Date: Mon, 8 Dec 2008 09:07:56 +0100 From: A.K. Subject: I was Robbed, or was I? 1/6 (beginnins) ---------------------------- I WAS ROBBED, OR WAS I? by Andrej Koymasky (C) 2008 written on January 8, 1993 translated by the author English text kindly revised by Neil ----------------------------- USUAL DISCLAIMER "I WAS ROBBED, OR WAS I?" is a gay story, with some parts containing graphic scenes of sex between males. So, if in your land, religion, family, opinion and so on this is not good for you, it will be better not to read this story. But if you really want, or because YOU don't care, or because you think you really want to read it, please be my welcomed guest. ----------------------------- CHAPTER 1 It was a little more than a year since Massimo moved into the downtown apartment on the fourth floor at the rear of the building, from where he could see both the park and the river. After he moved in that apartment, he felt really well. From the living room window it was possible to see also part of the hills. He loved that view and even though the rent was rather expensive, he hoped he could live there forever. He had to work five days a week in the offices of an aviation company. He didn't really like that work even though he didn't even earn a big salary, as he wasn't yet hired permanently. Before this he was a pilot, but he lost more than eighty percent for a sudden decrease of his left eyes visual acuity, and this forced him to stop. He underwent visits on visits to Hospitals, with the most sophisticated and modern equipment, and at the end he also got a TAC test, but they were not able to detect the origins of his problem. Besides seeing badly, his left eye didn't even correctly recognise the colours, especially red, and at the centre of his retina not even the lights, that he could see only with the peripheral view or else, of course, with the good eye. When the doctor who had performed the TAC test told him, in a very professional tone, ÒIn your brain there is nothing!Ó Massimo answered with a witticism, ÒOh, you saw that it is empty?Ó But the doctor didn't understand his witticism and hurriedly explained to him that in his brain there was Ònothing illÓ. Massimo let it go, telling himself that that doctor didn't have the lesser sense of humour. Therefore the aviation company dismissed him then offered him that provisional work to give him a hand, while he had to look for another job. They possibly expected he felt thankfulÉ But with the pay list of end may, together the usual sheet with the accounts, he found also a closed envelope with his name on. He turned it in his hands, surprised - there was the logo of the aviation company and his name was handwritten. He opened it, more curious than worried and felt like if the sky crumbled on his head. Inside there was a slip of paper, evidently printed at the computer, ÒWe regret informing you that because of a restructuring of the service, starting from June 15th you will no longer be employed by this companyÉÓ He didn't even go on reading it - he had definitely been fired! All but being hired steadily as he hopedÉ He felt like being in a lift falling down in a free fall. He had the rent to pay, bills, instalments, and expensesÉ He understood even too well he couldn't survive too long if he didn't find another job quickly. The same evening, in a gesture of self-commiseration, he went to shut himself in the bleach gay sauna near the University, installed himself in the dark-room and gave head to any male who showed in front of him. Five hours later he got out and went towards his home, his jaw sore, his knees stiff and, if possible, even more depressed than when he went in. A hard and warm cock is something wonderful, but without a little bit of passion, of human contact, it's satisfying like a diet based only on skimmed yoghurt, without even the pieces of fruits inside. Massimo needed someone who embraced, supported, and loved him. Somebody who kissed himÉ and possibly with whom to also have a good fuck, even if not as often as he would have desired. Anyway Massimo, at thirty-eight, didn't have any more illusions. He had lost since a good while the chances to get a lover, and especially a gay lover. In those times it seemed that the ideals of everybody was the youth in flower, therefore Massimo credentials had already expired some years before. It was not that he wasn't an attractive man - he was handsome. He was about 178 centimetres tall, weighted around 70 kilograms, the same, identical weight as when he did his army service in the Air Force about twenty years before. His hair was still thick, always cut in the latest fashion, and wore his glasses as little as possible because he didn't really need them for the everyday life and anyway there was no lens that could correct his problem with the left eye. He was also caring for his diet, regularly attended a gym and spent more than what he should on clothes that made the most of his body. And yet it was now years he went back home from his visits in the gay bars, pubs and discos all alone and more and more frustrated. Or at most he could find somebody with whom to spend a night, but without often even knowing his name, his telephone number. At times he left his telephone number for some of them but, who knows why, they never called him back. Never. The Friday, during the short lunch break, he felt he could not stand being at the office any more. Even though it was only two p.m., he decided he was feeling too depressed to go on working. He said to his boss he was feeling ill and went out. After all, what could they do to him? Fire him twice? While he was driving back towards his home, he saw a young aircraftman crossing the zebra just in front of him. This took his memory back to the time of his military service. It had been then when he understood without the lesser doubt he was gay. In part, he already had suspected it before, in fact since he was a kid he had always felt more attracted by his mates than by the girls. But he had always tried to keep under check and to repress this preference, because he too well knew how his mates, and also the adults, judged those who liked having sex with people of their same sex. He always did his best to be ÒnormalÓ, and for some time he event thought he succeeded. In fact he had several girlfriends, one after the other, with whom he also let himself go to some agreeable pettingÉ Even tough at the moment to get to an ÒagreementÓ, he always escaped the occasions, justifying his getaway under the pretext that Òthis one is not for meÓ. One was too silly, another too coquettish, another one after all didn't seem to bee really so prettyÉ But in reality, as he understood several years later, he was scared of the relation with a girl, because he wasn't really attracted. On the other hand, he justified (or even masked it to himself too) the attraction, also physical, he was conscious to feel towards some of his companions as appreciation of their character, as admiration, and so onÉ It was anyway also rather normal that kids of his age preferred to be close with other boys than with the girlsÉ When he finally, as soon as he graduated at the high school for aviation experts, he had been enrolled in the Air Force as he hoped, possibly the fact he was far from home, possibly the fact that he had to share almost all the day with other boys like him, sleeping in the same dorm, seeing them undress and dress, taking the showers all together, awakened in him the repressed desires, so that he was feeling more and more attracted, and in an increasingly clear way, towards people of his same sex. He managed to keep under check for the first months his drives. Amongst his comrades there was also Silvano, a boy from Bologna, the son of the head-physician of one of that city's hospital. Silvano had always known he was gay and accepted it with much serenity, possibly helped in that also by his father who was a really open-minded man. Silvano at once felt strongly attracted towards Massimo, who was a really handsome boy, possibly somewhat shy, but with a clean and fresh smile. Silvano, thank to his discrete experience in the gay milieu, soon ÒfeltÓ that Massimo could be like him, therefore he at once started to discretely but assiduously court him. Massimo at first interpreted the thousand agreeable attentions of his arms companion as a simple and spontaneous friendship therefore he accepted them without any bias. They got used, in the off duty hours, to go together to the movies, or to a restaurant, to the games halls or just for long walks in the downtown streets to do some window shopping. Something that Massimo really appreciated in Silvano was that his comrade didn't continually talk about girls or fucks. Their friendship gradually strengthened and so, in July they took some leave together and Silvano invited him to go and spend it in the small villa that his family owned in the Versilia. The building was all surrounded by cluster-pines and was not too far from a stretch of free beach, where they could bathe and do some swimming, activities that both the boys liked. There in that little but elegant villa, already on the first night, Silvano went to Massimo bedroom with the pretext he couldn't fall asleep, and asked him if he could lay near him to chat for a while. Massimo acceptedÉ They both were wearing only their boxers. Silvano at a certain point caressed his bare chest and told him, in a low voice but in a clear and outspoken way, then he wanted to have sex with him. Massimo at once felt his head on fire, but not just his head, his whole body, especially between his thighs. Confused, he murmured, ÒBut IÉ SilvanoÉ I never did itÉÓ His friend didn't lose his cool at all and went on to caress him, now also on his belly, ÒI didÉ and I like you a lotÉ Come on, Massimo, after all we are friends, aren't we?Ó he said and, before Massimo could react, he lay on top of him, took his face between his hands and deeply kissed him. For Massimo, feeling through the light cloth of their boxers his friend's erection and becoming aroused was the same thing. He also felt that that kiss was incredibly agreeable. Silvano felt that his friend, who at first had stiffened, was now relaxing, therefore started to caress him all over his body in a very sensual way. ÒYou'll see, you'll like itÉÓ Silvano whispered again, caressing him in an increasingly intimate and passionate way. Massimo let him, even when his friend brushed with the palm of his hand the strong erection he had, even when he slipped that hand in his boxers and seized his hard-on, even when Silvano pulled off his boxers and then also his own. In the connivance of that hot night, Silvano gradually led him to such a strong excitation that Massimo, finally abandoning any coyness and any restraint, started to take part in that embrace so full with desire and sensuality. He totally entrusted himself to the agreeable and skilled caress of his friend and shyly returned them, feeling an incredible pleasure feeling under his hands the beautiful, fresh and firm body of his companion. Thus, for the first time in his life, Massimo experienced the intoxication of a physical intercourse, of sex. The boy confusedly thought that, to enjoy so much what they were doing, there could be but one only explanation - he was gay! Suddenly all the pieces of the puzzle that up to then had been his life, at least for what concerned the sex, found their right place. Yes, it was now clear for him, he was really gay. He therefore let himself go, instinctively, to his friend's lead, as he evidently knew was he was about, and felt ready to explore with Silvano the paths of sex between men. He confusedly asked himself if also Silvano could be gay, or if instead his companion was just feeling the need for a sexual relief and, not having a girl at hand, decided to take for one time some pleasure with him. But then he thought that he never saw Silvano with a girl, he never heard him talk about girlsÉ It was therefore likely that also his friend was gayÉ and he elt pleased at this thought. Meanwhile Silvano crouched between his legs, making him spread them, and began licking his hard shaft while gently kneading with a hand his balls and with the fingers of the other hand was searching in an increasingly intimate way, into the warm furrow between his buttocks. ÒMassimo, I want to do everything with youÉ really everythingÉÓ his friend murmured. The boy understood, exactly thanks to Silvano's fingers that were now skilfully teasing his inviolate hole, what that ÒeverythingÓ really meant. ÒI never did it, I told youÉÓ ÒWell, there is always a first time, isn't it so?Ó ÒYouÉ did you already do itÉ there also?Ó ÒYes, sure.Ó ÒDoesn't it hurt?Ó ÒNot so much, I have the right gelÉ and also the condomsÉ if you let me try, afterwards you an try to put it to me, alright?Ó ÒI don't knowÉÓ ÒYou have not to be afraidÉ trust meÉÓ ÒBut doesn't it hurt?Ó Massimo asked again, somewhat worried but also fully aroused, feeling ready to surrender to his friend's request if he just insisted some more. What Silvano punctually did, ÒCome on, MassimoÉ you have to try, at least once.Ó ÒBut if it hurtsÉÓ ÒYou just tell me, and I'll go gently. I want you to enjoy it, Massimo, not to have you feel painÉÓ ÒIt's not too big, your tool?Ó ÒNo, it's averageÉ it's just seventeen centimetres, therefore not too bigÉ Moreover, using the gel, it will slip inside without too much problems. Trust me, Massimo, we are friends, aren't we?Ó ÒHave I to go on all fours?Ó ÒYes, the first time it would be easier in that positionÉ but then, when you'll get used, you'll see that you'll like it better taking it from the frontÉÓ ÒYouÉ it's for long that you do it?Ó ÒMy first time was five years ago.Ó ÒWith whom?Ó ÒMy tent companion, in the boy-scouts.Ó ÒAnd did you like it at once?Ó ÒSure.Ó ÒAnd did you do everything?Ó ÒYes. He was sixteen and already knew his business. He is the one who taught me everything.Ó Massimo, still somewhat hesitant, went on all fours. Silvano slipped a condom on his hard member, then with some gel started to massage the exposed little hole of his friend, at first just rimming it, then pushing inside a finger, then twoÉ Massimo discovered that that light intrusion, gentle but resolute, was sending him up, up his spine, strong shudders of pleasure. Silvano prepared him for some time, then seized him on his hips and replaced his fingers with the tip of his member hooked by the condom and lubricated with more gel. The first sensation he felt was something cold then he felt the hard rod push and start forcing open his hole. On instinct he squeezed his sphincter's muscles. Silvano stopped pushing, but without withdrawing. ÒDon't squeeze, MassimoÉ the more you squeeze, the more you risk to feel painÉ You have to relax, to relax as much as you can if you too want to enjoy it.Ó The boy tried to follow his friend's advice, even though it was not easy to overcome the instinctive reaction of his body not yet used to that kind of intrusion. Silvano resumed pushing, without giving strokes but with a steady pressure. Each time Massimo was able to relax a little, he could feel his companion's member sink into him, gradually opening its way, invading him, and felt it hard, hot, palpitating and all summed up also exciting and agreeable. Meanwhile Silvano was massaging Massimo's genitals and teasing his nipples, trying so to keep well awake his companion's excitation, as he knew that this would make easier the penetration. In fact he gradually managed to slip inside him, centimetre after centimetre. As he overcame the first resistance, when his glans was finally well nestled inside the entrance of his friend's so hot, tight and soft channel, the remaining part of the invasion went on smoothly, easily. Massimo was feeling just a light annoyance feeling but at the same time also a dull pleasure, totally unknown up to then and surprisingly agreeable. As much as it was agreeable feeling the naked body of his companion against his own, his hands on his body, his breath held back and at times broken by short pleasure moans. When Silvano was almost totally inside him, started to slowly withdraw to then push it again inside, in slow and almost majestic moves. Each time he was pushing again against his friend, he sank some more inside him so that soon Massimo felt the thick hair of his friend's groin tickle his firm small buttocks. All this was giving him a mix of really pleasurable feelings. ÒDo you like, Massimo?Ó ÒRatherÉÓ ÒSince the first time I saw you there, in the barracks courtyard, I dreamed of this moment, do you know?Ó Silvano was accelerating his rhythm and Massimo guessed that his friend was almost reaching his orgasm. This awareness made him become even more aroused - he felt like if, being him who gave to his companion such an intense pleasure, he had established with him a really special relationship. And finally Silvano emitted a kind of low, hoarse moan and pushing all inside him, unloaded in a set of really strong contractions. For some tine they both remained still. Massimo could hear the heavy and fast breathing of his friend gradually calming down to normality. Then Silvano resumed caressing him, with more gentleness. He slowly slipped out of him and lay at his side. They looked at each other. Silvano smiled him, satisfied. Massimo returned the smile. ÒNow it's up to you. WaitÉ so, take me soÉÓ Silvano said lying on his back and raising his legs then folding them against his chest. Massimo went on top of him and tried to take his companion. ÒHey, wear first a condom! You should never have sex without, never forget it.Ó ÒDo I have to use also the gel?Ó ÒJust a little bit, I'm used to itÉÓ Silvano answered with a light smile. Massimo prepared himself then went again on top of his friend. Silvano guided him. The really hard member of Massimo found the right way and peeped on the palpitating and eager hole of his friend. ÒGo on, push nowÉ shove it all inside me, go onÉÓ the friend spurred him. Massimo pushed and felt he was sinking inside the hot channel of his friend without the lesser difficulty. Through the latex of the condom he at once felt a strong warmth wrapping his member like a really pleasurable sheath. While he was slipping inside him, Silvano skilfully made his sphincter throb. ÒDo you like?Ó Silvano asked in a low voice, smiling. ÒHeck, yes! It's really greatÉÓ Massimo murmured, feeling surprised for the pleasure he was feeling. He confusedly thought it was a real pity he waited so many years to discover and experience such a special thing like that. Good, if this is the result of being gay, he told himself, I really like being one! When he was totally inside him, he put his hands at his friend's sides, forced on them and on his knees and started to spring up and down his pelvis, with a growing pleasure. He was meanwhile looking at Silvano's face and saw that also his companion was intensely enjoying that union. ÒSo, so, goodÉÓ Silvano murmured happily smiling again. Massimo, feeling at that point more self-confident, accelerated his rhythm and impressed a bigger vigour to his lunges in the welcoming and tight channel of his friend. ÒYes, yes, go onÉÓ Silvano spurred him, appreciative of his companion's vigorous pushes. Massimo's pleasure was vertiginously increasing and, before he wanted, he too reached a strong orgasm. He felt almost sad that it all reached an end so soon. He flopped down on his friend's body and Silvano took his friend's face between his hands and kissed him intimately on his mouth. ÒSo, then, Massimo, how did you like?Ó ÒIt's great, I like itÉ I didn't think it could be so good.Ó ÒThen we will do it again, won't we?Ó ÒYes, of course. ButÉ how can we do, when we will be again in our barracks? It would be impossibleÉÓ ÒDon't worry, we will find a wayÉÓ Silvano answered him with a sly smile. They found a way. All the months of their army service, the two boys profited of every occasion they had to make love. Massimo liked more being a top than a bottom, but he never withdrew from his friend's desire. But then also the army service came to an end and the two boys had to go back each to his town. For a while they called and wrote to each other, they also met a couple of times and made again love, until Silvano found a lover and moved to Poland with him for work reasons. Soon after his army service Massimo found a work at an aviation company and after a short four months course to learn to pilot also the Boeings, he became an Airline pilot. At first he worked mainly in National and European courses, but as he got more experience, he also started to pilot on the intercontinental courses. As a pilot he had no difficulties finding adventures in the cities where he called at and had a rest period between a flights, both for the fascination of the uniform and of his work, and also he was a really handsome young man. He so amused himself for some years - something like it is said about sailors, he had a lover at each ÒportÓ. Massimo stopped at a traffic light that had just turned to the red, changed to neutral and waited for the green. And recalled his first real loverÉ His name was Enrico. He was twenty-six years old like him, just one week younger. He went one day to his apartment to try to sell him a Folletto vacuum cleaner. He didn't really intend to buy a vacuum cleaner, but as soon as he saw that handsome agent, so young and so good-looking, he felt conquered by his smile. So he made him go in and made him illustrate his product and how much convenient was buying it. In reality Massimo, more than listening to him, was undressing him with his eyes. He at once got a strong hard-on and felt tempted to lean his hands on himÉ To make him stay longer there with him, he pretended being hesitant about that purchaseÉ The young agent went on busying himself to explain him how much convenient was not only his product, but also the service they provided - he would come back to provide him with the refill bags and also offered him all the technical assistance he could needÉ At the end Massimo was convinced to buy that vacuum cleaner, not so much for that product in itself, but for the opportunity of seeing again Enrico. ÒAlright. Wait just a moment while I go and look for my chequebookÉÓ he said and went to his bedroom to find it. When he was back, the smile he had on his lips froze - Enrico was slowly thumbing through one of his gay magazines that he, incautiously left in the magazines holder near the armchair. My god, what could he say, at that point? But Enrico, hearing him come back, looked towards him and with the air of apologising, said, ÒI was looking at this magazine and was curiousÉÓ ÒYes?Ó Massimo asked, hesitant. ÒAre you too gay?Ó Enrico asked him.Ó Massimo didn't catch immediately that ÒtooÓ, it took him a while, but then understood and asked, ÒYesÉ you too?Ó ÒYes, I too am, andÉ and I like you.Ó Enrico said standing up and turning towards him. They soon were one in the other's arms and started to kiss and embrace with a growing desire. And just a short while lather they both were naked on Massimo's bed making love. Enrico was passionate and uninhibited, was able to kiss in a very sensual way and making love with him was something really beautiful. Moreover Enrico liked best being a bottom than a top, and also this was good for Massimo. When Massimo was at home, Enrico always went to meet him and stayed at his place for the night, until Massimo had to leave for another flight. In fact his friend wasn't living any more with his family since he came out with his parents and his father had thrown him out of the apartment. Massimo knew that when he was not in town Enrico had also some adventures, but he knew also that they were all stories without no sequel, therefore he was not worried about that. Massimo liked very much besides the sex with his lover, also his tenderness, the cuddles he was doing him, the thousand little thoughts and attentions he had for him. He too, each time he came back from one of his flights, always brought him a small gift, a thought for his Enrico. They were going along with each other very well, and Massimo was evaluating the possibility to ask him to move at his place - he would have liked living with him. So one day he talked with Enrico. The boy said he too was thinking about that possibility, but he needed more time to reflect about it - he wanted to be sure that his relationship had good possibility to be valid and steady. It was on the provision that Enrico decided to accept his proposal and went then to live with him, that Massimo bought a new bed, a king size one. Surely making love with twice the room, was much more comfortable and in fact their Òlove nightsÓ, even though they often happened in day time, were lasting longer than usual. They really were feeling well together, and not just in bed. Both liked doing long conversations and spend together their time doing a thousand different things. Of course the sex was a very strong ÒcementÓ of their relationship, and Massimo loved the passionate desire with which Enrico wanted to be taken by him, as well as Enrico was really turned on when Massimo took him with vigorous pleasure. And yet, Enrico didn't still decide to accept Massimo's invitation to go and live with him. When Massimo asked him the reason, Enrico's answer was always the same, ÒYes, I think it would be good, but I need to feel more certainÉÓ ----------------------------- CONTINUES IN CHAPTER 2 ----------------------------- In my home page I've put some more of my stories. If someone wants to read them, the URL is http://andrejkoymasky.com If you want to send me feed-back, or desire to help revising my English translations, so that I can put on-line more of my stories in English please e-mail at andrej@andrejkoymasky.com ---------------------------