Date: Thu, 11 Jun 2015 16:55:53 +0930
From: Sissy Sunny <asiansissy19@gmail.com>
Subject: asian sissy fantasies

I've always been a naturally submissive person, being an Asian male with
small stature, at 5'6 with a small penis (4") and thin build. As such it's
always been a huge insecurity for me that I wasn't masculine enough and
it's probably no surprise that humiliation, emasculation, degradation and
domination/submission have always been my biggest turn ons.

There is one fantasy however that I particularly like, that I first started
thinking about in university. I was in my 2nd year and had a 1st year
roommate, who was arrogant, and rude to me and quite possibly a little
racist. He loved to make little racist jokes when around his friends that
he often brought over, while I was in my room and perhaps he thought I was
out of earshot. Most races, but in particular he liked to joke about
`chinks' and their small penises. Me being me, I let him get away with much
more than a regular guy would have. He was also much bigger than me. Taller
than me (at least 6') with broad shoulders and definitely stronger than me.

By then my fantasies had evolved from girls and lesbians to those of
servicing big cocked men. I loved reading nifty and literotica, browsing
the sissy, humiliation and submissive tags and scrolling through the
authoritarian section. I was regularly masturbating my tiny cock to
thoughts of being on my knees, worshipping a big, strong mans cock while he
looked down on me (in more ways than one). Thoughts of being exposed for
being a small cocked sissy in front of real men, in front of women, in
front of people I know, friends and family even. Thoughts of giving up my
masculinity by dressing up like a slut and posing for men, giving them lap
dances, presenting my tight boy-pussy and begging to be fucked.

The type of guys I fantasised about in these scenarios were always `real
men'. Bigger than me, stronger than me and most importantly, with a much
bigger cock. I always fantasised that they were amused by such a pathetic
sissy like me, loved to just use me for their pleasure while knowing that
they were entirely superior to me, so perhaps it was no surprise that my
roommate often took the place of these men in these scenarios. The fact
that he was a year younger than me, and still more of a man than I'd ever
be was incredibly humiliating and arousing. The fact that he was possibly
racist toward me, that he assumed I was meek, submissive, underendowed and
pathetic simply by my race was even more arousing. Thus began my fantasies
of racial humiliation, or raceplay. It added an entirely new element to
domination/submission and inferiority/superiority that was so incredibly
arousing for me.

It became a regular thing for me to fantasise about my roommate whenever I
masturbated. It always began with me exposing my true nature to him.
Showing him that all those things he thought about me (meek, submissive,
underendowed and pathetic) were true. I'd love to be caught by him
(intentionally on my part, of course) wearing nothing but my mesh thong.
He'd be able to see how girly I was, how I shaved every bit of my body and
how incredibly tiny my cock was in those slutty panties. I'm sure he'd
laugh and call me names. I'd tell him that it was true and that he was
right, that I was a loser and that I was a small dicked `chink'. That I had
accepted my place as an inferior `chink' slut and fantasised about his
superior big white cock regularly. He'd likely call me faggot and just
expose me, but perhaps he'd laugh and let me drop to my knees in front of
him and worship his big cock. I fantasised about looking him in the eye
when I swallowed his cum and truly became his bitch. I fantasised about him
exposing me infront of his friends, forced to show off my tiny cock in
panties, forced to service them as well perhaps. Giving lap dances and
blowjobs out like candy. I fantasised about being forced to suck his cock
in front of the hot girls he brought back, for their amusement. I
fantasised about wearing his dried cum on my face as I went about my
day. About holding his cum in my mouth until he finally allowed me to
swallow. About being used in front of people I know, friends and family.

Of course I never went through with this fantasy, but it still is one of my
favourites.

If you'd like to be the dominant white guy in this scenario, please message
me. I welcome all dominant men. I know my place is to serve them.
Alternatvely if you're a submissive Asian sissy like me who shares similar
fantasies, please message me. Or perhaps you have more fantasies for me,
more humiliating things you would have liked me to do for this superior
white male, please message me.

Asiansissy19@gmail.com