Date: Tue, 12 Feb 2019 20:21:54 +0000 (UTC) From: DOGG Subject: descension into submission-10 DESCENSION INTO SUBMISSION-10 Written by Eugene Marvin -aka- NPhillydogg@aol.com ___________________ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>O<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< I had 2 nice days off [back to back], (a rarity), doing some odds and ends around the house [that Susanne (my wife) been nagging at me to get too for a while], AND managed to relax and get some much needed rest, spending quality time with my family (wife, son, parents, siblings, etc.), reconnecting and getting back in touch, finding out what everyone's been up to since I seemingly fell off the planet! (lol). However the BEST part was spending some time [the next day] with my best friend: DeMarco, spending some much needed time with him after his wife's funeral {chps-5 & 6}! We went to the local park and played basketball with a group of HIS friends! Marco played with them weekly, but I have never really gotten into it like HE had. Afterwards we went back to one of their houses for some drinks and snacks, sitting back chillen after a tough game! It was great to be amongst a group of MEN and not have to worry about them trying to rape and degrade me [like Adeem and HIS buddies always did]! It was also nice seeing Marco happy and shooting the shit again, laughing and joking openly and honestly, seemingly free from mourning [although I knew his late wife was never far from his thoughts]! Looking at the time I decided to cut out early, knowing I had to be to work in the morning! I tapped Marco's arm and suggested we started to head out [wanting him to leave with ME so we could converse more], but he said he wanted to hang out a little longer, saying he'd get catch a ride home later with one of his buddies! I drove home and had a nice dinner with my wife. We tried to discuss the growing problems mounting between us, trying to figure out what was causing the distance and disconnect we were both feeling in our marriage...? But it just ended in another argument, leaving us to go to bed angry, sleeping away from one another! As often I threw myself into my job, trying to be the most efficient officer I could be! Over the course of a couple of days, I've investigated 2 burglaries; 3 purse snatchings; 4 fender benders; a hit and run [the victim died at the scene]; 5 shootings, and 6 domestic squabbles! Most of the cases were minor calls where I just had to send the male spouse out for a walk to calm down...but a couple ended with me arresting the men, handcuffing and escorting them to lockup for beating their wives! I was in the midst of writing up one of the reports [interviewing the wife], when I got a strange CALL from Adeem...! I was completely taken by surprise that he would take the time to call me instead of texting, like usual! "Excuse me a second...?" I said to the female victim, leaving the desk to take a personal call...! "Yes, sir...?" I asked, obediently! `You at work?' HE asked, simply! "Yes, sir!" I answered [keeping my back to the squad room], (so no one could read my lips, nor see the worry on my face)! `Well...when you get off work, I need you to get some supplies! I'll TEXT them to you! Don't fuck up!' he warned before hanging up in my ear! A few seconds later I received his text message with the items listed: 1- 18" double-headed dildo 2- Poppers 3- Lesbian porno 4- One small black jockstrap 5- One small white jockstrap I had never bought any of these items before, and wondered HOW I'd do it without arousing suspicions about me...? WHAT did Adeem have in mind with those items? I went back to the women to finish making my report, trying to avoid staring into her sad looking eyes, realizing we were both sort of in the same boat! After work, I looked up sex shops in Adeem's area, then drove to the closest one! Sitting outside in my patrol car, I considered changing out of my uniform before going in, but worried what Adeem might do if I showed up in plain clothes...? I got out of my squad-car and entered into the store, leaving my name and badge number in the car! I could instantly feel eyes on my uniform as I looked around and picked out the supplies I needed, getting odd looks from the people around me, selecting everything on Adeem's list! I noticed there were mostly MEN in the store, some staring intently at the pornographic material, with prominent tents pressing out against their zippers! I ignored them all and took my purchases up to the cashier! The guy behind the register looked at the items...then stared back at me curiously! "Bachelor party props!" I lied, as he laughed and rung me up without a second thought! I took my x-rated purchases and dashed back out to my patrol car, then headed straight to Adeem's apartment! Parking the car, I felt even MORE suspect carrying the bag of `props' with me into the apartment, feeling as if everyone watching KNEW that the items inside was meant for my ass! I knocked on the door [as usual] and was told to go in! Once inside I saw Adeem and Ray sitting on the sofa, both nude, stroking their individual erections! "Drop that shit and strip, NOW!" ordered Adeem, as I sat the bag aside and took off my uniform! I was told to crawl over to them, so I got down on all fours and crawled in front of them, staring up at their hard [impressive] cocks! I wasn't exactly sure what I was supposed to do next, so I waited! Adeem reached behind his back and pulled out a black ski-mask, placing it over my head, with HOLES for my mouth and eyes! I was starting to wondered WHAT the mask was for...?...when I suddenly noticed the sounds of porn coming from one of the back bedrooms! I was told to crawl back over and `fetch' the bag [with my mouth], then bring it back to them on the sofa! That's when Adeem reached into the bag and pulled out the `white' jockstrap! I was told to put it on! It fit rather tight, but I managed to squeeze into it, encasing my cock and balls in the front pouch while adjusting the straps under my ass cheeks, causing my buttock to POP just a bit! "Follow us!" ordered Adeem, as he and Ray got up and headed down the hall to the master bedroom! I crawled in behind them, surprised to find Rico, Darnell, and Jamal already there [all naked and sitting on the bed]! But they weren't alone...!...another guy [a NEW guy] was on his knees between Darnell's legs, bobbing his head in his lap, sucking his dick while simultaneously stroking both Rico and Jamal's stiff cocks with his hands [as they sat on either side of Darnell]! The new guy was also naked (5'8", 150lbs w/a nice developed muscular build) and fair-skinned [like myself]! He was also wearing a ski-mask! Adeem walked up behind him and handed him the black jockstrap! "Put this on!" he barked, as the guy pulled off of Darnell's cock and stood up to step into his new jock! Afterwards he was ordered to kneel NEXT to me! We both glanced inro each other's eyes [for the first time], as he walked over and knelt down beside me! Ray walked over to the disc-player and put the new lesbian porno on! Then Ray, Adeem, Darnell, Jamal, AND Rico all sat on the big king-sized bed and watched the porn together while me and the new guy knelt on the floor [waiting]! The guys made lewd and disturbing comments about the women in the video, calling them bitches and hoes, as the girls started to strip each other naked and begin kissing! Adeem got up and stood behind me, while Ray did the same to the new guy! They grabbed our heads and pushed us together, making us kiss! "Lick each other!" commanded Adeem, as the new guy and I both stuck out our tongues and started lapping at each other's faces! At first it was done undetermined, neither of us aiming in the right place until Adeem grabbed our heads again and pushed our mouths together! "Kiss!" he demanded as we went all IN, licking and sucking at each other's wet mouths, sliding our tongues into each other's mouths and suckling! I could feel his tongue swirling around in my oral cavity as our mouths crushed together! "Look at the 2 CUNTS make out!" laughed Rico, as the new guy and I continued kissing! I could feel our saliva starting to drool out, spilling from our open mouths as we sucked and slurped each other's mouths like dripping ice cream! Adeem's rough hands forced our faces into one another harder...! "Now lick them titties..." he ordered, "...just like those HOES in the movie!" Adeem pulled my head back as Ray forced the new guy's mouth down towards my chest! I could feel his tongue licking about my left nipple, swirling wet streaks around the rivet before moving across my chest to the other one! "Yeah...BITE those titties..." ordered Adeem, "...make `em HURT!" That's when I felt the new guy starting to BITE my nipples, clamping down his teeth on the tiny erect skin, causing sharp PAIN to rip through it before swabbing it more with his tongue! "UHG...!!" I grunted in pain as he switched from nipple to nipple, leaving them both aching and thriving sorely! "Now YOU, slut!" instructed Adeem, pushing MY head down against the new guy's chest, making me lick and suck his nipples briefly before biting them! `URGG...!' I heard him groan in pain! I felt terrible for hurting him! I didn't understand the pleasure they got from inflicting PAIN on someone else...? We were nothing but amusement for them! Like monkeys in a cage! Adeem grabbed me and pushed me down on the floor in front of the bed! Darnell was told to go into the bag and retrieve the poppers! I could hear him ripping off the plastic wrapping! He then placed the tiny brown bottle under the new guy's nose, using his thumb to close off his right nostril while forcing the open bottle into his left! "Inhale!" he said, as the new guy breathed in! Darnell did the same to the right nostril, closing the left, making him inhale again! I watched with concern! What were these `poppers'...? Was it a DRUG of some sort? Something NEW on the market? Were they trying to turn us into druggies...?? Darnell moved towards ME next, instructing me to do the same as the new guy! I felt him placing the bottle under my nose, closing off one nostril and telling me to `breathe deeply!' I did as told [despite my reservations]! As I breathed in I felt an intense HEAT attack my head, then my body! I've never FELT anything like this before! Darnell did my other nostril, and the HEAT intensify [dramatically], causing my head to SPIN! While I was suffering the effects of the bottle, Jamal got up and pulled the new guy up by the front of his jock...and made him straddle my head as I was pushed back onto the floor! I see both knees on the sides of my head and the POUCH of his jock in my face! I thought they were going to make me suck his cock through his jockstrap...when they suddenly pushed him forward, causing the guy's asshole to align with my face! "Sit on it, bitch!" I heard Adeem gruff, as the new guy suddenly lowered his ass onto my face! I instinctively started licking his asshole [without being told], washing my tongue over his pucker, giving it a thorough bath! I could hear the new guy moan softly above me as I start darting my pointed taster in and out of his anal ring, trying to jab into his asshole as deeply as I could! Suddenly I felt my legs being lifted and spread submissively into the air [in missionary position]! I could feel someone holding them in place [bending me in half], while Adeem grabbed the back of the new guy's head and forced his masked face down into my butt, making him eat MY ass! "Eat that pussy, bitch...!" I heard Adeem growl, as the new guy washed his own taster over my hairy hole, licking at the wrinkled surface before pounding his tongue inside me! I did the same to his, as we both slobbered over each other's assholes! So engrossed in the task at hand, neither of us noticed the natives getting restless around us! Suddenly a hand came out of nowhere and SLAPPED the new guy [hard] on his ass cheek, making him groan out loud and causing his cheeks to vibrate against my buried face! This was repeated several more times, alternating cheeks with his asshole quivering and snapping wildly against my embedded tongue! Just as sudden someone started slapping MY ass as well, causing my cheeks to STING sorely! I could only imagine the new guy felt MY ass quivering and vibrating against HIS face as well...?...as I suffered the same fate! The abuse went on for several minutes, with both of us moaning, groaning, and grunting into each other's assholes! After a few minutes I felt someone grab my hand and wrap it around a stiff cock! "Yeah...stroke those dicks, bitches...! Get yur men hard!" directed Adeem, as my other hand was guided to another cock on the other side of me! I stroked both cocks simultaneously [as did the new guy, I'm sure], all while still eating each other's asses! While I still had my face buried up in the new guy's butt, someone climbed down above my head and started sticking his erect cock between me and the new guy's ass, causing me to lick the underbelly of his suddenly appearing shaft! "That's right, bitch...lick that dick!" moaned Jamal, rubbing his cock back and forth along the new guy's ass crack! I licked both Jamal's 8" cock AND the guy's ass simultaneously, swabbing them both with spit, licking the underbelly back to Jamal's hanging balls, washing over the sac! At the same time I felt someone sliding their cock between my own ass cheeks, interrupting the new guy's meal as he began painting both the cock and my asshole with his tongue! "Take that cock, whore..." moaned Rico, pushing his dick into the new guy's mouth! "...eat it good!" I could hear the guy gagging as Rico fucked his throat...then pulled out and slapped his steel rod against my ass, rubbing the head against my spit slick hole! I was still sucking Jamal's balls, when I spit them out and licked my way back down his underbelly towards his dickhead, taking his cock in my mouth, feeling him pushing directly into my throat, making me TAKE it! I was starting to GAG about the base of his cock...when I suddenly felt Rico pushing the head of his dick into my anus! I groaned as his cock broke through my rectal ring, penetrating straight into my gut! For an instant I was speared at both ends at once! I could feel Rico pull out just as suddenly, pushing his cock back into the new guy's mouth as he started to roughly fuck his throat! Jamal was doing the same to me [underneath], sliding in and out of my neck and throat, dragging his spit soaked balls across my eyes! He pulled out a minute later and rammed his cock straight up the new guy's ass, causing him to groan out around Rico's cock! Rico took that moment to grip the guy's head firmly and FUCK his mouth and throat deeply, ramming his entire rod through his esophagus as the guy choked and gagged in response! Then Rico pulled out abruptly and shoved his cock back up my ass without notice, plunging into me full-length with one stroke! "URHHGG...!!" I grunted as he started to fuck me! I looked up and watched Jamal's brown cock sliding in and out of the new guy's light colored ass above my face, his slightly haired anal ring sucking at the shaft as it piston through him! Jamal pulled out after a few dozen strokes, letting me lick and suck his cockhead clean before pushing back into the ass to resume his fuck! I could tell he liked fucking the ass in front of him, as he started to build momentum, slamming his hips into the guy's cheeks, his balls slapping against my forehead below! I could feel the new guy still licking at my overstuffed asshole, as he painted Rico's thrusting cock and my anus with more spit [keeping us lubed]! He swabbed about the thrusting shaft, occasionally getting his throat speared deeply whenever Rico pulled out of me to fuck his throat hard and rough! I could hear him gagging as his throat was dug through thoroughly! Then Rico would pull out of him and shove back into me, picking up where he left off! I was licking Jamal's shaft as it continued thrusting in and out of the ass in front of him! I could feel his dick driving my tongue into the ring as I lapped at it, both his cock and my tongue darting in and out as I painted his underbelly with spit! "Oh shit..." he groaned, fucking harder as he began pounding the man relentless! I could hear the guy groaning and grunting after every stroke! "...I'm gonna cum..." announced Jamal, fucking faster! "...ARRHHHGGGG...!!" he yelled as he started to cum, steady thrusting as his cock became slick with his own seeping load! I leaned in and started licking up the leaking sperm now coating his cock, as he continued to fuck the filling hole until his orgasm surpassed! He pulled out, his softening cock flopping down over my face as I took it in my mouth and sucked it clean! He pushed the whole thing into my mouth, pressing his pubes against my chin as I suckled his soft shaft! When he finally withdrew and moved away, I could see the new guy's anus slowly seeping droplets of his load...and felt compelled to lift up and lick it clean as well, sucking out as much of the fresh cum as I could! Rico was still fucking my ass, ramming himself in and out of me hard, his long stiff prick battering its way through my rectum as he fucked me deeply! The new guy's face was still in my ass, licking and sucking at the stuffed hole, keeping the passage lubricated with spit as Rico fucked harder and faster! I knew he was getting close to coming as his hips started slapping into me like thunder! I heard him gasp as he rammed in one last time, then held himself inside...! "Arrhhhh shit..." he choked, grinding his pelvic bone into me roughly! I could feel his cock straining in my colon, just before the sudden BURST of semen started shooting off inside me, filling me full! "...ARRRRHHHHHHHHHH FUCK...!!" he cursed as he came hard, bucking against me as he dumped his entire load inside my body! The new guy is there, licking up any spillage as Rico slowly withdrew and ordered him to suck his cock clean! "Now...suck my nut out of his ass...!" he followed up, as the new guy dove his face back into my ass and started digging his tongue into me, searching for any lost cum, looking to devour it! Adeem and the others watched for a while...! "Get off of him!" he ordered, as the guy climbed off of me! "Hands and knees! Both of you! Side by side! Pussies in the air, NOW!" barked Adeem, as we both got in position [shoulder to shoulder]! Darnell came up in front of us with the double-headed dildo! "Open wide, cunts!" he said, as we opened our mouths as Darnell shoved the head of the dildo into my mouth, then started fucking my mouth and throat with deep deliberate strokes! While fucking my mouth with the plastic cock, he moved over and shoved his own cock into the new guy's mouth! The new guy's choked when Darnell shoved in too deeply, grabbing the back of his head with his free hand to roughly ram his throat out good! I was gagging also, as Darnell made equal work of my own throat with the dildo, perhaps reaching even deeper as it passed through my throat and into [what felt like] my chest cavity! I was still choking and gagging on the end of the 18" dildo...when I suddenly felt someone grab my hips from behind...then felt a fat cock suddenly RAMMED up my ass with one stroke! I screamed out around the plastic cock pummeling my throat, only to feel it sink in deeper, cutting off any sound I was trying to make! I heard the new guy make the same similar noise, as his body suddenly lunged forth [burying him on Darnell's cock even more]! I am sure he is getting fucked from behind just as I am, the cocks in our asses fucking fast and hard, pounding into us mercilessly [like 2 gay poodles in a dog pound full of horny rottweilers]! Darnell pulled the plastic cock from my mouth...and I could briefly see Jamal and Rico sitting on the bed [as spectators], stroking newly formed erections before Darnell moved in front of me and rammed his spit-soaked cock into my mouth, spearing straight through into my open throat! I gagged around his cock, but it felt much more natural than the hard plastic cock that had just previously assaulted my throat! Darnell grabbed the back of my head and started to roughly fuck my face, just as I felt the guy behind me ram his cock into my asshole and lean in over my back...! "Take this dick, you fucking Pig...! Feel it bust that fucking pussy open!" snarled Adeem, before lifting back up and ramming my asshole HARD, physically slamming his pelvic bone into me like a brick wall, pounding me so rough that his big balls slapped into mine painfully, making me cringe with every thrust! "That's right you faggot whore...take that big fucking black dick up your ass, pussy!" boasted Ray, kneeling behind the other guy, fucking him as hard as he could, banging his body into him savagely! They continued to fuck us nonstop and ruthless, while Darnell switched off from one mouth to the other, holding our heads and throat-fucking us while our asses were pounded fiercely! "Fuck...oh fuck, yeah...I'm gonna cum..." said Ray, picking up the pace as he tried to break the back of the man he was fucking! I could hear the new guys crying out in anguish as his asshole was mauled by a bear, his shoulder bumping into mine every time Ray rammed gut-deep [repeatedly]! Ray hammered him brutally, battering his hole for another solid minute or so before finally gutting him balls-deep...! "...ARRHHHHHHHHHHHGGGG..." cried the big black man, losing his shit as his dick exploded like an atomic bomb! "...take it, bitch! Take that big fucking load up your faggot fucking ass...! ARRHHHHGGG...!!!" I could hear the new guy crying out as his asshole was overstuffed and battered! He fell head-down on his elbows, suddenly weakened by the force of the load being shot into him! His head was quickly yanked back up by the hair, put back in place [like a dog] as he took the load from behind! Adeem was steady fucking me harder and rougher, spurred on by his friend's heavy orgasm! He slapped my ass a few times, causing my asshole to tighten and spasm around his thrusting rod! I could feel his sweat dripping down onto my back as his hands gripped onto my waist even tighter! "I'm about to BREED yur cunt-hole, whore..." he told me, as Darnell was still roughly fucking my mouth and throat from the front! I could barely breathe! I could barely think! Everything was happening so damn fast! I was light-headed from the poppers and a sudden lack of oxygen! I could feel a big cock pummeling my throat AND my asshole simultaneously! That's when Adeem shoved all the way into me and froze! "Arrrhhhh fuck, bitch..." he yelled, as his twitching cock suddenly started hosing a tube-full of milk into my battered butt! "...ARRHHHHHHH SHIT...!!" he screamed flooding me with his cum! Darnell yanked his cock out of my throat...!...pushing the new guy's and my head together! "Lick the dildo!" he ordered, as we extended our tongue and started licking, lapping, and sucking at the plastic cock! Darnell stood over us, stroking his cock profusely, ready to nut at any moment! "Now lick each other's tongue...!" he ordered, as he turned sideways and started lapping at each other's mouths! "Oh, fuck yeah..." groaned Darnell, moving in closer as he aimed his cock in-between us! "...take that fucking load, bitches..." he moaned, placing his cockhead an inch or so in front of us! "...ARRHHHHH DAMN...!!" he grunted, as his cock started spilling ropes of thick heavy cream between us, painting against our wet faces and mouths! "That's right, share it..." commanded Adeem, as we started sharing the salty load, licking it from each other's faces! "...yeah...eat it up...!...get it all IN you!" he encouraged, as we licked each other's faces clean! SLAP! SLAP! SLAP! cracked Adeem's and Ray's hands across our bare butts, snapping us out of our kissing trance [as we groaned in pain]! "Turn around! Ass to ass! Hurry up! Do it now!" ordered Adeem, as me and the new guys face away from one another! I see Darnell pass Ray the dildo...and immediately realize what's about to happen next as I brace myself for the pain! I feel the head of one end of the rubber dildo being pushed into my asshole, as Ray ordered me to `push back' onto it! I feel the head POP into my ring, then feel the thick shaft stretch me as it pushed deeply into my rectum! At the other end Ray did the same to the other guy, penetrating his anus and telling him to push back also! "Now start fucking that cock in your cunts, bitches!" ordered Ray! "And you WILL take it all!" he demanded, as we started pushing our asses back on the rubber dick, taking more and more of it into our buttery guts! I was thankful for the 2 loads in me, knowing they were lubricating the rubber cock as I fucked myself! "Take that fucking, cock!" demanded Adeem, reaching in-between us, gripping the dildo in the middle to start pushing it back and forth into both of us, making us take much more [10 to 12 inches easily]! I could feel the dildo going deeper than any cock had before, reaching into my stomach, disturbing the breakfast I'll have eaten tomorrow! After ravaging our asses, he let go and told us to "fuck yourselves!" The other guy and I started backing our asses up until our bottoms crashed into one another [the dildo completely buried in us]! We continued to fuck ourselves [as instructed], when Jamal and Rico suddenly stood up and started stroking themselves harder! "I want the `Pig'..." said Rico, moving in front of me! "...you take the `faggot!'" he said to Jamal, whom stepped in front of the other guy! "Take those fucking things off their heads!" ordered Adeem, as Rico and Jamal ripped off our ski-masks, tossing them aside as Rico moved in and pushed his cockhead against my lips! I opened up for him automatically as he pushed into me, sliding straight through into my throat, holding himself inside! He grabbed the sides of my head and started fucking, slipping his cock in and out of my throat, riding me deeply! I could feel myself gagging less as his cock remained lodged mostly in my throat, massaging the muscles! I was still pushing back against the rubber cock in my ass, my ass cheeks bumping constantly into the guy behind me [in a similar boat]! I know he's going through the same thing, as Jamal was likely roughly fucking HIS mouth and throat, treating him like a real ragdoll! I could feel his ass being forced back against mine every time Jamal rammed balls-deep into his throat, causing another inch of dildo to travel further up my ass! I could feel Rico starting to fuck faster also, liking the way my throat felt on his cock, gripping 2 handfuls of hair as he started slamming his hips into my face, driving his entire cock bone-deep [making me gag periodically]! "Arrhhh...ARRHHHGGG...!!" I heard Jamal groan out as he came, shooting his cum straight down the guy's open throat! Rico picked up the pace, ramming my throat harder as his cock got steely hard! He shot the first wad straight down my throat [coating my esophagus]...then pulled out and painted the rest of his load over my upturned face and open mouth! I tried to catch as much cum as I could, but I could feel the shower starting to drip down over my face! Adeem reached in and yanked the dildo from my ass...!...telling me to turn around and share the load on my face with my new `faggot buddy!' I was terrified to turn around, knowing I'd be exposing myself to yet ANOTHER stranger...!...someone who would know my deepest darkest secret shame! I turned around [as ordered], but the guy still had his back to me, with the dildo still sticking out of his ass! I noticed he had dark hair! Adeem grabbed the dildo and told him to turn around...pulling him into position by guiding his ass with the dildo! As he turned I started to recognize him! I got nervous! I felt my heartbeat quicken! Was this someone I knew personally...? He faced me! I recognized him, but I couldn't quite place where I knew him from! "Lick up that load, bitch!" He leaned in and started licking my face, cleaning off all the areas where Rico's cum pooled and puddle! Then he came directly to my mouth and kissed me, sharing it with me! We swirled tongue, dueling it out as we both swallowed Rico's nut! We could hear the guys laughing in the background as they started to get dressed! "Make sure you get it all cleaned up..." teased Adeem, "...I don't want my neighbors to see what PIGS you are!" he joked, as he continued to kiss and slobber each other's mouths wetly! We kissed for 5 full minutes, never taking a breather until we were physically pulled apart by Adeem and Ray! "Now take those jocks off and leave them here..." said Adeem, "...we don't need to be seeing yall fucking lil' ass clit-cocks every time we fuck you!" he snapped at us! "So yall will be wearing these!" As I took off my jockstrap, I took another good look at the new guy and was suddenly struck with shock and fear...! I DID recognize him! HE was the Puerto-Rican guy that had the initial car accident with Adeem, back when we all first met {chp-1}! "Now..." said Adeem, as I choked on my shocking revelation! "...both of you bitches get the fuck out!" he ordered! __________________________________ This story was written by Eugene Marvin, aka NPhillydogg, AND Antonio Fernandez! It was heavily inspired by real-life events that happened to him personally. __________________________________ If you liked this story, please write me at NPHILLYDOGG@aol.com with your comments, questions, and suggestions. You can contact Antonio directly at BUDPLSR@hotmail.com with any questions you have about his story and depiction. __________________________________ You can check out the rest of my work on Nifty by going to the Prolific Author's Section at the top of Nifty's home page and clicking on my name in the author's list. __________________________________ You can also find faster updates of what I may be working on next by joining me on facebook under the name Eugene Marvin __________________________________ Please Donate to Nifty if you enjoy reading stories like these free online! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Bonus-Chapter<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< I rushed into the living room to get dressed as quickly as possible and get the hell out of there! I didn't want to see this guy again [someone from my past, someone who could recognize me]! HE was able to get dressed faster, as he'd only wore shorts, a t-shirt, and flip-flops! He left before me, slamming the door behind him! I finished putting on my uniform, then ran out to my patrol car, fumbling with the keys to get in! I couldn't believe this was happening to me! I did all of this so I wouldn't be recognized and discovered...yet Adeem brought in someone would could verify exactly WHO I was [he also had my real name printed on his citation]! I had just gotten the doors unlocked when I suddenly heard someone calling out to me...! "Hey..." he said, "...wait a second...can we talk...?" he asked, getting out of a car two cars down [waiting for me]! "Please...?" he asked! "Not here...!" I said, opening the door! "Follow me!" I told him [getting in], as he rushed back to his car to keep up! I started the engine and pulled off, keeping an eye on him in the rearview! I drove a couple of blocks until I found the gas station I used previously to clean up in! I pulled in and came to a stop! HE pulled in beside me! I didn't want to get out of the car, not wanting anything to DO with him! But HE got out and stood between his car and mine! I could tell he looked about as nervous as I did! I got out and walked up to him! "Look..." I started, wanting to get it all off my chest! "...I don't want any more to DO with this..." I said, defensively [since we weren't allowed to express ourselves at Adeem's]! "...I'm sorry if he's been forcing you to DO things also...but I can't help you! I...just can't! I don't want to talk about it! I just want to forget it! I want to put it behind me and pretend it never happened! I'm sorry! But I can't help you!" I said, before turning to walk away! "I..." he started, causing me to stop [to listen]! "...I...just NEED to talk to someone that understands..." he pleaded, "...someone that's going through it too! Maybe we can help each other deal with it...?" he bargained! "THIS is destroying every aspect of my LIFE...!" I yelled [taking it out on him]! "NOTHING can help! I don't know how to stop it! I don't know what to do...!" "I know..." he agreed, "...that's why I think maybe we could help each other...?" he offered! "I'd like to give you my number...! Maybe we can talk...? My name's Mateo, but people call me Mat!" I hesitate...! Can I trust this guy...? Would he use the information to stab me in the back...?! I pulled out my cell phone, then added his information into my contacts! I told him I'd call him tomorrow, maybe set up something where we could talk in private, perhaps over coffee or drinks? "I'd like that!" he said, smiling faintly! Then to my utter surprise, he walked up and HUGGED me, catching me completely off guard! Initially I resisted, but actually found some sort of odd comfort from his embrace! I hugged him back, briefly [strongly]! We pulled away after a moment or so...! "Thanks..." he said, looking a little more relaxed! "...its really been hard on me, also..." he admitted, "...I broke up with my girlfriend because I felt so GUILTY about all this cheating behind her back...! I'm not even sure which team I'm batting for anymore...! I'm so confused! Adeem's been really persistent with calling me! All hours of the night! Making me leave my girl in bed to answer his calls! I'm really worried about what all of this might be doing to my body, you know...? Guy weren't built for this kind of damage!" "I know...!" I agreed, having many of the same worries! "I'll call you, I promise...!" I said, getting back in my squad car! "...but I really have to go...!" I added, before pulling off [leaving him there]! I really felt BAD for not being able to do more to comfort him...but I couldn't stomach talking about it anymore, especially with the cum still leaking from my very ravaged asshole! I needed to get home, get cleaned up, see my family...and remind myself WHO I was before all of this started! I needed to be with my wife and son! On the drive home I cleaned my face and neck with wet-wipes, nearly using a whole pack! I called my wife and she reminded me that she was going to be with her mother tonight, and would be staying over so she wouldn't have to worry about driving back so late at night! So I would be on my own for dinner! I was able to shower in peace, tend to my sore asshole [with ointment], and get dressed in some comfortable loose fitting shorts and a t-shirt! I made a sandwich, grabbed a beer, and watched some stupid movie on cable! It was then that I suddenly felt the loneliness of the house! I couldn't go into my son's room and watch him sleep, nor hear the rattling of pots while my wife cleaned up the kitchen! I was utterly alone, with nothing to distract me from the harsh reality that my life was sprawling out of control! I decided to call DeMarco and catch up with him! As soon as he answered I felt the comfort of his friendly voice! We talked briefly about our work day, the long hours, and some of the more funnier cases we came across! I asked him about his son, and he said he was letting him stay with his auntie [his wife's sister] because of his work schedule, since she and her husband had kids of their own, his son would be able to grow up in a family unit with siblings! He said he seemed to be adjusting pretty well! Marco countered by asking how things were going with me and Susanne...?...saying he `sensed' some tension between us during his last visit {last chp}! I told him that things weren't going too great, that we seemed to argue a lot, or just not talk at all! He said he noticed that I always seemed so serious a lot lately, as if sad or trying to work out some issues in my head! When I tried to tell him everything was okay, I felt myself coming to a breaking point and actually started to cry in his ear over the phone! "What is it, man...?" he asked, totally concerned! "Talk to me! You're freaking me out!" I tried to pull myself together! "I'm good, man...really..." I lied [unconvincingly]! "...I'm just tired...!" "Don't give me that, Tony...we go back too far! Tell me! What's going on with you...?" insisted Marco! "I don't know..." I said, bursting into tears again [hearing his genuine concern]! "...I'm so confused! I don't know what to do! I'm SO scared!" "Scared of what...?" questioned Marco, trying to understand! "Of your marriage ending...? Is it THAT serious?" he asked! "Talk to me!" "I...I can't..." I said, unable to tell him the truth, unable to expose my deepest darkest shame, to reveal how I'd been transformed from a hetero-man to some guy's WHORE! "...I...I just CAN'T...!" I crumbled! All of a sudden I heard a lot of noise and movement over the phone! I could hear Marco's breathing change as it became more labored! "What's wrong, Marco...? Are you okay...?" I asked, suddenly worried something had happened to him...? "Yes..." he answered [as I overheard him jotting down the stairs]! "...I'm on my way!" "To where...?" I asked, confused! "To YOU!" he said [slamming his front door behind him]! "No Marco, don't..." I protested, suddenly feeling silly for alarming him! "...you don't need to do that! I'm FINE, really!" "To late..." said Marco, starting his engine! "...I'm already in the car!" I couldn't believe he was on his way! What did I do? Did I just create a bigger problem for myself...? Would he be able to just look at me and tell I'd been fucked hard and hung up wet...? I was panicking! DeMarco was the LAST person I wanted to tell the truth to! I wouldn't be able to handle his disappointment [a fellow COP turned into a faggot slave for a perverted black man and his depraved friends]! I grabbed a paper towel and cleaned my face, hoping to hide the fact that I was upset and frightened! Within minutes [it seemed] Marco was knocking at the door! I let him in, smiling jovially to hide my fear and insecurities! He saw straight through me, and HUGGED me the instant he saw me! "Are you alright, man...?" he asked, as we walked into the living room to sit down! "You had me so freaked over the phone! What's going on with you...?" "Its nothing..." I said [still trying to play it cool]! "...just the stress from work..." I complain, "...toppled with my marriage on the rocks..., it all just hit me hard, is all!" "Is that it...?" asked Marco suspiciously, staring me straight in the eye [as if looking directly into my soul]! "Yeah, man..." I lied [trying to save face]! "...there's just so much going on...!" "Like what?" he asked, curiously! "You can tell me, man! Won't nothing you say go pass this room! You KNOW that! I'm here for you! You can tell me anything!" he pressed, trying to get to the bottom of things! I felt myself breaking down again, as tears swelled in my eyes! "I...I CAN'T tell you..." I said, "...you won't understand! You couldn't! Please stop asking! I...I just need you to be my FRIEND for now!" I pleaded! "Can you do that for me...?" I asked! "Can you just BE here for me...? No questions asked!" "You know I can!" answered Marco, sincerely [as I started to calm back down]! "But just know I'm HERE if you ever need to just TALK..." he offered, "...you can tell me ANYTHING..." he added, "...I won't judge!" "I couldn't..." I said, shaking my head [looking at the floor], "...you'd HATE me!" Marco reached over to gently message my shoulder...! "I could NEVER hate you..." he said, sincerely! "...you're my BROTHER!" "Thanks man!" I responded, tossing my head against the back of the sofa [staring up at the ceiling]! "I'm just...tired!" I confessed, feeling exhausted from the day [but mostly from the fucking I took earlier]! "Okay..." said Marco, "...so, why don't you go on in to bed..." he suggested, "...while I stay out here tonight...?" he added, opting to sleep on the couch! "That's okay..." I said, "...I'll stay out here with you...!" I offered, getting extra pillows and sheets to bed down on the sectional with him! We stayed up a little longer, drinking beer and watching tv...not doing too much talking! It was nice having him around! I could honestly say I was starting to feel better in his presence! I could tell he was genuinely concerned for me, wanting to know if he could help, not just being nosey! I started to wonder if I could ever really tell him what was really going on with me...? Would he really be able to understand and not judge me? Would he still want to be my friend [my brother] afterwards...? No! I could never tell him the truth! He would think I was a FAG and END our friendship! I would forever lose the closest friend I'd ever had! I could NEVER tell him! I'd DIE before I said anything! It was best I took this secret to my grave...!