Date: Fri, 8 Feb 2019 16:16:49 +0000 (UTC)
From: Bill <mgtbill@aol.com>
Subject: DYLAN'S SENIOR YEAR AT COLLEGE Chapter  31

DYLAN'S SENIOR YEAR AT COLLEGE

 Chapter  31

by  Donny Mumford


SEVEN WEEKS LATER: Tuesday before Thanksgiving break.

We're walking out of the McGuire Building after our Managerial Finance
class. It's ten minutes of three, the time we get out of class every
Tuesday but why couldn't that prick professor have cut the class to ten
minutes and given an early start to the Thanksgiving break? Rob and I have
a class tomorrow morning and we can be home in an hour anyway so it's no
big deal to us, but it would have helped the out-of-state students. For
them, half of the Thanksgiving break is taken up flying home and then
flying back to Boston during the busiest travel days of the year.

Quite a few out of state students don't feel it's worth the effort or the
expense and, consequently, they spend Thanksgiving in their dorms instead
of with their families. Hayden is staying in California for that reason,
but then he stayed in North Carolina last year when he was going to
Duke. That's what Rob told me anyway, and neither of us knows why Hayden
transferred to Caltech, or wherever Hayden's doing his senior year. We
won't see him until Christmas break. Yeah, Christmas break... we're allowed
to call it that because Merrimack is a Roman Catholic college,
St. Augustine Order, and it's okay to say 'Christmas'. A lot of
institutions say 'Holiday break'... the PC police demand it. It's not an
especially big deal to me in either case.

Outside I need to pull up the hood of my sweatshirt against the raw, gray
November weather. Robby's wearing a sweatshirt too which is all the
outerwear we need to ward off the 43-degree temperature and a stiff
wind. It's a fairly short walk to the pickup and then we'll crank up the
heat. The heat 'cranks-up' good in Rob's new pickup truck; new to him
anyway. Yeah, Dickers & Son finally came through with a new vehicle for
Robby. After six years of Robby driving my personal favorite pickup of all
time, he gets a newer one. Wow though, we had ourselves some good times in
that old truck!

Last weekend Rob and I were home to work at Dickers & Son again when his
dad surprised Rob with the truck... a two-year-old Nissan Frontier. It's
classified as a 'compact' pickup although it has four doors and seats five,
so I don't know where the compact part comes in. Obviously, it doesn't have
a bench seat in front; only one of the newer trucks has a bench seat... I
don't remember which one but I do remember it's too big a truck for what we
use a pickup for.

Damn though, that old truck's bench seat came in handy over the years.
Rob's newer Nissan has bucket seats in front and a pretty cool cockpit. It
was the Dickers & Son's sales manager's truck and now it's Robby's. Our old
truck was his dad's for quite a few years before it was handed down to Rob
although Mr. Dickers hasn't driven a pickup for a few years now. He
currently drives a new sedan that Robby said cost the company $55,000.00.
And, oops, I keep referring to the old pickup as 'our' old pickup, as if it
was partly mine, which it wasn't. Huh, a Freudian slip that's interesting
although I'm not sure why.

Anyway, we're done classes for today and since baseball practice ended
almost six weeks ago it'd be logical to assume Robby and I have free time
together the rest of the afternoon. Not so fast! Ya see Rob still spends
time at the baseball complex three or four days a week. He goes down there
even though official practice won't begin again until sometime late in
February. Rob works out at the ballpark's fitness area, or he watches
hitting videos, or just talks hitting with coaches and other ballplayers
all of whom can't seem to get enough of their baseball 'addiction'.

As we walk to the parking lot, Robby lights a cigarette and takes a drag
before passing the Marlboro Light to me, saying, "You drive babe," and he
hands me the key, except it's not a key exactly. It's a device that, if you
have it on your person, the doors unlock automatically and all you do is
press the 'start' button and the engine, um, starts. You don't need to put
the 'key' in an ignition slot or anything, that's all I'm saying. That
device isn't an especially new development as Chubby's and my car has the
same 'non-key' device.

Taking the cigarette from Robby, I'm like, "You're gonna work-out at the
ballpark again this afternoon, huh?" He nods, "Yeah, and after that Carl
wants me to pitch batting practice for him. He's been killing it in the
batting cage recently. I'm beginning to see his potential, and why he got
the scholarship." I'm like, "No shit? That's the good thing about baseball,
you can be smallish in stature like Carl and still be a star." Rob mutters,
"Well, let's not put him in Cooperstown just yet." Huh, I wasn't the one
who said Carl has awesome potential. Ya know, a year ago I'd probably feel
the need to argue about something silly like that, but my current maturity
level tells me... forget about it.

Still passing the cigarette back and forth, Robby goes, "So, babe, if you'd
don't mind dropping me off at the ballpark, that'd be cool. You won't need
to pick me up later though. I'll get a ride home from either Cornbread or
Derik." As if I know who the hell they are, but I nod, mumbling, "Sure." He
doesn't ask what I'll be doing, but I tell him anyway, "Pony and I are
probably gonna run a couple of miles and then work-out at the student's
fitness center." Rob's like, "I think it's great you're getting in shape."
With too much emphasis in my voice, I go, "I'm not `getting' in shape! I'm
already in all the so-called 'shape' I need to be in," and Rob goes, "Yeah,
I know, and you're staying on top of it with the running and exercising."
Huh, I don't know why I snapped at him.

More importantly, I think it's a really good aspect of our relationship
that neither of us feels the other needs to account for every minute we're
not together. That's a more recent development, one that comes with the
confidence we both have in our love affair. Neither of us is worried about
our long-term commitment to the other. After saying that, mostly we offer
the information anyhow, it's just that there's never an interrogation if we
don't.

I like driving this new pickup and Robby lets me drive it a lot. At the
ballpark, we bump fist as Rob mutters, "Thanks, Dylan. See ya later," then
he stops halfway out of the pickup, asking, "Is it okay with you if Carl
has dinner with us again tonight? We're studying together anyway, so..."
Without waiting for him to finish, I go, "Yeah, of course." He's like, "Um,
what are we having tonight?" I shrug, "I was thinking we'd have spaghetti
tonight. Carl can eat that, plus he can share the salad and, of course, his
normal quarter pound of butter on a few slices of Italian bread." Robby
chuckles and before he slams the pickup's door, I add, "You and I are
having pork ribs too. I'll get them simmering in some sauce as soon as I
get home." Patting the door, Rob goes, "Good deal! Sounds great... see ya,
babe!"

Being a mentor, like Robby is for Carl, Rob's responsibilities obviously
include sports performance duties, but by far the most important part of a
mentor's responsibilities is keeping on top of the freshman's grades so
they don't end up ineligible to play, which is uber important when
mentoring scholarship players like Carl. That's why Coach Davis chose Rob
to be a mentor. I mean, who's more conscientious than Robby?

Like many freshmen, Carl had some bad midterm grades so Rob has Carl
studying with us every night and it's been going on the past couple of
weeks. That's mostly why Carl frequently eats dinner with us. It's a small
pain in the ass for me because of Carl's vegetarian eating habits, but life
isn't perfect. The other thing is, even though Carl stays for dinner
regularly Robby still ask me if it's okay. Like, what the fuck am I gonna
say? But really, I don't mind Carl saying for dinner because I like him and
he's one of us flattop boys, so ya know... haha! Plus, I like looking at
his cute face and his hot, tight little body. I've got two cute handsome
guys to ogle which helps me survive the boring college work. Studying takes
longer with Carl because we need to quiz him as well as Rob and me quizzing
each other. No big deal... I'm good with it. Not being a complainer, I let
the necessary extra time spent on studying slide without mentioning it too
often.

After dropping Robby off I'm driving past the Rogers Center when I see
Danny goofing around in front of the steps. He's laughing with two guys,
one of whom I think I know but I can't remember his name. A nice looking
guy but he's a tad overweight. Yeah, well, that's a shame. Danny sees the
pickup and energetically waves at me so I pull over and then watch him
jogging to me with that great smile on his youthfully cute face. He could
almost be a high school senior with his exuberance, his backpack jumping on
his back as he's running over here. Yeah but, what the fuck is hanging out
of his backpack? No hesitation, Danny opens the door and settles into the
passenger seat and now I see it's a Merrimack sweatshirt hanging half in
and half out of his backpack.

He says, "Can you drop me off at my dorm? I don't have my textbook for my
three-thirty class and that bitch of a professor's been on my ass lately
about being late for class."  Danny's only wearing a long sleeve pullover,
so I ask, "Aren't you cold?" He goes, "Well yeah! Obviously, but I must
have left my sweatshirt in the last class." I go, "Uh huh" and then I'm a
little sarcastic, saying, "Well, hi, Danny, how have you been? Nice to see
you," and he laughs, saying, "I'm sorry I didn't say 'hi'. I'll start
over... Hi Dylan, good to see you. You're a lifesaver, can you drive me to
my dorm?" and he pushes the hood off my head and squeezes the back of my
neck. I get shivers up and down my spine, as he's saying, "I wish I could
kiss your sexy mouth right here, right now." I'm like, "I do too... so go
ahead and do it." Making a 'face' at me like, 'Get serious!' he shakes his
head and motions with his hand that we should go.

Chuckling, I put the truck in gear and back into the Center for the Arts'
driveway, which is what the Roger Centers full name is. Turning the truck
around, I drive back the way I just came, saying, "You know what? You
really need to get out of the gay closet, Danny. You're twenty-two now and
old enough to be yourself, don'cha think?" He says, "Hey! I've been
contemplating that exact thing. Yeah, I'm leaning toward 'coming out' to my
mom something during Thanksgiving break." I'm like, "Really? That's great!"
He shrugs, "Mostly I wanna do it so you'll stop harping on me about it." I
mumble, "Well, fuck you then. No, seriously, that's awesome. Unexpected,
but awesome... way to go, buddy!" He mumbles, "Yeah, I guess I've been a
pussy about it... like you've said numerous times," and turning to me, he
adds, "Yeah and I figure I'll tell mom we're boyfriends. You and me,
Dylan."

Instead of yelling, I wait a few seconds and then say calmly, "I don't
think that's a good idea, Danny. You don't want to start out, um, lying
when you're finally being truthful about something as important as your
sexual orientation... if ya know what I mean." Danny goes, "Fuck that! Mom
likes you and I'm trying to soften the blow for her. She always refers to
you as," and he changes his voice, I suppose he thinks it sounds like his
mom's voice although it sounds more like Lisa on The Simpsons when he says,
'that handsome friend of yours, that Dylan boy, he's so nice and polite'.
He laughs, "Seriously, that's what she says and I think it'll be easier for
her to accept I'm gay if she knows you're gay too... and you're my
boyfriend."

Blowing out my cheeks with an exasperated exhale, I mutter, "Even though
I'm not, um, your boyfriend?" Danny frowns, "Whaddaya mean? We're
boyfriends! Christ, if we're not boyfriends I'd like to fucking know what a
boyfriend is! We're in love, right?" I go, "Yeah, but we're in different
kinds of love. Anyway, go for it and fuck it if you've got the details a
little skewed. You 'coming out' is the important thing. I know you'll feel
better about yourself." He goes, "Well, I'm just coming out to mom, not
anybody else. Certainly not to anyone at Merrimack. That would
unnecessarily complicate my senior year." Whatever...

At dormitory row, Danny excitedly asks, "Would you come up with me,
baby... pleeeease!" It's tempting but I shrug, mumbling, "Nah, just get
your textbook. I'll wait here." He pulls on my arm, "C'mon, Dylan. We don't
get that many chances and if you drive me over to the Quad afterward I can
still be on time for class. The building my class is in is right next to
the Quad. C'mon!"

Oh fuck, my dick just took over my brain and now I'm barely able to
remember how to park the pickup. Danny's grinning like mad as we're getting
out of the pickup and that makes me grin too. We're like two little kids
doing something we know we shouldn't, like stealing cookies from the cookie
jar. He says, "You're awesome, baby! C'mon, let's run," and we jog down
dormitory row like middle school kids.

Inside his room, Danny slams the door and locks it. Then he immediately
gets his hands on either side of my face and gives me what's become
familiar by now... one of his awesomely sexy kisses that, if I can believe
what he says, are only for me now. Danny told me he's not having sex with
anyone but me. I routinely encourage him to have sex with anybody and
everybody he wants, and his answer to that is always, "Well, that's what
I'm doing, baby." What can I do, make him have sex with someone else? I
don't think Rob and Danny have done it together this semester... not even
once!

As usual, that kiss of Danny's, plus the chilly palms of his hands on my
face and his hot body against mine gives me a boner. After the fifteen
second kiss, he then does a fast follow-up kiss on my lips and then gets
things started by pulling my sweatpants down past my slim hips as he
murmurs, "Pull your underpants down while I get the lube." I'm biting my
lip trying to keep my moan of arousal to myself as I do what I'm told.

With lube on his fingers, Danny stands behind me, puts an arm around my
waist so I don't try to get away as he lubes inside my ass. His lips brush
against my neck, murmuring, "I love you." He spreads the lube quickly and
then takes his cock out through the fly of his jeans and strokes it a few
times. I can hardly catch my fucking breath.

He apparently wasn't born with a 'hesitation gene'. No, not
'apparently'... I'm positive he wasn't! Danny never hesitates about
anything: fucking, giving haircuts, swinging at the first pitch he sees,
saying whatever is on his mind, or anything else. He just says it or does
it with a boatload of confidence. There's never any 'doubt' in that boy's
mind even when there should be.

He exhales a long moist warm breath on the back of my neck, almost a gasp
actually as he's also mightily aroused, not just me. The head of his cock
forces its way in past my sphincter muscle and I automatically bend
forward. With his boner now 'docked' in my asshole, Danny puts his other
arm around my waist and, using both arms, he pulls me back onto his boner,
all six inches of it as we do quiet moans. It's a quiet, "Ahhhhhhh," moan
from me and, "Mmmmm," from Danny and then it's immediate hard and fast
thrusting that adds, "Slapslapslapslap," sounds to our moans of sexual
arousal.

I'm fully bending at the waist with my hands on my knees, sucking on my
lips to keep my moans as quiet as I can. This feels so fucking good though!
Spectacular sensations in my rectum extend out from my anus to my prostate
to the tight feel of Danny's six hard inches of cock filling me up back
there. His cock was made to fuck my ass. It creates the perfect combination
of some pain at first, not much though, and then quickly it's the
pleasure-express the rest of the way.

The initial pain is mostly because recently, the last month or so, Danny's
been starting right in thrusting and fucking without waiting for my rectum
to expand. Nah, he isn't waiting for that, so it hurts at first but not
enough to concern me. The size of his boner is just big enough to feel nice
and tight but not so big there's much time from the not-so-bad hurting to
the Omigod pleasure!

Danny grunts and thrust hard and fast with both of us in familiar territory
now. We've fucked regularly the past two months so we pretty much know by
now how long it'll be before we both blow our loads. Not long, that's how
long. Not long, but while it's going on I quiver at the feel of his long
hard cock sliding over my prostate while stretching my asshole just the
right amount to get every nerve ending sizzling perfectly. I imagine in my
mind the way Danny's cock looks, and the image is pretty fucking accurate
as I've sucked a boner on his penis enough to know how it looks and
feels. It's so straight! Straight with a nice head that's larger and wider
than the shaft and the shaft gets shiny with my saliva almost like it's
shiny now with pre-cum and lubricant.  When I suck his cock into a really
hard condition and then the cock head is going down my throat it feels so
sexy I can hardly believe it. Omigod, oral sex is great too... Danny's
boner down my throat with his pubes all around my mouth, some in my nose
and he smells ridiculously sexy on top of everything else. Yeah, oral sex
is one thing but now I'm picturing that same straight hard cock with the
nice head going all the way up my ass and then the "SMACK!" sound as he
smacks against my ass fucking me perfectly... but not for a long time.

In ninety seconds or so, my climax explodes! I go first today with every
muscle in my body tightening like clenching a fist as I try muffling my
squeal at the cum pumping out in thin streaks that quickly spread into a
spray the further away from me they get. The first streak of cum is a nice
long one that sizzles out my six-inch boner making me scrunch up my face
and then almost instantaneously it's followed by another shorter stream and
maybe two more little ones, all of them flying from my steel cock causing
intense sensations that give me goose bumps all over my body with fireworks
bursting behind my eyes. I travel to the stars and back in eight seconds of
pure pleasure, pleasure so intense it almost reaches the level of
pain... but doesn't. I'm gasping, my heart pounding fast with a shivering
sexy feeling from my head to my toes. It's like... oooooh, tingling buzzing
sensations all over... unreal nice! I do another slight shudder as
sensations fade and then close my eyes for a second. Oh man, that felt
good!

A truly great feeling and now I relax and sigh as I hear Danny do his
yelping sound humping against my buttocks while firing his first steam
inside me and then probably more cum is shooting out of Danny's hard dick
but I only imagine I feel the first shot. From what I've read, I'm not
supposed to 'feel' even the first one hit my bowels, but I 'think' I do
anyway. After climaxing there's some deep breathing from Danny before he
does a few full final thrusts slushing in his own cum and then he pulls his
cock out, exclaiming, "Oh fuck, that was fantastic!" and he spanks my bare
ass hard making the "SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!" sounds of his hand smacking the
flesh of my buttocks, sounds that ring out in the room as I stand up
quietly muttering, "Ow."

Danny hugs me around the waist, saying, "Thanks, baby. I've been thinking
about this since Saturday night." That was the last quick buddy fuck we
had. It was outside a frat house down Route 114 about two hundred yards
from Merrimack. A bunch of us went together to a frat party and paid twenty
bucks each to drink beer out of plastic cups from quarter kegs of Bud Lite
while listening to a crappy band with a bad lead singer in the cold dark
night. That sounds terrible, but it wasn't... it was fun. Much later Danny
and I snuck off and fucked in an outbuilding with lawn mowers and trash
barrels all around us... and that was fun too. We were a little drunk and
Danny was 'high' as well. It was a ninety-second, buddy-sex fuck like the
one we just had. Quick fucks just for the hell of it... get `off' and feel
energized!

Danny's got some Handi Wipes he's using to wipe drooling cum from my ass,
saying, "It's a shame the timing didn't work out for your last haircut,
Dylan. You could have gone home with a fresh crisp flattop instead of one
that's ten days old, ya know?" I mutter, "It's fine. I actually think it
looks better after a week. It looks better than when you've just cut it. It
should be every three weeks we're getting haircuts, as I keep telling
you. Not every two weeks."

He ignores that as he's pulling up my sweatpants, saying, "Ya gotta admit
you'd look better over the Thanksgiving holidays if it was this past Sunday
you got your haircut" Well, what the fuck did I just say? By now though I
should be used to him ignoring what he doesn't want to hear. He runs his
fingers back through my hair, muttering. "Damn, this haircut looks so much
better right after I do it for you." I mumble, "Have you considered a
hearing aid?" He ignores that too.

Grabbing a fresh Handi Wipes, Danny wipes his dick as I go, "Anyhow, what a
lot of nerve you have! I mean, the nerve of you going on about crisp
haircuts and all that bullshit when you still won't let me give you a
haircut and your hair, sorry to be blunt... but your hair looks like shit!"
He snickers as he's zipping up his pants, mumbling, "Yeah, I know it
does... haha." He grabs a textbook from the desk and jams it in his
backpack and then we leave the room in a hurry.

Wow, that was GOOD! That was an awesome use of like five minutes, which is
all it took. Quickly walking outside, I say, "Just a thought, Danny-boy,
but when you tell your mom you're gay I think it'll confuse the issue
telling her that news with your long girlie-looking hair. She's never seen
you with a girl's hairdo before." He yells, "My hair is not
girlie-looking!" and then in a normal voice, he adds, "Let's jog to the
pickup, baby, I don't wanna be late again."

We do that and, as I'm driving Danny to the Quad, which is the closest I
can get to the building his class is in, he says, "You might be right
though." I go, "I probably am, but about what?" He mumbles, "Me having this
long hair and telling mom I'm gay. Maybe I won't tell her." I go, "That's
the wrong answer! Get a fucking haircut... that's the right answer. Then
she won't be freaked out by both things; you 'coming out' to her AND you
having a girl's hairdo." He says, "It's not a girl's hairdo! It's a guy's
long hair." It's my turn to snicker now, as I mutter, "If you say so."

At the Quad, Danny gets out, but before closing the door, he says, "Okay,
you're right, Dylan. I'll text you and we'll find a time when you can do my
haircut. I'm sick of this long hair anyway. How the fuck did guys in the
seventies go years with this long hair?" I say, "Fuck that, how about the
old guys from that decade who still have that stupid looking long hair. And
making it worse, now it's gray or white hair and receding seriously, or
even worse than that, a white mullet hairdo like Robert Kraft has. Jesus,
he looks ridiculous!"

Danny's not paying attention to any of that though. Instead, he's yelling,
"Hey, Morris, looking good, babe!" and he turns back to me, saying, "Bill
Morris is my eleventh flattop boy." I say, "Swell... text me," and I pull
away then because an asshole campus cop is heading this way. I'm not
supposed to be in front of the Quad with a car, never mind a truck... heh
heh.

The six of us original guinea pigs for flattop haircuts have been
faithfully going every second Sunday for haircuts. Robby and I didn't get
back from a weekend working at home in time last Sunday so I missed my
two-week scheduled appointment, as Danny calls it, and he says now I need
to wait for Sunday two weeks from now before getting my haircut. Christ, I
like that! So my hair will look less than 'crisp', as Danny calls it, for
Thanksgiving break.  As if I give a shit! It's Danny's idea we get haircuts
every two weeks, basically because he likes doing it. And, yeah, Danny
still hasn't shown any signs of losing interest in giving haircuts. That
surprises the hell out of me! Guess I was wrong about that.

Anyway, in addition to us six there are now five other guys with Danny's
traditional-type flattop haircut. I occasionally see one of them on campus
and it always makes me sort of shake my head in amazement at how Danny's
pulling this off... and having himself a good time doing it too. The other
five flattop guys need to wait on Saturdays for haircuts along with all the
other guys getting free haircuts from Danny, not that any of them go every
two weeks. No, it's just us stupid original six who do that mostly because
we don't want to hear Danny haranguing us about it.  It's unbelievable that
Danny will do haircuts for like four to five hours straight some
Saturdays. Jesus!

Yeah, even I who have my secret haircut fetish wouldn't want to do steady
haircuts, one after the other, all kinds of styles for all kinds of guys'
hair for four hours straight. It only takes him like eight to ten minutes
each to re-do out haircuts and I always go last. When the door is locked
and its just Danny and me we have sex for an hour or even longer. That's
when he'll suck my dick and I'll suck his. He does mine first because when
I suck his dick first I already have a boner before Danny even starts on
mine. He likes starting out with my dick soft. Me too... heh
heh. Obviously, we don't primarily do fast screwing on Sundays, Danny does
his version of lover's sex with me. He's consistently sooooo fucking good
at it that I can't begin to describe how good it feels. And I can't resist
it either. Well yeah, there's usually a fast hard fuck to start off
with. That helps us to last longer for the follow up so-called lover's
fuck. It's a damn good hour or so, that's for sure...

So that's something hot, but other than that Danny and I have at best a
shaky frequency-schedule with any other buddy sex and when we do find an
opportunity it's the aforementioned fast and hard kind of
fucking... extemporaneous screwing. Danny's still on his... 'I'm in love
with you, baby' routine and I've given up telling him he isn't. Plus, he
knows my true heart lies with Robby because I've told him fifty
times. There's no mistaking that, but just to be doubly-sure I reiterate it
to him occasionally, which he ignores.

Other than Danny, my buddy sex has consisted of me 'topping' Pony once a
week, sometimes twice. And that's it! But, yeah, Pony is a fun young buddy
for me in addition to him representing my only other sex buddy. I get to
'top' him because he doesn't have any interest in 'topping' me... a
convenient happenstance for both of us, ya know? I really like 'topping'
too although there isn't a great deal of arousal for me. Pony has enough of
that for both of us.

Pony likes doing oral sex although he's fantastically unorthodox about
it. Still, it's surprisingly sexy. He also likes a good hard spanking which
is all I'm willing to do as far as his BDSM desires go. I refuse to tie his
hands anymore or do any of the stuff he talks about. Mostly he's just
talking to break my balls anyway because he already knows I won't do the
things he suggests. He's lots of fun but I don't get to see him as much as
I'd like. Schedules and whatnot get in the way and that includes Robby and
me having the same classes this semester. There's not a great deal of free
time for me, and when I do have some, as I said, Danny and Pony often have
classes or need to do something else that conflicts with times I'm
available. Pony isn't interacting as well as he should with guys in his
class which is a puzzle to me because most guys I'm aware of like him. He
should have more friends is what I'm saying and all I can think of is he
got off to that terrible start with a bad attitude caused by the conflict
with his family last summer.

The other side-sex possibility I thought I'd have was with John Smith. The
first week back at college I had lunch at the bar and a quick fuck with him
but since then I've only gotten over to the bar for lunch twice and he
wasn't there one of those times. So, am I horny all the time? NO! That's
because of my lover-boy, Rob. If anything, he's increased his sexual
appetite for moi. We do a lot of sex together and with variety too. Rob's
lover's sex is still the real deal for me 'cause we are actually in real
true love. Danny's lover's sex is an impersonation of that but it is wicked
awesome. It's just that I'm not 'in love' with him. I love him as one of my
best buddies and best buddy sex partner ever, so there's that... although
that's a far cry from being in love.

Living together helps Rob's and my sex life...obviously! He continues being
awesome in ways other than sex as well, and I love him more than ever. I
haven't doubted his love for me for like three years or more so that isn't
even a concern. It's odd of me maybe, but I actually wish Robby still had a
little something on the side going for him. I know he used to enjoy side
sex and side sex has never lessened or threatened our relationship
so... c'mon, Robby, have a little extracurricular sexy fun once in a
while. On the other hand, if he's lost interest in side-sex that's fine
too. I gotta stop thinking my way is the right way for everyone, which
makes me think of Connor's situation.

Yeah, I've been meeting with Connor every week at least once but usually
twice. We have coffee at the Quad and lately, I've felt freer to ask more
probing questions, none of which he seems to mind although some of his
responses are vague. It'd be better if we could meet for a couple of beers
because maybe he'd offer more insight into Stosh's and his sex life or
relationship, or whatever they think they have together. Ya know, I might
get more information if Connor had a few beers in him. It's none of my
business anyway, obviously, but I'm trying to find some reason to feel okay
with Connor being with that, um, Neanderthal bully. There's been no more
black eyes or cuts and, according to Connor, Stosh has been super nice to
him since that one time he smacked Connor so hard he needed medical
attention.

So, it's good he's not getting smacked around but Connor still has a time
limit imposed on his visits with me. He openly admits that Stosh usually
allows fifteen minutes for Connor to have a cup of coffee with me, black
coffee only, and then Connor will say something about how he needs to meet
Stosh and off he goes on the run. And, he's still wearing the Army issued
eyeglasses that are without style and look goofy, plus he's still getting
the Marine basic training haircuts. Oh, and the reason Stosh won't allow
Connor to meet me at a bar is that Stosh doesn't want him drinking. All
those things are extremely disturbing to me but I don't know what to do
about any of it except tell Connor repeatedly that those restrictions are
total bullshit and he needs to put a stop to all the restrictions. He
poo-poos that by saying those things aren't that important in the larger
scheme of things. I ask what larger scheme of things he's referring to and
he just shrugs.

Ya know, I don't want to interrogate him so I leave it at that. I want to
support Connor as opposed to causing him more anguish. Me interrogating him
would make me part of the problem when I want to be part of the solution. A
trite sentiment perhaps, but it's true. It's a catch 22 situation. And,
Stosh must mean no drinking allowed for Connor unless Stosh is with him
because they both were drinking at the dinner party I had like seven weeks
ago. Oh, and since then there's been no return invitation to dinner like
Stosh threatened. I mean 'mentioned' at our party... and thank God for
that.

The other thing I was noticing about Connor is his gay affectations,
including his girlie giggling-laugh, none of which was he doing before
going in the Army. I'm pretty sure he didn't pick up those traits from
being on active duty or from Dodger, which leaves the last eighteen months
living with Stosh. He had to have acquired those gay affectations during
that time, not that there's anything wrong with acting gay per se... it's
just a curiosity I have about Connor doing it, that's all.

My curiosity led me to mention to him that I noticed his tendency to do the
limp wrist thing when gesturing, but I did it in a way not to be
offensive. I was half laughing while asking if he's doing that stuff in
hopes of attracting a replacement for Stosh... hahaha, ya know? He wasn't
offended at all and told me he doesn't even realize he's doing it... it's
unconscious. Connor came right out and told me that Stosh acts extremely
feminine at home when they're alone; he said Stosh acts like the
stereotypical gay you see overdone on TV or in the movies sometimes. Connor
laughed about it. He shrugged and said he must be picking up some of
Stosh's affectations. Well, I didn't see that one coming... a Neanderthal
sissy! Stosh acting all swishy and feminine is hard to envision and it
never entered my mind as a possibility. Wow, talk about creepy!

Well yeah, and come to think of it, the fact is they're alone almost all
the time because Stosh is socially challenged and, consequently, they never
go out. Our dinner party was the exception because, for once, Connor
insisted and Stosh caved in and agreed they'd show up for an hour. He got
drunk though and they stayed for almost six hours. I guess Connor didn't
want to diss me by blowing off my invitation. To say the least, it's all a
very strange situation and I'm still unsure what do, if anything, about
Connor.

Naturally, after that dinner party, I asked Robby and Chubby what they
thought of Connor's situation and they both frowned and asked what the fuck
is Connor's doing with 'that asshole, Stosh?' quote, unquote. It's no
surprise they disapproved, almost anyone would. Their conclusion was the
same, and it amounts to this: as long as there are no repeat incidents
where Connor's getting physically abused, they don't feel we should
interfere. It's Connor's choice to stay with the asshole and while
incomprehensible to us, Connor has never indicated he wants any help, or
sympathy either for that matter. I guess they're right, sort of. However,
there are other kinds of abuses other than physical ones, so I'm keeping my
eyes and ears open on that front. Meanwhile, I'll be Connor's friend to the
extent he wants me to be. What else realistically can I do?

Anyway, after dropping Danny off at the Quad, I don't even get off campus
before I get a text message from Pony: 'Are we running today, Dylan? I hope
so....' I text him back saying that as soon as I change clothes I'll pick
him up and we'll run and then workout at the fitness center. Sure, he could
easily walk to the track as he's done before, but I need to drive right by
dormitory row anyway, so it's just as easy picking him up and driving him
there. He knows where we always meet.

Driving up to the apartment building I see a couple of open parking spots
in the front of the lot, so I park the Nissan there. I'm having much better
luck parking this year and, as a matter of fact, everything seems easier
this year. Obviously, this being my senior year I've pretty much been there
and done that as far as college goes. I'll be a 'rookie' again in the real
world after graduation. Yeah, I'll need to face 'life' for real. Some days
I'm tempted to push that 'real world' reality back two more years by taking
Tim's and Tom's offer to pay my way through graduate school like Chubby's
doing. Yeah, it's a little bit of a scary concept being a for-real,
gulp... adult. Other days it's like I can't wait to be done with pompous
professors and their arbitrary rules and nonsense. Crap like if you don't
put your name and student number on the upper right-hand part of the blue
book's first page you'll get no credit for the exam. It makes me 'tired'
dealing with shit like that. And, ten points off your test grade if you use
a blue ballpoint pen instead of one with black ink and... please, everyone,
go fuck yourself!

Those kinds of silly rules supposedly teach us to follow directions and pay
attention to details and blah, blah, blah for our working lives after
college. Sure, those concepts apply in the working world or some such shit,
but it grates on my nerves after almost seventeen years of going to
'school' having the same nickel and dime bullshit day in and day
out... it's like killing a mosquito with a sledgehammer. Not being a
complainer myself, I mention shit like that usually only once or twice a
day.

At the door of our apartment, I'm going through my pockets looking for the
key when Midge opens her door and goes, "Hey, good-looking, wha'cha up to?"
There's the ubiquitous Salem mentholated cigarette dangling between her
overly lipsticked-lips as I'm, like, "Oh, hiya, Midge." She starts walking
toward me asking, with her cigarette bobbing up and down, "Need some help,
sweetheart... locked yourself out, have you?" Midge is holding a white
trash bag out away from her body so, obviously, she's on her way to the
trash chute at the end of the hall.

She's okay though, so I give her my medium strength smile. I'm afraid to
use my 100-watt smile for fear she'll be undressing me here in the hall. I
go, "Nah, I've got it, I'm good, but thanks," and I hold up the key. She
continues carrying the bag of trash out away from her as though it contains
human waste while saying, "Bob's bowling tonight after work, honey. Ya
wanna come over and play a game of chess with me and have a few beers?" I
go, "As I believe I've mentioned before, Midge, I don't know how to play
chess." Right next to me now, she sticks her barely covered breasts out,
murmuring, "Let me rub your cute haircut again for luck," and she does. She
rubs my head with her free hand that has a ring on every finger and it
feels like a wide metal comb going over my scalp as I go, "Oh, ha, um..."
as she's mumbling, "You are so damn cute." I hate myself for doing it but I
blush and then mutter, "Oh, thanks, um, I gotta change clothes to go, um,"
and I get the door open as she takes the cigarette out of her mouth
grinning and saying, "I'll buy a checkerboard for us," and she walks on
down the hall swinging her hips. I mumble, "Checkerboard...?" and then,
safely inside and leaning against the door behind me... oh, I 'get'
it... 'cause I don't know how to play chess.

Dammit! What if I was a 'straight' horny college guy? Would I take a shot
at banging an older woman who was flirting with me like that? It's
impossible for me to know because I can't in my wildest imagination see
myself having sex with a person of the opposite sex... I just can't. Lots
of gay guys have done it of course, and all bisexual guys do it, so why not
me? I don't fucking know, and I'm not wasting any time worrying about
it. It's good to know our neighbors though because, um, well it just is I
guess. When I returned the big pot I borrowed from Midge to cook spaghetti
in for that dinner party, Bob answered the door and just took the pot,
muttering, "Yeah, thanks kid," and that was it. Next time I bumped into
Midge in the hall though, fuck it was like she's known me for years. I
mean, that's how friendly she was. It's unnerving...

After grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge and gulping down half of
it, I go out on the balcony to turn on the grill and then back inside I
quickly change into sweatpants, running sneakers and an old hoodie
sweatshirt that I don't care if it gets sweaty. I wore sweatpants and a
hoodie to class too but I have good sweatpants and hoodies for that. The
older ones, ones that I've worn for a few years I use for casual activities
like working out and running or cleaning the apartment or just lying
around.

Next, I check to be sure I've got a jar of meatless spaghetti sauce in the
pantry for Carl and then I put a rack of frozen baby back ribs on the grill
to cook off some fat and brown the ribs. They'll defrost on the grill or if
not, they'll finish in the simmering spaghetti sauce. We have an Italian
type dinner once a week and a couple of weeks ago on a Saturday afternoon
Chubby came over and we made a big pot of spaghetti sauce from
scratch. There's a couple of quarts left in the freezer and I use one for
tonight. Into the microwave goes the plastic container to loosen the frozen
sauce enough to get it in a pan and then I turn the fire on low under
it. Getting the ribs off the grill, I cut the rack in thirds and put the
three sections in the sauce, put the lid on the pot... and that's
that. It'll probably take a half hour to heat up to a simmer, but there
will still be three hours of simmering before dinner tenderizing the ribs
as well as infusing the pork flavor into the spaghetti sauce. We'll do our
three guy study group for, at the most two hours before dinner and then
it'll be ready, the sauce and the ribs, and it'll be really good too.

Back outside I feel the wind picking up on this gray day, so that's not
ideal for running but I won't do any physical activity over the
Thanksgiving break and consequently, I'm forcing myself to do it
today. Almost all the leaves have changed color and dropped off the trees
by now. The exception being evergreen trees, obviously, and then some
species of oak trees. Their leaves have turned brown but for some reason,
they don't fall off until next spring when new leaves come out and force
the old ones to drop. I'm pretty sure that's right. After twenty-two years
of living in the Northeast, I take the changing seasons for granted but I
remember Carl telling me a few weeks back that his roommate couldn't get
over the foliage during September and October. Yeah, a guy from the west
coast seeing the changing colors of the Northeast trees for the first time
in person can hardly believe it. That kid was like...wow! Christ, he was
taking pictures of it and selfies and totally fascinated by
everything. Wait'll he gets a load of our Nor'easter snow storms this
winter!

Driving right up to Pony, who's standing at the beginning of the parking
lot exactly where he should be, I feel a warm spot in my heart for him. His
smart mouth puts off some guys but most people I know like him and yet he's
often alone and looking forlorn, like now. Guys like Danny, Robby, and
Chubby... ya never see those boys alone. They're always with someone
talking, laughing, and goofing around. Oh man though, Pony has the cutest
smile when he sees me. So sweet and he looks extra cute with his hoodie up!

It's hoodie season and that's a cool time of the year because cute guys
wearing a hood, and sometimes a baseball cap under the hood, look extra
cute with the hood outlining their faces... highlighting their cuteness. On
the other hand, guys who aren't cute, plus older men, should never wear a
hood. A reverse effect happens in that it highlights their old or
unattractive faces. Obviously, the answer to that situation is, I
immediately avert my eyes from the latter circumstances. I give second and
third glances to the cute boys with their hoods up though, and I enjoy
doing that. Surprisingly, sunglasses ruin the hoodie look if you ask
me. Makes me think of a picture I saw someplace of that crazy man who sent
bomb letters to people... the Unabomber. Anyway, it's the reverse in summer
when sunglasses on a cute guy are, once again, a cool look.  Pony's
eyeglasses ruin the hoodie look somewhat too, but not a lot and anyway, I
give Pony a pass on that because I like him so much.

He climbs in the passenger seat, saying, "You look like a wickedly cute
bad-ass coming down the road driving this new truck, Dylan. It'd be even
better if you had a cigarette dangling from your lips." I smile, "Yeah? Ya
think so, Pony? I'm not so sure a bad-ass would have a flattop haircut
though. And, I wouldn't be driving this truck very long if Rob smelled
cigarette smoke in here." He goes, "Yeah, I hear ya about smoking
inside. Smoking inside anywhere... it's uncouth, right?" I go, "That's what
we've been brainwashed into believing, yep." Driving on down past the
baseball park, Pony's been quiet but he finally says, "Well, yeah, I'm
pretty sure bad-asses can have flattops and still be cool." Sometimes he
says things a fourteen-year-old boy would say... like what he just said.

When I don't comment Pony presses the issue, "You keep getting a flattop
from Danny so you must think it's cool." I shrug, "Why does it matter,
Pony? Cool is about as arbitrary a label for something as there is. Hard to
be more arbitrary than what seven billion people think is cool, whatever
'cool' even means. It's arbitrary in and of itself. Different people have
different views on that." He huffs, saying, "Well, I guess that clears
everything the fuck up for me." I glance over and grin, saying, "As long as
you're cool, Pony... that's all that matters, and you are cool!" He goes,
"I'm not cool... you are," and I laugh yelling, "I fucking know I am. What
I'm telling you, you dumb motherfucker is...  you're cool too." He laughs,
muttering, "No, I'm not. Bruce Pawtucket says I'm a nerd." I go, "Let's go
kick Bruce's uncool ass then." Pony grins and nods his head, mumbling, "I'd
like to." Then a few seconds later he says, "I only keep getting this
haircut 'cause you do. That's why I mentioned it." I go, "Oh."

Yeah, why do I keep getting this dumb-ass haircut? Well, Danny
obviously... haha. Yeah, but then Rob likes it on me too. He says I look as
young as I did when we both were on that lawn cutting crew before our high
school senior year. Jeez, we're getting fuckin' old! Plus, I'm used to this
haircut by now and I like that it's one hundred percent maintenance-free,
easy to shampoo and takes zero time in the morning. My mom likes it too and
so do Mr. and Mrs. Dickers. Who else do I need to please, ya know?

I go, "Hey, Daryl, I just thought of something. It's something I've been
meaning to ask you for weeks now but it's so unimportant I keep forgetting
to ask."  He laughs and goes, "What is it?" I ask, "How come your roommate,
Donald what's-his-name, isn't in a sports dormitory? He's on the soccer
team, right?" Pony nods, "Yeah, but he had academic problems and had to go
to summer school to qualify to play on the team this year. By the time he
qualified the sports dorms were full. Donald says there are two to three
dozen, at least that many guys and girls on various sports teams who are in
the general population dormitories." I go, "Oh. I'm wicked glad I finally
found that out." He snickers, "You're fucking nuts."

Parking the pickup behind the entrance wall, which is as close as I can get
to the track, we get out with Pony bringing a couple of bottles of water
with him as he's telling me, "Follow my warm-up routine exactly like I do
it today, Dylan. For once do what I do." I'm like, "Why do you tell me that
every time we run?" He goes, "I don't know. In case you forgot I guess." He
likes it if I do his elaborate warm-up with him, and since he was on his
high school track team he probably knows what he's doing. It takes about
ten minutes and he always, every fuckin' time, finds one thing to correct
me on. Today it's, "No, Dylan, don't bend your knees at all, not when
you're touching the ground with your fingers. And try touching the palms of
your hands like I do, not just your fingertips." I flash him the middle
finger, saying, "I just touch this longest finger, coach. Is that okay?" He
laughs, muttering, "You asshole."

When he's satisfied we've warmed up enough, we start jogging at the pace
Pony knows I can keep up with, at least I can keep it up for the first time
around the half-mile track. He's holding back, of course, and after a
while, I always tell him to run at his own speed. He does three miles every
time we run and could do more, but I never do more than two miles. I worked
my way up to two miles and I'm doing it fairly fast... fast enough anyway!

Actually, if you ask me, this qualifies as running... not jogging. I only
have enough wind to make conversation the first half mile, so I'm like,
"Are you nervous about going home for the first time since that disastrous
summer you had with your family?" He says, "Ya know, I am a little nervous
because of my midterm grades." I go, "Um, why? You told me your midterms
were all in the eighties; low eighties you said. That's pretty fucking
good!" He nods, "Yeah, but that was all a lie. I lied about that 'cause I
wanted to impress you."

Jesus. I'm not even asking what his real grades are. Our feet make that
steady weird thumping sound on the artificial surface of the track and
that's all we hear. This track is way down below on the lower part of the
main campus near the new football stadium. Recent addition... the football
team. Pony says, "Aren't you going to ask me what my real grades were?" I
go, "Why would I? How would I know if what you tell me is the truth or
another lie?" He goes, "Because I'm telling you this is the truth, that's
why! Don't be stupid." I go, "Oh," and he laughs out loud and then says,
"You're not stupid. Um, if you ask me what my real grades were at midterm
I'll tell you." I look at him, "What are your real grades?" He goes, "All
four are in the seventies; the high seventies... um, well, not all four." I
go, "High seventies, huh? Well, that's almost the eighties," and he says,
"By 'high' I mean almost as high as seventy-five. For example, I got two
grades that were seventy-three and a seventy-one and then that prick,
Professor Deal, gave me a sixty-eight." I try not to sound like I'm winded
already, muttering, "They're all passing grades, Pony, so it could be
worse. You have three 'C's and a 'C 'minus." He goes, "Uh huh, but that's
not getting "B's, is it?" I go, "No, it's 'C's." He nods his head at me as
if he proved a point that should have been obvious to me. I don't know what
that point was but I'm content to leave it at that.

Yeah, midterms were a couple of weeks ago and then almost a month from now
we'll have finals exams for this semester... after that, it'll be the final
journey, the last semester EVER... for most of us anyway. Then it's a
hesitant... 'hello, world!' We'll step cautiously from our school days'
cocoon wondering, what the fuck am I supposed to do now?

Both Rob and I were kinda shocked to see our midterm grades. We'd put the
work in but didn't expect to be in the nineties for all four courses
although that's where we ended up. Robby was like, "Shit, it almost seemed
too easy." That would be a big fat... NO! We spent two to three hours a
night on that shit. Shit, we'll never find a use for in our entire
lives... and I still need to remember the useless crap for almost another
month until the finals. Then a week later most of it will leak out of my
brain as unnecessary information. Still, it was cool seeing the 94's and
92's circled in red on the cover of our blue books.

Chubby's grades were in the eighties which is a miracle considering the
time he puts into going to class, which is... not much. He does the
all-nighters before exams like I'd read about before going to college. I
thought it was bullshit, novels and movie myths, but it's actually true for
a lot of the heartier partiers... they cram all night before each
exam. Speaking of Chubby, he's been over for dinner at the apartment a few
times alone, and then a few other times with his co-pilot, John
Beverly. John has always treated me very well, very cordially and friendly,
almost with respect like I'm special, but yet I can't warm up to him. I've
never been able to, and that's unfair of me... but it is what it is.

A couple of weeks ago Chubby and I had a 'brother's night out too. We had
an awesome dinner at Burton's Restaurant and then we closed down Rolf's bar
drinking shots and beers. I can do that with Chubby but no one else. We
talked about everything that night. About our moms who are basically living
with Tim and Tom now, their twin fiancés at the guy's separate
condos. Tom is teaching my mom to cook. Tris says she'll let Timmy cook the
meals. She always calls him 'Timmy' now. Chub and I are perfectly fine with
them cohabitating with their future husbands and in fact, we're thrilled
about it. The twins travel for business usually two days a week so the moms
spend those nights in our condos as well as changing for work at the condos
some days too, but mostly they're living with their guys. Chub and I agree
we've never seen them happier which is saying something because they've
always seemed pretty happy to start with.

Mostly Chub and I talked about us though. Lots of reminiscing, sure, but
then we laughed about shit that happened at the couple of frat parties we
were at together this semester, although we didn't go together, and how
good it is we haven't gotten into any fights this year... so far. We had a
lot of candid exchanges about our lives presently too, including our sex
lives. Not specifics obviously, but generally how things are going and they
seem to be going quite nicely.  Chub never seems to ask me questions
directly and he never tells me what to do or criticizes anything I've done,
but yet the next day I realized, somehow, that I know his opinion about
everything I've been about since returning to Merrimack this year. That
made me laugh to myself although it didn't surprise me. We communicate
easily and it never feels like 'prying' when we tell each other
everything... mostly. We offer each other our honest feelings very casually
and I think we're so used to doing it, communicating clearly with one
another, that we take it for granted by now.

Anyway, the bottom line is... I feel like Chubby's proud of me. There is
nothing I care about more than my brother's approval and, obviously, he has
my one-hundred percent stamp of approval as well. It all boils down to me
being happy; I think that's what Chubby concluded from our night together,
that I'm happy. Not a small thing, being happy... lots of people can't find
happiness. So, yeah, that's what Chub mostly cares about. I mean,
obviously, I'm not doing drugs or in danger of becoming an alcoholic, or
fucking with the 'law', or inciting riots or anything, but he wasn't
worried about any of that in the first place... he knows me better than
anyone. He gave up worrying about Robby not being 'right' for me some time
ago because, as I've said before, within the last year Robby's changed into
a more normal and less hyper person, more age-appropriate and less trying
to be like his dad. Robby just gave up thinking everything had to be done a
certain way and that he had to be perfect and he stopped worrying that I
didn't love him enough, and all those kinds of things. In other words, he's
allowed himself to have more fun and not be an overly-mature worrier. Sure,
I helped him attain this better 'place' but he's helped me in many ways
too. We're good for each other.

All that is true while at the same time Robby remains super conscientious
about important things like college and business and so forth. He's now
being, as I just said, what I consider appropriately mature for his
age. No, we're not especially young anymore but there are still a lot of
aspects about life at our age that should be fun and he's more into that
than ever before. His more blasé attitude about things that he used
to stress over means less stress for me too. We're good, Robby and me, and
Chubby sees that. So, that's cool.

Chubby's plans are to get his master's degree, as the twins suggested and
agreed to finance, plus they say they have a job in mind that will be
perfect for Chubby. Something to do with public relations as their company
grows. I'm not clear about it because Chubby's not clear about it, but he
seems, um, interested. No, for real, he does seem interested in the
possibilities of working for the guys... but we'll see. I'm not worried
about him.

So all these thoughts pass quickly through my mind as I jog silently for
the last half of the first mile. And then I'm sort of startled out of my
musings when Pony, still jogging beside me for once, loudly says, "Not bad,
Dylan... wow!!" After a startled little jump, I'm like, "Huh?" He nods,
looking at his stopwatch, saying, "Yeah, that was a six-minute and
twenty-second mile. Jesus, that's a good time for you."

I'm too winded to speak as I realized I kept up with Pony's pace although
he can run a much faster mile than that! Still, it was my fastest time for
a mile and the fastest I ever want to run a mile. I'm not getting in
condition to race anyone. I flick my hand, managing to say, "You go on. I'm
gonna catch my breath and then drink both bottles of your water before
slowly jogging the next mile." He laughs and mutters, "You're such a
pussy. I can't imagine why I idolize you so much." Nodding, I go,
"Whatever," and he pats my shoulder, mumbling, "Sure... we're cool,"
whatever that means, and off he goes. I walk about twenty yards down the
track before turning around and walking back to the bleachers to sit down
and drink some water. After five minutes I'm feeling okay again and start
to jog my second mile at a more sensible pace.

As I'm approaching the first curve of the first half mile I see five
students coming from behind the ballpark. They're unsteadily making their
way down the hill that separates the ballpark from the track we're running
on. There's a fence on that side but no bleachers. It's three guys and two
girls and they're laughing and yelling something. Not at us, at each
other. They all have large plastic cups they're drinking from and I'm
pretty sure it's not milk in those cups. One tall guy is wearing a winter
knit cap that some people call a pom-pom hat because of the ball of knit
material on top, and the guy is smoking a big cigar. I'm guessing here, but
to me, they look like a group of what are commonly referred to as assholes.

Okay, but they're probably not looking for trouble either although walking
around campus with large cups of alcoholic beverages tells me these
probably aren't members of Mensa and therefore unlikely to respond to
logical conversation. I'd rather not exchange high fives and greetings with
them. Also, if the campus cops show up I don't want Pony and me lumped in
with that crew of nincompoops.

I hear Pony running up behind me, coming pretty fast, but he slows down to
ask me, "Do you see that crew? They look drunk." I nod and say, "Yes, we
don't want to associate with the likes of those students who can't
apparently follow directions. There's no drinking on campus
grounds. Every-fucking-body knows that and they're obviously heading for
these bleachers where they'll continue doing what they shouldn't. I mean,
what other reason would there be for them coming here at the end of the
campus if not to continue drinking? Oh, and look there, Pony... a bottle of
liquor just came out of the cigar smoker's pocket and he's adding a splash
to the group's cups."

Pony frowns, "What should we do?" I go, "Discretion is the better part of
something, valor I think, so let's amscray." He goes, "Okay, how do we do
that?" I mutter, "It's Pig Latin for scram," and he mumbles, "I know how to
scram," and we finish the half mile and then scram as the five idiots are
trying to climb over the fence instead of walking around to the entrance
that Pony and I are exiting.

As we're driving away, Pony's like, "Do you think those guys were trouble?"
Shrugging, I go, "Probably not, but I wasn't in the mood for whatever
silliness they were up to. The closer they got, the more they looked like
freshmen and therefore would probably be more of a pain in the ass than
trouble. I mean, what possible good could come from us hanging around when
we were done running anyway?" He nods his head, but says, "It felt like we
were running away from them." I go, "We were, as fast as possible. Who
needs the hassle?" He mutters, "I might have run another mile." I roll my
eyes but I've already expended more of my life on this than I was hoping
I'd need to.

For something to say, I go, "You haven't told me anything about what you
and your friends have been up to this year. What's been happening with you
this semester?" He sighs, "Nothing much. My bud from last year, Bruce
Perillo, is in love with some sophomore skank and he doesn't have any time
for me and, I don't know, I'm not connecting with anybody. Ya know, I
haven't made a 'buddy' relationship with anyone, and I don't even mean sex
buddy. Just a friend buddy. There's a couple of guys I smoke pot with from
the dorm but they're kinda boring and, frankly, stupid. Donald doesn't
smoke pot. He smokes cigarettes but he's cool. We have the bowling team
competition. Mostly anything I do is when Donald arranges it and invites me
to join in. He's a good guy. Soccer season is over so he's around a lot
more now and he invites me to do stuff, hang out and drink with him and two
of his friends. Black dudes and they're okay with me being a honky." I'm
like, "That's what they call you?" He shrugs, "Yeah, but I don't care."
Well, I do! Fuck!

Jeez, it doesn't seem like he's having a lot of fun. I say, "I don't get
it. Everyone likes you Pony, so why don't you have guys to hang out with
and do shit with?" He shrugs again, "You only know the guys you know,
Dylan. I mean, haha, duh, huh? No, what I meant is the guys you know like
me because you like me. If I didn't know you they wouldn't give me the time
of day." Frowning, I go, "That's bullshit. Anyway, you had guys you hung
out with last year and I mean more than the guy in love with the skank. I
thought you were doing the same stuff with those guys this year. Those same
guys are back at Merrimack, right?" He goes, "Oh fuck. Everyone seems
boring compared to you guys, um, compared to you I mean." I go, "You know
what it is, Pony? You've got a hangover from last summer! You were grumpy
as hell when you first got back to college and you got off on the wrong
foot so everything seems negative to you... and it shouldn't be." He says,
"You don't need to worry about me, Dylan. You still like me, that's all I
care about."

Why do I think I need to fix everyone's life when they don't think it needs
fixing? I drop the subject and ask, "Do you want to have dinner with us
tonight? Carl's gonna stay for dinner." Pony says, "Thanks, but tonight our
bowling team is going out for pizza and then we need to fucking practice
bowling. We're getting killed... our team sucks. There are two more teams
now so that's four and it's kind of a bowling league. Donald says I'm our
team's best bowler!" Oh! See that! He'll be okay. I feel better after
hearing that. I go, "Okay, come for dinner another time."

We work out at the fitness center for forty-five minutes and when we walk
outside at five-fifteen it's dark... it's a pitch black night. It's that
time of year. In another month it'll be dark by four-fifteen. After
dropping Pony off at dormitory row I fight my way across Route 114 during
rush hour traffic and again get a close parking spot.

Feeling grungy after running and working out on the equipment at the
fitness center, I'm looking forward to a long hot shower. I unlock the door
and inside I see Robby on the sofa with Carl right next to him. They're
both looking at the book Carl's holding so they can both see it. I go,
"Hello, boys. What have you got there, a gay porn book?" Carl holds it up
showing me the cover... 'The Science of Hitting' by Ted Williams. Carl
says, "Rob got it for me from the baseball library." I mutter, "I didn't
know there was one," and Robby says, "Take a look at the kitchen bar,
babe." I glance over and say, "Oh, a bottle of VO, and one of sweet
vermouth too, and a jar of Maraschino cherries, and what's that, a cocktail
shaker?" Carl says, "Rob bought all that stuff while I was taking a shower
back at my dorm. He said you guys are having Manhattan's tonight."

The overhead light is shining off Carl's red hair. Huh, his flattop looks a
little fuzzy on top like mine. Damn though, his hair is a pretty shade of
red and with his green eyes and pale complexion... hmmm. Robby's hair is
wet, so he obviously took a shower recently too. He combs his hair the way
Danny combed it after his haircut... a wicked straight part on the left
with a fucking cute pompadour in front. It looks preppy alright!  They both
look good enough to lick like an ice cream cone. Yeah, but what the hell
are they doing reading a fucking book? They should be having nuclear hot
sex together on that sofa.

I go over to the kitchen bar and pick up the stainless steel cocktail
shaker, mumbling, "Nice," and then brightly say, "I'm up for this Manhattan
bullshit, Robert! I need a shower first but I'll be joining you boys
shortly." First things first though, so I stir the spaghetti sauce in our
biggest pot. Rob says, "I'll make the Manhattan's right after our study
group." Oh fuck, how'd I forget that? And, yes, we do have another pot
that's big enough to cook spaghetti for three, no problem.

Robby asks, "Will you want your Manhattan on the rocks or straight up?" I'm
like, "Well, since we don't have glasses for straight-up cocktails, um,
unless you've been doing more shopping that I don't know about, um..." He
grins, mumbling, "So you're saying, on the rocks?" I snicker, "Yeah, that's
what I'm saying, and nice move on your part buying all this Manhattan
paraphernalia! A Manhattan before an Italian dinner seems just the right
thing for two sophisticated guys like us. And a strawberry milkshake for
our son." Carl says, "Yeah, I could go for a milkshake!" Fuck, he's cute!
As I'm walking by on the way to the bathroom I rub Carl's head and then
slap the hand Rob's holding out as I mutter, "See you boys in ten minutes."

In the hall, I yell back, "What's Carl actually gonna have to drink while
we have our Manhattans?" Robby yells, "What the fuck do you think? A
Shirley Temple." As I go into the bathroom I hear Carl asks, "What's that,
Rob?" Oh man, can he be that clueless? His parents must both be
missionaries or at least ministers or faith healers or something pious like
that... ya know, to raise a son like Carl. But, Omigod is he ever sexily
adorable! Robby has got to be banging that kid like a drum! I mean, Carl
admits he's gay and, okay, he says he's only participated in a few circle
jerks with friends in middle school, but come on people... he's so sexily
cute someone should have screwed him by now. And I just KNOW he's bottom
material!

Oh man, I need to forget it though because he's under Rob's care and Carl's
so young, younger than his years... like Pony is younger than his
years. Yeah, Carl is off limits to me... according to me! He's Rob's
responsibility in numerous ways and I'm leaving it to him. I'll stick with
Pony.

As always, the shower is great and while washing I pay special attention to
my ass and especially my asshole with anticipation of Rob initiating sex
tonight in bed. It's perfect that he's the one who mostly initiates our
sex, and it's been that way ever since I moved in with him last summer and
it continues right up to the present... and thank you very much! It makes
me feel special that he wants to have so much sex with me and also makes me
think for the tenth time that he must have abandoned all side sex... the
nut. No problem though, I'm flattered I'm all he needs so, obviously, it
works for me as long as it's fine with my lover boy.

The shower is everything it should be and after drying my body, l need only
fifteen-seconds with the hairdryer and a comb for my hair, and it's
done... boom! In the bedroom, as always, Willie's gift of my David Yurman
'cross' necklace goes around my neck, his sports watch gift around my wrist
and then I pull on a pair of clean jockey shorts. Okay, what to wear? Hmmm,
no problem 'cause after a quick perusal of my clean clothes I put on black
skinny jeans and an electric blue, light-material Nike collarless pullover
that's one size too big for me, which I don't bother tucking in. My small
hoop earrings stayed in for the shower so, after pulling on socks, all I
need to do to complete this picture is step into my black hightop Converse
sneakers and I'm ready to take a quick look at myself. Stepping over to the
full-length mirror on the back of the closet door, and... uh huh, I'm
looking good! Slim guys like me look good in almost any clothes...

When I walk into the living room, Carl goes, "Omigod, you look so cool,
Dylan!" HA! I shrug, muttering, "Get yourself under control, young man, of
course, I look cool," and I rub his head again as he sort of grins leaning
my way. Hmmm...

Robby says, "Okay, let's get to studying so we can put this shit behind
us." We study at the kitchen table with the aroma of the simmering
spaghetti sauce floating in the air. I'm freakin' hungry too. For the first
hour and fifteen minutes, we work on our assignments individually. It's
mostly quiet except for Carl making a subtle little-wet sound with his lips
that's getting on my nerves. I lightly swat his head, saying, "Stop that,
please." He goes, 'What?"  Robby gives me a frowning 'look' as I mumble to
Carl, "That sound you're making with your cute lips." He says, "Oh, I'm
sorry, Dylan, I didn't realize I was..." and, oh fuck, I go, "It's alright,
Carl. I'm sorry I hit you."

Then while I study in the bedroom for a pop quiz, Robby quizzes Carl on
something and then Carl goes in the bedroom to study while Rob and I quiz
each other and then Rob's in the bedroom studying while Carl and I goof off
with each other. We're giggling about another rude episode he had with a
girl who's in one of his classes. He started off being serious telling me
what happened but I began snickering at how rude he was to the girl and we
ended up getting silly making up absurd rude things he 'should' have said
to her. Some girls made fun of him in prep school so Carl has the anti-girl
thing going for him that's kinda funny although it's kinda stupid
too. Anyway, we were acting like goofs. The studying and whatnot continue
almost two hours before I say, "That's it for me... I'm done!" and ten
minutes later we put everything away. It's seven-thirty already.

As I'm making the salad for dinner, Rob goes, "I just put ice in the shaker
with the Manhattan brew, baby. I hope it's as good as dad's Manhattans." He
shakes the new stainless steel cocktail shaker until frost forms on the
outside of it. Wow, Rob's a chip off the old block alright!

We bought four cocktail glasses a month ago for occasions like this,
although we've also been using the new glasses for juice in the morning
when our juice glasses are in the overloaded dishwasher and we're too lazy
to stick a pod of Cascade in to get the machine running. Ya know, cocktail
glasses are the short ten-ounce squatty ones. Rob puts ice in two of the
glasses and pours in his Manhattan mixture, topping it off with a bright
red artificially colored cherry with its stem still attached. Carl's
watching everything as he drinks Coke from the can. Robby and I touch
glasses and take a swallow. I go, "Perfection, Robby," as my eyes
water. It's too strong but then, when some of the ice melts, ya know.

Robby's eyelids are fluttering a little after his swallow of Manhattan, so
I go, "Let's have a smoke." We shiver a little on the balcony holding the
very cold glasses while smoking. Carl says, "I wonder if I'll be drinking
by the time I'm a senior." I'm like, "Here, taste this," and he goes, "No
thanks," but leans against me so I put my arm across his shoulders and
pretend I'm gonna make him drink some of my Manhattan. The edge of the
glass touches his tightly closed sexy lips and he goes, "Ew, your cooties
are on my lips now." See what I mean about him acting like he's fifteen?
Robby mumbles, "Don't, Dylan! He doesn't want any." I go, "No shit, I'm
kidding around with your mentee, Mister Mentor." Protective, huh?

With smoke drifting out of his mouth, Robby brags about Carl's hitting
prowess earlier today in the batting cage and Carl blushes, saying, "It was
cold in the batting cage too." Holy shit, I feel like checking his driver's
license, assuming he's actually old enough to have one. I wanna see what
his true age is. Carl, in addition to acting like he's much younger than he
is, also looks much younger than he is. In both cases, as I
said... fifteen. I say that although he occasionally does have a fuzzy
orange mustache and some orange fuzz on his face when he doesn't shave for
a week. Some fifteen-year-old boys have early beginnings of a beard
too...unfortunately. Carl turned nineteen on October sixteenth but didn't
tell us until last week, so we didn't have a party for him. What the fuck,
he doesn't drink anyhow, so what would we have... cupcakes and ice cream?

As I mentioned before, Robby more often than not has his arm across Carl's
shoulders, so to tweak him a little I give Carl's shoulders a hug, saying,
"Way to go, Carl! You're finally hitting like a scholarship player, huh?"
He shrugs and then shrugs again, so I say, "And, dude, you haven't even
read that fucking book about hitting yet." Carl might not want a sip of
booze but he also doesn't, apparently, want to move away from my arm across
his shoulders either. Take that, mentor! The mentor swallows some of his
Manhattan and says, "Stop teasing him, Dylan... Christ!" I go, "Who's
teasing him? I'm hugging him." Carl snickers and still doesn't move away.

We only smoke about half our cigarettes before going back inside because
the wind is really blowing and it's cold. Inside again, Robby goes, "A nice
fireplace with a roaring fire would be nice about now, huh? We'll have one
in our condo, Dylan." I nod, "Yeah, have they started building that yet?"
He shakes his head, "No, not yet. It's scheduled to be done this summer
though, um, sometime in late August or early September." I mutter, "Which
more likely means the middle of next October."

Carl sits at the bar and watches Rob and me get the dinner on plates as we
drink our Manhattan and when the dinner is on the kitchen table, Robby
goes, "Let's have another Manhattan, babe," and he mixes up another batch
that's just as strong as the first, but easier to drink after getting used
to the first one. We drink our cocktails while eating... I'm feeling buzzed
when I finish mine. The food is excellent though and hopefully will absorb
the booze. As usual, Carl out-eats Rob and me. Those vegetarians are really
something, ya know?

After dinner the three of us get in each others way in the smallish kitchen
cleaning up the dishes, pots, and pans, but it's good that we all are
willing to help do that. We're back out on the balcony for an after dinner
smoke when Rob's cell phone rings. Holding the filter of his cigarette
between his teeth, Robby struggles to get his phone from his tight jeans
and then glances at the caller ID. Taking the cigarette from his mouth, he
goes, "It's Sparky Jones," and he turns his back to us and goes, "Sparky!
Whassup, dude?" I don't know anyone named 'Sparky' but Carl nods his head,
mumbling, "Oh yeah, he's one of the utility infielders," and then he adds,
"I didn't know his first name was Sparky though. I remember seeing 'Jones'
on the back of a guy's uniform at fall practice." I'm like, "Uh huh. How
many of the forty guys at fall practice do you actually know?" He shrugs,
"Maybe ten, but I see their names on their uniforms. Most guys don't talk
much to us freshmen."

Robby laughs and mutters something and then turns around and says to Carl,
I assume he's talking to Carl since I don't know who the fuck this Sparky
person is, "Sparky's stuck at Maggie's Ice Cream shop." Carl and I both
shrug and Rob looks at me, explaining, "He's a guy on the team, babe," and
then to Carl, "You know Sparky, right?" and before Carl can answer, Rob
snickers and says, "Sparky got a ride to Maggie's with Chuck Lofton," and
to me he adds, "He's a catcher on the team." Then to both of us, "So he
rides over with Lofton and a few other guys. They get ice cream or whatever
and Sparky is putting the make on some chick. Lofton thinks Sparky's
staying and he drives off with the other guys. The girl basically told
Sparky to get lost and he looks around and his ride already left." I'm
like, "Why the fuck is this loser calling you?" Rob goes, "He's not a
loser. Um, I don't know why he called me. I was talking to him at the
batting cage today and he knows I've got the new pickup 'cause we were
talking about it. Anyway, I'm gonna save his ass. I'll pick him up and drop
him off at his dorm. You guys wanna come with me and get some ice cream for
dessert?" I make a 'face' mumbling, "You two go. I'm too stuffed to eat
anything, including ice cream." Carl says, "No ice cream for me either,
Rob, but I'll ride over with you if you want company."

Robby steps on his cigarette butt, saying, "Stay put, Carl. I don't want to
explain what I'm doing with a freshman at nine o'clock," and he grins at
Carl and pats his shoulder, adding, "Not that I'm embarrassed to be seen
with you, ya know?" Carl acts defensive, saying, "You're my mentor! Why
wouldn't I be with you."

They're both going inside so I flick my cigarette about thirty feet over
the railing and turn to see if they saw that. They didn't, so I follow them
in. Rob's getting the thingie that starts the pickup, asking me, "You think
I should bring back some ice cream for later, or to put in the freezer for
tomorrow or whatever?" I shake my head, "Nah, they charge too much and it's
not any better than Brigham's ice cream that we can buy at Stop and Shop
for $3.59 a quart. They charge $7 a quart at Maggie's." Robby grins and
pats my cheek, saying, "I'll go by your grocery shopping expertise,
baby. See you guys in half an hour," and he's out the door.

Carl and I look at each other and I go, "Do you play chess?" He nods,
"Yeah, ya wanna play?" I go, "No, we don't have a chess set or whatever
it's called but my next door neighbor is looking for someone to play chess
with." I'm trying not to laugh picturing Midge devouring poor Carl in two
bites. He frowns, "Next door neighbor? I don't want to do anything with
your next door neighbor." I chuckle, mumbling, "That was a joke, Carl. I
gotta take a piss," and he follows me into the bathroom, muttering, "Me
too. Is it alright if I pee next to you?" I go, "Well, aren't you full of
surprises. I had you pegged for one of those guys who can't piss if anyone
is within twenty feet. Be my guest," and I take out my dick and, "Ahhh,"
that's a relief!" as my piss stream hits the water.

It requires extraordinary willpower, which fortunately I have, not to
glance at Carl's dick when I see his pale ember piss stream next to mine. I
say, "Ya know, Carl, yellow piss tells you something important, not that
your piss is especially yellow." He goes, "I know. It means you're not
hydrated properly and you need to drink more water." I go, "Well aren't you
the little Google expert. That's correct." He says, "Sometimes you treat me
as if I'm ten years old." I go, "That's patently absurd! I think of you as
fifteen, at least fifteen." He does his easy laugh and then says, "You've
got the nicest looking penis I think I've ever seen, and I've seen plenty
of penises in many locker rooms after baseball games." I'm shaking my dick,
mumbling, "What a nice thing to say," and I snort out a laugh as I shake
the last drip of piss off and start putting my dick away, adding, "I'm
quite fond of my penis and getting a compliment about the little guy is so
appreciated it's not even funny!" He laughs and while he's doing that I
glanced at his pecker. Oh, fuck, it's a normal looking penis. I had in my
head that Carl would have a ginormous cock like the diminutive Hayden
has. No such luck though.

Carl zips up his fly, saying, "Yours is not a 'little guy' as you said a
minute ago. It's a nice size penis. I liked the pale pinkish color of the
skin and the nicely shaped rosy colored head." I can't help laughing out
loud because he said that very seriously. I go, "Oh man, you're a riot,
Carl. Okay, what do you do after taking a piss?" He says in a little kid's
voice, "Is it, wash my hands, daddy?" I laugh again and hug his
shoulders. He hugs around my waist saying seriously, "Please do me a favor,
Dylan. A big one, a huge favor." Oh fuck, I think I know what the favor is
going to be, so I try to let him off the hook by asking, "Is it helping you
wash your hands?" and I snicker to show I'm kidding. He says, "No, I can do
that myself. It's that I don't want to be a gay virgin any longer." Omigod,
I knew it!

I'd absolutely love to accommodate him but I feel really weird about it
because he's Rob's mentee. I turn on the water in the sink and squirt some
soft soap on my hands, mumbling, "Wash your hands." My mind is going a mile
a minute as my dick scampers around in my shorts getting ready to assault
my brain for control. In the mirror over the sink, I see a dark blush on
Carl's face and I can only imagine how hard that was for him to ask, and
how awkward I'm making it for him by not saying anything. I'm thinking!
Alright?

I finally say in a normal conversational voice, "I don't blame you,
Carl. Nobody likes being a virgin, not once you learn the score at say age,
um, seven or something." He snickers, mumbling, "Seven is a bit early to
know the score." Shrugging I nudge his hands over a little so I can get
mine under the running water. He looks up at me and I say, "Yeah, you're
probably right. Honest to God though, I didn't even know I was gay until
someone proved it to me when I was seventeen." He goes, "Get outta here,"
and I'm like, "It's embarrassing... but true." Drying my hands on a hand
towel, I'm letting Carl use the lower half as he murmurs, "Well, will you
help me out... please, Dylan?"

Walking out of the bathroom, I'm like, "How about if you bring your
situation up with Rob? Ya know, your mentor in all things," and I
chuckle... haha, adding, "Wouldn't Rob sorta be the logical person to ask?"
Carl goes, "Oh, God no! I'd feel terrible telling Rob, um... I mean, c'mon,
he's my mentor!" I'm not sure I follow that logic, as I ask, "Why me? You
must know a freshman who's gay," and I realize how dumb that was before I
finish saying it. He goes, "Um, no, I don't. And I think you'd be perfect
because you're nice and awesomely good looking and we both have flattops,
haha. No, seriously, I'm positive losing my cherry with you is the perfect
situation for me, and as you told me before, we only have the one
cherry. If you'd do this for me it'd be something I'd remember for, um, at
least a couple of months." I laugh out loud again and then say, "Good one,
Carl! A couple of months... haha." That was pretty good! I thought he was
going to say 'As long as I live'... haha.

He's smiling and saying, "I get a good one off every now and then. So,
would you, please?" Looking into his earnest eyes I go, "Sure, I'd be
honored to be your first one, Carl. C'mon in the bedroom." Well, I've been
wanting to kiss his mouth and hug the shit out of him from almost the first
time I laid eyes on him so, here we go...

In the bedroom, I'm like, "Oh, ah, this sounds like a silly question maybe,
but how are you envisioning this happening, um, do you want to..." He
interrupts, "I'm hoping you'll, um, you know, fuck me." That's the first
curse word I've heard come out of his mouth. I mutter, "Fuck you, huh?
Yeah, that's how I envisioned it happening too. Ah, I don't have a condom
though, so if that's a problem, maybe some other time might be..." and he
interrupts again, mumbling, "No condom, no problem but, ah, will we have
like a circle jerk first, or...?" I wipe my mouth to keep from grinning or
worse, laughing, and then mutter, "No, I was thinking we'd try a few kisses
and see how things go. How's that sound?" He nods, "Foreplay, right?" I go,
"Uh huh. You've watched gay porn, right?" Shaking his head, he says, "No,
not really." Ya gotta be shitting me!

Nodding my head again, I say, "Yeah, well, um, okay. I should probably
mention a few things. Um, obviously you know how to kiss, right?" He goes,
"You mean, have I kissed my mom?" Hmmm, I go, "Not exactly, no. I'll show
you and then I'll use lubricant when we do 'it' but it will probably still
hurt at first, although I'm gonna go really slow. And listen, Carl, if it
really hurts we'll stop. Some guys can't do anal sex as the, um, bottom
person. It's nothing to be embarrassed about if you're like that. It has
something to do with the way their rectum is shaped or, well whatever. The
important thing is... it's not their fault, or yours either if that turns
out to be the case for you. Maybe you'll be a 'top' then... no problem,
okay?" He nods, and I add, "So, Carl, what I'm trying to emphasize is you
need to tell me if it really hurts. That's important." He's staring in my
eyes, murmuring, "I just knew you'd be the right guy to ask." I sort of
shrug, and he asks, "Um, that lubricant you mentioned, um, that comes after
the foreplay, right?" I do a fake cough and mutter, "Damn, something's
caught in my throat I think, but it's okay now. Yes, after the foreplay."

We've got like twenty minutes before Rob's due back, but I'll assume we
only have ten. I go, "First thing, let's take our pants down so we can get
used to feeling each others naked body down there during the
foreplay... the kissing and, oh, we'll do some feeling around too, some
rubbing our hands on each other. You know, we'll do foreplay that includes
kissing and rubbing our hands over each other a little bit." He makes a
gulping sound in his throat and squeaks out, "Ya mean now?" Jesus, my heart
breaks for him a little. I go, "Uh huh, but maybe we'll just do the kissing
part first. Do you have an aversion to kissing a guy? That would be okay if
you do..." " He shakes his head, "No, no! I'd like it if we kissed, really
like it!" I go, "Okay then, that's good," and I drop my sweatpants and then
kick off my sneakers so I can pull my pants the rest of the way off. Why
get cum on them? It's actually a good thing we took that piss
together. Broke the ice, sort of. I mean Carl seeing my dick... that's sort
of a start. We really should have more time for this though...

Carl sits on the desk chair and takes his sneakers and socks off. Jesus,
could he do that any slower? We don't have a lot of time here. I don't say
anything because he's obviously nervous, but why he took his socks off I
couldn't begin to guess. Off come his pants and then his boxer shorts. As I
said, he has a normal package consisting of maybe a five-inch penis and
normal sized nuts, plus orange pubic hair like Sonny's. Disappointing about
his dick, sure... but, ya know, there aren't many guys with Hayden's
equipment... not in this world anyway. Hayden's a freak actually, but in a
good way.

Damn though, I can't wait for the Christmas break when I know I'll be
getting one of Hayden's memorable ass fuckings. Wow, it gives my pecker a
shiver just thinking about that. Fortunately, Hayden's as committed to
keeping our continuing albeit rare buddy sex between him and me; just as
committed to that as I am. It wasn't a problem before Danny and I got so
involved I wouldn't want him to know! Robby wouldn't care, but Danny would
and I'd hate to screw up my buddy sex with my only buddy sex 'top' with a
full semester to go.

Okay, I try a very friendly smile hoping to get Carl to relax as I rub his
head, saying, "This is very special to me, Carl. You asking me to be your
first, I mean. I just want you to know that, but we don't need to do it
now. We should really have more time for this; it should be very
special. It's not something ya wanna hurry through your first go-round, ya
know? Another time might be better... maybe when, you know, Rob won't be
back in like ten minutes." He swallows with another gulping sound before
saying, "It's special of you to do it for me, Dylan. I'm totally psyched to
do it now though... and thank you for doing this." Oh, fuck! I mumble,
"You're welcome. Um, okay, we'll start with a kiss," and I put my hands
behind his head and lower mine to his level for a gentle kiss on his lips
and then lift my head to see his reaction. He does a half grin as the tip
of his pink tongue licks across his lips. Looking at me, he says, "That
takes care of my first kiss with another guy."

He seems okay, so I do another kiss on his candy tasting lips and he kisses
back exactly like you might kiss your mom. Huh! I nod my head, "Nice start
Carl. Um, does my whiskey breath offend you? I can gargle, if..." He's
shaking his head, "No, not at all. It's, um," and he chuckles, "It's sexy,
like macho, ya know?" Well, no, actually I don't, but whatever. I go,
"Alright then. The reason I asked is that this time I'd like you to
slightly open your mouth so my tongue can lick yours, your tongue to be
specific. Okay?" He nods his head too fast, saying, "Yeah, sure, Dylan!
That sounds, um, yeah... do that."

This is going pretty well. First though I kiss his cheek for like three
seconds because he's so fucking cute with all this, and then I tell him,
"I'm really enjoying this, Carl, and so would a lot of gay boys. So, you
need to find one closer to your own age to experiment further with him. I
mean, after you and I do it and you know what it's like." He goes, "Yeah,
I'll be more confident then, right?" I mutter, "One would think so, sure,"
and with my arms resting on his shoulder I do a mini French kiss for ten
seconds and then ask, "How was that?" He goes, "Really awesome, but
shouldn't I be doing something?" I'm like, "Do whatever feels good," and I
kiss him again with a little more heat. His arms go around me as his tongue
swishes around on mine and then he makes a squeaky sound in his throat
while leaning against me even tighter. The next time we do it my dick
forgets this is a gay kissing lesson 101... and it gets hard.

Keeping my hips slightly away so Carl doesn't feel my boner we kiss again
and then I lick across his lips and suck on his top lip for three
seconds. He gasps and sort of sprays some saliva that hits my face as he's
stepping back, red-faced. Inhaling noisily now he grabs at himself taking a
deep breath and now I see a really nice innocent looking boner sticking up
against his belly. He has an innie bellybutton by the way. I noticed his
boner only when he lifted his shirt as his hand rubbed all around his belly
and over his hard-on that's drooling some pre-cum, if I can believe
that. Breathing fast now he says, "Oh darn, I'm making a total fool of
myself. Sorry, Dylan. It's just that I never... I mean, I thought I was
gonna, you know... I almost, well you know, all over you."

My oversized long-sleeve pullover is hanging down past my crotch so he
hasn't seen my boner yet. I softly say, "No, you don't need to be sorry
about anything. Maybe we should move on? Is the kissing, ya know,
established so you'd be able to do it with the lucky guy you hook-up with?"
He nods and says, "Um, maybe another one like the last one... just to be
sure." HA! I go, "No problem," and this time while we suck our mouths and
tongues and lips together I grab and massage his butt cheeks. I knew they
looked awfully good and damn sexy even with clothes on and they look even
better as pale pinkish bare ass butt cheeks, and I already knew they were
very firm bubble butt cheeks because I've patted his ass a few times over
the past couple of months, but there's nothing like touching them in the
flesh.

Carl's mouth is very active and he's hugging around my waist to beat the
band and that's fine but then he moans into my mouth doing one, two, then
three humps against my leg as he going, 'Ahhhhh," I know what just happened
'cause I felt his hot spurt of cum hit my leg a little above where he was
humping. Oops, and then another squirt as he clings to me, his fingers
gripping my flesh, not that there's a hell of a lot there to grip on my
sides. He groans now, his face sliding down to rest against my
shoulder. When I straighten up his face slides down until it's just his
forehead on my shoulder. A long moan from Carl as I rub his back,
murmuring, "It's okay. You're fine, Carl... no problem."

He's still clinging to me as I check my wristwatch looking over his
shoulder and see that time is running out. Plus, unless he pissed on my leg
he just climaxed so we need to continue this lesson another more convenient
time. The problem with that is I'm horny to fuck him now. I'm rubbing the
back of his head, murmuring, "It's okay, really." He's murmuring something
against my chest which I can't hear until he pulls his head back and he
says, "I'm sorry." I go, "You don't need to be, but we should continue
another time. I promise whenever you want, we'll go to plan 'B'." He asks,
"What's plan 'B'?" I go, "I'll think of something."

He looks disappointed, so I say, "Ya know, this was actually a perfect
first step... so to speak. We've gotten intimate, um familiar with each
other, so next time we can get right into it, um, quicker...okay?" He nods
his head, "Yeah, you're right. It'd be terrible if Rob got back
and... yeah, you're right! Thanks, Dylan, and I am sorry for being such a
weirdo." Gently extricating myself from his clinging arms, I say, "You are
not a weirdo. I need to clean up a little though." He makes a face,
muttering, "I'm so sorry."

I'm like, "It's no problem... grab your clothes though and come with me,"
and after I get mine, he follows me into the bathroom and as I'm wetting a
fresh washcloth, I ask, "Do you need to wipe your dick?" He nods his head
and takes the washcloth from my hand. Oh haha, I do another fake cough to
hide a laugh because I didn't mean use my washcloth. I thought he could use
some toilet paper. I'm the one who has cum running down the front of my
leg. And, yeah, it was mighty convenient for him that his boner pulled away
from his belly to shoot off on my leg because I don't see any cum on him at
all except a drip at his piss slit.

Getting another fresh washcloth I wet it and clean his cum off my leg,
saying, "Nice load of cum, Carl." I'm trying for some levity here, but he
blushes a crimson shade of red, muttering, "Sorry." I chuckle, "I was
joking again, Carl," and then add, "Although it was a damn nice load." He's
closed the toilet lid and is sitting on it to pull on his socks and I need
to do another fake cough. Why the hell did he take his socks off?

Cleaned up and dressed, we go to the living room with Carl saying, "You're
so right about doing it another time because I'd feel really weird if we
did it. I just thought of how weird I'd feel after doing it when Rob gets
back. Ya know what I mean? Do you think he could tell by just looking at
us?" I nod, "Maybe. I mean, you don't exactly have the best poker face I've
ever seen." He goes, "You mean I'd give it away?" I shrug, "I don't know,
probably not." He's unconsciously still rubbing his junk. I assume it
unconscious.

He mutters, "I've never felt anything like that before in my life. It was,
um, scary..." I'm opening the refrigerator, asking, "Bad scary?" and he
goes, "NO! Awesome scary... it was shocking, but in a really cool way. I
didn't know what to expect, ya know?" Nodding, "I go, "Uh huh. Well, you
and I need a more private setting and more time than fifteen minutes. Um,
care for a Coke?" He goes, "Yeah, I need a drink after that!" I'm like,
"You mean booze?" He goes, "Oh, no, I meant what you said, a Coke." I get a
can of Coke for him and then open a can of beer for myself.

Taking a big swallow of beer. Ahhh, that first taste of a beer is good, but
after that, it's just something to drink to get a buzz going. In my case,
to keep the buzz going. Those Manhattans haven't cleared my bloodstream
yet. Not even close. I go, "I need a smoke, Carl." He follows me out on the
balcony asking, "What was your first time like, Dylan?" Oh, balls! I lie,
"Oh, it was with a boy a year older. We went to school together." He nods,
drinks some Coke, does a burp, and goes, "Yeah, but what was it like?" I
go, "Oh... what was it like. Let me try to remember..." and I see Rob
coming in the front door and say, "Here comes Rob now. Good thing we put
this off, huh?"

to be continued...

      Donny Mumford   thinat20@yahoo.com         donnymumford@outlook.com

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