Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2008 21:49:34 EDT
From: Blkwhtteddy@aol.com
Subject: JULIAN AND I CHAPTER 3

As I was starting to pull out of Julian it came to again what I had said,
and I was hoping he hadn't heard me. I didn't want to stop having fun with
him while Tim and I were still here visiting. Like I said before I didn't
know how julian felt about me. For all I knew I was a friend he was fooling
around with.  I was so nervous and I walked over to the shower and turned
it on.  Julian just sat on the counter and seemed like he was still coming
down from his orgasm.


I turned the shower on and climbed in. I was sweaty and needed a quick
clean up after. My whole body felt alive for once and I was still on cloud
9 from what julian and I just did. Sudden I felt the shower curtain open
and there stood julian. He looked at me and asked if he could join me in
the shower. I may have been worried about what I said but I wasn't about to
say no to this gorgeous man. He climbed in and still said nothing about
what my heart had spit out of my mouth.


As I washed myself I felt his hands grab my ass. My mind went start to his
touch and my body reacted to it. I dick started getting hard again and I
moaned softly. I stayed facing the way I was so he didn't see, but I think
he knew it. I looked over my shoulder and he looked at me and had this
strange smile on his face. I didn't know what he had in mind but I wanted
to know. As he touched me I wanted to feel more of him. I wanted him inside
me as I was just inside me.


I was done washing up and I told him if he wanted the water we could
switch., but before I could move I felt his hands on my back and he started
to bend me over. I wasn't sure what was going on but my body wanted to
know. I was like putty in his hands. I bent over and the next thing I felt
was amazing. I felt Julian's hands pulling at my ass and something soft and
wet slide against my tight virgin hole. When I looked back it was Julian's
tongue. It felt amazing and my body was letting me know I liked it. every
time his tongue passed over my hole my spine would tingle and my cock would
throb. I was moaning deep and loud from his tongue and started to image how
his dick would feel inside. I knew it was going to hurt but I wanted it.


In between moans as he slid his tongue over my hole I looked back at him
and said julian please I want you inside me. I want you to be deep inside
me. OH PLEASE!!!! He just looked up at me from between my ass and slid part
of his tongue into me. I couldn't contain my moan from that. I begged him
again and as I did he slid more of his tongue into me. I couldn't take it
anymore. I had to have him and he knew it. He stopped his tongue assault on
my hole and stood up to kiss me. I could smell my hole on his face and it
just turned me on even more.

I felt his hard dick pressing against my ass. The feeling from it there was
like nothing I had ever felt before. My whole body was craving it. I
reached down and pulled my ass apart letting it close around Julian's
cock. He moaned as he felt it around his dick. I started pushing back
against him and I could feel him against my tight hole. I wanted to feel
him but I wasn't sure what to do. I wanted him inside me but I didn't know
how to do it without hurting.  I think julian sensed my fear and pulled
away from saying "We don't have to do this." I looked at him and said "Yes
we do. I have wanted you to be my first for a long time now. I'm just
scared it is going to hurt." He looked at me and smiled. Reaching over and
grabbing a bar of soap he wet his hands and lathered them up well. I wasn't
sure why but I trusted him. I just turned back around and bent over.


Next thing I felt was Julian's hand on my butt again and rubbing what I
figured was the soap between my ass and on my hole. Then I felt something
strange and exciting I felt his finger slide into me and play around
inside. My cock jumped and I moaned deeply. As he worked his finger in and
out of me I couldn 't help but start stroking my cock. Then I felt a little
pain as he slid in a second finger, but I didn't say anything. I wanted him
inside and I knew it would hurt. As the pain settled and went away. I
started moaning louder, and whimpering for him. He took my cue and lined
his dick with my open hole. I felt his head start to push inside me. There
was this burning feeling but I wanted him. I pushed back as he pushed
in. his head slipped inside me and the burning went away. I kept pushing
back against him as he pushed in and the next thing I knew he was deep
inside me. I felt his hands move to my hips and he start pumping in and out
of me slowly at first as to not hurt me.

I started feeling this feeling building in my stomach as he was moving in
and out of me. We were both moaning and breathing heavy. I was still
stroking my dick and could feel my second orgasm for the day building and
it felt like I was going to shoot everywhere when I came. Julian started to
pump my tight hole faster as I could feel him swelling inside me. We were
both starting to pant and moan. We were both getting to the point of no
return. I tried to tighten my hole more to get julian closer to the end
even faster. I knew I only had a few more strokes and I would be down
soon. I couldn't take it anymore and I called out his name and said I was
about to cum. As I started to shot I could feel my hole tightening around
his dick as he buried it deep inside.  every time I shot I could feel my
hole pulsate around his dick. Julian buried his dick deep inside me 2 more
times and then he said it. He told me he was cumming and that my hole felt
amazing. My own cum was all over the shower floor and my hand. I could feel
julian shooting his thick sweet load deep inside me.


He sat inside me as he finished cumming. My I thought the orgasm I had from
being inside him was a good, but I was wrong this one was so much better.
My whole body tingled and I didn't want him to leave my quivering hole. I
could feel him start to pull out and knew for now we were done. After he
was gone from my hole I felt this strange empty feeling go thru my body and
I wanted him inside me again. I stood up and licked my hand clean. Turning
around I leaned into him and kissed his lips again. He was such a great
kisser I didn't want to stop kissing him. He pulled away from our kiss and
a held him close to me. I felt the water against my skin and wash over us
both. I was so content at that moment I hadn't really noticed the water
start to get cold.

The cold water hit my skin and I jumped. Shutting off the water I opened
the curtain. As I started to get out of the shower I felt Julian's grab my
shoulder and turn me around and pull me close to him. He hugged me and
looked into my eyes and kissed me again. But this kiss wasn't like the
others we had shared. This kiss was something more. I wasn't sure what to
say or do when the kiss was broken. I just looked at him and wanted to say
it again. Before I could say anything though I heard him say it first. He
looked into my eyes and said those words "I love you Brandon". Those words
that made my heart pound and my head float. I didn't think he heard but now
I know he did. I just looked at him and pulled him close to me again and
whispered it back to him. We stood there holding each other and kissing a
soft loving kiss.

After we were done kissing. I felt tired and needed a nap. I looked at him
and asked if he would like to lay down with me. He asked yes and we when
and laid in the other bed not even bothering to get redressed. I pulled him
into my chest as his back was to me and we fell asleep spooning. I was so
happy that I was laying here naked with the man I loved. We had both shared
our love with each other and told each other we loved the other. As I
started to fall asleep the thought that I was going to be leaving him soon
came into my head and I felt my heart falling from where it was, but I was
too tired to concentrate on that thought.