Date: Fri, 23 Apr 2021 09:43:03 +0000 (UTC)
From: Matt Tomslave <matttomslave@yahoo.com>
Subject: I'm a better slave than boyfriend

This is more of a diary rather than a story. Everything you are reading
(apart from the names which have been changed) is 100% true and has
happened.

I guess I should start with a quick description of us both. I'm "Matt",
I'm 23 years old, 6 foot tall, lean but with good muscle definition. Most
people seem to find me attractive, I'm your typical 'tall, dark and
handsome' type. I'm sporting a very average 5.5 inch cock with medium
girth which is very much a shower so I'm never shy to be naked and soft.

My boyfriend on the other hand "Tom" is 25 years old, 5 foot 10 tall,
slightly stockier build but definition in all the right places: great
chest, arms and legs with a great dad belly. He's dark blonde with dark
blue eyes and also attractive. He's sporting an absolute monster. I won't
ruin the surprise of it's size just yet. When I do you might not believe
me, but I'd be happy to send you photo and video proof. Funnily enough
he's a grower rather than a shower and if you saw us both soft you would
definitely put money on my dick being the biggest; oh how wrong you'd be!

We've been together for almost 6 years now and in that time we've
experimented with BDSM but never really got into a regular routine. Tom
never really had the confidence to be dominant and wasn't great at being
submissive either. I'd sort of given up all hope that we'd have any sort
of kinkyness in the bedroom and I was okay with that.

That was until around about a month ago. We hadn't done anything kinky or
even discussed anything kinky in at least 6 months so what happened was
completely out of the blue. I was cleaning up before we went to bed
whilst my boyfriend was having a bath. I was just minding my own business
when he appeared in the kitchen, totally naked and rock hard.

"Get on your knees." He said in a firm tone.

"What's going .."

"Shut up and get on your knees before I come over there and make you."

I was really confused and nervous at this point but very turned on and
excited. I walked up to him and got down on my knees.

"Open your mouth."

I didn't need much convincing. His cock looked fucking amazing. All of
his rock hard, ridiculously fat cock was just stood there in all its
glory. It was begging to be sucked.

"Look at me whilst you put that chunk of meat in your mouth."

I looked up straight into his eyes and started to put his cock into my
mouth. I put as much as would fit in but there were still a couple of
inches to go.

"All of it. I don't care if you choke." He said.

By this point my own cock was absolutely rock hard and straining against
my jeans. I moved my head forwards and let his cock enter my throat. I
could only let it stay there for a couple of seconds without gagging. I
don't think it's as much the length that's the problem as it is the
width. He smirked, clearly enjoying the fact I was choking on his cock.

"What's wrong, is it too big to handle tonight?"

"Yes Sir." I replied, instinctively calling him Sir.

I could tell he got a kick out of me calling him Sir because his cock
twitched and the smirk on his face grew. He grabbed the back of my head
and put his cock back in my mouth. He rammed it straight down my throat
and pulled it straight back out, instantly making me choke and gag.

"Take it you fucking bitch." He said, ramming it back down my throat as
he did.

He started to really pick up the rhythm fucking my throat hard and fast,
not taking his cock out of my mouth at all to give me any chance to catch
my breath. My eyes were watering, I was gagging and spluttering, there
was spit all down my face and chin. All of sudden he pulled my head off
his cock. He stood back from me and used his hands to push his cock out
to it's full length.

"Look at this big meaty cock." He said.

It was huge! I mean I knew his cock was big but in the almost 6 years
we'd been together I'd never seen it look anything like that.

"I was in the bath watching porn when I noticed how big it was. I can't
believe you're not on your knees worshipping it 24/7, I know I would be
if you had a cock anywhere near as big as this."

Those words sent a sensation like I was having an orgasm rushing through
my entire body. It was a bodygasm. My inhibitions disappeared and
something in me just turned me into a complete submissive.

"Fuccckk that cock is so huge Sir! I know I've never admitted it before
but you definitely have the biggest cock out of us both. On a good day I
thought I was about the same length as you but there's no way I could
ever get that big. My cock is so much smaller than yours."

I honestly don't know where those words came from. Before that day I
would never have willingly humiliated myself like that and I definitely
wouldn't have admitted to having the smaller cock out of us both, but
something in me in that moment had just switched and he had total control
over me. His smirk turned into the sexiest little laugh I've ever heard.

"You honestly thought we were the same size? I've never thought you were
the same size as me. Even on a bad day for me and a good day for you my
cock dwarfs yours. Stand up and get naked."

I practically jumped to my feet and stripped down as quickly as I could.

"Come here and put your cock next to mine."

I was so turned on right now. This was all completely new to us both. I'd
never experienced being humiliated like this and if you'd have asked me
before this happened I'd have told you that I had no interest in trying
it. And yet here I was, about to put my rock hard cock next to my
boyfriends knowing that even though mine was at its biggest and hardest,
his would be a bit bigger.

I was wrong. His was a LOT bigger.

"Holy shit. Look at that!" He said whilst laughing.

I nervously looked down and WOW! I immediately started to have another
bodygasm.

"Fucccccckkk! Your dick is so fucking big. It's making mine look tiny. Oh
my god fucccckkkkk..."

"It's because yours is tiny you little bitch."

We both looked at each other, and then back down to our cocks.

"Grab it." He said.

I grabbed it with my right hand and immediately had another bodygasm.

"It feels so big Sir. Oh my god I can't believe how long and fat it is."

'Now grab yours.' He said sternly.

I took my own cock in my left hand whilst still tightly grabbing his in
my right.

"Fuccccckkkk they don't even compare." Now I started laughing.

"Yours feels fucking huge and mine feels so small and pathetic. Yours is
insane!"

"Get the tape measure." He said.

"What? Why?" I asked.

"Don't fucking question me. Get the tape measure and bring my belt back
too you fucking bitch."

I hurried through to get the tape measure from the other room and grabbed
his belt on the way back.

"Bend over."

I bent over the couch we have in the kitchen.

"How many spanks do you think you deserve for questioning me you pathetic
small dicked piece of shit?"

My cock pulsed hard at those words.

"30" I said without much thought.

Shit. I don't why I said so many, in the moment I just felt like I wanted
to be punished for being disrespectful to this big dicked stud.

"30?" He asked. I could hear the smile on his face.

"I think you're going to regret that. Count them out loud."

With that he smacked my ass with his belt harder than he'd ever done
before.

"Fuccckkk.. One."

"Two."

"Ahhhhhh three."

"What are these for?" He said.

"Question... Ahhh four."

"Questioning you Sir."

"Five."

"And are you going to do it again."

"Six... no I won't do it again."

"No what?" He snapped back.

"No ... ahh seven.. No I won't do it again Sir.

"Fucckkkkk .. Eight'"

He kept spanking me until we reached thirty. My ass was on fire. I didn't
need to look at it to know that it would be glowing red.

"What do you say?' He said.

'Sorry Sir."

"And...."

"Thank you Sir for punishing me for disrespecting you."

"Good boy. Now stand up."

I stood up and he sat on the couch in front of me. He grabbed his phone
and the tape measure.

"Let's see how big.. or should I say small you are."

We'd never measured our dicks together before. I'd measured mine before
on my own but never with him. I knew I was normally around 5 and a half
inches long and almost 5 inches around. He put the tape measure on top of
my dick.

"Barely 5 and a half inches. Maybe a bit more if we press the tape
measure into your pubes, but I think we'll just measure it like this
today."

I knew that if I pushed the tape measure into my pubes which is how
you're supposed to measure that mine would have been bigger today.. it
had never been so hard. But I thought that it would still be a fair
comparison as long as he measured the same way. He took a picture of my
dick measuring 5 and a half inches.

"Now we'll do mine. I wonder whose is bigger." He said laughing knowing
full well the answer.

We swapped positions and I had his huge cock back in front of me. I took
the tape measure and I was praying that his would reach the 7 inch mark
because I thought that would be so fucking hot. I loosely placed the tape
measure over his cock. When we saw the number we both looked up at each
other.

"OH MY GOD!" We said in unison.

"Your cock is 8 fucking inches. You have an 8 inch cock!' I said in shock
and disbelief.

"Fuckkkkk." He said as he looked back down at it.

I looked back down at it too. It was actually slightly over the 8 inch
mark, maybe 8.2 inches.

"I can't believe my cock is actually 8 inches. When I measured it when I
was a teenager it was 6 almost 7 inches. What the fuck?!" I could tell he
was getting more and more turned on by the sight of his own his cock.

"Let me push it out like I did a minute ago then measure it for me." He
said.

He put one foot on the couch and used both his hands to push his cock all
the way out. I stood up to get a better vantage point as I put the tape
measure over his cock. I held one end at the base and pulled it straight
to the end of his cock. It was exactly, to the millimetre, 8 and a half
inches long.

"Fucckkk!" He exclaimed.

"My dick is 8 and a half inches long. That's three inches longer than
yours!" He said in an overwhelmed chuckle.

I realised he was right. At our hardest and longest my dick was a full 3
inches shorter than his. Part of me thought I should be upset by this
realisation, but I was just so turned on that I didn't care. In fact I
was ecstatic at the thought of having such a smaller dick compared to my
hunk of a boyfriend.

At this point I was having bodygasm after bodygasm and my dick was doing
something it had never done before: leaking precum without it being
touched.

"Look at your little dick drooling over my 8 and a half inch cock. Does
it turn you on seeing my huge cock now you know it's a full 3 inches
bigger than yours?"

"Yes Sir." I said as more and more precum was oozing from my dick onto
the floor.

"Get on your knees and lick that up you fucking little whore." He
commanded.

I obeyed immediately and got on my hands and knees. I put my face on the
floor and started lapping up the pool of precum I'd created. It dawned on
me that 10 minutes ago I was just minding my own business whilst my
boyfriend, who I had a pretty regular relationship with up until this
point, was having a bath. Now just ten minutes later I was buck naked on
my hands and knees with my ass up in the air, licking my own pool of
precum I'd created without even touching the dick I now knew was a full 3
inches shorter than my boyfriends.

"Oh my god!" He said.

I immediately looked up and saw that he was measuring the girth of his
cock.

"What Sir?" I asked.

"Stand up and have a look." He said whilst laughing.

I stood up and looked down to see the number on the tape measure. 5.9
inches around.

"My cock is almost 6 inches in girth! The girth of my cock is half an
inch bigger than your cock is long. My cock is a whole 3 inches longer
than yours and it's half an inch fatter than yours is long. Fuck! I'm so
fucking turned on right now. Do you know how rare a real life 8 and a
half inch cock is? I mean a properly measured thick 8 and a half inch
cock? Fuck your so lucky to be able to suck and sit on this fucking beast
piece of white man meat."

I looked down at his long fat piece of meat next to my now increasingly
small looking cock and he was right, I was lucky. That thing between his
legs was a thing of beauty. I got down to my knees and went to suck it.

"Wait." He said sternly.

"If you want to keep getting this cock things are going to change around
here. I don't know where this mood has come from or whether I'll still be
like this in the morning, but If I am then I'm going to start getting
treated the way I deserve to be. Open wide."

I opened my mouth and he placed the end of his cock on my tongue.

"Deepthroat the entire thing and hold it there for as long as you can.
When you pull off that's it, you're not touching or sucking my cock
anymore tonight so I'd make it last if I was you."

With that I grabbed his muscled ass cheeks and pulled myself closer to
him so that his cock fully penetrated my throat. I desperately tried to
resist the urge to gag, wanting to have his massive cock in mouth for as
long as possible, but my resisting was futile. His cock was just too big
and within 3-4 seconds of choking and gagging I had to pull away, much to
Tom's amusement.

Tom took his foot from the couch and pressed it into my chest so I was
restrained between his foot, the floor and the couch.

"I'm going to bed in our room, my room, and you'll be sleeping in the
spare. When I wake up in the morning I expect this place to be fucking
spotless. If there's even one thing out of place I'm gonna make that red
ass fucking blue. I want you cleaned, inside and out, waiting on your
knees with a blindfold on. Do we still have that WiFi connected cock
cage?"

"Yes Sir."

"Good. Put that on and lock it. I still have the app for it on my phone
and I'll decide in the morning how long to set the timer for it to
unlock. I might be nice and set it for a few hours, or maybe I'll set it
for a few days. I might even do it for a few weeks."

He took his foot off my chest and planted it firmly on the floor. I
looked him up and down and took in how fucking hot he was in this moment.
I was so unbelievably attracted to him and felt a sense of euphoria just
from looking at him.

"Now fuck off out of my sight you tiny dicked little bitch."

I clambered to my feet and made my way to our bedroom to grab my phone
and the cock cage. It was stored at the back of the wardrobe with the
other sex toys we'd collected but barely used over the years. I walked
through to the spare room, still hard as a rock and leaking precum as I
went, and shut the door behind me.

I was more turned on than I'd ever been before. Tom didn't make it clear
whether I should put the chastity device on before I went to bed or in
the morning. Maybe I could have a quick wank tonight and then lock it up
tomorrow and he'd never know. I unlocked my phone and went to watch some
porn. As the site loaded something inside me was screaming NO! I was so
fucking horny but at the same time I didn't want to cum. I didn't want to
let down Tom, even if he'd never know. Before I could change my mind I
put on the chastity cage and clicked it shut. Fuck. I realised that I had
no idea when I'd next be able to wank my cock. It was totally in Tom's
control now.

I climbed into the spare bed and went over everything that happened. I
couldn't decide how to feel. Was this what I wanted? Did I really want to
be humiliated by my boyfriend when it was me that had previously had the
majority of the control in the relationship? I realised at this point I
didn't have much of a choice. Maybe he'd wake up in the morning and we'd
just laugh about what had happened. Or maybe this would be our new life.
I had to wait and see.. and so will you.

Thanks if you made it this far. It might be hard to believe but this all
really did happen. Like I said at the start if you'd like and picture
evidence, just let me know. It's matttomslave@yahoo.com