him keep from falling, and our bodies touched in several places. I felt the heat of his body even as we touched. "Sorry about that," I said as he regained his balance. "No problem," he said grinning. "But you're not on the field now, Davey. Don't try to knock me down." I laughed along with him and stepped back and motioned him on. That gave me a chance to get a quick look at his crotch and then to watch his ass as he walked ahead of me. "You're here late today, Davey," he said casually. "Yeah, I've got a car so there's no need to hurry," I answered. His cock and balls had looked to be pretty big, especially as he was a very trim guy. I couldn't help but notice that his ass was full and sexy looking as I followed him into the shower room. There were only two other guys left in the showers when we walked in. Jerry, who was a kicker, was tall and very slim. He was a good-looking guy with medium brown curly hair. Rob was a halfback, rather short but with a very strong, athletic build. He was dark blond and blue-eyed and was the kind of a guy most people found very cute. They were both facing toward the wall and rinsing the soap from their bodies as I walked in so I didn't get a very good look at their equipment. Eddie, on the other hand, was standing right across from me with his back to the shower. I couldn't help but look at his well muscled body and particularly at the large cock and big balls he was soaping so carefully. "I gotta go, guys," Rob called as he strode from the shower, "we've got a meeting at the house tonight." I watched his firm ass as he walked from the shower room. Jerry followed him out, but turned and spoke to Eddie, which gave me the chance to check out his endowment. His cock looked as long as Eddie's but not as heavy. "I'm gonna go talk to Coach," Jerry said to Eddie, "if you want a ride home, let me know when you're ready." Out of the corner of my, eye I saw him wink at Eddie. That puzzled me, but I just figured it was some secret between them. "Right," Eddie answered, now shampooing his thick, dark brown hair. I took advantage of Eddie having his eyes closed as he washed his hair to stare at his long, thick cock. It was circumcised, like mine, but I estimated that his was at least an inch or so longer. Once he'd finished rinsing his hair, I noticed Eddie looking at my crotch as he rinsed his cock and balls. He made an elaborate job of it, and he was clearly fondling his cock rather than just rinsing it. "Hey, why'd you say that when we went onto the field?" I asked. "I don't know. Just frustration I guess," he said. I didn't understand, but I didn't get a chance to question him further because he went on talking. "Anybody ever tell you that you've got a beautiful cock there, Davey?" he asked very quietly. I was speechless, so I just shook my head. "Yeah, you've got a real nice one," he said, moving slightly toward me and openly staring at mine. I could feel it starting to lengthen and harden and was very self-conscious. "Thanks, I guess," I said, "yours looks bigger." I nodded in the direction of his crotch and stepped back slightly. He stroked his cock slowly. "Mine may be bigger," he whispered, coming even close to me, "but it doesn't get me excited like yours does." He was now only a few feet from me. "I don't know what you mean." I said, backing away a step further. "It's simple, Davey," Eddie said quietly, "you're a damn sexy guy, and you really turn me on." "I didn't know what to say, I...." I stammered, but he kept walking toward me and I moved almost back against the wall involuntarily. "I guess I'll just have to show you what I mean," he said, crouching down and sucking most of my cock in his mouth. As his hot, wet mouth surrounded it, my cock grew longer and harder quickly. "What the hell..." I started. "What are you doing?" Eddie sat back on his heels momentarily, his big brown eyes looking up at me. "I'm sucking your cock, stud," he said, then he gulped my meat back into his mouth and continued doing it. "I know that," I stammered, but no other words came out. Every nerve in my body was tingling as he swallowed all seven and a half inches of my cock. My body began to tremble and he grabbed my ass with his hands and pulled me toward him which stopped my body from shaking at the same time it forced the full length of my cock into his throat. He sucked it for a minute or so like that, then stopped and looked up at me, letting my cock slip from between his lips. I was still trembling wildly. "God I've been wanting to do that for a long time, Davey," he said, then noticed I was shaking. "You okay?" he asked and I nodded. "I had no idea you..." I started to say. "Don't say it," Eddie said quickly, standing up. I couldn't help but notice that his cock was harder and longer now. "I was gonna say that I had no idea you felt that way," I said quietly, "I guess you've always sort of turned me on too, but I'd never have dared to do anything about it." "You mean that?" he asked, now smiling rather sheepishly. I was suddenly acutely aware of where we were, and before I could speak again, my body again started to tremble more violently from the excitement. Eddie noticed it and put his arm around my shoulder. "Hey," he said, "let's get dressed and go some place, huh?" "Yeah," I said, "good idea. I've got a car today," I repeated, my mind racing. We finished showering and dried off, then dressed quickly and met at the top of the stairs. "I'm just gonna tell Jerry that I don't need a ride," he said, knocking on the door to the coach's room. He stuck his head in and said something then came back and we headed down the stairs. "Where you wanna go?" I asked as we reached the car. "Let's go over to my apartment," Eddie said, "my roommate dropped out of school so we'll be alone there." I followed his directions and we soon arrived at his apartment. We'd spoken only of school and football during the trip. He ushered me inside and closed the door behind him. I sat on the edge of the couch and he stood. "Listen," Eddie said quietly. "I'm sorry if I shocked you. I don't know what came over me. I've wanted you for so long that when we were finally alone there, I just couldn't help myself. It was pretty stupid." "It's okay," I said, "actually I'm glad it happened. What you did felt great." "I shouldn't have embarrassed you like that," he said, "but I'm not sorry about what I did. I hope you'll let me suck your cock again." "Yeah, sure. As I said, I've thought about you that way too," I said. "You're not upset that I'm gay?" he asked. "No, of course not," I answered, "but I don't know whether or not I am." My single gay experience had been with a high school buddy with whom I'd been best friends for several years, until his family moved away. We'd tried mutual masturbation and sucking each other, but that was really just playing around. Somehow I knew that it had been kid's stuff compared to my present thoughts and feelings about Eddie. He sat down next to me on the couch and put his arm around me. "I wouldn't ever do anything to hurt you, Davey," he said. I nodded then turned to look into his face. His eyes were bright and sparkling, and I was struck again by what a great-looking guy he is, and how attracted to him I was. He smiled his beautiful smile, and suddenly I felt an overwhelming sensuality just being near him. Almost unconsciously, I leaned closer and felt his soft lips touch mine very gently. We kissed briefly and it felt comfortable and right. He kissed me again and as I returned his kiss, he moved his tongue between my parted lips and our embrace was total. That kiss lingered for many minutes as I felt myself becoming more and more aroused. "God, you're a sexy guy, Davey," Eddie said, "I've wanted to do this for so long. I get a hard-on just thinking about you." We kissed again, now nearly lying down, and I could feel the warmth of his body next to mine even through our clothes. "Oh yes," I moaned, "it feels good doing this with you." "This is only the beginning," he whispered, "I'm gonna make you feel good all over." He rubbed his hands all over my body and it responded, delighting in the feel of his strong, muscular touch. We kissed again and the wonderful feelings spread throughout my body. My cock was hard and it throbbed against his leg involuntarily. "Let's go in the bedroom," he whispered. I nodded without speaking. He led the way to the bedroom, then kissed and held me again as we stood just inside the doorway. I felt myself start to tremble again as he held me. "Don't worry," he said, "there's nothing to be afraid of." I had to smile. "That's not fear," I said, "it's just because I'm so excited." "Come on," he said, drawing me toward the bed, "take your clothes off." We undressed down to our underwear, then he pulled me toward him. "Here," he said, "let me do that." He slid his hands into the top of my shorts and slowly slid them down over my knees and they fell to the floor. "Oh yes," he said, "you are so beautiful." His hands ran all over my body then he took my cock in one hand and began stroking it while his other hand fondled my balls. "Lie down on the bed, Davey," he said, again quietly. "You're even sexier than I'd imagined." I lay on the bed and he moved between my legs, sucking my cock deep into his mouth. The hot, horny feeling spread to every nerve of my body. My cock was rock hard now, and he sucked it down to my balls, surrounding every inch with his hot mouth. "Oh God, that feels good," I whispered. "So damn good." "Uh-huh," he mumbled, sucking deeply on my cock again. He sucked my cock for many minutes, until suddenly I knew that it was too one-sided and not what I wanted. "Turn around," I said, "I want yours too." He looked surprised and said, "You don't have to," but he quickly moved around. I carefully removed his shorts, and his now fully erect cock stood straight out from his body. It was about eight inches long and very thick. I hadn't touched another guy's cock in a long time, and never very seriously, but I really wanted to do this. I took his cock in my hand and began gently stroking it as he groaned quietly. I couldn't get over its exceptional size and the velvety feel of its hardness. After stroking it for several minutes, I had to taste it. I wanted to please him, a driving emotion stronger than any I'd every known. I sucked just the tip and the first inch or so of his huge organ into my mouth, hearing him groan. Slowly I found I could take just over half of it in my mouth. I tried to suck more, but I choked whenever I tried to go too far. My prior experiences had been with a cock of much smaller proportion. "Dammit," I said to myself, "you gotta make him feel as good as he's making you feel." "Take it slowly," Eddie advised, momentarily moving off my cock. I did as he said and found that I could suck about two-thirds of his cock without choking. I wrapped my hand around the bottom third of his cock, trying to make up for being unable to suck it all into my mouth. His hard cock tasted and felt delicious as I sucked and stroked it, and when Eddie started sucking mine again, the combination of feelings was wonderful. After several minutes of this mutual action, I warned him I was getting close. "I'm gonna come," I mumbled, not wanting to stop sucking his cock. Eddie answered by sucking harder and faster, swallowing the full length of my cock with almost every stroke. My body was quivering as I reached a more intense sexual level than ever before, and my cock erupted deep in his mouth. "Mmm," Eddie moaned as my load flooded his mouth and throat. He nursed my cock and swallowed repeatedly, moaning softly to himself again. I continued sucking his cock, determined to make him come if I could. "Stop if you want to," he groaned, "it's okay, Davey." Naturally, that only made me try harder, and I quickened the pace as best I could with both my hand and my mouth. When he began groaning loudly, I knew he was close. I squeezed gently on his balls as he continued to groan, then suddenly his cock throbbed violently and pumped volley after volley of his hot cum into my mouth. I tried to let it collect, but it came so fast and there was so much, I had to swallow to keep from choking. I swallowed again and again as his hot, salty juices finally ebbed, then I sucked his softening cock until the flow stopped. I kissed his cock as it slid from my mouth, and held it in my hand, again admiring its great size. "Oh God, you're beautiful," Eddie sighed as he moved around again and put his arms around me. "And you're great sex too." "I'm not anywhere near as sexy as you are," I said, as our lips met and kissed deeply again. We kept kissing, cuddling, fondling and touching each other for at least another half hour, our cocks growing hard again. "Where did you learn to suck like that?" he asked, "I thought you said you'd never..." "Wait a minute. I never said anything." I told about my high school buddy. We held each other for a long time, and as our kissing became more passionate, he spoke again. "Feels like you're ready to come again," Eddie whispered in my ear, as he stroked my stiff meat. "Sure," I mumbled, "you really turn me on, Eddie." "Good. Make love to me then," he said, "I want you to fuck me." "What? I've never done that before," I said quietly. "Good," Eddie said, "I hoped I'd be your first." My cock throbbed in his hand, eager to please him. "And you've got quite a tool to work with," Eddie said with a smile. He slid out of bed and walked to the bathroom, returning with a tube of lubricant. He sucked on my cock briefly, then applied a coating of lubricant, some of which he also applied to his asshole. He lied down on the bed on his back, and urged me to move between his legs. He put his arms around me and we kissed again. He lifted his legs to my shoulders. "I'm ready," he said, as he guided my cock against his hole. "Go ahead," he said, pushing back slightly, which cause the first several inches of my cock to enter him. I felt the incredible warmth of his body surrounding my cock. "Go slow, Davey," he murmured, "Your cock's big. Just go a little at a time." I moved forward, slowly pushing my cock into his hot, tight ass. "Oh yes, that's good," he moaned as my cock passed his muscle and stretched his opening. He held my arms tightly, and his eyes held my gaze the whole time. "You okay?" I asked, "Am I hurting you?" "No, no," he moaned, "what you're doing feels great." Suddenly my cock touched someplace deep inside and he groaned more loudly. "Oh yeah," he cried, "I want all of you inside me." I moved forward slowly until my cock was in him fully and my balls touched his ass. Nothing had ever felt so hot as having my cock in his ass. "I can't believe how good that feels," I said, sounding pretty stupid, I guess. "Oh, yes, Davey, that's fantastic!" he whispered. "I'm all yours, Davey. Go ahead...Fuck me now...I love feeling you in me," he murmured. I couldn't believe what was happening. My cock was ready to explode just from the heat of his ass, yet never had I wanted so desperately to please another person. I tried a very slow fucking rhythm hoping I could make it last for him. Eddie moaned appreciatively, and the sensation of fucking his body was wild. "Oh God, that feels good," I cried out, "I never felt anything so hot." "It feels great to me!" he called out in response, "Go ahead, fuck me harder!" I quickened the speed of fucking, knowing full well I was going to come very quickly. I looked down and saw that his dick was fully erect so I grabbed it and started stroking it in rhythm with my fucking action. He groaned his approval. Looking at Eddie, I focused on his beautiful mouth so I leaned forward and found we could kiss without losing any penetration of his ass, and then suddenly the lovemaking position seemed totally right. "I'm very close," I whispered and quickened the pace of my fucking even more. As I plunged my cock deep into him time after time, I was racing to my own climax. "Oh yes, Davey, give it to me," he groaned, "Come in me, please!" I was still beating his cock in rhythm with the fuck action and he was moving his ass back against my cock rapidly. "Oh, God yes, I'm gonna come! Here it comes!" I cried out as I fucked his ass to his loud, sensual moans. With a final thrust, I drove my cock into him to its fullest and exploded, my body trembling against as I emptied my nuts into him for a second time. "Oh yes, I can feel it!" he shouted, "I feel you coming in me! It's wonderful!" his voice trailed off, then the volume rose again. "Oh Davey," he shouted, "I'm gonna come too. I'm coming again!" I felt his climax begin as his ass spasmed around my cock, and I watched as a second, huge eruption shot from his cock. As I stroked his meat, his cum flowed onto my fingers and his belly, and he moaned until his spasms finished. We held each other tightly. I lifted my cum coated fingers to my lips and licked up his hot, delicious juices. "Mmm, you taste good," I said. He moaned loudly again. "I just can't believe that was the first time you fucked a man," he whispered, "You were great! You made me feel so damn good." He lowered his legs and I bent forward to kiss him again. "I've never done that before," I said, "And being inside you was the hottest thing I've ever felt. I can't believe it. I hoped it felt good to you too." "It was the best ever, Davey," he said gently, "You made me come again." My cock was still deep in his ass, but as we kept kissing it slid from his ass. "Oh," he sighed, "I feel so empty now." I got up and went to the bathroom, cleaned myself up and returned to the bedroom. Eddie went to the bathroom next and I sat down again on the bed. My mind was racing at what had happened in such a short time. I glanced up and saw Eddie's wide grin as he returned. "What a day," he said as he walked back into the bedroom, "I've wanted this to happen for so long, and it was better than I'd ever dreamed. You're not sorry it happened, are you?" "Oh no," I said, "I think deep down I wanted it to happen, but I never thought it could be with you. I'd never have believed you were gay." "Do you understand that I don't want it to just be a one-time thing?" he asked quietly, "I really like you, Davey." "Oh yes," I answered. "But I feel kind of...you know, dumb. I know so little about being gay." "Don't worry about that," he said, "A sexy guy like you could have anybody he wanted. As a matter of fact, there are several guys on the team who also have the hots for you." He smiled. "On our team?" I asked quickly. "Who?" "Oh no, I'm not gonna tell you. You might like them better than me, and I'd rather keep you to myself." He smiled that laughing smile again, and I smiled too. I called home and reported in, then we went to have dinner together. During dinner we talked mostly about football and school. I did get to ask one question I'd wondered about. "Why do you call me 'Davey'?" I asked. "Nobody else ever has." "I don't know," he said, "I guess it just seems more personal to me." "How do you mean?" I asked. "Just that," he answered quietly, "To me you're Davey, not Dave or David. Do you mind?" "No," I said, "I don't mind. I just wondered about it." He said he couldn't explain it any more than that. After dinner, we returned to his apartment for more kissing and mutual sucking, then parted regretfully for the night. He wouldn't tell me about any other guys on the team. 2. I felt great the next day and could hardly wait to get to practice. I kept thinking about what Eddie had said, but I couldn't imagine which of the guys on the team could possibly also be gay. I tried to convince myself that since both Eddie and I were masculine looking, that was no key. As I suited up, Eddie walked down the aisle and tried to grope me as he walked past. "How you doin', sexy?" he joked. "Careful," I said, very surprised, "Someone will see you." "Sorry," he said in a low voice, then he grinned and walked toward his locker. I watched the guys assemble, but I just couldn't make myself believe that any of them were gay. Eddie had to leave practice early for a dentist appointment, so he wasn't in the locker room when we finished. I was in no rush, so I took my time, casually watching the other guys as they showered and dressed before I finally sauntered into the showers. Jerry and Rob were still in the locker room, along with Dwayne, one of the best tight ends in the game. He's one of the few black guys on the team, and a great guy, always fun to be with. I casually checked out the guys as we got undressed. I'd seen Jerry's long, thin cock the night before, and now noted how it matched his tall, thin body. Dwayne's meat was thick and almost as long as Jerry's, while Rob's cock was a little shorter and thinner than mine. I stopped to use the bathroom, so it was about five minutes later when I walked into the shower room. I stopped, absolutely stunned. Rob was bent over, his hands on his knees and Jerry was starting to fuck him. His long cock looked to be over eight inches long now that it was hard. He drove it to its full length up Rob's compact body, and fucked hard and fast with each stroke. Rob groaned quietly as Jerry plugged his butt. Dwayne was watching, stroking his long, thick cock, which had also grown dramatically. It looked to be close to eight inches long and very thick and he stroked it as he watched. He was the first one to notice me as I walked in. "Well," he said, "Look who's here. Eddie's sure gonna be sorry he missed you." "Hope this doesn't embarrass you," Rob said, grunting as Jerry continued fucking him steadily. "Ol' Jerry needed to get off and I needed a hot cock up my butt." "No, no," I said, "It's okay with me, if you don't mind me watching." My cock had started getting hard immediately, and I took it in my hand. "Hey, buddy," Dwayne asked, "Don't waste that nice thing!" He moved toward me, dropping to one knee right in front of me. "Let me suck it," he whispered. I was so surprised I couldn't move. "Sure," I said, letting go of my cock. It rose immediately and was sticking straight out from my body. "You've got a nice cock, man. Mmm," Dwayne whispered, sucking it almost completely into his mouth. "Yeah. That's a beauty," Rob said, "Sure glad you're gettin' into this scene, man. We need another good looking stud like you." "Oh yeah," Jerry mumbled, continuing to fuck Rob's ass like a dynamo. Despite my limited experience, I knew that Dwayne was doing a hell of a job sucking my cock, and I was getting hotter than hell. I thought of Eddie immediately, but I tried to put everything from my mind and focus on the wonderful sensations Dwayne was providing. "Here we go, buddy," I heard Jerry call out and opened my eyes to watch him pistoning his cock in and out of Rob's ass furiously. "Give it to me, man," Rob cried, "Let me feel that cock of yours explode!" "Here it comes," Jerry called, "Take this hot wad, buddy!" I watched as Jerry grabbed Rob's hips then plunged his cock to the hilt up Rob's ass and held him there. I looked at Rob's face and saw the almost beatific look on his face as he felt Jerry's cock erupting deep inside him. "Oh God, yes," Rob cried, "Fill me with your juice, man!" Jerry's body trembled and he fell forward onto Rob's back as his climax spent itself. Half a minute or so later, he pulled his cock from Rob's hole. "Fantastic, buddy," he said as he turned back to shower himself off. "You too, Jerry," Rob answered, "You're always damned good." "Hey, Dwayne-O," Rob said, "Let me suck him while you fuck me, huh? Come on, I need it." Dwayne let my cock slide from his mouth and looked up at me. "I promised I would," he said, "But I want this cock of yours sometime, okay?" I nodded to him as he stood and walked over to Rob. "Get this wet for me, buddy," he said to Rob, "I can't put it in you dry." Rob sucked the huge black cock deep into his mouth, coating it all around with a thick coating of saliva. When he released it, Dwayne moved behind him and very quickly positioned his cock at Rob's hole. "This fat cock of mine is gonna really open you up after that skinny pecker of Jerry's," he said to Rob. "I heard that bullshit," Jerry called from the other room. "You'll get yours, Dwayne." "Come on, Dwayne-O, give it to me," Rob cried. He motioned me toward him and bent forward to suck my cock in his mouth, moaning loudly as he felt his ass stretch to accommodate Dwayne's thick organ. Rob licked my cock and my balls, then siphoned most of my seven and a half inch shaft into his mouth, sucking hard and fast. He wasn't as good as Eddie or Dwayne, I judged, but he was still getting me hot. I looked at Dwayne as he stroked his cock in and out of Rob's ass and he motioned me forward. I leaned toward him and our lips met. He kissed me hotly, his tongue exploring deep in my mouth. It got me even hotter as I thought about the whole scene. I moved away from Rob's hot mouth, reaching to grab the cock which hung between his legs. "Give me a chance," I said, kneeling and stroking his cock. It was already about seven inches long and not yet completely hard. "Oh yeah, buddy," Rob moaned, "Suck it for me!" I knew that's what I'd wanted to do when I stopped him sucking me, so I sucked as much as I could but found I just couldn't take all of it. "It's big," I mumbled unintelligibly, trying to take more of his cock but choking. I kept sucking however, until Rob reached down and pulled me up by my arms.. "Let me suck your cock while he's fucking me, buddy," he said, "Then you can finish me when he comes." He sucked my cock back into his mouth and soon was taking it all the way down to my balls. That when I suddenly realized that the head of my cock was actually going down his throat. 'That was how he did it," I reasoned, and then remembered that Eddie had done the same thing last night. Dwayne was fucking him steadily and as he drove his cock into Rob faster and faster, Rob sucked more and more of my cock into his throat. I was getting close to coming, and he just kept sucking harder and faster. I passed the brink just as he sucked it all the way to my balls, and the first blast of my load shot down his throat. "Suck my dick...take it, Rob...Oh, yeah!" I almost shouted. "Uh-huh," he moaned as he moved up on my cock and tasted my juices flowing into his mouth, "Uh-huh," he moaned again, swallowing to take it all. "Oh God ," I cried quietly, "That's so good." Dwayne looked at me in surprise, not realizing how new this all was to me. "I'm getting close too," Rob cried and I saw his cock was now totally hard. I knelt and sucked his stiff cock into my mouth and began experimenting with ways to suck it past my throat muscles. I tried different angles as Dwayne's fucking pistoned Rob's cock in and out of my mouth, and finally found how I could take more of his cock. The first time the head of his cock went into my throat I thought I would choke, but instead it was fine. From then on, I sucked most of his cock into my throat at each stroke, until I felt his balls draw up and his cock begin to spasm. "Oh yeah, stud, you're damn good," Rob cried, "Take it all, man! I'm coming." Dwayne cried that he was coming too, just as the first shot of Rob's load struck deep in my mouth. I sucked harder and faster, his hot load flooding my mouth. I had to swallow repeatedly to keep from losing any of it. When his cock finally stopped shooting, I went back to sucking it deep into my throat and managed to take it all again. When Rob slid his cock out of my mouth, I stood up and smiled to myself. "Hey, you're really very good," Rob said quietly, "Damn good." Suddenly, I felt sure that I could take Eddie's cock all the way with a little practice, and felt a pang knowing how much I wanted to be with him again. "You sure are a hot fuck," Dwayne said, sliding his cock from Rob's ass as Rob stood up. "You oughta try this hot ass of his sometime, Dave," Dwayne said to me. "Anytime you want," Rob said, "I'm game. I love every kind of sex with studs like you." We all got went back to showering and Rob finished first and walked from the shower to the rest room. Dwayne and I finished and we talked as we walked out. "You know," I said, "I never would have believed you were gay." "I like all sex, but I honestly prefer making it with another guy," he whispered. "And I'd love to suck you again or get that nice cock of yours up my ass. Whenever you want, buddy." He kissed me quickly then we each headed to our lockers. I was walking to my car when Rob called to me. "Hey, Dave, can you give me a ride?" he asked. I waved him over and we were soon driving in the direction of his fraternity house. "I know the guys think I'm an exhibitionist," he said, "But I don't care. I love getting fucked and I kinda get turned on by having somebody watching. Hell, I just like sex, I guess. There were so damn few opportunities in the small town I come from that being here is like sexual paradise." "I was very surprised," I said. He laughed. "What about your fraternity ?" I asked, "Aren't those guys all straight?" "Hardly," he said, "There are half a dozen or so of us, but we play it pretty cool in front of the other guys. We have to...I mean...that's life." We talked until we got there, and he hesitated before getting out of the car. "I want to tell you something, but I have to be careful," he said quietly. "There's another guy on the team who really has the hots for you, and I don't mean just sex. I want you to know, but I don't wanna tell his secret." "Do you mean Eddie?" I asked and he laughed broadly. "Did you guess, or have you guys already gotten together?" he asked. I modestly told him about last night, and he smiled again. "I'll tell you. That boy's about as much in love as I've ever seen. He's a great guy." I agreed that he was a great guy while not understanding the other statement. Rob said good-night and got out the car. I drove home, thinking about what had happened, keenly aware of the emotional differences between the very personal sex I'd had with Eddie and the casual group activity that afternoon. 3. Living at home does have its disadvantages. When Eddie called me about nine o'clock, there was no really private place I could take the call, so the conversation was kind of stilted. He told me his dentist visit had gone well, then his voice turned stern. "I heard about this afternoon, stud," he'd said. He explained that Rob had called him. I was glad he knew, and said so. "I know I have no right to be, but I'm kind of jealous," he said. "I can't say much about that," I said very quietly. He sensed the situation after awhile, and said he'd talk to me the next day. We didn't have a practice the next day so Eddie and I went to his place after classes. We made out on the sofa, had sex briefly on the floor of the living room before ending up in bed. I proved that I could suck his cock down my throat, and got him very excited. "Oh, yeah," he moaned, "That feels so good. Do it like that again, Davey." It felt so good, knowing that I could stimulate him that way, that I sucked his huge cock that afternoon like a man possessed. When he came, I felt his cock throb as his huge load shot wildly in my mouth and down my throat. I swallowed his cum and then laid back feeling very pleased with myself. "You're really something," he said when he'd calmed down again, "You're supposed to be new at this, but you've got me shaking like a virgin when you take my cock like that." "I'm glad I can do that," I said, "I want to be good for you." "That you are," he said, "You don't know how great you make me feel." He held me in his arms and we kissed for many minutes. I fucked him again after he'd come, and it was even hotter than the first time. Once my cock was in his hot ass, I couldn't help myself but plunged and pistoned it in and out of his ass like a dynamo. He came again just after I did, and this time I bent down and sucked his cock into my mouth and took his second hot load of cum. He moaned as his cock pumped those hot juices into my mouth, and I swallowed repeatedly to claim them all. It was a passionate and delightful afternoon. "You think I should try gettin' fucked?" I asked, "You seem to like it and so did Rob when the guys fucked him yesterday." "Well, not everybody likes it," he answered, saying that it can be somewhat painful. "So don't worry if you don't." I asked him if he'd try to fuck me sometime. "Well," he said quietly, "I like to fuck, but I couldn't stand to hurt you. I just couldn't do that." We didn't talk about it anymore, but it stayed in the back of my mind. After we'd eaten dinner, I asked if there was anyone else on the team who was gay besides those I'd found out about yesterday. "Well," he said, "There are a few other guys who just like to get their dick's sucked from time to time, but they don't count. There are a couple of other guys connected with the team who are gay, but we'll have to see whether or not they want to make themselves known." "That sounds pretty mysterious," I said, "What gives." "I can't tell you any more than that," he said, and despite my questions, he was firm. 4. Rob had asked me to give him a lift the next morning, so I stopped at his fraternity house. He was feeling rather beat. "I think I may have gone too far last night," he said. When I asked what he meant, he told me that he and two of his fraternity brothers had driven to a town not far away where there was an airforce base. "We went to a gay bar there and hooked up with a couple of airmen and the five of us went to a motel just outside of town. It was a wild scene, but I'm sure tired today." "You really play hard, don't you?" I asked, and he laughed. "One guy never seems to satisfy me," I said. He grew sort of philosophical. "I know what you're thinking," he said, "But like I told you the other day, compared to my home town this is New York or San Francisco. I guess I'm just like a kid in a candy store. Some day I'll settle down with just one guy, but not yet." He grinned, then reached over and groped me. "And I'm not too tired if you want to stop for a quickie?" he said jokingly. "Don't have time," I said, "But I do want to ask you a question." I asked him whether or not it hurt getting fucked. "Each guy's different, I suppose," he answered, "It didn't hurt me, even the first time. I know other guys who say they can never take another guy's cock up their ass because it hurts so much." I nodded, waiting for him to go on. "It also depends on the other guy, both how good he is, and how he's hung. Some people think it's more difficult to take a long cock, but not me. To me, longer cocks are easier to take than short, thick ones. But remember, that's just my opinion." He looked at me and I knew he understood what I was thinking about. "You're thinking about that big cock of Eddie's, aren't you?" He asked. I nodded. "Well, I only made it with him once," he said quietly, "And you couldn't find a more considerate guy in that department. But his is big, there's no doubt about it." I smiled, thanking him for the input, and the conversation changed to other subjects. I was still deep in thought as I dropped him off at the science building for his class. We practiced again that afternoon, but there was no shower room hijinks. A number of us had tests scheduled for the next day and the group dispersed quickly. I gave Eddie a ride home again, but I didn't tell him about my conversation with Rob. When he invited me in, after he'd told me he had to study, I said I thought it would be better if I went home. 5. We won our next to last game of the season on Saturday, but the coach insisted we'd have three more practices the next week before our final game. The rest of the team kind of groaned when he made the announcement, but I looked on it as a chance for more locker room action. After the game, the locker room was a madhouse and full of extra people. Eddie, Jerry and I waited for the crowd to clear out before stripping off our uniforms and heading to the showers. "You should have seen this stud's eyes when he walked in here the other day and caught me fuckin' Rob," Jerry said to Eddie, "You'd have thought he'd seen a ghost." "It might as well have been a ghost," I laughed, "I've never seen one of them before either." The guys laughed too. "Besides, how often do you see a cock as long as yours," I said to Jerry, "Yours looks even longer than Eddie's." They both started to get slightly embarrassed. "Is it really?" Eddie asked. Jerry walked toward him, his cock in his hand. "I'll be the judge," I said, taking one in each hand as they stood facing each other. Both cocks were lengthening quickly as I stroked them. "Guess I'll have to take some measurements," I said, taking Eddie's long, thick cock into my mouth and sucking up and down the shaft. After a while, I turned the other way and sucked Jerry's long, thin cock while I continued to stroke Eddie's. Soon both were very hard, and I stood up again, holding them close together. "Well," I said, holding them both and laughing again, "Jerry wins the length contest by less than a quarter of an inch, but Eddie wins the thickness comparison by a landslide." "So which one do you want?" Jerry asked lasciviously. I looked at the two of them and suddenly had an idea. "How about both?" I asked. "I love sucking Eddie's cock, and I'd like to try getting fucked by yours, Jerry." Eddie sucked in his breath quickly. I explained to Jerry that I'd never been fucked before. "I'm agreeable," said Jerry, "I promise I'll be very careful, but I don't think we should do it here. We need comfort for this operation." "Let's go over to my place," Eddie suggested and we agreed. As we drove there, Eddie put his hand on my knee and spoke quietly. "You don't have to do this you know, Davey," he said. "Are you sure you want to?" "I want to find out, that's all," I said, "You said the other day that you like to fuck, and if both of us could enjoy it, then I want you to be able to fuck me." "It's up to you," he said, "But you don't have to do it for me. I like you just the way you are." "Let me try, huh?" I said and smiled as I held his hand. He nodded back. When we got to Eddie's apartment, he got each of us a beer and we sat around for a while talking about the game. Eddie had scored both touchdowns, one on a pass and one he'd taken in himself. Jerry had scored two field goals as well as the two extra points. I felt I'd played as well as I could too, so we were all feeling very good about the game. "Let's have a second beer to celebrate," Jerry suggested. "Hell yes," Eddie said, "Between finally making it with Davey and having a great game, it's been about my best week ever." He leaned over and kissed me. "I'll go along with that," I said, "It's been a week worth celebrating." "You guys are sickening," Jerry said mockingly, "But that's just because I'm so damn envious." "I thought you and Rob were gonna be an item for awhile," Eddie said. "That silly slut can't keep his mind on one guy for longer than it takes to fuck him," Jerry laughed. "He's a great guy, but he just won't get serious." He snapped his fingers. "That reminds me, did you guys meet Dwayne's new friend, Mike?" Jerry asked. "He's a doll." I had met him just after the game. He was a tall, quiet guy and very nice looking. Eddie said he hadn't met him, but that Dwayne had promised they'd get together soon. Jerry went to the bathroom, returning with his cock sticking out of his fly. "We gonna play or what?" he asked. I nodded. Eddie said he'd be right back and headed for the bathroom. "I gotta tell you," I said to Jerry, "I'm a little scared." "Everybody is the first time," he said quietly, "Believe me, I'll be very careful and if you want me to stop at any time, I will." I thanked him. When Eddie returned, we all went to the bedroom and undressed. Eddie pulled back the covers and waved us onto the bed. "Welcome to the playground," he laughed. I sat down on the edge of the bed and Eddie put his arms around me and pulled me down on the bed with him. We kissed and Jerry spoke to himself. "You guys can have your kissing. I see two big cocks here for me." He took both our cocks in his hands and began stroking them as they quickly stiffened. "Eddie, this guy's got a beautiful cock," he said, "No wonder you want to keep him all to yourself." He sucked my cock into his mouth, taking it all the way down on the first gulp. I held Eddie tightly as we kissed, strangely excited by the three-way action. After some time going back and forth sucking each of our cocks, Jerry began licking my balls and then licking down to the cleft of my ass, swirling his tongue all over my ass. Then he turned me over on the bed. His tongue felt hot and he left a trail of his saliva all over my ass cheeks and cleft. I groaned as his tongue touched my asshole and he started rimming me. "Oh God," I cried, "That feels wild. Wow!" Jerry rimmed my ass as Eddie and I kissed. I reached for Eddie's cock and it was hard as a rock. "Let me suck your cock," I whispered to Eddie. He moved up on the bed and I crawled his legs, Jerry pursuing me. I fed Eddie's big cock into my mouth and sucked him, being driven crazy by the wild sensations of Jerry's tongue around and in my ass. After a number of minutes, Jerry stopped rimming and mumbled something which I didn't understand. It grew clear a few seconds later when I felt his fingers apply some cold lotion to my ass and it suddenly dawned on me that I was about to get my ass fucked for the first time. Suddenly, I was very nervous. I tried to make myself concentrate on sucking Eddie's cock. I couldn't help my body tightening up as I felt Jerry positioning the head of his cock at my asshole. He and Eddie both murmured soothing words and I tried again to force my body to relax. "Ugh!" I mumbled as I felt the head go in and a shot of pain caused my whole body to tense up again. Jerry stopped. "Relax, Dave," Jerry said quietly, "It may hurt for just a minute but the more you relax the less it will hurt." That made sense, so again I tried to will my body to relax. I felt more of his cock enter me and again it was very painful. "Maybe I can't do this," I thought to myself, but I focused on sucking Eddie's cock and tried to relax. The pain mounted as he shoved more and more of his long cock into me. Just when I thought I couldn't stand it any more and was going to call out for him to stop, it suddenly quit hurting so much. My body relaxed naturally and Jerry sighed. "Better now?" he asked and I let Eddie's cock slide from my mouth to answer. "Yeah. It doesn't seem to hurt as much now." "You're doin' great, Davey," Jerry said. Eddie moved to lie next to me and, putting his arms around me, began to kiss me very tenderly. Jerry pushed his cock further into me, then began stroking it gently in and out of my ass. I couldn't believe it, but it actually was beginning to feel good. "Uh-huh," I mumbled, still in a liplock with Eddie. Jerry was now fucking me, though still quite gently and suddenly I felt his cock drive further into me than ever before and his balls slapped against my ass. "Well, now you've got it all," Jerry said, his cock now all the way up my ass. "How're you doing?" I quit kissing Eddie briefly to answer. "Okay, now. It's starting to feel kinda good." Eddie smiled at me and nodded. "You're unbelievable, Davey," he said, "Just unbelievable." Jerry began stroking his cock in and out of me rather harder now and with each stroke I felt his long cock massage against my insides, which sent shock waves of pleasure throughout my body. I couldn't believe how good it felt. "Oh yes, that feels good now," I cried. "Do it some more." "You bet," Jerry said, "I love fuckin' your tight, tight ass." Eddie began kissing me again, now more passionately than before. My mind was going crazy, as I felt the sensuous stimulation of Eddie's passionate kissing mixed with the physical excitement of Jerry fucking my ass. It was a wild feeling of a kind I'd never known before, with anybody. "What a great fuckin' ass," Jerry cried wildly, "I'm not gonna last very long fuckin' this tight hole." Eddie and Jerry moved us onto our sides. Jerry continued fucking, and Eddie quickly sucked my cock into his mouth. It had been completely soft when I was feeling the pain of Jerry's initial entry but had started to get hard again as it felt better having that long cock fucking my ass. Once in Eddie's hot, wet mouth, my dick got rock hard. "God, you guys are driving me wild," I cried, almost shouting, "It feels so good!" Eddie mumbled something and Jerry cried, "So good! You're so damn good!" I felt myself being driven closer and closer to climax, with the simultaneous stimulation of Jerry's cock and Eddie's hot mouth. I gave myself over to those totally physical feelings and my mind went blank of everything else. Suddenly, Jerry began fucking his cock into me faster and harder, in the process massaging my prostate wildly, and I knew we were both headed for climax. "Oh yeah, I'm gonna come...I can't stop myself, Jerry cried out "His ass is so damn hot... I'm coming...I'm coming!" He drove his cock all the way up my ass and held it there as it started to throb wildly. I felt his hot juices pump up into my ass, and then knew what it meant. "Oh God, I can feel it. You're coming in my ass...God that's wild...it's wild!" Almost at once I was coming too. Every feeling in my body became numb and there was just my cock, Eddie's mouth, and my ass filled with Jerry's cock. "Oh suck me Eddie. I'm gonna come. I'm gonna come right now!" Jerry leaned forward and nuzzled at my neck, while Eddie's hot mouth sucked my cock like mad. Within seconds, my nuts blasted my load deep into his throat. He moaned loudly, sucking my rod hard and fast, as he tasted and swallowed my load. He sucked me until my cock softened, with Jerry holding me tightly and kissing my neck and back. It felt like everything in the world had stopped except that my heart beating like a jack-hammer in my chest. Jerry kept his cock deep in my ass, as Eddie stretched out next to me and the three of us clung together. "My God," I whispered as Eddie kissed me again. "That was really something. I can't believe it." "You okay?" Jerry asked, making his cock throb in my ass again. "Oh yeah, I'm fine," I answered, "It was wild. It hurt at the beginning, but then it started feeling better and better. When Eddie started sucking me, it was too much. It was like time stood still." "You're amazing," Eddie said, "I'm glad it felt good to you." "Oh yeah," I said, "Very good. Was it good for you, Jerry?" "And how, buddy. You've got a damn hot ass," Jerry said, "You're very tight, of course, which makes it wild for the guy on this end." We stayed in that position, talking about what had happened for many minutes, until Jerry's softening cock finally slipped from my ass. "Oh," I moaned, "It feels strange now that it's gone." They both laughed as Jerry headed for the bathroom, returning in several minutes. "You being here made a lot of difference, Eddie," I said quietly, "It made it much better." I was glad that he smiled. We hadn't moved but were kissing and holding each other very close when Jerry returned. "You guys are back to that, huh?" Jerry laughed. "Tell you what. It was great, but I can tell you guys are getting mushy on me again, so I'm outa here." Eddie started to move but Jerry stopped him. "I'll find the door, don't worry." He dressed quickly and with a quick kiss on the cheek to each of us he started to leave. "Hey, Jerry," I said, "Thanks for being so gentle with me. I really mean it." "Anytime, buddy," he laughed, "Anytime at all." Eddie got up and walked to the door with him. I heard them talking as they walked to the door, but that was the last thing I heard. I fell fast asleep. 6. It was dark outside when I opened my eyes, and I was all alone. As my eyes adjusted to the darkness, I remembered where I was. Then I remembered the whole afternoon, and I smiled to myself as I clenched the muscles of my ass. I climbed out of bed and went into the bathroom. In just a minute Eddie spoke to me from the other side of the door. "You okay?" he asked. "Anything wrong?" "I'm fine," I called to him, "No problem at all." I opened the door when I finished, and Eddie was sitting on the bed, dressed in sweat shorts and a tee shirt. "Sorry I'm such a dud," I said, "I sure never meant to fall asleep." "It's okay," he answered, "You were just relaxed so you fell asleep. You were really sawing logs, Davey." "I believe it," I said, "I feel like a million bucks now." I'd walked over to stand next to where he was sitting. He took my hand and kissed the palm of it, then pulled me down onto the bed with him. "God, I love being with you," he said, "Even when you were sleeping, I just wanted to be near you." I kissed him gently and he put his arms around me and embraced me. "This afternoon was crazy," I said, "I never imagined I could take a cock up my ass like that. And I sure never thought it would feel that good." "You're silly," he said, "If it didn't feel good, why would anybody do it?" "I guess I never thought of it that way before." We kissed and embraced for several minutes more. "Hey," Eddie asked, "Any chance you could spend the night with me? I'd love to have you sleep with me." "Sure," I said, "There won't be any problem, as long as I call home. They're great about things if I let them know in advance." "Tell you what," he said, "Dwayne and his friend are gonna come by and then we'll all go out to dinner and then you can come back here." "I've got a better idea," I said, "Let's fix dinner and eat in. We'll save money and we can talk more freely too." He agreed, so I called my folks and then we went to the grocery store for stuff for dinner. I'm proud of my skills in the kitchen, and liked the idea of fixing a home-cooked meal for these guys who were condemned to school and restaurant food. By the time Dwayne and Mike arrived at about seven o'clock, we'd both showered again, I had a chicken roasting, fresh green beans and a salad were ready to finish, and new potatoes were ready to cook. Mike was a freshman. He stood about six feet tall, had dark red-brown hair and the brightest blue eyes I've ever seen. He was very quiet and soft-spoken, and he admitted to being in awe of football players. "Don't worry about these guys though," Dwayne said, "They're real cupcakes!" Eddie and I laughed as he fixed drinks, and we all sat down in the living room. By the time dinner was finished, I had acquired three more fans for my cooking skill. "That's just one more thing I like about you," Eddie said, beaming, "I really know how to pick 'em, huh?" He smiled at Dwayne. "You mean you're damn lucky Dave can cook," Dwayne said, "You'd starve if you had to cook for yourself." It was a nice evening which ended when we played a game Mike taught us - a modified form of charades which ended up having us do ridiculous things and get in some very uncomfortable positions. There was a lot of laughing by everyone. "Are you staying here now?" Dwayne asked me during a lull in the game. "I wish he was staying here forever," Eddie chimed in. "No, just for tonight," I said, "Hell, I'd never get any studying done if I was around Eddie all the time." "Yeah," laughed Eddie, "We'd end up as the only jocks to flunk out after we quit the team." Dwayne and Mike left about eleven o'clock and Eddie and I straightened up the apartment and did the dishes. "Just like a couple of married people," I said. "Sounds great to me," Eddie said. "Were you serious before?" I asked, "You really think you'd want us to live together?" "Hell yes, Davey," Eddie said, "I don't think you understand how I feel about you." It made me very thoughtful. We finished the chores and sat down with a final glass of wine. "You're pretty lively after all your activity this afternoon," he said, "How're you doing?" "I feel great," I said, "No pain or anything." I paused. "Don't think for a minute I'm gonna sleep with you and not touch you," I said. "God, I sure hope not," he murmured. It suddenly dawned on me that Eddie hadn't come that afternoon and I felt rather guilty about it. We were sitting together on the couch so I laid down with my head in his lap, putting my hand under my head so I could feel his very full basket. It was quite a handful even soft, and I admit it felt great to me. "You trying to start something?" he asked in a whisper. "Sure am," I answered. We were in bed about ten minutes later. Aware of having the whole night ahead of us, we kissed and cuddled for a long time before the actual issue of sex came up. I felt his cock throb against my leg, so I reached to hold it in my hand as we kissed passionately. "I think I'd better do something about this," I whispered in his ear, then moved down on the bed and sucked his cock into my mouth. He moaned as I took it deep in my mouth and moaned again even louder a few minutes later as I took his whole cock down my throat and my lips nuzzled against his balls. "Oh yeah," he whispered, "That feels so damn good. Turn around and let me suck yours too." I quickly turned around into a sixty-nine position and he gulped my cock into his mouth. We sucked languorously for almost a half an hour. Somehow, I was able to tell each time his cock getting close. When I I felt he was near that point, I'd back off and lick his balls, or we'd stop to kiss for a few minutes. Finally it got to him. "Davey, please don't stop again. I need to come bad!" he said. "Uh-huh," I mumbled, my mouth full of his thick, eight-inch cock. I increased the pace of my sucking and went back to taking it all the way down my throat at almost every stroke. He was doing the same thing to mine and we were soon both ready to come. "Oh God, yes!" he shouted suddenly, releasing my cock briefly, "I'm gonna come...take it...suck that cock for me!" I tried to suck even harder and faster. In just a few seconds I felt his cock start to throb then felt and tasted the first shot of his cum which landed deep in my throat. I sucked and swallowed, then swallowed again and again as he pumped a huge load down my throat. Eddie had continued to suck my cock expertly even as he came, and I moaned loudly as my cock's volcanic eruption shot my hot cum into his greedily sucking mouth. He swallowed repeatedly, then nursed the last drops from it and licked them away. "I'll never get enough of you," he whispered as I turned back around and we embraced again. "You're so wonderful." We cuddled quietly for some time, neither of us really ready to fall asleep but momentarily sated. At one point, I just moved away slightly to really look at him. I could find no better word for his physical attributes than beautiful, although in a very masculine way. His dark brown eyes were so sincere, his beautifully shaped mouth so appealing, I couldn't help but move close again and we'd go on kissing for many minutes more. "I have only one regret about this afternoon," Eddie said, "I wished I'd been the one instead of Jerry." "But Eddie, you don't understand," I asked, "I explained that the reason I asked Jerry was that his cock is so much thinner than yours. I wanted you to fuck me, but I was afraid because your cock is so big." "I know," he said. "But you don't understand me, do you? I want to be the guy having sex with you. I want to do whatever makes you feel good, and I guess I want you to want me that way too." I laughed nervously, then realized how serious he was. I put my arms around him and kissed him gently, holding his strong, muscled body as close as I could. "I'm sorry," I said, "I am trying to understand, but this is all so new to me." That seemed to make him happier and we both smiled as he stayed close. I turned on my side, and in a few minutes he fell asleep and begin gently snoring, holding me in front of him. 7. We both woke up several times during the night, being unused to sleeping with another person. It was delightful, in its way, because we could feel and touch each other and that made the disturbance very pleasant. I woke fairly early the next morning and felt Eddie behind me, his once again hard cock pressed against my ass cleft. His hands wandered over my body and it felt wonderful as he touched me lightly. I knew he was awake too. "As long as you're so close, how about fucking me?" I whispered. "I didn't mean to wake you." he said quietly. "You didn't wake me, I just woke up," I said, trying to be cute, "But rather than drilling another hole in me, let me try to take your big cock in the hole I already have back there." "You sure you want to?" he asked. I mumbled assent as I kissed his hand. "I'm very sure," I said, turning to face him, "Very sure." "Oh Davey," he murmured, "I want you so much." We kissed for many minutes, until both of us were quivering with excitement. I moved down his body, kissing and nibbling at his nipples and licking a path down to where I could suck his cock, feeling its velvety hardness as I gulped almost all of it down my throat. "I want yours too," he said, sucking my cock back in his mouth and thus joining us in a circle. We both moaned in pleasure as we settled into a steady pace of sucking the other's hot cock. Eddie proved again what an expert cocksucker he was. With long deep strokes, he took almost the whole length of my cock deep in his mouth. I moaned in satisfaction as I tried to concentrate on his beautiful cock deep in my mouth. Letting my cock slip out of his mouth, he started tongue-bathing my balls then continued licking downward toward my asshole. His tongue swirled all around my ass cheeks, then he began a fantastic tongue attack on my asshole. "Oh God, Eddie, that's fantastic!" I cried, "Shove your hot tongue in me!" and diving between my ass cheeks, he plowed his tongue into me. My cock quivered as he continued his tongue assault on my asshole, and I happily sucked his cock back into my throat as he reached up and began stroking my cock in rhythm with tonguing my ass. It flashed through my mind that his rimming felt even better than it had when Jerry did it. "What a fantastic ass," he cried then dove back between my cheeks to continue rimming me. Between the rimming and his stroking my cock, I knew I was nearing a climax. "Oh God!" I shouted, "I'm gonna come...I can't help it Eddie...I'm gonna shoot!" Just as I felt my cock about to explode, Eddie slurped it back into his mouth and sucked it deeply. The first blast of my load hit deep in his mouth, then he slid back on my dick as my load sprayed wildly inside his mouth. He moaned and sucked as he captured every drop, swallowing and then swallowing again. He continued to suck it until my dick started to soften. "What a great breakfast," he laughed, then went back to rimming my ass, now extra sensitive after I'd come. I let his cock slide briefly from my mouth, just as he stopped rimming. "Please Eddie, I want you to fuck me. Please put that big cock of yours in me." "You've got such a sexy ass," he said, gently squeezing the flesh of my backside. "God, I'm hot to fuck you. I love everything about you, Davey." I sucked Eddie's rock-hard cock back into my mouth and he went back to my asshole, now wetting my hole thoroughly with his saliva. After several minutes, he turned me onto my back and moved between my legs. He laid down on me and we kissed deeply. After several minutes, he got a tube of lubricant from the nightstand and carefully lubed both my ass and his cock. As he started to lift my legs, I looked at him quizzically. "This way?" I asked. "Yes," he whispered back, "I want to make love to you. I don't want just to fuck you. This way I can see you and hold you and kiss you too." I suddenly felt apprehensive, remembering the size of him. "Eddie, go slow, please," I said, "Your cock is so big." "I'll be as gentle as I can," he whispered, "And if you want me to stop, just say so and I will." He lifted my legs to his shoulders and positioned the head of his cock at my hole. "I wanna take your cock," I moaned. "And God, how I want you," he answered, then silently he pushed forward as the head and the first inch of his cock went into me. I gasped. "Relax, just relax Davey," he whispered, feeling my body tense. "God, what a hot ass you've got." Just the sound of his voice made me relax, and I knew that I trusted him completely. The pain was pretty intense at first, but he did as he promised, going very slowly. It took almost five minutes for him to feed his big cock into my ass inch by inch, but the pain began to subside after his cock passed my sphincter. Finally, it was all in and I felt his pubic hair against my ass. "Oh yeah," I called out, "I've got it all." "You've got all of me," he whispered. "Your ass is hotter than hell, Davey." He leaned forward and our lips met as we kissed passionately. "Go ahead, Eddie," I whispered, "Fuck me...I want it...I want you." He started fucking his cock in and out and it got harder and harder with each stroke. He set a rather slow pace, stroking his cock carefully to find what felt best to each of us. "Oh, yeah, this is fantastic," he said renewing his fucking pace. "Your ass is so hot and tight." He fucked faster now, almost every stroke causing my whole body to tingle. He started fucking faster, every stroke taking his eight inches of stiff cock deep inside me. Our eyes met and I saw I was really getting turned on by his fucking and I reached for my cock which was getting hard again. "Oh yes, Eddie" I called out, "It feels so good...fuck me...I love taking your big cock! Oh yeah!" I beat my cock in rhythm with his fuck strokes, and tried to move back to meet him. "Oh God! I can't believe I'm fucking your beautiful ass," he said, "You're just so wonderful, Davey." It felt great having him fucking me. I looked up into his beautiful eyes and saw a look I've never seen before. His handsome face was lit up in delight as he felt the heat and pressure of my tight ass, and I realized it was his emotions too. "I can't help it." he cried, "I'm gonna come...I can't stop it...." He was fucking my ass harder and harder and it felt better with every stroke. "Fuck me!" I almost shouted, stroking my cock faster and faster, "I love it! Let me feel you come!" "Here it comes! I'm coming NOW" he shouted as he rammed his cock even deeper than before and I felt it explode and spasm violently, deep inside me. "Yes! I can feel it! I can feel your boiling cum in me!" As his cock continued to shot hot bolts deep into my ass, I felt another climax nearing as he filled my ass with his big load. "I'm gonna come too!" I shouted, "I can't believe it." My cock throbbed as I felt Eddie's big cock spasm repeatedly deep in my ass. "Give me that load...feed me your hot cum!" Eddie shouted, bending forward and sucking my cockhead into his mouth just as my eruption started. I squeezed my ass muscles, trying to hold ever bit of his cock up my ass while my cock spewed its juices into Eddie's hot mouth. He moaned as he ate my load and felt my ass spasm against his still-hard cock. Eddie swallowed repeatedly as my juices flooded into his mouth, then continued to suck on my cock until it began to soften and the spasms subsided. "Oh God, you're so wonderful," Eddie cried, "I can't stand it, Davey, you're so wonderful." He had lowered my legs and now laid down, our lips meeting in another long kiss. I felt delirious, spent from the sex but feeling so good as we kissed each other, his cock still deep in my ass. "I never thought any sex could be this good," I said, "Sex with you is unbelievable. You made me come by fucking me." "That's what I wanted to do," he whispered, "I wanted to make us like one person when we came." We kissed for many minutes, until I felt his cock start to slip from my ass. "Oh no," I cried, "Don't take it out." "I can't help it," Eddie whispered, helpless as his softened cock slid involuntarily from inside me. We both used the bathroom then showered together, giggling as we washed each others cock and balls and scrubbed the other's back. Eddie loaned me some clothes and we both dressed in workout shorts and tee shirts, then sat drinking juice and coffee in the living room. I offered to get breakfast and Eddie accepted, saying he would go down to the corner for the Sunday paper. He started toward the door, then stopped and came back. "I've tried very hard not to say this to you too early, but I can't help myself," he said quietly. He put his arms around me and kissed me tenderly. "I love you, Davey," he said, "I've never said that to anyone before, believe me." He kissed me again. "I don't want to be with anybody else or talk to anybody else. That's the way it is. I can't even think about anybody else. Do you understand?" I knew he was serious, and it both surprised and scared me. "I don't know what to say, Eddie," I said quietly, "This is all so new to me." "I know," he answered, "But I couldn't help saying it. I've never cared so much for anyone before. It's not just sex, it's everything about you and being with you. I only hope that in time you'll feel the same way about me." I was at a loss for words, so I said nothing. I kissed him instead. "I'll get the paper," he said finally, then headed toward the door. "Wait," I said, "Don't go yet." I walked toward him and we kissed as we met. "I like you very much," I said, "But these feelings are all so new to me. Give me time to come to grips with all this and figure myself out." "Sure," he said quietly, "I understand. It's just that I've never felt like this before, and it makes me feel so damn good. " We held each other and kissed tenderly for a long while. "I'd gladly spend the rest of my life just with you. I don't want anyone else." he said. I fixed breakfast while he went for the paper. We ate and then read the paper, sitting on the floor and sharing stories we read with each other. We stopped to kiss and touch each other every so often and it was delightful. At one point, he laid his head down in my lap and looked up at me. "You wanna know the real reason I call you 'Davey'?" I nodded. "From the day I met you, I knew you were really special to me," he said, "And calling you Davey was my secret affectionate name for you. I'd think about you, even fantasize about you when I was having sex. I couldn't help but smile, but his look was still very serious. "No I mean it," he went on, "When I called you Davey, it was like calling you 'honey' or some other special nickname. You know, like lovers do." "Call me whatever you want," I answered, pulling him up to kiss him. We went for a long walk then returned to his apartment and had sex again before I headed home to have dinner and study. 8. My mind spun in endless cartwheels all that night and the next day. I felt so confused about everything that had happened in the last week. Eddie's words rang in my head and I was unable to sort out how I felt about it. I tried to think it through rationally but found I couldn't. I was a nervous wreck by Monday afternoon. It showed in practice too. I couldn't do anything right. I apologized to Eddie because my mistakes were causing him big problems. Finally the coach called me off the field. Coach Acker is a great guy and is always concerned and considerate to the players. When he asked what the problem was that day, I was very embarrassed. "I don't know," I stammered, "I just can't seem to do anything right today." I couldn't look him in the eye and I felt terrible. He put his arm around my shoulder and started to say something when he felt my body tremble at his touch. "What's the matter, Dave?" he asked, "Anything you want to talk about?" "No," I said quickly, "It's nothing I can explain really." "Well," he said, "Go on back in and do the best you can." As I walked back onto the field, Dwayne came over to me. "What's the problem?" he asked. "Can I help?" "I'm just so confused," I said, "So much has happened that I don't understand." "Tell you what," he said, "Let's go get some coffee after practice and we'll talk." I agreed and we both went back to the practice. I felt much better then, and I was playing alright again until Eddie smiled at me. That got me nervous again. I showered quickly after practice and declined an offer from Jerry for a ride. I told Eddie I was going to have coffee with Dwayne, and he just nodded. Dwayne had his car and we drove to a small coffee shop quite a ways from the campus where we'd be unlikely to run into anyone we knew. We took a table in the corner and ordered coffee. "You wanna tell me?" Dwayne asked, "Or you want me to try to guess?" "What do you mean?" I replied. "Well, for first guess, I'd say maybe you're upset because you think you're gay and aren't sure you want to be." I stopped and thought about that. "No. It's not that," I said quietly, "I think I knew I might be gay, even though I didn't do anything about it." "Okay," he said, "Second guess says it probably has something to do with feelings, either yours for Eddie or his for you." "Bingo," I answered with a smile, "Let me tell you what's happened." I told him everything he didn't know of the week-end, including the three-way with Jerry on Saturday afternoon, about having sex with Eddie on Sunday morning, and concluding with Eddie's protestation of love. "Are you afraid that you can't return Eddie's strong feelings for you?" Dwayne asked. "No, I do like him a lot," I answered, "It's just that...." I stopped. "It sounds to me like you don't really understand the feelings involved," he suggested. I thought for a couple of minutes before I answered. "Maybe you're right," I said quietly. "Let me say something to you," Dwayne said, getting very serious, "You know, part of the problem that people have, particularly coming out at your age, is that they don't understand that being gay isn't just a matter of preferring what a guy's got between his legs to what a woman has." I looked at him quizzically, "I don't understand." "The difference is far more than that," Dwayne said quietly, "It's a whole change in your orientation from women to men. Gay people have the same emotional feelings as straight people. They just have them for people of the same sex." I was still puzzled, but beginning to understand. "You're talking about emotions?" I asked, "You mean like love?" "Even more basic than that," he said, "I mean liking someone, caring about them, tenderness, wanting to be with someone, feeling the ache of emptiness when you're not with them. All those things and yes, love too." "But I thought chasing around was part of what's called the gay lifestyle?" I asked. "Well," Dwayne said earnestly, "Many times it is, but there's a lot more satisfaction if having a serious relationship." "Are you involved that way with someone?" I asked, "You were pretty active in the locker room the other day." "I have been involved with guys before, but I'm not right now," he said quietly, "The guy I was going with left school last semester, and I've been feeling lost ever since. Now I've met Mike, and if he's the right guy, you won't see me hesitate to get involved, and that includes avoiding the locker room fun." We both sat quietly for several minutes until Dwayne spoke again. "Listen, Dave," he said, "Quit worrying. The puzzlement you're feeling is perfectly normal. It's all new and you're having fun. You don't want it to be too serious, are you?" "Wait a minute," I said, "You're saying that you think it's normal to feel this way?" "Sure," he said, "Particularly at your age. Look, the world is full of good-looking guys and you've just found a new way to look at them. Besides, it's nice to have them want you." "God you're making me feel better," I said, "I thought it was just me. I know what Rob means about feeling like a kid in a candy store." "The difference between you and Eddie," he said, "Is that Eddie's been through that phase. He's done all those things." Dwayne grew very quiet and spoke again. "By the way, I believe Eddie's sincere," he said, "I think he really loves you." "Yeah," I said, "I think he means it too. That's why it bothers me so." "You see," Dwayne said, "He's been building up to this for the last two years. He fell in love with you as a person. The sex part came later, and that reinforced his emotional feelings." It was a long, involved conversation, lasting over two hours. We sat at that table so long we finally ordered some food and ate, continuing to talk. Although I still had questions, I was feeling much better when we left. Dwayne dropped me off at home and I called Eddie. "Are you okay, Davey?" he asked anxiously. "I'm doing much better, Eddie," I answered, realizing that talking to him stirred some emotions I'd never been aware of before. We talked for a long time. Since we didn't have a practice the next day so we made plans to get together at his place after classes. At his apartment the next day, we talked openly and honestly about everything and he seemed to understand how I felt. He was very understanding, and when we had sex later, it was as exciting as ever. I knew I did care for him, and now I felt I was becoming better able to deal with it. 9. At Wednesday's practice, everything seemed to be fine again. The Coach commented on my play, and said he was glad I'd gotten over whatever the problem was. I was glad he didn't press any harder for answers. After practice, I hung around and was one of the last to walk into the showers. I was surprised to see Rob sucking a guy named Darren, while Jerry and Dwayne showered nearby. Darren started as I walked in. "It's okay," said Rob quickly, sucking the short, thick cock back into his mouth. Darren was one of our tackles, a huge guy, and his body was heaving as Rob swallowed his cock. "Oh yeah," Darren said, "Suck that cock for me. That feels so damn good." Rob complied, taking the cock all the way at each stroke. In just a couple of minutes, Darren put his hands on the back of Rob's head and called out. "Take it, cocksucker...Suck that cock...I'm gonna come...Take it!" Rob continued bobbing on the dick in his mouth as the large guy's body shook and I realized he was pumping his wad into Rob's mouth. Rob sucking slowed as Darren finished coming, and Rob finally let the cock slip from his mouth, swallowing as he did so. "Great, Darren," he whispered, "You really shot a great load, guy." "Yeah," said Darren, "Thanks man, you were great." He rinsed off under the shower quickly and walked out. "What a surprise," I said, "I never would have believed Darren...." "He's just trade," Rob said, gulping a mouthful of water from the shower and rinsing his mouth. "At least he thinks he is. I'll bet sometime soon he'll be on the sucking end of a cock." "How you doin'?" Dwayne asked, walking over toward me. "I'm fine," I said quietly, "We had a good time last night and talked a lot of things out." I smiled and went on, "Thanks again for everything." "Sure, glad to help," he said, "Well, I'm gonna meet Mike. I'll see you guys tomorrow." "What's he got that I haven't got?" asked Rob jokingly. "Me," Dwayne shot back, smiling as he left. "How's that big, fat cock of yours, buddy?" Jerry asked, "You ready to let me suck it?" He walked toward me just as Eddie walked in. Jerry smiled and turned away. Just behind Eddie came the shortest guy on the team, another kicker named Tony. I'd never seen Tony naked as his locker was around the corner the other way from mine. As he strode into the shower, I was amazed to see how big his cock looked compared to the size of his body. He walked over to the shower next to Rob, who was just finishing rinsing his hair. "How about it, stud?" Rob asked. "You lookin' to unload those nuts of yours?" There was no question that Tony was embarrassed, but Rob went on. "Come on, buddy," he said, "The guys don't mind, do you?" We all shook our heads and Tony laughed. "Well, hell, if you wanna suck it," he said, "Go ahead then." In a flash, Rob was on one knee in front of Tony and gulped the long cock deep into his mouth. Tony groaned as he felt Rob's hot mouth and stood with the water running over his back as Rob sucked steadily. "What do you say?" Jerry asked, moving back toward me, "Let me suck it?" I was caught in a terrible dilemma until Eddie walked over and kissed me. I responded eagerly as his beautiful lips met mine, and Jerry quickly knelt and began sucking my cock. My cock jumped to attention as I felt his hot mouth surround it, and was rock-hard in seconds. Jerry was damned good at sucking and between that and Eddie's sensuous kissing, I was almost in heaven. "Holy shit," Tony shouted, "You guys are wild. I never would have believed this." "Time out," he called. Eddie and I quit kissing momentarily to look at him, with Rob's face buried in his crotch, sucking wildly. Tony pulled Rob up from his kneeling position and Rob questioned him. "Whatcha doing?" he asked. "I gotta try this too," Tony said, quickly kneeling and taking Rob's cock in his mouth. "Well, I'll be damned," Rob said quietly, "Yesterday's trade is tomorrow's competition." Eddie and I both smiled at him then resumed our kissing, Jerry now sucking my cock and stroking Eddie's. Soon he began switching from one to the other, sucking our cocks. At one point he tried to stuff both our cocks into his mouth at once. I was getting close to coming and mumbled so to Eddie. He just kept on kissing me and I was getting hotter by the second. Jerry sucked my cock steadily now and I felt my climax building rapidly. He grasped my nuts in his hand as he sucked my cock deep into his throat and my cock erupted, shooting my hot load deep in his throat. He moaned as he tasted my cum, sucking it steadily until the flow ended, then nursed the last drops from my cock and kissed it. I heard a noise and realized it was Tony choking on Rob's cock. Rob succeeded in getting him to stand up again and quickly dropped down to suck Tony's cock again. "Now, this big beauty," Jerry murmured as he moved to suck on Eddie's cock. I felt a pang of regret as I watched him take Eddie's cock, something deep inside me envying him. Eddie and I kissed and I held him as he neared his climax, then suddenly I got another idea. I moved behind Eddie and, spreading the cheeks of his ass, knelt and began rimming and tonguing his ass. It was the first time I'd ever even thought of doing that, but I wanted Eddie to feel the excitement I'd felt when first Jerry then he'd done that to me. "Oh God," Eddie cried, "What you guys are doing to me. I'm getting so fuckin' hot!" As Jerry and I continued stimulating Eddie to climax, I reached between Eddie's legs and began stroking Jerry's long, thin cock. He groaned as I stroked it, but I kept my face buried in Eddie's ass cleft. "Oh yeah, guys," Eddie called out, "I'm gonna come...God I'm gonna come! Take it, Jerry. Take my load!" His asshole spasmed against my tongue as he pumped his load into Jerry's willing mouth, and I stood up and kissed him again just as his spasms subsided. "That was wild," he whispered, "Just wild." I grinned, but was suddenly distracted as Tony shouted from across the room. "Suck it, Rob. Take that cock. It's great...Take it!" Rob sucked steadily, swallowing Tony's long cock with ease and swallowing the hot load Tony was feeding him. Everyone stepped back under the showers to wash off the latest sweat, then we moved as a group to the outer area and toweled off. "I'm gettin' as bad as you, Rob," Jerry said. "You're a bad influence, buddy." "You're probably right, Jer. Hey, you didn't get off, did you?" Jerry shook his head and suddenly we all looked at one another kind of guiltily. "Well, that's good," Rob said, "Let's go over to your place and you can give me a long fuck with that rod of yours. That's what we both really need." "You're on, buddy, that'll get both of us off," Jerry answered and the atmosphere instantly got friendly again. Tony headed back to his locker then turned and walked over to me. "I didn't know you were into this action," he said, "I've seen the other guys in the showers before but not you." "Just call me a recent convert," I answered. "Well, I may have to think about this some more myself," he grinned. "Except for choking on Rob's dick, I thought it was kind of fun." "It just takes practice, that's all," Eddie called to him. We all laughed as we finished dressing and Eddie and I walked out together. Neither of us had a car so we walked the four blocks to the bus stop, then we each caught our own bus home. 10. Thursday morning I drove to school, stopping to give Eddie a ride. There was plenty of time so I went up to the door and pleaded for a cup of coffee as a price of the ride. He wasn't finished getting dressed, so I helped myself to coffee and talked to him while he got ready. "Since we finish classes early today and there's no practice, how about going on a picnic this afternoon?" I asked. "There won't be many more nice days like this when we can be outside. I've got a cooler in the trunk." "Sure," he agreed. We made plans to meet after class and stop and pick-up some food on the way out to the lake. When we got to school I parked in the lot, and we headed in different directions to our classes. Just as I left the parking lot, Jerry drove in with Tony. I had plenty of time and Jerry's in my first class, so I waited for them. Tony waved and ran off the other way as Jerry walked over to me. "Well, well," I said, "New developments?" "And how," Jerry smiled, "Though I don't know if I believe it yet." He went on to explain that when he and Rob had gone over to his place the night before, Tony had asked to come along. "You never would have believed it," Jerry said, "Yesterday was the first time he'd ever tried sucking a cock, remember. Well, last night he sucked Rob off while I fucked him. Then Tony stayed the night with me, and we sucked each other again before we went to sleep. This morning he was raring to go again. He's one hot dude, and he's really fun." "Sounds like you kind of like him," I said and Jerry blushed. "Yeah, I do," he said, "And you know it's funny because he's not really what I've thought of as my type physically. But what the hell, he's nice and he's damned sexy, even if he's short." "Who cares how tall he is, as long as you like him," I said as we got to class, "Have fun!" After my last class, I met Eddie at the car. We drove to town and picked up some picnic stuff and a six-pack of beer and drove out to the lake. Having lived in this town all my life, I know my way around that lake pretty well and headed for one of my favorite spots. It's a rather secluded area but very pretty and near the water. We laid out our blanket under the tree and had our lunch, then laid back on the blanket and talked. First we talked about school and football. I told him about my conversation with Jerry about Tony that morning. "Gee, that's interesting," he said, "You know, Jerry's a really great guy, but he hasn't been able to find anyone he can really get close to." "I guess I never really thought about that before. Being gay does kind of cut you off from straight friends, doesn't it?" I asked. "Well, it can, that's true," he said, "Two things happen. First, you find that you have to watch what you say. Second, you find that you can't talk about your problems the same way you did before, because for some reason, they don't understand that the problems are really just the same." "Tell me," I said, "Just how did you find out you were gay." "Sure, I'll tell you," he said with a grin, "And by the way, that's usually called 'coming out'." I just nodded. Eddie's Story "The summer that I was fifteen, my older brother joined the marines. My mother had died a couple of years before and my father traveled a lot, so I felt very alone for the first time." "You mean you were living all alone?" I asked. "Oh no, we had a housekeeper, but I didn't have very many friends. So, I started hanging around the pool at the country club a lot. The guy who managed the pool was a college guy named Chuck, and he was real nice to me and understood that I was lonely, missing my brother. "He let me help him with the jobs around the pool, which weren't hard and I enjoyed it because it gave me something to do. Sometimes, when all the work was done, we'd sit around and talk and it was kind of fun. "One day, I came to the pool in the late afternoon. Chuck and a friend of his were out at the pool while the life guard was on his dinner break. I was in the pool house and I saw them from there. "'Hey, Chuck, I'll race you to the other end of the pool,' his friend called, 'The loser has to suck the winner's cock. "I couldn't believe my ears, but I was sure curious. I watched them from the pool house and Chuck won the race, but they just went on swimming in the pool until the life guard returned from his break. Then, they climbed out of the pool and headed for the locker room. "I started to follow them but thought better of it, so I waited awhile. After about five minutes, I grabbed my gear and walked into the locker room, pretending just to be passing through. Chuck was just walking out of the shower room and was toweling himself off as I walked in. "It was the first time I'd seen him without clothes, and I couldn't help but check out his body. "'How are you doing, Eddie?" he asked pleasantly. "'Fine,' I said. He put the towel over his head to dry his hair, so I stood there are just stared at his body, particularly his good-sized cock and balls. "Just then, Chuck's friend walked out of the shower and I glanced at him. His cock was even longer than Chuck's. I stared helplessly at his hairy body and big basket. Chuck kept talking tome the whole time, mostly small talk but I realized later he was getting a kick out of having me watch his body. "'Whatcha lookin' at, kid?" his friend asked me rather gruffly. "'Knock it off,' Chuck said, 'Eddie's a friend of mine.' "That made me feel good, but I knew I couldn't just stand there watching them so I went through into the pool house again, as if that had always been my plan. I could hear them laughing and talking but I couldn't hear what they were talking about. "The two of them got dressed and left the pool. Chuck said good-bye and that he'd see me the next day." "You mean they never actually did anything then?" I asked. "You're getting ahead of me," Eddie smiled. "A couple of days later, it was quite cloudy and unpleasant but I went over to the pool anyway. Chuck was in the office working and he told me he'd given the life guard the afternoon off because the weather was so bad. Sure enough, there was no one at the pool. "'Is your friend still in town?' I asked, but Chuck said no, he'd gone home. "After a lot of stammering around, I finally asked Chuck about what his friend had said. "'Oh hell, that's nothing,' Chuck said, 'What's a blow job between friends.' "You mean you do that?" I asked. "'Yeah, but don't you ever tell anyone that,' he said. "I sat thinking about it for a long time, as Chuck went about his work. Suddenly he walked back into the office where I was sitting and spoke to me. "'You mean you've never tried suckin' with any of your friends?' he asked. I shook my head. "'You don't know what you're missing. It feels great to get your cock sucked,' he said, 'And it's kinda fun to suck cock too.' "I sat wide-eyed for a long time, then he said quietly, 'You wanna try it?' "I don't know," I said, "I'm kinda scared." "'Well, if you wanna try it, I'll suck yours, Eddie, but you've gotta suck mine too.' "I said I'd think about it, and we went back to what we were doing. "I went down to the snack bar to get us some lunch and brought it back to the pool house. There still wasn't anybody around the pool. When we'd finished eating lunch, I went into the rest room and was just finishing pissing when Chuck walked in. "He stood next to me and look down at my cock. "'Hey, you've got a big one for a guy your age,' he said, 'It looks nice too.' Eddie looked me straight in the eyes and we both laughed. "I think that's about what I said to you, wasn't it?" "Sure was," I agreed. Eddie went back to his story. "I couldn't help but look at his cock too, as it stood out from his open fly. "I finished and put my cock away and went over to wash my hands. I was just about to leave when he flushed the toilet and turned toward me, his cock still sticking out of his pants. "'What do you say, Eddie?' he asked, 'You getting curious to try some suckin?' "I don't know," I said, "I guess so." "We went into the pool house office which was carpeted and he had me take off my swimming suit and sit down on a chair. He sat down on the floor in front of me and with no preliminaries, took my balls in his hand and sucked my cock into his mouth. "Wow," I said, "That feels good." "He moaned quietly as he sucked on my cock, which was harder than it had ever been before. He sucked it in deep strokes, using his tongue to stimulate the head even more. It was getting me really hot. Suddenly he stopped sucking and looked up at me. "'So, how do you like that?' he asked. I answered that it felt great. "'Now it's your turn to try sucking mine,' he said as he stood and removed his pants and underwear, then sat down on the floor again. "'Come on,' he said, 'Lie down here.' "He motioned me into a sixty-nine position so my face was right next to his cock. "'It's okay,' he whispered, 'Just take it in your hand first.' I took hold of his cock. It was pretty big and very hard, but I admit I was surprised that it felt so warm and smooth. I stroked it the way I'd tried beating off and he seemed to like that. "'Okay, now,' he said quietly, 'Just try taking some of it in your mouth. Don't try to take it all right away.' "I did as he said, licking the head of it and taking it in my mouth. To be perfectly honest, I thought it was fun from the first second I tried it and was soon sucking his cock like crazy, liking the taste of it and the feel as it went deep in my mouth. "'That's great, Eddie,' he moaned, sucking my cock back into his mouth. "We sucked each other for several minutes and I realized that I was gonna come if he kept sucking my cock. I stopped sucking to tell him that, but he just moaned and seemed to suck even harder and faster. "I gulped his cock back into my mouth and was sucking on it as hard as I could when the first of my wad shot off in his mouth. I didn't stop sucking even as I came, and after he'd taken all my load I heard him swallow and realized what he'd done. "I went on sucking his cock after I came, because I wanted to make him come too. He stopped sucking my cock for a few minutes, but then started sucking it again, just as hard and fast as he was before. "In just a couple of minutes more, I heard him groan very loudly and as I took his balls in my hand, I felt them begin to draw up. I thought he was getting close so I just went on sucking and sucking and then his cock erupted and I felt his cum start to flow into my mouth. I'd wondered about how it would taste and found it hot and salty but not unpleasant. I held it in my mouth as he'd done. "Suddenly, I felt myself about to come again too. I swallowed his cum, and cried out that I was gonna come again. He just went on sucking like crazy and my cock shot off again. He again swallowed all my cum. "'You're great, Eddie,' he said, and I felt so proud that he thought I was good. "And so," he concluded, "To make this long story shorter, that's how it happened that I first got sucked and sucked cock." I couldn't help but laugh. "And you were fifteen, right?" I asked. Eddie nodded. "You make me feel retarded, but I'll bet you were a sexy kid," I said, "I can't blame Chuck, even if technically he was a child molester." "I've never blamed him," Eddie said, "I'm just glad he was as nice as he was. We did it a number of more times than summer, and it was always very nice." "Did you see him again after that summer?" I asked. "No," said Eddie, "He left to go back to school that fall and I never saw or heard from him again. That's why I actually think I came out twice." "What do you mean?" I asked. "Give me another beer and come here and kiss me," he said quietly, "Then I'll tell you." There really was no one around so I got him a beer and we kissed tenderly, lying on the blanket for quite a long time. 11. "After that first time with Chuck," I said, "I started to notice things more, and once I started driving, I found I could find plenty of action around town. There was the bus stop downtown, the rest area out on the highway, and the rest rooms at several malls, all of which were pretty good cruising. I learned a lot in those years, though like everyone else, I had a few bad experiences." "What do you mean?" I asked. "Oh, guys who get pushy or things like that," he answered. I nodded, but I didn't really understand. "So why do you say you came out a second time?" I asked. "Well, because the first time I'd just learned about sex. The second time I found out about really being gay, and having feelings for another guy." "When did this happen?" I asked. "Well," he said, "As a matter of fact, it was while I was still in high school and when I first came to visit the school here." "Really? Here in my home town?" I asked, "What happened?" "I was flying here from home, and my father was going to meet me here. At the last minute he got delayed, and he called to say I should stay at the hotel at the airport, and he'd pick me up there the next morning. I caught the flight down here, and there was a very nice young guy sitting next to me on the plane. I explained about my dad being delayed. He said he was staying at the same hotel, and he invited me to have dinner with him. He was nice so I accepted. "At dinner, he ordered some wine for both us, and we had a nice conversation about all kinds of things. I told him I was thinking about coming here to school and hoped I could make the football team. He told me about his work which was for a motor club or something like that. "As we were walking back to the elevator in the hotel, he asked me bluntly if I'd ever had sex with another guy. I told him yes, and he invited me to his room. Between the wine and being all alone, it seemed like a great idea. "Well, he was good sex, and in fact that was the first time I ever fucked a guy, but what really made the difference was that he was so affectionate and tender, and in that, my whole idea of sex suddenly began to change. "You see, some of the guys I'd met in those public places had tried to kiss me and I just wouldn't have anything to do with that. Never. But this guy was different. He was good-looking and very nice, and I really liked it when he kissed me. I found I liked kissing him back too. "I stayed with him until after midnight, which got me into trouble with my dad, because he'd called me at 11 o'clock that night and was annoyed that I wasn't in my room." "I keep asking this," I said, "But did you ever see him again?" "Yes, as a matter of fact, I did," he answered, "I ran into him in my father's office building one day. We were both surprised, especially him as he was with his lover. He introduced us and told his lover I was the boy he'd told him about. I was shocked that he'd told him." "I guess I would be too," I said. "Well, let me finish," Eddie said, "After that experience with him at the hotel, I couldn't get it out of my mind. I finally got a couple of books from the library about being gay and after I came here to school I met another guy who helped me understand that it wasn't all just physical sex, it was also feelings and emotions and even love. That was the real turning point in my life, as I began to see that being gay didn't mean you couldn't fall in love and know those feelings." I told him I thought his story was fascinating, and that I wished maybe I'd found out about being gay sooner. We both grew silent for a while, then he turned on his side and looked at me. "Do you think I'm crazy?" he asked. "I mean about the way I feel about being in love with you?" "Hell no," I answered, "I wouldn't be here if I didn't think what you said about falling in love was true. I never thought about guys falling love with each other, but the more I think about it, the more the answer is why not?" "God, I'm glad to hear you say that," Eddie said quietly. "And I believe you meant what you said about your feelings for me. I'm just unsure of myself, that's all." We talked on and on, then decided that it was getting too chilly to stay outside so we headed back to Eddie's place. We made love for a long while, kissing and holding each other tenderly. We were just starting to get more serious about things when the telephone rang. Eddie answered it and spoke for a minute or so and then hung up. He was shaking his head as he walked back toward me. "Now I know for sure," he said quietly. I asked what he meant. "That was a nice guy I met about three weeks ago at the Red Balloon which, in case you don't know, is a gay bar downtown. He was a really good-looking guy and so I gave him my number." "Do you want to see him?" I asked, "We said no promises, you know." That statement belied the sinking feeling in my stomach. "No," Eddie said, smiling, "That's why I said I was sure. I have no interest in being with him at all. I only want to be with you." "Are you sure?" I asked. "I'm absolutely sure," he answered. We resumed our lovemaking with an even greater passion, which led to most satisfying sex. We came together as I fucked him, and I sucked his cock when he came just after I did. We stayed locked in an embrace for a long time afterward, and I realized just how comfortable I'd become with him in such a very short time. We talked and talked, finally deciding to have a party at the apartment after the game on Saturday. We made plans and called a bunch of guys, some friends of Eddie's as well as a lot of the guys on the team. 12. Our last practice on Friday was hectic. The Coach wanted to practice every play so we really had to hustle. Everything seemed to really click and every play went off just as it was supposed to. The Coach called us all together on the sidelines as the practice finished. "I know tomorrow the last game of the season," he said, "And I know that for a number of you, it will be your last collegiate game. Try not to think about that. Just concentrate on playing as well as you can and we'll win." The team cheered as we headed for the showers. I happened to walk off the field with Eddie who slowed down as we walked. "Davey," he said, "You planning to hang around for some locker room action?" "I hadn't thought about it," I said, "After last night, I'm really not horny. Are you?" "Not particularly, but there's kind of a tradition about the last practice," he said. "What's that?" I was filled with curiosity. "Just stick around," he said, "And hopefully near me." I was really curious now, so I undressed slowly and watched as most of the guys finished their showers, got dressed and left. I was just ready to head for the showers when Rob walked up to me and tapped me on the shoulder. "The coach wants to see us," he said. I started to reach for something to put on, but Rob added quickly, "Come on, don't bother putting anything on." There was no one in the coaches office, so Rob knocked on the door of the coaches locker room. "Come in," a voice called and Rob pushed the door open. The coaches locker room was pretty big, but Rob led the way to the end of the room which was the coaches' shower room. It was almost as big as the players' shower room. I couldn't believe my eyes. Eddie was there, as were Jerry, Dwayne, and Tony, all stark naked. I saw two of the assistant coaches, both handsome young guys. The brunette was named Don, while Walt was a black guy. They were also naked. Another door opened and Coach Acker entered from the next room. He was wearing a very fully stuffed jock strap but otherwise was naked. Coach Acker is about forty, and is a good-looking man. His dark brown hair is slightly graying at the temples but his face looked much younger than his age. He also still has a great body, still very lean and muscular. "Welcome, guys," Coach said, glancing around the room at all of us. He looked very stern. "I hear some of you guys have been getting a little wild in the shower room. You gotta stop it, guys. I don't allow that in the player's shower room." I glanced at the other guys. Eddie, Rob, Jerry and Dwayne were grinning, while Tony looked very serious. Eddie winked at me, and suddenly I was sure I understood. "You've been messing around in the coaches shower room too, haven't you, Walt and Don?" he asked walked toward the young coaches. Don nodded his head, rather glumly, while Walt smiled. "Well, that's different," Coach Acker said, "There's no rule against guys getting it off with each other in here. In fact I encourage it myself, once the last practice is over." Everybody broke out laughing at that, and almost at once everybody started moving. I walked over to where Eddie was standing and he quickly put his arms around me and our lips met. "Sorry if I startled you, Don," Coach said walking toward him. "You guys thought you were pretty clever, waiting until I'd left here at night, didn't you?" Don smiled at that and reached his arm around Walter's waist, who leaned down and kissed his shorter colleague. "I see what you mean, Walt," Coach said, taking hold of Don's lengthening and very thick cock, "No wonder you were so hot to get this thing up your ass." He turned toward the rest of us. "I see some new guys here too," Coach said, walking first toward me. "What are you trying to do, jeopardize my football season?" "What do you mean?" I stammered. "Well, by getting my best quarterback all hot and bothered," he answered. "Eddie can hardly keep his mind on the game for wanting to get you into bed." I blushed. "I'm not that bad, Coach," Eddie said as everyone else laughed. "Well, I don't blame you," Coach said, "If I was your age, I'd probably be chasing this stud myself." He reached down and grabbed my cock gently. "Yessir, that's a beauty," he murmured. "And how about you, Tony?" he said, turning toward him and reaching for Tony's large cock. "I'm holding you responsible if Jerry misses one kick tomorrow." "Okay, Coach," Tony laughed, now caught up in the spirit, "I'll get him up for the game." "You do that and he'll never be able to kick the ball," Coach said, grabbing Jerry's cock in his other hand. "Better you keep him relaxed." "Now Rob, you've gotta slow down, my boy," he said, moving toward Rob and Dwayne, "From what I hear you're trying to get every cock on the team, is that true?" "No, Coach, only the nice ones," Rob answered, chuckling. "My players always have nice cocks," Coach answered sternly. He turned to Dwayne. "And what's this I hear about you getting involved with a guy who's not on the team?" he asked. Dwayne started to stammer, but Coach interrupted him. "Well go get him, for God's sake," he said, "He's sitting in my office." Dwayne's eyes lit up as he raced from the room, returning quickly with a fully-dressed and now very wide-eyed Mike. With little encouragement, Mike stripped off his clothes. "Having all you guys here is gettin' me kinda horny," Coach said, as he stripped off his jock strap. My eyes practically bugged out when I saw Coach's cock. The damn thing was huge, and my first impression was that it hung half way down to his knees. He seemed very nonchalant about his exposed endowment, as he began stroking the huge organ. "Go ahead, guys, have your fun," he said, continuing to stroke his lengthening cock. I watched in fascination as it grew and couldn't take my eyes from it. After a few minutes it was hard, and it had to be almost eleven inches long and extremely thick. Though he was about twenty years older than most of us, his rod was at least as hard as our younger cocks. There was a momentary awkwardness as we all hesitated, but as might be expected Rob was the first to make a move. He walked to where the Coach was standing and dropped down to one knee. "God it's been a long time since I've gotten to see this beauty," he said quietly, then started sucking the extremely long, thick cock into his mouth. Coach groaned and suddenly we all felt somewhat embarrassed watching. On the other side of the room, Walt started sucking Don's big cock too, just as Jerry gulped Tony's cock into his mouth. Standing nearby, Dwayne and Mike were kissing as were Eddie and I. Things went on like this for several minutes, then the Coach moved away from Rob. We all stared in fascination. "You're great, Robby, but I've got a few things to check out myself," he said. He walked over to Dwayne and bent down to suck Dwayne's long, thick cock. "Mmm," he moaned as he swallowed almost all of Dwayne's lance, taking the huge cock into his throat. He sucked it for several minutes then moved toward Mike's long, thin cock. "I've always liked this dark meat of yours, Dwayne," Coach said, then he gulped Mike's meat into his mouth. Mike almost jumped when he felt the Coach suck his cock, but Dwayne held him steadily for the several minutes the Coach sucked. "This boy's got as hard a cock as you're likely to find, Dwayne," he said quietly, "You better treat him right." He moved away from them and Dwayne took his place, sucking Mike's cock deep into his mouth. "You two got a couple of man-size cocks for kickers," he said, moving into Jerry's place in front of Tony. He sucked Tony's cock while stroking Jerry's meat for several minutes, then switched to sucking Jerry's cock and massaged Tony's. He moaned as he tasted each new cock. He walked toward Eddie and me, and I felt my body tense, but Eddie held me in his arms firmly. "You too just about have a matched set," he said, first sucking my cock. His mouth was fiery hot and he sucked expertly, taking my shaft down to my balls. After a couple of minutes he switched to Eddie's cock and deep throated it too. I couldn't get over how expertly he sucked. "Now let's check out the old guys," he said, walking toward Walt and Don. Walt was still on his knees in front of Don, but the coach pulled him to a standing position. "Oh, yeah, I remember this fat cock of yours, Walt," he said as he tasted his thick cock, sucking it all in. Several minutes later, he sucked Don's long cock all the way down his throat for another couple of minutes. In a very organized and matter-of-fact way, he'd tasted every cock in the room but Rob's, and he headed back toward him now. "Okay, Robby, let's really get something going here. Give me a taste of that dick of yours," he said, pulling Rob into the shower room and sitting down on a bench at one end of it. Rob stood in front of him and the Coach sucked his cock like a lollipop, licking and sucking on it as Rob squirmed in front of him. The other guys had all gotten into the shower now too, and most were busy sucking or getting sucked by their partners. Eddie started sucking my cock as the hot water splashed over my back and I felt that doubly sensuous feeling. I looked around, and realized that this was the wildest picture I'd ever seen. It was certainly beyond anything I could have imagined. I could hardly keep up with the action, but watching it heightened the feelings of Eddie's hot mouth sucking my cock. Walt had bent over and Don was now fucking his ass in long, deep strokes as Walt moaned softly. Dwayne and Mike had switched positions and Mike now had Dwayne's huge cock stuffed into his mouth. Down at the end of the room, the Coach had been rimming Rob's ass for several minutes. Now he turned him around and pulled Rob on top of him on the shower seat. Soon, he was sliding what looked to be almost ten inches of his thick cock into Rob's willing hole. Rob groaned as each inch went in, kissing the Coach with deep, obvious feeling. As Tony pulled Jerry back to a standing position, I did the same to Eddie, before crouching to suck on that big cock of his I loved sucking. It filled my mouth and went into my throat as Eddie moaned excitedly. Tony was choking slightly on Jerry's cock, and Jerry whispered to him. "Don't try to take it all, honey," he said, "Just take what you can. It feels great to me." "I wanna take it all," Tony said, "I know how good it feels when you do it that way." I chuckled to myself, remembering my own frustration before I learned how to deep throat Eddie's big cock. After I'd been sucking Eddie for several minutes, he pulled me up and our lips met again in a deep kiss. My body trembled from the emotions I was feeling. "God how I love you," he whispered. I smiled and nodded. He started to kneel down but I stopped him. I took his hand and we walked through the shower spray, rinsing off, then headed for the drying area. We both toweled off, drying each other's back carefully. Our eyes hardly wavered from each other's. "Come on," he said and we moved to the massage table and quickly settled into a very hot sixty-nine. I wanted his cock down my throat and sucked it hard and fast, feeling the velvety hardness of his hot cock as it throbbed. He sucked my cock deep into his mouth and matched my sucking stroke for stroke. The pace was fast and we both built to a climax rapidly. I was unaware of the fact that Dwayne and Mike had moved to the other massage table not six feet from us until I heard the moans and opened my eyes to see Mike's cock sink all the way into Dwayne's ass as they kissed passionately. I closed my eyes again, delighting in the joy of sucking this wonderful man's cock and feeling him take mine with equal desire. At that pace, neither of us could hold off very long and soon I heard Eddie groan loudly and I knew he was about to come. I was close too so I just relaxed totally and sucked his beautiful cock with faster and harder and deeper until I felt it spasm violently and tasted the first blast of his boiling cum. Shot after shot of his delicious juices flood into my mouth and I savored them as best as I could, before I had to swallow quickly to avoid losing a drop. My climax came not more than five seconds later and we laid there, quivering together as our cocks pumped hot juices down the other's throat. It was a climax for the record books, lasting longer than any had for me before and when it was passed, Eddie turned around and we kissed with a passion equal to or greater than that of before. "Nobody's ever excited me like you do," he moaned in a whisper to me, "Nobody's ever been that good for me ever before." I held him tightly in my arms as our passion changed into a more gentle tenderness. Suddenly I heard again the sounds around us. Mike was crying out that he was coming as he fucked Dwayne's ass in fast, deep strokes. Dwayne's groans told me he wasn't far away. We could only see part of the shower room, but the Coach and Rob and Walt and Don were in full view. "Oh yeah...FUCK ME," Rob shouted, bouncing up and down on the Coach's mammoth cock like it was a merry-go-round ride. "Fuck me harder...deeper...I can't get enough of that cock." As I watched, Don grabbed Walt's ass and began the fastest pistoning of his big cock into Walt I could ever imagine, finally driving his cock to the hilt as Walt called out. "Give it to me, Don...give me that cum. Fuck that ass like that! Oh yeah, that's right...God, what a cock you've got!" Don held Walt tightly at the hips as his cock, buried deep in Walt's willing ass, pumped his load deep in his bowels. The two men's bodies trembled together in their climax for many minutes. With a shout that could have waken the dead, Coach cried that he was coming and Rob shouted that he was too. We watched their fuck action, our hands holding each other the whole time. With a final joyous call, Rob impaled himself on that huge cock just as I saw his cock erupt and shoot the first blast of his cum almost a foot in the air. He groaned and cried about how good it was, as the Coach's cock throbbed and spasmed deep inside him. "What happened to Tony and Jerry?" I whispered to Eddie. "We're just quiet," Jerry said from below us. I looked down to see the two of them in a sixty-nine position on some mats across from us. They had obviously just come together for their cocks were softening as they turned and began kissing again. After awhile, the guys began uncoupling and everyone quietly moved back to the shower room and began to shower in earnest. Soon all were scrubbed clean, rinsed and drying themselves in the towel room. As they finished, guys started leaving together, thanking Coach for the great 'Last Practice Party' as they went. Eddie and I were just about to leave when Rob spoke to the Coach. "What a fantastic fuck, Coach," Rob said. "I've wanted that for as long as I've known you." I started to walk out, but Eddie touched my arm and I stopped and listened. "I know," Coach said, "But you see, Rob, it was much better because you had longer to wait and want it. The longer you waited the more you wanted it. You need to learn that, young man. Don't rush to have everyone. Quit having sex just with your body. Find someone you really want to be with. Get to know him. Then when you have sex, you'll both want it to be good and it will be. Having sex with your mind too is so much better, if you'll just let it happen." "I hear you," Rob said, "I'm gonna try. I really will." "Great time, Coach," Eddie said. "Thanks for everything you've taught me." "Prove it on the field tomorrow," Coach said quietly, "And with each other, of course." I thanked him as I left, wondering about his last remark. As Eddie and I walked to the car, I couldn't help asking him about the coaches. "Coach Acker is a great guy," he said, "He's one of the fairest guys I've ever met, and he's also a damn fine coach. I knew Walt was gay, and I'd heard rumors about Don too." "What did Coach mean by that last remark?" I asked. "Well, you remember I told you that I'd met a guy who helped me understand that there was more to being gay than just physical sex." "You mean the guy at the hotel?" "No, later," Eddie answered, "It turned out the coach was a friend of that guy. He's helped me a lot, especially lately, advising me what to do about you and me. He's given me a lot of sound advice." "Does he have a lover?" I asked. "Oh yes," he said, "But he doesn't get much involved in the football program. I met him one time when I had to take some papers out to the Coach's house. He's a good-looking guy and very nice too. Maybe we can get together with them after the football season's over, and once we're out of the program. The coach doesn't usually mix with players. We drove to his apartment in silence, my head still spinning from the events of this afternoon. 13. We won the game on Saturday. In fact, we played better as a team than we ever had before and the final score was 42-7. We carried Coach off the field to rousing cheers and the locker room cheering afterward was almost deafening. There was kissing and hugging and ass-patting, and it wasn't just the gay guys doing it. Eddie and I showered quickly and headed to his place. We'd gotten most everything ready beforehand, but I finished what needed to be done for the food and Eddie set out the bar stuff and did some last minute clean-up. We'd invited almost everyone on the team, so many showed up with their girlfriends, which worked out fine. No one commented on the high male ratio, and most of the straight guys left early to head on to other parties or to party with their dates elsewhere. The few of them who stayed didn't seem at all upset as a few gay kisses were exchanged. I met a number of Eddie's friends, who aren't involved with football, and all of whom seemed very nice. I was keenly aware of how easily he moved among people, talking and chatting with them. It was a skill I'd always tried hard to develop, while it came naturally to him. Mike came into the kitchen and was helping me keep up with the demand for food. By nature very soft spoken, he finally stopped working and walked over and stood close to me. "Dave," he said quietly, "You know, I could really get serious about Dwayne, but I'm not sure how he feels about that sort of thing. Can you give me any help?" "Well," I said, "I know that he told me he'd never hesitate about getting into a serious relationship with the right guy. Does that help?" "You bet," Mike said, his face lighting up in a broad smile, "Oh, that's great news." "Why don't you get out of here then, and enjoy the party with him." "If you're sure you don't need my help," he said. I smiled at him and pushed him out of the kitchen. The party went on until almost midnight, but for me, it reached its peak about ten o'clock. I walked out of the kitchen with a plate of meats and cheeses and Eddie was standing against the opposite wall, just smiling and looking at me. "I love you." He mouthed the words. I walked over took his hand behind my back, holding it firmly in mine. "Are you having any fun?" he said, "You've been working so hard." "I'm having a great time," I said, "I love giving parties." "You sure do it well," he said, whispering as his tongue touched my ear. "I've always liked having parties," I said, "But I've never had any place where I could do it before, unless my folks were out of town." I hadn't realized what I'd said until the words were out, and I started to stammer an apology for being so presumptuous. He put his finger to my lips to quiet me. "You said it right," he whispered, "My home is yours, and I hope it always will be." Suddenly, from somewhere deep in my soul, every feeling I'd ever known welled up inside me. My eyes filled with tears, and I tried to blink them away. I looked into Eddie's eyes as he smiled, and suddenly, in the middle of that large group of people, everything became clear to me. All at once, I knew just how I felt about so many things. I knew that I wanted this association with other guys, and that I felt comfortable in it. Socializing with them was an honest part of what I wanted in my life. Then I knew how I felt about Eddie too. I wanted him in my life too, and as I looked at him, my heart told my brain the answer. I looked around at everyone there, then back at Eddie. "Come on," I said, drawing him into the bedroom. He followed willingly. Once we were in the bedroom, I drew him toward me, wrapping my arms around his back. "As far as I'm concerned, there's nobody here but you and me," I said, smiling and kissing him lightly on the lips. "What do you mean?" he asked. "Just that. Suddenly, in there, I knew just what you've been feeling," I said. "I know because all at once I realized how much I want you in my life. I love you. I mean it." "Oh God, I love you, Davey," he whispered as we kissed. "I'll always love you." "And I'll love you back." We kissed for many minutes, then walked back out to the living room, hand in hand. Most of the guys were preoccupied with talking and didn't notice us. "What were you guys doing in there?" Jerry asked, now a little tipsy. "Yeah," Tony asked too, "What's going on with you two? You guys messing around in the bedroom?" "You look funny," Jerry said, "Are you guys okay?" "I know that look," Dwayne said quietly, and then everyone looked at us. "What do you mean?" Mike asked. "What look?" "It's simple," Dwayne said quietly, "They're just in love." There was a general murmur as Dwayne went on. "See for yourself," he said, "Now Dave has that same look that Eddie's had for awhile. Look for yourself." There was a bit of commotion, but I didn't hear it. Eddie's hand touched mine, and I held it tightly. And we both smiled happily. And we've been smiling like that at each other, though lots of joys and a few trials, for almost fifteen years.