Date: Wed, 12 Oct 2016 05:55:22 +0000 From: Brian Porter Subject: Becoming my Flatmates Bitch part 21 Becoming my Flatmates' Bitch By Brian Porter M/m/M+, college, group, reluctance, non-reciprocation, mild domination (one-way sex). Posted at Nifty.org, please donate so we can keep posting and reading nice and exciting erotic stories for our entertainment. Please, visit: http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html Part 21 - - - - - - - - - Author's note: First of all, I'd like to thank you all of you (I'll always thank you all) for the support. Special thanks to Michael. Second, (again) I apologize for taking too long to post this new chapter. Sometimes it's hard to have ideas and I need to wait till the characters speak to me. I need to hear their voices. Besides, I've been working with other stuff, so time's been quite limited. I'll keep writing this story and the bitch club, then I'll start the sequel of the ranch. For now, I hope you enjoy this chapter ;) And, by the way, I'm writing a book (related to these stories here) that may become a book in the future and I need financial support to edit it. If you want to contribute, please check my Patreon account: www.patreon.com/user?u=3122824 Part of the money will be donated to Nifty. Thanks to my supporters. You're really the best. Hope all of you enjoy this chapter. - - - - - - - - I've sucked dicks before and I could then say, based on my experience, that it wasn't my favorite activity. By the time I found myself sharing the bathtub with Alex, I was sure that I'd rather have my cock sucked than being on my knees sucking someone else. I've been told to imagine myself being sucked whenever I had a dick in my mouth, but it just didn't make any sense. Wouldn't it be much easier if I actually had my dick sucked than just imagining what it would be like? I believe that this was the reason why I liked to have my ass rimmed by Alex (since it was the first time I had someone licking a part of my body), and why I enjoyed watching Kurt being sucked by Alex. It reminded me the time I could still watch porn on my computer, but this had been much better because I had it happening by my very side and with people I knew quite well. I never imagined myself as a voyeur, but maybe I was. We start to know ourselves as we go out there and experience the world, right? Kurt was still recovering from his orgasm when his phone started ringing. Alex and I had our faces partially covered with cum when Kurt said he needed to answer that call and moved out. "You can start shaving without me" he demanded just before leaving us. It was always weird to be left alone with Alex, but knowing he was no much better than me, made me feel more comfortable. I was still trying to avoid eye contact with him, but couldn't help notice his intention to clean Kurt's cum out of his face with a hand towel placed near the sink. As he reached for it, I warned him: "Kurt said we shouldn't clean the cum from our faces" "Bullshit. He wasn't supposed to cum on my face in the first place. What's wrong with these people? I got this shit on my hair... Fuck!" he tried in vain to remove the already drying cum with the towel. It reminded me the time I was the one using towels to get rid of semen on my skin. I spent some time staring at Alex not fully understanding what was happening. He sounded (at least in my opinion) so scared and disgusted a few minutes ago. But now he acted as if nothing had ever happened. I started thinking that Alex had in fact some sort of a psychological problem. "What you mean he wasn't supposed to cum on your face? They always cum wherever they want" I wanted to understand what was going on there. "Yeah yeah... That's because YOU are the bitch, you're used to getting your body full of jizz", then as if talking to himself, he continued "I asked not to do this to me. Shit, look at this" he complained as he swept a good amount of cum that had been gathered around his eyes. "Did you ask what? To who?" I asked a bit confused. I wanted to understand what was happening, but I knew I shouldn't take stuff Alex said too serious. "I asked your mother if she'd let me fuck her son and she said `yes, sure. Fuck his brains out'. You're such a bitch" Alex replied, angry as usual. "You say I'm a bitch, but you've become one yourself, cocksucker" I provoked, already taking for granted that he wouldn't be able to blackmail me anymore. "You think you're smart, don't you?" he returned to me. "I don't give a shit if I sucked a dick. Even if I had sucked a thousand dicks. To me, another dude's dick is just skin around meat. I'm not like you going crazy just because you had a cock in your mouth. Get over it. But you know what? I know your problem. You're there feeling all nice and fun just because you realized you ain't the only bitch in town anymore, but I'll tell you the truth. Sorry, but you ARE the only bitch here. Sucking a cock didn't make me one. And you know why? Coz I'm proud of my dick and you just hate yours. I don't care `bout sucking a dick coz I know it won't make me less of a man. I don't care `bout shaving my body coz I'm man enough to know this won't change who I am. But you? C'mon, even you can understand what I'm saying" I listened to everything he said quietly because I ran out of words. All the joy I felt for watching Alex sucking Kurt melted like snow because I knew nothing really had changed. I simply accepted his arguments and realized once again that I was indeed the only bitch in that apartment. When Alex sucked Kurt, I thought he'd complain, he'd say he would never do that again, then he'd leave the cum drying on his face afraid Kurt would yell at him. But wait, that was me and not Alex. I still couldn't clean my face because I didn't want Kurt to be angry. I was so submissive, despite everything I said, all the whining, I was theirs to use as they pleased. "I won't do what you guys want anymore" I mumbled, eyes down like a misbehaved dog. "You can't. You know why?" Alex liked to make these sort of questions, just to make me linger a bit longer on my curiosity. "Coz you were born a bubble-butted girl, a bitch. That's why I gave you the option to be my sweet girlfriend. I still want you to be my girl. I'll even buy you chocolate, I swear. But if you..." then he lowered his voice, "listen, I wasn't even supposed to be saying this, but if you decide to be with me, you'll be only with me. If you want to stay with them, you'll be with all of them and many other guys that will come here to fuck you and feed you cum. You have no other options. They gonna fuck you want you or not, then others will come, trust me" He caught my attention, but as soon as I looked at him, I couldn't say if he was telling the truth or just making a fool out of me again. I couldn't trust Alex, why should I? He saw the reluctance in my eyes, then continued: "I know you were getting off when I licked your ass. I was just kidding when I said I didn't want to rim you. I don't care. I can rim you whenever you want, as long as you suck my cock, `k? I'd suck yours too, but you don't have one yourself. I know you need to get off, so you need to learn how to do that when I'm fucking you with my cock or tongue. I can teach you that. D'you wanna get off? You do, right? Just suck me and I'll lick your pussy again. I promise" he said all of this so quickly I barely understood what he wanted from me. Still confused, I just asked, "if I get my dick back, would you suck me?" I wanted to know if there was any chance for us to be equals again. I could accept having Kurt, Brian and Adam as superiors, but why should I do the same with Alex? He wanted to know if I was talking about the chastity device, to which I nodded. Then he shook his head and answered frankly, "course not. When I say you have no dick, I don't mean you don't have it just because it's caged. Whatever you have between your legs isn't a dick. I'd say it's your clit. In this point I must agree with Brian, you wouldn't find a use to that. That's why you have such a nice ass..." "Your ass isn't bad either" I replied, once again trying to show him we weren't that different at all. "Would you let me fuck you then? Having a round ass doesn't mean you want to be fucked" "Maybe you don't wanna be fucked, but why would a guy have an ass like yours? Why do you think chicks have nice asses? Anh? That's to attract guys and then be fucked! To attract dicks. And don't turn it back on me, coz we ain't the same. I don't mind `bout sucking a dick, but getting fucked is something completely different. No one is coming any closer to my ass. Ever! As for you... Well... You've got fingers and a tongue touching you there already and I'm pretty sure you liked it. You were moaning like a girl when I licked your pussy here. My sweet girlfriend begging to be used" "I don't know what you're talking about" I protested, but I did know what he meant. "Oh yeah? Don't you want me to rim you ever again? I doubt it!" Alex asserted decidedly. In a quick movement he stood up in front of me. His dick was hard as ever, leaking precum as usual, only few inches away from my mouth. "So what `bout a deal? For every second you suck my dick, I lick your pussy. I know you're all pent up down there and can do nothing about it. So, let me assure you this. If you suck me for a couple minutes, I swear I'll make you cum only with my tongue and fingers in your hot pussy. I'm not saying I'll try to make you cum, I'm givin' you my word you WILL cum" Alex would say pussy every now and then, maybe trying to make me understand my body's new anatomy. "That's not possible" I contested, thinking of the possibilities of coming without touching my dick. "I mean, it's biologically impossible" "Dare me" he touched my lips with the wet tip of his cock. "I've seen it happening myself. I've also read on the net that male anal orgasm is way more intense than the conventional one. You should try it, what d'you have to lose? I can do that for you if you let me put the head of my dick in your mouth for a while, k? I know you're new to this, so you don't need to suck, but you gotta swallow all my juice like a thirsty bitch" I raised my eyes towards his face, then my sight went to the door. "Don't worry. Kurt is busy talking to a chick he met days ago. He might take a while. C'mon, this isn't too hard" I didn't think about it at the moment, but how could Alex (an outsider) know about the chicks Kurt was talking to? Probably, I couldn't have thought of it because I had a dick touching my sealed lips. And to my completely astonishment, his precum was not only drenching my lips, but it was running down my chin and dropping on my chest all the way to my crotch. I didn't know for sure, but I guessed he would be able to fill up a can of coke with his juice in thirty minutes or less. "Think about yourself coming, babe. That'd be nice, right? You must be so horny unable to shoot for so long. How long has that been? A month? Two? You must be going crazy. I'm sure that as soon as you cum you'll become another person. You know why? Because when we're horny, we can't think straight. We do things that we gonna regret sooner or later. And I've been told that it's not even healthy to keep old jizz in our bodies. Guys need to recycle their jizz all the time. Your balls must be aching, I'd dare to say you must be feeling weaker than before" he teased me while his right hand manoeuvred his dick from one side to the other of my mouth. It was definitely absurd to acknowledge his speech, but I was indeed feeling weaker than before. Couldn't he be right at least partially? He must have seen the doubt in my eyes, so he continued even more excited than before, "babe, it makes so much sense. Listen! I think that what you need now is some sort of jizz transfusion. That's what we gonna do. I remove the old jizz from your body after playing with your pussy, then you ingest new and pure jizz from my cock. I'm sure you'll feel much better after that. What'd you say?" I wanted to say `bullshit', but if I did he'd drive his dick all the way into my mouth as he'd done before. My resistance wasn't pleasing him whatsoever. "Listen, I'm trying to be nice with you, but if you wanna make things harder, I don't care. I still have that video where you suck a bunch of guys, including Bob, a guy that you don't even know. Hope you don't forget that. If Kurt has a video of me sucking his dick with you... Who cares? People already make jokes about me being gay and everyone of them know I don't give a shit. Hell, last year I even went to Halloween dressed like a cheap drag queen (not that you know, coz you know nothing `bout me) and d'you think anyone bothered me? Really! Who cares? Besides" he made a dramatic pause while his smile became a wicked grin "it'd be actually good to have everyone watching the both of us sharing a dick. It'd let everybody know we're together as a couple. Then when everybody watches you hunger for cock in the video I have, they'd know who's the bitch of the bitches, don't you agree?" I was in shock again. Not even thirty minutes after Kurt turned us as his bitches, now I felt like I was (as always) the only bitch, the only one who had something to lose. I wasn't like Alex because I didn't want people talking about me. Alex didn't want a girlfriend, a wife, a family. His parents probably didn't care about his sexuality, but that wasn't me. Alex would gladly take part in gay porn productions if he needed the money as once he made clear in a class we had together. He said something like `straight or gay, sex is sex, money's money' and everybody laughed at his honesty. Perhaps, that was the reason why I hated him so much: I just wanted to be more like him and don't give a shit about what people would think of me. "Wait a minute" he continued "this gave me even another idea. If Kurt's video leaks on the net, I could even say who owns that dick we both suck. Such a hard dick letting itself be sucked by two fags. That cock seemed so cooperative, no one would say that it didn't have a really good time being sucked by us. Wait till I tell this to Kurt. Maybe he'd enjoy the idea, right? Such a big cock, he could get other fags to suck him off. I'm just not so sure `bout the chicks" Alex knew how to scare me. He made me believe he didn't have anything to lose and, at the same time, I felt as if me, Kurt and maybe even Brian had fell into a trap. It was scary to see how quick the table was turning from one side to the other. The only thing I knew by then is that Alex scared me and he had me in his hands once again. "So, babe, will you let me help you? You need new, pure and clean cum inside your body to renew your energies. I know you've been swallowing cum already, but these guys' jizz wouldn't be enough. Only I have enough juice to cure you, don't you agree? Look at your body, already drenched with my ball juice. Such a waste. Now open your mouth" `I have no choice' I thought over and over again. `I can't possibly have any choice here. What can I do? Ask for help? Kurt himself must be part of Alex's threats now. Brian isn't home and he could have problems too. Fuck!' Reality can be a bitch sometimes. I felt like throwing up even before opening my mouth. I think my problem was with Alex alone. I haven't felt like this with the other guys, but Alex had some bad effect over my mind. The idea of swallowing his body fluids made me sick and now I had to swallow his precum. If his dick leaked a bit less, maybe it wouldn't be so bad, but I could swear it oozed so much someone would say he as taking a piss. "It won't stop leaking" Alex said as if reading my thoughts. "It only stops when my dick softens. And sometimes even limp, it'll still wet my boxers. Now open your mouth coz I don't want to waste my precious fluids anymore" Alex was paying attention to me, he was still trying to understand my concerns, my uneasiness. "Don't worry, babe. In the beginning, it may be weird, I got it. But trust me. I bet that after ten minutes... no, five minutes, you'll be addicted to it. You'll see. You'll beg me to feed you all the time and I promise I'll let you drink my ball smoothie while I drink a chocolate shake at the cafeteria. Now, If you don't want me to lose my patience again, open your mouth..." He didn't wait for my reaction, he just covered my nose with his hand and forced me to open my mouth for air. I thought initially that he'd force his dick up to the balls into my throat but he didn't, he preferred to leave only the head on the top of my tongue. His intention was obvious: he wanted me to savour his juice. He wanted to see me swallowing his precum and not only have it forced down my throat. As he had made clear many times before, what he wanted the most was to have me swallowing his juices, licking his skin, sucking his body. I didn't want to acknowledge the fact that he had got me the way he wanted, because although I fought against it, I was there on my knees doing exactly what he asked from me. The first ten seconds were like a nightmare. His dick was touching only the tip of my tongue but I still felt the taste overwhelming. Actually, the problem wasn't the taste, but the thick gooey precum oozing from his cock. It's hard to believe how quickly it started to fill my mouth and how anxious it made me. As it happened in the shower room when he had me swallowing his saliva, I felt like throwing up again. His precum started running down my chin when I turned my body to face the wall. I coughed and gasped but I knew it wouldn't change his mind whatsoever, he would still have his precum down my throat. He grabbed my head and turned it back to him. His dick was once again touching my lips when he forced it inside my mouth. I didn't try to stop him, because it would be pointless. He left it there just as before, and once again I didn't need not even ten seconds to twist my body and look away from him. His hand returned to my head and we started all over again. At this point, all I wanted was Kurt to come back and ask me to suck his dick again. I know it sounds absurd for someone who claimed to be straight to say, but I'd rather suck a `dry' dick than Alex's oozing pole. Besides, I knew that sucking a dick was a must, so at least I wished I could choose between one or the other. "C'mon, you can do better than this" Alex tried to cheer me up, as if it would change anything. "I'm a nice guy, so I want to be very patient with my girlfriend, but when I see you rejecting my pole (the most precious gift I could ever offer to you) I just feel like forcing it down your throat. But I don't wanna do that, and I'm sure you don't want me to do that. I know you want to be a good girl. D'you know why? Because that's your nature, just simple like that. I think your body is just reacting to its new submissive position, reacting to the pussy that's growing in you" His words wouldn't have any positive effect over me since they wouldn't make me feel any less disgusted for swallowing his precum. Alex was obviously losing his patience, he wanted much more from me but I wasn't demonstrating much enthusiasm and energy when his dick slid inside my mouth. He grabbed me by the chin and raised my head towards his, my eyes now staring at his eyes. "Listen, you little slut. You've sucked dicks before, you've had cocks down your throat, you've swallowed at least a dozen loads of cum, you've probably drank a litre of precum so far from a lot of guys. Now, after everything you've done, you come with this bullshit pretending you can't have my cock in your mouth? Just stop fighting against it, will you? It's not that bad if you don't fight it. So don't bullshit me again or else... Get my dick back in your mouth" I shifted my weight on my knees, took a deep breath and did as he asked me. I heard Kurt's voice for the first time maybe from his room, he sounded as if pleading someone "oh, c'mon", that was all I could understand. I knew Alex wouldn't accept my resistance anymore, but that was somehow uncontrollable. I tried to imagine I was doing something different, I imagined his precum was something else. `Maybe if I licked a pussy it would taste like this' so I thought. I guessed that I could extract from my dormant heterosexuality the willpower I needed to swallow his juices. However, I couldn't deceive my senses. Alex smelt like a man, the shape, texture and softness of his dick head were easily recognized by the touch of my tongue, his voice couldn't be more masculine. I was sucking a man! I shut my eyes tightly and started a mantra in my mind `just swallow it, swallow, swallow...' I gulped once, then twice, the third time wasn't so bad, as I gulped again I realized I could do that. `No reason to panic' I assured myself as I felt his dick unloading all precum a man could produce in my mouth. It was just incredible the amount of fluids I was swallowing. Alex remained quiet for a while, but as soon he would let me know, he wasn't completely satisfied with my attitude. He didn't want me simply swallowing his precum, he wanted me to really enjoy it. As I was mechanically obeying his orders, he asked me to stop swallowing. "Just let it flow inside your mouth and hold it all there. We need to change the way you're swallowing my juices so you can really appreciate it. Let me know when your mouth is half full then we can move on" Now, for the first time since I had his dick head unloading in my mouth, I felt the taste of his precum and, although it was extremely difficult for me to admit, it wasn't that bad. Actually, the son of a bitch had a quite tasteful precum, or should I dare to say, it tasted better than any of the other guys' precum. The texture still annoyed me immensely, but the taste... oh, shit, how could it be so nice? I should be looking a bit surprised when Alex decided to explain why I was so amused. "I was always worried `bout the taste of my juice. You know, we never know when we gonna find someone to drink it. So I planned a diet that would make it as tasty as watermelon. Based on the look on your face, I think it worked, right? Well, you gotta have a lot of time to thank me for that" he grinned at me. "I think it's full enough" he stated, although it wasn't still half full. He withdrew his dick from my mouth and stated objectively, "swirl it around, rinse your mouth with it. This'll be your new mouthwash, babe. C'mon" As I said, I couldn't complain about the taste of his juice, but rinsing my mouth with it would subjugate me even more. I looked at him and he just repeated "c'mon". From one side to the other, his precum moved around the insides of my mouth, there wasn't a single corner that it didn't touch there. He wouldn't interrupt me because that's what he desired the most, he let me continue for at least two minutes when the taste started to grow weaker as it mixed with my saliva. In the meantime, his precum touched the whole extension of my tongue and I could finally taste it fully. And, once again, I couldn't deny how tasteful that shit was. When he said minutes ago that he'd let me drink his juice while he had his chocolate milkshake, I thought he was delirious. I thought that he meant that while he preferred to drink a milkshake, I'd rather choose to drink his sperm. Who would do that? Who would prefer sperm to chocolate? But, what the hell? Was I thinking it could be more tasty than chocolate? I should be too horny to think that, but I had to agree that I'd choose his juice over anything else. "Now gargle for a few seconds then swallow" he ordered again. This time, I didn't fight. As I gargled the taste intensified and I was sure it was really good, it wasn't just my imagination that made it tasty. I didn't know what he was eating to make his precum taste that good, but he could make a fortune if he sold the formula. As I swallowed it, he put his dick back in my mouth. Only the tip of the dick, just as before, so he could enjoy the show. As I looked up into his eyes, I noticed that he looked way happier now. After laughing quietly, he stated the reason of his pleasure. "I'm so fucking glad you like it. Look at you. Now you're sucking it as if my dick was a straw" He was right, I haven't noticed it till he told me so. It was now too late to pretend I didn't enjoy his juices, it would be too obvious I was denying a fact. He felt superior and I was there, on my knees, accepting my inferiority. "If you want more, you should play with my balls. I'm sure it'd give you more if you showed them some appreciation" Alex, as he had told me before, wanted me addicted to his body and its fluids. I didn't want to acknowledge that but when my hand reached his balls, I got myself thinking about what I was doing. Was Alex changing me that much? I denied. It was just something happening at that specific moment. I was horny like hell, and if I couldn't touch myself, I just had to pretend their dicks were my own dick, right? That's what they've been telling me for the last weeks. Besides, it did taste good and it would be such a waste to have that going down the drain. `Shit, I'm agreeing with him. Something this good can't be wasted' It is obvious that Alex was happy when he saw my right hand fondling his balls as my mouth expected more of his nectar twirling around my tongue and going down my throat. "I see you're accepting your nature, babe. You ready to be a girl? My girlfriend? I think you are" he stated with a huge smile on his face. I had to answer him, so I pulled myself away from his dick and raised my head to meet his eyes. Alex quickly moved his hand to where his dick head was, trying to catch the fluids that were still steadily leaking. "No way. It's just that... Shit! I agree that this shit really tastes good, ok? As you said, this is just skin around meat, right? There's nothing wrong about it. And this just tastes good, that's all" I swear I didn't really know what I was saying. I was trying to explain something unexplainable. A guy who claimed to be straight was sucking precum out of another dude's dick and he tried to explain himself as if this was completely natural. "Right" Alex laughed in ecstasy. "Here. You're wasting it again" he offered me his coated hand for me to lick and I just did it. Well, I've just admitted I liked it, so at this stage I got literally nothing else to lose. Or so I thought. I wasn't finished licking his hand clean when he drove my head back to his dick, expecting something else from me. "Listen" he continued "I know you love my precum, but I'm pretty sure my cum tastes even better. Way better than the ones you've been swallowing so far" With my mouth still glued to his dick, I looked up. "You just gotta try it, right? I know you've swallowed it before but you didn't really taste it. I bet it'd be even better than my precum. It'd be denser, thicker, sweeter, full of proteins and while you milk me, I'd produce even more precum for you to enjoy. It's a win win game, babe. All you got to do is to suck me nice and slow, bobbing you head up and down and see what happens. It's not like you haven't done this before already, right? Just give it a try, will ya? You gonna see how much more juice you'll be swallowing when you stimulate me with a blowjob" I didn't want to swallow his cum, but the precum was driving me crazy, I just couldn't have enough. Besides, I got myself thinking, `what if his cum is really that tasty? He wasn't lying before when he said his precum was good... Shit! Why am I doing this? I have to stop. I gotta stop! But...' I promised myself I would do as he asked, but that would be the last time. It was just an experiment, I was curious, that was all. I've heard stories of straight guys who were curious and would sooner or later try something like this. I could live with the idea: I've sucked guys because I was just curious. That's it! I started moving my head slowly back and forth very slowly. I thought it couldn't be that hard, for I've got a lot of experience already, but that was different when I sucked someone I disliked so deeply. `It's just curiosity. Nothing more' I kept saying to myself. At first, I thought I would start slowly and then move as fast as possible in order to finish this quickly, but I changed my mind when I noticed that there was indeed more precum flooding inside my mouth. And that's not all, I got myself wondering if it was tasting now even better than before. Seriously, I couldn't have tasted anything this good in my whole life. `I must be so fucking horny to even think such shit' Instead of rushing the blowjob, I continued quite slowly, savouring the juices Alex provided me. My hand was caressing his sack so carefully and passionately, thankful for such a gift it offered me. I realized I didn't want that to stop, but Alex wouldn't last long. His hand landed on my head as he started to say he was about to cum. I confess I was a bit disappointed because I wanted more, but he should be as horny as me, holding up wouldn't be easy. Suddenly, his precum turned into a much thicker and warmer liquid. It wasn't only oozing, but spurting in my mouth. There was a lot of cum, and I do mean a LOT. I couldn't hold it in my mouth so I started swallowing, otherwise it would run down my chin. "Don't swallow yet" he managed to say while his body trembled before me. I had gulped twice already when I decided to store the rest in my mouth. When he was done, I had a literally mouthful of cum. My cheeks were expanded to their limit and Alex noticed that. "Ok, you can swallow a bit more, just enough to give you space to rinse your mouth with it" I knew he wanted me to taste his cum properly, but there was no need for that. As I gulped again, I understood his cum was as tasty as the precum, or (although I was afraid it could happen) even better. How could he produce such a tasteful nectar? Once again, Alex saw the delight in my eyes and he couldn't help but brag about it. "That's awesome, I know. I think I don't have balls but two oompa loompas in my sack. You know, right? Those dwarfs in Charlie's Chocolate Factory? Yeah, they make the best candies in the world" `Oh, right' I thought, `I had just sucked Willy Wonka' As I rinsed my mouth with his cum, I felt for the first time it was quite possible for me to become addicted to that. His cum was warm, it was thick but not gross, it was soothing, smooth. I couldn't say what I felt to anyone because they'd think I was a cum slut, a crazy bitch, but that made me feel quite nice with myself. His cum relaxed me. All the tension, my worries and anxiety gave space to a cosy feeling that lasted for a while, at least as long as I had his cum in my mouth. It was too good to be true, but I couldn't let it show. I just couldn't. As soon as I was done, I heard Kurt returning like a thunder through the door and although worried about his reaction, I was thankful that now I wouldn't need to talk to Alex about his cum. "You fucker! Fuck off!" Kurt said not as angry as I imagine he would be. I thought he was sounding like the old careless Kurt from before. I looked at him, wondering if he was talking to me, but he was definitely staring at Alex. "Why?" he limited to ask this simple question, but Kurt didn't want to prolong this dialogue. "Just go away. I'm tired of your face, that's why" "But I haven't finished shaving him yet" Alex appealed. "Whatever. Brian'll be here in a minute and I don't want him to see you here. Got it?" I felt like there was some piece of information they didn't want to share with me. Otherwise, why would Kurt try to avoid Brian from seeing Alex? Also, at the moment I didn't think about it, but wasn't it such an incredible coincidence to have Kurt storming into the bathroom as soon as I finished sucking Alex off? Alex left the bathroom quickly. He was still dressing up when he opened the flat's main door and disappeared on the other side. Kurt was starting at me, his eyes scanning my face and body. "Glad to know you still have my cum on your face. Anyway, we need to finish shaving your body. Just stand up so I can do that" he reached for the razor at the sink. I stood up as he asked and let my full naked body exposed for him. It wasn't awkward to have fully dressed men looking at my uncovered skin anymore. "I think you're good on the front, just turn around" he said lazily. "I think it's ok there too" I said with the best of intentions. "Yeah, yeah... just put your hands on the wall and I'll see" In three seconds or less I felt his hands touching me. They went from my calves to my ass, then back to my calves. "Not smooth enough. Just stand there while I finish this" I wasn't sure if he knew exactly what he was doing. My skin was dry and he couldn't shave me like that. I was about to warn him when I heard someone getting into the flat. I thought it should be Brian and I was right. He came straightaway inside the bathroom. I looked over my shoulder and found him undressing his jacket and then unbuckling his belt. "Let me do that. You can't shave the bitch without foam, asshole" he said to Kurt who handled the razor away. "Who cares, dude? It's almost done anyway" "Just watch the work of a professional" he said to Kurt, then looked at me "turn around, bitch. I didn't say you could look at me. Don't think I liked the way you offered yourself to that weirdo next door. You keep saying you ain't gay but you looked quite like a teenage girl when he proposed to you at the showers" "It's not like that..." I tried to explain myself. How could he say I liked what happened with Alex in the shower room? I was the one struggling to stop Alex from raping me in front of those unknown guys. "You don't fool me, bitch. I know you liked it when he stuck his finger in your hole. I bet you'd beg him to do that again, wouldn't ya?" Brian asked while he poured an oily liquid on my legs and then straight on my ass cheeks and crack. "While I finish shaving your legs, why don't you show us what Alex did to your asshole before?" "What the hell d'you mean?" "Well, you know everything we've been doing here is to prove you ain't gay, right?" he started. I had almost forgotten the reason why we were doing that by the way. "So, getting off with another dude putting a finger in your ass doesn't sound straight to me. So, this is what I mean. Why don't you play with your ass a little bit and show us you don't like it? That's easy, isn't it? All you gotta do is to have a good time with your ass and tell us how horrible it feels" "I'm not doing anything for you. Why should I?" I protested with vigour. I even tried to move away, but Brian promptly held me still, with my head turned to the wall. "Oh c'mon. What I said when we first met is still true. If you can prove to me you ain't a fag, I swear I won't bother you ever again. All I'm doing is helping you to know yourself. You know I don't want to share a flat with a fag, I don't want you drooling whenever you see my naked body. I don't want to live with someone who like to have his ass played with. It's so simple! Just give your ass an erotic massage while we watch, then tell us how bad it is. Piece of cake" Brian touched my calves with the razor and started shaving them. I was still confused but thought it could be even easier than the challenges he proposed hours ago. It wouldn't be hard to touch my ass and say I hated it. That could be finally the chance I was waiting for. Without delay, I got my both hands on my ass cheeks and started playing with them. I mean, I squeezed the cheeks, moved them, shook a little bit, nothing serious or revealing. Brian continued shaving my legs and I gave him more time, just to pretend I was doing exactly what he wanted from me. When I felt the razor reaching my knees, I announced, "I hate this, see? I'd never get off with this shit" "Of course you wouldn't. You so stupid it hurts. Who would get off with that? I'll give you some tips, though" Brian started and I froze scared of what he could suggest. "Why don't you start by slapping your bum? You know, just pretend you've been a naughty boy and you're punishing yourself" "How d'you want me to do that?" I asked honestly dubious. Brian preferred not to answer me with words, instead he just slapped my right ass cheek with his open hand, not too hard but strong enough to make me groan. I wasn't prepared for that so I looked back at him to find his hands back on my legs. "Fuck. Is that what you want? So just watch it" I stated before slapping my cheeks once, twice, three, four... on the sixth time I stopped. "Happy?" "Harder" Kurt was the one to speak now. I didn't even know where he was but he should be at the door. "Fuck, fuck" I slapped myself again just to hear him saying, "Harder, harder" I didn't want to go too hard, but they wouldn't let me go on like that. "If you can't do it yourself, I'll do it myself" Kurt asserted. What was wrong with Kurt? He wasn't this kind of person. "Some people enjoy this kind of physical contact and even get off with that, right?" Kurt asked but I wasn't sure if this time he was talking to me. Brian stopped his hands from shaving my legs and limited himself to say "fuck you, asshole" I felt like seeing what was going on and quickly looked over my shoulders. I haven't noticed it before but Brian had a bruise near his ear as if someone slapped him there hard enough to leave him a reminder. Kurt had his arms crossed (at the door as I've imagined) and he laughed after watching Brian's reaction. Brian seemed pissed and without uttering a single word, he made me turn myself back to the wall. "Harder" Brian was the one to command me this time. "You guys will make me hurt myself?" I asked worried of how far this could be going. "Course not. I just want to see your ass getting a bit red. I bet you gonna like the way it feels after you've been hit with more... passion" Kurt said. As I wanted this to finish already, I just slapped myself the harder I could. It's obvious that I couldn't really hurt me due to my position in such a tiny place, but I was sure it would be enough to make my ass a bit reddish. "Yeah, much better" Kurt said "but I'm quite sure some people prefer it much harder" and he laughed again. I didn't know what he was talking about and I knew they wouldn't explain it to me. I could only imagine he was referring to Brian, since every time he said something about spanking, Brian would become harsher, angry. "Enough with that then" Brian continued. "Are you happy now? I don't like this shit. Is this enough?" I asked almost certain they wouldn't dismiss me this easily. "Course not. I want to see what your boyfriend did to you at the showers" Brian said. As I tried to remember what exactly he could be talking about, I thought of the moment Alex penetrated me with his finger. "No way. I ain't putting my finger in my ass" Brian was shaving the back of my thighs by now. He wouldn't stop his hands when he talked to me. "Well, I can then ask him to come back here and show it himself. I just wanna see what he did to you. What's the problem? All men have gone through this, or will someday. Haven't you heard of docs touching your prostate? Not to say that you've got fingers going in and out of your hole already, right? So, don't whine like a girl. Just show me what he did, coz I'm curious. No big deal" I sighed. Brian was right. This had been done to me already and maybe he'd let me go after I complied to him. "Alright. But only once" "Sure. So, go on" he supported me, his hands now on my upper thighs. "I'll even be gentle to you. Gimme your hand here" Brian got my right hand and squeezed the same oily liquid he used on my legs onto my hand. He carefully spread the liquid on my indicator finger, then he moved to the middle one. "One finger is enough" I said nonchalantly, remembering that Alex inserted only one finger in my ass. "Yeah. But trust me, this'll make things much easier" he comforted me as he moved to my third finger. "I'll have your whole hand lubricated just in case. Well, we don't know yet how hungry is your pucker" I asked him to repeat the last part of his speech, but he limited to say I could start. As I touched my hole, Brian squeezed more oil over my ass crack and it was now extremely lubricated. I remembered that Alex inserted his finger at once, but I didn't want to do the same because I didn't like that at all. So, believing that Brian hadn't seen what happened, I started to penetrate myself with my index finger very slowly. Gradually, I had it doing deeper and deeper inside of me and in less than ten seconds I had it all in there. "Here you go. That's what he did" I said, very honestly. "Are you sure that this is what he did? I'm quite sure I saw something different from where I was" Brian contested me, his hands now shaving the last bits of hair that still remained near my butt. (I wasn't hairy, this is more that sort of light soft hair that can be barely seen because it's short and matches my skin colour) "No. This is exactly what happened. Are you happy or not?" I asked, losing my patience. "No, I'm not" Brian answered harsher than me. "You're lying, I saw he did much more" "What you talking about? What did you see?" I asked, although I shouldn't have. "I saw him finger fucking you. He would get his finger in and out of your ass for a while and you were moaning like a bitch" What the hell was he talking about? That did not happen. I protested but Brian spoke louder than me. "Yes, it did. Damn, don't say I'm a liar" then apparently calmer he continued "just do like he did, ok?" I was still quiet, as I didn't know what to do. That's what happened, if I did anything else I'd be the one lying. So Brian started again, now sounding even compassionate, "I see. I think I understand what's happening. I think you were so embarrassed coz those guys were watching you, you don't remember what happened. Well, though I didn't see it very well what he did to you, I might remember it better than you. Here, this is what I saw" Brian then grabbed my pulse, my index finger still stuck deep inside my ass, and he pushed my hand backwards till I had only the first knuckle of my finger in my hole, and then guided it all the way back in. He repeated it for a few times then simply said, "yeah, that's more like what I saw. Now just keep going so I can try to remember if this is exactly what happened" I was deeply embarrassed once again. There I was finger fucking myself in front of two of my flatmates. But this is far from what really had me blushing. I couldn't believe it, but I was liking that anal stimulation. Once again, I was glad I had my dick caged, so they wouldn't see it getting hard. "Are you sure that's exactly what happened?" Kurt asked. "Yeah, I think so. Why?" Brian sounded a bit sceptical. "Well, we know Alex. He's a bit hyperactive. I think this sort of thing wouldn't make him very pleased. I mean, he wouldn't fuck him with only one finger. I bet he used two" Kurt said. "You're right. I think there were two. Weren't there?" was Brian asking me? "No. Only one" I yelled. My face squeezed against the cold tile of the bathroom, my feet already aching after so long standing still in that bathtub. "Only one" "Nah. I'm quite sure there were two. C'mon. Get another finger in there and prove you don't like it" Brian provoked me. I knew I didn't have to do as he asked, but I wanted to finish that. I could do that and never be asked to do such a thing again. Slowly, I approached my middle finger to my hole and it gradually got inside me. "Fuck" I let it out, although I tried not to say anything, it just came out involuntarily. It wasn't pleasure, but not pain either. It was maybe just the weird feeling of having two fingers up my ass. "Yeah, that's more like the reaction he had there. I think you were right, dude" Brian said to Kurt, then he turned back to me. "You know what's next. Fuck yourself" I didn't want to do that, but I decided to do as he wanted and say how much I hated it. As my fingers touched my insides, I think I found my prostate. And although I've never felt it myself, I thought it was a bit swollen. Instantly, I thought it should be because of the long time I wasn't allowed to cum. The single touch of my finger there made me shiver. Once again, I can't say I was feeling pleasure as a man does when he has his dick stimulated, it was different. I felt weird, invaded. It was as if my brain didn't like the action, but my dick thought otherwise. It was throbbing, it shook every time my fingers rubbed my prostate. I wanted to say how much I hated it, but I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, instead of words of protest, I'd moan and give myself in. "I think I saw him moving his hand more. Something like this" Brian said as his own hand touched mine and twisted it, so now I had my finger rubbing my prostate from different angles, hitting it mercilessly. It's hard to describe my struggle to keep my mouth shut. That couldn't be happening to me. I was straight, I knew that because I always got off thinking about women. I'd jerk off to sex between women so I wouldn't need to look at dicks, but now I was bitting my lips not to express how good it felt to have my fingers fucking my hole. "You sure he had only two fingers there? If it's true what you said, he was way more horny and excited when Alex finger fucked him. I mean, the bitch's barely moaning" Kurt suggested once again to Brian. I tried to squeeze a few words of protest out of my mouth but no one would ever understand what I was trying to say. "I thought it wouldn't be possible at first, but now that you mentioned it, it may be true. He was indeed more surprised with the whole thing than he's now. Maybe he was so shocked coz his BFF stuck three fingers at once in his hole" then turning to me "ok, bitch. Let me see if Kurt's right. Just let another finger in, then we'll know for sure" At this time, I wasn't doing much anymore. I did have my fingers inside my hole, but it was Brian who manipulated my fist. He got my ring finger and pointed it to my hole. Before I could say anything, he pushed it slowly but steadily inside of me. I couldn't help but yell as my third finger invaded me. I won't say it was pleasant, it wasn't. But my arousal was already so out of control, my yell sounded more like a loud moan, exactly like the bitches on the porn I used to watch. "I think it's more like this" Brian started. "His reaction wasn't so different from this one" "Wow. Three fingers at once isn't for anyone. That's definitely a hungry hole" Kurt laughed. "Yeah, very hungry. Lucky we don't let anyone starving in this flat, right? We gotta feed our flatmate" Brian was also laughing while his fist still manipulated my fingers in and out of my ass (very skilfully I'd say). Brian knew exactly what he was doing as if he had done this many times before. I think he had foreseen all my reactions, my behaviour, even the words I'd try to say but couldn't get out of my mouth. I was between hell and heaven. I can't say it was completely horrible, but I felt like I wanted to shit, it was a weird feeling. I also thought I was about to piss and was glad I was in the bathtub because it could really happen. My dick was twitching inside its cage. I looked at it and suddenly realized that the situation could get even worse. "Shiiiit" I muttered for the first time after we started, "I think... I'm going to..." "Yeah. You gonna cum, bitch. Just let it go. Empty your balls. This is so pathetic" Brian said. With a slap on my ass he triggered my already unstoppable ejaculation. My balls were being emptied literally. It wasn't like an ordinary orgasm, it lasted longer, my cum wasn't squirting from my dick, it rather looked like a long stream of cum that leaked continuously like creamy piss. Brian and Kurt laughed even louder while I tried to recover myself from a very intense experience. Brian let go of my hand and continued laughing, enjoying the show I gave him. "And just to think that Peanuts told me that maybe we had got the wrong guy. He was there saying, `oh, I don't think he's a bitch'" Brian changed his voice into an almost feminine tone when quoting this `Peanuts' (whoever he was). "I told him Chad was a bitch and I'd prove it. Here it is and you're my witness" he turned to Kurt. "Our bitch here came just like Peanuts at the ranch. From being fucked! A bitch will always be a bitch. Useless dicks, useful asses" I was so embarrassed I felt like running. Without any clothes on, I had no other option but going to my room. Brian, to my surprise, didn't try to stop me. He even gave way to get out of the bathroom. My legs were oily, my belly full of cum, Alex's precum everywhere, I had cum on my legs too, the one that came out of me while I finger fucked myself. I didn't care, I just needed some time alone. I ran to my room and as soon as I got inside it and turned myself to close the door, I was in shock. There was no door. "What the fuck?" Brian approached and he threw a towel over me. "You lost the bet before. Remember? And what did I say you'd lose if you lost the bet?" I had forgotten that part. Who cared what I had lost? This was going too far. "You lost your privacy, bitch. That's what you lost. And being locked in your room is part of your privacy. You also lost the right to cover yourself" It took me a while to calculate what he meant by that, but I decided to open my wardrobe to check if they could have done anything with my stuff. It was empty. I had not a single sock to wear anymore. I was perplexed. "You dress what we give you to dress. Got it?" Brian continued. Fuck, I couldn't hate anyone more than I hated him at that moment. I asked him to leave me alone and I was glad when he complied, but not without saying first, "ok, but don't get used to this. Being alone is now a privilege you've lost. I'm just leaving you coz I got other stuff to do. And by the way," he pointed at my body "use that towel to clean yourself coz you look disgusting. See you soon" Damn, what had just happened? `Maybe Alex was right since the beginning' and suddenly all my hope turned back to the guy I thought to be a psycho who just wanted to use me. "FUCK!" I yelled. And my dick was still hard in its cage. - - - - - - - - - End of part 21 Please send me e-mails with suggestions, support and even critics. I might take a while to answer (or not) but don't let it demotivate you. Without your e-mails I wouldn't feel like continue writing. As you might have noticed, English isn't my first language, but I'll do my best to keep writing and sharing my stories with you. I'll keep posting this and new stories if I feel you guys are enjoying them. There's nothing more rewarding than knowing that my stories are making other guys cum. So please do send me an e-mail if you want me to keep writing. From Australia to the world. I have also posted the following story at Nifty: /gay/college/ranchs-bitch/ (complete) /gay/college/from-straight-to-bitch-club (ongoing)