Introduction
For those who are following the college magic series from the
gay/sf-fantasy side but may not be into more hard-core authoritarian scenarios,
you may want to skip this storyline. Kyle and Domenic's relationship is in no
way like that of Jason and Kieran or Alonzo and Erik. It is non-consensual (at
first) and involves sexual slavery and complete domination of one man by
another.
Like Kieran, Kyle is a young man wounded by his upbringing. His
journey is darker than Kieran's, in part because his guide does not love him
and in part because he has further to go. In the end, he too will find
happiness once he learns to accept who he is.
For those who appreciate this kind of story read on; others be
forewarned.
This story is fantasy. In the real-world consent is not only
important, but also sexy.
This cycle includes four storylines. The stories intertwine. They
are listed in the College Magic Cycle folder in the suggested reading order.
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You can contact me at pseudonominius@gmail.com.
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· Several of the stories in the College Magic Cycle deal with transformation. Kieran got smaller, but it's not apparent to those who can't see through the velamen arcanum. Alonzo got smaller, but then he changed reality so that he had always been smaller. He did the same thing to Erik after making him grow from 66 inches to 77 inches.
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I know that this story ends before the rest of the
action. There is a reason for that in story and all will be revealed in Elf
Master Chapter 11 when we get tale in flashback.
My Stories
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College
Magic (authoritarian and sf/fantasy)
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Jack
and the Giant (sf/fantasy)
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Sacred
Submissives (authoritarian and sf/fantasy)
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Bellus
Cinaedus (authoritarian and historical)
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Guardian
Angel (authoritarian and sf/fantasy)
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Nivean and the Dvergar
(authoritarian)
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Small Town
Slave Boys (authoritarian)
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Desert Heat
(beginnings)
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Eros
in Arcadia (Sf/fantasy)
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Constituent
Services (Encounters)
Elf Master Chapter 10 (Friday)
Kyle
My ass was still aching from last night's session with Gideon. I'd
driven out there with Vieltag the red cap sitting in
the passenger seat. He'd turned invisible, but I could still smell him. There
was an odor of blood and death. My master had decided that he wanted someone to
protect me while I was out because he was being targeted by hunters and they
could try to get to him through me. Before he'd disappeared, I'd gotten a good
look at Vieltag. He looked like an old man, about
four feet tall with stooped shoulders. He wore boots with iron plates on the
bottom and he carried a long wickedly curved blade. The blade serrated side of
the blade appeared to be made of copper or bronze, and the razor-sharp side
appeared to be made of silver. He had a long white beard and long stringy white
hair. He was dressed in leather, and he wore a red hat on his head. It was a moist
little cap, and it was the source of that reek of blood.
I'd wondered if he had the same aversion to iron that my master
had. After all he was wearing iron boots. But I noticed that he carefully
avoided touching any of the metal in the cab of the truck when he fastened
himself in. Unlike Buckwalder, who was very shy but kind,
Vieltag radiated menace. I'd tried to talk to him to
break the silence, but he merely scowled at me and then vanished. If he was as
dangerous as he looked, I didn't have to fear attack by mundanes, but I still
didn't feel safe around him. I had the impression that he would kill me without
a second thought if my master said that it was allowed.
Gideon's store was called The Body Shop. It had nothing to
do with cars. He offered waxing, tattooing and body piercing. I knew that he
offered other services to supernatural clients as well. When we pulled up, I
went to the door and Vieltag began walking around the
exterior of the building. I only saw him for a few moments before he
disappeared again, but I could see his footprints in the dirt as he stomped
along his way.
Next door was the place known as the Blue Room. It was a
bar of some kind. I noticed a dozen or so motorcycles parked out front, along
with a few pickup trucks and the occasional car. Two extremely hot guys in
tight jeans and even tighter tee shirts were heading toward the door as I was
watching Vieltag's footprints appear.
"Hey!" one of them called. "You in the right place?"
I looked over and saw that the speaker was one of those guys who
blended the best features of his European and African ancestry. His long curly
black hair was pulled back into a loose knot. His skin was the color of coffee
with a lot of cream (just the way I liked my coffee, and apparently on the
lighter end of the way I liked my men).
"Yes sir, I am. I have an appointment here at the Body Shop,"
I replied.
He walked over and looked let his eyes moved from the top of my
head, down to my feet. He nodded like he approved of what he saw. Then he said,
"We could use another guy or two to dance in the Blue Room. You could do
it if you lost this little belly you've got. Come over and see the manager if
you want to check it out. He's here pretty much all the time."
"Thank you sir," I replied, feeling a little pride at his praise.
The other guy was a white guy, a little older, but still in great
shape. He had a short haircut (his head was almost shaved) and what I could see
of his buff body was also free of hair. He also nodded and said, "You're
certainly hot enough. Just a little gut to get rid of. Um ... if you're going to The
Body Shop, you should know that Gideon has a new age weight loss treatment
that works. If you're is flexible enough, he
can help you get rid of that gut. It's almost like magic."
I blushed and he said, "I suspect you know what I mean,
considering how red you've turned. Talk to him. He'll even work out a deal for
you if you can't afford the price. I got the full treatment for only $500."
"Thanks," I said. "I'll ... um ... I'll think about it, sir."
"He's probably got to ask his master's permission first," the
younger, darker skinned guy interjected. "The blushing and all the `sirs' say
it all."
"Yes sir," I replied. "My master makes all the decisions about my
body."
"That's how it should be, boy!" the older guy growled. But he was
smiling as he added, "Now go take care of whatever your master sent you here
for."
They were laughing at me, but in a friendly way as I turned and
walked into The Body Shop. Gideon was at the counter taking payment from
the same couple who were in here the last time. A somewhat plain faced young
man with long blond hair stood there in a pair of tight jeans and no shirt. He
was very skinny, gangly in fact. He had half inch rings through his nipples, and
he was gently prodding a one-inch ring through the septum of his nose that hung
down to cover part of his upper lip. There was a little blood under his nose
that made me think that the nose piercing could be new. He also had a fresh
tattoo across his shoulders in the back that read, "Faggot Slave".
The man I presumed was his master was probably fifty years old or
so. He had a bushy orange-brown beard and beer gut, but he looked powerful
under that fat. He reeked of cigar smoke and body odor. I hated the fact that
my dick jumped when I smelled him. I had become such a total jock bitch that
any masculine aroma turned me on.
The master gave me a nod when he left. His slave followed him with
his head bowed. I watched them leave the shop and then turned to face Gideon.
"I'm not sure that boy is happy, sir," I said.
"It's hard to tell with that one," Gideon said. "He doesn't look
it, but he's twenty years old. His daddy found out he was gay and put him in a
cage in the barn for three years. Turned him into a sex slave before Jake,
that's the boy's new master, took him."
"How did the boy get away, sir?" I asked.
"He didn't. Jake found out about the boy and decided to go get
him. He beat the boy's daddy in a card game and took him as payment. The boy
was under weight and in bad health. He'd been kept naked in the barn with only
a few blankets to protect him from the weather. He never finished school or had
vocational training of any kind. He only has a few talents, and they all relate
to pleasuring men," Gideon replied.
"But he doesn't seem happy, sir. Is he any better off with Jake
than with his dad?" I asked.
"Jake's a little rough around the edges, but he loves that boy and
takes care of him. The boy has put on twenty pounds and he's up to date on his
shots. Jake protects him from abuse, and a boy like that would be ripe for
abuse from anyone who wanted to take advantage of him. He told me that the boy
didn't even talk for over a year. He just grunted once for `yes' and twice for
`no'. He's made a lot of progress over the last two years," he explained.
"That's fucked up! His daddy should be in prison, sir," I said.
Gideon shrugged and said, "Probably should, but the boy's an
unreliable witness because he's so easily swayed, and Jake ... well, what jury
would think Jake was believable on the stand? There are other things that can
be done. I won't say anything because it's not my story to tell, but the old
man hasn't escaped punishment completely. I hear tell that a big bear killed
his cows six times over the last two years and clawed up his fancy truck as
well."
That struck me as strange since there were no bears in these
woods, and there hadn't been for a century or so. Still, I was glad to hear that
the father was being punished. He reminded me of Eddie. Not that he was my dad,
but he may as well have been. What would he have done if he'd found out for
sure that I was gay back in middle school or high school? I didn't understand
what made people hate so much.
"What's the boy's name, sir?" I asked.
"He doesn't use it anymore. He prefers to go by `boy', but Jake
says he used to be called Luther Johnson," he explained. "His daddy is Bart
Johnson. He's developed a reputation for bad luck around these parts."
Gideon finished his business, locked the register, and then locked
the front door. The shop was still open, but there was a sign telling customers
to ring the bell if the door was locked. When he turned around, he said, "Strip
and drop to your knees, slave."
I wasn't wearing much, so it only took me a moment to drop my
shorts and jock and then take off my shirt. I dropped to my knees and awaited
his next command. He walked over to me and ran his hands through my hair. "You're
looking good, Kyle. I like the muscle you've been putting on. Now follow me
into the backroom but stay on your knees."
I crawled after his into the work area in the back of the shop. He
had a chair that could lay flat and turn into a table that he used for tattoos
and piercings. There was tattoo art on the walls and a lot of sex toys. An open
door led to a bathroom in the back, complete with a small shower. There was
even a sling hanging from the ceiling in the corner. That was a new addition since
my last visit.
He led me into the bathroom and started adjusting the water in the
shower. He had it set to run the water through a hose attached near the shower
head. "Get in here, ass up, head down," he demanded.
I scrambled to obey. I didn't know what Gideon would do if I
failed to comply with his orders, and I didn't want to. He seemed to have a
very dominant personality. Although he'd always been kind when talking to me,
he left no doubt in my mind that he was the one in charge. He pulled out an
enema head and put it on the tube. He applied a little lube and then worked it into
my ass. With the flip of a switch, he was filling me with warm water. He kept
the head inside me until I felt ready to burst, then he turned it off and made
me hold it for a few minutes before he allowed me to expel it violently in the
toilet. I was mostly clean, having prepared myself before coming over, but
Gideon liked to feel sure about it.
When he was satisfied, he had me follow him back into the
workroom. I was still crawling since he hadn't told me to get up. He led me
over to the sling and said, "Stand up so I can get you in this sling face down."
I gave him the mandatory "yes sir" then leaned forward so he could
make the adjustments. One strap went under my chest and the other under my
abdomen. Then he attached one set of cuffs to my wrists and the other set
around my feet so that I was crouched like a frog with my legs splayed out far
enough to expose my hole.
"Damn you look good this way, Kyle," he said running his fingers
along my crack and stroking my hole. "We'll be ready to start once I put some ornaments
on your cock and balls.
He held up a strange contraption of leather and chains. "I'm going
to fasten this around your nuts and then put some weight on it before we get started,"
he said.
When I didn't say anything, he smacked my ass hard. I shook my
head and said, "Yes sir. Thank you sir."
I felt him attaching the strange contraption around my balls. It
was tight, but not painful. Then he added some weights, one at a time. It began
as merely an odd sensation, but soon the pressure began to mount. I gritted my
teeth and refused to call out my discomfort. There was something about Gideon that
made me stubborn. No matter how he pushed my boundaries, I couldn't allow myself
to show the slightest reluctance to go on. I felt some need to show him that I
could take whatever he could dish out.
"Does that hurt yet, Kyle," he asked, as he set the weights to
swinging slowly.
"No sir!" I said.
"Then I should add some more weight?" he asked.
"Yes sir, if that's what you want sir," I replied.
"That's two pounds you have now swinging from your nuts," he said.
Then he added a few more weights. He set them swinging again and
watched my face for a reaction. I forced a smile and said, "Thank you sir!"
He shook his head and laughed. Then he added a few more of the
small weights. The pressure in my balls grew stronger and I inhaled sharply.
Gideon's hand stroked my back gently and he asked, "You aren't going to ask me
to stop are you?"
"No sir," I admitted.
"You're delightfully stubborn, Kyle, and I find that almost
irresistible. I'm going to stop at four pounds today. Next time, I'll add
more," he said.
He set the weights to swinging again and picked up the lube and
started rubbing it in my crack. His fingers felt great teasing my hole. I
moaned a flexed the muscles of my butt to show him how good it felt. He chuckled
and pushed a finger inside me and wiggled it a little.
"Your ass is needy today, Kyle. And it's a pretty thing, too. It's
snapped back nicely from the last session, but I'll have it open again soon,"
he teased.
He had a giant bottle of lube; it was a brand I'd never seen
before. He attached a small tube to the tip and pushed it inside me add. Then
he gave a dozen or so pumps. It felt like he was filling my ass with the
slippery gel. The he began to probe me with his index finger. Gideon was a
master with his hands, and he soon had my ass throbbing with pleasure. He
worked a second finger inside and then a third. He thrust them in an out, like he
was fucking me with his fingers, and my moans grew louder.
"You like that, don't you Kyle?" he asked.
"Yes sir!" I replied, my voice catching a little in my throat.
He pulled out a little, applied more lube. He added the fourth finger
to the first three and twisted them around, adding more lube as he went. Then
he kissed the small of my back and pressed forward, He pushed inward until his
knuckles pressed against the tightly stretched ring of my ass.
"I'm almost inside you now, Kyle. Just one more digit," he said.
He didn't immediately add his thumb. He continued to use his four
fingers to push more lube inside me. I was as relaxed as I could be, but the
final thrust was still going to hurt like hell. My body was coated in sweat, and
I was breathing heavily with exertion as well as from the anticipation of what
was to come.
I felt a momentary twinge of apprehension when Gideon slid his
thumb in next to his four fingers, but I didn't have long to contemplate it
because he put his hand on the small of my back and pushed his hand forward,
twisting it from side to side as he did. I let out a sharp scream as his
knuckles pushed past my overly stretched ring. And then there was a feeling of
blessed relief as my ass lips clamped down on his thick but much narrower
wrist.
"You did it, Kyle. My whole hand is inside your sexy ass now," he
said with low calm tone of voice.
Then he curled his hand into a fist and twisted it from side to
side. "Do you like this feeling, Kyle?" he asked.
"Yes and ... maybe?" I replied. "It hurts like hell, but it also
feels good. And it ... um ... it makes me feel kind of ..."
I was trying hard to express what I was feeling, but that fist in
my ass was distracting me. Gideon came to my rescue. "Does it make you feel
vulnerable?" he asked.
"Yes sir! That's exactly what I'm feeling," I replied with a gasp
because his fist was pushing deeper inside me, and my ass lips were beginning
to stretch to accommodate his muscular forearm.
"Do you like to feel vulnerable?" he asked, as he applied more
lube to his forearm and pressed forward some more, making the weights on my
balls swing back and forth.
"Yes sir," I said.
I was having difficulty putting my words together. The fullness in
my ass, the pressure on my gay spot, and the calm sexiness of his voice were
combining with that feeling of vulnerability to suppress my ability to reason.
Why did I like this feeling so much?
"You'll never feel more vulnerable than you do with another man's
fist inside you," he said. "A guy like you, a big, muscular, strong guy. You've
probably been expected to be tough, macho and in charge your entire life. For a
guy like you, the chance to let go and give up control, to be completely
vulnerable in this way, it's a kind of catharsis, a release from all
that pressure to be a man. But I'm going to let you in a secret. Learning
to be vulnerable and to let it all go is also part of being a man. It's the
part your upbringing probably prevented you from learning."
His words made so much sense to me. Was that why I felt such a
need to surrender all control to a master. It was the magic chain that had forced
me to submit, but it was something I needed. Even without the chain I would
probably feel this need, maybe not all the time, but from time to time.
Gideon began punching his fist inside me. He would pull it out
slowly, then punch it in a little faster. With each forward thrust he went a
little deeper inside me. He kept saying encouraging things to me while he
worked my ass. With each thrust, the weights on my balls swung a little faster.
It was painful, but in some incomprehensible way the sensation was intensifying
my pleasure rather than diminishing it.
"You're doing a great job, Kyle."
"Your ass is so warm and sexy."
"I can feel your ass gripping my arm, and it feels great. You're
such a strong stud."
"You look so sexy with your ass stretched around my arm, stud."
I couldn't really do more than grunt in appreciation because my
whole body grew tense, like every muscle I had was contracting at once. My
balls pulled as close to my body as they could given the weights that were
pulling them down.
Waves of pleasure ran across my sweaty skin, like runaway lightning.
Then all my muscles relaxed, but they immediately contracted again. Cum flew
out of my cock, and I drooled with a burst of saliva from my mouth as well. It
was like I was cumming from both ends.
Gideon unfasted my hands and feet and then gently helped me to my
feet. Then he led me over to the chair he had for tattooing and piercing and
adjusted it so I could recline. He went into the bathroom and filled a plastic
tub with cool water and used it to clean the sweat and cum from my body. Then
he readjusted the table so I could lie flat on my stomach. He gently cleaned
the sweat from my back. Finally, he carefully cleaned my ass. The warm roughness
of the wet cloth felt amazingly good.
"Thank you, sir," I said. The gratitude I felt was real. He was
being much more tender than he had been when my master was here with us.
"No, thank you," he said. "Your ass is fine. I love it so
much that I could play with it all day, every day."
Then he proved the truth of his words by kissing my swollen ass
lips gently, and then licking it. I let out a sigh of sensuous pleasure. Only
Philip took care of me of that way, and I thought it was the best feeling in
the world. Gideon must have enjoyed it as well because he took a break long
enough to say, "Delicious and so fucking tender."
Then he went back to making out with my ass and I started crying
out, "That feels so good, sir. I can't believe I'm getting hard again after I
just came. You make me feel like a total bitch, and I love it!"
When he'd had enough he had me turn over so that I was lying on my
back. He sat in on the stool next to me and ran his hand along my jaw line. I
thought he was amazingly good looking, with his brown skin, his dreadlocks, and
that goatee. He was wearing what looked like surgical scrubs, but despite his
baggy clothes, I could tell that he had a thick muscular physique. I could also
see his sizable cock tenting his pants.
Gideon's fingers ran across my lips and said, "You have a
beautiful face and a rocking hard body, Kyle. Somehow I don't think you believe
it, but any man would be lucky to have a guy like you. Now, since you seemed to
like what I just did to you, I'm going to teach you how to do it – not the
fisting part, although I can teach you that another day if you want, but the
ass eating. Do you want to learn?"
Yes sir, I do," I replied.
An image of Simon flashed before my eyes for a moment. He was
lying face down on a bed and his ass was lifted. I saw myself run my tongue
between his gorgeous brown cheeks. That would probably never happen. I'd burned
my bridges with him already.
"Hold on a minute," he said.
He pulled out his phone and sent a text message. While he was
waiting for a response, he knelt next to my head and ran his tongue around my
lips. Then he kissed me. His lips were fuller than mine and they felt
wonderful, like soft but extra-firm pillows. His tongue was pressing against
mine when his phone chimed that he had a notification. He checked it and
smiled. "Thought so," he said.
"Can I ask what it is, sir?" I asked.
Gideon chuckled and said, "I told Nico that I had a folder full of
observations on the people he wanted to watch and that I was going to send it back
with you. Then I told him that I was going to have permission to teach you to
top properly or this was going to be my last report."
"And?" I asked.
"And I'm going to be teaching you how to top. He said I could suck
your dick tonight and if my information was worthwhile then I would be able to
teach you the other parts of being a good top starting next Thursday night." He
seemed very satisfied with himself.
All I was hearing was that he had permission to suck my dick
tonight. Since I'd been enslaved, I'd only cum once from anything other than
ass play. Don't get me wrong. I loved the feeling of someone playing with my
ass, or plowing me with a big cock, but my dick felt lonely and ignored. It
wanted some attention too.
Gideon adjusted the table, so the head was inclined slightly. Then
he pulled his shirt off, revealing a broad chest that showed the clean lines of
heavy gym work beneath a masculine coating of black curly hair. Next came his
pants. It was obvious that Gideon did not skip leg day. His thighs and calves
were firm and muscular. He stood there for just a few seconds while I drank in
the sight of his magnificent body. He was wearing a pair of sexy high-rise
briefs, the kind with the pouch in front to contain and display his package. Two
things were obvious. First, he was fully erect, and the pouch was having
difficulty containing him, and second, he'd been leaking so much precum that
the pouch was soaked.
Gideon's cock was big, not as big as some of the monsters I'd
taken in the last few weeks, but still bigger than mine. At six inches, mine
was in the average range, but he had a couple of inches on me. His cock was
bobbing around in front of my face, so I took hold of it with my hands and
pulled it into my mouth. He tasted of sweat and masculine musk. I'd had a lot
of experience sucking cock over the last few weeks and I knew what to do, or at
least I thought I did.
Gideon teased my cock with his lips, and then with his tongue. Then
he made love to it with his lips, kissing me roughly down both sides and then
back up to the top. His tongue flicked along the tiny and sensitive cock lips,
and then ran roughly around the head until I cried out, my own throat vibrating
around him. He must have liked it, because he came quickly, flooding my mouth
with his delicious seed, I swallowed it greedily, like it was my favorite meal.
Despite shooting into my mouth, he didn't miss a beat. I heard him
grunt with each burst of cum, but he tightened his mouth and slid it slowly
down the head of my cock until he was clamped firmly around the shaft just
below the head. He held it there and rubbed it with his tongue until I was
ready to cry out from overstimulation. I'd just cum and I was hard and ready to
cum again.
When he swallowed my cock into his warm and moist throat, it was
like he was sucking it down slowly. At no point did I feel a relaxation of that
exquisite pressure and suction. And he took it like a pro. I'd assumed that an
aggressive top like him would be a practical and utilitarian cocksucker,
focused on bringing about an orgasm as quickly as possible, but I couldn't have
been more wrong. He took me down his throat, then sucked hard as he pulled off
me slowly.
When only the head remained inside him, he did that thing with his
tongue again, where he rubbed all over the sensitive tip before swallowing me
again. He took me right to the edge and then held me in his mouth without
suction until the urgency faded. Then he started the whole process over again. Each
time he repeated the process, the rest time became less effective and the urgency
to cum remained closer to the surface.
While he teased my cock I kept him in my mouth, sucking and
licking until he started to cum back to life. But my concentration wavered. The
intensity of feeling in my own cock was building to impossible heights. My nuts
tightened and then I exploded. As I shot into his mouth, he increased the
suction and tightened his lips. This orgasm wasn't spread across my body like
the last one. It was concentrated in my cock, but the power of it was much more
overwhelming, like all those sensations were focused on just my cock.
When he pulled off me, he got up and I let his cock slide out of my
mouth. He patted my cheek and said, "Sit up now. I want to talk to you."
When I was sitting up, he adjusted the table so that it was a
chair again.
"I've been chatting with your master, and I understand what he's
been doing with you. You were broken before he got hold of you, a self-loathing
homophobe who lashed out with violence whenever you got aroused by the guys
around you. If you'd discovered your sexuality naturally, you'd have gravitated
toward being a top, and your natural self-loathing would have just transformed
into a loathing of the guys who bottomed for you. It was essential that you
learned to enjoy taking cock before you had a chance to top. It broke the cycle
for you. Now that you've learned to enjoy being a submissive bottom, it's time
for you to learn that the bottom doesn't have to be submissive, and then learn
to be a good top. It's the only way you'll ever be completely whole."
"I think I understand what you're saying, sir," I replied. "Why
couldn't my master have had this conversation with me?"
Gideon laughed and replied, "Nico is an elf. His mind is so alien
that I can't begin to understand how he thinks, but he doesn't really understand
human psychology either. He's likely reacting to the need he feels from you. He
can sense your emotions and your needs, but I doubt he really understands them.
There are a lot of supernatural beings in our world. Mages and skinchangers are
essentially still human, but fey, demons, djinn and other ancient races from
the outer worlds are not like us. We anthropomorphize their behaviors to help
us understand them better, but never allow yourself to believe that they are
thinking the same things we are, not even when those behaviors seem to be the
same as ours. Don't forget that."
"I can't ever forget it," I said plaintively. "I'm never going to
be free of him and it's killing me to be trapped like this. If I could kill
myself, I would. The idea of being enslaved, with no free will of my own for
the rest of my life is unbearable. But I couldn't do it, even if I got to that point.
I'm his property and I have to protect what's
his!"
"Don't be so sure, Kyle. Not about killing yourself. Put that
aside. You're only now discovering who you are. You have your life ahead of
you. But there will be a way out of this trap. There always is. That's the way
of the fey. If they make escape impossible, then it's unsatisfying to them.
They can't win that way, and they love to win. What do you know about Nico that
could help you?" he asked.
"Nothing!" I cried. "Don't you think I've been trying?"
"No. I think you've given up, and that's what's leading to this
depression of yours," he said, putting an arm around me. "Now think about the
facts you know."
I thought for a few moments and then said, "He never lies. And he
hates deception."
"Close," Gideon replied. "He never lies, but he doesn't always
tell the whole story. He hates it when others lie, because that's easy to see
through, but his people value deception. They make an art form out of it. What
else."
"He hates iron," I said.
"Close again," he replied. "He fears iron. Harming the fey
with weapons is extremely difficult. They're resistant to almost any material, except
for iron. It passes through those defenses as if they weren't there. Even some
of their fey magic is ineffective against iron. What's more, they heal so fast
that you can see it happening before your eyes, but wounds caused by iron take
as long to heal as wounds we suffer, maybe even longer."
I nodded and added, "He couldn't enter a room when all the doors
and windows were protected by iron."
"That's right. Iron can repel them. If they touch it for any length
of time of time, it can cause their skin to blister," he said.
"But I don't want to kill him," I replied. "Despite his cruelty,
he's helped me to understand myself better than I did before. I just want to be
free of his control."
"I get that," Gideon said. "But he will never free you. You will
have to figure out how to escape."
"How do you know so much about the fey?" I asked.
"My grandmother was entrapped by the fey and had to find her own
escape," he replied. "She did it through clever wordplay. No offense, but I don't
think you're going to beat Nico that way. My grandmother was a master trickster
and musician in her own right. You're smart, but that's not your talent."
"I could throw iron shavings in his face and hope he inhaled them,"
I chuckled sadly.
"If you want to kill him, yes," Gideon agreed. "If you want to escape
him without killing him, no."
"Then what do you think I should do?" I asked.
"I think you should keep hope and wait for the right opportunity,"
he said. "And trust to your friends. If you had one person who should know all
that we've talked about, who would it be?"
My first thought was Simon, but he was more than a little hot
headed. I could imagine him grabbing an iron weapon and going after Nico just
to get himself killed in the process. I needed someone more levelheaded. "Oliver
Rankin," I said. "He's a young mage who lives in Baylor Hall, my dorm. He
should know everything you've told me. He's smarter than I am. He'd know what
to do."
Gideon nodded at me and said, "I'll talk to Oliver then. For now,
let's get you dressed so you can go back home. Remember that you're not required
to tell Nico anything unless he asks you."
I started putting my clothes on and then a strange thought occurred
to me. "Sir? If the fey cannot abide the touch of iron, why do redcaps where
iron boots?"
Gideon smiled and said, "The iron is only on the outside of their boots and they wear very thick socks, so they don't get
burned. And ... someone must be tasked with taking down fey who disobey the lords
and ladies of the fey courts. Those boots are for use on recalcitrant fey."
It had never occurred to me that there would be division among the
fey, or that they would use such lethal methods to control their own people. Now
I wondered who kept the redcaps in line. I was sure I didn't want to meet them,
whoever they were.
Gideon walked me out to my truck. Vieltag
appeared next to me, sheathing his massive sword, but keeping his hand ready to
grab it if the need arose. He looked at Gideon and said, "22:18 behind your
shop, Lynx-Wearer. Both of you help me get him in the back of the truck. I'll
dump him on the road."
I hadn't wanted to see what Vieltag had
left of the hunter, and I doubted I'd ever want to think about it again. Gideon
went through the man's pockets, looking for clues, but he didn't find anything.
Vieltag gave him a crooked grin and handed him a notebook
with observations of the shop in it, all in the same hand.
"He's been watching you, and you didn't see him. I guess the
moonlight is fading," he said.
Then we loaded the body in the back of the truck. Vieltag climbed in the passenger seat and said, "Drive back
to campus by way of Wood Hollow Road. We'll dump him somewhere shady."
I didn't argue with him. To tell the truth, this hunched little
man scared me more than anyone I'd ever met. He'd killed a man by stomping him
to death and hadn't even bothered to clean the blood off his boots.
I drove us back along the narrow county way called Wood Hollow
Road. I stopped in a particularly shadowy spot, and we rolled the body out of the
bed and onto the street. Then we drove back to campus, and I went to my bed. I
promised myself that I would clean the truck in the morning, but I would
discover that someone had done it for me, probably one of my masters many
servants.
********************
My dreams were vivid last night. I was walking through the Student
Union, and I saw Kieran in that cute Asian suit he was wearing. He was dressed just
like his boyfriend. I wanted him, and I hated him for making me want him. Inside
my head I was screaming and trying to turn around and run, but I couldn't. I
had no control of my own body. My dream self was intent on playing this scene
out just the way it had happened before. I followed him into the bathroom. With
each step, my dream became more solid, more real.
I saw Kieran standing at the urinals with his back to me. For some
reason, he was smaller than he had been. His red hair hung in loose curls down
to his shoulders. His bright blue eyes were wide and filled with tears and he
was even paler than usual. He tried to run, but I grabbed him, and my hands
wrapped completely around his arms. He was screaming and trying to break away,
but I overbore him and wrestled him to the floor. Then I fell on him and
slapped his pretty face until his lips split and his fair skin turned red. I
knew that he would be bruised tomorrow.
He was crying and screaming as I ripped his clothes off him. "Stop!
I don't want you! I only want Jason!"
His struggles aroused me to greater heights of need, and I was disgusted
with myself. I tried to stop, but I couldn't. I grabbed hold of the plug in his
ass and pulled with all my strength. That night, it wouldn't budge, but in my
dream, I yanked it free. I pressed him into the cold tiles of the floor and
shoved my cock inside him. He let out a bloodcurdling scream and I prayed for death
if that's what it took for me to stop myself.
Suddenly, I was grabbed from behind and thrown across the room. The
massive wolf man lunged at me, and I thought I was going to die, but my
attacker, Kieran's rescuer, turned toward the crying boy who'd rolled into a
ball, hugging himself and shivering. The wolf man growled at me and went to
comfort Kieran. I ran past him, escaping with my life.
But somehow I had run into the hallway of our dorm. Kieran was
ahead of me in that scandalously short kiddie robe with the dinosaurs on it. He
started to run, and I could see the round curves of his buttocks as the robe swirled
around him. He was pounding on doors, calling for help, but I was getting
closer to him. I pounced on him from behind a ripped the robe off. Then I
yanked the plug from his ass and thrust inside him again. Once more he cried
out, "No! Leave me alone. I don't want you. I only want Jason."
It wasn't fair! This had never happened! I'd followed
him in that robe, but I'd only attacked him once, yet the dream was always like
this. I followed him all over campus and attacked him, but this time it
was so real that it vied with my own memories. I raped him again and again, in
the hallway, in his room, in the art studio. He cried and begged, and I couldn't
stop my dream self from attacking him.
Then I awoke, screaming. Nico stood over me with his hand on my
head. "It's only a dream, but I think you've had enough dreams for this night,"
he said. "Sleep now, soundly without further dreams."
I fell into a deep slumber.
Nico
Something was happening with Kyle. It was almost as if Kieran were
attacking him in his dreams, but Kieran was too gentle to do anything so malicious.
He wasn't capable of it. There must be some other explanation. Maybe Kieran was
a rogue mage who's powers were only know manifesting. Maybe he was a mind mage,
caught in his own nightmare and drawing Kyle into it to suffer along with him.
Maybe Sebastian could explain it, but I was reluctant to bring him into my
affairs when I'd only just gotten him to back off.
I sat by Kyle's bedside and sang a song of tranquil rest. He was
making great progress. Gideon has pushed me to advance my slave's training, but
I sensed that he was right. It was time for Kyle to move beyond his submission.
From all reports, he'd learned to pleasure a man with both his mouth and his
ass. Now it was time for him to learn how to properly use his cock to do the
same.
I'd finished reading Gideon's reports. The lynx man had been thorough.
He'd gathered a lot of information on a lot of hunters in town. And if Vieltag's report was true, he'd attracted the attention of
those he'd been watching. Now I had to provide some protection for him as well.
My resources were growing thin, but those who served me well fell under my protection.
Maybe I would send the razor children to him, or maybe I could find some
sprites who weren't sworn to another elf and commission them to watch over him.
The barriers between the mundane world and faerie were thin here in the numina
flux zone.
I ran my fingers through Kyle's hair, still damp from the night
sweats he'd experienced. For a human he was really very attractive, and sturdily
built. He'd blossomed under my tending and was close to becoming his true self.
And he'd done it much faster than I'd anticipated. It seemed that the damage to
his soul and his mind was less deep than I'd thought. Inside he'd wanted
to change; and that had made all the difference. Now he was like a carefully
tended plant that had grown strong. If he remained in the metaphorical pot I
had put him in, he would become rootbound and he would begin to wither.
I hoped I hadn't made the escape routes too obscure for him to
find. He was smart, and he had found a lot of friends to help him. I couldn't
just release him. The idea was so alien to my nature, to the nature of my
entire people, that it made me nauseous to even think about it. I had to make it
a challenge, or it wouldn't mean anything.
Sebastian should have found a way around the oaths I'd used to tie
his hands by now, but he seemed overwhelmed with everything going on this year.
I hoped that the little preborn werewolf didn't try something stupid. If he
came at me, I'd have to trap him as well until he could learn his lesson. He
was one of my sodales, just like Kyle and Alonzo. It was exhausting to
take care of all of them and to help them become what they were meant to be. But
it was also a challenge; and my people thrived on challenge.
If I'd allowed Alonzo to keep the connection to the goddess of
the crossroads as he knew her, he would have burned himself out by now. Instead,
he was becoming the powerful – immensely and almost intoxicatingly powerful –
rogue mage that it was his destiny to become. I took that connection, and I was
going to give it back to the Cailleach Phiseogach, not
really a goddess in the way mundanes thought of the term, but rather a powerful
and independent arch fey. Because I had maneuvered her chosen into giving it to
me of his own free will, the deed would enhance my status with the courts.
But Kyle may be my masterpiece so
far. When I compared him to what he had been, he was almost a work of art.
Physically, he had gone from a slovenly, indolent, and unattractive young man
on a downward spiral of self-destruction, to a handsome, energetic, and charismatic
young man who was blossoming into the confident gay man he should be. As he worked
his way through the mental scars that he bore, he was finding his beautiful
inner self, and he was shaping his outer self to match. I needed to get him to
seek help from a mind mage to help him learn to heal his mind and soul.
I wondered if the boy Kieran could
do it. He had almost no training, but he carried a precious gift, one the mind
mages thought they'd lost. If I could maneuver the two of them together, maybe
it would work. I considered for a moment tricking Kieran into giving me his special
gift. That would be another feather in my cap, but I didn't have the heart to
do it. The mind mages had been quietly seeking the remnants of this talent for
centuries. They didn't know that it also lay dormant in a young woman of the
San people in Zimbabwe, or so the stories go. They knew only of its extinction
in Bhutan during the Dream War and its fading to obscurity in Scotland during
the Middle Ages.
I got up and silently left the
room. No one was in the hallway this early in the morning, no one except for
one of the sprites who was silently patrolling looking for troublesome intruders.
I tried a minor spell to open the door I needed, but it didn't work. Although
it was long dead, there was memory of life in the wood of the door. I whispered
to it, just enough to breath a spark back into it. It told me that the far side
was warded by iron. The little preborn werewolf was learning.
I went to the window at the end of
the hallway. The frame was aluminum instead of iron. (Modern technology was
making the mundanes less secure from true threats, not more.) I whispered a
spell and it opened. I turned into a pigeon and flew out into the predawn
light. I circled the building and landed on the ledge outside the window and
tried to chirp out a spell of opening, but the window was also barred by iron.
I wasn't annoyed. I was proud of the boy for learning his lessons well. After
all, he too was one of my sodales.
Back in the building, I tried the
door next to the one I needed, and it slid open. Like most older buildings, the
knobs were made of bronze, not iron. The two mundane boys who lived in the room
were sleeping soundly. On a whim, I whispered a spell to send each of them a
pleasant dream. They would awaken in the morning wet but spent and satisfied.
The bathroom that connected the two rooms was unprotected. Simon hadn't thought
of warding the bathroom doors that separated the rooms.
Simon lay snoring softly wrapped in
Drew's arms. While asleep their dreams were easy to see. He was dreaming of
Kyle. It was Drew's dream that called me most powerfully and I had to get past
it to look inside Simon's dreamscape. Drew was dreaming of Zeno. It was a hard
path ahead for those two. Werewolf packs were very tolerant of different
sexualities, but they expected the alpha male and the alpha female to be joined.
Drew resisted this, and if his dream were to be believed so did the female
leader Dawn. But even so, they paid lip service to the fiction. But Drew's true
love was Zeno. He was going to have to thread a very fine needle to maintain
his position, especially with all the non-collegiate wolves coming to Severan of
late. They were more conservative than the college crowd. I whispered a spell of
encouragement to bolster his confidence. He too was one of my sodales
and I had, perhaps foolishly, promised to protect them all.
I turned my attentions back to
Simon. His dreams of Kyle were very explicit. Despite his small stature, he was
mostly an aggressive top, but dreams had many levels. He was dreaming of Kyle moaning
beneath him as he took pleasure in his muscular ass, but on another level,
almost like a different room within the same dream, Kyle was moaning beneath
him as Simon rode his cock. I could tell that the preborn wolf boy was blocking
this part of the dream from his consciousness.
Only the merest thought of
intervention had crossed my mind before the wolf spirit sprang before me and
blocked my path. It was snarling a warning at me. I was impressed. For a
preborn spirit, it was amazingly powerful. I wasn't afraid of a spirit, especially
since I was still in the mundane world, barely peering into the realm of dream,
but I didn't want the spirit to awaken Simon before I'd accomplished my
purpose.
I laid my mind bare to the wolf and
allowed it to sense my motives. I spoke gentle words in the language of wolves
that I knew it would understand. "I come not to harm your human self, noble
wolf spirit. He is under my protection as much as he is under yours. Read my
intention to help him and allow me to speak to his dream self."
Elves did not normally perceive the
dream world, but when standing near a dreaming human or animal they see the
dreamscape that formed around them. And it was the same for the wolf spirit. It
could enter this dreamscape belonging to its human spirit but couldn't see past
it. Again, I was astounded at the precocity of this spirit. Even Drew's spirit
hadn't felt me whisper to his dream self.
The wolf spirit backed off but kept
a wary watch. I whispered to Simon's dream self, "You can help Kyle best by
bringing him together with Kieran so that the two of them can heal one another.
And once he has healed, you can have him like you've always wanted to do."
The wolf spirit acknowledged me and
then slowly growled its affirmation to Simon's dream self, reinforcing my message.
There was something familiar about this wolf spirit. I looked deep inside it, using
its eyes as a gateway to its true self. And there it was. Xav had wanted
another to train as a spirit talker so badly that his own wolf spirit had split and a fragment had entered the boy along with the
saliva in his bite. I wondered if Xav even realized that he had inadvertently created
his own spirit twin.
I gave the wolf spirit a salute and
withdrew. That boy had deep seated feelings of inferiority stemming from
growing up with a mageborn brother and lacking the talent himself. Now he was
going to get his hidden dream and become a mage in his own right, assuming he
could survive the training. Not everyone did. Spirit magic was dangerous.
Back in my room, I slid into bed
next to Kyle and wrapped him in my arms and began anew the song of tranquility.
He needed me. He had no idea how many nights I'd spent doing this same thing,
easing his troubled spirit so he could process all the new things he'd learned so
he could continue to grow and heal. In my own way, I had come to love him, not
in the passionate, sexual way of his kind, but in a different way, like a man
loves the animals around him. And like that hypothetical human man, I knew that
it would wound me deeply when his short life was over. But I would get over it.
I had pretended youth to insert myself
into human society and to learn more about them, but that was not the way of my
kind. I had nearly a century behind me, and the time before me would stretch
forever, or at least until ennui and boredom overtook me and I simply faded back
into the realm of faerie, perhaps to be reborn later.
Our kind couldn't truly love humans,
whose lives were like the brief flickering of a candle, but we could love the
light, warmth and creativity that shone forth from them so long as it lasted. I
intended to remain in the radiance of Kyle's spirit so long as it remained. It was
beautiful and fascinating to me.
Kyle
"Wake up slave!" Master said, smacking my ass hard.
It was how I woke up every morning. Sometimes I thought my master
hated me. I said, "Yes master" and rolled out of bed to kneel before him. I kissed
his feet and then took his long, thin cock into my hands and guided it to my
mouth. Usually, I just sucked him off quickly so I could get my day started,
but this morning was different. I'd learned a lot from Gideon last night, and I
decided to use it.
I kissed the head of his cock and licked away the slightly nutty
precum, then I kissed his shaft along both sides down to his balls and I spent
some time kissing them. I held them in my hand and squeezed. My master liked
things rougher than any of the other guys I'd been with. I kept increasing the
pressure while I kissed them, glancing up at his handsome but alien face. (He
seldom wore his human glamor around me anymore).
"Are you trying to hurt me, slave?" he asked.
"No master. I'm trying to please you," I replied.
"Good. You can't really hurt me, but if you want to please me, you'll
squeeze twice that hard," he said.
I squeezed harder. If he were human, he would be writhing on the
ground in agony. But he wasn't human. He let out a moan and his cock grew stiff
as a – let's say bronze since he didn't like iron – like a bronze rod.
"That's good," he said with a smile.
I kept that tight grip on him as I put my lips back on the head
and repeated the technique Gideon had shown me last night. I covered my teeth
but kept the pressure firm as I swallowed him. His hands stroked my head like I
was a favored pet, and he was a loving master. Then I remembered that he liked
the feeling of my teeth on him. It was easier to apply the maximum suction when
I wasn't covering my teeth. His smile deepened and he grabbed my hair tightly
and pulled it. It wasn't enough to really hurt, but I could sure feel the tightness
in the roots.
I worked his cock like I'd been taught, but I continually modified
the technique to take into account my master's higher tolerance for (and love
of) pain. Soon his cock was stretching and growing like it always did before he
came. I tried to keep him on the edge, but he had other ideas. He growled and shot
his load down my throat. I continued to suck on him until he had nothing more
to give me. Then he withdrew and ordered
me to get my breakfast smoothie and get dressed for my morning exercise session
with Simon.
I looked at he clock and noticed that he'd let me sleep an hour
later than usual. I jumped up and looked for my clothes. I never chose them
myself these days. Buckwalder had laid out a dark red
jockstrap that was more of a posing strap except for the thick band that had
the words "Kyle Mason, Owned Boy" stitched in bold gold letters. The pouch barely
contained my cock, and the straps were almost strings. The shorts were tight
white shorts of a stretchy material that hugged every contour of my ass. It was
embarrassing, but sexy. The biggest problem was that my belly was more
prominent than it was in looser shorts. I'd lost more weight this week, and I
probably only had another fifteen to twenty pounds or so to go. I suspected
that these last few pounds were going to be a lot harder to remove. My last
article of clothing was a blue tee shirt that was transparent from my pecs to
my waist. It looked like a sports jersey, but instead of a team name, it read, "Man's
Man 69".
I just had time to drink my smoothie and slip on my athletic shoes
before heading out the door. I met Simon in the hallway this morning. He was usually
so careful with his clothes and his appearance, but he must not have owned any real
exercise clothes. He was wearing lose knit shorts and a tee shirt, neither of
them of designer make. In my opinion, he was even sexier when he was a little
rumpled.
"I'm not used to getting up and getting started on exercise right
away. I should make you carry me around the track," he joked.
I picked him up and swung him around onto my back and started down
the stairs. "I was just kidding," he yelled. "I won't get much exercise this
way!"
"But you'll be helping me get a better workout," I replied, taking
the stairs three at a time as I raced down to the lobby.
Simon stopped struggling and laid his head against my neck and pretended
to snore. It was funny, but the feeling of his lips against my neck was making
me hard. I took a deep breath and reminded myself that I'd promised not take advantage
of Simon. He was just joking around innocently, and my body was turning it into
something sexual. I felt a little dirty.
When we got to the first station, I let him down off my back and
we got started. The trail began in front of our dorm so the first exercises we
came across were stretches. I positioned myself so I could see him stretching,
and I noticed that he kept glancing in my direction. I hoped he wasn't getting uncomfortable
from my attention.
"I'm sorry. I don't mean to stare, Simon. It's just that you look
good stretching over there," I said.
He laughed and replied, "We both know that I can't stop staring at
you either. That's what caused all the trouble at the beginning of the year."
"NO!" I said. "It wasn't you, Simon. Don't blame yourself. I was
the one who attacked you, and I shouldn't have. I just wish things were different,
so we wouldn't have this thing between us."
"Yeah," he said. "Look all you want, Kyle. It makes me feel good
that you like looking at me. And it proves that I was right back at the beginning
of the year when I thought you were sneaking peeks at me as well."
We finished the stretching and then jogged to the next station. He
was getting better at these exercises every day. We did the entire loop and found
ourselves back at Baylor Hall. We were both breathing a little heavy and we did
the stretching exercises again.
When we were ready to go back inside, Simon said, "Wait. I can't
go on pretending. I don't want anything to upset our friendship, but I do like
looking at you. I like you."
My eyes felt like they were going to pop out of my head, and I
started hyperventilating. I sat down hard on a stone bench and forced myself to
breath normally. Simon ran over and sat next to me.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. I get it if you don't feel
the same way. It's my fault that you're in this impossible situation," he said.
"No, no, no!" I insisted. "Everything is my fault. You were like this
precious gift that landed in my lap, and I didn't' value it. I spat on it. Now,
I'm not worthy of that gift, Simon. I'm dirty, filthy, damaged. You deserve so
much better than me. I can't ... so long as I am enslaved, I'm nothing more than
a whore for any man who wants me. I literally can't say no to anyone."
At some point, I'd stopped talking and started sobbing. Simon
stood up and wrapped his arms around me. "Hey, it's okay," he said, holding me
tight. "There's nothing wrong with you. You're the victim here."
"It's not just having no free will, Simon. Even in my sleep, I'm
forced to relive the rape. And it's so real that I feel like I'm doing it repeatedly.
And I can't stop it, no matter how hard I try," I cried.
He held me until I stopped crying, and he rubbed my back. "This is
only going to get better if you can sit down with Kieran like you are with me. Tell
him the truth and make peace between you so you can both move on with your
lives."
I looked up at him and said, "Jason would kill me. He already told
me that no one would ever find my body. I've been afraid he was going to murder
me every day since the rape."
"Maybe he understands that you've been punished enough," Simon
said.
I couldn't stop my nervous laughter. "Have you seen how protective
he is of Kieran?"
"Let me handle it, okay. I'm going to make sure that you can sit
down with Kieran and talk without fear. I'll get Darren to help me if I must,"
he said.
I didn't trust Darren either. He was the one who'd kicked my ass
and then fucked me in front of the pack, starting the whole gang rape. But I
didn't want to argue with Simon. I had to take a shower, get dressed and get to
my biology study group.
I did my best to focus on the material in the study group. Oliver
used my notes as a basis for the review again. Everyone was distracted today
except for Ethan. Tristan seemed to be lost in his own head. Oliver and Eduardo
kept looking at each other and smiling. Cameron kept watching Micah out of the
corner of his eyes. And that made me look at him closely too. I could see why
he was staring. Of all the cute twinks in the room, I thought Micah was the
cutest. He had olive skin tone and very dark hair and full, kissable lips. I
should have been distracted by his appearance, but I just kept thinking about
Simon, about how he'd said that he liked me.
I was disturbed by Micah's collar. He also wore cuffs on his wrists
and ankles, and it was clear that someone had him on a tight leash. It made me
uncomfortable to look at it. Unlike me, he was a little guy, and I wanted to
find the man who was doing this to him and make him pay. But I couldn't even
help myself. How could I help him?
I was feeling miserable when I went back to the dorm. I spent some
time finishing homework from my other classes, then I made my shake for lunch. I
was sitting in a downward spiral of despair when someone knocked on the door.
No one ever knocked on our door. For a moment I did nothing, but then I got up
and opened the door a crack, peering around the side so that whoever it was
wouldn't see that I was naked.
"I just saw Kieran walking toward the dorm. Give me ten minutes from
now. That should be long enough for him to get on this floor and for me to get
him in my room. Then come over to talk to him," Simon said breathlessly.
"I don't know if I should," I replied.
I was more than a little afraid of Jason and what he'd do to me if
he thought I was harassing his boyfriend. And I was embarrassed. What could I
say to the guy I'd raped? What could I say that he would be interested in
hearing?
"I need you to do this, Kyle. I'll talk to Jason and tell him that
I made you do it. It'll be okay," he said.
"You could do it you know; you could order me," I said.
Simon shook his head and replied, "That would be the coward's way,
Kyle, and I don't think you're a coward. I have too much respect for you to
make you do things against your will. You're afraid that you'll be embarrassed,
but that's okay. You wouldn't be you if you weren't ashamed of what you did.
Just be honest."
I sighed and said, "Okay. I'll do it."
He was right, of course. The real problem was that Kieran hated me,
and he had reason to hate me. He was probably also afraid of me, and I didn't
blame him for that. Still, I waited and watched the clock. When ten minutes had
passed, I threw on my shorts and tee shirt and headed over and knocked on Simon's
door.
When Simon opened the door, I walked into the room with my heart
full of fear. I wished that I were allowed to wear less revealing clothing. I didn't
want to make Kieran uncomfortable. He was already pale, wide eyed and shaking. Damn!
I hadn't remembered him being this small. He was about eight inches shorter
than me, and probably half my weight. I felt like a bully just looking at him.
His long red curls were gathered loosely behind his head, held in place by a
copper clasp. His clothing was almost as revealing as mine. Why did Jason do that
to him?
It looked like he was terrified of me, but when he looked at me, I
felt an uncomfortable tingling in my head.
"I don't know if I can do this, Simon." I said, my voice catching in my throat.
"Come here, Kyle. Come sit on this bed so you two can talk," Simon said, leading me over to sit down.
Kieran sat in the chair and an uncomfortable silence hung over the room until Simon said, "Silence is golden, but you two aren't going to solve anything if you don't talk. Kyle, start by telling Simon what you've been wanting to say."
I looked at Kieran and my mouth went dry. I started to say something, even I wasn't sure what, but I hesitated and swallowed hard and said, "I'm sorry, Kieran. I ... I didn't ... I wasn't ... Fuck it! I'm not going to make any excuses. I was a horrible piece of shit. I never should have put my hands on you, and ..."
I trailed off. His face was locked in an expression of fear mixed with hatred. I could see that my words had no effect on him. And that's when I started crying and sobbing quietly. Simon knelt so he could lean over and put his arms around me. He restored my courage and gave me strength to continue.
I looked up at Kieran and said, "I don't deserve it, Kieran. All I deserve is your hatred, but maybe one day you'll be able to forgive me. I'm not that person anymore. That person was full of hate and I'm not like that anymore. I promise. I'm ... I accept who I am now. I'm gay and ... I couldn't accept it before. I hated myself and it made me hate others who didn't hate themselves like I did. I ..."
I couldn't stop talking. It was like my mouth had a mind of its own, and not a very smart mind. I was rambling.
I was so glad when Kieran interrupted me and said, "I don't know if I can forgive you right now, but I'm not curling up into a ball of anxiety and that's a good sign. I need to ... I need to know more, but I don't trust your words. Can I ...?"
He reached out with his hand, and I recoiled. I was ashamed
to touch him, but I forced myself to relax. And that buzzing in my head was
getting worse. All I could think about was my shame and how I wished I could just
die and get it over with.
Kieran took a deep breath and stood up. "I can't see what I
need to see, unless I can touch you," he said.
I stretched out my hand, but he shook his head. "No! I can't
have you touch me right now. It must be me touching you and your hands must be
away from me," he said.
I put my hands behind my back and stretched out my foot, so he wouldn't have to come within reach of my arms. Kieran came forward onto the bed, being careful not to let our skin touch. Then he leaned forward and touched my forehead in the center just above my eyes.
Then he looked at Simon and said, "If he touches me, Simon, I'll have a panic attack. I'm counting you."
If possible, the buzzing in my head got louder and more uncomfortable. Kieran's other hand reached out and touched my throat. I felt a warmth spread from both these spots. Kieran was staring at me intently. Then I felt as if something were stabbing into my mind. I pushed back against it, but whatever it was it was too strong for me. All the horrific deeds I'd done, all the assaults I'd committed against gay guys when they had aroused me, all the assaults I'd committed against girls when they hadn't. Even my attack on Kieran came to fore of my mind. All the images were jumbled. I want to die! I screamed in my mind.
Kieran was merciless. I knew he was making me relive these memories somehow. It felt like he was violating me in return for what I'd done to him. The difference was that I deserved it, while he'd been innocent. He kept probing at a sore spot in my mind. I tried to push him out, but in this strange mindscape, he was much more powerful than me. Then I felt him penetrate me.
Suddenly I was a child, and I was being forced to do things. For the first time I had vivid recollection in graphic detail of Eddie fucking me with a vibrator when I was a child. I'd felt so low. He'd called me a faggot and then he'd raped me. And he'd gotten off on it. I remembered that bulge in his pants and how he'd cum from bouncing me on his clothes cock.
I could remember my own shame and horror as I berated a black classmate and called him vile names while my dad stood behind me and forced me to do it. I remembered all the other times I used racial slurs and other forms of hate speech. The things I'd said to black classmates, girls, and guys I thought were gay.
Then I was an adult and Eddie was raping me in that hotel room. I was sure he had been trying to kill me at the same time. He'd lusted after me but hated me. He'd probably been driven to hate me because he lusted after me, just I had been driven by the same thing for all those years.
And then everything went dark. I was sobbing loudly, curled in a ball on the cold floor. In a burst of powerful light, Kieran shattered that door. He towered over me like a giant, or maybe it was just that I was small like a child. Then he reached down and wrapped his arms around me. I felt safe for a moment.
I could hear the voices of my brother and my father calling me out and urging me to join their fun. I didn't know what they were doing, and I didn't care. Kieran whispered into my ear, "You're not little; and you're not weak. You can send them away."
I stood up and I grew to my full height. Now it was me who was holding Kieran, my arms wrapped around him, not really to protect him but to draw strength from him. Together we drew the images of my father and of Eddie toward us and then pushed them back into small dungeon like cells and slammed the doors closed.
Only the third image remained, the most fearsome and malevolent
image of them all. A third door opened, and the masked figure turned to walk
inside its own cell, but I grabbed it and forcibly removed the mask to see the sad
face of my brother Andy. He was only a little taller than Kieran. I drew him in
for a hug as well. Even Kieran joined us. Andy didn't go into a cell. He just
stepped back into the shadows and faded from view.
"You did it, Kyle," Kieran said. "You got rid of them."
I shook my head and replied, "They'll come back. They always
come back."
Kieran patted my arm and said, "But now you know how to get
rid of them, and you know that you can do it."
Suddenly I was back on the bed, and Kieran was kneeling next to me with one still touching my forehead and the other touching my throat. Despite his small size, he was like a god to me at that moment. I couldn't stop myself. I reached out and grabbed him. I pulled him in for a tight hug. Simon tried to stop me. I heard him yell, "Kyle, stop! Simon says ..."
Before he could finish the phrase that would force me to obey, Kieran let go of me. He reached forward and touched Simon's throat and it was like Simon had gone mute. Kieran seemed to be uncomfortable as he said, "It's okay. You'll be able to talk in a minute or so, but ... I don't want to ruin this moment."
Then he turned to me and said, "I'm sorry for forcing myself
inside your hidden thoughts, Kyle. I was caught up in the moment and couldn't
bring myself to stop."
"It's okay, Kieran," I replied. "We shared something deep there. I've never felt like that before with anyone. It was like our minds were one for a moment. And I don't think I'll ever be the same."
I couldn't explain it. Something was different. I knew it, but I couldn't define it. Kieran wrapped his soft arms around my neck and hugged me. I was overwhelmed by fear of what Jason would do to me, but I didn't care. Kieran felt warm and sweet in my arms. It was obvious why Jason held him by his side all the time.
"There's an external force restraining your mind and your
energy body," he said. "I'd almost been able to touch it, and I know that I
could remove it if I could just grasp it."
"Don't!" I exclaimed. "I don't know what he'd do then. I can't risk it."
It had to be the compulsion that my master had put on my
will. If Kieran were able to remove it, would Master take it out on him, or on me?
Would he find some way to bind me even tighter? I kissed Kieran's forehead and
then drew back in alarm, unhanding him. "I'm sorry," I said. "Given my record,
I shouldn't even be touching you, even if you did touch me first."
He got off the bed and stood up. Then he said, "It's
alright, Kyle. You aren't threatening me anymore. I forgive you."
He turned to leave, and I couldn't help but watch his little
round butt moving in those thin shorts. I was hopeless. Even now, after
everything that I'd done, after I'd attacked him, I was perving on him. Then he
turned back and said, "I mean that Kyle. I forgive you. You aren't the same
person you were when you attacked me. I see that now."
He looked so happy that I had to smile at him as he left. Despite
everything, he'd forgiven me. Maybe I wasn't a total loss after all. Sure, I
was staring at his ass, but I no longer hated him because of it, and I had no
desire to hurt him or force myself on him. I heaved a sigh of relief that those
days were behind me now.
"See. I told you it would help you both if you talked," Simon said
with a smile on his face.
"Yeah. You were right. Now I just have to hope that Jason doesn't
kill me for hugging his boyfriend and Darren doesn't kill me because I dared to
be in the same room with the boy," I replied with a grin.
I hugged Simon tight and said, "Thank you, seriously. I would never
have had the courage to do it on my own."
The remainder of the day was just as good. My master had agreed to
allow me to try out for the soccer team. They'd already started playing but
Severan was a division III school, and the team could still use a few more
players. And maybe I could get him to let me wear the soccer uniform to class sometimes
instead of the booty shorts I usually wore. The teammates were great and really
accepting, considering that I wasn't a soccer player. A couple of the guys
offered to help me with the basics so I wouldn't look like a fool on the field.
I didn't hope to become the best player on the team (some of them were extraordinarily
talented), but I hoped to become good enough to get on the field from time to
time, not to just fill out the backup roster.
I was in a good mood when I got back to the dorm, but I knew it
had been a little too good. Maybe my master was thinking that I needed to be reminded
of my place. In any event, Matt Silver was waiting in my master's room. My
heart fell when I saw him. Still, I didn't want to anger my master. I quickly
removed my clothes and knelt in the proper position, knees spread, back
straight and hands behind my neck.
"Your slave is looking better every day, Nico," Matt announced. "And
he's learned his place as a submissive bitch well."
"He is making adequate progress, Matt," my master replied. "But he
still needs some work."
Then my master addressed me. "You will go with Matt this evening,
and you will take direction from him. He's making a new video and you will star
in it. He will bring you back before midnight."
"Yes master," I said.
I wasn't happy about it. I hated Matt more than I hated anyone on
this campus. He took great delight in humiliating me, and in hurting me. He
enjoyed it. And I was a little fearful of whatever he might have planned for me.
"With your leave then, Nico, I'll take charge of your slave," Matt
said.
"He's yours within the bounds of our agreement until midnight,"
Nico said. "Take him."
Matt snapped his fingers and said, "Rise slave. Put on your shorts
only."
I did as I was told, even though the short shorts I'd been wearing
could barely contain my cock without the support of a jockstrap. I wore no
shoes because he hadn't ordered me to do so. I followed him out of Baylor Hall
and down the street to his dorm. He'd texted ahead and we were met in the
parking lot by Josh Higgins who awaited us next to a big red SUV. He vied with
Matt for the person I least wanted to see again. In his case, it was his dirty
and unhygienic body. I knew I'd be servicing him in some way tonight.
Matt was driving and I was directed to sit in the back with Josh. We'd
barely taken off when Josh said, "Take your shorts off, slave."
"Yes sir," I said as the compulsions put on me by my master forced
me to obey.
Then Josh worked his sweats down over his fat ass and exposed his
small and hairy cock. "Blow me while we're driving," he ordered.
Another "yes sir" was forced out of my throat and I bent over to swallow
his dick. It wouldn't have mattered to me that he was fat. So was Abe Grossman
and his cock had been clean and delicious. It was the smell of stale urine and
BO. It seemed that Josh didn't like to shower very often. I tried to hold my
breath, but it didn't matter. The smell permeated my nostrils, and the taste
was even more intense.
I had no idea how long the drive lasted, but I sucked Josh's cock
the entire way. The unpleasant flavor never went away completely, but it did
lessen as I sucked it ... not clean, but cleaner. When he came, it was a small,
watery load.
I started to pull off him, but he had other ideas. "Keep your
mouth on my dick, slave, and don't spill a drop of my piss," he ordered.
So, I swallowed as he sprayed his piss inside my mouth. It was no
worse than sucking his dick, not that I'd had a choice in either activity. He
didn't let me up until we got wherever we were going. Then Matt said, "Get off
his cock and get out of the vehicle."
I started to grab my shorts, but Matt said, "You won't need those.
Leave them."
I left them in the seat and got out of the SUV. We'd parked at the
side of a narrow two-story house with blue clapboards and white trim. Matt
loaded me up with video equipment, including a tripod and a laptop. And he led
me along the side of the house to the back door. The house was a little dusty,
but not dirty. We walked through the
kitchen into the dining room and then into the living room.
Joe Peters
When the visitors arrived in the house, I wanted to warn them off,
but I couldn't. My master had bound me too tight to his will. It had been my
fault. I was the one who had to investigate, to try and find out who I was working
for. I'd been recruited while working for Pastor Mercy. They'd called
themselves the coterie, and they'd given me a lot, with the promise of even
more to come. It wasn't just the money; it was the prestige and the promise of
future power. They'd even promised me Kieran as a lover and Pastor Mercy bowing
at my feet. But my curiosity had gotten the better of me. I wanted to meet the
leader, and so the leader had sent for me.
Vasile Radu was his name, and the entire coterie
was in thrall to him. And now I was a member, and I couldn't act against
him either. These visitors were three mundanes. I knew that two of them were expendable
nobodies, but master wanted the tall handsome one as his agent. I didn't know
why he wanted him. He didn't share his plans with me. But I knew that he would
get him if he wanted him. He always did.
I went in and greeted them. Soon the master would be here as well.
College Magic Cycle Characters
Faerie
·
Domenic Chase. A 24-year-old
Elven-American from New York City. He has an alien mindset that others find hard
to comprehend. He stands 66 inches tall and weighs about 130 pounds. His skin
is pale, and his hair is almost white. His eyes are purple. When he's not glamered
to appear more human, you can see his pointed, lobeless ears, solid purple eyes
(like he has no white in his eyes, just purple iris) and sharp feline teeth.
He's physically tough (he claims to be tougher than the werewolves), fast and
has strong, claw-like fingernails. He can weave illusions and powerful charms,
although the charms require some level of acceptance from the target. He's a
friend of Sebastian. He enslaved Kyle Mason as punishment after he raped Kieran
and beat up Simon.
·
Oscar Quinlan. A face dancer on campus.
He drained Simon of psychosexual energy while they were having sex, but it was
because Simon wanted to be depleted.
Mages
·
Alan Somers. A freshman and newly
discovered mage who took his oath to the Concordium with Alonzo and Kieran.
·
Alonzo Santiago Ramos. An 18-year-old
Latino American boy from El Paso, Texas. A cute bottom and foundling mage. He's
powerful, but untrained. He begins the story with a height of 68 inches and a
weight of 150 pounds. He has deep olive or very light brown skin, amber eyes,
and long black hair. He's a singer and a dancer. He's a little flighty and very
flirty. When his powers awakened, he accidentally cast a spell that cursed his
roommate Erik. He loves hardcore BDSM porn but is discovering that he doesn't
like it in real life. He and Erik are suitemates with Jason and Kieran.
·
Bernice Hartman. A 21-year-old junior
mage mage who lives at Ibis House. She's in a
relationship with Zoe Smith. She's a tall woman, about six feet in height with
dark auburn hair, fair skin, and brown eyes.
·
Cameron Campbell. One of the twink trio,
along with Micah Blum and Oliver Rankin.
·
Carmen Peralta. The 38-year-old
groundskeeper at Ibis House. She's a mage with a talent for plants, but she
also knows spells she uses to maintain the facilities.
·
Clarissa Spencer. RA for the supernatural
girls in the dorm. She works for Professor Sybil Thorne, the local
representative of the Conclave.
·
Delian Khalkis. A 21-year-old college
junior who lives at Ibis House. He's a Greek American from an old but obscure
family. He and Rowan Vidas-Wu are best friends. They
share everything, including the girls and boys they date.
·
Egon Stehle. A
55-year-old mage who is the housekeeper for Ibis House. He's a very powerful
practical mage. He also does the cooking on Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and
Wednesday. He doesn't say much, but he's friendly with the residents.
·
Elijah Jackson. A 24-year-old graduate
student who went to the Academy with Sebastian and Nico. He's a graduate
student in the history program and he mentors struggling African American
students and he tutors student athletes. He is 74 inches tall and weighs 275
pounds of mostly muscle. He's built like a massive rectangle. His skin is dark
brown, almost black and he wears his hair in long dreadlocks. He's a powerful
transmuter mage. He understands mechanics and electronics better than any of
the other mages except for Erik Rucker. He has become friends with Kyle. He has
two live in boyfriends, Kendal and Tristan.
·
Erik Rucker. A 19-year-old from the Upper
Peninsula of Michigan. At the start of the story, he stood 66 inches tall and
weighed about 140 pounds. After being cursed by his roommate he grew to be 77
inches tall and weigh 250 pounds. He was overshadowed by the fictional Einar Ironblood until the curse was lifted. He's in love with his
roommate Alonzo and worries that Alonzo doesn't love him the same way. He was
mundane until the curse awakened a latent talent for mind magery. Unlike
Kieran, his talents seem to involve moving things with his mind.
·
Ethan Lowry. A 17-year-old boy from Long
Island. He stands 67 inches tall and weighs 140 pounds. He has golden blond
hair, blue eyes and always has a golden tan. In this story he was working with
the hunters. His mother is a sylph (an air spirit)
and his own spirit is half human and half ventus (a name for male air
spirits). He holds a donum arcanum (magical gift) and is being trained
as a mage. He's an orphan who was raised by his uncle, ow also deceased. He is
now Sebastian Trent's boyfriend.
·
Felicia Gladstone. A 38-year-old
mage who manages Ibis House. She's also an assistant principal at the local high
school. She has a nine-year-old daughter Selena who attends the local K-8
school.
·
Gwendolyn Gray. A junior who is majoring
in chemistry. She and her brother are twins, with long brown hair and light
gray eyes. Both are tall and slender, but not overly thin. The two of them are
the best alchemists at Severan college except for Jason. They came from Santa
Fe New Mexico. The Grays are among the 50 families who run mage society.
·
Jason Lee. A 19-year-old (about 6 months
older than Kieran) Chinese American college freshman with golden brown skin,
brown almond shaped eyes and collar length black hair.
He is already an accomplished alchemist. He is a dominant, looking for a
submissive boy. He finds what he's looking for in Kieran Morgan. He takes
charge of Kieran and begins training him as a submissive. He gives Kieran
alchemical elixirs that change his body, and he uses psychology to lead him to
embrace his innate submissiveness. He has allowed himself to fall into tantric
entanglement with Kieran, bringing them even closer. He believes that
Kieran is his complement, the other half of his soul. Jason and Kieran
are the suitemates of Alonzo and Erik.
·
Dr. Kamon Zhang.
Jason's maternal uncle, a mage and psychologist who is helping Kieran to come
to terms with his trauma, and his true nature.
·
Kieran Finley Morgan. An 18-year-old boy
with pale skin, golden-red hair, and green eyes. At the beginning of the story,
he is deeply closeted (he is unaware that said closet had glass doors everyone
could see through) and stands at 72 inches and 180 pounds of muscle. He was a
high school athlete who was on the diving team, the swim team, and the track
team. Jason took charge of him shortly after they moved into the dorm and began
training him to let his inner submissive out. Jason gives him alchemical
elixirs that are changing him physically. He sometimes struggles with the idea
that he's losing himself inside Jason, but he can't go long without his lover's
touch. Kieran is somewhat naive. During the story he loses height, mass, and
penis size. Jason says that he's not doing it, but Kieran is sure that he is.
After being raped by Kyle Mason, he suffers psychological trauma and only his
relationship with Jason gives stability to his life. He and Jason are
suitemates with Alonzo and Erik. He has an artistic soul. Jason has decided
that Kieran will change majors to Art. Kieran is a foundling mind mage with
powers of telepathy and clairsentience.
·
Marvin Oswald. A 21-year-old mage
sophomore with talent in healing. He's studying premed in hopes of going into
complementary healing.
·
Micah Blum. An 18-year-old mage boy who
rooms with Darren. He used to spend most of his time with his two friends
Oliver and Cameron. They were in a polyamorous relationship. Micah is a little
afraid of Darren because he's afraid of werewolves. Now Micah has chosen to
live as the slave to cousin Remuel Adler.
·
Mordecai Adler. A 50-year-old mage who is
a high-ranking member of the custodes and of the American FBI. He's a
powerfully built man with dark olive skin tone and black hair that is just
beginning to turn gray at the temples.
·
Oliver Rankin. A freshman mage (18 years
old), one of the twink trio along with Micah Blum and Cameron Campbell. He
describes himself as a rude, arrogant (because he is smarter than
everyone around him) and unable to quickly read social cues. He's befriended
Kyle Mason and works with him in science lab.
·
Rakesh Mishra. A 23-year-old graduate
student of Indian American heritage. He's working on his MS in Psychology. He's
a mind mage and a yogi master. He is one of Kieran's trainers. He lives off
campus in Ibis House.
·
Reggie Delmar. A 20-year-old sophomore
music student who likes Alonzo. They share a music class. He's a mage, but not
a songmage. He lives off campus in Ibis House. He has light brown skin
and very curly black hair. He looks like he has some African American ancestry.
·
Remy (Remuel)
Adler. Micah's 20-year-old cousin, a low-ranking member of the custodes
who lives with his father Mordecai and keeps his official records. He was
Micah's lover at the Academy and has recently taken Micah as his slave.
·
Rowan Vidas-Wu.
A 21-year-old college junior who lives at Ibis House. He was born in Chicago to
a Lithuanian American father and a Chinese American mother. Both the Vidas and the Wu families are among the fifty families.
He's a friend of Reggie Delmar, but his best friend is Delian Khalkis. The two
of them share everything, including boys and girls they date.
·
Sebastian Trent. A 24-year-old graduate
student. He's the RA for his floor and he helps Professor Thorne to wrangle the
mage and supernatural scholars on campus. His female counterpart is Clarissa
Spencer. Sebastian is 70 inches tall and weighs 160 pounds. He has light brown
hair and brown eyes. He was a little overwhelmed with the fallout from Alonzo's
spell and Kieran's rape, so he allowed Domenic the leeway he needed to enslave
Kyle. Now there's nothing he can do about it. Sebastian is bisexual but prefers
men. He has older men on campus who blow him in exchange for favors. He seems
to have a lot of influence on campus for a grad student. He is dating Ethan
Lowry but feels guilty about the age difference.
·
Seth Gray. A junior who is majoring in classics.
He and his sister are twins, with long brown hair and light gray eyes. Both are
tall and slender, but not overly thin. The two of them are the best alchemists
at Severan college except for Jason. They came from Santa Fe New Mexico. The
Grays are among the 50 families who run mage society.
·
Silvan Reynard. A sophomore mind mage who
lives at Ibis House. He's 5 foot 8 inches tall, blond
and slender with an almost elfin shape to his face despite being human. (The
Reynards are said to have been fey touched for
generations). He is in love with Rakesh Mishra. He and Kieran are in the same
beginning yoga/mind magery classes.
·
Sybil Thorne. Kieran's history professor.
She's also the overseer for the magician's Conclave here on campus. Her
two assistants are Sebastian Trent and Clarissa Spencer.
·
Tristan Navarro. A 21-year-old senior
seeking a degree in English Literature. He's filipino
with medium beige skin, black hair, and dark eyes. He stands 66 inches tall and
weighs 150 pounds. He likes short shorts and tight tee shirts. He's Elijah
Jackson's lover and lives with him and Kendal. He calls Elijah daddy and
Kendal brother. He has written two volumes in a
series of mm romance novels about mages called Wands of Love and he
intends to keep writing. He kept his own name and keeps his own finances, but
he's no less devoted to Elijah than Kendal is.
·
Warren Cheng. A Chinese American
psychology grade student and friend of Jason. His family is originally from
Hong Kong, but they live in Los Angeles like Jason's family. His specialty is magical
noetics, but he has a strong talent for illusions
as well. He is the TA in Jason's Psychology course, and he lives in town at
Ibis House.
·
Zoe Smith. A 20-year-old Sophomore mind
mage who lives at Ibis House. She is an African American woman, about five foot
eight inches tall, with a curvy shape, a broad smile and short black hair in
tight curls.
Mundanes (or Unknown)
·
Aaron Blackwell. A human man in his early
fifties. He's the Director of Student Residence at Severan College, and the
father of Nathaniel and James. He is magically enthralled by Sebastian Trent.
·
Abe Grossman. A heavy-set man in his late
40s who lives in town. He has male pattern baldness, leaving the top of his
head bald, but his substantial beard is brown streaked with gray. He has a ten-inch
dick that is about as thick as a soda can, and he knows how to use it. He's the
leader of the group that used Kyle in the gym locker room. The group includes
Ryan Masters and the twins, Freddy and Teddy
Zimmerman.
·
Amir Kassim. A
junior, the boyfriend of the aggressive would-be dominant James McManus.
·
Billy McAndrews. A senior who is the lead
guitarist of the band Dreaming Dragons. He is Mariah Tovey's boyfriend. He's 22
years old and a senior.
·
Christopher Thompson. A big guy, over six
feet tall and well-muscled, with blond hair who looks like a jock; he has a
very small penis; Matt's roommate (and possible submissive); a member of the
Nerd Squad.
·
Daniel Burns. A stocky guy with light
brown hair and a goatee; one of the Nerd Squad
·
Edward "Eddie" Mason. Kyle's 25-year-old
brother.
·
Freddy Zimmerman. A freshman with a
slender but muscular build, light skin, blond hair, and blue eyes. Like his
twin brother Teddy, he's submissive. He was part of the group who used Kyle in
the gym locker room.
·
George Marley. The drummer for Dreaming
Dragons. He's a 22-year-old junior.
·
Jake Miller. An African American guy with
dark skin and curly hair; one of the Nerd Squad.
·
James Blackwell. The nineteen-year-old
son of Aaron Blackwell. He's a tall, skinny goth boy with a lot of tattoos. He
attends Severan College and studies art. He and Sebastian had a sexual
encounter over the summer before his freshman year. He has a long penis with a
tattoo of a snake on it.
·
James McManus. A fair skinned guy
with reddish hair who shares a literature class with Jason and Kieran. He
admires Jason's relationship with Kieran and would like to control his own
boyfriend Amir the same way.
·
Jill Black. The bass guitarist for
Dreaming Dragons. She's a 21-year-old junior.
·
Joe Peters. A freshman in Kieran's
writing class who was in the same religious program before school that Kieran
was in.
·
Josh Higgins. Overweight and unhygienic
guy who introduced Kyle to Nerd Squad.
·
Kendal Jackson. A 23-year-old
college dropout. He's five foot three inches tall and weighs about 115 pounds.
He has pale blond hair, heterochromatic eyes (one blue and one green), and
extremely fair skin. He lives with Elijah Jackson and is one of his lovers. He
hated college and dropped out. He stays home and keeps house for Elijah
Jackson. He likes to wear women's clothing but identifies as a boy. He changed
his last name and signed power of attorney to make Elijah control over his
affairs. He's very submissive. He calls Elijah daddy and Tristan brother.
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Kyle Mason. A 19-year-old college
freshman from Kentucky. Kyle begins the story as a high school athlete who's
let himself go a little. He's 74" tall and 250 pounds. He has a muscular build
with a layer of fat and a small gut. He has brown hair and brown eyes. He's a
closeted gay man and a homophobe. He has a history of beating on gay acting
guys who get him aroused. During the New Student Mixer, he raped Kieran Morgan.
When he got back to his room, he beat on his smaller roommate Simon until he
orgasmed in his pants. In return for these acts, Domenic Chase enslaved him and
is turning him into a hot jock bitch. His life has become a prolonged slave
training session. He begins to show remorse and even to accept his sexuality
but tries to find a way out of his magical enslavement.
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Larry Gordan. Kieran's Art professor. He
reminds Kieran of his Uncle Craig, and arouses him, a fact that disturbs Kieran
but seemed unsurprising to Jason. He tried to put the moves on Kieran after his
first class but backed off apologetically when he found out that he was Jason's
boy. He is a mentor to Kieran.
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Leo Wagner. A construction worker
in Severan who felt under the control of Remuel Adler
who used a combination of magic and Leo's suppressed gay fantasies to control
him. He's a handsome man with fair skin, light brown hair, and a solid build.
He's thirty-two but looks younger. He looks a little bit like Sebastian Trent,
which is what draws Remuel Adler to him. He has a
16-year-old son named Mason, and two daughters, Tiffany (13) and Brittany (12).
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Mariah Tovey. The keyboardist for
Dreaming Dragons and Billy McAndrew's girlfriend. She's a 22-year-old senior.
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Matt Silver. A sturdy guy with olive skin
tone and brown hair; he has a very large penis (almost 10 inches); the most
sadistic of the Nerd Squad.
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Michael Shank. A skinny guy with
dirty blond hair and pale skin; one of the Nerd Squad.
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Millicent Bierce. A TA who teaches the
writing class that Kieran and Darren are in. She appears to be very religious
and doesn't seem to like Kieran and Darren, probably because they are gay.
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Nathaniel Blackwell. The
twenty-six-year-old son of Aaron Blackwell. He is a soldier in Afghanistan who
became the lover of the daiwa Karim Khan who
impregnated him. He's a gay, sexual submissive. He's a lieutenant in the US
Army but he doesn't know how he will maintain his career and bear his lover's
child.
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Peter Gantz.
Alonzo's Vocals professor. A heavyset man in his middle years. He likes Alonzo
but more in an avuncular way.
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Ryan Masters. A handsome junior with mixed
Asian and Caucasian ancestry. He has light skin and brown wavy hair. His slanted
eyes are green. He used Kyle in the gym locker room. He's close with Abe
Grossman and the twins, Freddy and Teddy Zimmerman.
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Sally Minh. An engineering student who is
in Kieran's art class. She ships Kieran and Jason and draws pictures of them in
anime style. She's a friend to Kieran and becomes one of the watchers keeping
an eye on him for Jason.
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Teddy Zimmerman. A freshman with a
slender but muscular build, light skin, blond hair, and blue eyes. Like his
twin brother Freddy, he's submissive. He was part of the group who used Kyle in
the gym locker room.
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Terrence Green. A basketball player for
the school. A 21-year-old junior, standing six foot eight inches tall, with
deep bronze skin color and brown eyes. He has full lips and rounded features.
He wears his black hair in very short, kinky curls.
Others
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Karim Khan. A daiwa
who appears to be in his late twenties. He's the lover of Nathaniel Black and
the father of his child. He works with the US Army as a translator and guide.
His people are a magical race related to the djinn, the ifrit and the deva of
ancient Aryan mythology. Now that he had impregnated another he is transforming
into an alpha daiwa.
Skinchangers, Non-Werewolves
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David Campos. (Da VEED) A handsome man Blatino freshman of Domenican
ancestry. He's from Philadelphia. He has dark olive skin tone, black hair that
looks feathery, and piercing brown eyes. He is a were-raptor who can assume two
non-human forms. He can become a raptor that resembles a large golden eagle or
a hybrid form that is bipedal with sharp claws on the end of feathered arms. He
is an alpha, but the were-raptors don't follow a pack structure like the
were-wolves do.
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Gideon Blackburn. A muscular man with
dark brown skin, brown eyes and black hair in tight,
kinky curls. He's about 30 years old and works as at a waxing salon on the edge
of town that takes male clients. It seems popular in the gay, BDSM community.
He likes fisting (giving, not receiving), and he's a shifter who turns into a
lynx.
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Millie Jones. 45-year-old leader of the
were-rats. She doesn't like or trust werewolves, but she hated Howard Cromwell
with a passion.
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Philip Mertz. A jock who shares a history
class with Kyle Mason. He's 6 feet tall and weighs 180 lbs. He's about 6 feet
tall and muscular, with light skin and brown hair. He's a shifter who turns
into a lynx. He becomes Kyle's partner and trainer in the gym. He's also a
lover that cares about Kyle. Domenic saved him from a were-wolf in his freshman
year. He lives off-campus near the woods by a different trailhead from the one
used by the were-wolves.
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Rashida Lamont. A 23-year-old graduate
student with black skin, short hair, and an athletic build. She's the wererat
who oversees the other wererats on campus. She lives in the New Dorm (along
with the other werewolves).
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Tristan White. A 19-year-old college
freshman. He stands only five and half feet tall and has sandy hair, fair skin,
and hazel eyes. He's a wererat and a member of Oliver's study group.
Skinchangers, Werewolves
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Aidan Stringer (beta). A freshman staying
at the wolf house. He is a relative of Jarod Stringer, Howard Cromwell's
right-hand man. Aidan is officially listed as a beta, but he exhibits some
alpha qualities. He took Chase Morris as his boyfriend/bitch and seems to be
undermining the alpha leaders in some way.
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Benjamin "Benjy" Gold (Beta). A twink
beta-werewolf who shares a class with Simon. He has dark curly hair, light
olive skin and slender build. He's very small, about 5 ft. 5 and 120 pounds.
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Chase Morris (beta). Aidan is a
young high school dropout who comes from Middlebourne. He has dark hair that he
wears hanging over his blue-gray eyes. His skin is very pale. He turns 18 on
September 25th (5 days before Ethan Lowry). He was a virgin at the
beginning of the series but gets involved with Aidan Stringer.
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Chloe Bartok (Beta). 20-year-old
sophomore.
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Conor Tighe (Beta). Sophomore beta
werewolf with auburn hair, fair skin, blue eyes, and freckles. He's average
height and build and he's studying biology.
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Chuck Burns (Beta). A 20-year-old
sophomore who lives at Wolf House and is a friend of Aidan.
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Dawn Schiller (Alpha). A muscular blond
woman who stands 70 inches tall. She's the female alpha of the werewolf pack
and Drew's girlfriend. She is bisexual and usually has at least one girl on the
side.
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Darren Groves (Alpha). A 21-year-old
college junior from Montana. A heavy-set man with shoulder length brown hair, a
short beard, and brown eyes. He's powerfully built under his extra pounds. He's
of average appearance. He stands 70 inches tall and weighs 220 pounds. He's
Drew's right hand man. In a fit of lust, he groped
Kieran in the laundry room. Who knows what would have happened if Drew hadn't
broken it up? Despite this, Darren is a good guy. He's become a kind of
avuncular figure for Kieran as one of his protectors on campus.
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Delia Smith (Beta). 21-year-old college
junior who lives at Wolf House.
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Drew (Andrew) Janowski (Alpha). A
22-year-old werewolf from rural Pennsylvania. He's 74 inches tall, with blond
hair and green eyes. He wears a short, well-trimmed beard. He has a powerful
build and weighs 220 pounds of solid muscle. He runs the local werewolf pack
and helps Sebastian keep order on campus. He's bisexual. His girlfriend Dawn
commands the female werewolves. He also likes handsome men and pretty boys. He
took Simon into his room after he was attacked by Kyle.
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Edgar Krause (Beta). A sophomore
werewolf and friend of Aidan Stringer. He's Gordan Cooper's roommate in the
dorms.
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Ellen Parker (Beta). A 20-year-old junior
who lives at Wolf House.
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Gordan Cooper (Beta). A sophomore
werewolf and a friend of Adrian Stringer. Edgar Krause's roommate.
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Howard Cromwell (Alpha). A large and
muscular alpha werewolf in his mid-forties. He was the leader of the local pack
before being drive out by Drew, Zeno, Darren, Dawn, and Meghan, with logistical
support from Sebastian. He was a leader of the old school who ruled through
intimidation. Under him the pack followed several traditions that Drew has
tried to do away with. He originally came from New York. He is the werewolf who
killed Ethan's father. After leaving New York he wandered around for a few
months before settling down near the college.
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Hugh Kent (Beta). A 19-year-old college
freshman. Lalo's roommate.
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Inga Martinez (Alpha). A 29-year-old
Latina woman from Middlebourne. She's a little heavyset, but quite strong. She
manages the Wolf House for Zeno, supervising work groups and organizing the
business of running the house. Her younger brother Sammy is the cook at Wolf
House.
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Ira Cohen (Beta). 19-year-old college
freshman. Good friends with Aidan Stringer.
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Ivan Kovacs (Beta). 22-year-old
who lives at the Wolf House. He's one of the Middlebourne werewolves. He works
with Wilma Jackson at the local used car dealership and repair shop.
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Jarod Stringer (Alpha). Deceased.
Former right-hand man of Howard Cromwell. Darren and Meghan killed him in the
woods before Drew challenged Cromwell for leadership. His young brother is
Aidan Stringer.
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Kevin McNeil (Beta). 20-year-old college
sophomore. An athlete with brown hair and fair skin. Roommate with Conor Tighe.
Tammy's brother.
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Lalo Arenas (Beta). A cute and thin latino freshman. Lalo is short for Eduardo. He may
be the second most submissive werewolf after Benjy. He has light olive skin
tone, jade green eyes, and brown hair. He makes eyes at Darren and calls him Daddy
Werewolf, a nickname he claims is common in the dorms, even among the
mages. He is friends with the mage Oliver Rankin (they share a literature
class).
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Lew Muller (Beta). A tall thin beta
werewolf, with long brown hair, a beard and two black earrings with wolf head
instead of a ball. He's a computer hacker who knows a bit about electronics.
His major is English literature. He plays guitar and writes poetry. He was
Benjy's roommate until he moved into the wolf house.
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Meghan Connelly (Alpha). A female
werewolf who is one of Kieran's watchers. She's Darren's best friend and she
was one of the original 5 who worked to overthrow the old pack leader, Howard
Cromwell.
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Naomi Bentley (Alpha). A 27-year-old
woman with long black hair and olive skin tone. She's very muscular. She was
one of the Middlebourne werewolves. She's now the chief of security at Wolf
House.
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Samuel Martinez (Beta). A 23-year-old
Latino cook who runs the kitchen at Wolf House.
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Scarlett De Angelo (Beta). A 22-year-old
graduate student who lives at Wolf House.
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Shelby O'Brien (Beta). A 26-year-old
professional bookkeeper. She lives at Wolf House.
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Simon Carter (Alpha). A 19-year-old gay
college freshman. He's an African American boy (although his biological father
was white) who was raised by two moms. He stands 68 inches tall and weighs 150
pounds. He's of average size, but the men he likes best are muscular jock
types, most of whom aren't interested in bottoming for a skinny black boy.
After getting beaten up by his roommate Kyle, he is moved to Drew's room.
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Stella White (Beta). 19-year-old
freshman. She is one of Aidan's friends.
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Tammy McNeil (Beta). 22-year-old
senior athlete. Kevin's sister.
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Vicky Garcia (Beta). A very short Latina
were-wolf. She's tougher than she seems, and she really hates rapists.
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Willie Coombs (Beta). A
40-year-old man with dark brown skin and mid-length hair that hangs in
dreadlocks. He's Xav's man at the Wolf House and he works at the Marriott Hotel
in the kitchen. He caters breakfast at Xav's house every day.
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Wilma Jackson (Beta). 28-year-old
mechanic in town at the local used auto dealership and repair shop. She gets
Ivan Kovacs a job there.
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Xav (Xavier) Janowski (Alpha). A
24-year-old werewolf who is spirit speaker (priest) for the werewolves.
He stands 70 inches tall and weighs 150 pounds. He has long blond hair he wears
in a French braid and deep sapphire blue eyes. He's Drew's older brother, and
his closest advisor in the pack. He is the spiritual leader for the pack and
gives spiritual advice to mundane clients who don't know he's a werewolf. He's
flamboyant and campy. He is a total power bottom and
fucking him can be a spiritual experience as well as a physical one.
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Zeno Schiller (Alpha). A grad student,
brother of Dawn and supporter of Drew Janowski. Drew was sleeping with Zeno
before he even met Dawn. He's six feet tall and weighs 175 pounds. He has dark
hair and olive skin tone. He has very little body fat and keeps his impressive
body shaved. He is a dancer and according to Drew he has the greatest core body
strength of anyone he knows. He's a power bottom who
runs Wolf House. He's taking a semester off after showing up to school late. He
works as a stripper at the Blue Room, a gay bar on the edge of town.
Places
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Alchemy House. A large house in Severan
purchased by Jason's father for use as an alchemy lab to make weapons and
potions for the Severan Council. Jason has convinced his father to sell him the
house instead of turning it over to the Conclave. The house was owned by a mage
and has too many magical enhancements to be sold to mundanes. It has magical
protections and wards, but the Lee family is paying for more to be added.
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Baylor Hall. A dorm building at Severan
College which is used to house the mages and lupipelles
(werewolves) on campus. The third floor is use by male supernaturals and
the fourth by female supernaturals. The muripelles
(wererats) refuse to use this dorm and they stay elsewhere on campus. The dorm
has a dining hall on the first floor.
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Blue Room. A gay strip bar operated by
the weretiger Mahendra Khatri. Most of the employees
and clientele can't see through the velamen arcanum. Zeno Schiller
dances here and a lot of versipelles and mages come here.
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Butternut Ranch Resort. A luxury resort
less than an hour north of Severan via a windy road through the national
forest. It's mage friendly and is owned and operated by mages. There's a magic
circle to ease translocation spells in the basement, and a lot of
magical enhancements that are subtle enough for the mundanes not to notice. The
resort sits at the northern end of the numina flux zone.
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Ibis House. A large house in town
that is used by the mages as off-campus residence. It's shielded by the velamen
arcanum and mundanes tend to ignore it. It's been modified by magic over
the decades and has a lot of magical features and defenses. There's a magic
circle to make translocation spells easier to use. It's owned and
operated by the Ibis Foundation, a mage NGO that maintains Ibis House
facilities near mundane universities in many towns.
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Newbury's Country Kitchen. A diner owned
by Esther Newbury, a widow whose daughter Molly helps in the restaurant. She's
a member of PFLAG because of her son Bobby who experienced violence in town
before moving to Columbus. The restaurant has mostly traditional American
dishes, but they can accommodate vegetarians and other special diets.
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Numina Flex Zone. This area of
southeastern Ohio is a weak spot between the worlds. Magic rituals are easier
to perform here, and a higher-than-average number of people born in the region
have mage talent, although most of them are never identified or trained. The
realms of faerie, umbra, outland, spirit, underworld, astral, dream, and light
are easily accessed from this zone. Other realms may or may not be easier to
reach from here than from elsewhere. A similar, but smaller zone surrounds the Sagacia Academy and the Ossuarium
in the Bayou of Louisiana.
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Severan College. A fictional private
college in fictional Severan Ohio. It was founded by the mage Aurelius Severan,
originally to provide mundane college degrees to young mages. To accomplish
this goal, mundane professors needed to be hired. Over time, the magical nature
of the school became hidden behind a layer of mundane scholars and professors.
The college sits near dead center of the numina flux zone that marks a
weak spot between the worlds.
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Severan House. The oldest building
on campus, it was originally the home of Aurelius Severan, the mage who founded
the college. Severan House contains offices, a museum, and several mage-only
facilities, including a magic circle in the basement to make translocation
spells more accurate. Students living at Ibis House and mages visiting from
other towns and states use this circle to arrive in Severan.
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Wolf House. A large farmhouse
surrounded by row apartments used by werewolves to house wolves who can't or
don't want to live on campus. It's governed by Zeno Schiller with the aid of a
council of alphas. It's the headquarters of the Severan Pack.