Date: Wed, 8 Jun 2022 14:12:06 -0400
From: Jude St. Jude <judestjude2357@gmail.com>
Subject: Inadequate Men - Chapter 21 - Sean's New Dads

Inadequate Men

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Chapter 21 -- Sean's New Dads

"How are you feeling?" Tom asked Jared. It was just past 8:00 on Friday
night, and Sean had just texted them to say he was running a few minutes
late.

Neither of them had eaten much for dinner. Tom had showered by himself,
while Jared straightened up the house, then lit candles and incense. He'd
also put a bottle of prosecco in an ice bucket. Both men were wearing
t-shirts with drawstring pants, about as comfortable as you could start out
for the evening that was planned.

"Nervous, excited," Jared said. "Maybe a little guilty." Before Tom could
ask, Jared explained, "I've never done anything like this before --
definitely not with a boyfriend."

"Did you ever think about it?" Tom asked.

"Not really," Jared told him. "Most of the time, the relationships didn't
last long enough to go there. And besides, I was so nervous about sex
anyway that I..."

Tom offered, "Didn't want to rock the boat."

"Something like that," Jared said. "I always felt so inadequate that..."
Jared trailed off again.

Without a word, Tom took Jared's hand and led him to the sofa. But instead
of sitting on it, Tom sat down in front of it and Jared sat next to
him. Like Jared had done the first night, Tom pulled the comforter off the
couch and put it over both of them, pulling Jared close. He asked, "Does
that feel better, JJ?"

Tom could feel Jared relax into him almost immediately. "Yeah, Tommy, it
does."

"I'm glad," Tom said, "I like when you call me Tommy."

"I like when you call me JJ," said Jared. "I really like being your little
brother. It makes me feel really safe." Once again, Jared's voice was just
a little higher and softer than usual.

"I like being your big brother," said Tom, "I like keeping you safe,
JJ. So, can I ask you, how are you feeling about tonight -- you know, with
Sean coming over?"

"Well," said Jared, "Mostly good. Mostly real good, because I know you'll
be there, so everything will be OK. Also..."

"Also what?" Tom asked.

"Well," Jared said, "Sean told me he also has a small penis like me."

Tom asked, "You mean, like both of us, right?"

"Yeah," said Jared, "But you're gets pretty long, Tommy. I wish mine got as
long as yours."

Just hearing those words from Jared made Tom's heart race and his penis
start to get an erection. Tom never had a boyfriend who had smaller
equipment, and he was surprised at how exciting it was to hear those words.

Jared could feel Tom's breathing increase with his excitement. He didn't
speak for a few seconds, and then said, "Tommy, you're my older brother,
that's why yours gets so much longer than mine."

Tom hadn't realized how good hearing words like that could feel. All his
life, he'd been the smaller older brother. Now, Jared was filling the role
of the younger brother whose penis was smaller, in length at least.

The moment was interrupted by the doorbell. Jared started to jump up to
answer it, but Tom held him back a moment and said, "I need to tell you
something, JJ," and then kissed Jared gently on the cheek and whispered in
his ear. "You get to be a little boy tonight if you want to. You don't have
to perform like a man in front of Sean. Just let your little penis stay
soft if you need to, OK?" And then he kissed Jared again on the cheek.

Jared responded by pulling Tom's body close and kissing him fully,
desperately probing his tongue into Tom's mouth. The bell rang again, and
both men pulled apart and stood up, each in a dizzy haze of his own.

"You go," Jared said, "I want him to meet my Big Brother first."

Tom opened the door to find a handsome dark-haired guy with both his hands
in the pockets of his black peacoat. Sean smiled, looking nervous but
friendly, and asked "Jared?"

Tom introduced himself, and he shook hands with Sean awkwardly in the
doorway as he entered the house. Tom put his hand on Jared's shoulder as he
introduced Sean to his partner, and they shook hands as well.

A moment of awkward silence followed, and then Sean said, "Wow, you guys
are both really cute."

Tom smiled and said, "You, too, Sean -- you're definitely a handsome
guy. Would you like a glass of wine?" Jared, glad that Tom was taking the
lead, slipped into the kitchen to open a bottle.

Sean nodded a little nervously and said, "Yes, thanks. To tell the truth,
I've never done anything like this."

"You mean with two guys?" Tom asked, "Neither have we."

"How long have you guys been together?" asked Sean.

"Actually," Tom said, "We just met only a couple of weeks ago."

"Wow," said Sean, "You look like you've been together ten years."

"Thanks," Tom said, "That's the plan. I mean, it's my plan if..."

Jared returned, handed a glass of prosecco to Sean, and said without
missing a beat, "It's my plan, too." Then he disappeared again into the
kitchen.

Hearing these words, Tom felt an unexpected surge of gratitude well up
inside him. He'd spotted Jared at the gym a few months before and felt an
immediate attraction. And a few times, he'd tried to cross paths with him
in the locker room, or hopefully in the shower. But each time, it seemed
that Jared was more interested in just getting in and out of there with a
minimum amount of contact with other guys. For a time, Tom had even
wondered if Jared were straight, because he seemed to get in and out of the
shower with lightning speed.

He hadn't dared to hope that Jared was hiding an embarrassing secret that
Tom could relate to only too well. When he finally crossed paths with Jared
in the shower room, both of them wrapped in towels, he was genuinely
surprised at how friendly Jared was. And their first naked encounter was
the fulfillment of a fantasy that Tom had thought would never happen:
Finding a man with a penis that was even shorter than his own, like the
little brother of his dreams.

Since their first night together, Tom had known that he was in love with
Jared. Given the chance, he would have married Jared that night, as foolish
as that idea sounded even to himself. And, though he knew that Jared liked
him, he wasn't quite sure that the feeling was mutual. More and more,
though, Tom was feeling secure that Jared wasn't going anywhere.

He led Sean to the living room and offered to take his jacket. Sean made to
take it off and then said, "Um, do you mind if I keep it on? It's a little
cold in here."

"I know," said Tom, "This place is always freezing."

"Is it warmer upstairs?" asked Sean.

"Much," Tom answered, and without further discussion led Sean up the
stairs. There, Sean spotted the guest bathroom at the top of the stairs and
went inside, closing the door.

Jared followed up the stairs with wine glasses for himself and, seeing Sean
enter the bathroom, suggested to Tom, "Maybe we should follow suit."

"Together?" Tom asked.

"Well, we know how well that tends to work out," Jared smiled.

"Pretty damn well," Tom said. "Dude, I came so hard with you this morning."

"Me, too," said Jared, "To tell the truth, I'm not sure if I'll be able
to..." He stopped, and looked at Tom, and switched into his role as JJ,
whispering in Tom's ear, "Tommy, I'm really nervous because my penis is
really small now."

"That's OK, JJ," Tom assured him, "How old are you right now?"

"Um... like I'm only 11 years old," Jared whispered. "Tommy, is that OK?"

"You tell me, JJ," said Tom. "You don't have to do anything you don't feel
comfortable with." Tom could see Jared visibly relax as he said this, and
asked, "Would you be more comfortable if we asked Sean to leave?"

"No," Jared said, still in his higher-range voice, "I think he's nice, he's
really cute. I'm hoping he'll want to be friends with us."

Tom smiled, "Me too."

"I'm not feeling as nervous now," Jared said. "Even if my penis doesn't get
an erection, maybe it's OK."

"It's definitely OK with me, JJ," said Tom.

"Well, that's what really matters, Tommy," said Jared. "Do you need to go
the bathroom first?"

"I'm actually good," Tom said. Jared went into the master bathroom and
closed the door behind him.

Sean emerged from the guest bathroom carrying his wine glass, but now with
his jacket off and shoes, and for the first time Tom could see what a nice,
tight body he had. He was wearing a tight black tank top that showed off
his naturally broad shoulders and slim waist, and revealed sculpted chest
lightly dusted with hair. And for the first time, Tom noticed that the dark
pants that Sean was wearing were black sweatpants. And if he wasn't
mistaken, Tom thought he could make out the small but distinct outline of
Sean's semi-erect penis. Just seeing it made Tom's own penis start to
stiffen up in his boxer briefs.

"Cheers," Sean said, clinked his wine glass against Tom's, then chuckled
and said, "I'm actually a little nervous."

"Us too," Tom assured him. "How about if we all just take our time, no
pressure?" He put his arm around Sean's back in a friendly, reassuring way,
saying, "Why don't we sit down?"

"That sounds great," Sean said, sitting next to Tom on the bed and for the
first time noticing the relaxing ambient music playing in the
background. "Um," he said, "Did Jared mention, um, anything about what we
talked about on the phone?"

"Yeah, I hope that's OK," said Tom, and when he got no response, continued,
"Let's just say that all three of us have got something in common."

Sean seemed to relax, saying, "OK, that's a relief. I mean..."

"We're all in the same boat," Tom finished.

"Something like that," Sean said, "So it's cool that my, um, that's it's
not very big?"

"Very much," answered Tom, "Like I said, we're also small guys."

"Wow," Sean said, "That's amazing! I mean, when I'm with my friends, we're
all like, If a guy isn't at least 7 inches, there's something wrong with
him. Like, you could never go out with a guy like that. And I'm always
thinking, if they ever found out about me, I mean... I'd never live it
down."

"I know the feeling," said Tom, putting his arm around Sean again.

"Me, too," added Jared, who had just emerged from the master bathroom. "And
I don't ever want to lie about it again, if I don't have to." He sat down
next to Tom and put his arm around him, which Tom reciprocated. "I think we
put a lot of pressure on ourselves as men," Jared went on. "Maybe we don't
have to do that anymore."

"Wow," said Sean, "That sounds great. You guys are sweet together, I can
tell. I hope I'm not spoiling the party."

"You are the party," Tom said, pulling Sean closer in a big hug. "At least,
I hope you are. How are you doing?"

"Mmmmm, good," said Sean.

Tom had started rubbing his shoulder and neck with one hand, and as Sean
started to relax into it, Tom changed his position and began giving him a
proper massage with both hands. "How does that feel?" he asked.

"Amazing, thank you," said Sean. His eyes were now closed, and Jared
slipped around him and, with Tom's help, lifted him up onto the bed and
helped position him so that back was propped up on a pillow against the
headboard. This allowed both men to take a position on either side of
Sean. At one time, they both started rubbing his chest and stomach, working
their way down the front of his body with their hands. "That feels so
good," Sean said, wrapping his arms around both men.

"If you like," suggested Jared, cuddling in closer to Sean's ear, "Think of
it as having two dads."

Sean's reaction to this idea was instantaneous as he pulled Tom and Jared
both in closer, lifting up his head to kiss both at once. The result was a
three-way kiss, with Jared and Tom taking turns to focus on Sean, who was
moaning, "Dad... Dad..." This lasted a long time, until Sean opened his
eyes and said, "Can I watch my two Dads kiss each other?"

Tom pulled Jared close and the two men kissed as passionately as they had
ever done before. As they did, Sean felt Tom's erection pushing into his
arm, and began rubbing the front of Tom's drawstring pants. Jared could
feel the tension rising in Tom as he began to receive more stimulation
directly to his sensitive penis than could manage, and started to feel
himself losing control of his ability to hold back from releasing.

As quickly as he could, he pulled away Sean's hand from Tom's erection and
placed it on the front of his own sweatpants, where Jared's penis was still
small and limp. This wasn't something he would normally do. In fact, many
times while making out with a man, he'd gone to great lengths to keep the
guy from rubbing his crotch until it was unavoidable, hoping to postpone
that inevitable moment when he would have to invent some reason why his
penis wasn't getting hard.

This time, though, Jared had started to feel secretly turned on as Sean
started rubbing Tom. He knew Tom well enough to know the first signs of
struggle as he tried not to squirt too soon, and as usual they gave Jared a
jolt of adrenalin as his own penis started to stiffen in his pants. As he
guided Sean's hand to the front of his pants, he felt a huge sense of
relief at knowing that, because Sean was also small, he wouldn't judge
Jared for having a small penis.

"Oh, man, that feels good," Sean whispered to Jared. "It's such a relief
that we're all the same size."

"Yeah, we think so, too," said Jared.

"When I saw you guys in the restaurant," Sean went on, "I just assumed you
were both had really big ones like my Dad."

Tom asked, "Is it OK to ask how big your Dad's is?"

"He's 8 and a half inches, and really thick," said Sean. "Sometimes, it
feels hard to measure up to all that."

Tom said, "I know the feeling. My younger brother is about the same size,
and also thick. It can get a little embarrassing."

Jared asked, "Do you mind if your two new dads get our new son undressed?"

Sean didn't answer, but lifted his head off the pillow and allowed Tom and
Jared to pull off his tank top, fully revealing his well-muscled and
lightly hairy chest with a treasure trail leading down to his tight
navel. Instinctively, Jared began licking Sean's nipple and got the
immediate and intense reaction he was hoping for, Sean immediately moaning
loudly and writhing him with delight.

Tom said, "I think you struck gold, buddy," and joined in on Sean's other
nipple.

"Oh my God!" said Sean, "Oh my fucking God! This is like literally my
favorite thing to do with a guy. Unnnnnhhh..."

Jared came up for air and said, "Well then, we might just have to keep
doing this for a while." Then he went back to licking Sean's nipple.

Then Tom said, "Yeah, I'm definitely not gonna stop for a while," and went
back to licking Sean's other nipple.

"Does this feel good, too?" asked Jared, rubbing Sean's nipple with his
thumb.

"Yes... Yesssss..." said Sean. "So good..."

"Cool," said Jared, "So I can kiss my son, too..."

Sean responded by turning his face toward Jared. The two men kissed deeply
and passionately, Sean still moaning from the erotic sensations running
through him as Tom continued to lick his nipple and Jared stroked the other
one.

Tom noticed how Sean had started lifting the lower part of his body off the
bed, his small penis visibly erect in his sweat pants. He reached his hand
down below Sean's crotch and began pulling on the front of his sweats,
knowing that Sean would feel the stimulation in his erect penis. As he did
so, he was pretty sure that Sean wasn't wearing underwear. He could already
feel a little bit of precum stickiness in the front of his pants.

As Jared finished kissing Sean and started licking his nipple again, Tom
started kissing him. He also brought his hand up a little higher and
started rubbing Sean's balls through his sweats. He could feel Sean's
passion in his kiss, and he broke contact with his lips for just a second
to whisper in his ear, "How's our son feeling now?"

"Dad, I feel so good Dad," Sean moaned, and Tom continued kissing him. He
also moved his hand up to rub Sean's erection for the first time. Tom
slowly wrapped his hand around it lightly and gave it a bit of a squeeze,
feeling how hard Sean was even through his sweatpants. As he did so, he was
able to gauge the small size of Sean's penis for the first time. Tom could
feel that Sean's penis was also short in length like Jared's, but not quite
as thick.

But Sean's solid erection reminded Tom more of his own penis and, thinking
of his own first-time experiences with guys, he hoped he wasn't giving Sean
too much stimulation too soon for him to be to hold back from
ejaculating. Just to slow things down a bit, Tom moved his hand up Sean's
torso and began rubbing his tight, furry stomach.

As he did this, Tom could feel Sean's kiss intensifying, and his own penis
start to get close to shooting again as he rubbed it against Sean's
thigh. As good as it felt, Tom knew he had to pull back a little to keep
from squirting before his pants were off. But Tom noticed even as he did so
that he didn't feel his usual sense of embarrassment at being so close to
cumming into his boxer briefs, as he probably would have felt only a few
weeks before. He knew that Jared would never shame him for having a
premature ejaculation, and was pretty sure that Sean would follow Jared's
lead. The feeling of confidence made him instantly feel less keyed up, and
Tom was surprised that his intense need to shoot also started to subside.

As for Jared, his own erection from before hadn't lasted very long. In
fact, as usual when he was with a guy in bed, even as he had begun to feel
more intensely aroused, Jared's penis started to shrink up more and more.

This reaction that his body tended to have had always been a source of
shame and confusion to him. Just at the moment that he most desperately
wanted to be intimate with a man, his penis never seemed to do what a man's
penis was supposed to. How often had he heard a guy ask, "Hey, am I doing
something wrong?" And how many times had Jared tried to cover his feeling
of inadequacy at this dreaded moment with, "Hey, I'm sorry, I must be a
little tired tonight" or "Guess I shouldn't have gotten off in the shower
earlier today."

So many times, after being unable to perform in bed with a guy he really
liked -- or, at best, only able to self-consciously jack himself off to
orgasm with a great deal of time and patience after the other guy had
already cum -- Jared felt sad as he imagined that he would be doomed to
spend the rest of his life without a partner. But now that Tom was in his
life, and that the two of them had openly shared so many of their most
deeply guarded insecurities, he didn't feel plagued by inadequacy even as
Sean was so obviously aroused. Instead, Jared just allowed himself to enjoy
the sensations he was having. He understood that, even though he was a
full-grown man, there was still a little boy part of him that felt
overwhelmed by what was going on, and needed to be honored. And he also
knew that Tom had already accepted that aspect of Jared, even if Jared
sometimes had a hard time accepting it for himself.

So, spontaneously, Jared reached over toward Tom, kissing him
passionately. Tom responded as he always did, pulling Jared's face closer
to his own.

As they finished kissing, Jared said, "You know, Tom, if we pulled down our
son's pants right now, he'd be totally naked and we'd still have our
clothes on."

Tom added, "Yeah, but that might be really embarrassing for Sean to be
naked in front of his two dad's like that.

Sean, playing along, said, "Oh my God, that would be so
embarrassing. Please, please don't pull my pants down like that..."

But Jared had already begun to loosen the ties on the front of Sean's
sweats. A moment later, he and Tom hooked their thumbs under the waist band
and slowly began to pull them down to his ankles, revealing his strong and
very hairy thighs and legs.

And for the first time, Sean's undersized erection was revealed to both of
them. Unlike a lot of guys his age, Sean didn't appear to manscape, so even
though his penis was sticking straight up hard as a rock, it looked a
little shorter than it might have. Its circumcised mushroom head was fully
engorged and looked to be normal size for a man, but the shaft was short
and very thin.

"I wish it was bigger," said Sean, "I hope you guys aren't disappointed."

Jared couldn't tell if Sean was still playing along in his role or not, and
suspected it was a little of both.

Tom just replied, "Here's me being disappointed..." and went down on Sean,
taking his short penis into his mouth all the way down to the balls. He
sucked Sean's penis up and down the shaft a few times, then took a quick
break to say, "And by the way, if you start to get close, just go ahead and
cum your brains out in my mouth." Then he went back to sucking Sean,
rubbing his furry balls as he did.

This left Jared to explore the top part of his naked son. He pulled Sean's
face towards him and they kissed. At the same time, Jared started rubbing
Sean's chest with both hands, closing in on both nipples. Having sensitive
nipples himself, Jared loved giving this particular type of pleasure to a
partner who had the same sensitivity. Since Tom didn't share this trait,
Jared was all the more ready to service Sean in this way.

And Jared could tell by his reaction that, if anything, Sean was even more
sensitive in this way than Jared was. Sean's good-sized nipples were
stretched tight across his perfectly muscled chest, in contrast to Jared's
own smaller nips. He writhed with pleasure under Jared as he stroked the
younger man's nipples with varying levels of pressure. And Jared could also
feel Sean bucking up with his hips, thrusting his dick in and out of Tom's
mouth. By the way Sean was kissing him, Jared was pretty sure that Sean
wouldn't be able to last much longer before squirting.

Both Tom and Jared kept going in the same way for a while, until Sean said,
"I'm sorry, I don't know what's taking so long."

"No worries, Son," said Jared, "Just lie back and enjoy."

"I love the way you call me Son," said Sean, "I'm was really close a minute
ago, I just really need to cum now." He stroked the side of Tom's face and
said, "Maybe I should just finish myself off, OK?"

"Sure," said Tom, rubbing his mouth and returning to his position next to
Sean. He rubbed Sean's belly and kissed him on the cheek, before Sean
kissed him again and started rubbing his own dick.

"You want some lube?" Jared asked him.

"Yes, that would be great," Sean said, "It shouldn't take too long."

As Jared reached for the lube, Tom said, "You can take all night, I'm not
going anywhere."

"Yeah," Jared added as he squeezed a gob of lube into Sean's hand, "It
usually takes me a while, too. Tom's always been pretty patient with
me. We've got all night."

"Thanks," Sean said, "I was really close just a minute ago." He started
rubbing his still-erect penis slowly, mostly working on the head, relaxing
into a comfortable rhythm. Jared and Tom each worked on his nipples,
alternatively sucking them and rubbing them as Sean kissed first one of his
new dads and then the other.

Sean's rhythm began to quicken, and Jared and Tom could both feel how fast
his hand was moving up and down on his lubed erection. The two men
continued to rub his nipples and kiss his cheeks and neck as the tension in
Sean's body increased and he lifted the top part of his body off the
pillow, straining to bring himself to orgasm. The veins in his neck were
sticking out, and Sean's face looked a little contorted as he worked
intently for two or three minutes to get his erect penis to release its
seed.

"I'm so close," he said, the frustration in his voice evident.

"Hey, no worries," Jared said, "I've been there for sure. How about if we
take a break and then..."

"Yeah," said Sean, "Actually, I need to use the bathroom anyway. Maybe
that's part of the problem..." He leapt up out of bed and, before Jared
could offer him the master bathroom, Sean had left the room and re-entered
the hall bathroom where he had changed earlier.

"Oh my God," Tom whispered to Jared, "He's such a hottie."

"Oh really?" Jared smiled, reaching down to rub the tented front of Tom's
pants for a moment before backing off. "I hadn't noticed. I'll bet you're
pretty ready, huh?"

"Yes," said Tom, "Very ready. And how's JJ doing with all this excitement?"

"Really good, Tommy," said Jared, kissing Tom on the cheek. "I feel really
safe with you."

The two men kissed for a few minutes, getting more and more comfortable,
until Tom said, "Do you think he's all right?"

"Sure," said Jared, "Why not?"

Tom got out of bed and looked into the hallway, where the bathroom light
glowed softly under the door. He went to the door and knocked very softly
saying, "Hey Sean, you OK in there?"

After a long silence, Tom heard Sean say through the door,
"Yes. No. Um... I'm not sure."


To be continued...


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