Date: Thu, 28 Dec 2023 13:52:34 +0000 (UTC) From: Stu Y Subject: Re: Cuck Holiday Chapter 6 Cuck Holiday – Chapter 6 The next day, Josh and Nathan were free in the afternoon, so Harry arranged for us all to meet up early afternoon so we could have a nice relaxing one with a few drinks, and maybe have some time to play later in the evening. We met at a gay bar on the beach after lunch, about 2.30pm, and relaxed under a parasol, with the hot sand at our feet. Half way through the first beer, everything was pretty light hearted and I was starting to relax and enjoy being there. The calm didn't last for long though. Nathan was talking about his day at work yesterday and some stressful client and how badly he'd slept last time, as he was still thinking about it. Josh took the opportunity to jump in at that point, with a grin on his face. "Hey Ste, hopefully you got a better night's sleep last night?" My heart started to sink. I could see where this was going to go. Nathan had obviously told Josh all about the other night. Stuff I knew Harry was not going to be comfortable with. "Although, I bet Harry got more sleep sharing a bed with you than he did when I was in there" he added - joking, but not really joking. Harry laughed. "In fairness you kept waking me up in the night because your dick had got rock hard again and you wanted another fuck" "What can I say man, you turn me on a whole lot" Josh said, stroking Harry's leg, as they sat close together. For a second I felt like the storm was about to pass. Then Nathan joined in. "Man, it felt fucking good to have the whole bed to myself..." And there it was. I saw the look of puzzlement on Harry's face. "If it was up to me" Nathan continued, "bitches would always sleep on the floor. Beds only for the real men". I looked at him, feeling betrayed. "Don't look at me like that you little bitch. When I make a dumb fuckslut sleep on the floor and have the king size bed to myself, you think I'm not gonna have a laugh with my mates about it?" I was mortified. It was bad enough that guys on other tables might be hearing this, but it was so much worse, than my own boyfriend was hearing this right here. Why didn't I just tell him before. I didn't know if he'd be feeling angry or embarrassed or what else he might be feeling. I wanted to curl up in a ball. A few loaded seconds passed, before Harry spoke. "What the fuck are you talking about...?" Josh leaned forward, and put his hand on Harry's knee to calm him and then turned to me, half smiling. "Ste, why don't you go fetch the men another beer while we talk" "You can get yourself a water" Nathan added. A moment passed and Harry didn't say anything to intervene, so I got up. "Yes Sir" I said quietly, and walked across to the bar, to order three pints of beer and a glass of water. As I waited at the bar, I could just about still hear what they were saying. "I'm telling you, your boy has such a boner right now" I heard Josh say to Harry. Harry said something to Nathan which I couldn't quite hear, but I heard Nathan's response clearly. "Mate, no disrespect, but there are men and there are bitches. Both serve a role and both need each other. But your boyfriend is a very submissive bitch, and he needs keeping in line. It's what he wants. He wouldn't obey us if he didn't want it". I got back to the table with a tray of the beers and my tap water, and I passed the beers to the other three. "Good boy" Josh said to me as I sat down. "You didn't really have to get yourself water" Harry said to me, looking less angry than he did before, but maybe just confused still. "Yes he did" Nathan said calmly. "He does what men tell him. Like, watch this". He turned to me. "Get on your knees now bitch and kiss my feet" I wasn't expecting this. I paused, looking around at all the people in the bar. This was too much. He spoke calmly, but more insistently. "Do it faggot. Kiss my feet right fucking now" I could tell the anger coming into his voice. I didn't have a choice. I got down on my knees on the warm sand and planted a slow kiss on each of his feet, then returned to my chair. I looked around again and no-one in the restaurant seemed to have noticed. "You'd best not take so long obeying a basic instruction again bitch, or you're gonna get punished". "He really likes obeying" Josh added, then looking at me, "don't you?" Harry looked over at me, honestly wanting to know how I was feeling. I could see how much he cared about me, and he looked worried that I was being pushed into something I didn't want. He hadn't seen the side of me that was this submissive. I felt like such an embarrassment to him. He was finally seeing how pathetic his boyfriend was. He deserved so much better. I could also see Josh's hand on his knee, and how much he was enjoying being with him. Maybe it was better like this. Just watching their relationship develop, knowing Harry was going to get the kind of guy he deserved. "Yes Sir" I said, honestly, to Josh, and I give a small nod to Harry to tell him I wanted this. I couldn't tell what his look back to me meant. I think it was all still sinking in, but he didn't say anything more. The conversation kind of returned to normal topics, and the guys carried on drinking beer and me drinking water without further comment on it. We ordered food, and Nathan didn't intervene in what I wanted to eat, but for the next drinks round, I got water again, and nobody said anything about it. It all kind of returned to normal, watching and commenting on the guys that walked past, telling funny stories and joking around. I was quieter than normal, just not wanting to overstep my place, knowing that Nathan, and to some extent Josh, expected me to be submissive to them. I wasn't silent, but I mostly just laughed along and spoke when one of the other guys asked me something directly. I still enjoyed their company though. After getting food, we decided to take a walk along the beach before heading to a bar. I fell in next to Harry while Josh and Nathan walked together a bit further in front. "How are you feeling?" Harry asked me, once we were out of earshot of the others. I turned and looked him in the eye as we walked, and smiled. "I'm good. I'm sorry about earlier. I didn't want to embarrass you. I should have told you what happened earlier" Harry shrugged. "It's ok. I mean, it was kind of weird. I'm not sure I totally get it. But I guess it's all good if you're happy?" I nodded. "Thankyou" I said quietly. We walked along quietly for a couple of minutes. "How are you feeling about Josh?" I asked. They'd spent the afternoon sitting next to each other and their hands on each others' laps, even openly kissing a couple of times. Harry nodded thoughtfully. "He's really hot. I mean, honestly, I really want to fuck him some more" I smiled. "I guess this is how it goes with experimenting. We've got to try stuff and see what we both enjoy" Harry nodded again. It crossed my mind that we might also find out what we preferred and what we didn't prefer, and that it might mean he finds out he's no longer interested in me. But I didn't say it out loud. "So are you still wanting to explore submission stuff with Nathan?" Harry asked. Whatever I wanted, I knew I had to give Harry the space to find out how much he was into Josh. He deserved to see if this might go somewhere. But I also couldn't deny, I wanted to serve Nathan more. I wanted to be a good enough slut to impress him. I wanted to be on my knees looking up at him, and inhaling his scent and showing him I was desperate to please him. I knew he'd be mean to me, and treat me like shit, but I still wanted him to do it. "Yeah. If its ok with you?" I replied. "Of course babe. I want you to explore everything you want" he said quickly. I wasn't sure how much he meant it, or how much he just wanted to have more alone time with Josh. We got to the next place, and all went up to the bar, but had to wait as the single bartender was dealing with a big order from across the bar. Nathan moved round and slapped a hand on Harry's shoulder. "Hey man, you mind if I take your boy to the bathroom? I really need some sloppy head right now" Harry started to turn to check with me, but Josh quickly moved a finger to Harry's chin and turned his face towards him. "You don't have to check with your boy. You know he wants you to make the decision, right? You're the man." I saw Harry looking in his eyes, then nodding. Josh leaned in and kissed Harry long and deeply. "Maybe we can keep doing that while they're gone" Josh said. "Mmm, yeah" he replied. "Sure man, use him good" he said to Nathan, but without taking his eyes off Josh. I watched the back of Harry's head and saw the smile on Josh's face as Harry moved in for another kiss. At the same time a firm hand grabbed the back of my neck hard. "Ok, move" Nathan said. I obeyed and walked towards the toilet and he let go of my neck, knowing I wouldn't disobey him now. I walked towards the end stall and into it, and Nathan followed me quietly and closed the door and locked it. There didn't seem to be anyone else in the bathroom, but we were still both pretty quiet, just in case. I sat down on the lid of the toilet, thinking he'd fuck my throat standing up, but when I looked up, he clicked a finger and pointed at the ground, and I took that as an instruction to kneel on the cold floor, which was strewn with wet patches and sand trampled in from the beach. He then took my place sitting on the toilet lid and leant back. "Take the shorts and pants off bitch" he whispered, and I did as he said, sliding them down his muscular legs and over his trainers. As I slid them down, it released his massive rock hard dick. He wasn't lying when he said he needed head. I could feel my own dick growing, at the prospect of serving this alpha man. He grabbed me by the hair and pushed me down towards his dick, and I opened my mouth ready for him to slide me down on it. He stopped through just before my lips touched his cock head. "You're one very lucky little cocksucker" he whispered to me, holding me there while I looked down at his thick meat. "Yes Sir" I said, instinctively. "Beg me to let you worship my alpha dick faggot" I didn't hesitate. I wanted it so much. "Please Sir, let me suck your alpha dick and take your seed. Use my throat as your fleshlight" "Yeah, good boy. Being a hole for alpha dick. It's all your good for isn't it?" "Yes Sir" I said. I was so rock hard, but I knew my dick was completely irrelevant right now. Only one dick mattered. He pulled me all the way down onto it, so I couldn't breath properly, and the scent of his crotch from an afternoon sitting out in the sun, was filling my lungs, and rubbing all over my face, marking me. He manoeuvred my skull up and down on his dick, fully controlling the fuck, and using my skull and throat purely as an object for pleasuring his cock. He leant back and spread his legs open wider, but never released the pressure on my head, just kept moving me up and down, squeezing his dick in my throat and getting him close to orgasm. The continuous throat fucking meant I head to open my mouth and throat up, and the throat slime was gently flowing out onto the base of his dick. With one hand he started scooping it up and rubbing it all over my face and through my hair, while his other hand kept controlling the skull fuck. He kept going covering me in the slime, until my whole face felt wet and I knew it was streaked through my hair. I was a total mess, but it didn't matter. Right now my only purpose in the world was to be a tight hole for his dick to slide in and out of and to shoot his seed into. Covering me in my own drool was just him reminding me I was nothing. Just a cocksucker slut, on my knees for him to dump his load in. I could feel him getting closer and closer, and then as he was right on the edge he pushed my skull down deep and crossed his arms over the back of my head, holding me down so hard, I couldn't move, and his dick was so deep in my throat I couldn't breathe. I felt his balls tense, and the deep repeated throbbing from the base of his dick as the cum shot up through the length of his dick and spurt after spurt was unloaded deep inside my body. It felt so amazing knowing the pleasure he was experiencing, and that my throat had been able to give him that. I gradually pushed my head slightly up, just to get a gap to be able to breathe, and as his orgasm subsided, he let me lift it just enough, but still holding me deep down on his dick. I knew I shouldn't take his dick out my mouth until he instructed. The only thing that mattered was giving him a perfect experience. He deserved it. Eventually he lifted his arms off the back of my head and pushed me back and off his dick. He leaned forward and grabbed me by the chin, holding me closer towards him, then spat in my face. He spat again and again until I had five marks on my face where his spit had landed and was dribbling down. "Such a pathetic bitch. You exist to serve real men and take dick." "Yes Sir" "I wanna hear you say it" he said and reached down to grab his phone out of his shorts pocket. He switched it on and pointed it right at my face, dripping with his spit". I knew there was no choice here and no hiding. What he recorded right now could end up being seen by anyone. I was so dumb with his dick though, I just obeyed. "I only exist to serve real men and take dick Sir" I felt his hand slap on my face and another wad of spit land right in my eye, then I heard the sound of the recording stop. "Good bitch. Might make a good trained fag out of you yet" he said, then slid his shorts back over his trainers and on again, pushed me out the way, and unlocked the door. "Don't dare remove my spit from your faggot face, and don't even think about playing with your faggot dick. Show respect to me and come back out into the bar quickly, and thank me properly". He turned and walked out. I reached up and locked the cubicle door, while I got myself together and tried to get my boner to reduce down. When I'd got it together I went out and looked in the mirror. I looked a proper mess. I looked exactly like a man had just rough throat fucked me. I looked like the submissive bitch I was. I went back out into the bar and saw Nathan sitting with Harry and Josh who were cuddled up close together. I walked across to them, thinking about the words to use. I slid down onto the seat next to Nathan, and they all looked expectantly at me. "Thankyou Nathan Sir for letting me serve your alpha dick and take your load Sir. I'm very grateful to get the chance to serve you." Josh started laughing. "You look like a proper little slut whore there mate. No-one here is gonna be in any doubt what you've just been doing" I waited to see what Harry would say. He picked up his beer, that was still about a quarter full, and downed the rest of it. "Maybe time for you to go fetch us men another beer, boy?" he said, and grinned at me. I dropped my head, and knew this meant I was off to order another three beers and a tap water, while the guy at the bar looked at my throatfuck-wrecked face. "Yes Sir" I said. I think it was the first time I ever called my boyfriend Sir. Thanks for reading this far. If you liked it, or if you have your own ideas for what you want to happen next, i'd love to hear. My email address is studfish23@yahoo.co.uk and my twitter is @realsub_bristol