Date: Sun, 3 Jul 2022 10:42:22 +0200
From: Annoniemacc No3 <annoniemacc2@gmail.com>
Subject: Submitting to my crush - 1

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For comments or general conversation add my kik: mees219. Connor is based
on a real person i know so I can show you pictures of him should you text
me.



For some reason i just can't seem to make friends. Maybe its because im
closeted, maybe its because im not all too pretty, but i am social so its
not that. Because of this i have always tried to compensate for this fact
by trying to please others. Laughing at their jokes, always being nice
and saying yes, etc. It never became obvious for others though.


This habit let to me taking a very submissive role in any sexual
fantasies/rp that i have ever done, maybe you could even call it an
inferiority complex. At a young age I discovered porn, and soon after i
found kik and other chatrooms where over the years by sending pics and
information other men have made me their digital sub. I have had the most
extreme fantasies of men doing stuff to me, some which are even to much
for a site like nifty.


I never let any part of this shine through in normal day to day life, but
whenever i see a hot fit boy i just have this consistent urge and fantasy
of sucking his dick, offering him my ass, whatever would please him. When
Connor joined my class in 10th grade, my feelings followed exactly that
pattern. Connor is the typical popular boy. He is kind, hot, fit, good at
whatever he does, and unlike the `untouchable' cool kids he tried to
include people. Blonde hair, blue eyes, medium height and just the best
physique.


For whatever reason his friendgroup didnt really take me in though, just
like many before. A couple months into the year i was already sidelined
although I did develop a massive crush on him. He was constantly in my
fantasies, making me suck his dick, slapping me, whatever you can think
of. I even started stalking him online and taking sneaky pictures of him
while he was changing for pe. He put this weird blur in my mind.


Last Friday we had a school event, a party to celebrate some national
holiday. Damn did he look good in a suit. In the crowd we bumped into
each other from time to time, and at one moment I pointed out to him that
his shoelaces were untied. He looked at his shoe, back up at me, put a
hand on my shoulder and said: `you can fix that for me', as he applied
gentle yet firm pressure on my shoulder pushing me down. Right there in
the crowd I sunk to my knees, and tied his shoelace. When i was done i
looked up ar him to see if I hadn't tied anything too tight and when I
did he took a step forward, forcing me to look straight up to him with
his crotch almost touching my chin. We held eye contact for a few
seconds, and then he petted my head, almost like a little boy and said:
`good, i know enough.' And walked away. I stood up, regained my
composure and went home that night unable to stop thinking about the
special encounter.


It wasn't until the next morning when i started to think about what he
said. What did he mean that he knew enough. He said good, so he must be
happy about how i acted. Or it just could have been a comment on how I
tied his shoe. My wondering grew when i got a text from him: come over
this afternoon, make up an excuse if u have to.


Those were the events of the past 12 hours. Right now im standing in
front of his door. I press the doorbell with mixed feelings of fear,
anticipation and excitement. When Connor opens the door he is wearing
white sneakers, jeans and a half buttoned up shirt. He welcomes me, and
takes me into the room. He goes to take a seat in the middle of the two
person sofa leaving my awkwardly standing there wondering what he is
expecting of me. He is sitting with his legs spread, and arms as well
making this nonchalant pose. After looking at me and making me suffer for
a short period of time he points at his shoe; oh. It appears that my
shoelace is untied. You can fix it.


He looks at me with an awaiting look on his face. This little power play
takes me by surprise. In an instinct i drop to my knees, and start tying
his shoe. `You like that dont you?, sitting on your knees in front of
boys. I noticed it last night, I know types like you. I want you to kiss
my shoe.' I loved the tone he used, composed, calm but the authority was
clearly present. To not seem too eager is half surprised mumbled
something like Wait, what?. He didn't answer. He just looked at me until
i bent down even more so i could kiss his shoe.


As soon as my lips touched the leather we both knew who was in control
now. He said to take his shoes off, sniff his socks and pull them off
too. He made me suck all of his ties for a short while before standing
up, placing us in a similar position as we were in at the party. He
rising far above me with his crotch unavoidably right in my face. It was
finally about to happen. After all this time of crushing on him i would
get acces to his dick. All Connor said was go for it, and so I did


I undid his belt, pulled his pants down and let him step out of them. I
traced the outline of his dick with my hands before slowly pulling his CK
boxer briefs down. He was standing so close to me that as soon as his
dick was freed of its confinement it slapped right into my face. 8" of
thick dick with a set of substantial balls hanging under it that i had
been dreaming of for months. When I let my tongue touch the very tip of
his dick I felt shivers going trough his body. I wanted to take it slow
and give him a little show but i just couldn't help myself anymore and I
took his dick into my mouth.


I closed my lips around his shaft and went to work stimulating his head
with my tongue. After a while it was not what Connor wanted though, and
he placed his hands on the back of my head and started pushing. His dick
slid further and further into my throat until he triggered my gag reflex.
He triggered it just barely several times before he just rammed his dick
past my throat. My nose was pressed against his skin and i could smell
the mixture of dick, sweat, his amazing natural odour and perfume.


As he pulled out i started to suck him again but he immediately pushed in
again. This repeat itself several times while my hands were exploring his
entire body. From my position, I had acces to his toned legs, firm round
ass, sexy back and sixpack. After a while i could feel his dick starting
to pulse and i knew what was coming. He waited till the last second to
pull out all the way and shoot his load all over my face with a generous
amount still going into my mouth. He shot 7 loads over my face, some of
which entering my mouth, meaning I got to taste his sweet cum. When he
was finished he charmingly got me a water and a towel and helped me to
clean myself up. `Thanks for this. Im glad I know about ur very useful
nature now.'

We talked a bit about school before I left and went home. I JUST SUCKED
CONNOR AND HE KNOWS IM SUBMISSIVE FOR HIM. I felt like i was in heaven.




I have many more ideas and fantasies so with enough positive feedback I
will make this a series. Let me know on kik: mees219