My First Time  By: Emil

When I started working for a clothing distribution center I was still confused
about my sexual "direction". At the time I was only 19 years  old and took the
job since my parents gave me no choice.  "Either join the  rest of society or
move out", as I was told. Back then the conflicts going  on in my mind was
something I had to keep to myself. Coming from an Italian  family, Gay is
something that can only get you disowned.

When I started work, the setting was kind of like an assembly line with most of
my co-workers being around my own age and some foreigners around 30-40.  I knew
the job was only to pacify my parents so I stuck with  it. It was a boring job
since it was packing designer clothes in boxes to  ship to several "high
society shops".

One reason it wasn't as bad as it could have been were those guys I worked
with. There was one named Jim, who was about 19, 5'7", 145lbs, with black hair
and the cutest ass I had seen since I started looking. I knew from the moment I
laid eyes on him that I had to get to know him. (I really wanted to have an
experience with him.) It was typical that he had his own  "click" of friends
that made it difficult to get close without good reason.   He gave me the
impression that he was sort of the leader of the pack type  and everyone
followed his example. But there was one peculiar thing about  him. Every time
he was horsing around, it had to do with putting down  "faggots" as he called
them.  He would stand there and intimidate others in  his department by saying
stuff like "Hey cutie, do ya like my ass? Wanna  closer look? Wanna touch it?"
The day I heard it I was totally shocked, yet  so turned on my cock felt like
it was gonna drill out of my jeans.  The guy  who he was mainly picking on
named Tony was red in the face and just took it  as a harmless joke.

I was quietly taking in all of it wishing he was serious. After that I
fantasized about him saying that to me in the locker room upstairs.   I jerked
off every night thinking of his gorgeous ass in front of me.   Trying to
visualize what it would look like without those tight Sergio  Valente' jeans.
Boy, for a first man to man fuck experience, I wish it could  be him.

For months that pasted the guys were dating the girls in the other departments.
All except for Jim that is. I really started wondering. As everyone else was
having lunch with their girlfriends, Jim would often eat alone in his car, out
in the company parking lot. He started noticing me more since I guess his
"gang" would abandon him for the entire lunchtime.

One day after the lunch buzzer sounded, all of us dropped our tape and pens and
ran to the locker room to wash up for lunch. I usually took my time to avoid
the pushing and shoving. The way they took off it was like  their girlfriends
promised them a box lunch or something.  Anyway, I took my  time going up the
stairs toward the lockers as I saw everyone I worked with walking out the main
exit hand in hand with their girlfriends. I thought  "great", now I can take my
time and not have to worry about people seeing  what I keep in my locker. You
couldn't trust these guys with all the break  ins that occurred in just 4-1/2
months.

As I entered the locker room I headed straight for my locker and took off the
gray lab coat they make us wear and get my jacket on as I hear  from the other
side Jim's voice. He came walking around the row of lockers  and said, "Ay Man,
I keep forgetting your name, what did ya say it was?" I didn't want to seem too
anxious to answer him so I said, "I didn't." With  that he smiled and said,
"Smart ass!" "I'm Jim, now what's yours?"  I gave  in and said, "Emil". He then
asked "What are ya doin for lunch today?" I  said nothing special. He asked
"Wanna hang out with me, we'll take my car to  the deli on the hill. I said,
"Sure, why not."

As we walked through the locker room and into the bathroom area he said, "Wait
a minute so I could take a piss." The bathroom was adjoined to  last stop out
of the area before the main corridor  and security. As he walked over to the
urinal, he unbuttoned his pants and positioned himself. I walked around the
bathroom trying not to look at him but I was dying to.  As I dared to look as
he stood there I studied the  curve of his ass and as I edged over not
realizing it, I noticed a mirror  right in front of him on the wall. Little did
I know that he was watching me  and probably knew what I was looking at. Just
then he started tucking  himself back into his pants and while still keeping
his back to me he took a  step away and said, "Do ya like my ass?" "C'mon, you
can tell me Emil, no  ones around." I just smiled and took it totally as a joke
but I was dying to  say Yeah! It was an effort to keep my eyes off his ass even
though I could  be discovered.

I was sure he wasn't gay. Just then as he stood about 5 feet away from me
(still with his back to me) he said, "Here's a closer look". Just  then I heard
his zipper fly down and he threw his pants down just under his gorgeous ass.
Even better than I imagined. His buns were lightly covered  with fine black
hair. I felt my cock trying to bust out of my jeans again  and for the first
time I feared loosing control. I wouldn't dare touch him  for I knew he was
only playing around. As he zipped up smiling he said, "I'm  only playing with
ya, I hope ya not pissed at me, ok?" I said as I was  laughing, "Don't worry
about it." Then to drop a hint to him I said, "I  should have freaked you out
by grabin your ass and not lettin it go." He  looked into my eyes and said,
"And what if I grabbed your balls, that would  make ya let me go real fast."

We headed for his car and drove up to the deli, got our lunch and sat in the
far end of the company parking lot. After we finished our lunch  Jim started
making small talk.  He sounded kind off pissed off at his  friends for ignoring
him entirely when their girlfriends are around. I asked  him if he had a
girlfriend and he said she broke up with him to go out with  his ex-best
friend. He told me "she actually had me ask him to all of her  parties just so
she could get to know him." I could see him kind of opening  up to me as he
kept talking.  He even said that he couldn't deal with  loosing her to the
point where he tried to kill himself. I asked him if he  is at least dating
anyone to help him get over her. Then he said he's gonna  stay clear of cunts
for awhile.

When he said that I thought, oh wow, this is a classic, all the many times I
have heard friends of mine say that line. Then I decided to  press it a little
further by saying "I guess it's a good idea, but it gets  tough." He looked at
me and said, "Yeah, but I won't go through that shit no  more." "If it gets
bad, I'll just have to beat my meat, at least that way  you don't have to wait
around for anything."  I was shocked, I didn't expect  him to come out with
that. I figured I was running the show. He continued to  say he would even go
down to "the square", which was the local prostitute  strip. And with that he
said, "Most of them down there are he-shes but they  give good head", according
to his ex-best friend. I didn't understand what  he meant by he-she so I asked
him. He said, "Man, haven't you ever been  around, its a guy that looks almost
like a woman but she has a dick, but  sometimes real tits too, if your lucky."
I said, "You mess around with  someone like that...you pay her.. him to...."
Jim broke in and said, "To be  honest with ya, I'd try just about anything
once."

Just then I noticed as he was talking, that he very lightly was rubbing his
crotch area as not to be noticed. But I saw him and he knew I saw him and he
stopped.  He made me so hard that I started feeling pre-cum wetting my
underwear. As we agreed we'd better get back inside to work, he  said, "Wanna
get together sometime for a couple of beers and smoke?" I said,  "Ok, I'll give
ya my number when we get inside." He pulled out a pen from  his visor and said,
"Why not now so we won't forget." So we exchanged  numbers. I didn't realize it
but my cock was still semi-hard   and was  poking outward on the left side. As
I lifted myself out of Jim's car I hoped  he wouldn't notice, but when I looked
on his side of the car as he was  reaching for his ID card on the console I saw
him glance over since it poked  a clear outline through my jeans. I was glad he
didn't say anything. That night after I sat down to watch TV I started thinking
about Jim's beautiful ass and how it looked when he mooned me in the bathroom
at  work. I started remembering in clear detail how round his cheeks were and
how the fine dark hair on them seemed to add to my excitement. Just then I
realized I had a raging hard-on and got up to lock the door to my room so my
parents wouldn't walk in. It was to much for me to handle and I opened my
jeans and took my cock out and started pumping it for all it was worth.   Just
as I felt I was gonna shoot my load the phone rang. I hopped over to it  with
my pants down to my ankles. When I picked it up I heard music and when  I said
hello, the music stopped and a familiar voice said, "Hi, is Emil  home?" My
heart skipped a beat and I knew for sure it was Jim. With my cock  still in my
hand I said, "You got him!" He asked me if I'd wanna come out to  ride around
and have a few beers. Of course I didn't turn down the chance  and he said he'd
be over in about a half hour. I gave him directions to my  house and asked him
where did he have in mind to go drinking. He said not  anywhere special, just
to maybe pick up a couple of six packs and ride  around. Even go up to Kensico
Dam and flare up some joints.

As I waited for him to come by I wondered why he wanted to go out at the hour
that it was. I figured he would have called around 7 or 8 but it was just
starting to get dark and I think it was 8:45. Just a bit late for a work nite.
Then I saw his car flying around the curve in the road and come  to an abrupt
stop in front of me. I was disappointed to see a girl sitting  next to him and
as she opened up the door to let me in the back seat I felt  as though
something was wrong. Jim said, "Hi Emil." He didn't at first make  any attempt
to introduce me to his "girlfriend." Then I had figured they  weren't getting
along too well at that point and just said, "Hi."

Jim said, "I have to drop her off first and then we'll go up to Kensico." He
drove as thought he was mad and I didn't like seeing this side of him but knew
it would change when he brought her home.

We pulled up in front of a big house and as soon as the car stopped she opened
the door and turned to him and said, "Don't bother calling me." Jim said, "Not
on your life." But I don't think she heard. I got into the  front seat and was
happy about the view. Jim was wearing white color shorts  that looked great.
His legs which I've never seen before were surprisingly muscular and covered
with the same fine dark hair that I had seen on his ass cheeks.

He said, "I didn't think she'd be such a cunt about things." I said, "Is that
an ex-playmate of yours?" He said, "Nothing serious, but your kinda right about
calling her a playmate, she's the neighborhood's  playmate." I told him I got
the picture and he said, "But I didn't get any,  she let me pick her up and
everything only to tell me when it came down to  it that its that time." As we
drove along we stopped at the Seven 11 and got  2 six packs and some ice for
Jim's cooler. We got on the parkway and headed  up to the dam which was just 20
minutes away.

Jim lit up a joint and at that point I knew it was good stuff. As we talked
about everything I kept sneaking peeks at his body and wishing I could touch
him. His body was bigger than it looked in those tight jeans he  wore to work.
I never realized he worked out but just looking at his arms  it was obvious.
Every once in a while he'd adjust his balls in his shorts  and give a gentle
rub as he talked about getting laid. Then he said, "You  must have a lot of
girls callin you too..Huh?" I said, "Why do ya say that?"  He said, "You know,
your a good looking guy, get much?" I didn't know what  to say at that point.
I got nervous and I think he knew that I was uneasy  talking about my personal
life. I said, "Well ya know, after ya have it  steady for awhile its tough not
gettin it at first." He said, "Yeah, tonight  she built me up, ...got me all
hot and shit .....then she springs her fuckin  period on me, that really fuckin
sucks!" He passed me the joint but I didn't  want it. He said, "C'mon... ..take
another hit." I know my limits but since  he wouldn't take no for an answer I
just faked that I took a hit and that I  was getting really stoned as we pulled
up to the dark end of Kensico Park   As he turned the ignition off he said,
"I'll be right back, I gotta take a piss." He opened his door and as he started
to get out I watched just to get another look at his cute ass. His buns looked
great especially  in those white cotton shorts. I looked at the way the shorts
clung to his  ass since his seats were vinyl and must have made his ass sweat.
The way the  hair on the back of his legs seemed to get thicker under the
curves of his  cheeks got me excited as I quietly rubbed my cock through my
jeans.

He slammed the door of his car hard. I imagined it was sexual frustration.
Boy, would I love to ease his tension. I tried to get a better look at him as
he stood behind the car.  As I convinced myself that  it was hopeless, I faced
front and then saw an answer to my dreams. His car  had a sport mirror on the
passenger door and with that I saw a clear image  of Jim holding his cock in
his hand, but ......he wasn't pissing. It looked  more like he was rubbing his
cock, not jerking off but just rubbing it. As  he stood there I watched in the
mirror while massaging my own cock up to  full attention.  Unfortunately, he
stopped, and started to piss.

My window was opened and I heard the sound of his urine hitting the pavement
hard. It sounded like a horse on a flat rock. I never got excited by piss or
anything gross, but I felt unbelievably turned on. As I listened  I knew he was
almost finished since it didn't sound as loud.  He shook off the last drops and
tucked himself back into his shorts, then came around and got back in.  As he
sat down, he said, "That felt good." He gave me another beer and lit up his
last joint. I told him I didn't want anymore and he  said, "Ah, don't be a
faggot, smoke some more."

I felt like maybe he knew what was on my mind, but then I thought, no he
couldn't. Yet still I wanted to drop some hints and see how he would take them.
So I said, "You wish I was a faggot. You'd do anything to get  your rocks off."
He looked surprised and turned to me as though to see if I  was serious. I was
cracking a smile and he went along with it and said,  "Yeah, that's a good
idea." Shocked, I said, "What! What's a good idea?" Jim  then said, "To go down
to the square to get blowjobs." I noticed that he  started showing how drunk
and stoned he was. I said, "From who?" "From the  he-shes I guess", Jim said
almost slurring his speech.

Seeing him like this turned me on since he was kind of more vulnerable, and
this way I fantasized of doing what I wanted to.  I said,  "Jim, we gotta work
tomorrow, no way can we go all the way down to the  square and have a clear
head tomorrow." He said, "Fuck tomorrow, you worry  too fuckin much Emil!" With
that he start punching me in my left arm and  grabbin my neck. I couldn't
believe this......wrestling in his  car..........he managed to get me in a
twisted headlock .........He was  hurting a little but the view I had was worth
the pain as my face ended up  right in his crotch under his right arm. He was
sayin "Well Emil, what do ya  say now...ya comin with me or what?"

I said no way. I was getting hot as hell as I had my hands on his legs trying
to get some leverage to break loose. With my head so close to  his crotch, I
smelt his sweat and got harder knowing I was smelling his  cock. I couldn't
believe this beautiful jock having me in such a headlock.  Looking into the
bulge in his shorts I knew he was excited by my breathing.   I started to take
advantage of the position by letting myself "accidentally"  touch his cock. To
my surprise he didn't really mind my brushing across it.   This time I thought
I'd stop my hand directly on it as though I didn't know  where my hand was. As
I got closer to his crotch, I felt a hard-on. HIS  HARD-ON. I lost control for
a second and let my hand stop on it, then fold  around it. For a moment he
froze.  He didn't move a muscle. Yet I heard him  breathe heavier that second.
Then suddenly he let me go. I got up and sat  back, I didn't know what to do
next.

"Man," he said, "I can't believe this," as he raised his hands up to his head
and rubbed his face "I MUST be really fucked up." Then he turned to  "How `bout
you?" I said, "Yeah." He took a slug of beer from the bottle he had sitting on
the dashboard. I looked at him and noticed  he still had a hard-on. He looked
so good and I wished I knew what to do to get on the subject of sex so
maybe...........But just then he took care of  that problem.

He said, "Damn...I'm so fuckin horny, I wish you would come with me to the
square." I started to say No, but he interrupted and said, "I'll put  it to ya
this way, Either ya come with me to get my rocks off or YOUR gonna  have to
take care of it."  I looked at him to see if he was serious but he  had a smile
on his face as he rubbed his cock. I knew it would be my last  chance so I had
to do something. "Dare me?", I said. I really wondered if he  would take me
serious.  He looked at me still with a half smile on his face.  I repeated it.
He seemed to be considering it. He said, "I really could go  for a good blow
job right now.  Jim looked so great sitting there.......his  shiny black
hair...his smooth complexion. The small amount of light  reflecting through the
window hit him just right. It was like a fantasy, I  couldn't believe it was
happening.

He sat there and I saw that he was still rubbing himself.  I looked at him and
he looked at me. I slowly moved toward him and placed my hands around his legs
and managed to get them under him. At first I just felt his muscular legs as I
rubbed my face in his crotch still with his white shorts  on. I didn't want to
rush things. As I slid my hands up under his ass, he  lifted himself to help
me. He was getting hotter as his ass was now resting  in my hands. I longed for
this moment. The cheeks of his ass felt great but  I wanted to feel more of
him. I started to work my hands into his shorts  from the legs up. He was more
impatient than I was and lifted himself up and  worked his shorts down to his
knees.

There it was for the first time. His cock stood straight up toward his flat
stomach. A slight shine on the head made me realize that he was leaking pre-cum
pretty much. It had its own smell to it that drove me wild.   He placed his
right hand behind my head and pulled me in closer and said, "  C'mon Emil, Suck
my cock, I dare you!" I dove in and licked and gently  slipped my tongue into
his piss hole. He gasped and I knew he was gettin  into it. He shoved his cock
all the way in my mouth and started pumping  hard. I didn't want him cumming
fast so I slowed him down by playin with his  ass and I discovered that he
liked when I touched his asshole. He pushed  down hard on my fingers and each
time more pre-cum oozed out of his cock. He  was throbbing in my mouth as I
slowly pushed a finger up his ass.  I wanted  to take it slow so he wouldn't
feel pain and get turned off to any assplay.  But so far he enjoyed it as my
finger went all the way in. He was breathing  heavy and I asked him; "I'm not
hurting you, am I?" He said, "No, it feels  weird though, but good." He then
said, "Try licking my balls." I didn't  hesitate. I licked and sucked as I
stroked his cock. Then Jim grabbed my  hand and said, "Wait!.......OOOOHHHH I
almost came but I don't want to yet."

He put his hands on my shoulders and pulled me up so we were face to face. He
looked into my eyes and said, "Christ, I know I'm wasted right  now but I know
what I'm doing. Emil,.....I want you to get off on this too.......open your
pants." I thought to myself wow I didn't expect this, I  guess he wants me to
jerk off as I'm sucking him. As I reached for my zipper  to unbutton them I
heard Jim mutter something. I was about to ask him what  he said but just then
HE grabbed me and laid a heavy kiss on my mouth. Then  he pulled back to see my
reaction. I was shocked as hell but didn't want to show him that (in case he'd
get discouraged.) I wanted to keep him opening  up to me so I edged forward
while we looked at each other and slowly placed  a passionate kiss on HIS
mouth.  When I started back again to see his reaction, he didn't let me. Jim
put his hands on my neck and pulled me back  to him and as we kissed again he
slipped his tongue into my mouth and we  both went wild. We kissed and touched
each other. I was in heaven. The guy I  fantasized about for months..........I
was kissing him......holding  him......exploring his body .......sucking his
cock.......fingering his  ass.......WOW!!
I said, "Sure, no one comes here at this hour on a weeknight. He slipped out of
his shorts and reclined his seat. I was fascinated at how much room we  had in
his car. When I told him that, he said he bought it for this  reason.....But
for girls. He kept saying how he couldn't believe he was  doing this yet he
didn't hesitate. Finally I got my jeans off. He got up on  his knees to reach
over to the far side of me to recline my seat. I touched  his bare ass and
rubbed my fingers in his crack. He pushed back up against  my fingers and I
felt his cheeks part to let me feel his asshole.

As he faced my door, he braced himself on the headrest and I went down to suck
his cock. I played with his ass and it only made him want more.  I took one of
my fingers and licked it till it was real wet and then slipped  it up Jim's
ass. He bucked violently and I felt more pre-cum escaping into  my mouth. He
fucked my face so hard my cheeks started to ache. I had to get  used to having
such a thick cock in my mouth.  I finger fucked his ass hard,  to match what he
was doing to my mouth.  It only made him more wild. Then  when I couldn't take
anymore, I took his cock out of my mouth and told him  to lay ass up in his
seat.  He did and as I played with his ass, he  responded to my every touch.

Jim's ass looked great. As I rubbed his cheeks and played with the fine black
hair on his legs, I lightly licked the crack and very slowly pushed my tongue
further passed it. As I continued he started breathing  louder as he pushed his
ass up to meet my mouth. I took this as a cue to  plunge in. I spread his buns
apart and licked and lightly sucked his ass. I  made his asshole soaked with my
saliva and I took advantage by working my  finger in as my other hand played
with his cock. I finger fucked his  beautiful ass good and he really seemed to
like it. Then to my surprise  again, I felt his hand close around my cock as HE
started playing with ME!   As I pushed my cock into his hand while playing with
his ass, he started  jerking my cock in perfect time with the bucking of his
ass. I wondered if  he would let me fuck him.

I figured what do I have to lose by trying. Without a word, I got up and
climbed over to get on top of him. He watched without saying anything and as I
slowly lowered myself with my cock resting in the crack of his ass,  he said,
"I don't know if I can do this." I told him I wouldn't do anything that will
hurt him. He said, "If your gonna put your cock up my ass, it will hurt." Then
I said, "We'll take it slow, just relax."

He seemed to take my advice as I first got him ready by rubbing my cock into
his crack and against his asshole.  He was still very wet and open from all the
finger fucking. As I continued he got into it by pushing  his ass back up
against me to meet my every push forward. Ahhhhh ........I  kept hearing from
him then I figured he was ready to take it. With his next thrust up to meet me,
I pushed the head of my cock into his wet asshole. He stopped moving for that
moment and let me in - s l o w l y.........At first  the head. Then I met with
just a little resistance and as he adjusted to me  he started pushing up again.
Finally I was all the way in and had to fight  from cumming right away.
Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh he was quietly in his own little  world. I reached under him
for his cock which was harder than before and  slimy with his pre-cum. As I
fucked him he started saying "Emil, I'm gonna  cum".....

OOOOOOhhhhhhhhhhhhh  Luckily my hand was there as I felt his cock tense up,
then from under his balls I felt his cum shooting.....filling my hand. He
suddenly relaxed and as I moved my hand he said, "wait, you didn't cum yet!" I
said, "Yeah, but wait a second, I got an idea." I pulled my cock out of his ass
and took my hand filled with his cum.  As he watched, I closed my hand with his
cum around my cock and the remainder I let drip into  his asshole. I massaged
his cum all over my cock and this got him excited again. His cock was at full
attention. I massaged his cum into his asshole  and finger fucked him so he was
really lubricated.

I positioned my cock against his crack again and then pushed into c. He pushed
against me and with one thrust I  hit home. Jim started bucking wildly and
saying "Ooooooohhh fuck me man..... balls slamming hard against his ass. I knew
he felt it too since he reached behind and cupped my balls in his hand as I
fucked him. He whispered "I  wanna feel you cum in my ass." I stopped thrusting
for a second and took his  hand off my balls and closed his fingers around the
base of my cock. I said,  "Keep your hand here but don't squeeze tight."

I started fucking him hard and feeling his hand on my cock made me really
excited. Jim's other hand disappeared under him as he jerked himself off.  Then
my excitement was too much, I was about to shoot. I warned Jim;
"I'm gonna shoot my load"...........I felt him tense up and his jerking sped
up.  ...............Ahhhhhhhhhhhh as I started feeling my cum rising  from
within my balls.........."Here it cums Jim!".......Suddenly he started
breathing fast and I knew he was cumming too. As his grip around the base of my
cock tightened slightly, I knew he felt me shooting my cum inside him. As our
orgasms subsided he relaxed and I didn't move yet.

Then he said,   "Emil?"

I said,         "Yeah?"

Then he said,   "Nobody can ever find out about this, ok?"