Date: Tue, 18 Dec 2001 00:59:24 From: P H Subject: Reflections This story is totally fictional. I hope those that enjoy brother to brother type of erotic stories will enjoy this one. I'm Benny, my brother is Josh. Josh and I grew up in a fairly normal, typical household. Both of our parents did what they could to make life easier for us as we were growing up. Because our house was small, Josh and I shared the same bedroom although we had separate beds. As we were growing into adolescence and beyond, little was said about sex. It was not uncommon, however, for us to see each others erections particularly in the morning when we had a piss hard on. Josh would often say to me, "dont' play with that woody; you might enjoy it too much". I would usually have the same remark for him when I saw him. Josh had girl friends, I didn't. Josh was athletic, I wasn't. Josh was on the school's swim team. I went to most of his swim meets. I knew that I enjoyed seeing him and the other male swimmers in their speedos. Often times Josh would have me go to the locker room with him after a swim meet. While there I would be able to watch the other swimmers take showers. I didn't want to admit it to myself then, but now I know that seeing those guys naked was the best part of the swim meet. I felt some guilt about enjoying the sight of my naked brother with all of the other naked guys. I already said that Josh had girl friends. By the time I was 15 or 16 I highly suspected that I might be gay. I didn't particularly want a girl friend, but I did want a boy friend. Josh intimated to me on a couple of occasions that he was having sex with his girl friend. I was jealous. I had seen his thick 6" cock so many times that I considered it my property and I didn't like him sharing it with anyone else. As you can guess, my life at this time was confusing for me. I knew I was different from many of the other boys, but I didn't really know what to do about it and I certainly didn't want anyone to know that I thought I was different. Josh graduated from high school and went to college. I lost my best friend and my daily eyeful of his body. I missed seeing him naked with a hard on and I missed seeing the swimmers on the team in the locker room. In my last two years of HS, I met another guy who was like me. We had very discrete sex on numerous occasions during my junior and senior year. I found that I loved all aspects of male to male sex. In the common vernacular, I'm versatile. I also found that I loved the taste of my friends cum. He felt the same way because we seemed to do all of the things that would give us pleasure every time we got together. The year I graduated from high school, Josh suggested that we go on a camping trip. Just the two of us. A graduation trip he called it. We went into the high foothills not far from Yosemite. We had hiked in that area when we were growing up with our parents. Josh drove the car to a parking area. We were the only ones there. We loaded our tent and other gear on our backs and disappeared into the terrain. About a half mile from the parking area we found a great place to pitch the tent. It was next to a small stream that afforded a bit of swimming. Probably more splashing around than swimming because it wasn't that deep. By the time we set up camp fixed a bite to eat, it was getting dark. Josh and I hadn't been alone for so long that the talk just seemed to flow endlessly. In California during the summer in the high foothills it can be quite warm. As we talked Josh stripped off his clothes saying he was too hot. Though dark I was thrilled at the sight of his lithe, swimmers body. I was afraid to take off my clothes because I might get a hard on. We continued to talk and eventually went to bed. By this time we were both naked and laying on top of the sleeping gear rather than in it. I could hardly keep my eyes off of Josh's body. Looking back on the experience I don't think I slept much that night. In the morning we both had a "woody". We reiterated the same things we had said to each other as we were growing up. After breakfast, Josh asked if I would be alright alone. He needed to go into the adjacent village for some supplies. I thought we had all we needed. Anyway, I said it was ok, and he left. It was warm, the sun was shining so I took my clothes off and splashed in the water, sat on the rocks spread eagle trying to soak up the rays. It seemed, for some reason, to be very sexy to be naked that way. Before long I was sporting an erection. After some time, I heard Josh behind me. He apparently had returned some time before and had hidden behind some trees just watching me. He put his arms around me and gave me a strong hug. I stammered something about being embarrassed with a hard on. He gently told me not to worry that he would like to join me naked. I could see before he got his pants off that he too had a hard on. Once naked he asked me if we could talk. He told me that he knew I was gay. He told me that even though he had girl friends that he was sexually involved with he also liked men. After some time talking like this, never once losing our erections, he told me that even though he was my brother he loved me in a way brothers don't usually love brothers. I was ecstatic. I soon related all of my experiences in high school and the crush I had on him at that time. Josh went to the tent and brought a blanket to the side of the creek. He also brought a sack that he came from town with. In it was a tube a lube and a package of condoms. We laid on the blanket, kissed, caressed, licked and hugged each other. Before long Josh took my dick in his mouth and then my balls all the while playing with my asshole. I was going crazy. I pleaded with him to fuck me. He gently lubed my hole and put on a rubber and lubed his sheathed cock. I lifted my ass to him and placed my legs over his shoulders and he slipped his thick cock into my asshole. It burned in such a glorious way. It didn't take him long to have an orgasm and I jerked off at the same time. He laid his body across mind with my cum cementing our bodies together. We kissed, expressed our love for each other and held each other for a very long time. Before the weekend was over, we repeated the experience a couple more times. He is versatile too. That was 10 years ago. He lives in the east; I'm still in California. I have a lover, he doesn't. We only see each other rarely, but when we do we reaffirm our love for one another in a very sexual way.