Date: Thu, 06 Apr 2006 11:03:51 +1000
From: Iain Robertson <iainlthr@hotmail.com>
Subject: Changes - chapter 10

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Changes

Chapter 10


It didn't take Geoff and Ian long to locate the motel Neale had said he
was in. Ian knew Canberra quite well, Geoff reasonably so, and with Ian's
directions they could find their way around easily. Just over forty
minutes after they had left Yass, Geoff pulled the car into a parking
space behind a long low building of two levels, and looked up. Room 208
was almost directly above them, the door closed and the curtains drawn.

"You stay here," Geoff said. "I'll go and talk to him, see if I can get
him to come with us."

"Okay, Ian nodded readily. "It's my turn to drive anyway, and I know my
way around here better than you, so I'll be waiting." He slid over into
the drivers' seat, leaving the keys in the ignition as Geoff casually
walked across to the outdoor stairs and along the balcony to Neale's
room.

Ian watched, idly flicking at the car keys, as Geoff knocked firmly on
the door above him. He could just hear Geoff's voice as he called out,
"Neale, it's me. Open up!"

The door cracked, and Geoff pushed it open, stepping inside. Then that
same door was slammed closed behind him with force. Ian's brow creased
with confusion. Something didn't look right here. He sat up and opened
the door of the car, sliding out uncertainly. Keeping his eyes on the
room above, he noticed the curtains in the window flutter quickly,
billowing against the glass, then become still again, as if something had
been thrown against them. Without thinking, he quickly ran to the stairs
and along the balcony, leaving the car wide open as he did. At the door
he knocked hard. "Geoff? Geoff? Is everything alright?"

The door to the room was wrenched open with force and Ian stood face to
face with a tall, thin Asian man, who looked as surprised as Ian felt at
the sudden appearance of another person. Time seemed to stand still as
Ian saw with perfect clarity the form of another man, presumably Neale,
lying on the floor, fresh blood running freely from a wound in his chest;
a second Asian man, larger and heavier than the one before him, leaning
down to extract a knife from that same wound. Geoff was standing there as
well, clutching his left arm, blood seeping already between his fingers.

"What the fuck ...?" screamed Ian as his voice returned. The man in front
of him said nothing, his eyes boring into Ian's face, as his hand reached
into the coat he wore.

"RUN, IAN, RUN!" Geoff yelled out at the top of his voice, the sound
momentarily distracting the thin Vietnamese. Then Ian saw the glint of
steel as a long bladed knife appeared in the hand only a metre from him.
Frozen in place, he watched uncomprehendingly as the shining weapon was
lifted up high and pointed at his chest.

"Ian!!!!" Geoff's voice cut through his fear. With his eyes still fixed
on the face before him, he somehow sensed a flurry of movement in the
room behind, as the other Viet was shoved aside and Geoff crashed into
the back of the thin man. That forced both of them forward and through
the door, as Ian recovered enough at the last second to step to one side.
Geoff's momentum threw both himself and the other across the balcony and
into the iron railings. The knife, which had been directed at Ian's
heart, slashed across instead, gouging a deep gash in his left shoulder
and down into his upper arm.

As the two combatants flailed at each other on the floor, Geoff looked up
into Ian's eyes again. "For fuck's sake, GO!" he commanded. "Get some
help, NOW!!"

This time, Ian's feet obeyed his brain, and the young lawyer turned away
and raced down the stairs, only vaguely aware of the pain in his left
side as he jumped into the car and turned the ignition. The motor roared
into life instantly, but he still sat there looking up, in time to see
the other Asian exit the room, and bring a heavy brass lamp down onto
Geoff's head with a sickening thump.

As Geoff's body went limp, Ian gasped in horror, his first impulse to
jump from the car and race back to help his mate. But then a loud crack
sounded out and Ian felt the zing of air as a bullet passed mere
centimetres from his head and sent an explosion of dirt into the air from
the gravel beside him. He reacted on pure instinct. The two Viets were
already charging toward the steps when he threw the car into reverse and
floored the accelerator. The Porsche spun around in a narrow arc, and
then stopped. Finding first gear, Ian let the engine have full throttle
again, and the vehicle fish-tailed its way through the parking area and
out onto the roadway. He was facing toward Capital Hill, the giant flag a
beacon as it waved lazily in the breeze, and he headed towards it. Behind
him, a black sedan screeched out of the motel and headed in the same
direction. Ian shot up Jerrabomberra Avenue to the intersection with
Hindmarsh Drive, the other car in pursuit. He turned hard right at the
last moment, across the oncoming traffic, then raced up to the left,
taking the on-ramp for the Monaro Highway

He pushed the car hard, ducking and weaving through the traffic as he
sped north through the industrial wasteland of Fyshwick, and muttered as
the road petered out into a narrow winding route and he found himself
stuck behind slow moving vehicles through the wetlands at the eastern end
of the Lake and past the Royal Military College at Duntroon. Ahead of him
he could see the opposing spikes of the Carillon on its tiny island in
the lake and the Eagle Monument facing down Kings Avenue. The brilliant
white of the British gifted bell tower contrasted with the dark marble of
the Australian-American Memorial, its grey obelisk crowned with a giant
sculpted eagle, and the two formed a gateway as he careered around the
roundabout at the foot of Kings Avenue and shot out onto the double lanes
of Parkes Way, the dark sedan of the Viets still uncomfortably close.

Ian tried to lose them along the edge of the Lake, but was foiled by the
other road users as he cursed the gawking, slow moving tourists who
blocked his path, casually exploring the architectural delights of the
completely planned capital. His pursuers were almost upon him now, but
Ian guessed that most of the dawdlers would leave the expressway at the
bottom of Anzac Parade as they made the almost compulsory pilgrimage up
the impossibly wide, red granite boulevarde to the National War Memorial,
so he stuck to the left and shot out of the circle at speed. The driver
of the black sedan almost missed the exit, and clipped another vehicle as
it crossed two lanes to follow him, but the chaos was left behind as both
cars raced away toward the city centre. So intent on watching for those
chasing him was Ian, that he missed the exit that would have seen him
skirt downtown and head north toward Sydney. He swore loudly to himself,
and stayed in the right lane as he passed several more cars while
shooting through the Commonwealth Avenue underpass. But he knew where he
was now, and the Viets were close behind in the same lane. Another shot
was fired but went wide as the following driver tried to steady his
vehicle. At the last possible second, Ian stood on the brakes, wrenched
the wheel hard, and cut left across three lanes to make the exit that
took him up and around the university and back into Civic.

In the quiet streets, he breathed a sigh of relief. He slowed as the
pursuing vehicle did not appear, and cautiously headed toward busy
Northbourne Avenue. Should he try to get to the police now? Could he find
someone in authority who would listen to his story? As he stopped,
waiting at a red light, the decision was made for him - that same dark
car that he had dodged appeared in his rear-view mirror as it swung
around a corner two blocks back. `Shit'! he said loudly, the adrenaline
once again pumping through his body. Yet another high pitched 'zing' and
his rear indicator exploded in a shower of glass and metal. He pulled out
fast and went around the car in front, running the light and swinging
left into the stream of traffic heading north, just missing several other
cars in the process. Now he was racing away from the downtown area, and
still he was followed, the goons in the other car seemingly unshakeable.
All Ian could think was that he had to keep moving, and he sped along the
wide, straight way which led out of Canberra. Through three or four sets
of lights he ducked cross traffic, ignoring the red signals. "Never a
bloody cop around when you need one!" he mused grimly as the buildings on
either side thinned out into the northern suburbs.

Ahead, the overhead signs warned of the upcoming major intersection - to
the left began the Barton Highway to Yass and eventually Melbourne, to
the right the Federal Highway pointed traffic to Goulburn and Sydney.
'Home!' Ian's brain screamed, as he held his position until just before
the diverging routes, and spun hard to the right to go north and east.
The road widened again and as the local traffic thinned, Ian finally was
able to really give the motor full throttle. The black shape of the
chasing car was still in clear view as he hurtled up the freeway and
across the state line back into New South Wales, but falling behind with
every kilometre.

Even so, it wasn't until Ian had swung down over the top of the mountain
range, and was travelling north along the edge of the dry bed of Lake
George, that his adrenaline flow eased sufficiently for his body to start
making its protests felt. There was no sign of the pursuing vehicle
behind him now, and he felt a little confident that the Porsche had
allowed him to leave them behind, although he also had no doubt that any
stop would see them catch him up remarkably quickly. His mind turned to
Geoff, to the sight of his friend slumping to the floor under the weight
of the lamp. 'My god, he's dead!' Ian told himself, 'and I just ran off
like some frightened schoolboy!' Recrimination flowed through him as he
tried to clarify in his mind what had happened. He thought of the long
empty road ahead of him. The nearest town of any decent size was
Goulburn, still a good 30 minutes away, and his left arm was beginning to
really pound. He risked a look at himself, only to find thick red stains
where his own blood seeped into the sleeve of the jacket he wore, and the
pain in his chest and shoulder increased rapidly.

Vaguely, a warning bell sounded in his head. "Shit," he told himself, "I
think I'm in trouble!" What to do? Did he make for Goulburn and try to
get some country cop to believe his story, or did he stay on the freeway
and drive right through to Sydney? He began to honestly doubt that he
would be able to manage such a trip, the tedious gradual descent into the
city an impossible task with his body beginning to seize up on him.
Suddenly, a sound disturbed his thoughts. His phone chirped into life. He
had forgotten all about it, lying on the passenger seat beside him. He
reached across for it, wincing with the pain. Somehow, he flipped open
the cover and barked into the mouthpiece.

"Yes?"

"Ian! Thank god! Where are you? Are you okay?" came a rushed and not
overly familiar voice.

"I'm in trouble!" he declared quickly, knowing he needed help. "Who is
this?"

"Michael! Michael Sciutta. I just had a call from a homicide detective in
the Federal Police. They've just found Geoff Carruthers' body at what
looks like a gang-style double killing in Canberra, and there was an
unidentified man with him. I thought it was you!" Michael almost yelled
into the phone. "What happened?"

"Fuck! I was there!" he screamed. "I got away, but they're still chasing
me, I think. I'm in a car on the Federal Highway, about 25 minutes south
of Goulburn! I'm hurt - they cut me with a knife, lot of blood. I had to
run." He began to babble, now he finally had someone he could tell the
story to.

"Ian, listen!" Michael cut him off. "How bad are you?"

"I don't know ..." the fear in his voice was clear.

Michael tried to think clearly, putting his personal feelings to the back
of his mind. "What kind of car are you in?"

"A dark green Porsche convertible. The ones who killed Geoff, they're
behind me - not sure how far - in a black sedan, I think it's a Lexus but
I'm not sure - two Asian men, one tall and thin, the other tall and fat.
The thin one's the leader!"

"Okay," spoke Michael reassuringly, sounding calmer than he felt. "Head
for Goulburn. I'll get the local boys there to set up a road block as
fast as I can, but if you don't hit it yourself, drive straight to the
police station there, okay?"

"Unh, yeah, okay ..." Ian said slowly.

"Ian, Ian? Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I think so."

"Come on, mate, you can do this. Just hold on. It's not that far!"
Michael silently prayed Ian could get himself either to the town, or to
the road block, without collapsing. He had no idea how bad Ian was, but
the man didn't sound good on the phone.

"Okay," the lawyer said through gritted teeth. "I can do it!"

"Good!" Michael quickly cut the line, then dialled instantly to the
supervisor of the local area in Goulburn, giving him the briefest
explanation that two suspected murderers were chasing a witness out of
Canberra, that he needed a road block like NOW on the freeway. He told
them the witness was injured and driving a green Porsche, and that he
could identify the pursuing car which had the wanted men, and that he
personally would be there as soon as possible. He slammed the phone down
and looked around desperately. The time it would take him to requisition
a plane and get to the airport, or even a chopper to pick him up, and
then get to the southern highlands town, was almost as long as he would
take to drive, if not more. He raced into the Police Centre's garage.

"Is this car fully fuelled?" he yelled at the supervising officer,
flashing his identity badge.

"Yes, sir!"

"Okay!" he stated as he jumped in, turning the motor over before he'd
even pulled the door closed.

**************************************************************

Ian dropped the phone onto the seat beside him and lifted his arm
painfully back to the wheel. He wasn't sure exactly how far away he was
from help, but at least he knew it was there, he had something to aim
for, something to make him hold on.

The police in Goulburn acted remarkable quickly. With one of the state's
largest prisons on their doorstep, and the Police Academy just down the
road, they were well equipped to react at speed to crises. Within minutes
four patrol cars were lining the road where the Federal Highway rejoined
the Hume just outside of town, another vehicle stationed as a lookout on
the side of the freeway from Canberra; and a helicopter in the air,
making its way backward over the motorway leading out of the capital.

No more than 5 minutes after the cars were in place, Ian rounded a long
bend and saw the signpost for the interchange between the two highways.
He rode up across the long, angled overpass and down onto the Hume
Highway, and as he did he saw the flashing blue lights and waving orange
pointers of the cops. With an incredible sense of relief, he hit the
brakes and brought the sports car to an idling stop beside one of the
cops.

"Thank Christ!" he said with feeling. "Am I glad to see you!"

"Stay there, Sir, don't move!" said the officer quickly. Into his radio
he barked an order. "Get an ambulance out here, fast!" Ian heard, before
the sergeant turned back to him again. "You'll be okay now, Sir. We'll
take care of you!"

Very soon after that, Ian heard a crackle of static on the radios around
him, and sensed a flurry of urgent activity among the milling police. The
lookout car had just reported a black sedan with two Asian occupants had
passed him at speed, heading their way. The motorway on the other side of
the interchange was closed completely, and the cops moved into position
across the road, while a line of wheel spikes was laid over all three
lanes.

As the Viets sailed around the curve and found their way blocked, the car
screeched to a stop in a cloud of smoke. More flashing lights and a siren
quickly appeared behind them, as the lookout vehicle had given chase.
With a remarkable lack of fight, the two men in the vehicle surrendered,
their hands in the air as they were dragged from the car and pushed onto
the roadway, legs spread. They had only been carrying one hand gun
between them, still in the car, and fortunately had made no attempt to
use it.

"That's them!" Ian confirmed as they were paraded before him, silent but
baleful. The two were placed in a police van quickly, and driven away as
the siren of an ambulance could be heard approaching from the town.

*******************************************************

"Is this car fully fuelled?" Michael had yelled at the supervising
officer in the Police Centre back at Surry Hills, flashing his identity
badge.

"Yes, sir!"

"Okay!" he stated as he jumped in, turning the motor over before he'd
even pulled the door closed. Ignoring the protests of the duty sergeant,
he slammed the car into gear and raced up and out of the underground
garage, pushed the car ahead and out into the Sunday afternoon traffic on
Oxford Street. He shot up the hill with sirens wailing and lights
flashing, and around through Taylor Square, then down onto the M5
Motorway on-ramp at South Dowling Street. From there he knew he had a
clear run, and with the police car screaming, traffic parted before him,
all the way to Goulburn.

Down and around the airport he sped, then through the Wolli Creek tunnel
and out across the spreading south-western suburbs. He barely slowed at
the toll booths near Liverpool, his police vehicle given easy access
through the barriers, and he pushed the car to its limit as he skirted
around the satellite city of Campbelltown, and up into the tablelands,
past Mittagong. As he drove, he kept telling himself that this was
justified and necessary to his investigation, despite the fact that the
killings were a Federal matter, and that Ian Sterling would be safe
enough in the hands of the Goulburn Police. This wasn't personal, he
repeated to himself again and again, this was purely business. In just
over 90 minutes he had covered the usually two hour plus journey, and
screeched to a stop outside the main Goulburn Police Headquarters.

Superintendent Wilson, who had taken charge of this whole matter, greeted
him at the door.

"Your man appears to be okay," he said to Michael. "He's at the hospital
now, and there's a guard with him for his own safety. Apparently he
needed some minor surgery, and he's lost a lot of blood, but he'll pull
through, the doctor has just told me."

"Thanks," replied Michael, "I want to see him as soon as I can."

"Sure," nodded Wilson. "Seems a bit strange for you to come all the way
down in person, though," he commented. "This is a murder case - and not
even in our jurisdiction."

Michael grimaced. He suspected he might have some more explaining to do
for his own superiors later. "Yeah, but it's all tied up with a major
drug operation we've been investigating for months," he said, sounding
official. "I need the information this Mr Sterling has, and I need it
fast!"

"Okay," his colleague nodded, accepting the explanation. "I'll get one of
the boys to take you over there straight away."

****

Detective Sciutta was waiting for Ian when he came around from the
emergency surgery carried out on his chest and arm, sitting in recovery
and looking more like a nervous relative than a disinterested policeman.
His was the first recognisable face Ian saw, and for a moment the lawyer
groggily looked up at him with a grin.

"Hello there," Ian said happily. "Nice of you to come and see me!"

Michael permitted himself a grin. "Ian, I think we should get someone
here for you. What is your friend's number - Nick?" he asked.

"Wha ...?" said Ian uncomprehendingly.

"Can you tell me Nick's phone number?" Michael repeated, more slowly and
carefully.

"Yes," said Ian, and closed his eyes.

Michael shrugged. He wasn't going to get much from Ian in this condition.
He called his assistant back in Sydney, and had him go through the old
'Carruthers' file, looking for the number for one Nick Leonidis who had
been briefly checked just after the search on Carruthers' flat. With that
information, Michael checked with the doctors. They told him Ian would be
moved as soon as he was able to travel, probably the next day, to a
specialist ward in a hospital in the city. Apparently he was going to
need at least one more operation in a few days, as well as possible
plastic surgery.

The Detective called the number for Ian's friend. When Nick answered,
Michael quickly assured him Ian was alive and well.

"But he's been involved in an incident," Michael continued. "His arm and
chest have been injured and he's in Goulburn Base Hospital at the moment,
although he will be moved tomorrow."

"When and where?" Nick demanded.

"I'm sorry, I don't know yet. I'll call you again when I have more
information."

"Is this to do with Geoff Carruthers?" Nick asked without thinking.
Michael was taken by surprise.

"Yes, it is," he said guardedly. "What do you know of it?"

"Only that Ian had gone to see Carruthers in Melbourne to get some
closure on their, uh, relationship," Nick said slowly. "He phoned me
earlier to let me know they were on their way back to Sydney by road.
Apparently Geoff was going to turn himself in. Have they been in a car
accident?"

"No, not quite," Michael said. "I can't give you any more details at the
moment, but I'm sure Mr Sterling will fill you in later. I'll call you
again when I know more about his condition, I promise!"

"Thanks!" Nick answered.

When Ian came around again properly, Michael was able to tell him that
Nick and Tina had been informed of his condition, and that he was to be
moved to Royal Prince Alfred Hospital at Camperdown, only a few
kilometres from his home, the next day. "I've told your friends as well,
and Nick is on his way here at the moment," Michael concluded.

Ian's eyes clouded over as he digested the information, and memories of
the day came flooding back.

"Geoff ... Mr Carruthers," Ian hesitated. "Is he really dead?"

"I'm afraid so," Michael confirmed. "Killed instantly when he was struck
on the head, they believe, although that's just a preliminary opinion."

Ian's face creased in a flood of emotion which emphasised the confusion
he felt. "And the guys who did it?"

Michael looked again at Ian, sympathy for the young man welling up. "They
are in custody here in Goulburn at the moment. They'll face an
extradition hearing tomorrow morning, but that's just a formality, and
then they'll be taken back to Canberra to be charged under Australian
Capital Territory laws. I'm afraid you're going to be the star witness
against them!"

Ian winced. Then he looked up, a thought occurring to him. "The
investigation you were running, into Geoff's 'associates' ..." he began.

"I'm afraid that has probably died with Mr Carruthers," Michael said
wistfully.

"What if he had confessed everything to me," Ian said. "Names, details,
arrangements?"

Michael raised one eyebrow. "Did he?"

Ian nodded slowly. "On the drive into Canberra," he said.

"Would you be prepared to testify?"

"Yes." There was no hesitation. "I owe him that much. He was going to
surrender. And he saved my life ..." At that, the tears welled up and Ian
sobbed with the enormity of what had happened, while Michael simply
looked on, trying to imagine the turmoil he had been through in the last
two days.

"We'll talk later, when you're feeling stronger," Michael assured him.
Inwardly, his mind was ticking over - would it be enough? He'd have to
speak to Prosecutions first thing in the morning.

Michael stayed until Ian was asleep, sitting by his bedside and watching
carefully. The lawyer dozed uncomfortably, his face contorting with
re-lived horrors while the cop vainly wished away the nightmares for the
handsome young man in front of him. Almost involuntarily, Michael reached
out, placing his hand gently on Ian's forearm; it seemed to help somehow,
and the sleeping Ian calmed, his breathing becoming more regular as
Michael felt the warmth of Ian's skin at his fingers. Michael smiled to
himself as he enjoyed the contact, and sat there trying to imagine what
Ian had been through.

***

Nick had raced around quickly, gathering a handful of clothes and shoving
them into a bag, after he'd received the second call from Detective
Sciutta to let him know that Ian was being kept in Goulburn Hospital
overnight. Following a brief discussion, he and Tina had agreed that he
would go alone while she stayed in Sydney in case she was needed to get
anything done in the city. With a promise that he would call with any
news, Nick was gone, driving hard and arriving at the southern town in
just under two hours.

He hurried into the hospital, asking the night receptionist for Ian
Sterling.

"Are you a family member?" she asked suspiciously.

Unwilling to argue with her, Nick lied quickly. "Yes, I'm his brother!"
he declared.

With a disinterested shrug, the woman gave Nick directions, and he dashed
around to the ward where Ian was, ignoring the deserted nurses station
and pushed open the door of Ian's room. He was surprised to find another
person there, in the darkened bedroom, sitting beside his friend. He
couldn't be sure, but in the gloom it appeared as though the other man
was holding Ian's hand!

"What's going on?" Nick demanded, quietly but firmly.

With an embarrassed cough, Michael sat back quickly. He looked up at Nick
with startled eyes, which were speedily veiled. Nick recognised the cop
now, and a question began in his mind at what he thought he had seen.

"Detective Sciutta?" he said at last.

"Mr Leonidis!" Michael replied. "He's sleeping now, so I wouldn't disturb
him, but he's had a rough time," Michael said. "He's going to need all
the support he can get in the next few days."

"I know," said Nick gratefully. "Thanks for waiting with him."

"That's okay," Michael said, thankful Nick couldn't see him blush in the
near darkness. "Well, I'll be going now. They're moving him to Sydney
tomorrow, and I'll have to ask him some questions, but not until tomorrow
or the day after," Michael said, trying to sound professional.

"Okay," Nick agreed. He sensed the policeman wanted to say more but he
wasn't certain. "Let me have your phone number, I promise I'll let you
know if anything happens with him," Nick said on an impulse.

"Thanks," Michael replied, scribbling the number on a pad and handing it
to Nick. Taking another long look at the sleeping form of Ian, Michael
shook Nick's hand firmly. "Thanks," he said again. "Look after him!"

Nick nodded, uncertain how to respond, and Michael turned and walked from
the room. In the corridor, he berated himself for his foolishness. `What
had he been thinking?' He was getting far too personally interested in
this case, Michael told himself as he made arrangements for a guard to be
stationed at Ian's room, specifying that Nick was a relative and was to
be allowed full access, then left the hospital, insisting he be informed
immediately if there was any change in Ian's condition.

Nick stared at the door after Michael had gone. `What was that all
about?', he wondered. It seemed to him that this cop was taking much
more interest than was warranted, and he tried to fathom the possible
reasons for it. But then Ian moaned and twisted in his sleep, and Nick
hurriedly reached for his friend, speaking reassuringly as Ian calmed
again, and all thoughts of Detective Sciutta were temporarily forgotten.

Michael considered staying in Goulburn overnight, but realised he
couldn't justify that either professionally or personally. He telephoned
his superior and let him know he was on his way home, then made a brief
report to his opposite number at Goulburn Police Station, before driving
much more carefully and sedately back to Sydney again.

***

The next morning, Ian woke to find Nick smiling at him, after his best
friend had spent the night sitting and sleeping in a chair by his bed.

"G'day, mate!" Nick said with a tired smile.

"Hi," Ian replied.

"How are you feeling?"

"Sore, confused," Ian said slowly. The memories of the previous day came
gurgling up from hidden depths, and his face clouded over. "He's dead,
Nick!" Ian muttered.

"I know, mate, but you're not. You're alive, and you're going to be
okay," Nick assured him.

"But he was killed saving me! I'd be dead now too, if it wasn't for
Geoff. He saved my life!"

"Shh, Ian, not now. Try not to think about it yet. There'll be plenty of
time later. Right now you just need to get better," said Nick soothingly.
"You can tell me all about it when you're feeling stronger! For the
moment, we'll just look after the little things, okay?"

"Okay."

"Now, I'll ring your office and let them know you'll be away for a while.
How about I simply tell them you've been in an accident, save all the
explanations for later?"

"That sounds good," Ian said, trying not to think about having to tell
his story at work.

"Is there anything you want from home?" Nick went on. "Tina can use our
set of keys and get into your house to collect anything you need."

"Maybe a toothbrush, some loose T-shirts to wear, something to read?" Ian
thought out loud.

"Done!" Nick declared, watching with concern as the pain obviously
returned to his friend's shoulder. A nurse came in and gave Ian a shot of
something, and he began to settle again. "Now, get some more rest, and
get well," Nick ordered with a smile.

Ian nodded in agreement, and closed his eyes again, letting the
pain-killers do their work, and surrendering to the relative comfort of
sleep once more. Nick stood and stretched, then told the nurses he was
going to make a couple of calls and would be back shortly, walking
outside and turning his phone on. He quickly rang Tina to let her know
they were both okay, and that he had confirmed Ian would be moved to
Sydney later that day. He repeated Ian's request for some personal items,
and she promised she'd call in at his home and get them, before meeting
the two men at the hospital in the city that evening.

Next Nick dialled Ian's office number. He spoke quickly to Jill, Ian's
secretary, explaining that her boss had been in an accident, and was in
hospital. He told her he wasn't sure how long Ian would be away from
work, and gave her Nick's number as a contact if required, before
claiming to be needed elsewhere and hanging up speedily to avoid any
complicated or awkward questions. He called his own office quickly and
told them that he would be away for a few days because of a 'family
emergency', and that he'd get back to them as soon as he had any better
idea of when he'd be able to come back to work. It occurred to him that
Ian's mother should also be notified, since strictly speaking she was his
next of kin, but decided against ringing Mrs Sterling until he'd cleared
it with her son. Switching the telephone off again, he returned to Ian's
room to check on his mate.

When he arrived back on the ward, Nick was startled to find Ian
surrounded by several nurses and two doctors. He began to panic, rushing
in and demanding to know what had happened, but was stopped by one of the
nurses who gently took his arm and held him back.

"Nothing's wrong with your brother, sir," she said evenly. "The doctors
are just checking his condition to be sure he's well enough for
transportation to Sydney. If they give him the green light, there's a
transfer ambulance ready to take him up to RPA Hospital straight away."

Nick relaxed a little, and watched nervously as the doctors asked Ian a
whole stack of questions, and examined his wounds, before checking blood
pressure and reactions. Finally they pronounced him well enough in the
circumstances and cleared him to be moved. As the nurses and aids began
to ready their patient, Nick grasped Ian's hand. "Don't worry, mate," he
said. "I'll be right behind you on the road, and as soon as they've
admitted you I'll be in to see you. I'll call Tina and let her know where
you are and she'll come in as soon as she can with the things you
wanted."

"Thanks, Nick," Ian mumbled, still a little groggy with the sedatives he
had been given to ease his journey. "I'll see you there."

Nick waited until the paperwork was completed and Ian was wheeled out on
a gurney and down to the ambulance bay. As the van drove away, he
returned to his car, threw his things into the rear seat and phoned Tina
to tell her they were on their way. As an afterthought, he also dialled
the number he had been given for Detective Sciutta, intending to keep the
officer up-to-date as he had promised, but was told that Michael had not
yet come in that morning. He declined to leave any message, and started
the car, heading north out of town and across to the M5 Freeway to make
for the city once again.

This time he drove at a leisurely pace, figuring that Ian would take some
time to be processed once he arrived. Nick took his time, his mind
occupied by the events that had led to today, and wondering how they
would affect his friend, who had been through so much in the last few
months. As the freeway skirted around the Highland towns of Bowral and
Mittagong, and began its long slow descent into the Sydney basin, he
silently prayed that Ian would come through this alright. He thought of
Geoff again, with sadness now. He had never really liked the man, but
no-one deserved to be murdered so brutally, and Geoff had been good for
Ian in many ways. He pondered on what he thought he had seen last night;
how did this cop fit into the picture? Was there more to his interest
than simply professional determination? Nick couldn't be sure, but he
felt that Michael Sciutta had been genuinely and personally upset about
Ian's injuries, yet there was no good reason for that.

It was only when the traffic started to become heavier again as the road
sliced its way into the suburban sprawl near Campbelltown, that Nick
shook himself out of his musings to concentrate on driving. With each
on-ramp that he passed more vehicles entered and the speed dropped.
Through the tolls he went, sticking with the Motorway as it cut through
the suburbs east and north then under Wolli Creek where a tunnel carried
the traffic for five kilometres below the densely packed homes of Bexley
and Arncliffe, then around the airport and up onto Southern Cross Drive
into the city. He took the Cleveland Street off-ramp and cursed the
eternal stop-start crawl through Redfern toward his destination, finally
finding a parking space not too far from the hospital itself.

The Royal Prince Alfred Hospital at Camperdown was a huge complex of
interconnected buildings, divided by Missenden Road and butting up
against the University of Sydney's main city campus. It had a
world-renowned reputation as both a teaching hospital and a research
facility, as well as providing some of the best care available in the
country. Autonomous from, but working closely with, the University,
'RPA', as it was universally known, had even featured in its own
television series - a reality programme which followed the experiences of
numerous patients, doctors and staff. Nick found himself standing in
front of the ornate Victorian portico of the main entrance. He looked up
at the newer tower rising from the century old original building, took a
deep breath and headed inside.

Surprisingly, Nick had little difficulty in locating Ian. At reception he
was informed that Mr Sterling had already been admitted and was in the
process of being assessed. The woman consulted her screen and looked
again at Nick.

"It appears Mr Sterling has been placed in a limited access area," she
commented. "May I ask your name, sir?"

Nick looked concerned. "Why restricted access? Does he have some
contagious disease?"

"No, restricted security rather than medical. Your name?"

"Nick Leonidis," he answered, expecting problems.

"Do you have any identification, Mr Leonidis?"

Nick produced his driver's licence, which she examined quickly, before
smiling at him.

"That's fine, Mr Leonidis," she said easily. "Mr Sterling has nominated
yourself as next-of-kin for the purposes of his stay with us." To Nick's
surprised silence, she went on to explain how to find the relevant area,
and which room Ian was in. "You will be checked again by security up
there, but I'm sure you'll have no problems seeing him."

"Uh, thanks," Nick sputtered as he walked toward the elevators in search
of his mate.

As he exited the lifts and walked into the ward, he was again confronted
by a security guard, who asked him to walk through a metal detector,
similar to the ones at airports, then asked for identification and
details of who it was he was there to see. After a relatively cursory
look at his licence, Nick was shown into Ian's room. Another man was
standing at the foot of the bed, and he turned around as Nick pushed the
door open.

"You again!" Nick said with surprise.

"Hello, Mr Leonidis," Michael answered. "Yes, I'm afraid I'm here again!"

"Hey, Nick!" Ian called warmly.

"Hi, mate. What's with all the security? You'd think you were the Prime
Minister or something!"

"Ah, well that's my doing," Michael answered. "You didn't have any
problem getting in did you?"

"No," said Nick, "but I'm just surprised at it all. Is it necessary?"

"I hope not, but it's better to be safe ..." the cop said, hesitating. "As
I've just been explaining to Mr Sterling, the men who killed Mr
Carruthers and Mr Simpson, and who were chasing Mr Sterling, were members
of a highly organised criminal gang. On top of that, Mr Sterling has
information about Carruthers' activities which could incriminate several
very high profile people. So we felt it was better to have him in this
secured area. It's only fairly low level security however, and Ian ... um,
Mr Sterling, sorry ... can nominate anyone he likes to be given access.
Even if someone just shows up whom he hasn't specified, the front desk
will simply call up here and ask whether he wants them to be allowed in."

"Yet you can still call me 'Your Majesty'," Ian finished for him.

"But this place is hardly fit for a queen!" Nick said quickly, then
turned bright red with embarrassment at his gaff. Ian burst into a fit of
the giggles at that, and as Nick's blush subsided the three men shared a
laugh easily, and Michael turned back to Ian.

"I have to go again, now, Mr Sterling," he said. "But I'll be back to sit
down with you and take a full statement later - probably tomorrow
sometime, if that's alright?"

"Yes, of course," Ian responded. "Thanks - for letting me know what's
happening, and for taking the trouble to arrange all this."

"You're welcome!" Michael faced Nick, holding out his hand. "See you
again, Mr Leonidis," he offered. Nick nodded and shook hands, before
watching the cop leave again.

"He seems very chummy," he commented, after Michael was out of earshot.

"Oh?" responded Ian vaguely. "I guess he's just doing his job - and
making sure I stick by my promise to give him all the information Geoff
gave me abut his criminal contacts!"

"Mmm, maybe ...?" Nick sounded much less convinced than Ian, but the
lawyer didn't pick up on it. "So how are you feeling after the trip?"

"Not bad, although a little tired, and sore."

"That's understandable! Is the pain bad?"

"It comes and goes. They told me to press this thing ..." he held up a
small button attached to a cable which disappeared under the bed, " ... if
it gets too much."

Nick nodded in comprehension. "And what about everything ... else? How are
you holding up emotionally?" he said with concern.

Ian's smile, weak as it had been, disappeared. "He's dead, Nick! He was
coming back to give himself up, to face the past. He said he wanted to
change, wanted to start again."

"What happened?" Nick asked.

Slowly, quietly, with the least degree of emotion, Ian detailed the
events of the day before, from the early morning start in Melbourne,
through the journey north to the phone calls and detour into Canberra. He
told Nick about arriving outside the motel, and choked a little on his
words as he re-lived the attack on himself, his running away and watching
helplessly as Geoff was clubbed to death. Forcing himself to go on, he
told Nick about the race out of Canberra and the long drive toward
Goulburn, the phone call from Michael Sciutta and the final dash to the
road block and safety. Nick sat and listened patiently, trying not to let
the horror he felt at what his friend had been through show on his face.
When he had finished, Ian lay there, exhausted, his eyes moist and his
breathing fast.

"Oh, Nick, what am I going to do?' he agonised.

"Get well!" replied his mate. "It's over now, and you've gotten the story
off your chest. The worst is finished, so now all you have to do is
recover."

Ian's only response was a wince as renewed pain made itself felt in his
chest and arm. He pressed the self-administering button several times,
allowing the sedative to be fed into his system through a drip in his
forearm. Nick watched silently, and waited as the drugs had their effect
and Ian calmed again. He tried to take his friend's mind off what had
happened, making inconsequential small talk for a while, until it became
obvious that Ian was becoming sleepy once more.

"Have a rest," Nick said with a smile. "I'm going out to get some fresh
air, and check in with Tina, okay? I'll see you when you wake up."

"Okay," Ian agreed softly, closing his eyes almost immediately.

Nick walked out to the nurses station, and spoke with the Nursing Unit
Manager on duty. She showed him into her office so that they could speak
more easily.

"I don't want to tell you how to do your job," Nick began, "but Ian
Sterling has been through more than just the physical injuries. He saw
his lover killed by the men who attacked him, and chased him through
Canberra and all the way to Goulburn. I was wondering if there has been
any counselling arranged for him?"

The N.U.M. nodded in sympathy and understanding. "I was aware that there
was some emotional trauma associated with his wounds," she said
reassuringly. "One of the hospital's psychologists will be assessing Mr
Sterling later today, and I'm sure that after that a counsellor will be
around to speak with him." She looked Nick up and down. "You look fairly
tired yourself, Mr Leonidis, is there anyone else who should be here, or
should be told about what has happened?"

"No, not really," said Nick slowly. "My wife will be in later this
afternoon. Ian doesn't have any family in Sydney. His parents live in
Queensland." He thought again that Ian's mother should be informed, or
there would be hell to pay when she found out! "Thanks for letting me
speak," he said. "I'll be back later on."

"That's fine - and don't forget that Mr Sterling is going to need plenty
of rest, so you don't have to be waiting around all the time," she said.

Nick smiled as he shook her hand and left the office, making his way out
of the building. He phoned Tina, and told her Ian was sleeping, and that
Nick would meet up with her at home. He wanted to have a shower and
change before the two of them came back together to see Ian later that
day.

***

When Nick and Tina returned to the hospital, they again went through the
security checkpoint and the rigmarole of showing identification before
they were allowed onto the ward where Ian was being treated. As they
passed by the main desk, the N.U.M. called out to them.

"Mr Leonidis, do you have a moment?"

Nick looked surprised, and he and Tina followed her into a small but
comfortable room, where they were joined by a young woman who identified
herself as Dr Traynor, and told them that she was the psychiatric
registrar looking into Ian's case.

"I've had quite a good, long session with Mr Sterling this afternoon,"
she said confidently, "and we'll be arranging for a counsellor to see him
on a regular basis while he's with us, starting tomorrow. He has given me
most of the background behind what happened to him, and mentioned both of
you. I take it you are close personal friends?"

"Absolutely!" Nick and Tina chorused.

"Good. Part of his recovery will include being able to get through the
emotional upheaval of what has happened. I understand that you knew, but
didn't approve of, his former partner?"

"Uh, ..." hesitated Nick.

"That's pretty well correct," Tina said. "They weren't partners for long,
though, and they split up about three months ago."

"Yes," went on Dr Traynor. "However, Mr Sterling seems to think that
there had been some reconciliation, albeit very brief. And now he is
blaming himself for Mr ...", she consulted her notes quickly, "...
Carruthers' death. He is going to need a lot of positive re-inforcement
and support, and while we can offer him professional help, I'm afraid
that nothing will match up to the value of peer support, such as from
close friends like yourselves."

"So what do you want us to do?" Nick asked eagerly.

"Be positive, and try to keep him the same way. Reassure him that he is
going to be well, that things will turn out alright. Highlight any
positive moods, and try to steer him away from negative conversation or
thoughts. And even if you don't agree, it would help if you could try not
to disparage his relationship with Mr Carruthers, or to speak negatively
about Mr Carruthers, at least for the near future. For the sake of his
recovery, it's better if he concentrates on the positive aspects of the
relationship and avoids the negative results. Tell him the relationship
with Mr Carruthers was good, talk to him about the benefits he has gained
from it, even if you don't necessarily believe them. Can you do that for
him?"

Tina and Nick both nodded, thinking hard about what they had been told.
"Just keep things easy and simple," offered the Doctor, as she left them
to continue her rounds.

"Easier said than done!" Tina whispered as they walked together into
Ian's room, to find him sitting up. He greeted them with a weak smile.

"Hi, guys," he offered, as the couple did their best to smile back and to
look unconcerned. But there was no hiding the drawn look on his face, or
the weariness in his voice.

"It's so good to see you sitting up," Tina declared in a bright, if
slightly forced, voice. "Here, I have the things you asked for." She
handed Ian a bag continuing his personal items, as she leaned carefully
over him to kiss his forehead.

"Any idea how long they're going to keep you here, mate?" Nick added, his
words sounding stilted in his own mind.

"Not yet," Ian responded quietly. "At least a couple of weeks I guess ..."
his voice trailed off as his eyes glazed a little with silent thoughts.
Nick and Tina both watched with concern as their friend became distant.
Tina squeezed Ian's right hand to bring him back to them again.

"A couple of weeks?" she laughed. "By that time you'll be chasing the
staff around, organising them, if I know you!"

Ian smiled a little in acknowledgment, and Tina went on, encouraged by
his response. "Maybe even chatting up some of them - I saw a good looking
orderly as we came up in the lift. If you play your cards right ..."  She
fell silent again, as Ian's eyes looked directly into hers, sad and full
of moisture.

"I don't think so," he said in a voice firm yet almost inaudible. "I
couldn't do anything like that again!"

"Hey, Ian," Nick said reassuringly. "You're alive, and young. You'll be
back on your feet, and out and about before you know it!"

"But Geoff is dead!" Ian replied simply. "Dead because he saved me. After
all the things I said about him, he was coming back to give himself up
because he loved me. And now he's gone ..."

Tina ached inside, fighting to find the right words. "But he did love
you, and he wouldn't want you to give up! He saved you from being killed
so that you could go on and live your life," she said carefully, "and you
have to do that, for him and for yourself!"

Ian began to sob at that, and Tina's breath became short. Nick sat beside
the two of them, an arm around each, his own heart breaking at the hurt
of his friend and the inability to do much more to comfort him. Together,
the three hugged each other amid a soft, shaking outpouring of grief and
loss.

"In spite of everything," Ian whispered between sobs, "I loved him, but I
didn't tell him that, and now it's too late!"


To be continued ...


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