Date: Mon, 15 Jul 2019 21:34:14 +0000 (UTC)
From: ozorli65@aol.com
Subject: All for Terry (19)

This story is different than i normally write. It's a love
story. My first.

I was going through some old boxes of things and found some
adult magazines I used to have.  I hadn't seen them in years.
As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more
in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of
them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course.
But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.

As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had
worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I
found he was the guy in my magazines.
This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for
many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.

This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.

Enjoy....
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All for Terry
(Chapter 19)
....Neil Leaves....

...... I sat there in this very nice seafood place that Terry had taken
me to. It was on the seaside pier. We sat down on the side that face the
hills and edge of the bay. Night was starting to fall, and the lights if
the city were coming on. So it looked beautiful.
We were swated at a window seat that was opened up. So the smell of the
ocean waifed in. There was a soft light that glowed between us. It showed
in his face. Casting shadows that only seemed to accentuate the beauty of
the man.

"Anything you want" he said
"Lets get some wine"

He waived down the waiter who came to the to our table. The guy was
obviously gay. A young Twinkie looking fellow. And he stared at Terry for
a moment.

"Wh-what can I get for you sir?" He asked

The kid didn't even look my way. He just gawked at the man I was here
with. I wanted to blurt out that 'he is mine gay boy'. To tell him to
stop eating Terry up with his eyes.
But who could blame him. It was Terry after all. Then Terry looked at me
and then back at the kid

"WE' would like some wine" he said
"Out. Oh yes. Of course sir" the kid replied

He finally looked over at me. To his dismay. Then Terry reached ovwr the
table and grabbed my hand. A motion to show the boy he was indeed with
me. I looked at his hand and smiled.

"Not my type" Terry said
"Twinks. "
"Oh. I see. Glad to hear" I stated
"I want you" he then blurted

I felt my breath stop as well as my heart for a moment. That familiar
ache returned. Hearing him say that made my hwart leap in my chest. Then
my heart began to thump harder in my chest. Accelerating it's beats.
I still couldn't believe I had Terry here with me. And him saying that he
want me. I felt my hand begin to sweat.

"I do" he reiterated to me
"There is just something inside that says yes"
"Like I know this is right"

Then he paused for a second. His eyes looked at mine. Piercing into them.
I could see in  then his desire for me. Then he almost asked me to
reverify this.
"So long as you do" he added

I wanted to shout out to the bay a resounding yes. Yes I did want this
man. But then I breathe in and just squeezed his hand
 Then.nodded my acknowledgment. He smiled again and them grabbed at his
menu. I did the same. Then I saw a price and nearly screamed. It was
indeed an expensive place. I almost put it down ans said no.
But he again said it was okay. He wanted mw to have a nice dinner. So I
looked for something on the cheaper and.

"Your wine sir" said the waiters voice
"Just leave the bottle" Terry stated
"Yes sir" came the reply

He then poured the wine into our glasses. Terry swirled it around before
the kid finished pouring. Then tasted it. Then he nodded and the guy
finished. Then he asked what we wanted. We ordered and then he left us.
Terry looked at me funny. He knew I went for a  cheap meal, per this
menus standard. He smiled and then said I was cute.

"You are so cute" he said
" I see what you did."
"And its okay"

I felt embarrassed. But I didn't want to take advanatge of him. And he
seemed to underatand. I looked out the window and out to the falling
sunset. It was beautiful. Probably one of the most beautiful things I had
ever seen. Watching as the sun fell over thw water on the horizon. But
even that sight paled to when I looked back at Terry.

"Beautiful" I then said
"It is a gorgeous sunset" he said back
"No Terry. You are"

He smiled and almost blushed. Then he pulled me over the table. And then
followed with another kiss. I felt light headed from it for some teason.
Then we sat back and touched glasses, as he toasted what he said would be
a nice future.

"To us. Lets see where we take this" he said

The food came and we got down to dinner. Several galsses of wine later we
were done. Then he paid the bill. I siad I wanted to pay some, but he
scolded me saying again it was his great.

"I said my treat" he crowed
"Sorry.." I began to say

Then he suggested we take a walk. So we did. We left the restaurant and
walked along the pier. Then we ended up walking on the beach. Removing
our shoes and socks. Then walking even to the waves of water floating
onto shore. The water cold between my toes. Terry held my hand as we did.
Arms slightly swinging back and forth.
We talked about work mostly. I found how he got into his business and
yold him how I ended up where I was.

"Its funny that we somehow ended up at the same place" he said.
"Fate" I said back
"Yup."  He replied

Then he stopped us and pulled me back into his strong embrace. Then he
kissed me again. Right there standing in the waves as they rushed in.

"Thank you fate" he said

I was so enamored with him. And was glad that fate had brought me to him.
This man I never thought would like me. I looked at his face again. He
was utterly stunning to me. I looked at those lips that just had kissed
me. Slightly moist from the kiss we shared.

"So what so you want to do now"? He asked
"I don't know"I answered
"Kind of liking this"

I reached his hand and grasped for it. Then let my fingers play with his.
Rubbing them against his. I wanted him. But it wasn't completely sexual
what I was feeling. Yes I wanted to have sex with Terry. But I would be
just content to sit next to him on the beach.
Then I looked over at the pier again. It was now a nice silhouette in the
evening sky. Then i looked back at him.

"Its beautiful here" I said
"You want to come to my place to relax"
"Have a night cap"
"Ohh. Sure" he answered back

Then I realised how it sounded. So I reiterated what I meant.

"Oh noo, noo" I huffed
"Nothing like that."

He smiled and touched my arm. Squeezing ot lightly.

"I know" he said
"I just don't want the night to end" I said
"Wanna spend as much time with you as I can"

Terry leaned in to me and kissed me once more

"You adorable" he said
"And I would love to"

So we headed back to the car and drove back to my place. Terry held my
hand most of the way back.
We got to my plave and I lead him inside. He amiled as he stepped into my
place. I had totally cleaned it the night before because of tonight.
Wanting him not to see any mess. Even though I thought myself not a messy
guy.

"Ots a nice place" he said to me
"Thanks" I said back
"Do you want a glass of wine"
"Sure" he replied

I opened up a bottle and handed him a glass. He patted the sofa cushion
next to his. Saying to 'come sit' And smiled at me. I sat there next to
him. His wonderful cologne waifed off of him again and entered my nose.

"You smell soo good" I said

I leaned in close to take it in again. Near his neck I was now. Smelling
him. He turned and pulled my face to his. Telling me to 'just kiss him
already'. So I did. I was then pulled into him as we sat there smooching
on the couch. It was more passionate a kiss then I think i had ever has.
Our lips pressed to one another. Tongues danced with each other in a
mouth tango like no other.
My hand touched his face. Then moved down to his neck and then to his
shoulder. It contiued it path down to his arms. I squeezed at his bicep
as his hand held my face. Feeling the muscle under his shirt. It felt so
good.
My hand then somehow moved over to his chest. I squeezed at the pectoral
through his shirt. So now I was feeling him up basically.

"Love your body" I said as we parted lips
"Feels so strong"

And I pondered whether to move my hand elsewhere. Somewhere south if his
aweaome chest. A chest I knew was beautiful under his shirt. But I
stopped myself. Then gazed at his eyes. Longing flowing between us.
Terry then sighed. Then he lifted his arm back to the back if the sofa.
Then behind my shoulder. He pulled me to him.

"Come here" he said

He gave me a kiss and then I was pulled into his arm. My hand finding his
chest. So I lay it there. Feeling his heart beat and I lay my head into
his neck. His gorgeous smell infiltrated my nostrils. And I nuzzled more
into him. Then Terry just held me for a bit.
And I could have stayed there forever. Then as we sat there I found my
eyes moving down to his lower half. And thats when I saw his bulge. It
appeared that he was getting an erection. Then i looked up at him. He
lookwd back at me and then realised I has seen hus erection.
Then he pulles his arm up and away from me. Then he moved to get up.

"I better go" he then said
"No. Don't " I said back

Then he stood up. Ans there it was before me. His very noticable erection
in his slacks. I was mortified for him. But I didn't want him to leave. I
wanted him.
Butbthen he said that he wanted mw to be comfortable
 And didnt want to rush it like all his past relationships. He then
reached down and fixed himself in his pants.

"Come here" he said
"Kiss me so I can leave"

So I got up and kissed Terry. I hugged hima s I did. Pushing my crotch to
his. And feeling his dick against me.

"Hmm" I sighed as we parted.
"You don't have to go"
"No. I should." He said

Then repeated the relationship concern. Then he pulled feom me. And again
adjusting himself.

"I really like you" he added
"So we will take it slow. Okay"
"Okay" I said back

And I lwt the man go. Sighing at the door as i walked him out. Watching
his beautiful ass in those slacks as he walked away. He turned and blew
me a kiss. And again I sighed.
I then closed the door and sat down. Pondering whether he may have
changed his mind about me. I grew sad almost instantly. Pondering the
worse case scenario.
Pondering what I did wrong as I sat there. I took a breath as I realised
I was horny now. Not getting the man I desperate desired.
And then my phone rang. It was Neil. Like a strange twist of fate. It was
the other guy in my life. He was horny too. And he wanted me to come
over. So i did.

"Okay. I'll be right there" I said back

So I grabbed my keys and left. Driving over to his place. The moment I
stepped into his trailer he jumped me. He pulles at my pants and went for
my dick immediately. Pulling it out and then going down on me. It would
have been great had I not lost my erection from before. The one that
Terry had given me from his touch and feeling his body against me.

"What is wrong with you?" He grumbled
"You aren't getting hard"

I didn't understand it. Why was I know getting hard again. I was just a
bit ago. And it was missing Neil off. He pulled from me in disgust. Then
stood up.
Then he told me to go home. Almost throwing me out

"Wait. Neil" I huffed
"Noo!" He growled
"I don't know what the Hell is wrong with you"
"But it seeems you have fucking lost interest in me."
"So just go the Fuck home man"

Then I pulled up my pants and was all but shoved out the door.

"Thanks for nothing man" he growled
"You have made my desision to gi back to Denver clear"
"Hope you find what ever it is you want"

And then the door slammed at me. I headed back home and had some more
wine. Its all I could really do. I tried to call Neil to explain myself.
I wanted to let him know it wasn't him. Even though I wasn't sure what it
was.
He answered, but asked I never call him again. "Goodbye" he said. Then he
hung up. I sighed in my disappointment in myself more than anything
else.
And that was the last I ever heard or saw of Neil.....
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More to come