Date: Wed, 3 Mar 1999 22:34:13 EST
From: Psych0Tick@hotmail.com
Subject: I Think I Love You B-Rok

This is my first time writing a story for this so here it goes, email
comments to me at Psych0Tick@hotmail.com and the 0 is a zero or talk to me
on ICQ.  My ICQ# is 31313520.

I Think I Love You B-Rok

***PART 1***

	I was in disbelief.  I had been waiting all night in line to get
tickets to the Backstreet Boys concert all night just to be 8 or 9 people,
actually crazy adolescent girl, when the concert sold old.  I was so
insanely disappointed.  I trudged back to my car which was a few blocks
away and got and through on my Backstreet Boys CD.  I had a giant crush on
Brian for so long.  I didn't know why but there was just something about
him.

	Oh, maybe you wanna some stuff about me.  Well my name's Ethan, I'm
18, 6'1" and I've got dirty blonde hair, about the same length as Nick
Carter's, and green eyes.  I'm not the complete fitness buff but I like to
go to the gym occasionally and am in pretty good shape.  I've lived in
Orlando all my life so I've been to Disneyworld enough times to have done
every ride a hundred times.  I have an occasional smoke.  I've lead a
pretty good life, with slightly above average salary parents and finished
school.  I've known I was gay since my freshman year but haven't come out,
except to a few people, cause of peers, fear, and my future.  I have this
dream to try and make it in the movie or music business.  From what I hear
around my school everyone thought I was great in the last 3 musicals our
schools done.

	As I drove back I was so distraught about not getting tickets to
the show.  I almost ran few red lights as well as definitely being above
the speed limit.

 	"Well," I thought, "maybe a miracle will happen."

	Not really believing it.  I got home, which was an apartment my
parents had got for me when I turned 18 cause they wanted me out of the
house so I could learn how to live on my own before college. I saw my
roommate, Tricia, was actually home.  She has been my best friend since
like 3rd grade but she had graduated early.  I got upstairs and said hey
and gave her a hug.  She was one of the elite few who knew I was gay and
said she would support me if I ever decided to completely come out.  She
had this grin on her face and said,

	"I've got a surprise for you!"  She had me close my eyes and then
walked me to my room.  She told me I could open my eyes and when I did, I
saw all this clothing on my bed.

	"I saw these and said I had to get them for you," Tricia said.  "Go
try hem on, I hope they fit."

	I picked them up and walked over to my room.  I decided to try on
the dark green cargos, and a long sleeve shirt.  I pick the pants up and
something fell out of the pocket.  It was an envelope with my name on it so
I opened it.

	"OH MY GOD!!!!!!" I screamed as I saw 2 front row Backstreet Boys
Tickets and backstage passes.  I ran to Tricia and was yelling thank you
over and over.

	"How did you get these?!?!" I finally managed to ask.

	"I knew you wanted to go and I knew someone who was working on the
concert so I begged, actually just reminded her she owed me, and there you
go," she replied.

	"You're the best!" I told her.

	"I know"

	"I still have to wait a month but I can't believe I get to meet
them!!!"

	"Especially Brian," she teased.

	The next month went by so quickly cause I was constantly thinking
about the concert.  The night of the concert Tricia called me and said she
could go cause something had come up and said to have a fun time and that
she had given her ticket to one of her friends but not the pass.  I told I
was sorry she couldn't go but I would still have a great time.  I changed
in to some baggy jeans and some polyester T-shirt and got into my car and
was off.  I got to the stadium and found my place and Aaron Carter came on.
He did a few songs and finally introduced his brother and the other guys.
They started out and when they got to "All I have to Give" I swear I saw
Brian and Nick looking at me at different points in the song, and not with
a oh my god there's a guy right there look but like they were checkin me
out or somethin.  I was in heaven the whole time, dancin and singin along.
After the show I went over to security and show'd em the pass, they looked
at me for a second and then one of em lead me back.  He led me to a lounge
type room where the Boys were I went in and they all said hi.

	"Hey!  You guys were awesome tonight!!!" I replied.  They thanked
me.  They were all on couches and I sat down on near Brian and Nick.

	"I saw you in the front row-," Brian started.

	"Yeah so did I," Nick interrupted.  "You jammin and all."

	"That's cool. By the way I'm Ethan," I replied.  I was sorta in
shock cause Brian had just talked to me directly.  They all were nice while
we went through introductions.

	"It's nice to actually have a guy come back here, all those girls
are just insane when they get back here," Howie said.

	"Actually I'm this close to going crazy back," hold my fingers very
close but not touching.  We all laughed.

	"I'm so tired," Kevin moaned.  "Let's get going soon, I'm sorry to
be the spoiler of everything."

	"That's ok.  Doing a concert must really drain you guys," I
commented.

	"Yeah it is, I'm getting tired too," A.J. said as he lay on the
couch.

	"Well I was gonna go clubbing but we only have one Limo tonight,"
Brian said as he looked over at me.  "If you can drive us to some place I
can get you in."

	Brian Litrell had just asked me to go clubbing with him, like I'd
say no.

	"Sure," I replied, while trying to remain composed.

	"Well, then if your going to with Ethan, Brian, we should all get
going, I wanna get some sleep," Kevin said while giving Brian this weird
look.

	I quickly said ok and we all went out.  I went to get my car while
Brian changed into something more comfortable.  I got the and Brian came
out and got into the car.

	"So where do you wanna go?" I asked as I pulled out.

	"I don't know, I haven't been home in a while, but at least touring
done for at least a month," He replied.  I looked over and he was grinning
at me.

	"Well I need to grab something at my place, do you mind?"

	"Oh no while were there maybe I'll remember a place to go too."

	"Ok"

	We drove about 20 minutes just talking about life and he was
telling me about touring and all.  We got to my place and went up to the
8th floor and went in.  I grabbed a pack of cigarettes and some money and
put em in my pocket.  He walked up behind me looked around my room, it had
few posters and magazine clippings of the guys, and laughed a little.

	"Are you gay?" he asked suddenly.  I was shocked but decided to
answer truthfully.

	"Yes, do you have a problem with that?" I replied while staring at
my shoes.

	He looked at me for a second and then grabbed me and kissed me
right on the lips.  We stood there just kissing; he was sucking on my
tongue.  He moved his hands down under my shirt and started rubbing my six
pack and pecs.  I followed suit and found he was really well built and made
me question why didn't he show his body off more.  Soon he was taking off
my shirt and we had moved to my bedroom and were lying on the bed.  He sat
up, straddling me, and took of his shirt.  I saw his from his heart
surgeries and leaned up and kissed him then went down to his neck, tits,
sucking on each one for a little, and then to his scar.  He looked down at
me and smiled.  Then he pushed me back down and took off his jeans and
shorts.  His cock was already hard and at about 8 inches.  He brought it up
to my mouth and slid it in.  It tasted so good.  I took it all the way down
and tried not gag, seeing it was my first time.

	He then started fucking my face for a little, then stopped.  He got
off me and took my shorts and jeans off to reveal my 7 and a half incher.
He licked its length and then started to lick around the thick mushroom
head.  He then went all the way down on it without gagging and I knew he
had done it before.  Soon he was quickly bobbing up and down on me and I
thought I would cum.

	"Brian?" I said as I pulled him up to me face to kiss him.

	"Yes" he moaned as he grinded our cocks together.

	"I want you in me," I managed to say.  He stopped grinding.

	"Are you sure?"  he asked with concern.

	I nodded.  He then went down and started rimming me.  I moaned so
loud.  Then he came back up and propped my legs on his shoulders, then put
his cock at my hole.  He asked if I wanted to do this one more time and I
nodded again.  He thrust into me slowly and made sure I was alright.  I
said yeah and to keep going but go slowly so I could adjust.  Soon he was
all the way in and by then all the pain had turned into ecstasy.  I moaned
loudly while he pulled out till only the head of his cock was in me and
then quickly thrust in.  Soon he was fucking me quickly as I moaned.  He
was jerking me off while he went in and out.  I leaned up and kissed him
and then went to kissing him all over his face and neck.  Soon I was
yelling I was cumming.  My cum spattered all over our chests and I felt him
cumming into my bowels.  I moan so loud from the pleasure I'm surprised the
neighbors weren't calling.  He was moaning my name loudly.  We fell onto
the bed and got under the bed and fell asleep.


Ok here's part 2. Sorry it took so long, I didn't have much time to get on my
computer the last week but I'm going to try and get the other posts in less
the 2 weeks after the previous installment. By the way all the norms of any of
these kinds of stories, doesn't imply Brian or any of the other Backstreet
boys are gay. Don't read if against law. Yada yada yada. Enjoy the story
though. This is definitely going to be longer then the other hopefully a
little more sex but also the romantic love parts too. So here it is. Email
comments to Domlight@hotmail.com or ICQ#31313520. Also I am starting a second
story that'll start in either March or April, depends on the creativity amount
I have to come up with something, but it'll be mostly likely featuring Nick
Carter as probably one of the main people, so please send any suggestions on
that, ok? Thanks and enjoy.

			 I Think I Love You B-Rok
			       ***PART 2***

	The next morning I woke up to Brian just leaning on his elbow
staring at me.
	"You are so cute," he told me.
	"Thanks but your cuter," I replied smiling at him. I still couldn't
believe it last night I got to live out my greatest fantasies with the guy of
all guys, Brian Littrell.
	"So how long have you been up?" I asked.
	"Oh about an hour."
	"That long?!? Why didn't you get me up?"
	"Didn't want to disturb you. You were so cute and all."
	I leaned over and started kissing him.
	"You know you were my first," I told him.
	"I was?! If I had known that I would have made it beyond ecstasy for
you," he said and then gave me a quick peck on the cheek.
	"It was beyond ecstasy. I think I love you."
	There was an awkward pause and then Brian spoke up.
	"You know normally when I do this. It's only one night stands, but there
something different about it this time. I think I'm falling in love with you
too."
	Brian stared at me. I leaned over and started kissing him. Then I went
down and I started sucking on his beautiful cock, which was already hard. Soon
he was cumming into my mouth. I heard him moaning while I swallowed the
delicious juice as quickly as I could but soon had to much in my mouth and let
him finish by spraying my face with his cum. I came back up and kissed him
getting his cum on his nose and chin. I licked it of his face then he lick his
cum off my face.
	"You taste so good!" I told him. He smile then went under the covers. I
soon felt him sucking my balls then licking all around my cock. Then he
started bobbing up and down. I put my hands down on his head and started
rubbing them through his hair. I moaned was gonna cum, soon I was gushing into
his mouth. After about a minute he came up.
	"I think you taste better," he laughed.
	"Oh yeah?" I replied. Soon we were wrestling about on the bed. Finally I
sat up and looked at him, kissed him, and got up.
	"I'm gonna take a shower and get dressed, for now I suggest you stay in
my room." I knew Tricia might be home. "You might wanna call the other guys
and
tell em where you are. There's a phone over on my dresser."
	I grabbed some clothes and walked into the bathroom and hopped into the
shower. Soon I was out and dressed. I walked out and saw Brian sitting in his
boxers in my easy chair.
	"Did you call em?" I asked.
	Yeah, I can spend the day with you cause today is an off day," he
replied with a smile. "I'm gonna take a shower now ok? Do you have some cloths
I could borrow?"
	"Hmm let's see I'm a few inches taller and most of my stuff is really
baggy so if you don't mind wearing really really baggy cloths sure," I told
him.
	"I don't mind wearing any of your clothes."
	"Well then wear whatever you want."
	He went over to my closet and grabbed some cloths and then walked over
to the bathroom and took his shower. While he did that I walked out to the
kitchen to see Tricia.
	"So who do you have over?" She asked.
	"It's a surprise but I'll give you a hint. He's great, every single part
of him"
	She frowned at me. I just laughed. Soon the water turned off. I glanced
over to the clock. It was already 11am.
	"Ummm, could you make some breakfast for us?" I asked Trish.
	"Sure, what do you want?"
	"How bout French toast?"
	"Sure!"
	She quickly got to making the breakfast while I ran back to my room. I
saw Brian there in my clothes and just had to laugh. He looked like a kid in
his Dad's clothing.
	"A little big?" He asked.
	"Yeah, but it's ok," I replied. "My roommate's making us breakfast."
	He frowned.
	"It's ok Brian. My roommate is my best friend and is a she. Her name's
Tricia and she doesn't know you here so I am warning you now."
	He got the biggest smile I had ever seen so I laughed at him and we
walked out holding hands. We got to the kitchen and Tricia looked up.
	"OH MY GOD!!!! YOUR BRIAN LITRELL!!!!" she screamed at the top of her
lungs.
	"In the flesh." He leaned over and gave her a quick peck on the cheek.
She nearly fainted. I stood there laughing at her while she ran around saying
she was going to make him the most perfect breakfast. She ran around and was
cooking and soon we were around the table eating breakfast. He thanked her
telling her how great it was to have a home cooked meal after the tour. She
started asking every single question about everything about him, from A to Z.
He answered her not looking annoyed at all. I got up as they continued to talk
and went out on the balcony. I stood there and pulled out a cigarette, lit it
and went into deep thought of everything that happened. I was probably the
happiest guy on earth.
	Suddenly I had no cigarette in my mouth. I turned around to see Brian
drop it and squish it with his boot.
	"What'd you do that for?" I asked as I went to get another one from my
pocket.
	"It's a nasty habit," he respond quickly as he watched me get another
one. "I really like you and don't wanna see you get hurt..."
	I just stared at him, lit the cigarette and took a long drag.
	"I know you mean well Brian but I'm not getting hurt by it, take a drag
so you see I'm not instantly being hurt." I offered him the cigarette but he
declined muttering something. I saw him being hurt so I said, "Fine, I'll try
and quit but I'm not going to guarantee anything." With that I snubbed the
cigarette and went over and put my arm around Brian.
	Brian looked up and smiled. He walked with me back in and then kissed
me.
	"Let's go get you some Listerine, K?" he joked. I laughed and gave
another kiss. Tricia walked out right at that moment and just smiled. Brian
looked over and smiled back.
	"So what are we going to do today?" he asked walking in and over to a
couch.
	"I don't know. Do you wanna go shopping or something?" I asked.
	"Actually that sounds like a great idea."
	He got up kissed me walked into my room came back out with some sun
glasses and a hat. He grabbed me and we started walking out. Just before we
got to the door Brian turned around.
	"What am I thinking. Where are my manners, do you wanna come to Tricia?"
	She got a giant smile on her face and said yes. She grabbed her purse
and were on our way out. We got into my car and were on our way. About 10
minutes later we were at the mall. Brian wanted to go to a clothing store on
the other side of the mall. We quickly made our way across. The store he
wanted to go to had all the big names, Armani, Versacci, you name they
probably had it.
	"Ok, I want you to find something really nice, cause in a few days I
have to L.A. for a little and we'll be stopping in Phoenix, AZ and I know a
great restraunt there. Did I mention I was taking you with?" He said pretty
quickly.
	"Well now you have. I have a job though-" I said while staring into his
beautiful blue eyes. Tricia by this time had wandered off into the store.
	"Screw, your job, if you're worried about money I'll cover you."
	"I don't know. I don't want to look like a free loader who's just on for
the ride." I replied while looking to the floor now.
	"Trust me, you won't. It'll make me happy to help you in anyway just as
long as I have you," He said while trying to bring my head up from looking
down.
Suddenly out of no where someone came up from behind us and grabs us on our
shoulders. We jump and quickly turn to see Nick staring at us.
	"Brian, you know the rule. No public displays of Affection!" He started
to lecture. It was something I didn't expect. Nick continued on babbling at
Brian, "And what about him? I thought it was gonna be another one of your
infamous one night stands."
	"WELL IT"S NOT NICK!!!" Brian yelled back. Brian quieted down to a
whisper then trying not to make a scene "I mind as well tell you know Nick. I
think I love Ethan. And it's not just the sex, we just click it's amazing."
	Mean while I'm standing here in the middle just standing there and
listening. It all goes by me so quickly that the next the I knew Nick was
standing there shaking my hand congratulating me that I had actually got Brian
to fall in love, something that none of the Boys would have never expected to
happen, for some reason. I just smiled. Brian, Nick, and I went into the store
and after a while we found Tricia, paid some clothes, and left. I had got an
all black Armani suit. Brian got the same thing only with a forest green silk
vest. We headed out of the mall and Brian and me got into my car, while Nick
and Tricia walked over to another one near by. We drove out and started
towards the beach.
	On the way to the beach, Brian started explaining about the guys and how
most of it really is. Then he wandered on about how he loved Florida and the
Beach, and then finally about how much he loved me. The whole time he had is
and my leg or hand. Suddenly everything went black.

			   ***TO BE CONTINUED***

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