Date: Sun, 22 Aug 2021 06:04:22 +1000 From: Max Dowling Subject: Impossible love 44 Impossible Love 44 My morning started with Carlos's dick pushed up against my mouth I was disappointed because as you know, I love his ass. Gianni was pushing from the other side and Leon was up on one elbow watching. I made the best of the situation and gave Carlos's uncircumcised dick, a nob suck, then I moved back and forth on Gianni's dick which was now planted between my legs, then I threw the blankets back and went to the bathroom. I could hear their protests, all bloody three of them. I waved as I walked out to go get my baby ready for his day. I have no idea what they got up to when I left but it couldn't have been good because I heard accusations flying around the bedroom. "You should have washed your dick Carlos." "You should have shoved it in him Gianni." "Work harder next time he's nearly at the breaking point." That came from Leon, you know the pushy one. I was laughing at myself because I had the biggest hard on ever. Lukas was oblivious to his uncles and fathers games all he wanted to do today was smile then tell me about his sleep. I gave him a bath and a change he was happy to splash around in the warm water. Big arms went around me and some hot kissed were planted on my neck, the veins shivered and so did I. "Why did you leave, we were going to have some fun with you?" "I would have stayed but Leon was right you should have shoved it up me and Carlos should have washed." I giggled over to the coffee machine he got on the floor and played with his son at least he has shorts on today but that monster is still waving at me. I heard the bed bang the wall I think the boys are randy this morning, I hope they don't make a mess. "Good morning gran how are you today?" "Fine grandson and how is my boy?" She picked Lukas up and started playing with him, Gianni got up and went to shower I followed him and there was Leon, chock a block up my desires ass. "Grans here play quietly." That dampened their spirits I don't think they even finished their lovemaking. Gianni took me in the shower it was amazing because I was very horned up today. When I dressed I went to look for some breakfast, right on time the plates were placed on the table, gran you're a gem. The boys were sitting up at the table eagerly waiting for their food and Gianni rushed out because he didn't want to miss out. Grandad was nowhere to be seen today he had business to do, so gran said, so he dropped her off. "Gran don't do much today we are moving in a week so I will get the flat thoroughly cleaned after we go." "Why?" "Why what?" "I do a good clean Antonio Cartasso, why do you always insult your poor old grandmother by having to clean again." "Sorry gran I'm just saving you some work, but maybe I won't get it done then. I have to get someone in to do the new place there's dust everywhere at the moment." "The builders should be doing that Antonio." She won't let it go. "I will talk to them." "No, I will." She threw her egg flipper in the sink and started filling it with hot sudsy water, the Italian expletives that came out of her mouth even I understood. I think gran got out of bed on the wrong side today, maybe I will just stay out of her way. The washing machine was whirring when we left and she had already made the bed, I kissed her goodbye and said. "If you ever want to talk just let me know." "Pfft." She answered. I giggled my way down to the car and Gianni slapped me. "You should have more respect for your grandmother, she does a lot for you, for us I mean." "I know, I was just trying to ease her load that's all." "Well she will let you know if she can't do it, have some trust in her Antonio." "I trust you Antonio." Carlos said from the back seat. "You're lucky you haven't got teeth marks on your dick this morning, now do you trust me?" "Don't say that Antonio, I won't do it again, Leon made me do it." "I didn't." "You did you big fatty liar." And so it goes my days are full of laughter, if I didn't have the boys around me it would be a very dull life I would live. Sabine was early and was setting up her frocks, they did sparkle under the bright lighting and even this early she had shoppers looking through her windows. Gianni sent the wine over with ice buckets and she said she will have Nina to help her with all that today. I did offer but the frock she handed me didn't fit. Remo arrived and was helping to put the buckets out, I gave him the thumbs up and he smiled again he looked a bit less stressed. Maybe he got a good night's sleep last night but I will have to talk with Alice on the quiet. The boys came in and started their set up and the other two disappeared up to the market office. I made a coffee and sat out the front, my early morning jobs were done. I watched Gianni fill his display fridges and to be truthful I was watching his firm ass maneuver the counter as he went by it, very nice indeed. I will miss Lukas today but he's with gran so he will be kept entertained. Stavros and his men started to arrive and coffees were ordered and Pat came to get some too. "Good morning lovely, how's tricks?" "Tricks are good Ant, sorry we couldn't make it to the Italian club, my husband isn't too good at the moment, but next time we will be there." She smiled. "Nothing serious I hope." "No just his blood pressure he has to get it down a bit, so I'm watching everything he eats." She laughed. "He would love that I'm sure." "He doesn't but I do what I do to keep him going." She darted off with a promise to call again at lunchtime, I think Gino's stall is really busy since he extended his space and the range of goods, I see he's keeping a lot of exotic veggies now. Gianni came to talk to me and I went back inside with him he wanted me to help him with his register, it's not working right. I went out the back after I switched it on and checked the bathroom was clean I smiled as I put out some cakes. I saw Angelo take two big trays of sandwiches to Sabines and when Nina arrived the shop opened. The boys were spotted coming down the office staircase and Gianni stood outside to watch. Ladies came from everywhere and within a half hour her shop was full, to the point there was a waiting line out the front. I went to serve some customers and then sold a box of cheap plonk, I let the man go out the back door to the car park it was closer for him. While Gianni was busy watching the madness Stavros got up and took my arm he was on the phone to someone. "Walk with me Antonio, out to the car park." "What's going on?" "Papa is here." I managed to tell Matt to get one of the boys to do the wine counter then I went with Stavros. "He's in the car park walk with me." "How the hell did he find out he was here?" "I rang him." "You rang?" "Yes he checks out good Antonio, and he wants to talk to us first before he tackles his son." "What does he want to know?" "He just wants to talk first so he knows what is happening with Remo." A young man was leaning up against a car and Stavros introduced himself and me, his name was Dave and he looked like a hard worker tradie type, because at his age he shouldn't have so many lines on his forehead. "Now firstly thank you for all you are trying to do with my son. I am very grateful he found someone he could trust to help him." "It was our pleasure Dave, he's a great kid but was very wary at first it took us a few weeks until he asked for a job." "A job? well that's my son always looking for jobs." He smiled. "He can have the job anytime he wants why did he leave home?" I had to ask. Dave looked down and he answered truthfully I thought. "His mum passed away he got a little messy in the head, he thought he was hearing things, he thought he was hearing her voice to be precise. I got mad with him and we said words we can't take back and he bolted. I love my son to death Antonio and Stavros. There's nothing on this earth I wouldn't do for him, he knows that, but at the time he was more focused on his mum's passing and his broken heart than his own well-being. I tried to get him to snap out of it but I failed as a friend and a papa." "I doubt that he has been through a lot, and I think that maybe the worst has passed. Everyone loves him and they make him feel safe he wasn't safe in the park, he said he heard voices all the time. especially late at night. The bogey man was after him and calling his name it all terrified him." "The bogey man again, he was always scared of him as a little boy, you said he knew his name?" "Yes Dave, his real name." "That was me, I went searching for him every night. I knew he wouldn't go too far from this area but I didn't for one minute think he would associate me with the bogey man." "It was you then, that solves it. What are you going to do now?" "I'm going to talk to my son and love him like I always have. Then I will take him home. We don't live far just three streets that way. I guess we have some things to work out but his Nona is coming to live with us, he's always loved her and I think it will be good for him." "Yes Nona's always fix everything." I reflected on this morning's little spat. "Well he's doing well in my shop I would love him to keep coming here on a casual basis, I mean." "Yes we will discuss that Antonio, but do you want to put up with a fourteen year old's tantrums?" "Fourteen what the fuck?" "He looks older than he is, that's why I had to find him as soon as possible it would have been very dangerous for him out there." "Well even at fourteen he's pretty bloody good at doing his jobs." "That will be his mum's influence she was a real worker." He smiled. He hugged us both and we let him in the back door. Stavros got him a coffee and they made me sit down with him and his mates. It took a half hour before Remo noticed me and as he walked out he stopped dead in his tracks, I was ready to chase him but he didn't run. "Papa." Tears, there were many tears and you know why. "Come here son, I have missed my little boy so much." Dave held his arms out. Remo ran into them and sobbed his heart out, at that moment he was a little boy. I couldn't watch it was too emotional, so I went inside to open a bottle and maybe get drunk. "Antonio are you going to do any work today?" Gianni shouted as I wiped my eyes. "Nup." I heard him giggle. "Come and have a drink with me." "I can't leave the shop." "Get those lazy good for nothing brothers of yours to do it." "Are you having a vino Antonio?" Carlos popped his head out. "Yes join me." When it comes to vino it talks all languages. Dave said his goodbyes and he has been talked into leaving Remo here and he will pick him up at six, maybe they will stay for dinner. He thanked me and hugged me then I let him out. "Guess what? dad said I can still work here on weekends isn't that ace?" "Very good, now scoot you have work to do." He only popped his head in to tell me his good news, then he was gone in a flash we now have one very happy boy working for us. I didn't get drunk as expected because I was fascinated with Sabine's opening sale. I did go in to look and her register was overflowing but I doubt whether she was in it for the money, she was giving the village seamstresses a job. "Have you got more stock coming lovely?" "Yes Antonio, a container load left last week." "God they must have been busy." "The ladies have many home sewers in their families, they will all make some good money from this venture from grandmothers to nieces." She smiled. "This is why I love you." I pressed my hand on her heart and kissed her cheek. Two other women were serving, Nina had to call the troops in and it didn't let up until the lights were turned off. "What are you going to do, there's not much stock left?" "I have closed the city store and the stock will be arriving in the morning after that I suppose I will have to start buying local. Nina knows people." She smiled. Alice was so happy that Remo is going home she said she will miss him but will see him on the weekends. I asked her if he slept well he looked like he did. "Yes Antonio, I sang a few lullaby's to him he cried and went to sleep he was exhausted. I didn't realize he was so young but it explains his childish behavior." "Yes it does, have you given him much work?" "Four hours Saturday and four Sunday he's promised to do well at school but he did say as soon as he hits fifteen he will come and work full time." "Poor boy, he must be eager to earn some money.' "Antonio, they don't have a lot of money he wants to make a big headstone for his mama's grave and needs money." "We can do that for him," I said. She smiled. "Already done Antonio, Federico has ordered one today." "Do you need me to go shares?" "No darling, let us have this one." A tear escaped and she turned to serve a customer. I refilled the fridges and did the empty boxes, then I sat with two very excited boys. "Mama is doing very well with her frock shop Antonio, she said she has lots of cash to store away." "She's very clever your mama, and very generous." "We don't have a lot of cash Antonio, just plastic cards," Leon said. "Get some out of the bank and hide it in the flat, get grandad to make a secret hideaway." "That's a good idea Antonio, we want to buy a car." "You got cars and you never use them." They giggled and leaned over. "We bought them because one of our clients worked for BMW he bought wine we bought cars, very cheap too." I don't know how they do business but good luck to them. "You go to the bank tomorrow and get some cash out, don't buy a car you don't need one here. " "Then what will we buy Antonio?" Poor Carlos. "Buy an apartment in the street, buy two and make them one. Check the building next door, it may have a rooftop for sale." They looked at each other and smiled. I suspect they already have looked and wanted my approval or something, god knows how their brains work. Gianni came in and I poured him a wine he sat and looked at me then he winked, that was my cue to go into the staff bathroom so I got up and expected him to follow. I waited for ages then I decided he must have got busy, when I appeared there they were with smug looks on their faces. "I won." Gianni yelled and the boys handed him some cash. "It was so funny we took bets on how long you would last in there Antonio, I won a hundred bucks." His smile was awesome, I went to sit out the front. Stavros was doing a very fine job for everyone, I watched Sabine pick up a thick folder, Angelo a back pack, and not long after a red faced Gianni picked up his pack all stuffed with cash. It was nearly time to go home and I saw Dave talking to Alice his arm was around his son's shoulders. Remo came over when he saw me and he hugged me for giving him a job and some new jeans. I wiped my eyes as he walked out talking non-stop to his dad about his day. I suppose he won't be going to University, something I didn't do and I'm doing all right. I cleaned up and in no time we were headed home. Gran was still there and the first thing I did was hug her and apologize for this morning's confusion. She is a god send to all of us and she also said she used the lift to go look at the new build. The moment she said that we all rushed to go have a look, the lift was amazing Gianni even had music playing, I looked sideways at him he was grinning from ear to ear. The opening on the ground floor had been secured and you needed a code to take it to our level on the roof, we didn't remove the false wall on the second floor this lift is for private use only. The house was perfect, there were still two workmen there cleaning, they complained about gran giving them a good talking to about leaving a mess. I giggled as I went to look at the kitchen, it was beautiful and mostly hidden behind a wall. Sliding mirror panels opened it up to reveal two ovens, sink, dishwasher and storage, the cook top and another sink were on the marble bench that ran fifteen feet across the floor. Simply bloody beautiful it was. I congratulated my man for being very thoughtful with the design and his chest puffed up. I did think he should go into business decorating with Nina but I knew most of it was Nina's doing. The lift was coming up again and Gran stepped out, the workers took their vacuum cleaners into a bedroom. I think they are avoiding her. She looked everywhere and deemed it okay. "I will give it the once over before you move in Antonio, then I will be happy it's been done properly." She said that rather loudly. I played with the automatic sun blinds and Gianni slapped me so I went to find our son to play with him. The new house was a bit bland the walls had the same color paint on them the only color was in the bathrooms and Lukas had scored some tiles with Dolphins and fish on them we got an aqua subway tile which was very nice. The others were tiled to the ceiling with a modern theme. We will pass out the keypad number to our friends and tell them they must call us first if they want to visit, just a few like Gino and Alice, Sabine, gran, it doesn't matter what state of undress we will be in because they have seen it all before. When we got back we did our books and counted cash, Gianni wanted to enter some more orders and check what went out today so he snaffled the computer, Grandad turned up and was smiling from ear to ear, I guess he's done some excellent business today. Gran packed up her bags and kissed Lukas and us goodbye then they left me to turn the oven on for dinner. Nope, no oven today a big pot of spaghetti on the cooktop. The boys opened the wine and waited at the table, Gianni printed off a few things and I got the bowls out. Lukas was playing with Carlo's hair and then they played the kissing game, he giggled his head off when Carlos blew farts on his neck. Gianni disappeared into the bathroom and I found the parmesan cheese. It was a new block, I had better sling gran some money when I see her next. Dinner was fantastic as usual because I had made some garlic bread also, Lukas had it all over his t-shirt and Leon's was on his chin, Carlos wiped it off for him. It didn't for one moment occur to me that Gianni had printed off Roberto's email, and again when he went into the bathroom to read it. It did occur to me that his mood changed and not for the better, he got a little snappy but pulled himself out of it by the time we went downstairs to meet with Gino. Gianni sat with Gino and they compared muscle tone, of course my man won hands down but Gino didn't stop flexing all night. Anna wanted to go see the new place so Alice Federico Anna and Gianni went to the alleyway and he showed them through. They took their time and I was playing with Lukas when a very happy woman appeared from a taxi. Sabine was almost jumping up and down, she had done her totals and stashed her cash and you would have thought she had made millions today, but she did say she did very well for her girls. She said she has transferred money into their main account and her ladies will distribute it throughout their families. I asked her how Rosa was doing and she said she was doing a lot more than she ever did and was fully booked for the next two years, that was events and weddings there is still room for family and friends to celebrate. Gianni came back and looked at Sabine, I couldn't read his face but it was at that moment I realized something was up and it wasn't going to be pleasant. I will give him this though, he waited until we were alone before he threw the email at me. "What is this all about Antonio, no lies?" I stared at him then picked the paper up to read it. "Your information as requested." It was a copy of the adoption papers from the Swiss ladies school, it had Sabine's name on it along with the date of birth, the sex of the child, his birth name Matteo, the adoptive parent's names, and the town where they were from. The signature was distinctively Sabine Cartasso's. I looked at Gianni, his face was red. I saw Roberto's note across the bottom and continued. 'Antonio, I traveled to Levine. The adoptive parents were still there but they haven't seen Matteo for three months. I found out he had left to go and find his real family. All he has is Sabine's first name but not her family name. I asked around the village and they said he was a very nice boy and no trouble was reported. He hasn't been seen since he left, but his school friend Armond thinks he went to Switzerland to try and get his birth certificate. I have contacted the College and they did have a young man asking but they wouldn't hand over the paperwork, they are sealed. They told him his mother was a socialite and his father was a gypsy prince. As far as Armond is concerned he is now traveling with the gypsy. I left my contact details with him and Matteo's parents. I sent a police officer friend of mine to the College and he bribed a nurse to give him the birth certificate. Whatever Sabine saw that day wasn't mentioned but people had only good things to say about him. I am sorry we will wait and see. Everything is well in my life, Adamo is loving his job and mama is doing great things with the manor house. Your loving friend and new brother, Roberto." I put the email down and looked into Gianni's eyes, how the hell am I ever going to tell him this one. I have to stay true to Sabine but my man is so upset. "Well?" He almost roared. "I can't tell you." "Why not?" "Because it's not my story to tell, it's Sabine's." I dropped my head. He did something he has never done before he grabbed me and stood me up and looked in my face, I saw rage, or was that Basilio. "Fucking tell me Antonio, or so help me I will...." "Hit me?" I sneered. "Come on big boy hit me, you're the man hit me, come on take me on big boy," I screamed He reeled back and stumbled over a chair. His hand steadied his movements and I stepped forward and tried to grab him. "It's part of Sabine's story I can't tell you Gianni. I want to, but I can't." "Who is this Matteo?" "I can't say." "Fucking tell me Antonio." He grabbed my t-shirt and pulled me violently into his chest, it was about then Lukas started crying. I had no option none at all. "He's your brother." The absolute shock on Gianni's face was ugly and for a fleeting moment, I saw Basilio come back into my life. I moved to pick up Lukas, but he was too swift his fist missed my face, the second one slammed onto the side of my eye. "You disrespect me Antonio, what is going on and tell me or I will beat it out of you." I screamed in pain, for fucks sake Gianni why did you have to do that. I grabbed a tea towel and ran it under the cold water to dab my eye, I shook, I shook so much I couldn't even pick my son up to comfort him. "After Basilio raped Sabine she went to Switzerland and had his baby, she adopted him out because she couldn't cope. She had a breakdown and the baby Matteo was adopted out, I am trying to find him, for you." I screamed my lungs out and the boys heard, the whole apartment block heard me. "Why didn't you tell me." "Because it's Sabine's private business, not yours." I picked Lukas up and started soothing him but Gianni was still in a rage "Not mine but it's your business, my business and you make it your business without telling me I have a brother." "I was just trying to help Sabine, and you." "Well thank you very fucking much." He didn't see the damage he had done, all he was focused on was Matteo and my lies I suppose. I didn't see it that way at all. The boys grabbed him and he was trying to shake them off but they are also strong and wrestled him to the ground. "Why would you do such a thing to your Antonio Gianni, you are just like your father." "He lies to me, he has taken my family and turned them against me. he is no friend believe me." Eventually, he shook them off and I was now holding ice cubes to my eye. He stomped into the bedroom nearly destroying everything in it and with a backpack in hand and rage on his face he looked at me again. I saw it I saw a slump and tears forming. "I am going to Italy, don't you dare do anything or go anywhere, stay here." I almost collapsed into Carlos's arms, I was trying to tell them it wasn't my fault and if that wasn't enough I heard as Gianni slammed the door. "He's fooled you and he has fooled me." "Don't worry about him Antonio, when he cools he will have his tail between his legs, now we must get you to the hospital," Leon said, I collapsed bawling my eyes out. At that very moment I hated Gianni, I hated Sabine, and I hated that brick in my stomach. I passed Lukas to Carlos. "Look after your nephew." I ran up the street and grabbed a cab to the airport, I had no idea when the next flight was but I did think in the back of my mind the last one around midnight. My phone rang and I answered it. "Antonio we can't calm Lukas down what do we do?" fucking hell Leon use your brains. "Take him to Alice, she will look after him." I hung up, still making simple decisions for his mad family. I made it to check-in they wouldn't tell me if he was on the next flight so I walked around trying to see if he was sitting anywhere. I was frantic to talk to him before he left he could do anything. Sitting all alone on a corner sofa was a young man I adored, my impossible love and it's not looking possible anytime soon, he was texting me because I hear the beep. I hid behind a pillar and looked. 'I am so sorry Antonio, I go too far and you don't deserve it. I love you Antonio my words were angry words they were not meant to hurt.' `But they did.' I sent back. `I love you more than me Antonio, you are my impossible love please don't be mad with me I am scared and do not know what to do' 'Go to Italy find your brother and if you can, bring him home' 'But I don't want to go without you' 'Then leave it up to Roberto, that's why I contacted him in the first place.' 'Can I come home Antonio, it is cold out here?' `Yes.' I didn't read the next one, I was in his arms within seconds and he was crying his eyes out, along with my tears a few kisses were exchanged and I looked into his eyes and said. "You are my impossible love, my forever love, and what I did, I did for Sabine, not you. It wasn't the brightest idea I have ever had, but if Roberto had found Matteo, I would have taken you to Italy myself to meet him, Sabine or not." "I know Antonio, I am sorry I get so mad with you. I was madder with mama for not saying, but it is not her fault Antonio, it is my fault for not listening. Can we go home?" "Do you need to tell the airline?" "No Antonio, I didn't buy a ticket because I wanted to be with you more." He touched my bruised eye. "It's just a scratch, it will be gone in a few days." "I am sorry Antonio, so very sorry." He hung his head and I kissed it. "Let's get a cab." We walked out arm an arm and hopefully into a better future and I so wanted to hold Lukas he must be so upset still. It was eleven by the time we got in, the boys were drinking up a storm with Alice on the walkway, she took one look at me and said. "You both owe me big time. He's sleeping if you want to pop your head in. I thought it better he stays in his own bed, and thank you for disturbing my night, we were just about to jump into bed," She winked. "You still can Alice." I smiled as she passed me a wine. Carlos hugged me when I sat down and Leon stared then kissed my eyes. Gianni was very quiet, in fact he hasn't said anything since the airport, I think he just gave himself a big wake-up call and it's shocked him. I took his hand and kissed it then said. "Your mama went to Switzerland after the rape, she had Basilio's baby boy and called him Matteo." The boy's eyes widened, I held my hand up and continued to pray I was doing the right thing. "I know she kept it a secret from everyone that she adopted him out because whenever she looked at her baby she saw Basilio, which is perfectly understandable. She confided in me about it, and I decided for her and Gianni's sake I would try and find him. Sabine knew the couple's surname and the town he was taken to. She also said she got photos of him for four years and then nothing. She went to the town to see him but he was being nasty to a little boy, so she decided he was no better than his father and left without saying anything. I had Roberto go to the town and see what he could dig up." The boys were wide eyed and I heard Leon say. "Poor mama, she must have been very sad," "She was because the name she picked out was her favorite one for when she got married and had children of her own." "Roberto found out that Matteo had left the village and joined the Gypsy he knew his father was Gypsy and his mama was a socialite." I took a deep breath because these kids are going to know everything I know tonight. "Matteo traveled to Switzerland and couldn't get his birth certificate and as far as his friends in the village know he's still traveling with the Gypsy." The walkway went silent the boys were trying to take it all in and struggling with their mama's terrible decision. "I have betrayed Sabine tonight and I hope she forgives me once again. What was going to be a wonderful surprise has turned into something sinister. I hope Alice this is not repeated for Sabine's sake." "It won't be Antonio, it's too heartbreaking to even comprehend." "There's more." "What?" Gianni asked. "Because of the rape Sabine hasn't had sex with anyone, she's trying to talk to her Psyche about it but I have a better idea. Boys, you must realize she is technically a virgin with no experience except a monstrous one. I am trying to get Tony to get closer to her so she feels safe. I have to talk to Iris tomorrow about it maybe she will come up with a plan. I know they dated a while ago in Hong Kong and they like each other a lot, but there will always be that brick wall with Sabine and we have to break it down. Will you all help me?" "Of course we will Antonio, just tell us what to do, poor mama she must be so sad." Carlos kissed me again, please use the tongue next time. "I will speak with Iris she may have an idea, at first I told Sabine I will hire an escort for her, those guys know their business but it's tacky and beneath your mama." "Is that all Antonio?" Gianni asked. "Yes everything I know you all know, but please don't say a word it's embarrassing and hurtful to Sabine." "We won't Antonio we want to help but tell us what to do." I couldn't help myself and turned to Gianni and said. "Please don't trust me to do it, how about you take care of it after all you are the man of the house." It was an instant regret because tears started flowing down Gianni's face as he recalled his awful accusations. "I think that's my cue to go, thank you boys and I am sorry I couldn't stay the night with you." Alice got up and smiled. "Some other time Alice and soon." Leon winked at her. My head collapsed onto Gianni's shoulder and I started kissing him, he sobbed and I joined him, our first fight was a beauty. I hope he doesn't intend on repeating it. The boys checked Alice out and I saw to Lukas, then we met with them in bed, it wasn't a big love-making session night, it was a family night but I did get in another knob suck with Carlos I think he slept well after that.