Date: Fri, 1 Sep 2023 08:08:04 +0200 From: Chaim Utrecht Subject: My journey, becoming Tom's little boy. Part 5a My Journey, becoming Tom's boy. Part 5a By Chaim groeiutrecht@gmail.com Thanks to Tom, Steve, Drago2u, Bill, PT, Alex, Steven D, slave boy Scott, Master Leo, Shio. Steven R, young Master Dave, Levi boy, Needy and Matthias for their compliments and suggestions! I love to hear from my readers. Your mail is the ultimate reward for any writer on Nifty. Suggestions welcome! NOTE: At the request of some readers, I have split this chapter 5. They find shorter parts easier to read. All for our readers, right? If you as readers continue to give your comments, everyone is happy. Thanks a lot! Please consider donating to nifty to keep this site open and free! The last lines of part four: I did so and a quantity of his sperm was sucked up into my nose. He rubbed the rest on my face. When he was finished with his ejaculation he pulled my head back down for me to clean up his pubic area with my tongue and lips. I found myself doing so and licking my lips and tasting him. To myself I admitted I enjoyed his taste. I needed some time to myself as I still denied I was a slave boy addicted to their power over me. Yeah right, I was stupid. Benjamin having shot his wad laid back to catch his breath. He turned to me, pulled me down to him and started licking his cum off of my face, and he kissed me, forcing my mouth open and depositing his cum for me to swallow. When finished he stood up, pulling me up with him and pulled me into the lake. It was cold causing us to rinse off quickly. We went back to the cabin, and Benjamin lifted up his boxers and asked me, "You understand that I am in control, like my brother. Understand that whatever you do, you do it with absolute respect for my brother and me." I thought for a moment and said, "Yes sir, you are in control." Benjamin looked at me for a moment, "Take off your briefs and go inside naked, my brother is waiting for us." ======= Part 5a ======= We went inside the cabin and Benjamin pushed me down on my knees in front of his brother. Benjamin told me not to speak, and his tone was serious, very serious as he said, "Remember, a slave boy is always grateful and shows respect to the men who own him, boy." Benjamin proceeded to lecture me about his cock, his conquests, and my role as his little cocksucker. He went over the basics of what he expected from a me. What happened next is hard to describe. Benjamin wanted to demonstrate his superiority over me by smacking me around in front of his brother. Maybe Benjamin's confidence was brittle, he was always trying to prove he was a top and a master, long after I had accepted his power over me. I thought I was going to have to deal with a few rough sessions until he was satisfied. Benjamin wanted to prove himself and he really did. Benjamin dragged me up off my knees and told me to stand. "Good boy! Now put your hands behind your head, elbows bent backwards, I want you to present yourself, so I inspect you, understood?" I whispered, "Yes sir!" and followed his orders. "You like this, don't you?" and he slapped my face and smacked my boy dick hard. I emitted a guttural cry that could have been interpreted as equal parts pain, surprise, and pleasure and he grabbed my hair with both hands and started slamming my face down on his powerful abs. He demanded, "stay in position, bitch." Unexpected there was another slap to my crotch and he squeezed my little boy balls. I squirmed around, but there was nothing I could do, because Benjamin had taken to rubbing my boy chest, pinching my nipples while he squeezed my boy balls and little boy dick. Benjamin pinched my boy nipples, pulled at them and even licked and bit them in complete pleasure. "Oh my god, please " I moaned, which turned him on so much that he really squeezed my crotch hard with his strong hand. I had to accept his aggressive behavior and gave in to it. Benjamin smacked my belly a few times until it felt warm which meant it was most likely red and he rubbed his hand up and down my skin before tugging on my crotch again. I struggled as he threw me onto the floor and rolled me over to my stomach. I groaned when he put his knee to my back to hold me down. I hissed in pain and shock unable to resist him. I could feel his aggression was bubbling up again. "You need to learn a lesson, bitch." Benjamin stood and looked slowly around the edges of the cabin, making it clear that the space was his, that he was dominant here, but not directly looking at me. I watched him, his strong body was impressive. I remained where I was, uncertain, as he circled around me, making occasional growls. He looked right at me and spat at me. Benjamin slowly circled inward, getting closer and closer to me, with me turning to keep facing him. Benjamin opened his mouth and let out a deeper, breathier growl. I stopped turning, letting him move behind him. I was submitting, acknowledging that I couldn't stop him. "Yeah, I thought so," Benjamin said, not trying to hide his contempt. "If you were a man like me, you wouldn't have backed down. You would have tried to challenge me." He got close up to me, standing almost directly behind me. I could smell his powerful but still-developing body, "You're not a man, are you?" I realized his cock was hard. Suddenly I turned and nuzzled my nose into his armpit. Benjamin laughed and raised his arm to give me better access, and I immediately started grooming him, running my tongue into his pit and drawing in deep breaths of his teen scent. Benjamin wanted to establish his dominance much further. I kept licking the space between his armpit and his bicep, hoping I could appease him. Benjamin grabbed my hair and pulled my head back so he could stare me in the eyes. I whimpered as he asked, "What are you?" I answered trembling, "I'm a boy, sir." He let go of my head and whispered, "You think you've got the balls to fight me?" He grabbed my arm, and quickly bent my arm behind me and pushed me up against the wall, pinning me between the wall and his body. He pulled my arm up toward my shoulder blades. I gasped in discomfort and began whimpering. I eased up on my arm without letting go of it, and with my other hand he ran his fingers along the crack of my ass. My boy hole was moist and as he stroked it. I let out a moan and he said, "You know what it means when your hole gets wet, boy?" Not waiting for my reply he shoved me belly-first onto the floor. I tried to get up, but he put a hand between my shoulder-blades and pushed me back down, pressing his weight onto me. "You had the foolishness to challenge me, boy, that was a big mistake." Benjamin turned me on my back, and I lay there on the floor and felt a sudden fear as he stretched my arms above my head. Now I lay there, my body stretched and taut, my boy dick sticking up in front of me. Benjamin eyed me approvingly then gave me 'I'm going to screw you' look. He took his time to undo his belt, he turned so I could see everything that he's doing. He looked directly at me as he slowly pulled his belt out of his belt loops with a big, wicked smile. He pulled the belt all way out of his shorts, one belt loop at a time, and took it in his hand. My hard-on was aching. He rubbed his hand down his well-defined chest, and rubbed down against the front of his straining boxershorts. Benjamin stopped, and he squatted down pressing my face at his almost standing straight up hard-on, straining to be freed from his underwear, He rubbed my face with his hard-on from left to right and back a few times. Benjamin slowly turned around so his ass is facing directly to me, and doubled the belt in his fist. Suddenly he turned around and took aim, and without warning he swinged the belt at me. It snapped me square in the balls and I threw my head back and let out a scream of pain. My balls hurt so muck and I was screaming and cursing. Benjamin reached down and forced a rubber ball gag into my mouth, stretching my jaws and locking my tongue below it. No amount of screaming loosened the gag and I finally gave up trying. "Let's start over, shall we? I will tell you what you were, what you are and what we will make you into. Listen up little bitch, you will be a submissive slave boy and will serve us." Benjamin swinged his belt again and got me in the balls, then went after my hard boy dick and made it sting. I was writhing and screaming in the gag and my boy dick was oozing all over. Benjamin snapped the belt and the tip just catched my nipple and smacked it cruelly. He snapped my other nipple the same way and I was screaming and struggling and couldn't do a thing about it. I tried to scream in the gag, but only muffles came out. Benjamin swinged at my balls again and I convulsed in pain. The belt smacked and stinged my boy dick again and harder on my balls and it slapped my nipples and my crotch and my smooth boy chest and I was writhing and screaming om the gag. Benjamin threw the belt to the floor and walked up to me and without warning he slapped my boy dick hard with his hand. It bounced down and sprang up almost hitting my stomach, my whole body jumped and my groans turned into soft moans of pain. He did it again this time even harder. I was now making lots of noise into the gag but he carried on hitting my boy dick. "Pleasure and pain go hand in hand boy, you will learn this over time. The pain makes your little dick rock hard." Benjamin smiled down at me and said, "You won't need the gag any longer." he chuckled, "although I promise that you'll soon wish you had it on your mouth." he leaned close to my ear, "but I am so going to enjoy your begging and screams." Benjamin grabbed my balls roughly and he's looking into my face with a demonic leer, and he twisted my balls and I was looking back at him with my mouth open and my ass writhing against the floor with the grip he had on my balls as he squeezed them. He twisted my boy balls and I was afraid he was going to twist them right off. It hurt like hell, but my boy dick was still oozing like a leaky faucet. With his other hand he took one of my nipples and started twisting. I moaned loudly. He switched hands on my balls and grabbed the other nipple and he twisted my balls and my tits real hard and squeezed my balls and twisted them hard. I pumped the air like a mad man, moaning and grunting. I let out one long rhythmic shout, but it was not a cry of pain. I was spraying cum all over my stomach, pumping my hips in hard thrusts. Benjamin just looked at me. I was a blubbering, sputtering mess, heaving and choking, trying to get myself back under control. Benjamin squeezed my balls hard again, and I screamed in pain. "That's a good boy, show me your defeat. Now you'll let me have a bit more fun, won't you? You were a naughty boy, you came without permission and naughty boys get spanked." I feared the belt, but he almost eagerly smacked my buttocks with his bare hands. I grunted, groaned even with every smack that met my cheeks. "You have a nice little boy bum. It's so soft and pretty, like a girl's bum only better because you're a boy, I'm going to spank you hard, you want me to spank you don't you? Just say it, beg for it, you know I like that," he demanded. I didn't react immediately. "Say it," he demanded now through clenched teeth. He whacked my bare bum and rubbed the spot following. "I want you to spank me," I cried out. "Say it again!" he screamed, "I want you to spank me, sir." Benjamin smacked my bum quite a bit, and I yelled and screamed. Benjamin really took control over me. I was so proud, it hurt but I took it. My boy dick stood up again, grunted and groaned but accepted his power over me. Suddenly he shoved me around to my back so he could inspect me. Benjamin proceeded by pointing out every flaw he saw. He told me, "Look at yourself, you are a little boy. I'm a man compared to you. You are small and not lean enough, your boy dick is worthless and looks pathetic." With that he smacked my little dick around like a piece of trash, it hurt. I knew my now limp little dick shriveled that it was barely there at all, my tiny ball sac pulled up into a barely discernable lump. No wonder Benjamin said it was worthless. It was wildly humiliating, and emotionally it took me to a whole new level. He was deliberately torturing my mind and making me desire him more. And at the same time confirming my status as the least important around here. More and more, I could tell that Benjamin got off on humiliating me. Especially me, because I was his brother's little boy. So it gave them a feeling being equality and power, he could compete with his brother. Benjamin loved to see how much I needed his power over me, and would beg for more. He slapped my limp boy dick again and told me I wasn't man enough and lifted me to my feet. Benjamin grabbed my tiny balls and squeezed them as he got face-to-face with me and spit on me. Suddenly Tom stopped him, "Knock it off, Benjamin." he said. "What?" Benjamin asked and phrased his question like he didn't know what was going on, but it was obvious he didn't like to be corrected. Tom smiled at him, "Genuine masters have the strength to control themselves." Tom told him softly, "You don't have to be cruel, so knock it off." Benjamin looked surprised at his brother, "Shit, I think your little slave boy really liked it. The little bitch came without permission!" At to prove is right, he asked me with a stern voice, "Did you like it, was it fun?" He yanked me by my hair. I groaned and he demanded, "What did you say?" he shook me. "Yes sir, I liked it," but I was on the verge of tears. Tom said, "Benjamin, your aggression was a little bit over the top and I feared you might permanently injure him, control yourself." Benjamin looked at his brother. Tom nodded a go-ahead approval, and said, "Benjamin go along with it, but hold back a little. It is always good to know the boy's limits. Good mastership requires good preparation and self control. Of course we can have fun with my boy. We are dominant men, but not sadistic, perverted animals. Benjamin, we are his masters who can expand his submissive nature. My boy might consider us as his tormentors, but in the end, my boy will realize that we were his liberators. It is all about how well the boy knows himself and his ability to accept himself. My boy gave himself to me, allowing me and now us to use him the way we like, because he trust us and needs us." Benjamin shrugged, "You have your way, Tom, maybe I went too far, but he almost asked for it." Tom nodded and Benjamin told me, "You might as well suck my brother's balls and his cock while I'm talking to you, little bitch. Do it now!" I did so immediately went to Tom and sucked his cock deep. I took it all the way down and slowly, methodically worked his cock over. I must have done it the way my Master liked because I could hear him breathing a little heavier, and I could feel his leg and ass muscles tensing as he drove his cock down my throat. Benjamin grabbed the back of my head with one hand. "Yeah, that's it, suck my brother's cock, boy! You know you love that, you are a little cocksucker! Aren't you a lucky little boy?! You found Tom and now I'm here, it must feel great to have two masters." Tom laughed, "Good job, Benjamin, show him that you are not only a Top, but also a very good master." Tom pulled his cock out of my mouth and smacked me across the face. Benjamin ordered, "Let me see how long you can deep throat my brother, boy!" Before I could, Tom jammed his cock all the way down my throat and just held it there with both hands around my head. No pumping, nothing. I wasn't able to breath but he wouldn't let up. "Look at this Benjamin, this way you get them quiet." I started gagging and choking on it and he just jammed it in even harder. "It's time for a proper training, your vanilla-time is over. You like that, don't you?" After I started spasming a little more, Tom finally pulled his cock out and let me catch my breath. "You're fucking pathetic, boy!" Benjamin started to rub his crotch. I couldn't help but smile as he put one of my legs up on the chair, and moved his crotch close to my face. "You want this don't you?! You nasty boy, what do you have between your legs." He enjoyed this and teased me, "Say it, I have a pathetic tiny boy dick." I looked at him and said it, "I have a pathetic boy dick." Benjamin shook his head, "No, a pathetic tiny boy dick." I groaned in frustration, "I have a pathetic tiny boy dick, sir." Benjamin smiled, "You wish you had my cock don't you? You want my manly cock, my heavy balls?" He grabbed his crotch for emphasis. "Yes sir! I do, I wish I had your manly cock. I want to serve it." Benjamin smiled proud, "All you little gay boys are the same. So fucking pathetic. The only thing you really want is my cock in your ass." Benjamin made me stand up and he smacked my boy dick around some more, squeezed my balls again and made me curl over in pain. He gave my ass a loud smack and said, "Let's see how you take it up the ass." Benjamin ordered me to bend over and as I was complying with his orders, he kicked my feet apart wider and he took his time feeling my ass cheeks and he was pulling them apart and inspected his target. Benjamin said to Tom, "That's one hot little boy pussy he got there. I can't wait to fuck it up! Holy fuck, he has a tight pink winking pucker, it winks at me and begs to be screwed." I felt very vulnerable, dreading what I knew was about to happen. I was also very excited, this was the real thing. I was finally about to lose my cherry when Benjamin told Tom, "I think your boy is ready." I lowered my eyes to the floor, but my cock was most pointing towards the ceiling. Tom sat now in his chair in front of me and Benjamin standing next to him and calmed down, he looked at me. Tom said, "Boy, you will serve both of us. But always remember, I am still your one and only Master." I nodded and said, "Yes sir, I know." He stroked my hair and directed, "Now look up at me and don't move." He drew up a wad of spit and slowly opened his mouth a bit, "Now open your mouth, boy." Tom let the spit drop in my mouth. I moaned, his calm control was almost too much for me. "See it's much easier for a boy like you to obey someone that is superior to you. Life is so much easier when you obey me and my brother. You need to be smart in your submission. Be careful and always think about what we want from you. It is your job to obey us, to serve us. To accept whatever we do or say to you." The truth hit me, I was not a man. I was a little boy. I was finally letting go of my ego and accepting that this was my place in life. I had to serve Tom and his younger brother Benjamin. Wow! I thought to myself. I was actually enjoying my humiliation, knowing I was giving them pleasure. Tom waved his cock at me and I took his cock in my mouth and worked the head of his cock with my mouth, worshipping him. He had me in the right state of mind. I wanted to make him feel good and I needed to please him in front of his brother. I knew without question that it was my place to serve them. I tasted his pre-cum in my mouth. I wanted more and I felt his hands on the back of my head. I felt his cock spasming in my mouth as he got closer to his orgasm. I could tell his aggressive energy was growing as he thrusted harder and faster into my mouth and throat. "Take it, boy!" Tom growled through clenched teeth. I moaned knowing I wanted this. "Fuck this is awesome!" Tom exclaimed, as he brutally took his right to fuck my mouth. There was no anger though it was a violent. Tom was just doing what was right. He was doing what was natural. He was strong and dominant and he was taking what was his. He was showing his younger brother his dominant skills and the way he wanted it to be done. I used my tongue and swirled it around his cock. I was in the right state of mind and pleasing him now was above all else. Tom's scent intoxicated me. I would do anything for him now. I felt his body tighten as he moved both of his hands to the back of my head and thrusting deeper but shorter. He was close! "Fuck!" Tom growled, as he started to cum in my mouth. He continued with the fucking motion. I tasted his cum in my mouth. I moaned like a bitch, savoring the taste of his cum. I felt him relaxing and he looked down at me as he pulled his cock from my mouth. Tom smiled and patted my cheek as if he was patting a puppy. I swallowed his load and he praised me "Good boy, you're learning." He leaned over and pushed my face down. He reached over with his hand and pushed on the space, my taint, between my ass and balls. He pressed hard and rubbed it before he took my little balls in his strong hand. Tom gave me that crooked smile. He reached down and encircled my dick with his hand and squeezed hard. I groaned, and Benjamin chuckled. Tom released my boy dick and whispered, "Stroke it, boy." I whispered, "Yes, Sir," as I took my hard boy dick in my hand and began to stroke. He stepped back to watch me. I was shivering, as I stroked furiously on my little boy dick. I wanted to feel that rush, I wanted that wave to engulf me. I closed my eyes and tried to see this in an out-of-body way. Me standing naked on the cabin, controlled by these powerful masters. "Open your eyes, boy!" Tom commanded and my eyes flashed open, and I saw him watching my face, as I fought to bring myself to that brink. Not that it was much of a fight. I needed his permission. My whole being wanted this. I was breathing in ragged breaths through clenched teeth, as I reached that point. I was desperate and yelled, "Can I cum, sir?" I was praying he would allow me to cum. "You know what I think the problem is boy? I think you don't believe that you deserve to cum. Is that how you feel? Let's test that, ask me for permission boy. Beg me." I yelled again, "Please! Please Master, I would do anything to cum. Let me, please, I'm begging you!" I could feel cum burning its way through my boy dick, and my little dick was so swollen I knew I had to cum, but was still unsure if he would allow it. "Would you like our boy to cum Benjamin?" Tom asked his brother. I was getting more desperate, my orgasm was fast approaching but sill Tom said nothing. Benjamin said, "Let him do it!" and finally, Tom gave me permission to cum, "Do it, boy, cum for us!" Tom squeezed my tender boy balls hard. "Good boy, do it! Cum for us. Cum!" Tom barely got through the word cum before I felt my body start to spasm. I started to cum instantly. I shuttered with the most intense orgasm. "Oh my God!" I cried and my orgasm lasted forever, it was the most powerful orgasm I had ever had. I felt that I shot all over the place on the first blast. I felt my toes curl up and every muscle in my body tense, as I shot and shot and shot. I shuddered, as I fell down in a ball and came as if I was in pain. I didn't know my orgasm could feel like this. Tom smiled at my reaction and stood up straight while I lied curled up in a ball. At that point, reality really came crashing in. "Oh fuck!" Benjamin laughed, and he helped me up. The shivering was obvious in my voice as I said, "Thank you, sir." Tom was looking me over from head to toe. "I think you will be a great slave boy. You need this, boy, don't you?" he asked, staring into my eyes. "Yes, Sir, I want to be your slave boy," I whispered. Tom slapped my face and I whispered, "Yes, Sir," while more tears streamed down my face. "You craved this, don't you, boy?" he said fiercely, "Yes sir," Tom put his arm around my shoulder and said, "You've come this far boy, and this was your reward. You are a good little boy." Tom liked my tears. "Thank you, Sir." Tom led me to Benjamin. I tried to walk as best that I could, tears ran down my cheeks, but he managed to stay on my feet. Benjamin hold me tight and told me. "Don't to get used to this nice treatment. We want loaded and on the edge, and we want at that fuckable ass as soon as you're recovered." Benjamin told him to present myself in slave rest position, this was new to me but he showed me how I was to stand with my legs at shoulder length apart with my hands clasped behind his head. I did and they looked at me, even admired me. Now Benjamin walked behind me and squeezed both of my ass cheeks with both of his hands. He told his brother, my Master Tom, "Man, I can't wait to have me some of this premium boy pussy!" They both laughed and nodded and said... "Soon!" Now Benjamin ordered, "Bend forward and grab your shins." I did as I was told and Tom was lubing up his thumb. He stepped behind me as his brother held my ass cheeks apart. They both admired my behind and told me, "You have beautiful pink winking rosebud, boy. It is time to train your cute little boy pussy." Tom started to work his thumb into my tight ass, it hurt, I started to move forward and received two very hard slaps on my butt. I yelped in pain and tried to remain still. Tom continued to push and twist his thumb into me as I cried more tears and once again stained my face. Finally, it slipped past the thickest part and was seated into my asshole. I just moaned in pain as my tender asshole flexed around his thumb. Tom withdrew his thumb and ordered, "Show my brother your respect, boy." I didn't know how, but I moved my hands behind my back and bowed my head towards the floor. When my forehead came into contact with the floor I waited for Tom to speak. He smiled at me, "I can see Ben is very glad with you. Now I want you to show me how sincere you are about respecting him as your second master." I felt a strange pride and without thinking I started to kiss Benjamin's bare feet. I took a sniff of them, and began caressing his beautiful big feet. I was so excited showing them my submissiveness, but I could not believe I was doing this. I grunted a little, wondering if perhaps I was taking some perverse thrill from submitting to someone younger. Benjamin's hands were playing over the back of my head. He leaned back in his chair and started instructing me, and I suddenly became very aware that I was naked and being treated like someone of absolutely no importance. Benjamin didn't seem to care about what I thought or what I wanted. All I was being allowed to do was what he told me to do. To my embarrassment, my boy dick started getting hard as I thought about it. I tried to get up, but he ordered, "You will stay right there until I tell you otherwise." Keeping me down. Enforcing his will on me. "Yes, sir," I squeaked. I got back onto my knees at his feet, wondering why he was being so strict with everything little I did, but knowing that if I said anything, it would only make matters worse. I bowed mt head and licked his feet carefully and made sure I didn't miss anything. I licked Benjamin's big toe and the sides and even his sole. I wanted them to be satisfied. Well, they were quietly instructing me to go on and get it all done. Benjamin wiggled his toes, watching me with a grin as I drooled over his feet. He put one foot up my chest and planted it firmly down on me. He pushed me around with his legs until I was sitting up, facing him. With foot he was playing with me. He lifted it up to my face and put it right on me so that my nose fit a little squashed between his first and second toe. I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply, taking in the scent. "Can I kiss your foot, sir?" I whimpered, not caring how pathetic it sounded. Benjamin lifted his foot from my face and put the heel to my mouth. "From bottom to top, boy." I felt a tingle of excitement as I began cupping his heel in my mouth, kissing back and forth, then slowly going up the sole as he dragged his foot down my face. He lifted his foot away from my face and a sudden disappointment came over me. "Not so fast, get to work slowly." Benjamin planted his foot down on my chest. The smell was still intoxicating, even from down there. Benjamin grinned. It was exactly what he wanted. Without warning, he shoved his foot back in my face. "Get to licking, slave!" I did and I have to confess I kind of got lost in the licking Benjamin's feet, I didn't hear most of the things they said about me. They were looking and laughing at me, while they discussed the next step. I really didn't understand, it was a discussion about whether or not to get me clean or if they should first "loosen" me up. They somehow agreed and silently nodded to each other. I was excitedly curious and wanted to know what was going to happen next. Before I could catch my breath to ask, Tom slipped something in my mouth and tied it around the back of my head. It was one of those black plastic gags I had seen on Internet, except the front of it looked like it could be removed. Tom removed the front, which allowed me to breath easier but the inside was shaped in such a way that the roof of my mouth pressed against it. This prevented me from making any sounds other than the occasional grunt or heavy breathing. Meanwhile, Benjamin was taking a cover off the thing they were dragging and I could see it was some sort of a chair. I could see it was no ordinary chair. Not only was it placed on the floor in a weird position, but it seemed to have some kind of a small dildo in the middle of the seat. I found I had guessed right when Tom started to lubricate it. I couldn't even guess what the purpose of this would be. Fortunately, I didn't have to wait very long to get my answer. Thanks for reading. Part 5b is going very soon!