Date: Mon, 12 Jun 2023 15:34:40 -0400 From: Robert Halstead Subject: Tommy Loves His sub-19 Chapter 19. Teasing at the Table; a new mentor emerges. Doug calls out, "There he is! Property of Tommy Roberts!" "shhhh, Doug." "Can't keep it a secret, babe, after you wore that shirt to the party last night." "I thought it was just going to be the two of you. I never would have worn that shirt if I know it was a surprise party!" Marvin says hi to Peter. "you missed a good time, Peter." "From what I've heard." "The fiancés were well celebrated. And we all enjoyed being in on the surprise. we made Dylan cry. He was so cute with his face buried in Tommy's shirt!" Dylan says to Peter, "See, I told you! Always crying." Phil teases Dylan, "we miss seeing you naked around the dorm, Dylan." "those days are over for sure," muses Dylan. Peter chides, "You should see him now! You'd be shocked at the transformation!" Doug asks, "Dyl, did you get spanked again?" Dylan blushes. Phil asks, "Where is your Master?" Dylan: "Phil, shush! He's never at lunch on Thursdays. He has a strange schedule for some reason." Marvin asks, "So how's the house?" "Absolutely amazing! I can't wait for you guys to see it!" Phil, "Will you be naked when we come around?" iT'S UP TO TOMMY SO STOP ASKING THINGS LIKE THAT! Doug, "Oh-uh! Did someone put his foot down?" "Have you guys made a public announcement yet." asks Peter. He glares at Peter. Peter says, "It's Dom/sub stuff. You guys wouldn't understand." Dylan glares at Peter again. Phil retorts, "We understand more than you'd think, Peter. Dylan, why are you wearing sweats today? You been working out?" "No, Phil, it's what Tommy gave me to wear. He thought I I needed something very soft against my ass today." Peter looks up and winks at Dylan. "Can I see?" Dylan ignores him and asks Marvin how his girlfriend enjoyed the party. "she loved it, dude, and was glad to get a chance to talk to you. And it was especially nice to see Coach there." "Yes, it was. I hope he doesn't get pissed when he finds out that neither of us will be on the team next year." Doug butts in, `I think we all expected that. Figured Tommy would be busy with . . . other things, considering he'll be a married man." "and serving an internship in his father's corporation." "And what will you be doing, Dylan? Just keeping house?" asks Phil, snidely. Peter voices an answer, "Whatever Tommy tells him to do." Dylan sticks his tongue out at Peter again, "I will still have courses here to finish my degree." Doug "So you'll be here without Tommy? I guess we'll have to look out for you." "Please do, everyone. It's the first time since third grade that I won't be in school with Tommy," Dylan explains. Phil jumps in, "Don't start worrying about that now, kid. I wouldn't be surprised if Tommy hires a bodyguard to look after you." Dylan smiles. "so true," adds Peter to the conversation. "It makes sense. To tommy you are a precious, um . . . "possession, if I may be blunt." A couple of homophobes come by: "So we heard there was a faggot engagement party last night. Too bad we found out too late. We would have loved to go over to help . . . decorate," one of them said. Peter, who takes no bunk from anyone, stands up and gets in the guy's face. "Jealous, you, you pig-headed idiot. Highly doubtful that you'll ever have an engagement party. Unless it's in prison with Bubba, in prison where you'll probably end up. Better practice shoving things up your ass, and if you need any help, just let me know, you fucking piece of shit!" Like all bullies, the guys back down when confronted. "Hey, we're only making a couple jokes. Cool down, dude." They back off and quickly leave. Marvin looks at Peter. "Well done, lad! Didn't know you had it in you." Peter replies, "I am so tired of taking that shit that I go ballistic when someone tries to pull anything. But Dylan, you do have to watch your back. Try not to spend too much time alone when Tommy's not around." Dylan says, "don't worry. I lived with three bullies until this year. I can handle it." Peter objects, "as long as your back isn't turned." Dylan, "yes, Sir." Phil and Doug cheer. Do we hear the word "Sir?" Does Dylan need a spanking? Dylan, "I most definitely do NOT need a spanking, at least not for several days, dudes." Peter looks at Dylan and whispers again, "I want to see." "You'll have to check with Tommy about that, DUDE." Dylan gets up and walks to the bathroom. Dylan shuts the door, takes down his pants and sits on the bowl, closing his eyes and trying to let go. He thinks of the sound of running water and soon the flow starts. Much better off than the first time. So Dylan lets loose, then takes some tp to try to clean up a bit. That will have to do until Tommy can clean him in the shower. A text comes through from Tommy: are you okay, pup? Lisa told me there was some kind of unpleasantness in the cafeteria. Response: No worries, Peter took care of it just fine. I was completely safe. Trying to piss now. Not as hard as this morning. Tommy: Good to know that. GTG now. Love you, pup." Later . . . Class is just getting out when Peter walks up to Tommy, asking, "How's your slaveboy fiancé doing today? Another fellow in the class, a Chinese guy named Huey Cho, overhears Peter and his head perks up. Not being shy at all, he walks right over to Tommy and Peter and says, "Did I hear about a slaveboy?" Peter knows Huey and introduces him to Tommy. "If you ever have any questions about things, Huey is a good guy to know. He's an expert Master, trained in China." Tommy shakes his hand and asks how old he is to have so much experience. (Huey doesn't even look 21, but that's not uncommon with Asians.) Huey answers, "I'm 27 and have worked with subs and slaves of both sexes." Tommy says, "Well then, I'm very happy to meet you. My fiancé and I are only experimenting with things, so I'm always open to people who can help us make progress. Let me explain: we are very much in love. Have been best friends since we were 8 years old, but recently discovered that we love each other. My boyfriend is very submissive and has a taste for certain kinky things. We consider ourselves Dom/sub and sometimes in our play Master/slave. We use all that language, but I have to admit I'm a little hesitant about trying things that cause pain." Huey asks, "Is he a painpig?" "Very possible, but it's somewhat complicated. He had a horrible home life and was terribly abused all his life." "That is very common, you know. Very often abused children are drawn to BDSM when they grow up." "He was never spanked, actually, but he was beaten rather severely. His mother used a wooden spoon everywhere on his body, particularly on bones and joints. His father never touched him but would turn him over to an older brother who was real thug and sadist, who preferred to use his fists. He also knew a lot about pressure points and would torture him with that. Also Electric shocks. Many a night Dylan ended up at my house in tears, but he would never tell me exactly what was going on or show me his body. I wanted him to join the swim team in middle school, but Dylan refused to. Now I've learned it was because there were always bruises on his body and he couldn't strip down for the team to see." "Interesting. So what, exactly, does he find arousing or want to explore? "Spanking, so far. Also I shaved him completely below the neck. "And of course he has a safe word." "Well, no. I figured that I would be able to read him well enough not to go too far." "A mistake beginners often make. Listen, Tommy, it is absolutely important that a sub has a safe word, even if he never uses it. I always tell my subs and slaves to use `yellow' and `red' as safe words. `yellow' means `back off a bit' and `red' means `stop everything immediately'. "Good idea. I'll tell him that when I see him." "I am most happy to be of service to you in any way I can, Tommy. I'm into education. I wouldn't be where I am today in the scene if it weren't for the many mentors I've had over the years. Where is your boy now?" "In class. We have different schedules. He's free after 2 pm but I'll be busy until 4." "I'd like to meet with him if that's okay with you?" "I'd like it if you could meet with the both of us together. I wouldn't leave him in another Master's company without being there myself." "Good for you. It's nice to know that you are already looking out for him. I imagine that, with the two of you being friends for so long, that you have always been very protective of him. And I want you to know that when and if we do get to meet together, the three of us, I would be there only to observe whatever you might want me to observe, or to make suggestions if that is what you seek. But more than that, I think it would be a great privilege for me to get to meet the two of you, no matter where things may lead." "I would like that very much, Huey, so it will happen. And you are right about me being protective of him. When I was just a little boy, I decided that I would look out for him and try to protect him from anything I could." "And what was the dynamic in your relationship when the two of you were just lads? Were you complete equals, or could it be that in many situations you had acted as if you were in charge?" Tommy thinks for a while. "I'd have to say that in just about anything I was the one calling the shots." "So then, you were a Dom before you two were ever sexual." "Yes I guess that is true." "Well then, now that you have a sexual relationship, what's going on? Are you still taking control?" "to a great extent, I'd have to say. But yet at the same time, I'm not sure how things will play out for us as time goes by. I want to make sure he is happy in whatever we do. I want to make him happy. I want to take care of him, even more now than ever before." "Interesting. Tommy, I would tell you that if he has submissive tendencies, and it seems as if that has always been the case, nothing will make him happier than you taking charge of him, no matter what you may want to call it: Dom/sub, Master/slave, Daddy/boy. All labels. What matters is the little personal things that matter so much between the two of you. Have you ever heard of Evander's Jewelry?" Tommy chuckles. "Yes, as a matter of fact, we were there recently and bought a few things." "Such as?" "Not much, actually. I got him a beautiful golden slave collar which looks like just a necklace to people who don't know better. Evander had it permanently sealed." "I heard he could do what with certain collars. Seal them so that the only way they could be removed is to destroy them. Highly symbolic. And your boy reacted to this?" "He wept. But I think I also want to get him a leather collar in the future." "And you know that there are all kinds of sizes and purposes to leather collars. Some for discipline, some to force a sub into a certain position, things like that. what else did you get?" "Interestingly enough, dylan was drawn to the cock cages and we actually got one for him and Evander helped me put it on him." "Are you keeping him in it permanently?" "No. I enjoy his dick, so sometimes I take it off to clean him and play with him." "As is your right. Tell me, does he know where there is a key for it, in case of emergencies?" "yes. Evander advised that, so there is a key in the house and dylan knows where it is. My idea, however, is that I will be the only one to remove it, and only when I want." "I recommend using a small spray bottle of something sweet-smelling but harmless, such as Fabrese, to be sprayed on the cage after pissing. this helps reduce odors significantly." "We showered after I put it on him last night and I used shampoo to rinse it down." "Effective, to be sure. Baby shampoo is the best possible thing to use. Some shampoos can end up burning." "I'll buy some today." "What have you decided about his orgasms?" "I decide when and how." "Good policy if he is able to live with it. Be patient if he fights or gets resistant about it. It is bound to happen." "also, I don't know whether or not this will play itself out in time, but I have this notion that I really want to be the only one to touch his cock. I would like it if he were never allowed to touch it again." "Wow. You really are thinking like a Dom. Good for you. And he has agreed to this?" "Yes. He agrees to everything I suggest. I have to be careful at times to make sure he doesn't agree to things that he will end up not liking." "Well, that happens at times, but that is how the two of you learn. And always remember that this is a learning experience for the both of you. and always will be unless you get stale." "I don't want that to happen, getting stale." `Just keep the lines of communication open. Tell me, what else did you buy when you were at Evander's?" "I watched his reactions and we finally picked out wrist and ankle manacles with soft interiors." "Smart." "dylan was also drawn to spanking implements but I told him that he has to wait a while before any of that happens, and we can always go back there when necessary." "good thinking. And, by the way, there are many household items that can be used for spanking and discipline at the same time. Wooden spoons, hairbrushes, for example." "well, I wouldn't want to try a wooden spoon because of dylan's past experience with his mother." "Oh yes. Good to be avoided. Well, I'm happy to have met you and offer to be of any assistance you may require in your new role as dylan's Master in addition to his best friend and lover. There are so many strong connections between the two of you that you two will be brilliant in any scene you decide to investigate." "That is so kind of you to say that, Huey. I'm looking forward to your meeting Dylan. And it is good for him to be naked and exposed to other men whenever possible. I know he gets turned on by it, and it pleases me as well. Besides, I like looking at his bare flesh, especially when he's caged away and safe from being inappropriately touched by anyone else. We do have a couple of close friends who have become quite used to seeing dylan naked most of the time when we are not in public. Of course, we were all on the swim team, so the guys all saw each other naked in the locker rooms, but this is a completely different dynamic." `It's good that you're aware of that. It's a powerful experience for a true sub to be naked when everyone else is clothed. CMNM, it's called: Clothed man, naked man." "Yes, we've heard of that. And it's true. Pleasurable for each of us for completely different reasons. Of course, now that we are living together we have much greater privacy then when we were in the dorms. But in the dorms, I'd begun making him walk naked from our room to the bathrooms. He resisted at first; in fact, it was one of the first times that he truly had to surrender his will to me despite his resistance." "Experiences like that are very important for a sub, and a sub soon learns that there is great pleasure and satisfaction to be had from increasing degrees of surrender. So don't hesitate to push him a bit here and there, especially if you can find situations where he begins to resist. That's an important learning moment for a true sub." "You keep using the expression `true sub.' I'm curious about what it really means and why you have reached that conclusion about him." "I'm reaching my conclusion based on what you've been telling me, Tommy. But, to explain, there are different levels of submission and different types of subs. Most of them are `play subs,' that is, they are only submissive in particular scenes with particular people and there isn't usually any involvement with only one Dom. And most people really enjoy playing with the entire phenomenon. But then there is a type of boy whose very nature is truly submissive, a boy who will never find safety or peace out on his own, a boy whose need to be dominated and whose need to surrender is even more powerful than the need for orgasm. It sounds to me like your dylan is indeed that type of boy. Tell me, there must have been times in your lives when you've been separated for one reason or another." "Yes, there was. Junior year of high school, in fact. My parents arranged for me to go to a special sports camp for two weeks the summer before school started. dylan was a little upset that I was going away, but he knew how excited I was about it, so he didn't let me know exactly just how upset he was." "What happened?" "He describes it as a two-week-long nightmare. He hid himself away during the days because he couldn't safely hang around his own home. He hung out in the mall, or too long walks, but the most distressing thing was that he was a nervous wreck. The second week I was a camp he called my mother and begged her to let him stay at our house. Mom told me that he was crying on the phone and begging so much that her heart broke for him. She made up an excuse to get him away from his own family and took special care of him during the remaining days I was alone. He didn't require much, though, and they found it difficult to know how to handle him other than just treating him like he was a regular member of the family, which they had already been doing for several years. For the most part, he stuck to himself except at meals. He had hardly any appetite (which shocked my mother!), and went to bed early. He slept in my bed. My mother told me that she could hear him crying to himself in the middle of the night. it was then, she told me, that she realized just how much dylan was in love with me, and that was fine with her." "That's quite a story." "Well, after that experience, we were never apart again for any great length of time until college when he dropped off the swim team and I had to go away to meets. But then things had changed." "How so?" "Well, he already had had a few gay experiences, most of them casual and even a little abusive." "Already settling into his identity as a sub slave." "I guess. And apparently, he had found a place on campus where guys went to get blow jobs anonymously." "Oh yes, glory holes. I know where the one in the library is located." "it's probably still there. But dylan was acting out there when I wasn't around, until someone caught him and eventually decided to out him to the rest of the campus. When I found out, it was a watershed moment for me, because just the thought of him being used that way by strangers really upset me. I spoke to our friends Phil and Doug about it, and they helped me realize that as much as he was in love with me, I had the same feelings towards him. So rather than acting as if I had found out his secret, I decided to confess my own love for him first. That turned out wonderfully!" Big smile on Tommy's face. "Even then your automatic instinct was to protect him from psychological pain. He's lucky that you are becoming his Master." "Well, Huey, it's been great talking to you. I can't guarantee that I can arrange a meeting right away, but I promise that we will get together before the end of the school year." "Wonderful. I'll look forward to it. Take good care of your boy." "Always." They exchange contact information. END OF CHAPTER NINTEEN If you'd like to see a "Picture" of Tommy and dylan, just write me: subkodak25@gmail.com I'd love to hear from you. I Love some of the things you guys tell me. PLEASE DONATE to Nifty if you can so we can keep reading all these stories. The link is on the opening page of the website.