Date: Wed, 6 Mar 2002 23:52:12 EST
From: GapPlaya16@aol.com
Subject: Gay Male>Celebrity>Boybands  - Ryan's Life - Chapter 1

Disclaimer:This story does not suggest the sexuality of AJ McLean or any
other characterwithin it's contents. This is pure fiction. I do not know any
of the Backstreet Boys or the people related to it.

If you have a problem with these types of stories, what are you doing here,
if youlike them and are under the age of 18 you should not be here, but if
you decideto stay, don't get caught.

Ryan's Life
Chapter 1
by: ArtBoi4Life15

About a Year Ago.

It was 11:30 according to the clock on my bedside table when I was woken up
outof a sound sleep. I usually don't go to bed that early but i was not
feelingwell so I went to early. My mother whom I can't stand 99% of the time
wassitting on my bed gently shaking me to wake me up. I turned over to look
at herand I could tell she had been crying.

"Mom, whats wrong" I Said

"It's your Father" She said Back

"Whats wrong" I said Sitting up in my bed

"His plane, it ... It crashed over the Rocky mountians, and there are
nosurvivors" she said sobbing in her hands

"No, it can't be true" I said starting to cry

"I am so sorry, Ryan. I know how much you loved your father" she said to me

"Please go" I said to her

"Ryan, Sweetie." she said

"Just Please go" I said raising my voice

"Fine, I'll be in the living room if you need me" she said leaving the room

"Oh my god what am I going to do" Ryan thought to him self

I turrned and burried my head in my pillow and just let it all out, I must
havebeen crying for a good half an hour when i fell asleep.

 Present Time:

"Ryan if you don't get your fucking ass out of bed now you are going to be
latefor school" my mother yelled through the door

"God i Fucking hate that women" I said to myself

I did not want to get up today, today was the one year anniversary of the
deathof my father, a lot had changed over the last year some for the good and
somefor the bad, I'll start with the bad. Since the death of my father my
motherhad taken over the family business one of the worlds largest hotel
chains, andsince she took over she has turned into the worst person on the
face of theplanet no one likes working at the company anymore, I had also
gathered thecourage to come out to here about 6 months ago and that set her
off.


About 6 months ago.

"What do you want?" she said as I walked into her office at the house

"Mother, may I speak to you?" I said

"Make it fast I am very busy and i don't have time to waste on you" she said

"I want to tell you something important" I said

"Well what is it?" she demanded

"I want to tell you that I am gay" I said looking at her


Her gaze totally shocked me, I could not imagine that shecould be even more
hateful than she already was.

"I knew it, you had to be a fucking fag just like you father" she said

"Don't talk about dad you bitch, he was a great man" I screamed

"You know the only reason you are still here is because it is in your
father's will" she said

"Shut up you bitch" I screamed at her

"Other wise you would have been out of here the day after, but your father
hascursed me with you, why couldn't you be mroe like your brothers" she said

"Shut up" I screamed

"You will die alone, you ugly worthless peice of shit" she said to me

I turned right around and ran out of the room and locked my self into my room.

Back to Present

And for the good, ever since she told me off she gave me the idea to
bettermyself, since then i have been going to the gym everyday and man I do
have tosay I look pretty hot, my friend Miguel even told me that I had the
best body of any one in school, I'll describe myself a little bit, i am 5'9"
i weigh 180pounds, I'm muscular, I have a wonderful six pack, blonde hair
blue eyes. I am16 years old and currently live in a town in Upstate New York
with my Bitchmother, I attend public high school and have a few close
friends. I love artand music, I have also been told that i have a wonder
singing voice and that Ishould be a professional singer.

I have three brothers two of them who are total dicks and one of them I
getalong with, his name is Tim, he lives in New York City and dates a nice
girlthat works for Jive records. Last week I had invited Tim and his
girlfriendShelly to a concert at school which I would be singing in, I was so
excitedabout this concert I was going to have a solo part. I sang with all my
heartand after the concert Tim and Shelly came up to me and told me that I
did avery good job.

"You know I want you to come down to Jive, there are some people there that
Ithink should hear you sing" she said to me

"Your kidding right?" I asked her

"No i am serious" she said

"Oh wow, thank you so much" I said to her hugging her

"I can't promise anything, but you have a wonderful voice and they should
hearit" she said

"Thanks" i said smiling.

That was a week ago and i was suposed to go down there tomorrow, My brother
Timis going to pick me up from school and i am going to stay with him for a
coupleof days.

** Hey Guys, I hoped you enjoyed reading this,as much as idid writing it,
look for the second chapter pretty soon, email me to let me know what you
think, if you like it or not, and what you might change in it.
e-mail: ArtBoi4Life85@hotmail.com

**I'd like to thank my friend Andrew for helping me write the 1st
chapter..love ya buddy