Date: Wed, 20 Oct 2021 23:05:31 +0000 (UTC)
From: "ozorli65@aol.com" <ozorli65@aol.com>
Subject: All for Terry (44)

This is the continuing story of the utterly beautiful Terry.

I was going through some old boxes of things and found some
adult magazines I used to have.  I hadn't seen them in years.
As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more
in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of
them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course.
But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.

As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had
worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I
found he was the guy in my magazines.
This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for
many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.

This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.

Enjoy....
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All for Terry
(Chapter 44)
Seasons Change Things Change...

... ... Yes I was to get married. I was to lock hearts for ever with the
man I loved more than life's breath. He proposed to me on a beautiful
night overlooking the ocean at one of my favorite beach side restaurants.
There in front of a filled up room. And yes I was the happiest I had ever
been. Elated to the highest highs of my life.
We kissed at the table as I leaned in and planted a loving smooch on my
husband to be. Telling him how I adored him. We had dinner and then took
a walk on the beach. Just like we had before some years back early in the
relationship. My hand in his. The ring he gave me in my finger.
We stood there on the sand and made out some. Pulling myself into his
string embrace as we did. Then after a bit more outside air we headed
home and made love. I crawled up in his body and kissed and licked him
all over, tasting the saltiness of the oceans air on him. It was
delicious as I kissed him more. Then I pulled myself onto hm and took him
inside me again. And boy did we make some good loving. I felt his
fullness inside my body and I moaned with him.

"Yes baby. Yess!" I shouted as his member took me
"Yes my husband. Take me. I am yours. All yours"

Terry smiled and we kissed again. And then he flipped us around for more
passion. My back to the bed and legs up as he slid between them. Then he
would thrust in and out of my bowels with his raging dick. Still kissing
me as his body humped against mine

"Yes!" He said with a hug
"You are mine. All mine"

He paused between hard thrusts and grunts before finishing his comments

"Just as I am yours" he added

And with his might be continued this glorious pounding of my hole. Giving
me all of him and all of his seed. Pushing it into my bowels and washing
over them as his cock tried to impregnate me. I cried out from the force
of his eruption and the heat of his juice warmed up my entire body. And
if it were possible for him indeed impregnate me I would baldy succumb to
it. For it would be a child from this man I loved. A child I would bare
for this man that was to be my husband.
Then we lay there after the glorious sex between us. Terry still in me
and on me and he huffed and panted for recovery from it. Again kissing me
softly as he lay on me.

"I can't wait to marry you" he said
"And I you my darling"
"You have made me so utterly happy"
"I could not imagine anyone else I would want to be wed to"

And we lay there until sleep arrived. Terry climbing off me and then
pulling me to him as we lay there on our sides my back pressed to his
awesome chest. His softened dick pushed against my buttocks. And woth his
arms holding me close we fell to sleep. His lips lastly to my ear telling
me again how much he loved me. Then a soft kiss at my line before laying
back and letting sleep take him.
And I called Lisa that I hadn't spoken to as much since her move back to
New York. Telling her the good news. She was excited and jealous of me at
the same time. Calling me names for being able to 'find a man'. She asked
me when the date was. I said we had not scheduled a specific date yet.
But would let her know once we had

"Great. We will talk soon" she said
"And congrats my dearest friend"
"Thanks." I said back
"Thanks"

Well soon after the wedding date was planned. Sometimes in the fall when
the colors would be changing just north of us. And we planned on going up
to wine country to get married. Just Terry and I and a handful of
friends. Not grandeious extravaganza. Just people close to us.
Terry had his sister coming and several older friends he had not spoken
to in a few years. Neither of us invited our parents as that was useless.
I invited Lisa and my boss Arpi and their plus ones. Another friend from
where I used to work. It was going to be up at the wine BnB that we had
first stayed together in the youth of our relationship.
I was at work one day and I saw Serge. The sweet UPS guy that I had
become friends with. I told him about it and he smiles happily for me. He
came over and gabe me a big hug. I could feel his body against me. Strong
and muscled. And then he kissed my cheek.

"That is soo great" he said
"Terry is the luckiest guy"
"No. I am" I said back

I smiled as he looked at me. And a center he walked away I just pondered
my Terry. Sitting there at work not believing that this was happening for
me. I never ever believed that I would find happiness, let alone be
preparing to walk down the aisle with the man of my dreams. I sighed
softly as I sat there. Feeling the love for him just fill me up
completely.
But, the problem was ince this whole process started to work it's way up
from nothing. That was when things began to change between Terry and
myself. We started to disagree more, then actually start to have
arguments. Some about the wedding and some just about stupid things. And
when I told him I was going to invite my friend Serge he near hit the
ceiling.

"Why do you want to invite this guy that I don't even know" he growled
"He is my friend." I crowed
"What's the big deal"
"You are inviting friends I don't know too"

Then he shouted back that he didn't like this guy i was 'friends' with.
He did not trust the guy or me around him

"What the fuck!" I shouted back at him.
"I am not doing anything that you are thinking about"
"What is wrong with you!?"

That fight fizzled and there were apologies exchanged. And things somehow
when back to normal. But the incidences seemed to happen a lot now. I
started wondering if maybe marrying him was not the best idea. Terry was
showing a side I just did not like. And when he showed it I wanted
nothing to do with him. It even started to interrupt our intimacy. And
the on an off arguments were becoming overwhelming. I was a out to indeed
tell Terry that we should not get married. That maybe we needed to
rethink this whole thing

"I am always so angry at him" I said to Serge one day
"He is completely unreasonable."
"Its just the stress if the upcoming wedding" he said back
"I am sure all will be okay"

I was glad that Serge was thee to talk to. Otherwise I thought I may just
go crazy. And it did calm down some. I was ready to just from and bare
it. Thinking that he was probably right. That it was the wedding. Too
much stress around that for any couple.
So I went home and tried to be understanding with Terry's very picky ways
lately. And again it seemed to taper off again. The peace restored to the
house.

Then came the eruption that changed everything. The blow up between us
that ended in a way I would never have expected. I had to stay late for
work. The boss wanted some help getting a bunch of reservations finished.
And I said I would stay. I tried to call Terry to let him know I would be
getting home late.i dialed and he didn't answer. So I figured he was also
in the middle of getting stuff done at his job.  So I left him a message.
I even sent him a text sating the same
Then I went back to work. I was out of there an hour later and then
headed home. I had not even looked at my phone as I was beat. I just
wanted to get home.
Then I got home and he was waiting. And he looked pissed. And that was
when he started throwing accusations at me. Telling me I was out there
cheating in him. That I was probably woth 'Serge', my new lover

"Are you fucking joking me right now!" I shouted back
"I was ducking working late"
"You can check with my boss if you don't.."

Then he seemed to only get angrier. Telling obscenities at me and saying
he could not believe I would do this. Then he screamed that the wedding
was off. And as I was not in the mood for his Crap again, I shot back.
Screaming that I was fine with that. And I started to shout as to what a
jerk he had become. Cursing at him as he shouted back at me.

"Why don't you just fucking go to Hell! I yelled

Then he cursed that he needed to get out of there before... I assumed I
may want to hit me. Something he never did. But in the heat of this I
figured he would. That he was going to show his true colors after all
this time.

"Fine. Get the fuck out!" I yelled at him as he turned to storm out of
the house.
"Why don't you just fucking 'drop dead!"
"I fucking hate you!"

Then he left. I heard his car and he drove off. Tires screeching as he
bolted out of the driveway. I was so upset at him I was actually shaking
from it. Then I realized all the words said between us. They were hateful
words. Words I never believed would spill between us. But they did. I
then started to cry. Not believing that all that we had built up to until
then was chartered in a few harsh words.
Then my phone rang. I grabbed for it. Thinking it was him. That he
stopped and thought about this, thought about us. And he was calling to
apologize. But it was not. It was actually Serge. He wanted to see how I
was. That he had a weird feeling about me that night.

"He is gone!" I started to cry
"I got home kate from work and he just went crazy"
"And he just left"
"What the fuck.."

I started to blubber. Then he asked if he needed me to come over. I said
no but thank you. That I would be okay.  Then saying that it all should
blow over soon.

"Okay" he said back
"But if you need me. I am here"
"Thanks Serge. You are very sweet"

His kindness stopped my blubbering. So I was able to calm down. But now I
worried about Terry. Where did he go, and what was he doing? Was he going
to cheat on me because of his accusations. Or was he just going to go out
and drink it off. I did not know. And that brought the anger back. I
cursed him under my breath as I sat there. The dig came over and sat next
to me on the couch.
The morning came as I somehow fell asleep where I had left myself. I got
up and then went to get dressed. I looked at the phone and no calls. Then
I for up and looked through the house. Calling out his name. But no
answer. The bed had not been slept in. So he had not come hime last
night.
I grabbed my phone and called him again. Asking in the voicemail where he
was. Then thoughts of him doing what I had presumed last night crept in.

"Did he go out and cheat?" I huffed in annoyance.
"Fucking ass hole"

Again I curse him and then decided to get dressed. I had to get to work.
I made two other attempts that day to call him. Till nothing. I saw Serge
around midday. He asked how things were. And how we were.

"Everything back to normal?" he asked
"No!" I huffed angrily
"He did not come home. And he has not answered his phone"
"I have called several times now"
"Where the Hell is he?"

Well still nothing at the next attempt to call. Again I cursed him. Then
I went home. It was about 9 pm when the doorbell rang. I first thought it
was Terry. That he somehow lost his key and was ringing to get me to open
the door
And when I went to the door I was yet again annoyed with him. I opened up
and asked him 'where the Hell he had been all night' as I opened it. But
it was not Terry.it it was a pair of policemen. A man and a woman. Their
faces were serious and I immediately became concerned. They asked if this
was Terry's home, and if his 'spouse' was in.
My face instantly sank. Police only cone to your door when there is a
problem or something has happened.

"I am his boyfriend" I then blurted out
"What's going on. Where is Terry"

And that was when the female cop told me they had found his car. At the
bottom of the hill, and that it had caught fire after crashing.

"Whh- what!" My head screamed....
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To be continued