Date: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 12:09:33 -0700
From: Ree Le Vaux <reelevaux@gmail.com>
Subject: In the Lonely Hour: Chronicles of Ree

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In The Lonely Hour: Chronicles of Ree Chapter 5

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Last time:

Sam's stomach growling was an indication that he needed to go hunting for
food in the cafeteria, I said he should get me something nice to which he
stooped down and gave me a gentle kiss. At that moment the door opened and
in walked my mother, "BOYS" she shrieked before storming out the door so
fast it took us a second longer to realize what just happened. "Fuck" Sam
and I said at the same time.

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Now:

Dazed I sat staring at the white wall of my hospital bedroom; it had been
at least a few hours since the incident where my mother had caught us
kissing leaving me in a whirlwind of emotions and confusion. Sam had left
for home in haste after that and I was alone with my thoughts, not that I
was thinking much anyway. The scene kept playing in my mind like a bad
looped sequel of The Days of Our Lives soapy drama on TV. "Yo bro, how you
feeling?" shattered my daze as Rick entered and conceded to sitting in the
much too small chair in my room, "I'm okay" was my reply which he obviously
didn't buy since he gave me that look. "Uhm moms really upset, she called
dad and I, there's a family meeting tonight... since she isn't waiting till
you're sprung I had a feeling it had something to do with you?" he followed
up. "Hmm yeah she walked in on Sammy and I kissing." I know they say that
silence is golden but at that moment I didn't care how much gold silence
was worth, I just wanted it to end, I was waiting for Rick to gather his
wits and berate me again but that never came, all he did was sit there and
stare at me. "What? Do you want me to say it? You were right okay, we
should have been more careful but it happened so fast, one moment he leaned
in to kiss me and at that exact moment mom walks in and sees. I was
mortified and shocked and then Sam splits and leaves me here all alone; are
you here to add to the humiliation and make me feel worse with an 'I TOLD
YOU SO'? Well go ahead, I'm already physically in pain and at my lowest I
might as well take all the crap now and be over and done with it"

Rick still just sat there and said nothing, did nothing but look at me. I
could feel the damn slowly start to break, all the shock of the break in,
being shot, surgery, recover and my mother was gradually breaking down any
sense of sanity I had left. The silence between my brother and I was the
catalyst, I could deal with my thoughts and the silence they brought but
not with the silence between the closest person on earth to me. Once again
time seemed to pass really slowly and then Rick spoke up; "I'm sorry you
had to go through all those things, especially being shot and mom walking
in. I should have had your back with the break in just like you had mine,
then maybe you would not have been shot and we wouldn't be here or in this
mess."  Flabbergasted that Rick would think that any of this was his fault
I said "none of this is your fault, I had your back and you had mine,
either way chances are one of us would have been hurt in that altercation,
I'm just glad it was me and not you. Your threshold for pain sucks, we all
would have had to wait on you hand and foot like the time you sprained your
wrist. You called my cell phone and woke me up to change the damn TV
station because you were too lazy to get up and change it yourself."

That seemed to lighten the mood for a minute before Rick was serious once
again; "no matter what, you're my brother and I have your back." He
emphatically promised.  "Thanks dude... I wonder what tonight's meeting has
in store for you; you'll have to warn me as soon as it's done so I can
prepare myself for the worst." Rick promised he would and then he did
something completely out of character, he stood up and leaned over my bed
then proceeded to give me a hug and kiss on the cheek before heading out
the door.

That night I fell into a fitful sleep, passing through lucid and
unconsciousness and the dreams that accompany nights like this, so when I
woke up the next morning it felt like I had hardly slept at all. I had
texted Sammy the previous night to find out if he would bail me out of this
hell hole with no reply from him, this left my already sour mood even
worse, at least the nurses left me alone picking up on my not so friendly
demeanour or usual bantering self. At about 10am the doctor in charge of my
case strolled in and proceeded to give me a check up, exclaiming that it
was safe for me to go home and rest. Home, I wonder if I would still be
welcome in that place or if I would even feel happy in that place
anymore. Rick had texted this morning to say that he would be picking me up
and explaining what the family meeting was about.

Exactly 12pm to the second Rick strolled into my room with a wheel chair,
"your release documents have been signed and your chariot awaits my liege"
he dead panned. This of course had me laughing since Rick had never been
one to serve others, he much rather preferred being served. Wasting no time
I discarded the horrible hospital gown and donned a casual pair of
sneakers, track paints and tee, Rick proceeded to wheel me out to the
waiting car. Instead of going home Rick sped past our area while giving me
a toothy grin, "you've had that hospital food for days I figured I would
treat you to something more to your liking before we head home" was all he
said. I was of course excited to be out of the hospital and to eat
something other than the food it produced.

Ocean basket was the venue he chose to take me to, knowing that their sushi
was one of my favourite dishes. "Okay so spill, what happened in last
nights meeting? I need to know cause its been driving me insane" I
stated. "Lets order and eat first, always time for chit chat later kiddo"
which I reluctantly acquiesced to since my stomach had been protesting on
the drive home, I ordered a sushi platter while he ordered some seafood as
usual. Eating in relative silence which was intermittingly broken by the
sounds of approval Rick usually makes, "So we have a party to attend this
weekend, are you up for it? A sort of gathering of all our high school
friends" Rick stated. Not really feeling up to the multitude of stupid
people acting out while drinking but wanting to get out of the house I
agreed that I would go with; Rick just smiled in continued eating. After we
finished our meal Rick paid and said we would go to the beach and just
chill for a while, knowing it was the only place I felt calm or could calm
me made me realize the gravity concerning what we were to speak about. Once
we reached the beach I took the lead and went down to the waters edge and
persisted with walking, "So tell me what you need to say bro." In usual
Rick fashion he just kept walking and staring at the scenery, "mom told us
she walked in on you and Sam kissing, she and dad had an argument and I
just sat there, they finally agreed that we would have a meeting next week
where everything would be openly discussed. Dad convinced her to let you
recover at home for a while before opening a witch hunt, needles to say I
told them that I knew and that I'm on your side; you should be allowed to
see or date whoever you want to and its none of their business. Mom didn't
take it so well... uhm theirs more, Sam and his family will also be called
into the meeting, I don't think mom plans on warning his parents before the
time though so you may wanna let Sammy know to get his affairs in order"

I knew it was going to be bad, just wasn't expecting my mom to go onto this
scale of craziness, I thought maybe she would just talk to me and we could
discuss it but I have a feeling this is something she wont let go or allow
to continue. "Thanks for always being there for me Rick, means a lot to
me... as for this whole situation, you said it yourself, mom and dad wont
condone or accept a son who's with another man, worst case is I end up
being kicked out and disowned, best case is I'm allowed to live at home
provided I start dating women and cut all ties with Sammy and I just cant
do that... I don't want you to get into trouble or have mom and dad angry
at you too so I will keep you out of this and deal with it on my own. As
for Sam, he's gonna have to do whatever he needs to do, he still hasn't
spoken to me since yesterday and I left him a text, please if you do see
him then check how he's coping, I have a feeling he wont want to speak to
me right now." All the while it was breaking me inside to admit this to my
brother but we both knew Sammy, he would rush into battle and be a knight
in shining armour for me but he wouldn't defy his parents or want to deal
with the emotional consequences this outfall would produce. "Is there
anything else I need to know? I asked Rick, for the second time in my life
he took me into his arms and just held me as the tears slowly trickled down
my cheeks. "Nah bro, anything else doesn't matter, just focus on getting
better and we'll deal with the outfall of this together," we stood there
for a few minutes just hugging and holding one another while people passing
were staring. I knew that no matter what, Rick would always have my back
and I would always have his. "I think its time we get you home now, I got
some DVD's, your favourite snacks and I a lot of brotherly bonding time
lined up for you, oh and don't worry about your varsity work cause I
already spoke to your professors and the head of department; they'll give
you grace period to catch up any tests or assignments." Nodding my head in
his shoulder I realized that weight had been lifted off my chest, "Thanks
bro lets go home."

When we walked in the house was quiet as usual, no doubt mom and dad would
do everything in their power to stay away till the meeting and I for once
was glad that they had hectic careers that kept them busy, "I need a shower
first then we can do whatever you have planned." I stripped off my clothes
and then turned up the water as hot as it could go, feeling the need to
wash off the hospital smell that clung to my body. My back ached where the
bullet had entered as well as from the surgery, having the hot water
cascading over it seemed to sooth a little bit but I would have to take my
medication just in case it got any worse. Methodically washing myself then
exiting the shower and changing in to clean clothes was a mission in itself
but I managed fine, when I reached the bottom of the stares I hear voices
in the kitchen so that the direction I headed in. "Dude he's been worried
sick about you, why haven't you contacted him yet? Get your ass over here
now" I heard my brother say, incidentally he had left his phone on loud
speaker so I could hear both ends of the conversation. "I can't man, I'm
freaking out, your mom saw us kissing and who knows what she'll do
now. Tell him I say I'm sorry but I'm staying away till this whole thing
blows over" came the reply on the other end. "Don't be a dick Sam, no ones
here except the two of us, come over and tell him yourself, I'm not playing
messenger cause you're too scared to face up to the shit you did. Ree has
always been there for you, through everything including this pregnancy so
the least you could do is give him an explanation." I stood rooted at the
kitchen entry way listening as my brother and Sam continued their
conversation, totally oblivious to my presence. "Okay fine I'll give you a
day together your courage then you better talk to him or I'm kicking your
lousy ass dude" Rick said then promptly disconnected the call, "what an
asshole" Rick whispered. "Yeah he is an asshole, he could at least have
replied to my text or whatever but clearly Sam only thinks about one thing,
himself" I verbalised. "Hmm so you hear everything Bro?" I guess I had
heard enough to know how this was going down to which I responded "yeah
whatever lets just watch movies."

Throughout the movies Rick stole glances, think he's worried even more than
usual about me, "bro I'm okay, watch the movie, we can talk after it." I
guess that did the trick cause he went back to watching while I stared
blankly at the screen, a sense of dread once again filling me as I thought
about the consequences of Sam and I. I mean I really don't get it, why
should society place such restrictions on who one should love and who one
shouldn't. What's wrong with two guys being together if they're truly
happy, this world needs more love not hate but it seems that wherever love
is, hate will always follow. At that moment I felt so alone, even with Rick
right next to me, I was alone; I guess that the disposition of every
individual. To be alone, with false images painted to us by society saying
we're never alone. We have all this technology that connects us making the
world a smaller place. We surround ourselves with family and friends, with
religion and tradition and whatever else to make us feel better yet we
cannot escape the fact that we're alone, we came alone into this world and
we'll leave this world alone. Forgive me for being so dreary but I realized
that sometimes you just have to ride out these emotions, give them the
expression they seek; facing those robbers and being shot didn't scare me
yet the inevitable loneliness seemed to swallow me into its void. I wont go
on to explain the rest of the day but needless to say Rick and I spoke and
he helped me realize that even though I may feel alone, I'm loved, as
trivial as it may seem to anyone else I guess love, acceptance, a purpose
in life and the feeling of belonging seemed to be the road to happiness for
me. That night I slept in peace for the first time since the shooting, no
dreams or insomnia, it could have been the medication mixed with the
feeling of being in your own bed but I awoke feeling better. I know I am
loved by my brother and hopefully my parents, I know Rick accepts me for
me, but I didn't know what my purpose in life was or if I even belong yet
pushing aside those thoughts I found comfort in the love and acceptance I
received from Rick.

Feeling my phone vibrate I checked my messages; 'Can we talk?" was all it
said, seems Sam finally got his head out of his ass. "Yeah bout to head
downstairs and have breakfast, come over" I replied then shucked my boxers
and tee and donned sweats and another tee. When I got downstairs Sam was
sitting at the kitchen isle with some muffins and my favourite tea,
someone's feeling guilty I thought to myself and right that he should for
ditching me. Without a word I headed to the fridge and poured a glass of
milk and prepared some scones to eat along with the tea and muffins, "look
I know you're pissed and I'm sooo sorry but I just couldn't face another
thing. This whole pregnancy and now your mom, I freaked and ran and I'm
sorry." You want to know what I did next ? Nothing! I just sat down and ate
my breakfast, he can stew in his own juices for a while just like I was
forced to, I know it was cruel but I wanted him to feel a small portion of
what he made me feel. After a while the silence was so bad he kept
fidgeting till he fell off the bar stool, I pretty much tried to keep a
straight face yet that was impossible and finally broke down laughing. When
it finally died down he said "okay you're gonna punish me but I'll take
whatever you dish out and I'm not running away anymore" this made me feel
better but I had to tell him; "my folks had a meeting while I was in the
hospital about what my mother saw. We're having another meeting next week
with the whole family to discuss it... they're including your family in the
meeting as well..." I saw the resignation on Sam's face and realized that
he already knew something like this would happen, I guess I was the only
one who thought we may be able to handle it internally and that everything
would be okay in the end. "yeah I figured as much, your mom wont let it go
so we'll see how things go then, for now can we just spend some time
together... but not here, definitely not here at your house" Sam
stated. "Okay so where to then?" I asked, "how about we take a drive up to
my family's cabin in Hermanus, just for a few days.  Its not like you have
varsity and we have nothing going on for the next couple of days so lets
go. Just you and I." Contemplating this plan I wondered if it would be our
last time away together or if there may be many more, I came to the
conclusion that he was right, getting out of the house for a few days would
do me good and so would time alone with Sammy so of course I agreed that we
would go. He seemed more excited than I have seen him in a while, "GREAT!!!
Go upstairs and pack, tell Rick we're leaving and leave your folks a
message too. This will almost be like old times going away with the family,
minus the family of course and adding the things I'm gonna do to you once
we get there" Sam stated. Oooh shit this was it, we're finally gonna do
IT!! I thought to myself... shit I don't have condoms or lube, will have to
run to the store of that then and then hit actually hit me. I, Ree was
gonna have SEX with a MAN! But not just any man, the one man I really
would... which led me to other thoughts such as who would be the urhm
receiver? I know he's physically bigger than I am but I'm still a man and I
don't want him to think any less of me if I do assume that role. I guess
naturally it would be me who assumes the role, not because I'm effeminate
but because emotionally and physically he is all man and I tend to need the
emotional aspects more than he does. I would have to talk to him about this
before we do anything, way to kill he romance and passion by planning it
all out but I can't go in blind into this. I need to know. "Okay I'll go
pack, see you in half an hour?" I said, that seemed to do the trick since
he was out of the door before he finished saying "okay."

All thought of being alone were banished from my mind as I attempted to
race up to my room and pack, while grabbing items left and right and
stuffing them into my bag Rick popped his head through the door. "What's
the hurry? Where you off to?" he asked, uhm Sam and I are gonna get out of
town for a few days. Nothing major just need to get away.... Is that okay
with you bro?" I asked Rick, he seemed a little bit disappointed but nodded
his head and told me to have fun. Wonder what that was about, ah well I can
ask him when I get back.  It took me exactly 19 minutes and 14 seconds to
pack all relevant items into my bags including some groceries and snacks, I
figured this would tie us over for a day or two then we could go out
shopping when we needed more. I then sent my folks a SMS saying I'd be gone
for a few days, need to get away, the turned my phone off; I'll deal with
the consequences when I get back.  Rick was down in the kitchen making
breakfast for himself when an idea popped into my head, "hey bro I'm off
with Sammy now, I was thinking, why don't you come down in a day or two and
spend the rest of the time with us? Maybe bring a girl with so you don't
feel too left out." I think this made Rick happy cause he was smiling a
mile a minute and agreed to come down in two days time. I also told him my
phone would be off so he could either contact me through Sam or send me an
email. We decided to take my baby since I had never taken her that far out,
Sam drove while I reclined in the passenger seat. All the way through we
made jokes and retold stories of our childhood and the drama that we
caused, feeling high spirited and happy we raced forth towards out
destination, not once thinking about the consequences of our little
escapade. I guess you could say we had a fork in the road and we had chosen
a direction which would ultimately change both of our destinies, whether
that would be for the better or for worse only time would tell.

Taking the national road we sped past many communities, most were small and
rural but every now and then a town could be seen, forgoing the sight
seeing we drove straight to Sam's family cabin out in Hermanus, it took us
about three hours since we decided, well I decided Sam couldn't drive
faster than 100 km/ph with my baby. Its not that I don't trust Sam's
driving, its just that I don't trust his ability to accurately judge how
others drive; needless to say it has caused him at least three accidents in
the last two years and I for one would like my precious to make this trip
in one piece.  When we arrived at the cabin we swiftly unloaded and packed
everything in the master bedroom, thankfully we had an ocean view facing
the west which meant no sunlight in the morning so I could sleep late
without worrying about that little problem. Once we had settled in I went
down to the fridge and took out a beer for Sam and some white wine for
myself, as I bent down to pull some ice out of the freezer I felt a pair of
strong arms circle around my waist pulling me up, I also felt a very hard,
excited Sam pressing into my ass as he held me close. "Okay tiger lemme
first finish pouring my glass of wine then we can get frisky" I said under
the protest of Sam's mumbles, reluctantly he let me go so I could pour
myself a glass and add some ice. "I turned my phone off, wont turn it back
on for the rest of this trip, oh and Rick was feeling a bit down so I
invited him and he's bringing someone but that will only be over the
weekend. They'll spend the night here and we'll all go back on Sunday" I
told Sam who seemed okay with it.

Sam was sprawled out on the long couch watching me, so I sauntered over
slowly while sipping on my glass, the twinkle in his eye let me know that
he knew what I was doing and told me that he would catch me if I attempted
to run or sit elsewhere so I did the safest thing. I walked over to the
couch and proceeded to straddle his hips, put down my glass on the coffee
table and leaned in for a kiss. I'm not sure how long we were making out on
the couch but my lips were puffy and my jaw felt sore when we finally came
up for a breather, "wow don't think I've ever kissed like THAT before" Sam
exclaimed, of course I had to tease him. "hmm I dunno, I think I've had
better, feels like you swallow my face when you kiss me" I stated with a
cocky smile, Sam didn't think me so funny as I was quickly pinned
underneath his hulk like frame, "swallow your face huh? I'll show you what
its like when I swallow your face" he stated, which obviously led to
another round of making out and some heavy petting.  My gawd it surely cant
get better than this, I thought to myself, strangely I had a feeling that
tonight it would be much much better. When our stomachs finally forced us
to untangle our lips and limbs from one another Sam figured we could fire
up the grill and do a good old fashioned braai. For those of you who aren't
South African a braai is the equivalent of a barbeque only ten times
better, in my opinion at least, we had chops, steak and some worse as braai
vlies. Once again for the non-South Africans, worse is sausage and vlies is
the Afrikaans word for meat. With my superior culinary expertise I whipped
up a green salad, potato salad and put out garlic bread for Sammy to gently
roast later. Once we had finished cooking up supper we sat down, Sam did
something that surprised me greatly then, he took my hand and told me to
close my eyes then said "dear heavenly father, I know I don't talk a lot to
you but I just want to thank you for Ree, thank you that he's well and
thank you that we can be together this weekend. Will you please help with
the situation we're facing at home and also bless the food and the next
couple of days we have planned here, in Jesus name, Amen" to which I
responded "Amen." "Thanks for that babe" I said, then realized I called Sam
babe which made me turn ten shades of red, he had a blazing toothy grin on
his face but said nothing yet I knew I would never hear the end of this
again. Supper was delicious and between Sam and I there were no left overs,
"man if I eat like that all the time I'll be gaining weight like crazy" he
stated. I said "We can go for a run in the morning, I always enjoy running
on the beach. For now lets go laze outside under the stars, it's a
beautiful night, oh and turn off most of the lights while I get a blanket"
that plan sounded pretty good so we went ahead and did it. Sam pulled me
into his body while I spread the blanket so it would cover us both, "Sam
we've never spoken about this but what's going on between us? I mean like
what are we?  Friends with benefits or are we seeing one another... I just
feel that we should clarify everything or at least talk so we're on the
same page... I'm really enjoying this whole experience with you but I need
to know if it's going anywhere or is this all we'll have" I know it might
have been a long shot but I needed to know, especially for when we go back
home, I had to know if he would stick by me or run again. Sam clearly
wasn't expecting this just yet but I think he did his best to answer my
questions; "honestly I don't know if we're going anywhere or what all this
is, I mean I totally enjoy this with you and I guess in a way I want more
but right now I don't know if we can. Jess is having my baby and our folks
are gonna know soon about us, I just don't know how we'll make it work so
maybe for now lets play it by ear." In a way I was expecting this type of
response from him, I just didn't realize it would hurt this much hearing
him say it. I just nodded my head and continued to lay there in his arms;
somehow I guess we fell asleep so it was cold and dark when we stirred. I
woke up first and prodded Sam to wake up and carry the glasses and bottles
into the house, we did our nightly absolutions and I crawled into bed while
Sammy locked up the house. When he came back into the bedroom he stripped
naked and drew me into his large frame, being the little spoon made me
happy, then again just being in Sam's arms made me happy, content to
snuggle into him and drift off into dream land. But just before I did Sam
said "Babe, I've been thinking about what you said earlier, can you give me
some time? I want to be with you and only you but I'm not ready yet..."
For now I was okay with that arrangement and made it known that it was
okay, for now but eventually we would have to be more. Sam proceeded to
kiss me while his hands roamed all over my body, I followed suit and let my
hands explore him, he yanked my boxers down which freed my dick from its
confines. Kissing him really was like nothing I'd ever experienced, every
fibre in my being was ignited and all the sensations felt like they would
slowly drive me crazy with excruciating pleasure. I kissed my way down from
his mouth to his neck where I placed some wet kisses, gently sucking on the
tender flesh between his collar bone and neck; I smoothly ran my hands up
from his groin to his nipples as I tweaked them lightly. Pushing him I
gently threw my right leg over his body and sat upright on hip pelvic bone,
lowering my head I continued kissing from his neck down to his nipples,
travelling further down south till his navel. Sam's dick had been leaking
copious amounts of precum into his navel so I dipped my tongue gingerly and
lapped at his six pack till I finally had cleared it of all his essence. I
wouldn't say the taste was sweet, but it wasn't sour either, it tasted of
Sam and I guess that's all that really mattered/. Feeling his dick strain
against my hand as I glided it up and down his pulsing flesh I heard Sam's
breathing increase exponentially, once again I stuck my tongue out and
licked the head of his dick, drinking his precum straight from the
source. After my ministrations I popped the head into my mouth and gently
swirled my tongue around the base of his head while applying pressure with
my mouth, this had him gripping the sheets with both hands and attempting
not to shove his dick down my throat with one thrust.  Teasing him like
this was exquisite but I knew if I didn't want to end up having my mouth
impaled on his dick I had better work more of it in. slowly but surely I
kept sucking him deeper and deeper into my mouth till the head touched the
back of my throat. I stole a glance upward to look at his face, he was
staring at me, seeing his face etched in pleasure and his eyes burning into
mine invigorated my senses even more cause me to redouble my efforts on
sucking him off. Bobbing my head faster and faster my only aim was to bring
Sammy to climax so I could taste his seed, grabbing my head with his
massive hand o felt the pressure and succumbed to his will, taking his dick
head down my throat. I should probably explain that Sam isn't small at all,
like every other part of him his dick was, at least on my estimate about 21
centimetres and almost beer can thick so how the hell I managed to fit it
in my mouth much less my throat without choking was a mystery to me, all I
felt was that I needed to do this for him and for myself. Taking his balls
into my free hand I attempted to awkwardly roll them around in my hand, by
now I had him panting so hard it seemed he may hyperventilate at any
time. Mt own dick was dripping precum like crazy into the sheets but I
didn't care, I felt so powerful for being able to make Sam feel that good
but I knew it had to end soon or he would give me hell for prolonging his
pleasurable torture. Slowing down my bobbing I focused all my efforts on
making his dick feel every motion my mouth made, "Urrrrrg I'm so close,
almost there!" he stated. That's when I sped up, almost impaling his dick
as far as it would go down my throat and working on massaging it with my
throat. That seemed to send him over the edge as he screamed "AAAAAH FUCK
I'm CUMMING!!! YEAH TAKE MY CUM" while I continued sucking, if I didn't gag
earlier because of his dick in my throat I did now with torrents of his cum
shooting with such a force down my throat into my belly.  When he finally
stopped cumming I released his dick from my mouth, rushing to the bathroom
to grab a towel and clean him up from the messy blowjob I had just given,
when I got back to the room Sam had already drifted to dreamland, what an
ass I thought to myself while smiling, at least I know I sucked out the
last bit of energy he had hehe. Making quick work of cleaning him up I
disposed of the towel and crawled into bed and fell asleep, he can finish
me off in the morning.

I woke up the next morning to a strange sensation, it felt like my body was
on fire yet it was completely pleasurable. My dick felt like it was being
encased in warm, wet silk that kept rubbing, the friction sending sparks of
ecstasy through my body to my brain. I lay there revelling in the pleasure
as Sam kept bobbing his head up and down my ridged shaft all the while
thinking it couldn't get better than this. Apparently I was wrong as a low
hum from Sam's vocal chords sent me even deeper into the state of bliss,
naturally I couldn't stand much longer than a few minutes and ended up
coating his oral cavity with my cum which he greedily swallowed. It took me
a while to come down from the high; "morning" I finally said, Sam had not
moved from his position so I tilted my head downward to look at him. He had
a blazing bright smile directed at me with a subtle cheeky expression on
his face, "morning babe, how did you sleep?"  How did I sleep? He just gave
me an amazing blowjob and all he asked is how did I sleep? "hmm slept okay,
waking up was better, what would be even better is having you up here so we
could make out" I panned. Within a few seconds Sam had positioned himself
between my legs and granted my wish, we may have been at it for a while but
honestly I didn't care. Feeling alive I wondered what it would be like to
wake up like this every morning and if we would ever loose this spark, "why
don't you shower while I make breakfast? You stink" I think I may have
laughed out loud at the thought of Sam cooking, we would probably be eating
burned food if that was the case so I suggested he shower while I made
breakfast to which he readily agreed. Sam headed for the bathroom while I
headed for the kitchen, figuring it may be a hot sight I would cook naked,
donning an apron just to protect myself I whipped up eggs, bacon, hash
brownies and a salad. When Sam entered the kitchen he was wearing a pair of
flimsy boxers which immediately alerted me to his growing state of arousal,
"damn can you cook every day? Fuck that is the hottest thing I have ever
seen babe" he stated. I of course was aiming for this response, ah how I
love teasing this sexy hunk.

Sam had breakfast while I showered and prepared myself, I wasn't sure why
but I thought I would have to be clean just in case things led to us having
sex. Part of me realized that I want to make things work, that I would do
almost anything Sam needed me to do, even if it meant getting over my fear
and letting him inside of me. finishing up in the shower I dressed and went
downstairs, where Sam was cooking, I figured since he was cooking it meant
that he had eaten all my food too and was offering me burned food as a
peace offer. Seeing him try to be all domesticated sparked something in me,
emotions I never thought id have for another man yet it wasn't
overwhelming, "uhm I kinda was hungry so I ate your food too but its okay
since I made you more, less appetizing, but more food" Sam said. I accepted
it without question and dug into a meal that wasn't too bad, if you don't
mind the little bit of burn or the lack of taste due to no salt being
added; I thanked Sam and made quick work of the dishes.  "There's a storm
coming tonight, so I better go and chop up some wood for the fire.  Why
don't you just chill and relax maybe read a book since there are plenty on
the book shelf" I had to agree, I wasn't particularly feeling up to the
menial task of chopping wood so grabbing a book and placing myself
comfortably on the couch was a good idea.

I must have dozed off as I found myself in a field, I couldn't move, my
jeans were torn and my arms bruised and constrain behind my back. I
couldn't see anything but I heard the deadly silence of nature, no birds
chirping and no sunlight to illuminate my way. Then I felt him on me, he
was holding me down with a powerful grip, I felt a second set of hands
attempting to thrust my already broken jeans below my waist as I fought in
vein to free myself. I was terrified to the point of paralysis but I knew I
couldn't give in; I couldn't let them do this to me. I slowly felt my jeans
and underwear being forced even further down my legs as rough hands and
foul breath were the only sensations overpowering my senses, when I
attempted to scream I was struck by those rough hands and when I moved I
felt the pressure of those rough hands exceed a blinding force on my narrow
hips. Feeling trapped and totally powerless I wished I was anywhere but
there, with those men who were about to do unspeakable things to me. I felt
hot tears leave my lips as I begged and pleaded them to release me, not to
hurt me, those pleas fell of deaf ears as the two men only wanted one
thing, to completely ravage my young body for their pleasure. At that point
the hands became more violent, shaking me and calling my name; "Reee,
REEEE!!!!  Wake up it's just a dream, you're dreaming again, wake up babe
you're safe, you're here with me" I heard the words pierce my subconscious
but could make little sense of them, it took me a couple of seconds to
focus on the person before me, "Sammy??  Sammy!!!" I screamed them grabbed
him in a bear hug and held on for dear life as all the fear and
frustrations ebbed away. In Sam's arms I'm safe; he wouldn't let anyone
hurt me. When I finally calmed down Sam sat on the couch next to me,
sensing that I needed time and that I would clamp shut if he asked me any
questions he kept quiet and remain that way till I spoke up. "It's just a
dream that I have, I really don't want to talk about it but I'm fine now so
don't worry" I guess this wasn't the answer he wanted but he agreed to
leave it be for now however that I would have to talk about it at some
point. "Are you done with the fire wood?" I asked, "yeah it's all done and
in the shed, so why don't we take a walk on the beach. I think some fresh
air will do us both some good besides I wanna make out with you some more."
Grabbing my hand Sam led me out the patio door which opened up right onto
the beach, there was a slight oceanic breeze that ruffled his hair and gave
me a shiver as the sweat on my back evaporated. All the while Sam did not
once let go of my hand even though we were out in public and it was
thrilling, I felt free and uninhibited so I pulled Sam towards me and
placed a huge kiss on his lips which he hungrily accepted, we stood there
feeling the sun shining on our skin, the soft breeze tousling our hair and
the scent of the ocean as we practically forced our bodies together, our
lips and tongues and hands roaming and revelling in the sensations we were
experiencing together. Pulling a part I couldn't help but stare into his
beautiful eyes, they seemed to look directly into my soul; seemingly
transfixed on my eyes the intensity between us electrified the air and made
us paralysed with desire. At that moment I wanted him so badly every fibre
in my being resonated in the desire for more; we continued walking down the
beach holding hands and talking about life and all the things we want to
do.  All in all this was shaping up to be the weekend get away we both
needed, tomorrow Rick and his plus one would join us and then it would be a
real party but for now I was more than content just being in Sam's arms and
presence.

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Hey guys hope you all enjoyed this chapter, took a while to write but never
the less its done. My apologies if there are any inconsistencies or errors
as it has not been proof read yet. Keep well and hope to hear from you
guys. - Ree