Date: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 17:59:32 +0000
From: Adam Stewart <stewad18@gmail.com>
Subject: A Tough Life

A Tough Life
By Adam Stewart

Author's note: A gay love story following the life of a guy to the current
day with all its ups and downs.

Warning: It contains lots of explicit m/m sex.

1.

I was born in 1952 along with my twin brother but he died within three days
so I never knew him as such. My parents decided not to have any more
children so I was an only child. They were deeply religious and once I had
a mind of my own I decided I hated religion and all it stood for which of
course didn't go down well at home. My childhood was far from happy and I
often wondered why my parents bothered having children. They certainly
never showed any love towards me and my mother had a strong dislike of
children in general. If I was ill she'd pack me off to bed saying "Don't
bother me" so I spent hours on my own amusing myself.

I hated school but when I was ten I made pals with a boy called Richard. He
was a year older than me but because of when his birthday fell we were in
the same class. His mother worked so after school we'd go back to his home
and play. I seldom saw his father who always seemed to be working but his
mother was a kindly soul and I liked her very much. She seemed happy enough
to let me spend hours with Richard which I did as much as I could to avoid
being at home. Even at weekends we'd spend hours together, either at his
house or out on our bikes. In those days parents never bothered about young
children out on their own for the day so left them to their own devices.

Richard's bedroom was right at the top of his parent's Victorian house. It
was a large room with the bed at one end and an area where we could play at
the other. Being right away from the rooms downstairs, we were left to our
own devices even when his mother was at home. If she wanted us she'd holler
up the stairs and we'd eventually appear.

By the time I reached fourteen I was conscious that I was different to
other boys. I hated girls and found them silly and noisy so kept away from
them as much as I could whereas my classmates were always going on about
some girl or other and saying rude things about what they'd like to do with
them. Whether they really understood what they were saying I never knew but
I was certainly never interested so ignored the banter. I was far more
interested in what the boys were doing and secretly made up stories about
what we could do together. Richard was clearly the same way inclined but at
the time neither of us realised exactly what our feelings meant.

Richard loved playing games which involved touching each other and taking
off our clothes. His favourite game was doctors and nurses and being the
older he always wanted to be the doctor or the nurse, which suited me since
I was happy to go along with whatever he wanted to do. When we knew we were
on our own and his mother was at work he'd get me to be the patient so he
could examine me.

"Now slip off your shirt young man" he'd giggle, "I can't examine you with
that on" so I'd take off my shirt and he'd feel all over my chest and my
stomach to determine what pretend ailment I had. Once he'd done that he'd
say "I think I'd better examine your legs so take off your trousers and
don't forget to remove your shoes and socks first". He always used a very
officious tone of voice and I would obediently comply so removed my shoes,
socks and trousers and lay back on the floor for him to examine me
further. Once he'd done that and run his hands up and down my legs right
into my crotch, he'd look at me as if he was trying to decide what pretend
ailment I had. "I need these off" he'd then say and pull my pants off me
whilst I lifted my buttocks off the floor. Once fully naked he'd examine my
tinkle in great detail using a magnifying glass, not that it was small
because even at that age I was well endowed. I had jet black hair and my
short pubic hair which was now showing nicely was also jet black. He'd pick
up my penis and inspect it carefully before feeling each testicle. The
result was that it soon turned into a boner which he then slid between his
fingers.

We'd play these games for hours and I never tired of them. One day he
showed me some pornographic magazines. Where he'd got hold of these I had
no idea and didn't like to ask but they were certainly revealing to a
fourteen year-old. After that we'd pretend we were porn stars having sex
with each other so he too would strip naked and we'd rub our erections
together enjoying the sensation it gave each of us.

Quite what his parents would have said had they known, I've no idea but it
certainly brought me out of myself and to enjoy my sexuality.


When term finished, my father announced that I was being sent to a boys
only school. According to him it 'would make a man of me'. In fact it made
me even more conscious of how different I was to the 'normal' boy. Richard
moved onto another school and our time together slowly became a thing of
the past. He no doubt found new friends to have fun with but my misery
continued to get worse.

Other boys soon began to realise I was different to them so I was bullied
mercilessly. As in all schools there was one particular bully who
unfortunately was in my class. He too was a bit older but he was also a
hunk of a guy who towered over me so I had no chance of getting out of his
clutches once he'd made up his mind he was going to have fun with
me. Thinking back I have a feeling he too was gay since most of what he did
to me was of a sexual nature but at the time he always made it look as if
he was humiliating me. Like all bullies he had his henchman who always did
what he was told whatever the circumstances. Whether he too was of the same
persuasion I could never decide.

The problem was there were so many opportunities for me to spy on other
boys getting undressed or having showers We had physical education twice a
week and sports once a week so it was a continual pleasure for me after
such events when the boys had to strip naked in the communal changing room
and shower in the communal showers. We also had swimming once a week and
since the school had its own swimming pool, all boys had to swim
naked. Quite why I never found out but that was the rule so we all had to
strip off and spend an hour swimming naked or splashing around in the pool
before we went back to the communal showers and then get dressed. Needless
to say this was always an enjoyable session for me, apart from the fact
that I enjoyed swimming since it was one of the few things I was good
at. The problem however was that other boys noticed my interest and in
particular the bully, although I suspect he too enjoyed the spectacle
before him.

The result was that I was bullied regularly whenever the opportunity
arose. The bully and his mate would frequently grab hold of me in the
playground and drag me to an area where we were out of sight of the teacher
on duty. Once there, he'd get his mate to hold me in an arm lock behind my
back whilst the bully pulled open my shirt and had a good feel up and down
my torso. Since in those days our trousers were held up with braces there
was easy access below the waistband, so he'd frequently stuff his hand down
inside my pants and have a good feel. The only problem was that his feeling
was far from gentle and he'd squeeze my balls until I had tears in my eyes
and then grab hold of my dick and rub that up and down until I was at last
showing signs of interest. Then he'd leer at me and say "The poof likes
having his dick rubbed doesn't he". On some occasions he'd bend me over and
pull my trousers and pants down to have a good feel of my hole and insert a
wet finger inside me. As time went by I realised there was little point in
resisting so didn't. Besides, I began to enjoy what he was doing but never
let on. I also knew there was no point in telling anyone so kept it to
myself.

When I was fifteen he went one step further. My route home involved walking
through a wooded area which took quite a lot off my journey. One day on my
way home from school he and his mate suddenly grabbed me from behind and
dragged me deeper into the wood and off the beaten track where nobody would
see us.

"Strip off" he demanded.

"Do what?" I replied somewhat shocked.

"I said strip off you stupid poof or do you want me to rip your clothes off
you" he growled. Knowing what my mother would say if I went home with
ripped clothes I duly obliged as they looked on.

"See, its easy when you want to obey isn't it" he laughed as he grabbed
hold of my flapping dick.

"Suck him until he's hard" he told his mate who looked at him somewhat
aghast. "I said suck him or do you want me to strip you off too" the bully
demanded. The other boy immediately went down on his knees and did as
told. Although this was probably the first time he'd ever performed such an
act, the boy was quite good and soon got me hard because I enjoyed what he
was doing.

Once the bully was satisfied that he'd humiliated me, although in reality I
wasn't the slightest bit bothered but made out I was to make him feel he
had, he grabbed hold of me and pushed me into a muddy puddle nearby. He
rolled me back and forth until my body was covered in mud from head to
toe. He then grabbed my clothes and walked off with the other boy
laughing. "That'll teach the little wanker to watch us whilst we're
changing". I watched them go and saw them scatter my clothes around before
walking back to the main path. He could have taken my clothes with him so I
was grateful for the fact he hadn't. I scrambled to my feet and gathered my
clothes. Once I'd done so I tried to clean myself up with my hanky. It was
then I realised he'd taken my pants with him. "Who's the poof now then" I
said aloud. It was clear to me that he got off doing what he did and taking
a memento with him.

Fortunately my mother was out when I got home so I quickly stuffed my
clothes into the clothes basket and had a bath. She never did query why I
was short of a pair of pants.


After that incident, bully, as I now called him, would just grin at me
whenever our eyes met. We'd somehow come to an amicable agreement without
actually saying. He'd saunter up to me in the playground, grin and nod to
me to follow him. No longer did he have his henchman since he knew I was a
willing participant. He'd lead me to the spot that was out of view,
unbutton my shirt and have a good feel of my naked chest before plunging
his hand down inside my pants to have a good feel. Invariably I was hard
which added to his enjoyment, and mine for that matter.

The other thing he loved doing was when we had biology. The teacher often
had us gather round her table to show us something in particular. Being
taller he'd stand behind the other boys with me beside him. He'd then open
up his trousers and pull out his cock and slowly massage it until it was
hard. Sometimes he'd use his other hand to feel my butt. How he got away
with it never ceased to amaze me but I started to look forward to his
brazen display whenever we had biology.

His final act with me happened just three days before the end of the school
year. For me it was also the end of school since I wasn't academic enough
to move into the sixth form much to the disgust of my parents who'd now
given up on me as a lost cause. We'd had our final swimming session, and
because it was the end of term involved a group of naked adolescents
playing energetic games, which thinking back was somewhat bizarre. As usual
I took my time to shower and get dressed so I could view the many naked
guys all around me and I noticed that bully was doing the same. As such we
were the last to leave. Once outside he came up to me and put a hand on my
shoulder. "Let's have some fun Mark". For a moment I was stunned since this
was the first time he'd called me by my name. He usually called me poof or
some other derogatory name. I then found myself being led behind the
building in which the swimming pool was situated until we reached a back
door. To my surprise he pulled out a key, unlocked the door and ushered me
inside. Where he got the key from I have no idea and didn't want to know.

Once inside, he led me by the hand through an array of equipment and
chemicals used for the pool filtration system until we reached another
door. He gingerly opened it and listened. We could hear the janitor walking
round no doubt checking to see that everyone had gone before locking
up. Once satisfied we heard him exit the front entrance and lock the door
behind him. He was an old guy and not that efficient, so didn't come down
to where we were waiting. Once we were satisfied he'd gone, we slipped out
into the corridor and went onto the changing room.

"Strip" bully demanded so I duly obliged. To my amazement, he too stripped
and once we were both naked we looked at each other. We were both showing
signs of interest and we grinned. "On your knees and suck my cock" he next
demanded so I quickly got down and took his stumpy cock into my mouth. It
fitted easily so I soon had it right inside and I enjoyed the feel of
it. As I sucked he groaned with pleasure so I knew I was doing it right. He
grabbed hold of my hair with both hands and mouth fucked me. After several
minutes of me sucking, he pulled my head off his cock which was now rock
hard. He told me to bend over a table nearby and I felt him pull my cheek
butts apart to open my hole. "Yeah, beautiful arse" he muttered before
gathering a load of spittle in his mouth and then dribbling it over the
exposed entrance. I then felt his fingers plunge inside. I'd never had this
done to me before so it was something new but I loved it. He was far from
gently, in fact quite the opposite but that didn't bother me.

Once he'd opened me up, he pulled his fingers out and I heard him collect
another load of spittle in his mouth. I glanced round and saw him dribble
this into his hand and then slick the end of his cock. I knew instinctively
what he was going to do. I'd read porn stories so knew all about fucking
but had never experienced it. He again pulled my hole wide open and then
thrust his cock inside me with one push. "Fuck" I yelled as the pain shot
through me when he breached my ring of muscle but once his shaft was right
inside it was the most wonderful feeling I'd ever experienced. From that
moment on I knew I'd love being fucked. He continued thrusting back and
forth whilst gripping my waist with both hands. I too was gripping the edge
of the table to hold myself.

"Yeah, you've got a fucking gorgeous arse to fuck" he cried as he continued
fucking. After several minutes I sensed his whole body tense and guessed
what was to happen next. Within seconds he was plunging back and forth
again and I could feel his warm spunk filling me up. When he was done, he
leant forward still with his cock inside me and gently kissed the back of
my neck. "Thanks, that was brilliant" he whispered. It was the most
beautiful thing he'd done all the time I'd known him.

He then pulled out and gave my backside a sharp slap. "Turn over" he
demanded which I did as the sting of the slap slowly died away. He then
pushed me down onto the table with both hands on my chest. My own cock was
still hard and he took it into his mouth. Mine was much longer and thicker
than his but he managed to take most of it into his mouth. He then sucked
me until I too was shooting my load of cum and to my surprise he drank the
lot. "Yeah, fucking beautiful" he grinned.

We then quickly got dressed and slipped out the way we'd come. I never saw
him again and I often wonder what happened to him.

When I got home, my mother glared at me. "So what are you going to do with
yourself now?" she asked. "You're going to have to find yourself a job
because I'm not having you slink around at home all day."

"Don't worry, I will" I growled and walked heavy footed up to my
room. Ideally I hoped to get a job away from home but knew that was
unlikely for the moment until I had some money to rent a room. One thing I
knew was that my parents would never help me. I was seventeen just three
days later and as usual that passed with little fanfare. My parents didn't
believe in making a fuss over such things. For that matter they never made
a fuss over anything so it passed almost without noticing apart from
getting a card from them and a pair of grey socks which I chucked straight
in the bin when my mother wasn't looking. I'd done the odd paper round so
had a little money which I'd saved so I used that to buy a new pair of
black trousers and a white shirt. In no way was I going to wear my school
clothes again so they were dumped into the back of the wardrobe.


2.

About a week after I'd left school, I was reading the job section in the
local paper and came across an advert that said "Young man required to help
in photographic shop; must be keen and willing to do anything." The shop
was in Dorking so one afternoon I went along to check it out. The shop was
empty so I went inside and a nice looking guy in his early forties came out
from the back. When I told him I'd come about the advert his face lit
up. He flipped the close sign on the door and led me through to the back.

"So what interests you about this job?" he asked smiling. I liked him
immediately and he made me feel at ease.

"I want to do something interesting and useful" I replied and then added
"And I'm a hard worker and willing to do anything."

"Anything" he grinned. I nodded not too sure what he meant by that. He then
told me what the job would entail which was basically helping him in the
shop and with the photographic studio he ran for family portraits and the
like, plus being his general dogsbody to fetch and carry as required.

"Does that sound of interest to you?"

"Yeah, sounds great" I replied enthusiastically.

"And what do you get up to in your spare time?" My immediate thought was
wanking off but decided I couldn't tell him that so I just said I liked
reading, going out on my bike and playing around with my box camera. He was
impressed with the last bit. "And what about a girlfriend or are you not
into girls?"

"No" I said emphatically.

"Ah as I thought, you prefer boys" he grinned. I went bright red having
realised what question I'd said no to. "Don't worry, your secret is safe
with me; even though we're legal most people don't approve do they." He
then leaned forward and took hold of my hands which were lying idly in my
lap. "To be honest I'd much rather employ a gay guy so it suits me." I
smiled somewhat relieved and suddenly realised that he must be gay too. He
then went through the hours of work and the rate of pay, which was much
higher than I'd reckoned. "So, would you like to accept?"

"Yeah, certainly, thanks" I spluttered hardly believing that I'd landed my
first job which would be one in the eye for my parents.

"Great, so when could you start?"

"Whenever, I've got nothing else to do"

"In that case, how about starting right now?"

"Yeah, suits me, thank you sir." He smiled and said there was no need to
call him sir and instead to call him Roland.

"Okay but before I show you the ropes there's something else I'd like to
discuss with you." He stood up and indicated for me to do the same. He told
me to remove my bomber jacket and put it to one side. He then stood in
front of me and removed my tie saying that he preferred to adopt a more
casual style so there was no need to wear a tie, which suited me down to
the ground because I hated them. Having done so, he unfastened the first
two buttons of my shirt and pulled it open to expose some flesh. "Mm, very
nice" he muttered. "You have a very nice body Mark" he said as he looked me
up and down. "Would you be willing to remove your shirt so I can have a
better look?" I smiled suddenly realising he was coming on to me but it
didn't bother me so I unbuttoned my crisp white shirt and slipped it
off. He took it from me and hung it over the chair I'd been sitting on. He
then ran his hands up and down my chest and slipped the tip of his finger
inside the waist of my trousers. Now I'd left school I'd discarded the
braces we were required to wear and was wearing a belt on my smart black
trousers.

He then moved round the back of me and I could sense his eyes looking me up
and down. I then felt his hand gently rubbing over the back of my trousers
which fitted snugly over my rounded butt. "Very nice, you really are
stunningly beautiful" he said as he moved round in front of me. "And if I'm
not mistaken you have plenty to offer down here" he added as he gently
brushed his hand over the bulge that was now forming in my crotch. I
grinned but said nothing.

He then paused and looked me in the eye as if considering what to say
next. "I produce photographs of beautiful young men such as you for a
discerning group of gentlemen; they are only sold to such men so are not
sold on the open market; as such only those of our persuasion see them. You
say you're willing to do anything so would you be willing to pose for me?
I'd pay you extra of course for each session we do."

My heart suddenly started racing as I took in what he was saying, or at
least what I thought he was saying. Was I interested in doing something
like that? Hell, why not? Bully had done enough things to me to make me
know that I wasn't that bothered about what guys did. "Yeah, sure; as I say
I'm up for anything" I grinned.

Roland chuckled and felt my crotch again, "Yes, I thought you would." He
then asked me to slip off my trousers so he could check the rest of me and
as I stood in my underpants with a definite bulge appearing down below, his
eyes gazed over me almost drooling. "Beautiful, absolutely beautiful" he
kept telling himself.

He then led me upstairs into a room that was clearly used as a studio for
such shots since there was a double bed with photographic lights at each
corner and a camera mounted on a tripod at the end of the bed. The windows
were covered with a black material and the walls were a dark colour. The
sheet covering the bed was a dark red so my white flesh stood out as I lay
on it. He told me to adopt whatever poses I wanted as he shot away with
what appeared to be a very expensive camera. Having taken a number of shots
with me in my underwear he asked, "Now, are you willing to remove those
pants?" I grinned and immediately did so and tossed them into the corner. I
was now stark naked with a boner because just the thought of what he was
doing excited me even though he hadn't actually touched me.

He spent the rest of the afternoon taking shots of me in all kinds of
poses, some of which were very sexy such as me on my knees and pulling my
butt cheeks apart to show my hole. As things progressed I enjoyed doing it
more and more and I did what he wanted naturally without any problem at
all.

"Okay, that's enough for today at least" he giggled so I climbed off the
bed. "You really are beautiful" he said yet again and lightly kissed me on
the lips. "Thanks, you were great; a natural, and this is so perfect" he
added as he clasped his hands round my still hard cock. I groaned with
pleasure at the feel of his hot hand round my tool and was hoping he'd go
down on it but he didn't. I grabbed my pants and ran downstairs to where
I'd left my clothes. Once dressed he patted me on the back saying "See you
tomorrow; don't be late".

"I won't and thanks for everything" I replied as I went to leave. When I
got home I took great delight in telling my mother that I'd got a job and
had already started. She showed little interest so I didn't say more than
it was working in a photographic shop. As I went upstairs to change I
chuckled to myself wondering what she'd say if she really knew what I'd
been doing.


I really enjoyed my time working for Roland and the work was certainly
varied. I also learnt a lot about different kinds of films, exposures,
lighting and how to take good photographs. My porn photographs sold like
hot cakes so Roland frequently asked me to do more. Each set became more
and more erotic and we even did some outdoors. He took me to a quiet spot
he knew where I could strip and prance around naked whilst he snapped away.

He also had other young guys come along to be photographed so I'd enjoy
watching them pose naked. Where he found these guys I've no idea but some
of them were really hot. When I was eighteen, he asked if I'd do a duo with
one of these guys who really turned me on so I immediately said I
would. The most we did was pretend to suck each other's cocks but the final
results were very sexy and also sold out in no time.

Because I enjoyed swimming, I regularly went to the local swimming
baths. Sadly I had to wear swimming trunks, which was a pain because I'd
always enjoyed swimming naked at school. One day a very nice looking guy
came in when I was in the communal changing room, which I always preferred
using to the individual cubicles so I could spy on whoever was around. He
was about thirty and had a stunning body which made me stop what I was
doing to admire him. He smiled and moved over to where I was standing with
my towel half covering my private parts. "You've got a stunning body" he
whispered and reached down to feel behind my towel. I was already reacting
so his hand soon found my burgeoning organ. "Mm, nice" he growled. I looked
down at his which was also growing rapidly. "Fancy joining me for a coffee
when we're done here?" I nodded unable to speak because my heart was racing
like mad.

When we'd both dressed I followed him out and he took me to a local coffee
shop where he bought me a coffee and a cake. "So, what does a young stud
like you do to amuse yourself?" I wasn't too sure how to answer that so I
just grinned and said "Play around" although if the truth be known he was
the first guy to pick me up if you didn't count bully at school. "Fancy
coming back to my place then?" he said with a very sexy grin. I nodded so
once we'd finished our coffee he led me to a small flat not that far away.

As soon as he'd closed the front door his hands were all over me and within
seconds he'd undressed me. My cock clearly showed how interested I was
which pleased him no end. Being not too sure what to do in such situations
I just stood and watched as he seductively undressed. I'd already seen his
body but now I could really have a good look my cock twitched with
excitement. The guy was stunning with beautiful strong legs, a big long
cock that must have been at least eight inches long with a wide girth and
abs to die for. He also looked as if he sunbathed a lot since he had the
most perfect tan which made my white skin stand out in contrast.

He led me into the bedroom where there was a large double bed with black
sheets and black pillows. The walls were also covered with black and white
wallpaper that made the whole room look very erotic. He told me to kneel up
on the bed and stick my arse in the air. "Mm a beautiful arse" he muttered
to himself as he ran his finger up and down my hole. He then pulled it wide
apart and dribbled spit into it. This was quickly followed by two stubby
fingers being gently pushed inside. Despite his size he was a very gentle
guy and much more so than bully at school. I felt my entrance being
stretched wide open no doubt in readiness for his big cock. Every so often
he'd feel between my legs which he'd pulled wide apart before starting and
fondle my balls and then run a hand up and down my stiff cock which was
already weeping with anticipation.

When he decided I was sufficiently open to take him, I felt him squeeze
some KY jelly into my hole and then offer the head of his cock up to
it. Slowly and gently he pushed in. It felt so much different to that first
fuck in the school swimming pool changing room. This was gentle and very
sexy. I could soon feel his whole shaft inside me and stretching my
channel. It was the most wonderful feeling I'd ever experienced. Gently he
started moving his length back and forth and I could feel the head of his
cock coming right out and then pushing back in but not once did it
hurt. "Yeah, you've got a gorgeous arse to fuck" he groaned, "Lovely and
tight; I love a tight arse to fuck". I too was groaning and moaning my
pleasure because it was pure bliss.

He must have fucked me for a good ten minutes before he started increasing
the pace. He then paused for a few seconds as his seed reached its peak and
shot out inside me. "Yes, beautiful" he cried as he continued thrusting in
and out draining his big cock inside me. When he was done, he pulled out
and told me to get off the bed. He climbed onto his back and pulled his
strong legs up over his chest to offer himself. Without any invitation I
knelt between his wide open legs and looked at the wide open hole before
me. It was a beautiful sight and I could see the pink flesh inside.

"Now get your face into that hole and lick me out; I want to feel your hot
tongue inside me" he growled. That was something I'd never done before so
this was another first. I wondered what it would be like; would it smell
and what would it taste like? As I asked myself these questions I lowered
my head between his chunky buttocks and plunged my tongue into the wide
open hole. It tasted like nectar and I loved it. I opened his hole some
more by pulling his butt cheeks wide apart with my fingers and thrust my
tongue deep inside. I felt my whole body shiver with excitement and decided
I definitely liked doing this. "When you've got that hole nice and wet I
want you to thrust your cock in with one push; don't bother with lube. I
couldn't wait to do that but wanted to make sure I did have him
sufficiently wet enough for my cock to go in.

Having decided he was ready, I grabbed hold of my rampant cock and plunged
in. "Fuck, yeah, that's beautiful; now give that arse a nice long hard fuck
boy." I didn't need any encouragement since the feel of my hot flesh
against his was just wonderful. This too was a first for me and I decided
it would certainly not be the last time I'd do something like this to a
guy. I fucked and fucked trying to hold back my urge to reach my climax. I
wanted this to last as long as I could and was rather pleased with myself
that I managed to continue fucking him for a good ten minutes like he'd
done me. Suddenly the urge to spill my load came upon me and I had to let
go. "Yeah, fill me up boy; I want to feel your hot spunk right inside me;
yeah beautiful." As I fucked, more and more cum kept spewing from my hot
rod. It seemed never ending which pleased the guy no end. Finally I was
spent and looked up at him. "That was fucking brilliant and I get the
feeling you rather enjoyed that."

"Too right I did, it was fucking brilliant" I grinned as I pulled out.

Sadly I never saw him again so it was a one off but from that moment
onwards I knew I loved being fucked and I loved fucking with everything in
between so was determined to make sure I got my fair share of it as time
went by but first of all I had to leave home and get away from my parents
who were doing my head in. Apart from their religious crap they kept trying
to push down my throat they also kept on at me about finding a nice young
girl to marry. "Yeah, you'll be lucky" I told myself.


As it happened my move away from home came sooner than I expected. One day
when I went to work, Roland asked me to join him in the room behind the
shop. "I've got something I need to tell you Mark" he started by saying,
"As you've probably worked out yourself, this shop is not doing good
business; the rent has just gone up and I can't sustain the costs any
longer." My face dropped because I really enjoyed the work and I enjoyed
working with Roland, apart from the extra photographic activities we still
undertook every so often. "But, not all is doom and gloom" he grinned. "How
would you like to move to London and work with me?" He then went onto
explain that he'd obtained a job with the BBC on a freelance contract, not
that I really understood what that was all about at the time, but he needed
a young assistant to join him.

"Wow, that sounds great" I exclaimed, "but where would I live".

"Well, I'm moving in with a guy I've met who has a house in Camden and he's
got an attic room you can rent if you want; I don't think he wants much for
it so you should be able to afford it on the money you'll earn from
me. It's self contained with its own shower and toilet and you'll be able
to use our kitchen to make your meals. Personally I think once he sees you
he'll be happy for you to eat with us and we can share the costs but he'll
need to meet you first. What do you say?"

"It sounds fucking perfect" I grinned, "I've wanted to leave home for ages
but didn't think I could afford it."

"I can't pay you a lot more than I pay you now but I'd still like you to
pose for me every so often if you're willing and if you're prepared to do
more pornographic shots then at present that will produce more work."

"Yeah, I'm not fussy what I do or who I do it with" I laughed excitedly and
jumped up to hug him. It was the first time we'd made that kind of contact
and I ended up on his lap. He pulled me into a passionate kiss and I felt
my cock jumping to attention.

"God you're so hot, Dale is going to love you and if you're interested he
loves threesomes."

"Yeah, bring it on" I grinned and felt into his crotch to feel his hard
organ. He groaned as I gently squeezed it and kissed me hard on the lips.

I almost ran home that evening; I was feeling so happy. I couldn't wait to
tell my mother that I was leaving home. Roland had said he'd like to close
the shop down immediately and I agreed to help him with that, even though
he couldn't pay me. With luck my new life in London would start within five
days and it couldn't come soon enough.


When I told my mother she looked at me as if I was crazy. "And where are
you going to live?" she asked so I told her about Roland's friend and the
attic room I could rent. "And how will you manage your meals? You've never
cooked in your life."

"I'm not completely fucking useless you know" I shouted which needless to
say led to her giving me a lecture on blasphemy and which led to me telling
her I was thankful to get away from their religious crap. I also knew they
considered homosexuality to be vile so didn't dare tell them they'd
produced a gay son.

"I'd have thought you'd be glad to see the back of me", I shouted, "Neither
you nor dad have ever shown any real love for me." With that I stormed off
upstairs and stayed there until the following morning despite her wailing
that I should come down and eat my meal. My dad never came up to see me or
attempt any kind of reconciliation so I plunged my head into the pillow
shouting fuck both of you.

By the following morning I was starving so I got up early and crept out of
the house before either of them had appeared. I knew there was a transport
cafe open on the outskirts of Dorking so I cycled there and got myself the
biggest breakfast I could order to appease my hunger. When I got to the
shop I must have looked like shit because Roland sat me down and asked me
what had happened. I told him the whole story and he hugged me. "Parents
can be such shits at times".

I nodded in agreement. "Especially mine; I so wish we could go to London
immediately because I don't want to see them ever again." Roland put his
arms round me and thought for a moment.

"If things are really that bad you could always come and stay with me for a
few days; I've only got a small flat with one bed but you're welcome to
share that until we leave. If we get our skates on we can probably be out
of here within two days.

I looked at him with open eyes. "Can I really?" He nodded and grinned
before giving me a gentle kiss on the lips.

"We gays have got to stick together" he laughed which lifted my mood. We
worked like mad for the rest of the day and when we'd finished I rode my
bike home and packed my things. I'd already worked out what to take with me
so it didn't take long to pack. The only thing I couldn't take with me was
my bike but that was old so not a major loss. Once packed up I went
downstairs and announced to my mother that I was leaving. She looked at me
and on seeing my suitcase in the hallway shrugged her shoulders.

"I just hope you know what you're doing" was her only comment as I picked
it up and left. I walked back to the shop with my belongings and Roland
took me home.


3.

Having a naked nineteen year-old in bed with him for two nights was
Roland's dream come true and he was unable to control himself so ended up
by giving me a gorgeous fuck each night. He was such a beautiful and gentle
guy that I loved him and I loved each fuck. We did manage to clear the shop
out within the two days by working late each night so on the third day we
packed up his car with all his photographic equipment including cameras,
lights, tripods, loads of film that he'd kept back from the shop plus all
the equipment he used for developing and printing his own films. By the
time we'd finished there was just enough room for his and my personal
things.

"All set for an exciting new life" he grinned once we were ready to go and
he'd locked up his rented flat.

"Yep, can't wait" I said excitedly.

"Nor can I, we're going to have such fun together not only with work but
doing other things as well and I'm sure Dale is going to love you too."

"I really appreciate you inviting me to join you" I said with all
seriousness.

"It's my pleasure; besides you're a fucking good worker and a delightful
guy to have around; who wouldn't want a gorgeous young guy like you as
their assistant" he chuckled. He then leant over and gave me a passionate
kiss right there in the car. He clearly didn't give a damn as to who might
see us and neither did I since it was unlikely either of us would be in the
area again. As he kissed he also placed a hand in my crotch which caused it
to react as usual. I grinned and placed my hand on his to hold it there.

"You can do that as often as you like" I laughed.

"Don't worry, I will" he giggled as he started the car and we set off.


Dale was waiting for us when we arrived. He'd had a day off work especially
to be there which I thought was rather nice. On our way, Roland explained
that he'd met Dale in a bar on one his many trips to London and they were
immediately attracted to each other. When Roland got the BBC job, Dale said
he could move in with him.

"Wow, so this is the young man you've been grooming" Dale grinned as soon
as he set eyes on me.

"Yep, isn't he gorgeous?" Before I knew what was happening Dale had pulled
me into his arms and was kissing me and it was not just a peck on the lips;
it was a full blown hard kiss and even a hint of tongue. "And he's got the
most gorgeous cock" Roland chuckled, which caused Dale to have a feel.

"Wow, he certainly is gorgeous; am going to look forward to having fun with
you young man; hope you're into threesomes."

"Never had one but I'm up for anything" I grinned.

"Yeah, so I can feel".

We then spent the next half hour unpacking the car and getting our stuff
into Dale's Victorian house that had a basement which was to be used as
Roland's studio for taking his erotic photos and a darkroom. On the ground
floor there was a large living room with a kitchen to one side and on the
first floor two bedrooms, one of which was theirs plus a large bathroom
that had an oval bath large enough to take two people according to Dale.

My room was in the attic so had a dormer window which overlooked the
garden. It was larger than my room at home so I was more than happy and it
included a small fridge. Since Roland and Dale had agreed that I could have
main meals with them I decided to do my own breakfast in my room as I only
tended to have cereal and a cup of tea each morning. The fridge would come
in handy to keep my milk and some beers! Off this room was a small bathroom
which included a shower. Not that big but sufficient for my needs.

I unpacked my case and decided where everything should go. There was a
built in wardrobe at one end so there was plenty of space. Once done, I
laid on the bed, mainly to try it out but once there I read some porn
magazines that Roland had given me. The bed was very comfy, in fact a damn
site more so than mine at home. I'd stripped off naked so I could fondle
myself as I looked at the pictures in the magazine. It wasn't long before I
had a hard-on and was in the process of massaging that when there was a
knock on the door.

"Can I come in" Dale asked as he partially opened the door.

"Um, yeah okay" I replied as I tried to cover myself up rather
unsuccessfully.

"Ah, sorry, just wanted to make sure everything was okay for you" he
grinned having seen my nakedness and my erection.

"It's okay, come on in" I grinned having decided to brazen it out, "I'm
sure Roland has told you he does erotic photo shoots of me so I'm used to
being on show."

"Yeah, I've seen some of them" he replied as he came right into the
room. "You've certainly got a beautiful body" he added as he sat on the
side of the bed and stared at my manhood. "Wow, that's some organ you've
got there" he chuckled and felt himself. He was in arm's length so I
dropped a hand into his crotch to feel the bulge which was rapidly forming.

"From what I can feel you're not bad yourself" I grinned. He smiled and
placed a hand over mine to press it on harder.

"Mm, that feels good; not had such a young hand feel me for a long time."

"Well, you know where I am so any time" I chuckled and gripped hold of the
now fully fledged organ and gave it a squeeze.

"I shall certainly hold you to that" he laughed.

"Don't mind holding this anytime" I laughed in reply.

"I can see we're going to get on just fine" he replied and leant over to
give me a kiss. As he did so I placed a hand behind his head and held his
lips hard against mine. This time I opened my mouth and his tongue quickly
took advantage and probed my mouth. My cock was now bobbing up and down
with excitement as we kissed and tongued each other. Seeing my excited
organ he pulled out of the kiss and went down on it.

"Oh fuck, that feels good" I exclaimed as his hot lips surrounded my tool.

"The fuck comes later" he giggled before going back to the task in hand. It
didn't take him long to bring me to a satisfactory conclusion and I shot my
load. He drank the lot and ended by licking my slit to clean me up. Once
done he looked at me and grinned. "You taste as beautiful as you look."

"Thanks, and thank you for letting me rent this room, its great"

"You're more than welcome and I hope you'll be very happy here"

"So far I certainly can't complain" I grinned and felt his still hard cock
inside his trousers.

"Think I'd better get back downstairs and keep Roland happy" he grinned,
"but I just wanted to make sure you'd settled in okay and to say the meal
will be at seven if that's okay with you".

"Yeah fine and you must let me know how you want me to pay for my food."

He smiled and patted my naked leg. "I'm sure we can think of a way that
doesn't involve money."

I grinned suddenly catching on. "Yeah, great, whatever you want."

He stood up and blew me a kiss as he left the room to go back downstairs. I
settled back on the bed feeling fully satisfied and had a good feeling
about my life ahead of me. Hopefully it would be a lot better than the
tough life to date. "Go fuck yourself mother and you father" I said out
loud. God I was so happy to be away from them at last and all they stood
for.


The next three weeks were busy. I accompanied Roland to most of the BBC
offices and studios around London including Broadcasting House, Television
Centre, Lime Grove Studios, Ealing Studios and Alexander Palace. His job
was to photograph publicity material for radio and television programmes
and other publicity material they wanted. The hope was that this work would
bring in other commercial work, which it did as time went by. My role was
to be the pair of hands, and as he always said 'to look cute when
required'. I therefore spent my time humping cases of photographic
equipment about, helping him set things up and being a fetch and carrier
which often involved me travelling round the various locations on the tube
which I found very enlightening.

I soon became adept at recognising gays sitting opposite or beside me. If
they were opposite we'd look each other up and down and gaze into each
other's crotch whilst the other casually felt himself if there was nobody
else around. If a guy sat beside me who was interested I would feel their
knees pressing against mine. If pressed back it indicated that I was
interested so subject to nobody else being around a hand would casually
feel in my crotch. On one occasion a guy invited me back to his room in
Shepherds Bush when I was travelling to Television Centre so we had a very
enjoyable session at his place in which I fucked him for a good half
hour. I therefore loved the job and loved working for Roland who was such a
kind, caring guy.

It didn't take long for Dale to involve me in a threesome with him and
Roland one evening. I was more than willing and let the pair of them fuck
me. On another occasion they got me to fuck each of them which was just as
satisfying.

They'd both told me about a gay bar in Earls Court called The Coleherne so
one Friday evening I decided to check it out. I'd never been to such a
place before so had no idea what to expect. When I arrived I was amazed to
see the place packed with gays, most dressed in leather gear which made me
feel slightly out of place but on looking round I noticed others, generally
guys around my age, who were dressed in jeans.

As soon as I walked in and made my way towards the bar, I attracted
interest and several guys offered to buy me a drink. Not wanting to look
churlish I accepted so ended up with three drinks bought for me in return
for a quick grope and feel down below. It certainly didn't bother me and I
enjoyed it immensely. I then noticed another guy enter. He was tall like me
and very good looking. When he got nearer I noted that he was dressed in
tight leather trousers that showed his body off to perfection. When he'd
bought his drink he turned and saw me looking at him. He smiled and I
smiled back wondering whether he'd make contact. Having looked around the
bar at other guys he made his way over.

"Hi, I'm Terence"

"Hi, I'm Mark" I replied and offered my hand. He took it and held it for
several seconds as he looked me up and down.

"You're gorgeous" he then said and let go of my hand.

"Thanks, and you; I like your leather trousers." He smiled and casually
felt the bulge beneath the leather which made my eyes stare at it some
more. Seeing my interest he moved his hand onto mine which was now getting
excited. He felt it and squeezed it as he took sips from his drink, giving
me a big smile each time it reacted and grew larger. My heart was in my
mouth and my pulse was racing like mad. I could just imagine sinking my hot
tool into him or him doing the same to me.

Seeing that I'd finished my drink he offered to buy me one. Before I'd said
what, he'd turned towards the bar and threw back whatever he was
drinking. A few moments later he returned with two shorts and gave me
one. It was whiskey which was a drink I'd not had that often but it tasted
good and I felt it warm the cockles of my heart as I sipped it. Seeing how
fast he drank his, I did the same and soon felt my head swimming as I was
not used to drinking spirits. "Another" he said as he took my empty
glass. I offered to buy this round but he just grinned, felt my crotch and
said "You can pay me back later". As I watched him go to the bar I realised
what he'd said.

"Fuck, I'm in" I muttered to myself and automatically felt my hardening
cock. He returned with two more whiskies and gave me mine. These too
disappeared almost as fast but when my glass was empty he took it and
placed it on a shelf behind me along with his own. He then pulled out the
bottom of my T shirt and slipped his hands inside. As they touched my naked
skin I gasped and my cock twitched with excitement. He pulled me in for a
kiss and I went all out for it. Our mouths were soon locked together with
tongues shooting back and forth as he ground my body against his, crotch
against crotch. I could feel his hardness pressing against mine and I could
feel pre-cum weeping out of my cock inside my pants.

He'd now unfastened my belt and the top of my trousers so he could gain
access inside. The fact that we were standing in a crowded bar seemed not
to bother him, and for that matter neither did it me. Besides, I'd already
seen other guys making out in much the same way. Having got the access he
required he plunged a hand down inside my pants. "Ah" I groaned as his warm
hand felt my flesh. He grinned as he continued kissing and squeezed my
organ more making it weep yet more pre-cum. He then felt my balls and as he
did so he tweaked my nipples with his other hand. He then slipped the hand
down inside my trousers round the back almost pulling my pants down my
backside. His finger pressed against my hole and gently pushed in.

"Mm, you're so gorgeous; I want to fuck you and eat you" he groaned. My own
hands were busy feeling his beautiful globes of flesh behind him and I so
wanted to feel the actual flesh rather than through his tight leather
trousers but I was not used to such action in a public place so let him
take the lead. "What are you doing tonight?" he whispered into my ear.

"Nothing" I managed to reply.

"You want to come back to my place? I live in Kings Cross."

"Yeah" I replied immediately hardly believing that I was being picked up by
this gorgeous guy.

"Can you stay the night or do you have to get back?"

"No, I'm a free agent so can stay as long as you want" I replied.

"Brilliant, then let's get moving because I want to have you stark naked
and fuck your brains out." I grinned and felt my whole body shiver with
excitement. The thought of being fucked by this stud was beyond belief.


He had a two bed apartment in an old block of flats which was furnished
with modern furniture. On our way he'd told me he was an artist and an art
teacher so the walls were full of paintings which I later found out were
mainly his work. He was good and I liked them very much. He was also a very
nice guy who treated me with respect even though he was aching to get me
into bed. There was a large living room and an equally nice kitchen which
was where he led me on our arrival. He collected two glasses and a bottle
of whiskey and took me into the living room. Having poured two generous
measures, we each took a sip and he moved up to me. Within seconds he'd
stripped me stark naked to look at my body. "Fucking beautiful" he
groaned. "I'd love to draw you and do a painting of you; would you be
willing to sit for me?"

"Yeah, anytime" I rather liked the idea of having a painting done of me.

"It would have to be in the nude, are you up for that?"

"Sure I'm not shy" I laughed.

"No I'm sure you're not with this tool" he giggled as he played with it
until it was hard again. He then removed his own clothes and it was my turn
to gasp.

"Fuck, you're gorgeous" I exclaimed as I looked at his naked torso with its
big cock and two large floppy balls."

"I'm glad you like it because I want to feel this beautiful hot rod inside
me once I've given you a good long hard fuck but first let's get in the
mood." He indicated for me to sit on a sofa whilst he fetched a tobacco
tin. When he opened the tin it was stuffed full of ready rolled
joints. Even I recognised them despite having never smoked one. Without
asking he lit two up and passed one to me. I watched him take a drag on his
and then did the same to mine. Within minutes I felt the effect. I loved it
and immediately took another drag. As we smoked we kissed exchanging our
inhaled smoke between each other. In between that we sipped our drinks and
when the glasses were empty he filled them up again. Having smoked one
joint he lit another for each of us so we repeated the process. By the time
that was finished I was up for anything, which was no doubt his plan but I
trusted him so let him take the lead.

When we'd finished our third refill, he stood up and took hold of my
hand. I followed him to his bedroom which again was simply furnished in a
modern style. The bedding was all black, very much like the guy's who
picked me up at the swimming pool several years before, the walls were
painted a dark ruby red and at the end of the bed there was a camera on a
tripod with lights on either side. I recognised the equipment immediately
and commented on it.

"Yeah, I make porn films" he grinned, "If you're interested I could include
you in one because you'd go down like a storm."

"Yeah, you bet" I replied, "I take it you pay guys to do it".

"Of course" he laughed, "And they get paid well if they're up to doing
anything; why, are you really interested then?" I said I definitely was and
mentioned the photo shoots I did for Roland without saying who he
was. "Brilliant, then let's film ourselves having some fun so you can see
what you look like on film and if you still want to go ahead we can arrange
a session with one of my regular guys." With that agreed he switched on the
two lamps that lit up the bed and set the movie camera into motion.

We got on the bed and he told me to forget the camera and just enjoy
myself. I first went down on his cock which was now hard. He clearly loved
it being sucked and groaned and moaned as I did so. He lifted his legs up
over his chest and told me to finger his hole whilst I sucked his cock. I
was surprised to find that it was already nicely lubricated so my fingers
slipped right inside. "Stick three in and then four" he told me after a
while which I did and was surprised at how easily they slipped in right up
to my thumb. "Yeah give that arse a good fingering" he yelled as I
continued sucking his cock which by now was rock hard.

"Okay, on your knees; I'm gonna fuck you with this big tool of mine." I
immediately obeyed and offered my butt for him to fuck. First I felt him
squeeze some lube inside and then finger me with two and then three
fingers. It felt brilliant and I was tempted to ask him to add a fourth but
he quickly pulled them out and thrust his big cock inside instead.

"Oh fuck, yes; fuck that arse" I cried. He took me at my word and gave me
the hardest fuck I'd ever experienced up to that point in my sex life and I
loved every second of it. Once he'd spilled his load, he got up on all
fours and told me to fuck him just as hard. I slammed my aching cock into
his arse and fucked him with all my might. The harder I fucked, the more I
loved it and somehow managed to stop myself from reaching my climax too
soon. I reckon I must have fucked him for almost fifteen minutes before I
yelled out "Fuck, fuck, I'm coming".

"Yeah fill me up with your lovely man juice" he cried which is exactly what
I did. When I'd finally come down from my high I pulled out and collapsed
on the bed. He giggled as he bent over and kissed me.

"You were beautiful and anytime you want to do a porn film you just let me
know; you're a natural."

"Really?"

"Yep, really and when I've developed that film I'll show you." He then got
up and took off the reel of film and went into the other bedroom. This was
smaller and once inside I recognised it as being a dark room. He had all
the necessary equipment so within minutes he'd loaded it into the
developing unit and set it going. Whilst it did its stuff we slipped behind
the black curtain that covered the door to the hall to keep the room dark,
and went back into the living room. We sat naked on the sofa and had
another whisky and another joint each. My whole body was buzzing and our
cocks were asking for more attention. This time he went down on me on the
sofa but then paused. "You like poppers? I'd read about it but had never
used it so I just nodded not wanting to show my inexperience, although I
think he knew that already. He reached over to a low table and picked up a
small brown bottle. He unscrewed the cap and took several long sniffs up
each nostril before passing it to me. I did the same and for a moment
couldn't notice anything but then it hit me. My whole head suddenly
spun. It was a wonderful feeling and I grinned as I passed the bottle back
to him. He took another two long hard sniffs and passed it back so I did
the same. This time he screwed the cap on tight and put it to one side as
he went down on my rock hard cock.

As he sucked my head and my whole body was buzzing. I took another drag
from my joint and that added to the rapturous feelings I was getting. He
continued sucking until I was shooting my load which he took right into his
mouth. Once done, he looked up and grinned. "Mm, you taste so
beautiful". He grabbed the bottle of poppers again and took several more
sniffs before passing it to me. I did the same and having recapped the
bottle he pushed my head down onto his hot tool. He was thick and long but
I took the organ right into my mouth until it hit the back of my throat. He
got me into a position where my throat was straight and told me to
relax. He then pushed his big tool some more and suddenly I felt it go past
my epiglottis into my throat. It felt wonderful as he pumped away and I
felt his hot cum shoot down my throat.

"Wow, you're good" he exclaimed once he'd pulled out. I grinned and he
kissed me hard on the lips. "I can think of all kinds of scenes for you to
take part in if you really want to do porn."

"Yeah, I do, apart from the fact that I could do with the extra cash"

"If you really want to earn some more cash I could also use you as a nude
model at my life class provided you don't mind being stark naked in front
of a load of students of both sexes."

"Yeah, doesn't bother me who sees my junk; in fact I rather like showing it
off" I laughed.

"I'm not surprised, you've got plenty to show off; you're fucking gorgeous
and I wouldn't mind betting you'd have all the students wetting their pants
as they draw you." He then explained that it was a private class of about a
dozen students and everything they did was life art in all its forms so I'd
have to be prepared to have students coming up close and personal to get a
better view of my bits. "I also run a small class for guys, gay of course,
and in that one we get a bit more adventurous and involve two models
sometimes."

"Yeah, bring it on I'm up for anything." When he told me the fee I'd get
for each session I was even more interested.


4.

I ended up by staying that night and most of the next day. We had endless
sessions of sex in all kinds of positions. The film he'd made of our first
session was brilliant even though the camera was fixed so only showed the
action from afar but even though I say it myself, I looked good on film and
Terence agreed.

The mixed life art class was each Wednesday evening near to where Terence
lived in Kings Cross so I'd go there after work and he'd take me to the
class. As he predicted, when the students saw my naked body on display for
them they gasped. He told me what pose he wanted me to adopt so I then had
to stay still whilst the class drew me in every detail. Every so often
they'd come up close whilst he explained how to draw particular parts of my
anatomy including my cock which started to react but nobody seemed that
bothered. I enjoyed exposing my all and when it was time for a coffee break
I was allowed to get up and join them. He'd provided a gown for me to wear
but I didn't bother which seemed to please several of the students as they
asked me what I normally did for a living.

The gay art class was held on the first Thursday of each month which as it
happened was that first week I'd done the mixed one. There were six guys
all in their mid forties. That week Terence had also invited Colby along
who was to be the guy I'd be doing my first porn film with so it was good
to get to know him. When the guys saw me they salivated and wanted to touch
me but Terence told them they had to draw me first. This week was a sex
scene so first Colby had to suck my cock whilst they drew the action. His
hot lips surrounded my cock and I was soon rock hard. He then had to hold
it whilst they drew the scene.

After the break, during which all the guys did have a good feel of both of
us, I had to fuck Colby. He had a beautiful arse so I certainly didn't mind
doing that. The hardest thing was to hold my cock in his arse whilst the
guys did their drawing. Terence did allow me to finish the fuck when they'd
all finished so I had six randy guys all feeling themselves whilst Colby
and I performed. Terence was pleased to see that it had no affect on my
performance so was even more certain that I'd be great for our first porn
film which was to be some weeks later.

After each class Terence took me back to his place where we had a meal
followed by sex before I had to get back home ready for work the following
morning. I enjoyed doing the classes but eventually the summer break came
along so they stopped until September.


For my twentieth birthday, Dale and Roland pulled all the stops out, which
was really nice because even as a child, my parents had never done anything
special. It fell on a Saturday and Dale planned a special birthday meal
that evening to which he'd said I could invite Terence. About mid afternoon
Dale called up the stairs and asked me to go down. I'd been idly lazing on
my bed reading. When I got downstairs the living room had been decked out
with balloons and they sang happy birthday. I was overcome with emotion and
had tears pouring down my face by the end. It was so sweet of them.

"We've now got another surprise for you" Roland grinned, "but we need to
blindfold you first and you mustn't move it whatever happens."

"Okay" I grinned not having a clue what they were up to but I guessed
knowing these two it was something unusual. Once he'd fitted a black piece
of cloth round my eyes and I couldn't see a thing, he led me forward and
told me to stand still. I was in the habit of not wearing shoes or socks at
home and I noticed a change in the flooring. It felt I was standing on a
sheet but said nothing. There was then a pause whilst he and Dale did
something which sounded like a rustling of clothes. They then moved nearer
and I felt hands starting to undress me. First they slipped off my T shirt
over my head making sure the blindfold didn't move and then they unfastened
my belt and removed my jeans. I was now standing in my briefs and already I
was getting excited since my cock reacted to the slightest thing.

"Put your hands on your head and keep them there" Dale giggled so I did as
instructed. I trusted these guys implicitly so had no fear of what they
were going to do. By now I guessed it was going to be something sexual
which made my cock grow harder. Suddenly I felt the top of my briefs being
pulled open and something cold and creamy being poured inside. A hand then
rubbed whatever it was around to spread the creamy mixture all over my cock
and my balls. By now I was giggling like mad and so were they. Whilst one
hand rubbed the mix over my front, I felt a hand slip down the back and rub
more of whatever it was along my crack.

Eventually my briefs were slipped down my legs and removed and I was told
to keep my hands on my head. I then felt a hot pair of lips surround my
cock and start sucking. I recognised the lips as belonging to Dale who was
giggling as he sucked and felt my balls which were still covered in the
creamy mess. Roland then removed the blindfold but told me to keep my hands
on my head. When I could see I gasped. Both guys were stark naked with
erections. I looked down and my pubic area was smothered in pink sugar
icing. Dale was still sucking my cock which by now was rock hard. Roland
then slipped a finger into my arse and gave that a good feel.

Before Dale brought me right off, he told me to go on all fours. He then
plunged his cock into my arse and gave me a good long hard fuck until he'd
left his present inside. Once done, Roland did the same and gave me a wank
in the process. When he'd left his present and I'd shot my load all over
the floor which I now noted was a white sheet to protect the carpet, he
pulled out and they both kissed me with a full on hard kiss.

"Happy birthday and we hope you enjoyed your present" Dale giggled.

"That was the best birthday present I've ever had in my whole life" I
replied and pulled them both into another very passionate kiss.

"Okay guys, time to clean up" Roland laughed so I went up to my room to
shower whilst they had a quick soak in their oval bath.


That evening Terence joined us for a meal which was just perfect. I felt so
happy and couldn't believe how kind and nice everyone was being. The only
black cloud was an envelope sitting on the mantelpiece. I'd recognised the
writing as my mother's when it arrived so put it up there since I didn't
want to spoil what was such a beautiful and happy day. Roland guessed who
it was from and understood why I'd not opened it so it was left there. I
decided not to open it until once all the festivities were over.

After the meal we sat in the living room and had a good laugh. Dale served
yet more drinks so by around ten in the evening I was feeling somewhat
tipsy. Roland had told Terence he could stay the night with me if he wanted
and he said he'd love to. He never gave up the chance to have sex with me
so it was decided we'd go to bed.

"Why not have a nice soak in the bath together" Dale suggested. I grinned
at Terence and he nodded so Dale took us up to the main bathroom and told
us to help ourselves to some bath foam if we wanted. Once the bath was
ready and we'd stripped off, I poured in some of the foam. We climbed in
and as Dale had said, the oval bath accommodated two people perfectly. We
kissed and cuddled for several minutes and enjoyed the feel of the warm
water round our nakedness. I'd brought with me the envelope from my mother
since I knew I'd have to open it sometime.

"Are you going to open that?" Terence chuckled. I explained what it was and
he persuaded me to open it there and then with him by my side. I decided
that was a good idea so I ripped open the envelope. As expected it was a
birthday card from my parents, which was something I suppose, but inside
there was a long letter. As I read it my blood began to boil. She hardly
mentioned my birthday and there were no birthday wishes. Instead she went
on about why hadn't I contacted them or gone to see them since leaving home
and how inconsiderate and unkind I was being. She also asked 'And have you
found a nice girl yet? It's time you settled down for the future and found
a nice girl to marry and start a family.'

I read the paragraph several times over and nearly choked. It wasn't the
first time she'd made such comments but I'd always ignored them of
course. Terence read it and laughed. "Perhaps you should reply and say,
sorry but I've found a gorgeous man instead and I fuck him whenever I can."
I nearly died with laughing and just imagined what my parents would say or
do if I did.

"I'm fucking tempted to do that" I laughed but knew deep down that even I
couldn't do that to them despite the way they'd treated me over the years
and the lack of love they'd shown towards me. Instead I tore the letter and
the card up into little pieces and tossed it into the water. Terence then
knelt astride me and pulled me into a kiss.

"If you don't mind me saying, your parents are fucking idiots; you're the
nicest, kindest, loving person I've ever known." My eyes filled with tears
because nobody had ever said that to me before. I mouthed a thank you and
kissed him. Both cocks were soon excited and he felt behind him to grab
hold of mine. He then lubricated his arse with some soap and slowly sat
down on my long hard shaft.

"Oh god that feels so wonderful" I exclaimed in between more kisses in
which his tongue delved deep into my mouth. As we kissed he moved his butt
up and down slowly fucking himself on my cock. Eventually I felt my seed
rising and groaned with pleasure. Suddenly I felt my cock erupt and he sat
down hard on it wriggling his butt around so as to give me the maximum
pleasure, and him of course. When I was done, he leaned forward and we
kissed.

Finally we untangled ourselves and climbed out the bath. We grabbed towels
and dried off giggling and laughing. "That was beautiful and yet another
beautiful birthday present" I told him.

"It's not over yet" he laughed, "the night is young and I've got plenty
more to do with you". I giggled and he led me up to my room where we spent
the next two hours having sex. First he wanted me to lick his arse and then
roughly finger it with four fingers right up to the piece of skin between
my thumb and index finger. His hole was stretched wide apart and I could
see his pink flesh inside but he loved it and I loved doing it to him. Once
he'd had his arse well and truly serviced, he laid me on my back, lifted my
legs high in the air and fucked the life out of me. It was beautiful.


A few weeks after my birthday, the weather became really hot and dry for a
change. Each day was blue sky and sunshine and a hose ban was put in force
which meant that we had to water Dale's shrubs and flowers in his small
garden with a watering can using waste water we collected. Immediately
outside the French window there was a small patio which was hidden from the
neighbours next door although the house at the end could see it if they
bothered to look out their top windows. Roland needed to produce another
set of erotic photos so we spent a whole weekend doing a shoot, some of
which was on the patio.

On my travels round the BBC I'd met a lovely guy called Sam. He was a
porter and was a nineteen year-old Jamaican. His parents had moved to
Bradford soon after the war so he'd been born here. Like me he'd known he
was gay, or at least different, from an early age and one day his mother
caught him rolling around naked with another guy. He was eighteen and she'd
gone berserk. When she told his father he too went mad and threw his son
out of the house. Sam decided to come to London and managed to get a job at
the BBC so he felt himself lucky but he was on low pay and lived in a small
grotty bedsit in Camden. He had the most beautiful smooth skin and one day
we somehow got onto the topic of showing off our bodies to others. He said
he loved stripping off and I said I did too and told him about the erotic
photos I did for Roland and my life class modelling work I did for Terence
and the porn I was to do. When I said I got paid for doing it Sam was
immediately interested so I spoke to both Terence and Roland who said they
were definitely interested.

The life art classes had now stopped for the summer but Terence said he'd
invite Sam to do a porn film with me in due course. Roland told me to
invite Sam round that weekend so he could join in our photo shoot. I'd not
seen Sam naked up to then but when he stripped off both Roland and I
gasped. He had the most beautiful body imaginable with a huge cock and two
equally huge black balls. His thighs were to die for and he had two
gorgeous globes of butt flesh. His eyes were brown and when he smiled they
shone like stars along with his beautiful white teeth. His hair was short
as was his pubic hair which somehow added to his whole body
appearance. Roland and I fell in love with his body and his beautiful
personality. I knew that Terence would also love him once he set his eyes
on him.

Roland decided he wanted some outside shots and asked us if we'd mind
posing out on the patio. It didn't bother us if someone saw us so we
stripped off and got to work. Whilst we posed, individually at first and
then together in different positions, Roland clicked away with the
camera. We spent the whole morning out there and enjoyed the feel of the
warm sunshine on our naked bodies.

After lunch we did some more in the basement which had now been decked out
as a proper studio for our porn work with a mattress on the floor and
lights all round us to illuminate our bodies. Roland got us to adopt every
pose possible, including kissing, sucking each other's cock and even some
with Sam's cock partially inside my white arse. When the photos were
finally printed they were brilliant and Roland decided it was the best set
he'd ever produced. Needless to say they sold like hot cakes and he had to
print more to keep up with demand.

Dale also loved Sam and invited him to stay for dinner that
evening. Afterwards, I asked him if he'd like to stay the night. His eyes
lit up and he nodded enthusiastically so after the pair of us had cleared
away the dishes I took him up to my room. Dale or Roland always cooked and
still wouldn't let me pay for food saying they got payment in other ways,
which they did but I enjoyed having sex with them so it was perfect for me,
but I always cleared away the dishes when I joined them for a meal which
they appreciated.

Once upstairs, Sam grinned at me. I moved up to him and we held each other
in our arms for several moments just kissing lightly on the lips. I then
moved a hand down to his crotch and felt his cock already hard. "Mm, now
that feels nice" I mumbled whilst kissing which made him smile. He then
felt me and fingered my erection which was already excited as usual. It
didn't take long after that for our clothes to be discarded and we stood
naked.

"You've got such a beautiful body" he said gently kissing down my chest.

"So have you" I replied gasping with pleasure as his lips sucked and
lightly bit my nipples.

"I'd like to fuck you" he whispered when he'd moved down to my cock.

"Whenever you want" I gasped as my hard organ disappeared into his hot
mouth. He took the whole length and I felt it pressing at the back of his
throat as he sucked back and forth. As he sucked, he rolled my balls
between his fingers which added to the pleasure. I then felt a finger
lightly pushing into my hole and relaxed to let him in. He soon had it
right inside feeling my magic spot. "Oh god, that feels so wonderful" I
gasped. He giggled which sent a vibration through my cock. Every so often
he'd look up and grin. I placed a hand round the back of his head to
encourage him to keep sucking. I just loved the feel of my cock in his
mouth and he had such a beautiful touch. He seemed to be able to suck
without bringing me off which was the last thing I wanted at that moment
since I knew I wanted this to last for a long time yet.

Eventually he stopped and took my hand. He led me to the bed and almost
lifted me onto to it laying me face down. I then felt him pull my entrance
wide open and his hot tongue push inside. I almost jumped up in the air
with excitement. As he pressed his tongue inside me he handled my balls. It
was just beautiful and I knew I wanted lots more sex with this guy. I felt
some lubricant being squirted into my hole and soon after I felt his big
black cock gently press in. Despite its size it slipped in with ease but
once the whole shaft was embedded inside me I groaned with pleasure. "Fuck,
that feels so good" I gasped as he slowly moved back and forth.

He continued fucking me like that for almost twenty minutes. Sometimes slow
and other times with strong hard thrusts which rocked my whole body but
whatever he did was just beautiful.

"Can I shoot inside you?" he suddenly asked.

"Yeah, fill me up" I managed to reply just as his cock erupted inside me. I
could feel his hot seed shooting out and he kept this going for several
more minutes until he finally stopped and collapsed over my back with his
big black cock still embedded inside me.

"Fuck that was good" he exclaimed, "You're such a beautiful fuck Mark and I
haven't enjoyed a fuck so much for such a long time." I giggled and felt
round to pat his buttocks which caused him to jerk forward pressing his
still hard cock further into me.

"I'm all yours whenever you feel the need" I laughed.

"You might regret saying that because I frequently have the need"

"Same here and I love being fucked with a big cock like yours."

When he pulled out he turned me over and sucked me off. He explained that
once he'd shot his load he never wanted to be fucked immediately although
he liked cock up his arse. I made a mental note of that since I rather
fancied fucking his beautiful black arse.

Sam and I remained good friends over the years and we had sex and slept
together on regular occasions but more about that later.


5.

The week after the photo shoot with Sam, Terence invited me to join him for
a long weekend. His cousin owned two cottages in a remote spot in Somerset
so during the summer he'd go down there to chill out and paint although on
this occasion, he had other ideas!

Terence owned a Ford Cortina so it was this we drove down in on the
Thursday afternoon. The cottages were near Somerton and it took well over
three hours to drive there but it was another beautiful day so we enjoyed
the journey. He told me I'd not need to take anything since we'd be
spending the whole time naked or at the most wearing a thin sarong. I
looked forward to it and as soon as I'd done some fetching and carrying for
Roland that morning made my way to Kings Cross to meet Terence. I changed
into a pair of shorts and a T shirt, although that soon came off me once in
the car, and in accordance with Terence's instructions wore nothing beneath
my shorts which felt very erotic. He was dressed the same and once we were
well on our way and out of town we each had a good feel every so often. As
always my cock was soon hard which was what Terence wanted.

"My cousin Gina is also down there this weekend" he said casually as we
went along.

"How close are the two cottages?" I asked knowing that his plan was to
spend hours naked in the garden.

"They join on to each other and she often comes round when I'm down there
together"

"Oh" I said slightly disappointed at the thought of having a woman join
us. He laughed and made another grab of my cock.

"There's something you need to know about Gina" he then said before
pausing. I looked at him wondering what this something was.

"She's a transgender woman; do you know what that is?"

"Is it a guy who dresses as a woman?"

"A bit more than that" he replied and then explained that Gina, who'd been
called George when born, always felt he was in the wrong body and even as a
young child used to dress up in girl's clothing much to the dismay of his
parents. When he was nineteen he decided to pay for hormone injections so
he now has breasts and has lost his facial hair. "She's now got beautiful
firm breasts which even I find very sexy and she's grown her flaxen hair
which is now onto her shoulders. To be honest she's very sexy and
attractive."

"What about, you know what?" I asked somewhat intrigued.

Terence chuckled. "Well, she's decided to keep her cock which is huge to
say the least, so she's a chick with a dick as it were."

"Wow, and does she have boyfriends?"

"Some, but most straight guys when they find out about the dick run away
fast but rather oddly she's found she enjoys sex with women and they
certainly don't mind cock. Some guys enjoy being fucked by her, and she
enjoys being fucked by men who don't mind the cock so she's got the best of
both worlds. She's a lovely woman and you'll like her; and she'll just love
you so provided you don't mind tits with cock you're in for a great time."

"And do you two have sex?"

"Of course, I love her big cock up my arse and she loves mine so we have a
great time."

By the time we arrived, I couldn't wait to meet Gina who sounded a great
woman. Terence also explained that she worked in the City of London in
financial services which was a very male dominated profession at the time
so she had to hold her own. Even though she was only twenty three, she'd
already got a good job and was earning plenty of money.

The cottage was very rural but rather cute and only had one bedroom which
was upstairs with a bathroom downstairs. There was a small living room off
which there was a small kitchen so overall it was very compact. I
personally would never live in such a place but it was a great country
retreat, especially in hot weather.

Once we'd unloaded the provisions from the car that Terence had brought
with us, we stripped off naked and enjoyed the early evening sun which was
still warm. As we sipped our beers if felt wonderful. We were lying on a
large blanket so every so often we leant over and sucked cock. Soon we were
both hard and sucked each other off. Like me, Terence loved sex and could
never get enough of it.

We ate our meal outside having moved a small table and chairs from the
living room. The evening air was so warm that after our meal we laid on the
rug smoking pot and drinking the rest of the wine. We were still out there
at midnight and I walked round the garden stark naked absorbing the night
air. The two cottages seemed to be the only ones for miles so were
surrounded by fields of golden wheat. The freedom it gave us was just
wonderful and we didn't have a care in the world. The garden of each
cottage extended to the side so not even Gina's cottage next door
overlooked ours. As I stood leaning on the wooden railing fence which
divided the garden from the field, Terence came up behind me and put his
arms round my waist.

"Mm, you're so sexy" he whispered into my ear, "I want to fuck you right
here".

"What's stopping you?" I giggled and pressed my naked butt up against his
cock which I could feel was rock hard.

"Nothing" he chuckled and immediately fingered me before pressing his stiff
cock inside. Once in he fucked me until he'd reached his climax and
deposited his man juice inside me. I just loved the feel of his cock. For
that matter I loved all cocks inside me! "Gina is so going to love this
arse so I hope you won't mind a trans cock fucking you."

"Of course not, can't wait; and if she wants I'll fuck her too."

"Wow, she's going to love that."


The following morning we woke to blue sky and sunshine so we decided to
make the most of the warmth on our nakedness and have breakfast out in the
garden. After breakfast, Terence wanted to sketch me sunbathing so we
placed the large blanket on the grass at the end of the garden and I lay on
my back with my legs slightly open whilst enjoying the sun bathing my naked
body. It was soporific and I soon had my eyes closed. The freedom to be
naked outside was just wonderful. I think I must have dozed off because the
next thing I was conscious of was a voice saying "Oh yes he is
beautiful". I opened my eyes and saw a woman standing over me gazing at my
naked form. "So you are the gorgeous Mark that Terence has been raving
over". I grinned and got up to say 'hello'.

Gina took hold of my arm and pulled me into a kiss as she hugged my naked
body against hers which was covered with a thin sarong. The kiss was
passionate and I felt her tongue pressing into my mouth. As she kissed I
could feel her hands moving over my naked butt and pulling my cheeks
apart. Then a finger felt my hole and hovered over it. "Mm, now that feels
very nice; I understand you like taking cock so I'm going to make good use
of this in due course."

I grinned and glanced down at her breasts which were clearly visible
through the thin sarong. She smiled, "I'm so going to enjoy getting to know
you". She then turned to Terence, "Where's the wine darling, I'm dying for
a drink and I've brought a supply of good quality pot so let's have some
fun."

"Think we'd better move the blanket into the shade Mark, otherwise we'll be
burning in this sun."

"Oh yes, don't want this gorgeous cock burnt to a frazzle, I've got plans
for that" Gina laughed. I picked up the rug and moved into the shade. As I
bent over to lay down the rug I felt her finger again feel along my
crease. "That is so beautiful". I chuckled and knew I was in for plenty of
action whilst she was around.

Once I'd pulled the rug out straight and sat down she knelt facing me
almost touching my thigh. She'd now removed her sarong so was stark
naked. I couldn't help but gaze at her firm breasts and note the pink
nipples which looked very inviting. As Terence had said, she was an
extremely attractive woman and very sexy.

A few minutes later Terence appeared with a bottle of white wine and some
nibbles. When he'd poured three glasses and handed them round Gina passed
each of us a joint which was far thicker and longer than the ones Terence
prepared. I lit mine with the lighter she offered and took a drag. It was
strong and I felt the effect immediately. I leaned back on my elbow and
sipped my wine whilst smoking my joint. It was pure heaven. My eyes then
fell on her cock which even flaccid looked large so I imagined it to be
huge once erect. She had no pubic hair and I wondered if she shaved since
it was so smooth. She chuckled and I looked up. "Does that excite you?"

"Most cocks do" I laughed.

"And these?" she asked placing a hand on her breasts.

"They're very inviting, in fact you're a very beautiful and sexy woman" I
replied.

"Oh what a lovely young man you've found Terence; not only as sexy as hell
but so charming as well." As she said this she ran her hand up and down my
thigh almost touching my cock. It twitched with excitement which she
noticed so placed a hand over it. "I can't wait to feel this inside me,
it's so beautiful." The warmth of her hand on my flesh caused it to react
immediately so it was soon growing in size. She squeezed it several times
until it was rock hard and fully erect. "Mm that is beautiful". She put her
drink down, took several more drags on her joint and knelt across my
legs. Terence looked on amused knowing Gina's capacious appetite for sex
with either gender.

She pulled me towards her and pressed her mouth against mine. I
automatically opened for her and felt her manly tongue probe inside. I
could taste the vapours of her joint which were quickly absorbed into my
mouth. I put my drink down and held her tight against me trying not to burn
her back with my joint. We paused for a moment to take several more drags
and finish them before going back to our kiss. She then pushed my head down
onto her breasts so I decided to lick and suck her nipples. She groaned
with pleasure so I knew I was doing what she wanted. All the while she had
her hand round my tool gently massaging it.

"Time to try this out I think" she said having pulled out of the kiss. She
grabbed the bottle of lube that Terence had brought out with him and
slicked my cock before lifting herself over it. Having guided it into her
hole, she sat down taking the full length. "Oh yes, that is some cock" she
grinned as she rode it gently up and down. Her firm breasts shivered
slightly and my hand automatically went to them. I cupped them and tweaked
her nipples which clearly excited her. I glanced down and saw that her cock
was now rock hard. As I'd predicted it was huge, not only in length but
also in girth. I rubbed my finger across the slit and felt wetness which I
used to tease her more. She groaned and moaned with pleasure and pulled my
head towards her. We kissed passionately. Her lovemaking was very much like
a man's despite her breasts and her feminine facial looks. With my spare
hand I stroked her long flaxen hair which shone in the sunshine.

Terence then decided to join in so knelt beside us and bent over to take
Gina's cock into his mouth. She gave a long sigh of satisfaction as he
sucked away whilst she used my tool to fuck herself.

She then noticed the bottle of poppers nearby so reached out for it. She
took several long hard sniffs and held it up in front of my nose. I did the
same and she held it for Terence to take his fill. The bottle did the
rounds again and we each took another deep inhalation. My head was now
spinning and I was in heaven.

The action kept going for a long time before I was conscious of Gina
groaning as she reached a climax. As she did so she increased the pace of
riding my cock so it wasn't long before I too was shooting my load. Finally
we all calmed down and kissed each other. Terence moved away and she
remained seated on my cock for several more minutes.

"Fucking beautiful darling" she laughed, "I hope you can come more than
once in a session."

Terence laughed, "There's no end to this guy's ability to keep coming so
don't worry about that; and that cock of his remains hard most of the day
from what I've seen."

"Excellent, I so like young bucks who can keep it up all day because I've
got plenty of things I want to do with that yet."


It was nearly lunchtime so Terence prepared some sandwiches for us to eat
lazing on the grass. Another bottle of wine appeared and was consumed for
lunch. Gina certainly had an appetite for alcohol as well as joints and
sex. I loved her personality and her body. Over lunch she talked about how
she'd always wanted to be a girl but now she was one, or at least
partially, she realised she also loved being able to fuck which was why
she'd decided not to go the whole way and have it removed. "Besides, it
would cost a bomb so I decided to have the best of both worlds."

"And women like you fucking them do they" I commented.

"Fuck yes darling, most women love it once they've got over the initial
idea of being fucked by a woman and some men also love it, especially
bisexual guys."


After lunch, we continued our sunbathing with intermittent cock sucking and
fingering. I enjoyed sucking her cock and fingering her arse which was a
big round hole, and accepted my tongue with ease. She loved going on her
knees to offer it to me whilst leaning over Terence, who was flat on his
back, to suck his cock. Having given it a good rimming, I slipped my stiff
cock inside and gave her a hard fuck which is what she liked.

Late afternoon she left us saying she'd be back at six since Terence had
invited her to join us for an evening meal. "I'll bring the wine" she said
as she made her way just holding her sarong in front her to hide her
cock. The chances of anyone seeing her as she walked next door, were remote
since we were in the middle of nowhere. Besides, I had the feeling she
wouldn't give a fuck if anyone did.

Terence said he had things to do for the meal so I wandered to the end of
the garden and sat on the wooden fence to enjoy the late afternoon
sun. There was not a soul around apart from a few birds flying above. It
was idyllic in this weather but I imagined it would be hell in the winter.

"Happy?" Terence asked having come up behind me.

"Yeah, very and I think Gina is great fun; I like her very much."

"Good, because I can tell she likes you." He then added, "I hope you're up
for lots more sex because she's hardly started with you yet".

"Yeah, bring it on" I laughed feeling my cock twitch with excitement and my
arse yearning to feel her big cock inside me.


When Gina reappeared, Terence and I had just finished having a shower
together to freshen ourselves up for the evening ahead, which he warned me
would be a long one knowing Gina's appetite for sex. We decided to wear a
flimsy sarong to cover our bits whilst we ate and she'd done the same,
although I guessed they wouldn't stay on long once the meal was over.

The meal was beautiful and we ate yet again outside to enjoy the warm
evening air. The wine flowed, which was red this time, and after we'd
finished eating, Terence produced a bottle of brandy. As we sat drinking,
Gina gave each of us another joint to smoke.

After a while, Terence and I cleared away the dirty dishes having removed
our sarongs. When we reappeared in the garden, we found Gina lying stark
naked on the rug smoking yet another joint.

"Come and have some fun darlings" she drooled. We joined her and she
immediately went down on us. She was good at sucking cock so I certainly
didn't object. When we were both hard she turned to Terence and said "It's
time I watched you fuck your boyfriend; you know how much I enjoy watching
guys fuck." Terence grinned and told me to go on all fours so I duly
obliged. I never minded his cock up my arse and it didn't bother me that
Gina was watching on. He thrust his rampant cock into me and started
fucking. "Yeah, give that beautiful arse a good hard fuck darling" she
giggled. Having watched him for a while she crawled beneath me and sucked
me off. I was able to reach her so I gave her a wank as well. By the end,
we'd all been fully satisfied. The sensation of having sex out in the open
beneath the stars was exhilarating.

It was gone midnight when Gina left us to go back to her cottage. We
watched her walk stark naked just holding her sarong in her hand. She was
quite a lady and I liked her a lot. Before she left she said she'd make a
meal for us the following evening. "I've got to go out in the morning but
come round after lunch darlings and we can have some fun again."

When she'd finally left us, Terence took me into his arms. "You okay; she's
full on to say the least."

"Yeah, I'm fine; I thought she was great fun and enjoyed myself."

"I get the feeling she's rather taken to you so expect a lot more attention
tomorrow."

I giggled as we went inside to go to bed. I loved sex so was always up for
it.


Yet again the sun was shining the following morning so whilst Terence did a
few things inside the cottage I sunbathed my naked body again out in the
garden. After lunch we made our way round to Gina and found her also
sunbathing in the nude. "Hello darlings, come on in; I've made a summer
drink so strip off and join me." Her garden was much the same as the other
one with just a few shrubs but mainly grass which was now looking very
brown due to the dry weather. She had laid down a large rug for us to use
and invited us to join her on this. As I looked at her nakedness I felt my
own body react. Quite why I couldn't explain but there was something about
her that was very sexy and attracted me.

She poured out three glasses and when I took a sip from mine I nearly
choked. It was well laced with alcohol. The joints were also in good supply
so we all smoked one of those whilst we drank. For a while we just played
with each other. Gina loved her tits being sucked and teased so Terence
took one and I took the other as she lay back enjoying the action. When all
cocks were rock hard and aching for action, Gina said she wanted some
fucking to take place.

"I take it you know Terence loves being double fucked" she chuckled. I said
I didn't since he'd never said. "You do darling don't you". Terence nodded
and agreed he was partial to two cocks being up his arse at one time which
accounted for the fact why he loved me using four fingers on him. "Okay,
let's open him up first" she laughed and told Terence to go on all
fours. Once in position she lubricated his entrance and slipped four
fingers straight in. Terence clearly loved it as she roughly finger fucked
him. She then told me to slip my fingers in alongside hers so I did. I was
surprised to see that Terence could take both hands but he did and as we
pulled our hands apart I could see his pink flesh inside. "Okay darling now
time to stuff him with our two cocks" she laughed so she lay on her back
and Terence was told to sit on her stiff cock. Now he was wide open it sank
in easily. I was then told to stuff mine in on top of hers so having got
into position behind him I did just that. It felt wonderful having my flesh
rubbing against hers inside Terence's arse. She told me to fuck him hard so
I did and he groaned and moaned with pleasure as the two cocks stretched
him wide open.

The activity continued right up to our evening meal which we again ate
outside in the early evening air. After our meal she wanted me to fuck her
which I found rather enjoyable whilst Terence sucked her off. We continued
our fun and games right up to midnight with pauses for drinks and joints in
between. The bottle of poppers was also well used so by the time Terence
and I walked back to the other cottage, which we also did stark naked, I
was feeling well and truly stuffed in more ways than one.

Sadly on the Sunday afternoon we had to return to London leaving Gina on
her own but when she returned to London a few days later we met up again at
her house in Chelsea. As time went by I really got to like her; she was
good fun and became a great friend as well as introducing me to all kinds
of sexual activity.


6.

Two weeks after our trip to Somerset I did my first porn film with
Colby. He was a lovely guy and we immediately gelled. We both loved being
fucked so Terence filmed us both ways including sucking and rimming each
other. By the end of the shoot he was very satisfied and booked us in for
some more a week later. When I later saw the film, I was very impressed
with the quality and would have been happy to purchase it had I the money
to do so. In those days most porn films were sold abroad or to a few sex
cinemas in London which were slowly opening since the average home viewer
didn't have the necessary projection equipment. Even so, Terence made good
money from each film so it was well worthwhile.


Just before the end of the summer, which that year seemed to go on for
ages, Terence took me to the Lake District for a week's holiday. I'd never
been so it was new territory for me. We walked a lot and often found
ourselves well away from civilisation. We found one particular small lake
where we could swim. Seeing nobody else around, we stripped off and jumped
into the water in the nude. It felt wonderful since it appeased my fetish
for being naked in the open. Late one night, we drove to the same lake and
walked the route we'd done before. We again stripped off and swam naked
which was even more exciting to do beneath the starlit sky. When we came
out we collapsed onto the grass and had sex during which he gave me a good
hard fuck. Having enjoyed doing that we found other lakes where we could do
the same late at night or where we could sunbathe in the nude.


I frequently met up with Sam, my Jamaican friend, and he'd stay over in my
room many a time for long sessions of sex. Terence eventually said he was
ready for us to do a porn film together so we spent a whole weekend at his
place fucking each other. It was another great success. The sight of his
black cock fucking my white arse and my white one fucking him was
awesome. We even did it one day when I met him at the BBC having found a
storeroom to use. We stripped off and fucked each other over a pile of
boxes. It was great fun and we both loved it. Like me he could never get
enough sex so never minded when or where we did it. Thinking back, we did
some pretty mad things together but somehow got away with it.


"How would you guys feel about doing a strip show at a male review club
I've set up?" Terence asked one day when we were all together.

"Who'd be watching?" Sam asked.

"Gay guys who join to be a member; the club is going to be open from eight
to midnight and you guys would do twenty minute slots and as many as you
like so it's up to you to decide. If you want to you could have live sex
but that would have to be after eleven at night."

"Wow that sounds awesome" I laughed, "Yeah I'm up for that". Sam grinned
and said he was too so we agreed we'd do three nights a week together. Over
the next few days before our first show we perfected routines. Terence said
the main thing was to get down to our briefs fairly quickly to titillate
the audience and to then tease them for a while before we finally stripped
off naked. The club was situated in the basement of a building in Soho and
only accommodated around thirty members at any one time. There were three
rows of ten seats in front of a small low stage and Terence was happy for
us to let the punters have a feel and even crawl across their laps if we
wanted.

I was first on and there were just six guys sitting in the front row. I
stripped down to my briefs and then walked along the row sitting on the
laps of guys I rather fancied. One guy slipped his hand down inside my
briefs and had a good feel which made my cock go hard so he was pleased. I
then invited another to come on stage and kneel before me whilst slowly
pulling my briefs down. When they were off me I got him to suck my cock. He
loved it and so did the others.

Sam did similar routines and the guys loved seeing his black cock. The club
quickly became known amongst the gay community so we were soon performing
to a packed house. Each night when Sam and I were on we'd go on stage at
eleven and do a double act. When we were stripped naked, we'd invite guys
to come and suck our cocks and other guys to finger our holes with
lube. Around eleven thirty we'd give them a live sex show taking it in
turns to fuck each other. The guys loved it and stuffed notes into our
hands when we'd finished so it became a good earner for both of us.


"How about going to Hampstead Heath tonight" Terence asked one Friday when
I'd gone straight to him from work for a meal and to stay overnight.

"What happens there?" I asked innocently. He laughed and said if I'd never
been then I was in for a treat but we had to go late. When he gave me a
pair of old sweatpants to wear with nothing on beneath I was even more
intrigued. The only other items I wore were a T shirt and a pair of
trainers.

He parked up in a small car park behind a pub and we set off into the
depths of the woods. It was pitch black so I had no idea where we were
going. Eventually we came across a group of guys all having sex. Several
were stark naked and being fucked. Terence told me to strip off my T shirt
and stuff it in the pocket of my sweatpants and then remove those. He did
the same and within seconds several guys moved up to have a good look. It
didn't take long for us to be bent over and have a cock stuffed up our
arse. It felt wonderful and I enjoyed every second. We even found two other
guys who wanted to be fucked so we obliged. We spent almost two hours
wandering around naked finding whoever was interested in sex. I was amazed
at how many guys kept coming and going. Eventually we decided we'd had
enough so got dressed and made our way home.

"So, what did you think of Hampstead Heath" Terence laughed.

"Fucking brilliant, can we do that again sometime?" Terence was more than
happy to take me knowing how much I loved sex as did he for that matter.


On another night several weeks later after another session of hot sex, we
came across a guy who was wandering round stark naked apart from his
trainers. He seemed upset so we stopped and asked him what was wrong. "Some
fucker has taken my clothes" he moaned. He said he knew exactly where he'd
left them hidden amongst the bushes but when he went to find them they'd
gone. "What the fuck am I going to do?" he wailed. For a moment I wanted to
laugh but then realised the seriousness of the situation. Terence
immediately said we'd help so he told me to go back to the car and fetch a
rug that he kept in the boot. I ran back and fetched it whilst he stayed
with the distraught guy. We then wrapped it round his nakedness and took
him back to the car.

Once inside we asked him where he lived and he said some place in north
London so Terence said we'd drive him home. Fortunately he lived alone and
had the presence of mind to hide his door key inside his trainers. I was
intrigued as to how he got to the heath and he said he used a taxi to drop
him off in Hampstead and then walked up to the heath. Since he was
invariably picked up by someone they'd drive him home where they'd have
more sex.

Having found his house and helped him out he invited us in. "You will stay
won't you" he implored. Terence and I had already decided he was an
attractive young guy so agreed. He first suggested we all have a shower and
then a drink before getting down to business. We spent the rest of the
night into the following morning having sex on the living room floor. He
loved being fucked and we were more than happy to do that since he had a
gorgeous arse to fuck. He took it all ways and was well fucked by the time
we left. Sadly we never did meet up again but it was an enjoyable session.


For my twenty-first birthday Roland and Dale did me proud by putting on a
beautiful meal again and inviting both Terence and Gina since she'd now met
the two guys. When the meal was over, they took me into the living room and
told me to sit. A few minutes later a young guy came in who I'd not seen
before. He then performed a strip right in front of me so I had a front row
view at close hand. When he'd stripped naked he came and sat on my lap and
let me feel him all over whilst having a good feel of me. By the time he'd
finished we were both rock hard but that was the end and he ran off with
his clothes into the hall. Even so it was a lovely surprise and I enjoyed
it as did the others. Terence said afterwards that the lad was one of his
new recruits for the male review club and all going well he'd also do some
porn with me so I looked forward to that.

It was a week later when Roland and Dale sat me down, to give me some
news. My heart dropped since I instinctively knew it wasn't going to be
good, at least not for me. Roland then explained that he and Dale were
setting up a photographic studio business together to do commercial work
similar to what he'd been doing for the BBC. "The problem is Mark that I
can't continue employing you as my assistant since it will take a while for
the business to grow and make sufficient money to employ anyone." For a
moment I was upset at the thought of not working with Roland since I'd
enjoyed the two years I'd been his right hand man but like everything I
knew that one day it would end.

"Okay" I replied wondering what the hell I was going to do since the money
I earned from doing porn films, stripping and modelling wouldn't support
me. "I presume you want me to leave and find somewhere else to live."

"Fuck no" Dale replied, "You're still welcome to live here if you're happy
to continue doing the chores as you've been doing so well for us." I smiled
since at least that was one problem off my plate. All I now had to do was
find some other work.

"I'm hoping to get some clothes catalogue work so I'll need someone to
model men's clothes for which you'd be paid a fee" Roland added as I
pondered my situation.

"Thanks and I'm really grateful for all you've done for me over the past
two years but don't worry, I'm sure something will crop up."

"I'm sure it will" Dale giggled before I realised what I'd said. He then
explained that Roland would be finishing his contract with the BBC within
four weeks so at least I had time to look around.

Two days later I'd arranged to stay with Terence and when I arrived he
immediately sensed that something was wrong. He'd got to know my changes in
moods so could read me like a book. "What's wrong?" he asked almost before
I'd slipped off my jacket. I told him the news and he thought for a
moment. "That could fit in quite well as it happens" he said eventually. He
then explained that Gina had been offered a new job at a much higher rate
of pay and status in her company but she'd had to say she was married since
that was expected for such positions in those days.

"But she's not is she?" I asked somewhat bemused.

"Precisely but the financial services industry is very male dominated and
all top people are expected to be married and settled with two point four
kids."

"She's got a problem with the kids hasn't she?" I giggled.

"Yeah but that's not the real problem; the real problem is that she needs a
man to pretend to be her husband and accompany her when necessary to
important dinners and events."

"Can't she find anyone who'll do that for her?" I asked innocently.

"It's a bit more difficult than that because the man concerned would have
to live in the same house as her to give the impression they were married."

"Ah, and not many men would be prepared to live with a chick with a dick" I
giggled.

"You've got it in one" Terence laughed before continuing. "So, she's asked
me to ask you whether you'd be prepared to be that man. She and I are
buying a larger house together so if you were willing we'd live in one part
and she'd live in the other with her new girlfriend."

I'd met Fay, her new Swedish girlfriend and she was rather sweet. She was
the same age as me and on the few occasions I'd met we'd got on well.

"So if you were willing, you'd be Gina's pretend husband as and when
required, otherwise we'd live our own life, that's assuming you'd like to
move in with me."

I pondered for a moment to think it through. "So we'd live together in one
part of the house, and they'd live in the other; but how does that solve my
money problem?"

"Ah, well, I'm expanding the porn business since the house we've seen has a
large basement which would make a perfect studio. I'm in the process of
getting the latest VHS recording equipment which is going to revolutionise
the home film business since in due course the ordinary man in the street
will be able to view VHS videos on a video player, plus it saves having to
process film; I want to be in at the beginning and I'd like you to help me
with the business so you'd get paid, have free board and lodging and
continue with the other things you do. In return for the free board you'd
help Fay run the house since it has four bedrooms, two bathrooms, two
reception rooms and a large kitchen plus a utility room and a hot tub
area."

"Wow, quite a house" I chuckled.

"It is and you'd love it; what do you say?"

I was very fond of Terence and I knew he was very fond of me despite there
being a six year age gap between us. I also liked Gina very much and
enjoyed her company so helping her out in return for living rent free with
Terence and working with him to develop the porn business seemed a small
price to pay.

"Yeah okay I'll be her pretend husband" I grinned.

"Fantastic, you're good at acting out a part so I know you'd be brilliant
at it and it would mean we'd live together my love" he replied
enthusiastically. I noticed the endearment and I rather liked it. I'd never
known love so didn't know what it felt like but his face of absolute joy
gave me a warm feeling. When he'd put me down he said we'd go to see the
house the next day with Gina and she could tell me more about what my
husband duties would involve.

Whilst he called to give her the good news, I read yet another letter I'd
received from my mother. They were endless and I was sick of them. It read
"You never call or come home to see us which we feel is most unkind of
you. After all we are your parents and raised you in a good home. Despite
not hearing from you we pray for your soul and trust you are leading a
Christian life, although I doubt you go to church each week to pray to
God. We trust also that you've found a good Christian girl to marry and
start a family. It's time you settled down Mark and showed us what a good
Christian son you've been brought up to be so please call us immediately."

She'd signed the letter 'Mother' with no love or any enquiry as to how I
was or what I was doing. Every letter which was now monthly prattled on in
the same way about getting married and being a good son. "Fuck them" I
shouted which caused Terence to pop his head in from the kitchen. I tossed
the letter over to him to read. Even he choked before laughing. "What?" I
asked.

"Perhaps you should reply saying I'm marrying a transgender woman who has a
cock and going to live with my boyfriend who I fuck regularly." I laughed
and suggested I add that I pose naked for an art class, am a stripper at a
club and a porn star. We laughed until I had tears running down my face.

I was so tempted to do so but in the end, after I'd met with Gina to
discuss the final details, I wrote back saying "I'm sick and tired of your
ranting letters. Not once do you ask how I am or what I'm doing. You've
never once shown me any love, even as a child, and neither has father which
was why I had such a miserable childhood and couldn't wait to get away from
you. However, I am leading a fulfilling life doing what I want to do and
being what I want to be and being who I really am. For your information I
am gay, a fact that I knew from an early age but never felt I could discuss
my feelings with either of you due to your religious homophobic views. I am
what I am and was born that way but I am happy with it. I now live with my
boyfriend and have moved so DON'T send any more letters since they will not
be read. I am not giving you my new address or telephone number since I
never want to see or hear from either of you again." I signed the letter
"Mark, your gay son".

I gave my letter to Terence and asked if he'd read it. "Wow, that tells
them" he laughed but said they were my parents so I had to decide. I
re-read the letter and finally sealed it in the envelope for posting the
next day. Needless to say I never did hear from them again which was a big
relief, and I've never once missed them.


The following morning we met Gina and Fay at the house in Chelsea. When
Terence parked the car, I felt certain we'd stopped outside the wrong
house. It looked enormous and far too smart for somewhere I'd be living.

"Is this it?" I asked.

"Yep; it's Regency style, rather grand isn't it"

We walked up the six steps to the front door which like everything else
about the place was large. No sooner had Terence rung the bell when the
door was opened by Fay. "Hi guys, come on in" she beamed. Gina then
appeared and welcomed us with a big hug and kisses. The front door opened
onto a small lobby which separated it from the hallway. From this there was
a central staircase and either side there were large living rooms that
faced the front of the property with very grand bay windows. At the back
there was a large kitchen which had been recently refurbished. Off this to
one side there was a room in which a hot tub was installed and on the other
side there was a utility room that contained two washing machines and a
drying area. A door from this room led out onto a small backyard, there
being no garden as such, and from this there was access to a mews that ran
behind the row of houses. A large double garage that would easily
accommodate Gina and Terence's cars faced onto the mews.

Also from the utility room there was another door that led down to the semi
basement area which we'd use as the studio. It spread over the whole
footprint of the house so was huge but had been divided into three areas;
one large which would make an ideal studio to film in, and two smaller
rooms, one of which could be used as a production room and the other as an
office. Despite needing decoration and carpeting, it was a perfect space
and I could see that Terence was excited at the idea of setting it up.

He then led me upstairs. On one side of the landing there was a large L
shaped room that faced the front and which would be our bedroom, plus a
smaller bedroom at the rear of the property. Between these two rooms there
was an internal bathroom which was big enough to contain a large bath and a
large shower area. "I reckon we could both get in the bath and the shower
together" Terence giggled. A similar arrangement of rooms was situated on
the other side of the landing which would be used by Gina and Fay.

As I looked out of the bay window, Terence put his arms round my waist and
kissed the back of my neck. "Do you think you'd be happy living here?" To
be honest I was overwhelmed by it all since I couldn't believe I would
actually be living there.

"Yeah, it's brilliant; just can't believe I've been invited to live here"

Terence chuckled and gave me a kiss having now turned me round to face
him. "I love you Mark and want you to live with me but I need to be sure
it's what you want."

I still couldn't grapple with the concept of love; I'd never been loved so
had no knowledge of what it felt like. I knew I liked Terence, in fact I
liked him very much and I always had a warm feeling whenever I was with
him. Was that love? I just didn't know but I knew he loved me so perhaps
that was enough. "Yes it is, I'm just unsure whether I can meet Gina's
requirements as a pretend husband."

"Of course you can, you'll be brilliant at it; all you've got to do is use
your charm and people will be eating out of your hand."

"Do you really think so?"

"Yes I do; you don't realise what an effect you have on people; you're good
looking, have a stunning body and a beautiful personality. Why the fuck
your parents can't see that and be proud of you beats me."

I nodded. It was fucking stupid that they couldn't accept me for what I
was. There was me with two parents who wanted me to be like them and
Terence who from what he'd told me had parents who'd loved him and accepted
him for what he was, yet they'd been tragically killed in a car accident
several years ago. Life seemed so unfair at times.

"Come on, let's go down and Gina can go through the detail." I nodded and
followed him downstairs. Even though I didn't show it, I felt excited at
the thought of living there with Terence and the others. I'd come to really
like Gina and from the few times I'd met Fay, I liked her too.

"Tell me something" I whispered as we made our way down, "Is Fay straight
or what?"

Terence chuckled and whispered "She's bisexual so enjoys cock as well as
playing with tits."

"Ah" I grinned and followed him down the stairs.

"So what do you think darling?" Gina asked as soon as we entered the
kitchen where she and Fay were standing, although they'd been in a
passionate embrace as we walked in.

I assumed the question was directed at me since Terence had seen it all
before. "Yeah, fucking brilliant; can't wait to move in."

"Excellent darling, I'm so pleased" she exclaimed whilst pulling me into
one of her bear hugs and pressing her breasts against me as well as her
crotch. "Just think, you'll be able to fuck your boyfriend every night" she
whispered into my ear. I think I blushed but she didn't say anything.

The house was empty of furniture since the present owner had gone abroad
and wanted a quick sale so Gina suggested we go back to her house to
discuss the details. Since she only lived a block away we walked and left
Terence's car outside the new house.

Once settled in her living room, Fay was despatched to make some coffee
whilst Gina explained that she and Terence had exchanged contracts on the
new house and that final completion would take place in two weeks. Terence
also explained that he'd sold his current flat so the money from that plus
some of the money he'd been left following the death of his parents, was
going into his share of the new property with Gina. Quite why I needed to
be told all this I wasn't sure but they seemed to think it was necessary.

"So what exactly will I be required to do as your pretend husband" I asked
since that was of more interest to me.

"Well darling, what I need you for is to give the impression that we're a
loving couple and provide an arm for me to rest on when I have to go to
boring dinners and functions." She added that there'd probably be about
half a dozen of these each year which wasn't that onerous on my part. "I
might also have to entertain business colleagues every so often, so you'll
need to be around on those occasions but all you'll have to do is put on
your gorgeous charm."

"And if they ask questions about what I do?" I chuckled.

She laughed and said she and Terence had discussed this and the story to
use was that I was in the film business doing production of some sort. "I'm
sure you can make it sound all very exciting without actually saying you
use your dick darling."

"We shall just have to hope that none of your colleagues are gay and watch
any porn I"m in or see me strip" I laughed.

"If they are darling they'll have to keep that quiet because the majority
are a load of male chauvinist pigs as well as being homophobic as hell;
that's why I'm so looking forward to breaking through the glass ceiling and
shaking things up a bit; if they knew what I was they'd piss themselves"
she laughed. "Besides, once we've dressed you up in fine clothes nobody
will recognise you; and let's face it, if they're watching porn or you
strip darling all they're looking at is your dick not your face."

I had to agree so wasn't that bothered about such a situation arising. She
went on to say that once we'd moved in she'd take me along to a Savile Row
tailor and get me fitted out with suits and shirts plus some smart casual
gear for when entertaining guests. By the time we'd finished I was feeling
rather excited about the challenge ahead. Terence said he'd take
photographs of the pair of us in a wedding outfit and superimpose those
pictures in front of Chelsea Registry Office as if we'd just got
married. These would be framed and displayed in the living room for when
she dined her business colleagues.

We then discussed the practicalities of living in the house. Basically Fay
would look after all the rooms that she and Gina used and I'd do the same
for those that Terence and I used. The only common areas were the kitchen,
the hallway and landing so Fay and I would share the cleaning of
these. Since Fay enjoyed cooking she'd cook all the meals even though we'd
probably eat separately and I'd do the washing up, although there was a
dishwasher to make things easier. Since there were two washing machines
we'd also do our own washing and ironing and Terence and I would look after
the studio. I also agreed to look after the hot tub since I was
mechanically minded.

"I think it will all work perfectly" Gina said looking rather pleased, "And
it goes without saying that you guys can invite who you like in your part
of the house and do what you want in the same way as Fay and I can."

"That means we can have orgies when we want Mark" Terence chuckled.

"Of course, as long as we're invited" Gina laughed.

Terence and I left feeling excited at the prospect of starting our new
life. As we did so, Gina gave me a cheque saying it was a present to thank
me for agreeing to her plan. When I looked at the amount I gasped; I'd
never been given such a large amount before but she said I was worth every
penny. When we got back to his flat, which seemed tiny in comparison to
what we'd have in the new house, we stripped off and made passionate
love. He fucked me like mad until he'd filled me up with his beautiful man
seed and after we'd had our meal, I did the same to him.


When Roland and Dale heard the news they were delighted and I got the
feeling somewhat relieved because Roland in particular felt slightly uneasy
about not being able to employ me in their new business. I then spent most
of the next two weeks helping Terence pack up his things in readiness for
the removal company. My own minimal possessions were soon packed up so I
took them to Terence's flat in readiness for the move.

Finally the day came for me to leave Roland and Dale. It was an emotional
parting and we all had tears in our eyes by the time we'd finished. I
thanked Roland for all he'd done for me since first taking me on as an
assistant at his shop in Dorking, which seemed such a long time ago, and
then Dale for providing me with a home. They told me to keep in touch which
I said I would. "And we shall still want to fuck that arse of yours every
so often" Dale laughed.

When I got to Terence the removal company were already packing all the
boxes and furniture into the van. Once the flat was empty we made our own
way over to our new home in Chelsea. Gina and Fay had moved in the day
before so were more or less sorted out when we arrived. Our possessions
then arrived and we spent the rest of the day getting them where we wanted
them. Terence had already purchased a modern table and chairs for the
dining end of the living room which was at the rear. Since the kitchen had
a door leading to each side of the hallway almost next to the living room
door it made easy access. Although it was an unusual house in many ways, it
had been well designed and was perfect for what we wanted. If anyone asked,
Gina would say that her cousin occupied our part of the house and that Fay
was her housekeeper, which had an element of truth about it. She always
made sure that she kept business and pleasure well apart so there was no
chance of the two colliding. I hoped for her sake that things worked out
for her as planned.


7.

It took us a week to get the basement sorted out. We painted all the walls,
carpeted the floor and bought furniture and shelving for the production
room and the office. We also bought a queen size bed, a sofa and a table
for the studio all of which would be used for shooting porn. We also
obtained a fuck bench, a sling and an array of ropes, handcuffs and
floggers since Terence had recruited two guys who were interested in doing
a BDSM film. Large hooks were already fixed into a beam going across the
ceiling so they were perfect for tying a guy up for flogging and fucking. I
couldn't wait to watch this although I wasn't sure I'd want to do it but
Terence said he'd like to tie me up and give me a gentle flogging. To my
surprise I did enjoy it so we arranged a session with Colby and me to do a
scene.

Terence had also obtained his new VHS equipment so that was set up. It
certainly made filming and production a lot easier once we'd got used to
using it.

Colby came the following Monday morning since he was not on shift that
day. As instructed he came to the rear entrance which we decided we'd use
for performers to avoid going through the house. I'd wired up an intercom
system so we could let guys in and meet them at the backdoor before taking
them down to the basement.

"Wow, this is brilliant" he exclaimed clearly impressed with the new set
up.

Terence had suggested we do a BDSM scene with him giving me a light
flogging whilst I had my hands tied to the hooks above my head. Although I
was slightly nervous, I soon found I enjoyed the feeling of being under the
control of someone else. Colby was good and gave the impression of flogging
me hard as he barked at me. "You like your arse being flogged don't you
boy?"

"Yes sir"

"Yeah you sure do and it's a beautiful arse to flog and when I'm done I'm
gonna give you a long hard fuck; you want that boy don't you."

"Yes sir"

"What do you want boy?"

"To be flogged and then fucked by you sir"

I could tell that Terence was thoroughly enjoying watching his boyfriend
being given the treatment as he moved round with his new camera taking
shots from all angles. Since we the performers were naked, the temperature
in the basement was kept high so he dressed accordingly and only wore a
pair of boxer shorts which clearly showed how excited he was.

Each strike of the flogger on my naked butt caused me to shout out "Fuck"
which was partly for the benefit of the soundtrack but was also a true
reaction, especially as my flesh started to burn with the lashings. "Fuck,
fuck" I cried out and Terence realised I'd had enough so indicated for
Colby to stop and get down to some fucking.

"Okay boy, I'm now gonna give you the fuck of your life" he shouted in
character. "What you want me to do boy?"

"To fuck me sir" I yelled.

We'd already prepared my arse with lube so Colby grabbed round my waist,
bending me over slightly and thrust his hard cock straight into my
arse. "Fuck" I yelled. This was as much for the soundtrack as it was for
real because Colby had a big fat cock and being thrust in like that brought
tears to my eyes but I knew Terence wanted the scene to be as realistic as
possible. He then fucked and fucked shaking my body as he did so. By the
time he'd shot his load, which as usual for the camera he did over my hole
before thrusting straight back in, my arse was sore and my arms ached from
being stretched above my head. He pulled out, gave my backside a big slap
with his hand and walked off set leaving me hanging there.

"That was brilliant guys, absolutely fucking brilliant" Terence exclaimed.

"Is any fucker going to release me?" I yelled.

"Sorry mate" Colby laughed as he ran over to unfasten the leather cuffs
round my wrists. "Are you okay? Hope I didn't go too mad".

I grinned at him and gave him a kiss. "You know me, I never say no to a
hard fuck, but just wait till next time when I have you under my control."
He laughed and said he couldn't wait.


"Do you fancy going out tonight?" Terence asked as we enjoyed yet another
one of Fay's wonderful meals a few days later. She really was a fantastic
cook so we all looked forward to whatever she prepared. So far during the
three weeks we'd lived together, both couples ate alone each evening but
had Sunday lunch together if we were all around. This was a Wednesday so it
was rather unusual for Terence to suggest we went out. "I want to take you
to a gay club in Limehouse that has an amateur strip on each week. Thought
you might like to enter since you could receive a hundred quid if you win."
That sounded too good an opportunity to miss so I immediately agreed. "I
know you enjoy showing off your booty to guys but don't let on that you
strip regularly" he giggled.

The strip didn't take place until almost midnight so we arrived just before
eleven. I filled in my entry slip and waited. A drag queen was performing
who I later found out was a regular. She was good and we enjoyed her
act. At just before midnight she announced the strip show and introduced
the first guy. I'd already found out that there were just four of us that
night so the competition was not that high. He was not bad but I could tell
that the punters were not that impressed. The next guy was much the same
and didn't get much applause. The third guy was better but I reckoned I
could give a much slicker act having done it so many times at the male
review bar. Even so, he received a good reception from the audience who'd
now gathered round to watch. "And our final act is Mark" the drag queen
announced and the music I'd chosen commenced. As soon as I walked on stage
the whole audience went silent. Afterwards, Terence told me that several
guys round him had gasped and said "Fuck, he's gorgeous".

As usual I removed my outer clothes fairly quickly and in rhythm to my
music without making clumsy uncontrolled movements which the other guys had
done. Once I was down to my sexy briefs I teased the audience by wriggling
my buttocks and my crotch at them and slipping my hand down inside to give
myself a good feel. The action had the desired effect and I started forming
an erection which was now visible through my briefs. The crowd were getting
very excited with anticipation of what they were going to see once I'd
removed them. I turned my back to the audience and slipped my briefs down
my legs as I shook my butt. The crowd were now shouting and cheering as my
naked flesh appeared. Once I'd kicked off my briefs I turned round and
shook my stiff cock back and forth for all to see. The guys loved it and I
noticed several guys in the front having a good feel of their own cock.

"Wow, that was some strip" the drag queen exclaimed when she came on stage
once I'd finished. She stood beside me with an arm round my naked shoulder
and encouraged the crowd to give me some more applause. "Now I must have a
feel of this gorgeous cock" she laughed and felt down to grasp my
manhood. I wriggled my butt back and forth and for a few seconds massaged
myself in her hand. She loved it and so did the crowd.

She then called the other strippers onto the stage for the audience to give
their verdict. The other three guys had put their briefs back on so I was
the only one standing there stark naked. "You want to put your briefs on?"
she whispered. I shook my head and said I was fine still showing it
off. She grinned and patted me on my backside. I got the distinct feeling
that she rather liked me and my act.

She then asked the audience to show their appreciation for each act. The
first two received a muted applause so were asked to leave the stage. This
left me and the third guy so she asked the audience to give their vote for
the two of us. When it came to mine, there was no doubt that I received the
loudest applause and cheers so I was declared the winner. "Thank you
darling, you were brilliant" the drag queen told me as we walked off stage.

Terence was waiting with my clothes so I quickly dressed and went to the
bar to collect my winnings. When I'd collected it, the manager called me
over. I'd noticed the drag queen talking to him whilst I waited at the
bar. When Terence and I went over, the manager took both of us with the
drag queen into a small storeroom behind the bar. "That was a very
impressive strip act you did" the manager remarked.

"Thanks" I replied wondering why he'd called me over.

"We've been thinking for some time now that it would be good to have a
regular stripper to precede the amateur strip and were wondering if you'd
be willing to be that stripper" the manager continued. "We were thinking of
having this once every four weeks."

"And what would he be paid?" Terence asked.

"And who are you?"

"Mark is my boyfriend and we live together; I also look after his financial
affairs."

"Good; it's always good to know that a young man as sexy as Mark is being
looked after" the manager grinned before stating the fee which for a
fifteen minute strip sounded pretty good to me but I left it to Terence to
agree the terms.

"Excellent" the manager said and shook our hands. We arranged that I'd do
my first professional strip in four weeks at ten thirty so as to encourage
more punters to arrive earlier since they'd stay for the amateur strip and
drink more.

When we were back in the bar the drag queen, who called herself Paula,
joined us. "You were right Terence, this beauty is fucking brilliant as
well as being fucking gorgeous". I looked at Terence and then at Paula
wondering what was going on.

"Sorry my love but I didn't want to tell you beforehand that I knew
Paula. She wanted to see you in action and convince the manager that you
were worth taking on as a regular stripper before I said anything. Will you
forgive me?"

"I'll show you when we get home" I laughed and grabbed his crotch.

"Ooh darling; think you're in for a treat later" Paula laughed and then
turned to me. "And I look forward to having some fun with you on stage
because I want this to be more than just a quick strip so I hope you won't
mind me getting personal with you once you're stripped."

"Of course not, you can do what you like" I chuckled.

"Tell me darling, do you always get hard when you do a strip?" I nodded and
realised she knew that this wasn't my first time. "Excellent; the punters
just love to see a stiff cock."


By the time I was due to do my first professional strip at the club I'd
perfected my routine and my costume which we decided would need to change
over the weeks to make it interesting. The first one was a cowboy outfit
which the punters seemed to enjoy watching come off. Once I was buck naked
showing off a nice erection, Paula came on stage and grabbed hold of it
whilst I massaged myself in her hand which the guys just loved. On another
occasion she knelt down and took it into her mouth to give it a few sucks
and another time she invited a guy to come up on stage and suck it. The act
became a popular addition to the amateur strip night and I got the feeling
the manager was more than pleased.


A week before my first professional strip, Gina asked me to accompany her
to a business meeting. It was my first performance as her part-time husband
so I was slightly nervous. "You'll be fine darling and you look just
wonderful" she told me once I'd got dressed into one of my new suits with a
smart white shirt. She'd taken me to Savile Row the week after we'd moved
in and I'd been measured for business suits, a casual outfit and a white
tie job for formal dinners. Once dressed up I had to admit I did look the
part so the likelihood of anyone recognising me from my porn or stripper
acts was extremely remote.

The meeting in question was being held at a hotel and involved a potential
major client from America. Gina had the feeling that her boss who was the
Chief Executive of the company, wanted to see how she performed. "They're
so high on testosterone they think a female can't cut it; if they did but
know" she laughed. Since it was thought the client in question would be
with his wife, she decided it would be good to have her pretend husband
accompany her for dinner over which they'd discuss business. The plan was
that I'd keep the wife amused whilst the other two talked.

It was a smart hotel and nothing like I'd ever been inside before. We
reported to reception and asked for the guy in question. A few minutes
later a rather good looking guy appeared and I guessed he was in his mid
thirties. "Hi, I'm Blake Carson" he smiled as he offered his hand to
Gina. When she'd introduced herself and they'd exchanged business cards,
she introduced me.

"This is Mark, my husband"

"Hi Mark, good to meet you" he drawled in his American accent. As he shook
my hand I had a feeling that he held it longer than was necessary and that
he was giving me the eye since there was a definite twinkle in
them. Normally I would have responded accordingly but knowing I was acting
out the part of a straight husband I just smiled sweetly.

"Is your wife joining us?" Gina asked looking around for a woman nearby.

Blake laughed. "I'm not married" he replied and looked at me again.

"Ah, sorry" Gina said somewhat annoyed that her office had not found that
fact out beforehand. "In that case do you mind if my husband joins us?"

"Of course not, he's more than welcome to do so" Blake replied and gave me
a friendly pat on my arm. He then made a move towards the bar area but then
stopped. "Would you guys mind if we went to my suite and I arranged for our
dinner to be served there? I so hate doing business in public restaurants
don't you."

"Sure, whatever suits you best" Gina replied immediately.

"Excellent, then follow me" Blake said and moved towards the lift. Gina
glanced at me and raised her eyebrows as we went. By now I had certain
suspicions about Blake and I got the feeling Gina did too but we were here
to do business so that's what we'd do.

The suite was enormous and had its own bar in the lounge area which looked
as well stocked as the main bar downstairs. "What would you guys like to
drink?" Blake asked before adding that he was having a screwdriver. Gina
said she'd have one too so I did the same not wanting to be different. As
he made them I noted he was very generous with the vodka. "Bottoms up" he
grinned once we'd sat down with our drinks. As predicted they were very
strong so I sipped mine carefully. He on the other hand downed his quickly
and prepared another before settling down again on a sofa opposite to where
Gina and I were sitting.

"I understand you're the first woman to join the board of your company;
quite an achievement knowing how male dominated the financial services
business is." Gina smiled and agreed it was. "I know what it's like to
break the norm" he added as his eyes roamed over me yet again. "I'm the odd
one out by not having a woman on my arm all the time, if you understand my
drift" he chuckled. By now I certainly understood his drift and I could
sense Gina did too having realised that he was not going to be swayed by
her charms even though she looked stunning in a black slinky dress she'd
bought for the occasion.

"Okay guys, let's get down to what we're here for but I should first
explain that I prefer to get business out the way before I eat so I hope
that suits you" he directed at Gina. She said that was fine by her and
pulled out the appropriate papers from her smart leather briefcase.

"I should also explain that I've read through your proposals in great
detail and to be honest I'm perfectly happy with them but I've also
received proposals from one of your competitors with which I'm also happy
with so I've now got the job of deciding with which company I place my
business."

"Great, so how can we persuade you to put it with us?" Gina smiled.

Blake grinned and looked at me. "That depends a lot on Mark here". Gina and
I looked at him not quite understanding what he meant although I was
beginning to get a good idea. "If I may say Mark you're a very attractive
guy and Gina is certainly a lucky woman; I also imagine you're keen to see
her succeed in her new role."

"Of course; I love her very much and want her to show her superior and her
fellow directors that she's as good as them" I replied.

"Excellent" he grinned before adding "And you'd do anything to help her
achieve that aim?"

"Of course"

"Okay, then here's how I'd like to decide whether I put the business with
Gina's company or the opposition; as I say there's little between both at
present. I've had my legal guys split your proposals into three parts; the
first two parts account for fifty percent of the business and the final
part the remainder." As he said this he laid out on the table between us
three documents all pre-signed by him. "I'm going to ask you Mark to take
part in a little task with me for each of the three parts of the
business. If you decline or Gina refuses to let you take part in the first
task then the whole deal is off. If you agree the first but decline the
second then only the first part of the business will go to your wife's
company. Likewise if you decline the third then only fifty percent will be
won. If of course you perform all tasks then Gina will go away having won
the whole contract. Is that clear to both of you?"

"And what are these tasks?" I asked.

"Ah, you'll only know that once you've both agreed and then only one task
at a time" he grinned. I could see he was playing with us or more to the
point with me, and I felt sorry for Gina.

"May I quickly read through your three parts?" Gina asked with a sly grin
on her face.

"Of course you may; I'd be surprised if you didn't." Gina picked up the
three documents and perused them whilst Blake and I looked at each other. I
now had a fairly good idea what his tasks might involve which was fine by
me but Gina had to make the final call.

"Yep, that looks fine by me but it's up to Mark; although he's my husband
I'm not his keeper so he must make the final decision but I'm happy to let
him do whatever he decides." Gina looked at me with an enquiring expression
and a slight twinkle in her eye so I knew that she too knew what Blake was
up to. I also knew how much this contract meant to her so didn't want to do
anything to put that at risk. Apart from that, I didn't care what task he
wanted me to do with him even though I was supposed to be a straight man.

"Yeah, it's fine by me if you're happy darling" I replied. Gina grinned and
I could tell she enjoyed the way I was playing my part.

"Excellent" Blake said taking that as an affirmative. "There's just one
condition I should explain before we begin" he added. Gina and I looked at
him and he continued "Should any of what we are about to do leaks out of
these four walls then irrespective of whether Mark completes the allotted
tasks, the business will be immediately withdrawn; is that clear?"

"Of course; you have our word on that" Gina replied.

"Then let's begin" Blake chuckled excitedly. He then stood up and asked me
to stand right in front of him. "The first task to secure the first part of
the contract is for us to kiss, and when I say kiss, I'm not talking about
a quick peck but a full-on kiss on the lips." I nodded and he put his arms
round my waist pulling me into a passionate kiss whilst Gina watched on. As
he kissed he pressed his crotch against mine and I could feel he was
getting hard. Knowing that I was supposed to be a straight guy I did my
best not to react in the same way so cleared my mind of the fact that I was
being kissed by a hot guy. His lips pressed against mine and I could soon
feel his tongue wanting access to my mouth. I resisted for as long as I
felt a straight guy would do before opening it and letting him in. He then
spent a good minute or so kissing me whilst feeling my butt with his
roaming hands. When he pulled out of the kiss he grinned and looked over to
Gina.

"Your husband is an excellent kisser"

"I know, that's one of the many reasons I married him" she chuckled having
enjoyed the spectacle. "So, has he performed the first task
satisfactorily?" she asked.

"Absolutely" Blake replied and pushed the first signed contract over for
her signature. Once both copies had been signed he continued. "For the
second part of the contract I'd like you to repeat everything I do to you
Mark; is that clear?" I nodded rather enjoying the game. He then unfastened
my tie and removed it so I did the same to him. Since we'd already slipped
off our jackets on arrival, he unbuttoned my shirt in a very seductive
way. Once it was fully open and he'd pulled it out of my trousers I did the
same to him. He then slipped mine off me and tossed it to one side. I did
the same to him and admired his naked torso whilst he admired mine. "You
have a beautiful body Mark" he commented.

"So do you" I replied so as to feed his ego. I was now intrigued how far
this would go but soon felt his hands unfastening my trousers. Once undone,
they fell to the floor so I unfastened his. When they were round his ankles
he stepped out of them slipping off his shoes as he did so. When he'd
kicked them to one side I did the same with mine. He then removed his socks
so I copied him. This was now getting very interesting and I could clearly
see his erection straining to get out. My cock was just beginning to swell
since I was having difficulty in keeping my mind clear of sexual
thoughts. I glanced over to Gina who was clearly enjoying the show.

For a moment I thought that was the end of that part but he placed his hand
on my cock and felt it through my briefs. I placed my hand on his cock and
gently squeezed it. He gave a groan of pleasure but I remained silent. He
then stopped and pushed the second contract over to Gina to sign. "You're a
lucky woman Gina to have such an accommodating husband" he laughed whilst
she signed both copies.

"I know, he's one in a million" she replied and grinned at me as I wondered
what the final task would be.

"Okay, now for the final task to win the last fifty percent" Blake
grinned. I nodded and he went down on his haunches in front of me. He then
slipped my briefs down my legs to expose my cock which was now showing
definite signs of interest. Once he'd slipped my briefs off my feet and
tossed them well away, he took hold of my organ and started sucking it. I
could feel his tongue teasing the head and slipping down inside my
foreskin. Instinctively I put my hands round the back of his head
encouraging him to give me a good suck. My cock was soon fully erect and he
took the whole length right into his mouth. He was good at sucking cock
that's for sure. I glanced over to Gina who was almost bursting with
laughter knowing how much I loved having my cock sucked. Blake sucked and
sucked until I was off loading into his mouth. Once he'd sucked me dry, he
stood up and grinned before kissing me on the lips. "Now your turn" he said
as he pressed me down to suck him.

For a moment I stared at his manhood which was indeed beautiful. It was
thick and big with a nice looking head just like my own. He then pushed my
head towards it which at first, I resisted, but I eventually opened my
mouth. I knew exactly what to do of course but didn't want to show I'd done
this before, so hesitated before tentatively licking his shaft and
massaging his balls. I then went to work on his cock like a warrior. "That
feels so good" he said. "I think you like sucking cock don't you Mark." I
ignored the question and kept sucking and licking his shaft whilst feeling
his balls and the sensitive skin behind them.

"Fuck, I'm going to cum" he shouted after a few minutes of intense
sucking. I soon tasted his warm man juice and it tasted good. When he'd
finished bucking I continued sucking until he pulled out of my
mouth. "Fuck, that was good Mark; I reckon you've done that before haven't
you."

"Seem to remember when I was at college I sucked the occasional cock when I
was pissed with other guys" I replied trying to be casual about it.

"Well Gina, your husband has fulfilled everything admirably so
congratulations you've won the whole contract."

"Excellent, I'm sure you won't regret it" she replied grinning and blowing
a kiss to me.

"Is that it, can I get dressed now?" I asked innocently although to be
honest I rather hoped things might proceed further but that was probably
asking for trouble. Blake nodded and we grabbed our clothes. Once dressed,
he phoned through our food order and we sat back and relaxed with another
screwdriver. The young guy who eventually delivered it and stayed to serve
us at the table, was delicious but I tried not to let Blake see that I was
drooling over him even though he was.

Finally it was time to leave and Blake gave me and then Gina a big hug and
a kiss. "Thanks Mark, you were outstanding and you Gina; you've sure got a
hell of a husband so look after him otherwise I might pinch him from you
and convert him to my way of life." Gina and I dared not look at each other
as we made our way out but once in the lift we rocked with laughter.

"Will all your business meetings be like that?" I chuckled.

"Sadly not darling but you performed beautifully so thanks; the guys at the
office are not going to believe it when I go into tomorrow with this
contract; they were all convinced I couldn't cut it so it's one in the eye
to them, and they can stick their male chauvinist ways up their arse whilst
they're at it" she laughed.

"Yeah, you give it to them" I laughed and gave her a kiss.

When we got home Terence wanted to know how it had gone. Having told him he
rocked with laughter. "You're kidding me" he laughed.

"Nope, that's exactly what happened and this guy played his part perfectly"
Gina replied, "So he deserves a good long hard fuck" she added with a grin.

"Are you offering" I giggled.

"If you want it darling then I'm on, come on in and we'll have some fun if
you're up for it Terence."

"Just try me" he laughed so we went into her living room where Fay was
sitting. Once we'd all stripped off we spent the next hour rolling around
on the floor. Gina gave me a fuck whilst Fay gave Terence a suck. Having
given me a good stuffing, Gina said Fay liked to be double fucked so Gina
lay down on the floor so that Fay could sit on her cock. Terence then moved
up behind and fucked her arse. Once he was nicely embedded, I slipped up
behind him and sank my tool into his. Three cocks then fucked like mad
until hot spunk had been delivered into each hole.

Seeing how much Fay enjoyed that, we often had foursomes when we had
nothing else to do.


8.

One of my tasks for the joint film production business was to come up with
ideas for scenes and scenarios that could be played out. Terence reckoned I
had more imagination that him when it came to thinking up ideas. I
therefore directed the scenes, even when I was taking part, and he did the
filming and the production side of things. We worked well as a team and I
enjoyed what I did along with the nude modelling and strip work I
undertook.

I decided that it would be good to do some filming outside and came up with
a particular scenario which involved six guys kicking a ball about in a
muddy field. The problem was where to do this since I knew the garden at
the cottage in Somerset wouldn't be large enough but Terence said that Gina
had a friend who owned a small holding in Hertfordshire. Linda was a thirty
year-old bisexual who Gina had sex with every so often and when she heard
what we wanted she said she had a small paddock that was used by her two
horses and would be delighted to have six horny guys rolling round naked on
it. I selected which guys I wanted and chose Craig, who was the eighteen
year-old who stripped for my twenty first birthday and now did porn films
for us, Sam my black friend, Ben who was nineteen plus Drew and Rob who
were both twenty and enjoyed BDSM, with me being the sixth.

Gina said she'd come too since she could have a weekend with Linda and she
also decided she'd enjoy watching six naked bucks at work. As there were
eight of us, Gina took three of us in her car and Terence the other
three. I'd asked the five guys to come to the house in Chelsea for lunch
before we set off that afternoon and once they heard there was food on
offer they all arrived on time. Fay and I had prepared sandwiches for
everyone and Terence and I decided we'd eat those in the studio. It also
gave me an opportunity to run through the scenes I had in mind.

Linda lived just outside of Berkhamsted in Hertfordshire which was over an
hour's journey by road from Chelsea so we left soon after two and arrived
just before three thirty. I travelled with Gina along with Craig and
Sam. Because Craig loved sitting in the front Sam and I sat in the back
which suited us. I was very fond of Sam and missed seeing him now that I no
longer visited the BBC. He frequently came to the house for filming and we
made a good pair, apart from that he was a gorgeous fuck. He was a lonely
guy so Terence generally invited him to stay over on filming days so he
used our guest room. Terence reckoned Sam was in love with me but since I
still didn't really know what love was all about, I hadn't picked up on it
apart from knowing I did like the guy very much but wasn't sure whether
that was purely because of his body and what we did together.

Once Gina had hugged and kissed her girlfriend, Terence introduced the six
randy guys to Linda. Had we not been gay, I got the distinct impression
that she'd have stripped us off there and then and got us to fuck her, but
perhaps I was misreading her. The property had belonged to her parents
who'd now gone to live in Spain leaving it to her. According to Gina she
lived alone although by all accounts she had numerous women and guys round
for sexual gratification. The oldest part of the property was a small
farmhouse but an annexe had been built onto this some years before. This
had two double bedrooms and a sitting room so it was decided that us guys
would use that and leave the two women to have their own fun in the
farmhouse. In any event, Gina's physiology was not known to any of the
other guys and we wanted it to stay that way.

Terence and I used one of the bedrooms along with Craig who was a
delightful guy. He was smaller than the others and had a slim body despite
always eating. Even so he had a gorgeous butt which I always enjoyed
fucking and he was good fun to have around. Drew and Rob were boyfriends
and lived together so they used the bed in the other room with Ben and Sam
who shared a mattress on the floor. I was certainly looking forward to
having a naked Craig nestled between me and Terence for the night and I got
the feeling Drew and Rob were also keen to have Ben and Sam join them.

Once we'd unpacked the cars of camera equipment and other things we needed
for the shoot, Linda showed us the paddock. It was perfect and she assured
us the two horses wouldn't be at all bothered about having six naked guys
running around. There was a particular area which was the muddiest so I
chose that to use. There was also a barn which she used to store hay and
provisions nearby. I'd planned to use that for a scene we'd be filming
after the one in the paddock. The plan was that we'd use all of Saturday
filming and then travel back to London on the Sunday.

Drew worked as a chef for a large hotel so he and I prepared the evening
meal for all nine of us and Craig offered to help. Neither of us objected
to having his gorgeous body around us so we readily agreed. As soon as
everyone had settled in they changed into shorts. Since the weather was
warm we also discarded tops so everyone showed off their naked torsos much
to Linda's delight. Drew decided to make a large meat pie with the meat
we'd brought with us and Linda provided the vegetables. He also made an
apple crumble which we had with lashings of custard.

The farmhouse had an enormous kitchen with a table large enough to get the
nine of us round. Gina and Linda sat at one end with Terence at the other
and the six horny guys either side. Terence had also brought a crate of
bottled beer which went down well with the meal. Once eaten, we told
Terence and the women to leave us to clear up which with six of us didn't
take that long. We made coffee for those that wanted it and then adjourned
to the annexe so as to leave Gina and Linda to have fun together. The seven
of us sat on the floor, with Terence, Sam and I leaning against an old
sofa. We'd all removed our shorts so were sitting buck naked and casually
playing with each other. I'd told the guys that no serious sex must take
place that night since we wanted them as horny as hell the following
day. As far as I know they all obeyed and certainly Craig and I did when we
finally went to bed with Terence.

The following morning the sun was shining and it was another warm day which
was a relief. Drew and I made sausage, bacon and egg for everyone for
breakfast and once that had been eaten and cleared away we got down to
business. The first scene was to take place in the paddock which was only a
couple of minutes walk away from the barn so I told all the guys to strip
off and leave their shorts there since the scene would start with everyone
naked. Gina and Linda followed rather enjoying the sight of six naked studs
walking along to the paddock.

Once there, I told the guys to start kicking a ball around. Although it
wasn't a proper match, the idea was that as time went by guys would tackle
each other and end up on the muddy grass grabbing each other's tackle in
the process. The hope was that we'd end up with six stiff cocks waving
about.

It didn't take long for Drew to tackle Ben and have him on the ground. Drew
was a large black guy whose parents had come over to England before he was
born. Like Sam, once his parents found out he was gay they didn't want to
know him. As they rolled about their bodies became smothered in mud which
looked very sexy. I tackled Craig and got him down on the ground and Rob
was soon doing the same with Sam.

Once everyone was covered with mud, I said to walk back to the yard outside
the barn where we'd set up a hose pipe to hose ourselves down whilst
Terence continued filming the action. The water felt cold on our sweaty
bodies which added to the excitement and caused nipples to go hard. I then
took everyone into the barn where we filmed an orgy.

When each of us had fucked everyone and deposited our load inside someone,
we finished. "Fucking brilliant guys" Terence said once he'd stopped
filming, "a fantastic performance from all of you, thanks." Feeling pleased
with ourselves, we went back to the house. Nobody bothered putting their
shorts back on so we marched off buck naked still showing off an erection
in most cases. We were all hot and sweaty so made our way to the bathroom.

There being no shower, I filled the bath and we took it in turns to get
in. It was just about large enough to get two in at a time so Sam and I got
in first whilst the others watched on. "Want a hand?" Drew giggled.

"Yeah, why not" I laughed and Drew helped soap us both whilst having
another good feel of our cocks.

By the time we walked into the kitchen, Gina and Linda had prepared a plate
of sandwiches. "There you are guys, get stuck into those and re-charge your
cocks in readiness for this afternoon's performance" Gina laughed. I'd
noticed she and Linda had left soon after the orgy started and by the look
of the bulge still showing in her tight jeans, I guessed they'd had some
fun themselves. None of the other guys noticed but then the last thing they
were expecting to see was Gina sporting a big cock.

"So what's next Mark?" Drew asked whilst we sat round the table
eating. Gina and Linda had gone into the other room to no doubt have more
fun.

I grinned. "First, you, Rob and Ben are going to do a BDSM scene with you
as the master and them as the slaves."

"Fuck, can't wait" he grinned and grabbed hold of Rob's cock inside his
shorts.

"Are you okay with that Ben?" I asked knowing that he'd not done BDSM
before.

"Yeah, you bet; love my arse being flogged and then fucked."

After we'd finished lunch, I led the guys back into the barn. We didn't
bother with our shorts since they'd not be required. We first laid out a
couple of hay bales and told Ben and Rob to stand on one. We fitted their
wrists with leather straps which were then tied to a rope we'd slung over a
beam above. The rope was pulled tight until their arms were outstretched
above their head and wide apart. The rest of us stood behind the camera and
Terence started filming. I'd told the two guys to look as if they'd been
captured and strung up so to look frightened. They performed very
convincingly so when Drew walked into shot waving a flogger around, they
both flinched.

"Yeah beautiful" he said aloud for the benefit of the soundtrack; "I'm
gonna enjoy flogging you two sluts and giving you both a long hard fuck; by
the time I've finished you won't be able to sit down for at least a week."
As he said this he ran the flogger up and down their torsos, over their
cocks and between their legs. Both guys looked suitably scared. He then
turned them round so their butts faced the camera and proceeded to flog
each one.

"Fuck, fuck" they both cried with each lash of the flogger.

"That will come later" Drew laughed as he gave them an even harder lash.

When both their arses were a rosy red, he slackened the rope, pulled their
legs wide apart and bent them forward. We'd lubricated their arses
beforehand so he was able to thrust his big hard black cock straight in. He
first penetrated Rob who yelled "Fuck" as the cock breached his arse.

"Yeah, that's what I'm gonna do boy; I'm gonna fuck this cute arse till you
beg me to stop and when you do I'm gonna keep on fucking." Rob kept yelling
and groaning as if he was genuinely being hurt but I knew he loved every
minute of it having seen Drew fuck his boyfriend before.

After several long hard thrusts in and out, he withdrew and moved over to
Ben. With one thrust he penetrated Ben's arse and he too yelled out as if
he was in pain. I watched carefully to make sure he was okay since the pair
had not performed together before but I knew Ben loved being fucked
hard. Besides, we'd agreed a safe word beforehand and Ben was certainly not
using that.

"Yeah, fucking gorgeous arse to fuck boy; you love your arse being fucked
don't you boy"

"Yes sir" Ben wailed. With each thrust, Drew smacked the side of his arse
covering it with red handprints. The rest of us were getting hard watching
the action. It was pure heaven. I looked down at Terence's crotch and could
see his shorts ballooning so knew he too was hard.

Drew managed to keep fucking the two guys for almost half an hour going
from one to the other. As he penetrated each arse with his big black cock,
Terence moved up close to capture it on film. Eventually I sensed that Drew
was on the point of shooting his load. He was fucking his boyfriend at the
time so he pulled out and quickly moved over to Ben's arse. With one thrust
he was back inside and finished himself off. When he finally came he
briefly pulled out to show the camera he was ejaculating before thrusting
back in again. After a few more thrusts he pulled out and went back to Rob
to finish off. His cock was dripping with cum as he did the transfer. He
then fucked Rob's arse with such force that the rest of us silently gasped
but I guessed Rob was used to taking Drew's big tool.

"Fucking brilliant guys" I exclaimed once Terence had stopped filming.

"Yeah, that was fucking hot guys" Sam agreed.

"Fuck yes; nearly shot my own load watching that" Craig laughed.

"Okay, get the guys down" I told Sam and Craig whilst I asked Terence what
he thought.

"Absolutely fucking awesome" Terence grinned and gave me a kiss on the
lips, "A brilliant scene which should sell like hot cakes". I grinned
feeling rather proud of myself.

"Okay guys, do you want a rest before we go into the next scene?" I asked.

"Nah I'm fine, as long as I don't have to be fucked for a while" Ben
laughed.

"Yeah, same here" Rob grinned.

"How about you Drew? The next scene involves you all giving Craig a fuck."

"My cock is still going strong" Drew laughed as he ran his black length
through his hand.

"In that case let's get set up". We laid six bales of hay on the floor to
make a bed which we covered with black sheets we'd brought with us. Nearby
we also piled three bales on top of each other and covered those with
another black sheet. I told Craig to dress up in a pair of old shorts and a
T shirt I'd brought for the scene and he slipped on his trainers. He then
had to hide behind a pile of hay bales as if he was watching the action
that was going to take place on our bed of hay. I told the other four to
get on the bed with me and to start sucking each other.

After Terence had been filming for about five minutes having also filmed
Craig peering from behind the hay bales, I shouted out "What the fuck;
we've got a peeping Tom guys." Everybody stopped what they were doing and
looked up. Terence swung the camera round to show Craig coming out from his
hiding place. "Come on guys, let's teach this fucker a lesson" I shouted as
we all ran towards him. He turned and ran out of the barn into the
yard. We'd agreed that Drew was the fastest as well as being the biggest so
he sprang ahead and caught up with Craig.

"Gotcha you little fucker" Drew shouted as he grabbed hold of Craig. He
then threw him over his shoulder with his black stiff cock waving about and
carried him back into the barn.

"Let's fuck his cute little arse guys" I shouted. Craig was then bent over
the pile of hay bales with his arms and legs outstretched. These were then
tied with rope with the ends attached to pillars either side of where we'd
placed the bales. He was now helpless with his butt at the perfect height
for fucking.

"I'm sorry sir; didn't mean to spy on you; just heard you guys having fun"
he whimpered.

"Yeah I bet you were" I replied and gave his arse a smart smack. "Okay rip
those clothes off him guys". The other four immediately moved forward and
ripped Craig's T shirt off his back. I'd previously made a small cut to
ease the process. Once his torso was naked the guys ripped his thin shorts
up each leg, and then tore them off him. "Yeah, now that looks like a cute
little butt to fuck guys" I said as I ran my finger up and down the crease.

"Please sir, don't hurt me; I wasn't doing any harm" he wailed.

"We're just gonna have some fun boy so there's nothing to worry about" I
said into his ear. "Okay, who wants the first fuck?"

"Me" Sam said moving up to Craig's butt hole with his fat black cock which
was now nice and hard.

"Get fucking then" I grinned. Sam thrust his cock straight in and Craig
winced. I moved to his head, pulled it up by his long hair and told him to
suck my cock which was also nice and hard. "Now suck that cock boy" I
yelled and pushed it right into his mouth. I knew he could deep throat it
so kept pushing in until my whole length was down his throat. His naked
body was shaking back and forth with the force of Sam's fuck which made my
cock go deeper down his throat.

When Sam had shot his load and made sure that the majority of it went
inside Craig's arse, he pulled out and I took over. Drew took my place and
mouth fucked Craig. Once I had off loaded my man juice, Drew took over and
Craig sucked Rob's cock. As Drew's big thick cock penetrated Craig he
yelled. For a moment I thought he was in pain but then I realised it was
for the camera since he was sucking greedily on Rob's cock. When Drew had
drained his load inside Craig, Rob took over and Ben thrust his cock into
Craig's mouth telling him to suck it. Once Rob had been drained of his
spunk, Ben finished Craig off with a long hard fuck until he too had
drained himself.

"Yeah, that's filled him up guys" I laughed as I gave Craig an almighty
slap across his well fucked arse. He winced and lay limp over the bales
waiting for the next part of the scene.

"Let's take him back with us; I reckon we can shoot a lot more spunk inside
him yet" Drew laughed.

"Yeah, let's fill that cute arse with spunk until he's dripping the stuff"
Ben added.

We then untied Craig and as we did so I whispered "You okay?" He grinned
which told me he was and had enjoyed every fuck which I guessed he
would. Having tied his hands and feet with rope, Drew draped Craig's naked
body over his shoulder and carried him off with the rest of us
following. Terence followed on still filming the action. Once we reached
the annexe and got into the living room, he stopped filming and Craig was
put down.

"Okay guys, let's have a rest to charge up our cocks for the final scene" I
told them.

"Can we have a beer?" Rob asked. Terence nodded so Rob pulled out seven
beers and sat naked on the floor drinking them. As we did so I went through
the final scene which involved gang fucking Craig again.

"Are you okay Craig?"

"Yeah, course I am; can't wait to have all your cocks up my arse again" he
grinned which was all I needed to hear.

When we'd finished our beers, we tied Craig over the back of a chair with
his arse high in the air and perfect for fucking. This time we all took a
good sniff of poppers before fucking him and offered the bottle to him
every so often. Each of us fucked and fucked until we'd shot our load
inside him and by the time he'd received five cocks up his arse, we were
ready to do it again. This time it took longer for each of us to reach our
climax but eventually we did and shot yet another load of cum inside his
beautiful arse. By the time we'd all finished, he did have white creamy cum
spilling out which Terence captured on film.

"Fucking perfect guys; thanks that was great" I exclaimed.

"Yeah it really was fucking brilliant guys" Terence agreed.

"Time for a nice soak in the bath I think guys and I reckon Craig deserves
the first soak" I laughed so we all trooped upstairs, filled the bath and
laid him in. Drew had grabbed six more beers and brought them with him so
whilst Craig soaked his well used body in the warm water, the rest of us
sat on the edge of the bath and drank.


Drew, Sam and I prepared the meal that evening which Linda said was
delicious.

"Had a nice afternoon" I grinned at Gina who was sitting beside me.

"Fucking brilliant" she whispered, "Whilst you guys were at it, I was
giving Linda a good roasting."

"Lucky Linda" I grinned.


After our meal, we guys went back to the annexe to enjoy ourselves. We'd
finished the filming so we could have some fun together. Terence offered
everyone a joint which we all readily accepted along with a beer. We spent
the next three hours rolling round on the floor stark naked sucking cock,
rimming arses and fucking each other. It seemed us porn guys could never
get enough of it.


9.

Terence told the guys they could get up when they wanted on the Sunday
since we weren't going back to London until after lunch. I therefore made
breakfast for him and Craig once we'd decided to greet the
morning. Eventually the others appeared and Linda suggested we go to a
local pub for lunch and then go on home from there.

The pub was a typical village boozer and I think the locals were a bit
suspicious of seeing six young horny guys appear but we ignored them and
had a good laugh. We said our goodbye to Linda and I thanked her for
letting us use her property. She said she'd enjoyed having us and to come
again if we wanted. I said I might well hold her to that since I had other
ideas for outside filming. The guys said they'd like to change cars for the
way back so Drew, Rob and Ben went with Gina and Craig and Sam came with me
in Terence's car. I think Gina fancied Drew so she was more than happy to
have his sexy body next to her leaving the others to go in the back. Craig
once again took the front seat so I sat in the back with Sam who seemed
happy with the arrangement.

Gina had also agreed to take her three to where they lived so I gave them
all a kiss and a hug and said I'd be in contact to arrange the next
filming. As we neared London I could sense that Sam was looking glum. I
knew he lived on his own and I think having been with us for two days he
suddenly realised he was going back to a lonely bedsit. "Fancy coming back
for a meal?" I asked him knowing that Terence would be okay with the
suggestion. He immediately grinned and gave me a kiss.

"Thanks, that'd be great"

"How about you Craig, would you like to join us?" Terence asked, "Or is
your mum expecting you home".

"No, she'll be out till late I expect and my brother is away at camp this
weekend so yeah, thanks I'd love to" he replied enthusiastically.

I knew Craig's dad had left the family unit when he was quite young but
apart from that I didn't know that much about his life at home. "Does your
mum know you're gay? I asked casually.

"Oh yes, she's cool about it and so is my younger brother."

"How old is he?" Terence asked.

"Sixteen and no he's not gay, far from it" Craig laughed, "I reckon he's
fucked more girls than I have guys".

"Wow, he must have started young if he's only sixteen" I laughed.

"Yeah, he lost his virginity at the age of fourteen and has never looked
back."

"And does your mum know about your porn film work?"

"Oh yeah, she's cool about that as well, and me being an escort"

"You're lucky to have such an understanding mum" Terence chuckled.

"Yeah, well, she was a prostitute when she was younger, in fact still is
for that matter; that was how she met my dad. She's still got a good body
so often brings guys back home for a fuck; in fact a couple of weeks ago
she brought back a guy who was bi and when my mum said I was gay we had a
threesome; it was great fun."

"Fuck, you mean to say this guy and your mum had sex with you" Sam
exclaimed.

"Well, I only had sex with the guy but she watched on whilst he fucked me;
after that I left them to it."

"What does your brother think of all this activity?" I asked suddenly
thinking through a scenario we could play out.

"It doesn't bother him; he's seen me fuck guys and I've seen him fuck
girls; we have to share a room since the flat only has two bedrooms so we
don't mind who sees what. I think in fact he sells his own body whenever he
can."

"Wow, quite a household" I laughed. I then asked if the three of them were
interested in playing out the scenario that I'd been formulating whilst
Craig told us about his home life. It involved Terence since it needed an
older guy with two younger ones. He occasionally took part in scenes and I
did the filming so I knew he'd be interested. "What do you think guys?" I
asked having described what I had in mind.

"Sounds brilliant" Terence chuckled and the other two said they were up for
it so we decided that when we got home we'd play it out since we'd have
plenty of time before the evening meal.

When we arrived, Terence took the two guys down to the studio whilst I went
to find Fay just to tell her we were back and that Gina would be back
shortly. The door to their living room was open so I peered in. I found her
with a guy who looked up and grinned when he saw me. He was stripped to a
very sexy pair of briefs and Fay was down to her knickers. "Hi" I
announced, "we're back". Fay looked up and grinned.

"Hi Mark, this is Jo; you're back earlier than I thought you'd be."

"Yeah, sorry to interrupt" I replied wondering whether Gina knew about
Jo. She seemed to read my thoughts and added that Gina knew Jo was coming
and he was staying the night. I nodded and said we'd brought Sam and Craig
back and were staying for a meal. I didn't add that they too would probably
be staying the night since I had a feeling that was what would happen. I
knew Sam wouldn't say no and I sensed that Craig wouldn't either since his
mum was out on the town.

When I got down to the studio the guys were eager and waiting to start. I'd
told them they'd start wearing shorts with nothing else and they'd already
changed into them. The scene was effectively taking place in a living room
so we moved over to the area where the sofa we used for filming was
situated and placed a television in front of it. Terence set going one of
our porn films since the scene started with the two young lads sitting on
the sofa watching porn. Having filmed that bit, I moved to the front of
them. Terence then comes into shot and Craig exclaims in a loud voice
"Fuck, uncle Dave's come home" and moves forward to switch off the porn.

"You can leave it on if you want" Terence grins and places his hands on
Craig and Sam's naked shoulders rubbing them seductively. Craig looks at
Sam and grins having realised his uncle is not bothered. "Wow, that guy's
well hung" Terence says as he watches the porn and notices the other guys
casually rubbing themselves. After a minute or so, Terence unfastens his
shorts and pulls out his cock. It's already semi erect so I zoomed in on
it. He then slaps it against Craig's neck who looks round and finds a naked
cock in his face. Terence grabs his hair and twists Craig's face round to
suck it. Sam turns round looking shocked but then enjoys watching. Seeing
this, Terence rubs his hand over Sam's naked chest and tweaks his nipples
whilst keeping Craig's mouth firmly round his cock, which by now is rock
hard. I could tell that Terence was enjoying the action and I could feel my
own erection straining to get out of my jeans. I wished I'd also changed
into shorts but had to put up with the discomfort whilst I filmed.

Sam then put his hand into Craig's crotch to feel the reaction beneath his
shorts. He unfastened them and pulled Craig's stiff cock out. "Think that
needs sucking boy" Terence told Sam who immediately went down on
it. Terence moved round to the front having slipped off his shorts on the
way. He knelt up on the sofa and offered his cock to Craig again. He
eagerly took it and sucked away. I now had Terence's naked butt on full
show so I quickly zoomed in before getting a close up of his cock moving in
and out of Craig's mouth.

Whilst Sam sucked away at Craig's stiff tool, he slowly striped the shorts
off of him. Having got him naked, he unfastened his own shorts and wriggled
out of them. The guys were playing everything out perfectly so I let them
continue as if it was happening naturally. Once Sam was naked, Terence
turned Craig round and got him on his knees. The guy was so light that
Terence moved him into position with ease. We'd lubricated his and Sam's
arses before filming so his stiff cock slipped in with one thrust. Even so,
Craig gave the impression that it was stretching him and produced a
suitable grimace and a big loud 'fuck' for the camera.

"Yes, a beautiful arse to fuck boy" Terence muttered as he fucked away. Sam
meanwhile had managed to get his cock into Craig's mouth and is sucking
away like mad.

After several minutes of fucking Craig, Terence pulled out and grabbed hold
of Sam. He was pushed over the back of the sofa and impaled by Terence's
big hard cock. "Fuck, that feels good" Terence exclaimed as he slammed in
and out of Sam's arse. Having given him a good shafting, Terence grabbed
hold of Craig again and doubled him over with his butt in the air and his
head buried into the seat cushion of the sofa. He then stuffed his tool
into Craig and fucked like crazy. It looked so hot that I could feel
pre-cum oozing out my own erection as I filmed.

After several more minutes of fucking Craig's arse, Terence told Sam to
stand in front of him across Craig's back. Once in place, he told Sam to
stuff his cock in as well.

"Fuck" Craig yells and for a moment I wasn't sure if it was just for the
camera or he really was feeling his arse being stretched too much. I'd
asked him beforehand if he was willing to be double fucked and he'd
agreed. I zoomed in and captured Sam's thick black cock thrusting in and
out alongside Terence's equally thick white one. It looked awesome and I
loved it. I just hoped Craig did too but he'd not used the safe word so I
assumed he did.

After another few minutes of action, Terence told Sam to pull out and get
into a similar position to Craig with his naked arse up in the air waiting
to be fucked. Terence increased the rate of thrusts and I filmed Craig's
arse being well and truly fucked. "I'm about to shoot" Terence yelled which
was my cue to zoom in to capture him shooting his first few ribbons of cum
over Craig's hole before transferring to Sam's to deposit the remainder. I
knew Terence always produced volumes of cum so he'd have plenty to deposit
in each arse.

When he was finally spent, he pulled out and gave each guy a large slap on
their naked butts. He then climbed off the sofa, picked up his shorts and
moved out of shot saying "Thanks guys."

It was a brilliant scene and I was pleased with the result. Terence also
enjoyed himself so was happy. Craig and Sam did stay over and slept
together in the guest room leaving me to give Terence a good long hard fuck
to relieve my earlier erection.


A few days later, Gina reminded me that I was on duty with her that evening
since she had to attend a function at her firm. They were entertaining
clients and Gina said it would be boring but she had to go and it was
necessary to have me there as well. "You can wear your casual outfit" she
told me. "At least I can look at your sexy butt to relieve the boredom" she
laughed. My smart casual gear meant me wearing a tight white shirt which
showed off my nipples perfectly, and a pair of tight fitting black trousers
which hugged my butt.

We were the last to arrive which was Gina's intention since she liked to
make an entrance. As this was the first event of its kind I'd been to I was
duly marched round and introduced to the other directors. They were all
middle age guys who looked as stuffy as hell although I quite liked the
chief executive who seemed a cheery soul. The wives looked as boring as
their husbands and several remarked to Gina as we went round "You seem very
young for such a high position". I felt like thumping them and I'm sure
Gina did too but we smiled politely and moved on. The fact that she was
probably ten times better than their husbands seemed to be lost on them.

As we did the rounds my eye kept seeing a young guy who I later found out
was twenty nine and was the chief executive's assistant. He was running
round like a blue arsed fly fetching and carrying for the other old
farts. When our eyes met he grinned and I looked at him more closely. He
too was wearing tight black trousers which showed off a very nice looking
butt. Gina noticed me looking at him and smiled. "I think you two have
something in common" she whispered and winked at me knowingly. "Why not get
yourself another drink and see if you can chat him up; I'm trying to groom
him into divulging information that he has access to which the rest of us
aren't privy to; it would give me a big advantage over these buffoons."

"What do I say to him? Oh hi, I'm gay too" I whispered with a chuckle.

"You could always make out you're bi" she whispered before turning to speak
to a client who'd now approached.

I went over to the bar and got myself another screwdriver and hovered
nearby. Tom, who was the guy in question saw me and again smiled before
coming over. "Hi, I'm Tom" he said offering his hand. I took it and
deliberately held it longer than necessary which I think he noticed by the
grin on his face. "You're Gina's husband aren't you" he added.

"Err, yeah" I replied suddenly remembering the part I was playing.

"She's brilliant; it's been so refreshing to have someone like her around;
she's really stirred up some of these old farts and trodden on several
toes; don't think they reckoned on a woman standing up to them" he
laughed. He then suddenly put his hand up to his mouth. "Oh god, sorry, I
shouldn't really be talking like that should I".

I patted his arm and told him not to worry and that anything he said would
be strictly between him and I. This seemed to relax him and he went on some
more about his superiors. "Look at them, they puff out their chests and
strut around like cockerels in a hen house and their wives look just as
superior." I laughed and nodded. His description was perfect and I decided
I really liked Tom.

"Gina is such good fun" he continued, "and she's the only senior member of
staff who treats me as a person. The others just bark their instructions
and look at me as if I'm a bit of dirt".

"Why do you stay if you hate them so?"

"I like the job and the CE is not bad; besides I get good money here, far
more than I would elsewhere." He continued chatting about his job and told
me he was twenty nine and lived alone. I casually asked him whether he had
a girlfriend, although I knew the answer since by now I was certain he was
gay. "God, no" he immediately exclaimed.

"Wow, that was said with conviction" I laughed, "Do you bat for the other
side?"

He looked at me for a moment clearly wondering how much he should say. He
leaned so close to me that I could smell his cologne which made my body
react. "Is it that obvious?"

"It is for a like minded person" I grinned.

He gave me a quizzical look. "But, I thought you and Gina" he started to
say before I chipped in.

"I'm versatile and we have an open relationship." It was the truth but not
in the way he was thinking.

"Wow" he grinned and his green eyes sparkled with interest all of a
sudden. "I take it Gina knows".

"Of course; think that was one of the reasons why she was attracted to me;
I can't imagine her shacking up with a boring straight guy, can you?" He
laughed and agreed.

"So you play around with other guys then" he asked clearly trying to
ascertain whether he and I could get it together.

"Yeah, frequently" I grinned and downed the rest of my drink.

"You want another?" he asked. I said I would and he went to the bar to get
two more screwdrivers. Whilst he was gone Gina quickly popped over.

"See you two guys are hitting it off; was I right?"

"Yep and he's interested" I chuckled.

"Good for you; see if you can get him into bed; he might then be more
accommodating for me."

"You're wicked" I grinned.

"Yeah, I know; it's what you like about me isn't it."

Just as Tom returned with the drinks, Gina was pulled away by someone
else. I thanked him for the drink and smiled. "I'm so glad you and Gina
came tonight; these functions are so fucking boring normally."

"So, have you got a boyfriend?" I asked casually.

"No; I have to be so careful; if it got out here I was gay I'd be out of a
job before I knew it; you won't say anything will you." I assured him that
his secret was safe with me and told him to keep what I'd said about me
under his hat. "No problem; it'll be our secret" he grinned. "What about
you, do you have anyone special, apart from Gina that is?" I decided not to
mention Terence so just said I had several guys I hooked up with every so
often. His green eyes lit up again and I could almost hear his brain
ticking away. There was no doubt he was very interested in getting
together.

"What time do these events normally go on for?"

He looked at his watch and said it should wrap up in about half an
hour. Just then a voice boomed out "Tom, over here". Tom looked at me as if
to say 'see what I mean'. I looked over to where the voice had originated
and saw a pompous looking guy beckoning Tom over. He gave me his drink and
quickly walked over. The guy said something to Tom who then grabbed a guy
who was collecting empty glasses. The guy then went to the bar to get some
drinks for the pompous guy and someone else.

When Tom returned I could see he was almost boiling over. "He's a fucking
pompous arsehole that one; too fucking lazy to ask the drinks guy to get
him some more drinks."

I grinned. "What you need is a good long hard fuck to make you forget all
this" I whispered as I gave him back his drink. Our hands touched and I
again felt a shiver of excitement shoot through me. He grinned and looked
down at my crotch which was already showing signs of interest. I looked
down at his and noted he was too.

"Are you offering?" he giggled.

"Could be if you're interested"

"Are you joking, of course I am; you're the hottest guy I've ever met."

I grinned. "Just say when".

As Tom predicted, people started to make their exit about half an hour
later. Gina came up to us and said she'd had enough so was going
home. "Have you got anything else to do here Tom?" she asked having given
me a knowing look. He said he hadn't since the venue would clear everything
away. "How about we give you a lift home; you live in Waterloo don't you?"

"Yeah, but isn't that out of your way?" Gina said it was no problem so he
agreed and gave me a longing look.

When we were near to where he lived, he told Gina to drop him off on the
main road since his road was only across the way. Gina pulled into the side
and turned to him in the back. "The night is still young so why don't you
guys go for a drink and have some fun."

"Yeah, great idea" I said having realised what Gina was trying to do.

"Well, that'd be great but don't you want to join us?" he asked.

"No, I think you two would much rather be alone without me" she grinned,
"Come home when you want darling" she said to me. I could sense that Tom
couldn't wait and hastily got out the back of the car before either Gina or
I changed our mind.

"You really are wicked" I giggled once he'd closed the car door and gave
her a kiss on the lips just to keep up our charade.

"I know darling but I can tell you're dying to fuck him"

"Too right" I grinned and jumped out. Once she'd driven off, Tom moved to
my side.

"Does she know about me; you know being gay?"

"Gina is a very perceptive lady and doesn't miss much" I chuckled. "So,
where are we going?"

He looked at me for a moment as if trying to decide what next to
say. "Would you mind if we went back to my place? I've got plenty of drink
I can offer."

"Sure, sounds good to me." He then led me across the road and down a narrow
street that was lined with terrace two up, two down type houses. He stopped
at number twelve and let us in. It was compact to say the least but it was
cosy. He explained it used to belong to his parents. He then added that his
mother had died from a brain tumour some five years before and his dad was
now in a home since he had dementia. I said how sorry I was to hear that
news but he shrugged his shoulders as if it was just a fact of life. "Did
they know about you being gay?"

"No, they weren't really the kind of parents I could talk to about
something like that; don't get me wrong they loved me and I loved them but
by the time I could have told them, mum was dead and dad had dementia;
don't think he'd understand any of it now even if I did tell him. What
about you; do your parents know about you being bi?"

I laughed and explained my parents were deeply religious so considered
anything like that to be a sin against God. "I wrote to them some while ago
to say I was", I almost said 'gay' but changed it to 'bi' just in time. "We
don't speak or see each other now".

"I'm sorry" he replied, placing a hand on my arm.

"Don't be, they're not worth it" I laughed. By now we were standing in the
small living room and I removed my jacket and tie. He did the same and also
kicked off his shoes so I did likewise. We looked at each other for a
moment and I sensed he was waiting for me to make the first move so I moved
closer and put my hands round his waist pulling him towards me. "Can I kiss
you?" He nodded and I could see his chest pumping up and down with
excitement. I wondered how long ago he'd had sex with a guy, or whether he
ever had. I moved my face towards his and within seconds his mouth was
wrapped round mine. It was as if a spring had suddenly been released. He
was a passionate kisser so I let him into my mouth. I felt my organ
springing to life and as I pressed it against his I could feel his doing
the same.

The kiss ended almost as quickly as it had begun even though it lasted for
what seemed like several minutes. "What would you like to drink?" he asked
as he moved away. For a moment I wondered whether that was it. I asked him
what he'd got and he listed several drinks so I opted for Vodka. I followed
him into the tiny kitchen and watched him pour two very generous drinks
before returning to the living room.

"Cheers" he grinned and we chinked our glasses together.

"When did you know you were gay?" I asked. He replied that he was thirteen
or fourteen when he realised he wasn't like other boys. He'd been sent to a
boarding school at the age of twelve since his father worked abroad for a
while and his mother had gone with him.

"You can imagine what boarding school was like; as soon as other boys
realised I was not like them I was bullied mercilessly and when I was
fifteen I had to fag for two senior prefects. I realise now they were gay
because they tried to humiliate me by getting me to do jobs for them
stripped down to my boxer shorts and sometimes even naked but I rather
enjoyed it so it didn't bother me.

"When did you lose your virginity?"

"At much the same time; another senior prefect found me working naked for
the other two and fucked me there and then. Instead of being horrified I
enjoyed it so after that he fucked me regularly until he left a year
later."

"But you've never found anyone special since then?" I queried.

"No, not sure I'd be much good at a serious relationship; not even sure I
really understand what love is all about when it comes to that kind of
thing." I told him I felt the same way although I was very fond of several
guys but whether that was love, I wasn't sure. "We sound like two sad
queens" he laughed, "but at least you've got Gina". I nodded not wanting to
take that topic any further. Instead I put my drink down and pulled him
into my arms again. We kissed and it became even more passionate than
before and as we did so I unbuttoned his shirt. Doing porn made me good at
undressing guys whilst kissing. I soon had his shirt off his back and
unbuttoned mine before slipping that off. Still we kissed and I touched our
naked torsos together. I heard him give a big sigh which I took to mean he
liked the feel of my naked flesh against his. I then move my hand down to
his crotch and felt his erection. Like me he was now fully hard. I
unfastened his trousers and they eventually slipped down his legs. He
kicked them to one side and I felt his cock through his thin underwear. He
gasped as my warm hand grasped it. Seeing that he wasn't going to undress
me I unfastened my own trousers and let them slip off me. I pressed our
erections together and gently rubbed them back and forth. We were still
kissing and he was groaning his pleasure.

I eventually pulled out of the kiss and held his head in my hands to look
into his bright green eyes. "Do you want to go to bed?" I asked. He nodded
so we grabbed our drinks and he led me upstairs. I also grabbed my silver
cigarette case and lighter out of my pocket as we went. His bedroom was
furnished in a very old style which I guessed still contained the furniture
that belonged to his parents but it was comfortable and the bed looked very
inviting. "Do you smoke?" I asked holding up my cigarette case.

"Yeah, would you mind if we had one first? Need to calm my nerves down;
haven't done this for quite some time." He pulled back the bedclothes and
climbed onto the bed. I passed him his drink and joined him. Using a pillow
we sat leaning against the bed head.

I opened my cigarette case and offered him one. "Slightly different to the
normal cig" I chuckled.

"Are they what I think they are?" he grinned as he took one of Terence's
famous joints.

"Yep, that should calm you down" I grinned and lit his and then mine. We
smoked our joints and sipped our drinks casually chatting about various
conquests we'd had over the years. As we talked he stroked his cock which
was now straining to get out of his briefs. I placed my hand on it and he
groaned with pleasure. "Are you a top or a bottom?" I asked hoping that
things would go that far.

"To be honest I prefer being a bottom, how about you?" I told him I was
happy to be a top which set the scene for the sex that then took
place. We'd finished our joints and our drinks so I pulled him flat on the
bed and lay on top of him. We again kissed but this time we were both more
interested in our bodies so hands roamed all over the place. I soon had his
briefs off him along with my own and rubbed our rampant organs together. I
licked and tweaked his nipples which caused him to scream with delight
before moving down to his stiff organ. I took that into my mouth and gave
him a good suck. He held my head down with his hands not wanting it to end
but I didn't want to bring him off yet so I eventually moved off it.

Without actually asking him how he wanted to take it, I lifted his legs and
held them over his chest, mainly because I wanted to look at his arse. He
took the hint and held his legs for me whilst I went down on his hole. I
pulled his gorgeous arse cheeks apart and licked the beautiful open
hole. As I licked and pushed my tongue inside he groaned and moaned clearly
enjoying what I was doing. I grabbed a tube of lube from the side table and
squeezed some into his open hole. All the while he watched me intently as
if learning from everything I was doing. I slipped two fingers inside him
and probed around for several minutes. I wanted this to last so he had
something to remember me by just in case this was a one off.

When his hole was nicely open, I offered the head of my dripping cock up to
it. I slowly sank in not wanting to hurt him but he took it without a
murmur. "Fuck that feels so good" he groaned as I slowly filled him
up. Once right inside, I paused and grinned at him. "Yeah, fuck that arse"
he giggled so I did. I slowly increased the pace until I was slamming my
meat back and forth pulling it right out to his entrance with each thrust.

After several minutes of doing this I felt my climax rising. "Fuck, I'm
gonna cum" I groaned.

"I want to see you shoot" he gasped so I pulled out and shot my load over
his hole. As the thick creamy cum dribbled over his hole, I couldn't resist
pushing back inside taking much of it with me. He grinned. "Fucking
beautiful; the best fuck I've had for ages."

I then bent over and took his still hard cock into my mouth. It didn't take
long for me to bring him to his climax and when it came I continued sucking
to drink the lot. Tom almost shouted the house down as he reached his point
of no return and when he'd finished shooting I continued sucking until he
was fully drained. "Fucking hell, you really are a pro" he grinned. If he
did but know but I knew I couldn't tell him about my professional life of
porn.


I eventually left Tom's house at just gone midnight. We'd had a great time
together and he said he'd love to meet up again sometime. We did and he
became a regular fuck buddy of mine. Sometimes we went for a meal first
before going back to his place for a wonderful night of sex. I never stayed
over and he never asked me to do so but he enjoyed each session and so did
I. Gina did manage to get him to divulge confidential information which she
found very useful in her battles against the 'old farts' as she called
them. They soon realised she was a force to reckon with and was always
ahead of the game.


10.

It was early summer and I'd celebrated my twenty-second birthday. Fay and
Terence put on a fabulous birthday meal for me and afterwards we got well
lubricated in more ways than one and had fun together, ending up naked on
the living room floor. Terence and Gina gave me a birthday fuck and Fay
sucked me off as they did so.

The weather was reasonably warm so Terence suggested we go to Brighton for
a few days. He suggested we do some outside filming down there since he
knew several places we could use away from prying eyes. He also knew the
guys who owned the only gay run hotel at the time which was called the
Lambda Hotel so we could stay there and do some filming since being the
start of the season they'd not be busy. We therefore decided to invite Sam
and Craig to join us and when we asked them they both jumped into our arms
since neither of them could afford a holiday so to get an all expenses paid
one was beyond their wildest dreams. The fact they'd have to work for it
was no problem as they always enjoyed having sex.

The porn business was doing reasonably well so Terence said we could afford
it. Besides, the income we'd get from the new footage would pay for it. Sam
and Craig came round on the Friday and stayed that night so we could drive
down immediately after breakfast on the Saturday. Craig again sat in the
front leaving me and Sam to sit in the back. Sam loved having me beside him
and every so often plunged his hand into my crotch to have a good feel.

Derek and Charles who owned the Lambda were lovely guys. They gave each of
us a big hug and a kiss before showing us our rooms. "I've put you in
adjoining rooms just in case you want to swap beds during the night" Derek
laughed. He almost encouraged sex and provided bottles of lube and even a
bottle of poppers, although whether the latter was the norm I was never
sure.

Once we'd unpacked we went for a walk round Brighton to have a look
round. Terence knew the place well but the rest of us had never been
before. He walked us round what even then was the gay area and we had a
beer and a sandwich in a bar run by two gays so everything was very camp
and we loved it. He also took us to the gay cruising area although nothing
was going on at that time of day. "We'll come back when its dark" Terence
grinned.

Since the hotel only provided breakfast we had a meal out that evening. It
was nothing special but we enjoyed it all the same. After our meal Terence
suggested we go to Bright and Beautiful. It wasn't its real name but had
become known as such. He explained it was a gay sauna where guys could go
round naked and have sex apart from enjoying the steam room and sauna. At
the mention of sex we three jumped at the idea so Terence paid for the four
of us and we went into the changing room to strip off. It was already busy
and once we were naked showing our bits, guys soon gathered round. I don't
think we used our skimpy towel once the whole time we were there apart from
using it to sit on in the sauna cabin.

It was a tiny place and in the steam room guys sat on each other's laps
which added to the excitement. We all found someone to either fuck us or be
fucked so all in all we had a great time.

On the Sunday, Derek let us film in the dining room since it was quiet. The
scenario I'd dreamt up was me and Sam sitting at a table and Craig was
taking our order. We were all dressed in T shirts and shorts with nothing
on beneath.

"What would you like?" Craig asks.

"What have you got on offer" I grinned and ran a hand over his butt.

"Plenty by the feel of things" Sam said as he felt Craig's crotch.

We were soon having fun with each other and stripped naked. Sam sat down
and I pushed Craig's head down to suck his cock whilst I fucked him. When
I'd shot my load inside him, we changed over. Once Sam had filled Craig up
with his man juice, we lay Craig back on the table and sucked him off.

The next scene was upstairs in our room. Craig lies on the bed wearing just
his briefs pretending to be asleep. His clothes and empty beer cans are
scattered over the floor as if he's had a night of drinking and he's now
out for the count. I'm filmed standing at the doorway looking at him and
feeling myself. I move in to the room, sit on the side of the bed and run
my hand over his naked flesh. He doesn't stir so I continue feeling all
over his body and feeling into his crotch. My jeans are now open and I'm
feeling my own cock inside. I remove my jeans and my T shirt and he rolls
over in his stupor onto his front. I run a hand over his beautiful butt,
then feel inside his briefs and slowly slip them down his legs. I
eventually get them off so he's now naked. My own cock is hard so I remove
my briefs.

He stirs again and goes onto his back. I gently open his legs wide and
kneel between them. I take hold of his flaccid cock and suck it. I then
gently lift his legs and rest them on my shoulders so as to expose his
arse. I pull his cheeks apart and lick his hole. Having dribbled lots of
spittle into it I slip in a finger to open him up. Once it is nicely opened
up I insert the head of my cock. Gently I push it right in until I'm fully
embedded inside him and then stark fucking him. He wakes startled but I
hold him down and fuck him hard. I grab his cock and that is soon rock
hard. He's now enjoying the fuck so takes over massaging his cock. By the
time he's shooting his load, I'm shooting mine; first over his hole for the
camera and then inside him.

On the Monday, Terence took us on to the downs. He knew a place where we
could film out in the open away from prying eyes. We'd taken a tent with us
and the scenario starts with Sam and I setting up the tent as if we're
going to camp. Whilst doing so we get frisky with each other and by the
time the tent is up we're both naked. We put down a groundsheet outside the
tent and start having sex. Craig then appears so we invite him to join
in. The rest of the scene shows us fucking each other and generally having
a good time.

Terence also took us to a gay club where we met up with other guys and had
fun. The few days were soon over but Sam and I had certainly had a good
time and it gave him a break from his normal work at the BBC which I knew
he found tedious at times.


Several months later, Terence decided to close down the male review
club. He was under pressure from the landlord to move out because the
police were clamping down on such establishments in Soho and it wasn't
making sufficient money to move it somewhere else. Sam and I were also
getting tired of stripping three nights a week in front of an audience of
randy guys so we weren't too upset over his decision. He told us to end on
a high and make the last night a memorable one for those that came along so
at eleven that night Sam and I went on to do our usual strip. There were
just six guys sitting there, two of whom were regulars.

When we were stripped naked we moved off stage and walked along in front of
the guys watching. We waggled our erections in front of them and let them
have a good feel. We then stood in front of the two regulars and bent down
to kiss them. The guy I kissed was pleasantly surprised and opened up for
my tongues to probe inside his mouth. As I kissed I felt into his crotch
and as expected he was hard. I took hold of his hand and led up onto the
small stage. Sam did the same with his guy. We stood them facing the other
four guys and moved behind them. We slowly undressed them and as we removed
each item we flung it to the other four guys. Once we'd got them stark
naked we turned them sideways and sank to our knees and sucked their cocks
in full view of the other guys. By now they too had their cocks out on show
looking very excited.

Once we'd sucked the two guys off, we asked them to suck us off which they
readily agreed to do. The other four guys had by now stripped off and
joined in the fun so were sucking each other off. Terence then announced
that the club was closing so that was the last night but not wanting to
miss a trick he gave them details of our latest film and where they could
buy it.


Somehow I'd slipped into being an escort in addition to my porn film
work. I'd stopped stripping at the gay bar in Limehouse but was still a
model for the art classes that Terence ran. He had a group of regular gay
guys attend the monthly class and several of them wanted more than just
seeing me naked so I offered my body. They were wealthy guys and could
afford me so on a regular basis I'd visit them at their houses and we'd
have sex. They then recommended me to other guys and so it went on. Gina
said she frequently identified gays during the course of her work, many of
whom had been dragged into marriage so were leading a double life. Gays
were slowly coming out of the closet so Terence saw another business
opportunity.

We in effect set up an escort agency and I'd be offered to such guys as and
when required. Sometimes they wanted to take me out for a meal and then go
back to a hotel for sex and on other occasions it would be straight to the
hotel for a good time. It was a tough life but I enjoyed sex and they
seemed to enjoy having it with me so everyone was happy. In the meantime we
knew that Craig was selling his body to make a living in addition to the
film work he did for us and as time went by his brother did the same, but
for women. One day when I met up with Sam I could sense he was very
despondent. He told me he'd been moved because of a reorganisation at the
BBC and he didn't like his new boss. Knowing his rate of pay was not that
high I suggested he join me as an escort and make money from sex. He had a
good body and guys loved him. Okay it wasn't always regular work but when
it was available it was good money. The guys Gina introduced were loaded
and many had houses outside of London where the wife and family lived and
they had smart apartments in London which they used during the week. It was
perfect since they could have a guy for the night without the wife knowing.

Sam agreed so he was added to the team. We certainly had plenty of guys
willing to employ us and several loved a black cock fuck them so it worked
well. One particular guy, who I later found out was high up in one of
Gina's clients, wanted to employ both of us together. He lived in a swanky
apartment in Park Lane. The first time we arrived the commissionaire looked
at us suspiciously but when we said who we'd come to see he grinned
knowingly. "Go on up guys, he's expecting you."

The guy owned the penthouse and when we arrived he opened the door wearing
a short silk robe. He pulled us in and kissed us before telling us to strip
off and join him in the living room. The place was sumptuous and laid out
on a table was a cold buffet which he invited us to sit down and eat with
him. As we ate, he'd move up behind us rubbing his hands up and down our
naked bodies and feeling our cocks. Sam and I grinned at each other and let
him have his fun.

When we'd finished the meal he took us into the bedroom which had a large
double bed with black silk sheets. "I want to watch you guys fuck each
other and when you've done that I want each of you to fuck me whilst the
other sucks me off."

Sam looked at me and I looked at him. It was different but who cared. We
were being paid for fucking each other so we got on with it. The guy
slipped off his silk robe and exhibited a large erect cock. He didn't have
the most athletic body but who cared; as long as he had the money to pay,
that was all we were interested in. I went on all fours, which was the
position the guy wanted and Sam penetrated me with his big black cock. As
he did so, the guy felt between our legs and played with our balls whilst
having a good close look. He told Sam to shoot over my hole, which he did,
and when he'd finished, the guy bent down and licked me clean. I then had
to do the same to Sam and I noticed the guy all the while rubbing his own
cock in his hand. I was told to shoot my load over Sam's hole, and once I
was spent, the guy licked Sam clean.

He then took Sam's place on the bed and offered himself for us to fuck him
one after the other. He wanted to take our spunk up his arse so we fucked
away until we were pumping our load inside him. He'd already paid us the
agreed fee on our arrival but when we left he gave each of us some more
notes so we went away very happy. This became a monthly ritual and followed
much the same format.

During our escort days we met all kinds of guys and we both enjoyed doing
what we did. Some guys didn't have anywhere to go since they were married
so their home was out of bounds. Terence didn't want to use our house so he
made an arrangement with a cheap backstreet hotel in Soho. The owner didn't
care what went on inside his rooms so was happy to let us have one. He had
a basement room which was grotty and nobody wanted to use for sleeping in
but it was perfect for what we wanted so Terence agreed a monthly fee for
us to use the room as and when required. We'd each meet our clients in a
bar nearby and take them back to the hotel where we'd have an hour or
sometimes two, of sex. Some were tops and some were bottoms but it didn't
bother us. Terence always vetted our clients before letting them have free
reign with us so we knew we were safe and they had to pay us up
front. "Money before sex" was what I always told them and most knew that
was the system.

Sam loved the work and with the porn film jobs he made more money than he'd
earned at the BBC so he was a happy bunny.


Time slipped by and Terence took Sam and I to a different place each
year. One year he took us to Cornwall to film us romping around naked on a
quiet beach and then having sex on a large rug to avoid sand getting you
know where. Late one night we met another guy and swam naked in the sea
before having yet more sex on the beach. Another year he took us to
Amsterdam but that was just for fun. Each night we enjoyed the male sex
bars and the strip shows as well as the cultural things during the day.

Another year he took us to Gran Canaria. This was to shoot porn outside
where we could. He knew a guy who ran a gay resort and agreed for us to
film round the pool area one day. The other residents enjoyed a free porn
scene whilst Sam and I had sex after being filmed playing around in the
pool. The following year he took us to Sitges where we picked up guys, got
drunk and had wild nights of sex. We loved the gay beach where naked guys
strutted about showing their all and from the looks we got, they enjoyed
looking at us too.

Throughout this period, Terence and I would pick up guys at bars and clubs
in Soho since more were beginning to open. I also loved going to a gay
sauna that had opened in London where I'd fuck whoever was willing and
sometimes Sam would join me.


11.

Terence seemed to have gay friends all over the place and one in particular
lived in Key West. Greg ran a clothes optional gay resort and offered his
facility for Terence to do some filming. Since the resort was always quiet
immediately after Christmas and New Year, it was agreed we'd go the second
week in January. Greg also found six guys who were interested in doing porn
so they were invited for a free five day stay in return for taking part. As
usual, Sam joined us since he'd become very much part of the team and we
knew would enjoy the trip. Greg even hired all the necessary camera
equipment so we didn't have to take that with us. When I told Sam we were
going to America he gasped and then gave me a big hug. He was such a lovely
guy and it was a joy seeing him so happy since life was not a bed of roses
for him in the main because like me he'd been rejected by his family. As
the years went by we'd become very close so there was no doubt in my mind
that he should join us on the trip.

The long flight to Miami was tedious and then we had to hang around for an
internal flight to Key West but Sam's excitement kept Terence and I
amused. Finally we arrived at the resort and Greg gave us a warm welcome. I
watched him and Terence hug and kiss each other and realised they'd
probably been lovers at some point in the past although nothing had been
said. Greg showed us to our rooms which faced onto the pool. On our way we
met the six guys Greg had recruited. They were all stripped naked basking
in the sun. Two stood up and greeted us whilst the others just grinned and
nodded. In my view the only ones worth looking at were the two who'd
bothered to say hello. The others looked a motley bunch and I wasn't that
impressed but I put it down to the fact I was tired and probably jet
lagged.

We decided to rest for the remainder of the day so once we'd unpacked we
too stripped off and enjoyed the sunshine. It was wonderful to feel the
warmth on our naked skin knowing that it was freezing cold back home. I
soon noticed that one guy in particular was the noisy one amongst the party
and the others seemed to think he was the one to follow. One guy was far
too overweight and you even had to look hard to see his tiny cock. I told
Terence that in no way could we use him in any scenes. Not that I've got
anything against guys who struggle to keep their weight to a reasonable
level but for porn, the customers do expect a nice body to look at. We were
to start filming the next day so Terence decided not to say anything until
then but he agreed with my thoughts on the matter.

Greg didn't do meals other than breakfast so it was very much a do it
yourself affair. You either had to bring something in or go out. That
evening the three of us went out and the two guys who I considered were the
best of the bunch joined us. The other four said they were going to hit the
bars and grab something to eat on their way. I made it quite clear that we
needed them clear headed the following morning so not to overdo it. I also
told them that sex was off the menu that night since we needed them gagging
for it when it came to filming. I later found out that the ringleader of
the four did have sex after they'd come back late that night very much the
worse for wear.

The following morning at breakfast there was no sign of the ring leader or
his mate so I went to find them. They were still in bed so I told them they
either got up immediately or they were out of the shoot. They looked at me
and decided to obey but it wasn't a good start. Once breakfast was over
Terence had a quiet word with the overweight guy and told him that we
couldn't use him in the filming. Fortunately Greg had made it clear in
writing that the director and producer had the final say as to who would be
included and if not then they'd be sent home. The guy took it well and left
quietly whilst I detailed the scene we were starting with which involved
the remaining seven of us playing around in the pool before getting fresh
with each other and having sex on the poolside. When the other five heard
that one of the gang had been rejected they were somewhat stunned but
Terence and I wanted to show that we were clearly in charge.

The first part of the scene went reasonably well but when it came to having
sex on the poolside the trouble maker, as I'd now labelled him, just
giggled the whole time and caused the others to do the same. In the end I
told three of them to move out of shot and leave Sam, myself and the two
best looking guys to do the sex scene. By lunchtime I wasn't happy with
things.

"You either take this seriously" I told the trouble maker, "or you fuck
off".

"Ooh, the prissy queen is getting in a tizzy" he replied but I decided to
ignore it despite the others laughing at the situation.

Terence decided not to do anymore filming that day in the hope that things
might improve by the following morning. The three of us therefore went out
after we'd eaten the sandwiches which Greg had bought in for us and left
the other five to their own devices. Already I was feeling that the whole
thing was a disaster and we were wasting our time but Terence was
determined to give it another go the following morning. Sam and I had never
visited Key West before so Terence showed us round. We loved the place and
after an enjoyable meal that evening visited a gay bar where there were
Go-Go boys strutting around and having dollar bills stuffed down their
skimpy briefs. I even had one sit on my lap and let me have a feel down
inside them to feel his tool which immediately started to react.

"Pity we don't have him instead of those other idiots" I commented to
Terence as we left to go home.

The following morning I gathered the other five guys together and gave them
a good talking to. I told them once again that if they weren't prepared to
buckle down and take the whole thing seriously then they were out. "Sex
shouldn't be taken seriously" one of the guys said.

"When you're getting paid for it you do" Terence replied. "You're each
receiving a free stay here including an allowance for food so you're being
paid and that means you take it seriously." The guy pouted and I could see
we were no further forward. I detailed the next scene which this time took
place in one of the rooms that Greg had made available for us but by
lunchtime I could see we were wasting our time. Once again, Sam and I had
sex with the two best looking guys who did take things seriously and wanted
to do their best but the other three just fooled around the whole time. By
that evening I told Terence it was a disaster and we should cut our
losses. With three not wanting or not able to take the matter seriously I'd
run out of scenes to play. There was only so much you could do with the
same guys.

At breakfast on day three we told all five of them that the show was over
and they were to pack and leave. "We were promised five days here" the
trouble maker exclaimed.

"Read the contract you signed" Terence told him, "It clearly says that the
director and producer decide who will be used for filming and for how long
and that once you're not required you leave. Since you've fucked around for
the past two days you've blown your chances for everyone so just fuck off."
I'd never seen Terence so angry before but I secretly loved him for it
because it was exactly how I was feeling. Eventually the five guys packed
their things and buggered off.

After they'd gone, we filmed some more scenes of Sam and me in and around
the pool and having sex in all kinds of positions. In the afternoon we did
some more filming in the room we were using and that too went well. Despite
that, I felt it had been an expensive trip and I sensed Terence felt the
same way. We pondered whether to change our air tickets and go home early
but in the end we decided we might as well make good use of our final two
days. Since there was no more filming we could do, we basked naked in the
sunshine round the pool and Greg joined us. On the afternoon of the second
day he and Terence had sex on the poolside. Greg loved being fucked and
Terence certainly didn't complain. It ended up in all four of us fucking
each other and having a great time so perhaps it wasn't a complete waste of
time although of course none of it had been filmed which was the main
purpose of our visit.

That night Terence asked if I'd mind if he and Greg slept together. I
grinned and told him of course he could so Sam and I slept together and
fucked each other senseless in the process. The same took place on our
final night before we had to leave the following morning for our long trip
home.

"Well, I presume we've learnt one thing" Terence chuckled as we packed up
"In future we pick the guys and not leave it to someone else." To be fair,
Greg had advertised in a gay magazine and asked each guy to send in a full
body photo before selecting them but it seemed the photos didn't tell the
whole truth and of course a photo doesn't tell you what their personality
is like.

When we finally got home, I felt exhausted as well as somewhat low. Sam
also felt tired so Terence suggested we go to bed since he felt okay. As
usual we didn't let Sam go home on his own straight away so he and I used
the guest room leaving Terence to unpack. Once we'd stripped off and got
into bed, we held our naked bodies close with our arms wrapped around one
another. He slipped his leg through mine and our cocks pressed together. It
felt nice as we kissed.

"I couldn't live without you" he said as he looked into my eyes, "I love
you so much". I could see tears in his eyes so hugged him tight. I was
still grappling with the concept of love. I knew I loved having Sam close
at hand and I loved working with him but I was still not sure if that meant
I loved him. In the same way I knew Terence loved me since he frequently
told me but I could never actually bring myself to say I loved them which
bothered me sometimes. Instead I just hugged and kissed Sam making him feel
wanted. He then looked into my eyes again and smiled. "Terence loves you
just as I do; there's something very special about you Mark; you're not
only gorgeous in the physical sense but you have a beautiful personality
and I'd like to be by your side forever."

I grinned. "I've got no plans to change that so what's brought this on?" I
laughed.

"I dunno, but I just wanted you to know; I love you more than anything else
in the world."

"I know and me too" I replied not really understanding what I was saying
but I felt it was what he wanted me to say. I did love him more than just
his body because we'd now been together so many years but was that 'love'
whatever that meant? I still wasn't sure.


Life continued in much the same way over the next few months. Sam and I had
become popular escorts so always had plenty of work. It was now nineteen
eighty one and Sam and I were twenty nine but had retained our good looks
and our trim bodies which guys seemed to want. Terence and I continued
making porn films and Sam often joined in for some of the scenes with me
and the younger guys who we'd now recruited, so life was still looking good
despite it being tough at times.

It was Sam who first became ill. I suddenly noticed that he was listless
and not his usual bubbly self that I'd grown to love. He frequently had
colds and I noticed he was losing weight. Terence told him he should see
his doctor but like me, Sam didn't want to bother busy doctors with
something we thought was just a bug. Then I started to feel unwell. I was
forever tired and lacking energy which was most unusual for me. I then had
a blood clot in my leg so had to take medication for that. I'd no sooner
finished the course when I had another so was put back on medication
again. Sam meanwhile was not looking at all well so Terence insisted he
take both of us to see our doctor. He referred us to the local hospital who
undertook numerous tests. The weeks passed but still they didn't come up
with what was really wrong.

Then one day we were both sent to see a blood specialist and ten days later
we were called back to see the guy. Terence came with us and the guy sat
looking glum. I immediately knew what he was going to say was not good
news.

When I heard the news my mind froze and didn't take in what the guy was
telling me. I'd read about the AIDS epidemic in America and never dreamt it
would affect us in England but I knew it was not good news. Terence was
immediately tested and by some fluke he was free of the virus. He also
arranged for all the guys we were currently filming to have tests and it
was found that Rob and Ben were also affected. For a while all filming
stopped since sex was out of the question for the time being. In my case it
wasn't on the menu for over a year.

Sam was as horrified as I was and when we got home he broke down and
cried. I held him in my arms and we just sat there without saying a
word. We both knew the likely scenario but didn't dare think about it. The
thought of losing Sam was unbearable. Neither of us could imagine life
without the other; assuming one of us survived. We just looked at each
other and cried. Terence and Gina were brilliant and supported us over the
next few days. Sam stayed with us because he couldn't bear being
alone. Because like me he couldn't continue as an escort or do any porn
films, he was soon unable to pay the rent on his meagre bedsit. I had put
away some money so I paid the rent for two weeks on his behalf but we soon
realised that there was no point in keeping his room so I asked Terence if
he could move in with us permanently until such time he was well again. We
both lived in hope despite reading about others who were dropping like
flies with the deadly virus. In the end we both stopped reading about it
since it was too depressing.

As the weeks went by we watched each other become thinner and thinner and
more lethargic. Sam seemed to be failing more than me for some reason. I
made it my mission to look after him and forced myself each day to help
him. For a while we helped each other to dress and do things but eventually
he was too weak to do anything so I had to wash him, dress him, get him
downstairs and feed him. We just sat in the living room holding hands since
we were even too weak to concentrate on reading or looking at
television. Each night I'd help him upstairs, undress him and get him into
bed before joining him. Terence was brilliant and let me sleep with Sam
every night because I'd promised him that I would not leave his side and
we'd be there for each other as and when the time came because by now we
were both sure it would eventually.

Then one day he wasn't able to hold food down so we had to take him to
hospital. I looked like a walking skeleton and so did he, although by this
time he wasn't able to stand on his own two feet. He was put on a drip and
the doctors told us it was just a matter of time. I knew Terence was
looking at me and wondering how long it would be before I was in the same
condition but I knew I had to keep living to be by Sam's side. I argued
with the nurses that I must stay with him all the time since I'd promised
him that I'd not let him die alone. After lots of heated discussions which
took their toll on me, they relented and let me stay so I sat by his
bedside and we held hands. Terence came in at visiting times to bring me
food and drinks since I wouldn't leave Sam's side for one moment except
when the doctor came in to see him. I did that for three whole weeks which
were the longest in my whole life. As I sat there I would hold his hand and
chat aimlessly even though he wasn't able to respond because he was so
weak. One day I told him "I love you so much Sam and you'll always be by my
side". For the first time in my life I realised what love was and it had
taken the fucking AIDS virus for me to get to that point. When I said the
words I'm sure I felt his hand weakly squeeze mine although it might have
been my imagination but at least I'd told him.

Then early one morning whilst I was holding his hand he took his last
breath. I knew immediately he was gone from me so I stood up, bent forward
and hugged his frail body as I kissed him. "I love you so much Sam and I
shall never forget you" I told him hoping against hope that he'd died
knowing I did love him.


Things were then in a blur after that, since Terence took over. All I can
remember is him taking me home and putting me to bed. I'd not slept
properly for three whole weeks and I was exhausted apart from being very
ill myself. I slept the rest of that day and well into the next. When I
woke I found Terence sitting by my side holding my hand. "How are you
feeling?" he smiled.

"Like shit" I managed to grin. He helped me up, got me washed and dressed
and downstairs where he prepared a light meal for me. This continued for
days and we were both waiting for me to suddenly go downhill like Sam had
done but for some reason I didn't. Day by day I grew a little stronger and
by the day of Sam's funeral I was well enough to go. I'd told Terence that
in no way was I going to miss that even if they had to take me on a
stretcher. He laughed and told me he would if necessary. He did however
insist on me using a wheelchair which I agreed to. Everyone who knew Sam
was there including Drew and Rob. Terence told me a few days after Sam had
died that Ben had also gone but somehow Rob, like me was fighting back so
he too survived. Drew had also tested negative which amazed him like it had
done Terence.

Slowly my strength gained and the doctors put me on antiretroviral drugs
although some days I decided they were worse than the condition itself
because of the side effects; I still do for that matter despite the drugs
having improved over the years. I never went back to being a porn star
since I refused to use protection which was now the message we were all
being told. "I'm not having a fucking rubber glove round my cock whilst
fucking" I told Terence. "If necessary I'll give up having sex all
together" I added. He too felt the same way as did many other guys so once
I'd been told that my viral load was undetectable we went back to having
sex in the raw, and still do.

For several more years we continued making porn films. Some guys were happy
to do it bareback although Terence insisted on them being tested
regularly. Others would only have safe sex which was fine but it was always
the raw films that were the most popular. I never went back to escort work
or stripping but I did continue being a model for the life art class that
Terence still ran. The gay class died a death so it was just the weekly one
which went on for several years. Once I was fully fit I went back to the
gay saunas and had fun and met up with guys who were also HIV positive and
prepared to have raw sex.

Shortly after Sam had died and I was very ill, Gina sat by my side one day,
held my hand and looked into my eyes. "He loves you very much and worships
the ground you walk on; you know that don't you Mark." I nodded knowing who
she was talking about so that night when we were in bed and he'd wrapped
his arms round me to kiss me goodnight, I looked into his beautiful eyes
and said "I love you so much". His eyes filled with tears and he kissed
me. From that moment I realised that I'd loved him for years but I'd never
recognised it as such. Despite my life being tough over the years, I'd had
two guys who loved me; who could ask for more.

Terence's love for me continues to this day and having lost Sam, who's
still very much in my heart and by my side even though not in person, I
love Terence too. I'm now sixty and have had to give up my wild life but
although I say it myself I'm still good looking and can pull young guys who
like older men.

A tough life? Not really!

*****