Date: Mon, 3 May 2021 09:29:54 -0400 From: Jay Williamson Subject: me and robbie chapter 27 gay male/ beginnings Now for the normal stuff. This is a work of fiction most of the characters in this story are made up as well as what happens. There are some real and fake companies mentioned they are just to make the story more interesting. And if you like the story or even if you don't. Please donate to Nifty to help keep this and other stories coming. https://donate.nifty.org/ Chapter 27 The next morning I woke up around 6 as always and got up and after using the restroom went out and made coffee. While it was brewing I went and took a shower. When I got done and was putting some clothes on Josh started to wake up. Morning sexy Morning Coffee should be ready if you want some I'll be out in a few minutes I need to jack off again Ok stud I was having my coffee when I heard Josh moaning oh yeah fuck me harder Robbie don't stop just fuck me as hard as you can. Oh god keep going harder, harder aawwww fuccckkkkk. I just grinned I remember how he would fuck me in the mornings too I heard the shower start and decided to go ahead and get Josh a cup of coffee I was watching the news when he came out naked What a nice sight but don't you want to put some clothes on I guess I could. I'm worried about Robbie I am too, he's in for a long recovery Do you think after this he will even want to have sex again He's 18 I'm sure he will but it might be a while and if he is torn like the doctor thinks he may never want to be fucked again That would be bad, he likes it so much I know, now why don't you put some clothes on before I seriously molest you and do things we aren't allowed to do Ok I will I don't want you to get this too After Josh got dressed we went over to breakfast. I went in and told Mrs. Mabel thank you for helping the boys with dinner last night Oh Mr. Jay I was happy to. They really did do all the work. I told them what to do and kept an eye on them while they did it and they insisted on cleaning up the mess they made too Well it was very good. But come over here and sit down for a minute. Has something happened Yes, Robbie is in the hospital and will be there several days maybe a week What happened Without going into details. He and Josh did something very stupid up in Ohio, that's why I sent them home. Robbie ended up being hurt and didn't know it and from what I hear all the work they did this week didn't help. He finally asked for help last night Is he gonna be alright The doc says he should be. But he may be a bit different when he gets back I knew something was wrong, they seemed scared to death all week Should I make something special for you to take to him He would like that but for the next couple days he will be on a liquid diet and tomorrow he is going to have a minor procedure and we will know more after that. But he has a bad infection and they are trying to get that under control Oh my I will call and check on him a little later and see how he is doing Well you tell him he better get well, I want my little boy back He will like that I went back outside and Josh was talking with Gunny Can I join you Sure have a seat, he was just telling me about Robbie Yeah I just told Mrs. Mabel leaving out the gory details Oh before I forget, here. He handed me Jason's Marshall credentials Thanks I will have to call them Monday and have them cancelled. Gunny you think we should replace him at this point of time That's hard to say. We don't have that much time to recruit and train someone in such a short period of time. We would need someone here right now Josh asked could you train me? I already know a lot that's going on around here I looked at gunny, what do you think It might be possible short term, but I think we need to look at someone more experienced no offense son. But you don't realize what you are getting into, but we could train him like we did Robbie he should know how to protect himself I would go for that, he could ride in the truck with us or switch off with Robbie. I don't think either of them realize what riding all day in a truck for days is like. How much worse could it be than a long car trip A lot worse Josh, we will be protecting something and you would have to stay alert all the time and riding in a truck is rougher than a car Have you ever handled a weapon son Not really only a BB gun Well we could start like we did with Robbie that turned out real well You think we could get Todd to teach him like he did Robbie I think he enjoyed teaching him Do we have any blanks left I think we do but I'll have to check What about physical training I'm in good shape already We know you are but there are things you have to get used to and different types of exercises than say your football training you should know, not to mention stamina. Robbie thought he was in good shape before he started with us too Yes I remember his ass dragging a few times Let us think it over for a day and see if we can get you up to speed in time, we had over three months training here already and only a month or so to get you even close You can start physical training with us in the morning, we start at 6am because of the heat later in the day So I need to get up by 530 at the latest Yes you do and no coffee just water if you're thirsty until you get done Why no coffee The caffeine will get your heart rate up too fast and that's not good, we will get your blood pumping Ok I'll do it Let's go eat and we will talk to Todd after We had breakfast and me and gunny talked to Todd afterwards while I had Josh go open up the garage. Todd agreed to teach Josh but we had to get some more blanks since we didn't have many left. So we agreed to start with Josh tomorrow morning. And I still had to talk to the Marshall Service to get Josh cleared to go. Robbie called before we got done and asked if we were going to come see him today. I said you remember what the doctor said you may be on the toilet all day. Yeah but I miss you guys. I know baby we miss you too. How are you feeling I'm about the same, the doctor was in a little while ago he said it might take a day to start to feel better Why don't we give you a day and let you relax as much as you can. And we will be there after your procedure tomorrow It's hard to sleep here, there's no one to cuddle with Awe baby I'm sorry, but look at it this way the more rest you get the faster you will get better If you say so Well I want you back as soon as it's safe for you. But I want my normal boy back I'll show you a boy when I get home I bet you will I love you and tell Josh I love him too I will babe This stuff is starting to work I got to get to the bathroom Ok bye baby I went over to the garage where Josh had all the doors open. I fired up both trucks and let them warm up a bit and get the air built up. I backed the new truck out and pulled it onto the cross drive and parked it, then pulled the lowboy out and pulled down on the drive out of the way. I went back to the new one and took it around the drive trying to keep it on the drive. I already knew it was going to be a bitch in tight places, but I may have to have a bit more asphalt put down. I got around to the back door of the garage and pulled in and backed it in towards the northwest corner. Keeping it 10' feet from the side and 20' from the rear. Since I didn't have a plug with the power to plug it in, I cranked the landing gear down and pulled the king pin and dropped the trailer and pulled about 10' feet away. Since on the way back I filled the generator tank with fuel, it held 100 gallons itself. Josh was helping me and he was amazed when I hit the switch for the automatic levelers and the trailer started moving and leveled itself up. I made sure to tell Josh you never do this while it's hooked to the truck. I hit another switch and the steps came out and extended. Wow that's cool You haven't seen anything yet I went back and hit the switch for the back door to lay down. We pulled the steps out and hooked them where they go and I told him to go and set up the railings. He figured it out real quick. There's patio doors and everything. I said let me get the other truck back in here and I'll show you the inside. I backed the lowboy back in and put it where I wanted it on the same side but where you could still use the big door on that side they fit in there real good. I said are you ready for the inside and I hit the switches that pushed the slides out. Hell yes I gotta see this I let him go in first. Dam this is like a house inside. Turn right and go up the step. Holy shit two bedrooms and a bathroom. He also loved the kitchen set up, a full size stove and fridge too. He couldn't see in the patio doors because I had them tinted dark and he was like a couch and love seat and all set to be able to watch TV. Didn't you notice the TV in the bedrooms No I was more impressed we had decent sized beds Do you like the lights I had put in Yeah it makes it really bright Well some of them also dim When do we get to take it out and give it a try I was thinking after the job we have coming up and the house gets finished, we also need to move mom down here too. So it won't be soon. Probably 3 months but it is here if we need it. Oh I forgot to tell you Robbie called, he's bored and lonely but the stuff they gave him kicked in and he is spending the day on the toilet. That will suck after a while He said to make sure I told you something What's that He said tell him I love him Well I love him too and you I know What are we going to do if something bad happens to him I don't want to think about that, but don't you think he would want both of us to go on and be happy I guess, but it would be hard. I fell in love with him a long time ago, even before we got out of school I know and he was in love with you too You guys were like Randy you didn't know how to show it. But at least you didn't wait over 30 years to show each other When did you and him start I think I was 13 and he was 14 Now that's young It was a whole different time You think you guys will ever get together again You mean as in live together Yeah I doubt it. Besides I have you two boys. I don't know what I'd do having to keep 3 happy. I was meaning if you guys got together to be our dad's and we all still have sex. I doubt if he would be into something like that. Do you and Robbie want to be a couple by yourselves No but just like the night we spent together sometimes it nice to focus just on pleasing one person And you never know, he might fall in love with us, like all of us did When I talk to him I'll mention it. The night we spent together I had a feeling he felt like he needed to know what it felt like to be able to be with me without having to worry about time. Was it good Yeah it was, I told him if he would have been like that back then there would have been a fight to keep him. But it was a totally different time. People weren't tolerant like now. Which is the real reason he stayed with her. She threatened to out both of us to parents and neighbors too. Which would have left us both out in the cold. Is that why you didn't throw me and Robbie out It might have had something to do with it. But I guess everyone is entitled to 1 major fuck up. And I think with what is happening you both have learned your lesson. We learned it all this week. We just knew you were going to kick us out We need to just get past this and learn from it Let's turn all this all this off and go back to the house or you'll be washing cars again We got over to the house and I told him I was going to catch up on the mail and see what kind of messages were there. I looked through the mail and a couple bills came and some of the blanket permits also came. Something for Robbie with just an address so I set it aside. The rest was the typical junk mail I started checking messages #1 Jay this is Steve Smith your radios will be here in 2 days give me a call and we can set up an installation time The rest were idiot telemarketers It was about 11 so I decided to call Randy and let him know I got home ok Ring, ring, ring, ring, hello Sleeping late sexy Yeah I stayed up too late last night I hope for a good reason Just a movie I guess you made it back home Yeah I got back yesterday afternoon and was mobbed by two scared boys So they realize they screwed up Yeah they really know it now, Robbie is in the hospital What's wrong He has a bad case of the clap and he got torn a bit and didn't know it and has a real bad infection from it. They're pumping him full of antibiotics and going to go in tomorrow to see how bad he is inside Dam that really sucks And Josh has the clap too but no symptoms. They tested all of us last night for everything under the sun. I had planned on taking all of us Monday and getting tested but Robbie started pissing blood last night Hopefully he will be ok The doc thinks so. And they worked their asses off all week the house was spotless, all the cars and trucks were all washed and waxed and they even made supper last night for just the three of us all by themselves They were trying to make up weren't they Oh yeah. They thought sure I was going to throw them out Well maybe they will think before they do something like that I told them they could have both been raped. beaten, or worse You're dam right. Did you find out anything about the others that took part No as long as Robbie is ok, I'm going to let the rest of them find out they got the clap on their own So what else is happening down there Oh you're probably going to think this is weird, but Josh asked me a little while ago if I thought you might want to come down here and be one of their dad's too Now that's funny, they don't even know me I guess they learned enough from what I told them Do they know I have a son their age I told them that too after they asked if they could rape you if you came down to visit Oh my god, what did you tell them That you can't rape the willing Well that's true I'll have to think about all that, you know you're the only guy I've had sex with for a very long time I figured from the way you acted I was the only one you had sex with in a long time period You figured right. I haven't even been on a date in a year or more Really Yeah I just got tired of all the drama. They seem to be either sluts that fuck you once and want to move in or you wine and dine them for weeks and it goes no where Well you know I don't want you for your money and I do put out He laughed, yeah it was nice wasn't it I told the boys if you had done that before there would have been a fight for you with Kim Now wouldn't that have set the neighborhood to talking Yeah we both probably would have had to run away from home More than likely What do you think your kids would say I didn't tell you when you were here, but Tom spent a year locked up so I'm guessing he has had man on man sex. He's never said anything about it What happened if you want to say He got fucked up with drugs and broke in someplace and got caught A lot of shit like that down here too It's everywhere. What's it like where you're at We're out in the country 40 miles from Tampa but it's still around not like in a big city though Well this fall I might have to come down on vacation. I could use a break from this town. But I don't want to come down while everything you got going on is happening I understand I'd have to run this by Robbie, but the shape he is in right now he would think he's being replaced Besides I may not like as much sex as they do We all sleep in one king size bed so the cuddling helps and we have naked night about once a week What the hell is naked night We pull a mattress out of a spare bedroom and snuggle up naked and watch a movie it seems to help their constant sex drive So about like the way we watched the movie that night Yeah but the couch isn't big enough for three So what if there was a fourth There would be room one way or another, you just have to get used to one of these boys and their big dicks poking you in the back sometimes. I don't think Josh ever does go soft I'll think about it Well they will more than likely calm down when mom gets down here Yeah probably. It's too bad you're not here right now Why's that There's something here real hard now Well keep it healthy I may have to make a trip back up there soon That would be nice and this time bring the boys if they want. I won't guarantee anything but it might be fun to give it a try I'll tell Josh he'll like that Ok well let me get off here and make some coffee, call me whenever you want Ok I will. Later I went out to find Josh on the couch and sat down beside him and he grabbed my arm and held on. Anything wrong Not really I just need to be close to someone right now Why don't you take your shirt off Can I take my pants off too You want to lay around naked today do you Can we Lock the door I took my clothes off and laid on the couch, come here I'll hold you He laid down and snuggled as close as he could get and pulled both my arms around him Jay, I'm scared About what About this last week and the weeks to come Turnover and talk to me, he did and surprisingly he wasn't hard I had a bad dream last night What about That something happened to Robbie and he wasn't here anymore and you didn't want me here because of it Baby sometimes our dreams are caused by the tension we are feeling most of the time they don't happen I know but I had a dream about Chad a while before that happened Do you think you can see the future Sometimes it's happened a couple other times too What happened then My grandma passed but she had been sick and just something at school but it involved someone else Sometimes our dreams make sense, sometimes they don't. With Chad and your grandma you more than likely knew those things were going to happen and your subconscious took over as you slept. Those kinds of dreams aren't unusual when someone is sick or acting like Chad was You think so I do. Many times when I was a kid I dreamed of Randy doing something like he did last week and look how long that took to really happen So he might be ok I think we need to hope so. You want him back with us don't you Of course Well think about good things He held on to me for hours and wouldn't let go. Finally I had to have him get up What's wrong I have to go to the bathroom Oh sorry It's ok I'll be back I went to the bathroom and was thinking Robbie has to get better or this poor kid will be lost. After I got done I went back out and laid in front of him and pulled his arm around me He snuggled close and I could tell he was feeling a little better. That big monster of his was starting to get hard You feeling a little better Kind of relieved I was thinking the worst What do you want to do this afternoon Can we stay right here since we can't do what I'd like to What would you like to do He pulled his arm back and slid his dick right by my hole You're naughty I know that's why you love me One of the reasons Only one, what are the others Well when you settle down and take your time you're one hell of a lover And your good looks and nice body help You keep talking like that and I'm liable to just slide this in you You know better than that I acted like I was going to get up again Where you going To order you a chastity belt and have it sent next day air Ok, ok I'll be good Babe if you need to jack off just jack off Poor thing had to jack off 3 more times that day. Before we went to bed that night I set the alarm for 530 so he could get up and train with the guys. He bitched when the alarm went off but he got up and went running and whatever else they do in the morning. I heard the door close a little after 7 and Josh in the kitchen making coffee. He came in the bedroom real quiet and striped his shorts off and took a shower. After he dried off I acted like I was asleep and he came over and gave me a sweet gentle kiss. It's time to get up daddy So I'm daddy today not lover Ok then it's time to get up lover the coffee is ready Oh my look, you're not hard Hahaha gunny ran our asses off Now you know how Robbie got so ripped, just wait till its exercise day I might have to give you a massage that day Mmmmm I can't wait. Now come on get up before I climb in there and do something bad Ok you talked me into it I got up and had a cup and then we went over to the team house. Gunny and Todd were there and they had one of our .45's on the table. Gunny motioned us over and asked Josh if he was ready to start learning the right way about firearms. I think I should, especially with as many that are around here. I agree, I'm going to walk you through a couple of basic's and after breakfast Todd is going to take you out back and teach you more for a couple of hours Great I like to learn new things We are only going to do a couple hours a day so you don't get burnt out and when Todd feels you are ready we will go to the range and you can fire real bullets. And with that gunny and Todd started the same way they did with Robbie We had breakfast and Josh went with Todd and they went out back of the workers quarters and worked back there in private. I went over to the house and started looking through the blanket permits that came. And also noticed the Nevada Light permit also came. Nothing in the permits were too restrictive so we could go just about anywhere we needed. There was also a letter from my insurance company telling me they filed for the Texas Super Heavy Oversize Load bond you have to have in order to get permits. I was looking through some other mail when the phone rang Hello Johnson Inc. Mr. Johnson this is Dr. Holmes Yes doctor Just letting you know we had to do some minor surgery on Robbie after the procedure this morning. He did have a tear in his rectum and we repaired it. He is going to be out for a couple more hours. The infection has gotten worse because of the tear and we have him on stronger medication, he's running a fever but we are controlling it. So I wanted to let you know when you come to see him he may be talking a little strange, it's just the fever. He will be on a liquid diet for a lot longer and might have to be here for a couple weeks depending on his progress. Is this life threatening doctor Not at this point, but if he had come in a day or two later he may not be here right now. The antibiotics we started him on in the ER helped slow the infection. Has he said anything about his parents He told me that under no circumstances was anyone to contact his parents Well it was a bad situation Yes he told me and since he is 18 I have to do what he says. He did sign a form to have you as his healthcare advocate in case he can't make decisions. But when you come to visit try to keep him calm. He is not to get up no matter what he says. We have a catheter in so there is no reason for him to get up. Ok doctor I was planning on being there about noon If you could come earlier and be there when he wakes up it may help What time Can you be here by 11 We sure can Ok then he is in the recovery room right now then we will move him to room 307 before he wakes up so he doesn't try to help. Ok Josh and I will be there at or before 11 That will be fine I will come in around noon to see him again Ok doctor bye I looked at my watch and it was almost 10, I went to find Josh and tell him so he could get ready. I found him with Todd still and said we need to cut this session short. We need to go to the hospital a little early. Is something wrong Josh asked No they had to do some minor surgery on him and the doctor feels it would be better if we were there when he wakes up Todd said go on get out of here I'll put all this away Josh said I need another shower I need one too Let's take a quick one together to save time Ok but we don't have time for anything extra I know so come on old man We showered with no playing around and got dressed and went to the hospital We got to the room as they were bringing him from the recovery room he was still out. The nurse said it should be wearing off in a half hour to an hour and to come get her when he woke up. So we sat there waiting on each side of him holding his hands. After a while he started to come around and looked at us and half smiled and was out again Josh said what's wrong with him I said it's normal he may fade in and out a bit till it wears off They had 3 IV's in him and one was hooked to a machine I figured it was a pain killer. And they had him on a heart monitor I guess because of the surgery He finally started waking up more and asked if he could have a kiss Sure baby and I gave him a quick kiss on his lips and as soon as I was done Josh gave him one too. I feel better now Josh told him I was so worried about you I'll be ok I guess I told Josh to go let the nurse know he's awake You had us both worried young man I know it's my fault I thought it would go away by itself. Like that first time with you when I got carried away. Baby I love you so much but if you ever do anything like this again I'm going to kick your cute little ass I give you permission to right now The nurse came in and said how's my sexiest patient doing today Robbie told her I feel like crap That's the drugs they gave you sweetie they will wear off soon. Are you in any pain A little bit She showed him the button to push for pain killers. Now I have this attached to your bed. And its metered it will only give you so much so often, but the machine remembers so if you're in pain you just push it anyway and when it's time it will give you more. She checked his vitals and told him he has a catheter in so if you have to pee just go ahead and do it. And you have a fever but it's expected. No soda, water only and I'll get you a cup of ice chips if you want I could use something cold Ok I'll get you some but you lay still we don't want you moving or straining Ok I'll try not to Dr. Holmes will be in in a little while to check on you too After she left Robbie says my butt really hurts I said push your button right there that's what it's for and baby your butt is probably going to be sore for a while they had to do some repair up there It's probably so big you could drive a truck through it Babe it will go back to normal don't worry Josh told him I'm so sorry I let that happen Why are you sorry, we both wanted the same thing. We just lost is all But I still should have stopped it. I'll never forgive myself Robbie told him to lean down here I want to tell you something. Josh did and Robbie whispered something in his ear that I couldn't hear and Josh started crying. He just answered, I will I didn't ask I tried to lighten things up and told Robbie I have a message for you From who Mrs. Mabel she said you'd better get well fast because she misses her lil boy Tell her I'll try She was going to make something to send but I told her you'll be drinking your food for a couple days Yea I never liked Jell-O now I'm sick of it. Get used to it, when I had my appendix out I was only allowed liquids for 3 days, you'll come to like it Tell Mrs. Mabel I really could enjoy some of her pot roast right now Baby that's the last thing you need right now But it would taste so good Josh said I'll tell her and let you know how it tastes Asshole Robbie replied About that time Dr. Holmes came in. How do you feel Like crap That's expected. Robbie can I talk about your condition if front of everyone Yeah doc we share everything Well I had to ask. Ok first off the infection you have has gotten worse, but with the stronger antibiotics we have it stopped. Now it will take some time to get rid of it. But I feel these will take care of it. So what's the good part Son that was the good part. The tear in your rectum allowed fecal material to get where it shouldn't be and that is where the infection came from. We repaired it with a few stitches they will eventually dissolve so we don't need to go in to remove them. I know all of you have sex together, that's your business. But son you're on the bench for a couple months. I'm sure from what happened and what you told me that you like anal sex too. Well there's no way to say this gently but no more receiving for you. And the 2 months at the least needs to be followed the straining anyone does during sex will possibly tear you lose again What about oral until then You can if you're comfortable but no "prolonging" things, you understand Yeah. I want to tell you something you haven't realized. And I'm going to be blunt. You trying to tough it out or hide what was going on could have killed you. If you hadn't got here when you did you might not be here now and I want that to sink in. WITH ALL OF YOU! Next time you feel something wrong like that you get to a doctor then not 4 or 5 days later. I will And for now you are to stay in bed. I don't want you moving any more than you need to. And if you are in pain use your button. Your body heals better when you're not in pain. Why does my butt hurt so bad Robbie we had to stretch you a bit to repair the damage you're going to be sore for a day or two. And we are going to keep you on a liquid diet for a while. The last thing we need you to have is a difficult bowel movement. And after that a soft diet for a while When can I go home The doctor laughed, I know our food is bad but you aren't going anywhere for at least a week. I want that infection gone for a few days before I will even think about releasing you. And then you are going to have to take it easy for at least a month after But I won't be able to do my job Robbie shut up I said. The doctor looked at me funny Either way you're not working for a couple of months at least. Do you have any more questions No I guess not I'll be in to see you tomorrow morning and remember your pain meds just push the button Ok I will The doctor left and I followed him out into the hallway Doc I didn't mean to be abrupt in there with him, but we have all been training for 3 months for a job coming up soon. He's also worked very hard being so young he accomplished a lot. He's even a special deputy U.S. Marshall that's one thing he's a little upset about. I see, as I would tell anyone else I could care less what their job is I'm concerned about their health. As you should be and I agree. It's just we can't talk about what it is we're going to be doing for security reasons. Could you give me an idea what he would be doing All I can say is a lot of riding in a truck, we are going to be transporting something I take it it's not going to be in a car No it won't How long is this going to be for 3 maybe 4 weeks I would highly recommend he doesn't go. It would be just too much on his body. I understand. I'll let you get on your way I went back in the room and Josh and Robbie were holding hands and talking real low. I heard as soon as you can, before they noticed me and shut up You guys want me to leave you guys alone for a while No Robbie said. I was telling him what I'm going to tell you right now Ok I'll listen From what the doctor just said I'm going to be out of commission for a while. I want Josh to take my place both in and out of the bedroom until I can get back to normal. I also told him as soon as you guys are allowed to make sure he makes love to you as much as possible. When I get home I'll join in when I feel I can. Well I'm glad you said that but remember when you get home you have to put up with us wanting to be as close to you as possible and do whatever we can to satisfy you. I know you will. But I won't be able to do some of the things I like anymore I know maybe we can make you feel good with our lips and tongue instead of dicks You guys would do that without being able to do the rest What would make you think we wouldn't. We love you baby and when you get out of here you will be a perfect lil asshole Smart asses I see we cheered you up a little You know what would cheer me up more Josh said I'm afraid to ask but what To see Brandon and Jason if he is still around I understand Brandon but why Jason So I can tell him I don't blame him for this Maybe you don't but I do, he shouldn't have let this happen and I told you both the reasons. I know but he was real gentle with me when some of those other guys weren't He's gone and I don't know where he is. But if I hear from him I'll tell him Now can you guys go home I want to sleep a while Ok we'll take off but it's gonna cost you I'm naked I don't even know where my wallet is You can pay this I want a kiss and so do I We gave him some nice long kisses and finally he said you two get the hell out of here before I get hard. Ok we'll leave you You gonna come back tomorrow Oh I think you're worth the trip. But you be good and get better so we can get you home again Me and Josh left and after we got back home I asked Josh what Robbie had said that had him crying He told me he was scared he was going to die. And if he did he wanted me to stay with you and to love you like he did. I didn't say anything about my dreams to him but that's what did it. I took him in my arms and told him not to worry. The doctor told me when he called this morning Robbie's fever and the drugs may make him talk or act a little strange. I forgot to tell you we got rushed a bit. So he's not going to die No baby he isn't. Didn't you listen to the doctor. I was more worried about Robbie You should have listened, they have the infection under control it's just going to take some time to get rid of it So he's really going to be ok Yes if he does what he's told to do, but he's not going to be able to take that big dick of yours anymore. Or any dick from what the doctor said Dam you know he's going to hate that Yeah I know now I have to try and satisfy you both Well he did tell me as soon as we were allowed to even if he wasn't here to let me remember his exact words, oh yeah he said "to wear your ass out' and to "dump a few loads in you for him too" So I have to order a chastity belt for myself Only if I get the key. But he did say to do it in a loving way if that helps Oh you wait till I see him tomorrow Josh unzipped his pants and said he told me you should also take care of this as much as possible Well come on I'll take care of you in the bedroom We went in and both got off. I let Brandon know Robbie wanted to see him and he went later that day. I made the appointment Monday and they got our radios all installed that week. Robbie was doing better but he ended up staying in the hospital for two weeks. In the meantime Josh has been training with the guys not only physical but firearms. They have also been teaching some basic self-defense tactics. Josh's second round of tests came back clean so the antibiotics did their job, mine were also clear. Robbie's infection cleared as well as the gonorrhea cleared up a week before they let him out of the hospital. He got home yesterday but he is still a little tired. We have been showing all the affection he can stand. He is still on some medication to make him go to the bathroom easier. But he has changed. He still cuddles with us but still is not in the mood for sex. And we have tried a lot. It appears he has just lost interest. Both Josh and I have really been hoping this is just temporary. He will make out with us one on one. But that's it. I have tried different times of the day when we are alone and he doesn't even want a blowjob. I offered to ride him a few times and he has no interest. Josh told me he has tried the same with no luck I've been considering us both sitting him down and having a talk but don't want him to feel pressured. I talked to Brandon , but he told me Robbie hasn't said anything to him about it either. But added it may be the medication he is on. Brandon said to call the doctor and ask him because this was way over his head. I called and talked to Dr. Holmes and he told me the medication shouldn't cause it. But added Robbie went through a rough time with the infection and repairing the injury. He suggested not to ask him for a couple weeks but just show him a lot of affection. He added with what happened he may feel dirty and he's not good enough for you guys now. It might take a while for him to get over it. Two more weeks have gone by and Robbie still has no interest in doing anything but making out. I can see the hurt in Josh's eyes every time we make love to each other and Robbie just rolls over and goes to sleep. One morning after Josh went to train. I asked Robbie if he would talk to me a while Sure I'll talk Baby we both really love you, nothing about that has or will change. I know that I want you to know that as soon as you are ready we more than want to have sex with you again. I told Josh not to ask you anymore and I won't either. It's not that we don't want you it's we don't want you to feel pressured I love both of you too. It's just..... Just what baby you can tell me It's just I had a lot of time to think in the hospital about both of you and what happened. I have been fighting with myself I liked getting fucked by so many guys at the time you know like I was in a porn movie or something Ok I can understand that And afterwards especially after you found us I just felt like a dirty little whore. And I don't deserve either of you. You guys deserve a nice guy not a little whore What makes you think you're a dirty little whore. Because I know I don't think that and neither does Josh One of the guys that night when he was fucking me whispered in my ear that "I'm going to make you a dirty little whore and when I'm done you're going to be running around letting anything that walks fuck you" Who said that to you I don't remember his name it was one of the guys from the pool and I remember he had a really big dick too Honey you didn't even know that guy and he dam sure didn't know you. Do you think me and Josh look at you that way No. I know you and Josh really love me but I'm afraid if I start having sex again I will turn into what Chad became. You're not Chad. And you never will be I'd lock you in a chastity belt before that happens That might be what I'd need and he smiled I knew I was starting to get to what the problem is. You know the doctor says you can't receive anal anymore so you can't become Chad. And you know I don't mind giving my ass up to you and neither does Josh. That doesn't bother me I liked getting fucked but after this I really think I could do without it. I can understand. You know we don't think any different because of that. In fact I like it. You remember when we first got together Yeah you said over the years you liked getting fucked more than doing the fucking. Did you think any less of me then or now No of course not Why would you think me or Josh would think any less of you now Because I can't do my job in bed or out, Josh had to take my place So deep down you're more upset that Josh is training with the guys and getting up to speed like you did Something like that I just feel like I'm not pulling my weight I took him in my arms. Baby there's a lot of difference in being sick or injured than just goofing off and not doing your job. Besides it was Josh's idea to train with them so he could get a ripped sexy body like you have and without Jason we were a man short. With you down so to speak we're two men down. But as far as I am concerned your first job if you want to call it that is to be our lover. We trained you to be able to defend yourself remember those first couple days Yes And that's the same thing we are training Josh for and he wanted to get and stay in better shape just like you did. So I'm still valuable here I don't care what anyone says, you'll always be valuable to me You mean that, really Yes really. Just because you can't go on this trip for health reasons doesn't mean you're never going. This trip is going to be rough on all of us. And when you do go on one of these jobs I want you and everyone else in tip top shape. So when I get better I can go Of course you can you and Josh will be right there with me Can I ask for something special Within reason I guess Can I suck your dick Under one condition What's that I get to suck yours too Ok just don't put anything around my butthole I'm not ready for that You got it baby We started sucking each other and he was just as eager as before I was trying to be as gentle and loving as possible. I heard the door open and close and in a minute Josh came in the bedroom. Now that's the best sight I've seen in a long time. Is it ok if I join. Robbie pushed me up and said if you don't I'm going to be mad. Josh said I'll be there in a couple minutes let me get the sweat off. That must have been the fastest shower ever he came in and said Jay could I switch places with you. I climbed off Robbie and he was actually reaching for Josh's cock so I let them go at it a while and laid beside them stroking their sides. Soon Robbie blasted a load into Josh's mouth. Josh rose up and said you taste as good as always he pushed back on Josh and said pull me to the end of the bed and fuck my throat but go easy. Josh did that and I started licking Robbie's balls and back up his dick which surprised me by getting hard again that fast. Josh had leaned over a bit and was sucking me at the same time. He had me getting close and dam Robbie seemed like he was ready to fire again. Robbie started to shake just a bit and gave me the load I was waiting on and it caused me to fire away into Josh and from the sounds Robbie was making he was in the process of swallowing one of Josh's huge loads. After we calmed down we laid on the bed again kissing and cuddling Josh finally said. I'm so glad you're back I'm glad I'm back too I may not be able to keep up with you guys but I'll try just please don't try to go in my butt I won't and when you're ready I want that big dick of yours in me again Jay does me good but I do miss yours I said we'll just take it slow, whatever you feel good with babe