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Copyright © 2008-2021 by Chuck B
Jason and
Shaun
Chapter 31
New Jobs,
New Home
The guys arrived in Salt Lake City a few days ago and are
starting their jobs today. They feel like
they haven't had a chance to relax in their new house. It's crazy to think that they came all this
way to start new jobs in a new city.
Jason has never lived outside of Indiana, and Shaun told himself that he
would never return here. Funny how life
has a way of changing plans. Jason is
finally working in a zoo. Jason is
finally an editor at a newspaper. Still,
it feels like something is missing, and hopefully, they will eventually find it
here. Shaun will be taking the bus to
work, leaving Jason to drive the car up to the zoo. The guys are off to work for the day, and
let's hope that everything goes well for them.
They are hoping the same thing.
The guys are not sure what the day will be like, but they can expect
that all goes well.
***
Finally,
their workday is done, and the guys are coming home to each other, and they
can't wait to cuddle on the couch and talk about their days. Jason beats Shaun come tonight, and he's
already changed out of his work clothes and showered. He's sitting on the ouch with the cats on his
lap, waiting for his babe to come home to him.
As much as he loves spending time with the cats, he hopes that Shaun
gets home quickly. It just so happens
that Shaun enters the house exactly 10 minutes later. Shaun immediately kisses Jason and then heads
into the master bedroom to shower and to change3 into some new clothes. When he emerges from the shower, Shaun heads
straight for the couch for a few minutes of relaxation alongside his babe.
"Hey Babe,
how was your day?"
Shaun asks
Jason as he gets ready to sit on the couch.
"It started
with a meeting, then being introduced to the staff that I will be working,
followed by meeting the animals that I'll be within the ambassador animal
program. I was kind of thrown into it,
but I'll be working with a slightly wilder mix of animals than I did back at
Bowman's place. Right now, I want to hear about your day."
Shaun can
see Jason's weary eyes, and he would tell him that it's time to go to bed. Jason just wants to hang with his boyfriend
all night.
"So how did
the new editor at the newspaper do on his first day at the job?"
Shaun just
smiles at his better half.
"Well, I had
my orientation today. I got all my
computer stuff setup, and I can honestly say that I can see why the other guy
or lady left. My boss seems to think too
much of himself, but I think I will be okay apart from that. As long as the writers are competent., I'll
be fine."
Jason hugs
Shaun.
"So, are you
going to get along with your boss?"
Jason asks
as he releases Shaun from the hug.
"I think
we'll get along okay. It's hard to tell,
though. I mean, he liked me enough to
hire me, right?"
Jason nods
his head.
"So what
animals are you excited to work with the most?"
Jason has to
stop and think for a second before he answers this one.
"I have been
assigned to the Rainforest Exhibit, so I'll be working with a ton of
animals. You literally could spend all
day in this exhibit. But I think I look
forward to working around the jaguars.
The zoo has three jaguars, two females in one exhibit and a male in
another exhibit. I also can't wait to
work around the giant otters. Now, I
won't be doing the daily upkeep and the feeding of these animals. I'll be helping with training and talking
with the public about our animals. Not
to mention all the other animals that live in the exhibit. Especially those that are in the ambassador
program. Today though, I spent the day
trying to get a lay of the land, learning about safety protocols, and meeting
people."
Shaun can
see the excitement in his husband's face, but he also knows that Jason feels
extremely tired and maybe just a little homesick. Truth be known, there are also a few animals
that Jason is unsettled by because they are new to him, but he'll get past
those feelings.
"Are you
hungry, Jason?"
Jason is
beginning to get hungry. Shaun is
starting to feel the same way.
"What do you
want to eat?"
Jason's
husband asks as he gets up off the couch and into the kitchen. As Shaun enters the kitchen, Jason appears at
the entryway.
"Do you want
me to cook?"
Jason
watches as Shaun opens the refrigerator.
He eyes what's in the kitchen, and they decide on cheeseburgers. Jason gets busy shaping the burgers, and in no
time, dinner is served complete with home-made French fries.
***
With help
from Shaun, they get dinner on the table.
As they are eating, Shaun looks at his husband with a tender look in his
eyes.
"Are you
okay?"
Shaun asks
Jason with concern in his voice. Jason
smiles back at him.
"I'm good,
Shaun."
Shaun just
looks at him.
"You say
that you're good, but I can see something in your eyes that tells me
otherwise. Would you like to be back in
Indiana?"
Shaun asks
Jason as he looks into his eyes. Jason
puts his glass down on the table and then motions for Shaun's hands.
"I told you
before we left Indiana that I would be happy as long as I was with you. I meant that, Shaun. I might get homesick every once in a while,
and I'll miss you when you're at work and I'm at home. We got this, Shaun, we got this."
A tiny tear
of happiness falls down Shaun's face. He
knows that when Jason gets sincere like this, he means it.
"Thanks,
Jason, I just...I hate doing this to you. Guess it's too late to change our minds. I miss being around our friends back in
Indiana, but you're right. I've got you, and that is all I need, but we have my
family if we need them to support us. I
love you more than anything."
Shaun lets
go of Jason's hands and blows him a kiss, which Jason gladly accepts. Indiana feels a million miles away right now,
but these two guys will be okay. They
just need time and each other. They feel
a little lost now, but Jason said it best, as long as they have each other,
they'll be happy. After dinner, they
clean up the table and do the dishes.
They decide to go for a walk and take in the neighborhood. The neighborhood is beautiful. Everyone takes good care of their lawns, and
just about everyone has flowers in their yard.
They spent fifteen minutes in their community before returning home and
showering.
***
No one has
come to the house since they arrived in Utah despite help from Shaun's family
in moving into the house. It's not like
when they moved into the neighborhood in Indiana. None of the neighbors showed up to welcome
them, which made the guys a little sad.
They got greeted by the family and representatives from their respected
employers. Right now, the only good
things about Utah are their jobs, Shaun's family, and each other. Everything else in Utah right now sort of
sucks. Do they need to give it time?
***
Now the guys
are showered and sitting in bed with their journals in hand. Jason caught the journaling bug from Shaun,
and there is no turning back now.
"I think
today was the slowest day in the history of my work experience. Maybe Mr. Bowman just made it exciting. I don't know if I'll ever get use to being
there. I know things will get better given time. The people at work seemed distant, but they
did help me out, and I look forward to whatever is coming up next in my zoo
journey. Shaun mentioned that he missed
Indiana, and I have to be honest, I miss Indiana too. I think what I miss most are the random calls
or visits from either Mark or Sarah, not to mention the visits from Eric and
Steve. I hope they are okay. Shaun seems to have had a pretty good day on
his first day at work. I'm glad that he
had a good day. I met some cool animals,
and I can't wait to work with them. All
I can say is that the building that I work in is huge."
Jason puts
his pen away, and then he puts his journal away for the night. Shaun puts his pen away at the same
time. Even though Shaun has already put
his pen away, we are going to look at his journal entry too.
"Today, I
worked for the first time as an editor.
I don't think it was a horrible day.
I had orientation today, but it was somewhat boring. I also had to go up to HR to fill out
paperwork, and met some of the people on my floor, including the main
editor. I found out that I might even
get to do some opinions. I was glad to
be out of there today and home to Jason."
He lays down
next to his husband. They exchange a
kiss, and then they end up falling asleep.
The next day is getting up and starting the workday all over again.
***
The next
day, Jason and Shaun both get up and head out for work. Jason's day begins with helping to feed the
animals in his area of the rainforest exhibit.
After feeding, he'll join one of the trainers to participate in training
with some of the birds used in presentations.
After training, he will be participating in a program on reptiles for
the zoo's preschool program. It's a
chance to do what he loves. Lunch
follows the preschool program. After
lunch, Jason will work at the "Education Platform" in the Asian section of the
rainforest exhibit, answering questions about the exhibit itself, the animals
and talking about some of the nature artifacts in the education department's
Asian collection. He'll spend the rest
of his day working in that position before moving to his next area. This is something he has been looking forward
to. He will be watching and
participating in training with the caimans in the exhibit's South American
Rainforest. Shaun's day is filled with
proofing articles, rewriting them if needed.
He'll work until around noon and then grab lunch, and then it's back to
the grind till around 5:00 pm. After
work, Jason will get into his car and head home. Shaun will head out and grab the bus to stop
and then walk home. Luckily, the stop isn't
far from the house. Shaun was happy to
have a stop close to the house. It
didn't make sense for Shaun to drive the car when the bus stop was so close to
the house. Their day is just beginning,
though.
***
Shaun's day
is spent tied to the computer and tied to his desk.
`I may
need to find a way to work out at home or get a gym membership.'
Shaun knows
that he's going to get out of shape pretty quickly if all he does is sit around
all day and then eat. Maybe it's
something that he can talk to Jason about and see if it's something he wants to
do. Walking around the neighborhood will
help a little, but they need more time.
When it comes down to it, Shaun would love to be a stay-at-home
husband. If they ever offer a
stay-at-home position, he's going to jump on it; that way, at least he can be
around the cats and maybe take breaks to work out. The deadlines look like they could be
stressful, and his deadlines are based on the reporter's deadlines. Right now, it's not so bad, but things could
go crazy at any time. It's weird as he
is sitting there; he hears someone mention Indiana, it makes him want to be
back in Indiana. A few texts at lunch
confirm that his family is coming over for dinner tonight. Jason was okay with it so, it's
happening. Sandy even said that would
provide most of the meal if Shaun and Jason could give the beverage and a
salad. At least, they don't have to cook
the entire meal. They really won't have
time to shop until the weekend, and that is if Jason doesn't have to work. Having his family provide the meal will help
the pocketbook a little, and he's happy with that, and so is his husband. The bottom line, he can't wait for the day to
be done.
***
Shaun gets
home before Jason today. He wants to call
Eric's house when Jason gets home. Jason
texts Shaun about 15 minutes before he's due to be at home, just to let him
know that he's on his way. Shaun is
trying to pick up a little before Jason gets home so that he can have the house
in good condition when his family gets here.
Shaun isn't sure who is coming over exactly from his family. Sandy and his dad are coming for sure, but
he's not sure who is coming to the house.
There are also cat cuddles to be had while Shaun's husband is in transit
to the house. The minute Jason gets home
and both cats are at his feet wanting attention; however, it's Shaun's turn to
get attention from Jason.
"Hi Babe,
how was work?"
Shaun says
as he gets up to give Jason a kiss and a hug.
They want to take time to decompress after they both get home.
"You know it
wasn't too bad compared with yesterday. How was your day?"
Shaun frowns
a little bit as he looks at Jason.
"They threw
me to the wolves today. No, it wasn't
that bad. I started working on my first
article, which by the way, is coming along nicely."
Shaun says
as he takes Jason's hands and leads him to the couch.
"We are
calling Sarah and family."
Jason gets a
smile on his face. He's excited about
the opportunity to speak with the crew.
It feels like forever since they spoke with them. Shaun grabbed his phone and placed the
call. Someone answered, but they haven't
said anything yet.
"Sorry for
the silence; I was feeding the baby."
Sarah
apologized, which wasn't needed.
"Sarah, you
know better than to apologize. How are
you and the family holding up? I am
going to switch over to speakerphone so that Jason can hear you and talk to
you."
Shaun says
to their friend. You can hear Sarah walk
away from her phone and then call everyone in the house to let them know that
Shaun and Jason are on the phone. It
doesn't take long for everyone to come running to the phone. Eric is so happy to have a chance to speak
with them.
"I thought I
would let everyone share with you how they are doing tonight. We even have Steven us tonight."
Sarah tells
the guys as everyone gathers around the phone.
"Eric's
going to go first."
Sarah
announces to everyone; however, she caught Eric off guard.
"Hey Jason
and Shaun, I don't really have any huge news, but we have started finals, and
so far, I think I'm doing okay on them."
Jason
remembers what he was like during senior finals, so he hopes the guys don't
lose track of what's important. Shaun
knows that they have goals and that they are working towards them one day at a
time.
"Do us a
favor, Eric and Steve, keep following your dreams."
Jason tells
the teens hoping that they are listening to him.
"I can't say
add to what Jason has said, so I hope the best for you guys."
Shaun tells
the two young men.
"Thanks,
guys!"
Eric says as
he takes Steven's hand."
"Don't
worry; I'm not letting him slack off."
Steve says,
making a promise to Jason and Shaun that he'll keep his boyfriend moving as far
as Eric's goals are concerned.
"We're
counting on you, Steve."
Shaun tells one
of his adopted younger brothers. Sarah
points to Steve.
"Well, guys,
I got hired by Mr. Bowman to work for him during the summer. He was inspired to work with a teacher of a
friend of mine to hire some of her students, and I was hired to work beside one
of them. Her name is Ms. Browning, and
she works with kids who have special challenges in their lives. One of my friends has a boyfriend who was
hurt by their father and now lives with a disability, so this has become
important to me. I am going to change my
degree and go into special education."
Jason
smiles, knowing what an amazing man Mr. Bowman is and how much he cares about
the people who work for him. Steve is
going to love working there.
"Steve, I
think that is incredible. I learned so
much from working with that man, and I think you will learn a lot by working
with him and whoever you are paired up with him. Enjoy it, man! Best of luck!"
Jason does
his best to encourage his adopted little brother.
"Thanks,
Jason!"
`Call Mr.
Bowman about this new program.'
Jason
mentally adds that to his to-do list. It
will have to be squeezed into his already lengthy list of things to do.
"We are
thinking of getting a puppy. Mark wants
to get a great dane, so we will see what happens."
It sounds
like she isn't so sure about a puppy, but that doesn't mean that she doesn't
want some other breed. She would rather
have a German shepherd.
"Jason won't
let me have a puppy. He says that we
already have two cats."
Mark laughs
at Shaun's comment.
"I never
said that he couldn't have a dog, but I think Sasha might not be so keen on a
puppy in the house."
Jason says
in response to what his husband said.
Dogs make great pets for kids.
"Hey, guys,
Mark here. Everything is going
great. I am loving being a dad to our little
fellow, and I love being a step-dad to my brother in law too."
Mark does
love the role he plays in Eric's life.
He provides the male role model for his brother-in-law. It's hard for him to relate to Eric and even
harder to some degree in advising his brother-in-law on sexuality or dating.
"We know you
love that little guy, and there is no doubt that you love Eric."
"We are
going to say goodbye. We love you
all. Shaun and I are having dinner with
his family tonight here at the house. We
need to get busy. Good night."
Jason and
Shaun take turns saying goodbye to everyone.
***
Jason and
Shaun get busy working on the salad and the drink for tonight's dinner. Jason gets out the ingredients for his
salad. He prepares the romaine lettuce
and the spinach. Next, he prepares the
tomatoes and the radishes. He also adds
a cucumber into the mix. Then he
prepares his favorite salad dressing; believe it or not, it has a mint in
it. After all of that, Jason and Shaun
prepare a virgin cocktail using lavender and lemon-ade. Their part of the meal is wrapped up.
***
Fifteen
minutes later, there is a knock at the door.
Shaun opens it and welcomes his family into the house.
"Come on
in!"
Jason
watches as Shaun's mom, dad, Erin, Josh, JJ, the little one, and Trent enter
the house.
"Hey
everyone, how is everyone?"
Jason says
as he welcomes everyone into the house.
One little person, in particular, is super excited to be here. JJ immediately breaks away from his dad's
hand and runs to his Uncle Jason.
"Uncle
Jason!"
JJ's arms
are held out for a hug. Jason scoops him
up into his arms and hugs him. While up
in his uncle's arms, JJ looks around the room for the cats.
"Where are
the kitties?"
Jason looks
around the room too.
"I think they
are hiding. Once everyone is eating,
they'll come out of hiding."
Jason puts
the little guy down, and then he eyes Erin.
Shaun has already greeted his soon-to-be sister-in-law and is already
holding his new niece. Before Jason can
even attempt to hold the baby, he gets a chance to meet Josh's fiancée. He's met her via her facetime, but never in
person before today.
"Erin, you
are amazing. Thanks for making Joshua so
happy, and thanks for making him a daddy, not once but twice. Shaun and I fell in love with JJ, and I can't
wait to get to know Sabrina Snow Allen."
Erin smiles
at Jason. She knows how much Jason and
Shaun mean to Josh and JJ. She wants
Sabrina to know her uncles as well.
"Thanks,
Jason; I think you had better steal away that little girl before she gets back
to her Daddy because then it's all over."
She looks
right at Shaun and then her daughter as she says that, and Sabrina starts to
get that I'm going to cry. She goes
straight from the "I'm going to cry" face into full-blown tears. Shaun hands the crying little girl back to
her mommy. Between Eric and Josh, they
get Sabrina quieted down, and then Erin tries to hand the baby to Uncle Jason
to see how she does with him.
"Hi Sabrina,
aren't you just the sweetest little girl."
Jason tells
his little niece. As she looks at his
face, she tries to figure out what is going on with this guy. After a few minutes of talking to her, he
seems to have won her over, and Erin is grateful that she's actually in someone
else's arms for a bit. Shaun is helping
Sandy get the food and plates ready for the table. Shaun and his mom are finishing up the work
at getting the table set.
"Okay,
everyone, time to sit down for dinner.
If there isn't enough room on the table for you, you can sit in the
living room, but don't make a mess."
Shaun tells
everyone before they serve themselves food and get seated. Everyone gets their food and gets
seated. Shaun looks at his dad and mom,
knowing that they will want to say a prayer on the food, and he's okay with it. After prayer, the family starts acting like
any other family. They start ribbing
each other and laughing with one another.
It's been forever since Shaun has been around his family like this, not
since the wedding has he been around them, and tonight
it feels fantastic to have them here.
"Are you
guys settling in okay?"
Shaun's dad
asks just before he puts a spoonful of food into his mouth.
"We are
having a hard time getting adjusted to not having our friends around us. The jobs are taking a lot of getting used to,
but Jason and I know that have to this place a chance."
Sandy
listens to what Shaun has said and everything he hasn't said. She gets a little sad when she realizes that
what he's is that they miss Indiana more than anything.
"Shaun,
Jason, I know you miss your friends and especially Eric and Steve, but you
could end up meeting someone here who will fill the gap that Eric's sister and
husband left in your life. Give this
place a chance!"
Sandy may be
right. Utah might become a second home for
Jason and Jason if they can get over the homesickness and the daily struggles.
"Mom, we
know that we need time for Salt Lake City to feel like home. I hope that comes quickly for us."
Shaun says
to Sandy. Life will hopefully slow down
so they can enjoy life. Shaun's mom and
dad nod their heads. From here, the
conversations turn to what the guys' week is going to look like. After dinner, Shaun and Jason spend time
getting to know Erin, their nephew, and their niece a little better. The day will come when things will improve,
and they will have to deal with life until that day comes.
***
Time is on
their side, and things can only get better, right? When they first met in Indiana, neither Shaun
nor Jason knew that Salt Lake City was in their future. Up until a few months ago, they couldn't have
imagined that they would be packing up their lives and saying goodbye to start
a new life in a new city. Apart from
Shaun's family and the people they work with, they know no one. At least, their house is starting to feel
like a home. This structure is beginning
to feel like a right and proper home. In
large part, because they've taken time actually to enjoy the house.
***
The next
day, the guys wake up and start work all over again. For Jason, it's going to be a busy day. He has three different presentations at three
different schools. Luckily, they are all
in the same school system. He and
another speaker will be speaking at three different elementary schools. Jason is excited for the opportunity to be
speaking in front of groups again.
Hopefully, everything goes well for him.
Shaun will work on his computer all day, finishing up a short article
before moving on to another piece. This
job may not be exactly what he envisioned, but it does come with health
insurance and pay. It may stress him out
a little, but at least it's a job that will help pay for their lives
together. When this day is over, the
guys will have a day off together, and they have plans as well.
***
It's their
day off, and it starts with showering together, breakfast, and then they want
to work on the yard. The shower goes
incredible, and good times were had in the shower. Breakfast today was home-made biscuits with
egg, cheese, and bacon with freshly made grapefruit juice. After brushing their teeth, they decide to
look at the yard and plan what they want to do with it. All they want is a place in the yard where
they can relax.
"Jason, what
do you think of having a bird feeder and a hummingbird feeder for the back
corner?"
Shaun asks
his husband as he looks over the yard.
Jason pauses for a second as he looks at the yard. He tries to envision what the yard would look
like with the feeders.
"Yes, let's
add them."
Jason walks over
to one of the backyard's raised beds.
"What about
strawberries?"
He hasn't
seen any around the yard, and they would be an excellent snack for later in the
year or even for the next summer.
Perhaps, he'll even share some with Shaun.
"Sounds
good! I could eat some fresh berries."
Shaun looks
around the yard and smiles when he sees something growing by their back fence.
"Hey Babe,
do you see the raspberries over there?"
Jason
doesn't see them at first but does when his husband walks over to the plants. It looks like a former owner of the house had
planted at least five plants.
"It looks
like they need some help, but I think they'll make it."
Shaun says
as he examines the plants.
"I think we
should get some fruits on them."
Shaun says
as he looks at Jason.
"I would
love to have a firepit like we did in Indiana. But I don't think they are
allowed here."
Jason says
out loud as more of a thought than anything else. Shaun gets out his phone to check to see the
legality of it all.
"Hold on, I
will check."
Sure enough,
it looks like Jason was right.
"Yupe, it's not allowed.
Sorry, Babe!"
Jason
already misses the firepit back home.
They do have a tall white fence in the back that could be used for a
screen for the occasional movie night for a date night. They discuss it and then agree to make it a
thing. Shaun can handle all the
technical end of things, while Jason handles the rest. They also see some roses growing and blooming
near the house, which gives the yard some color.
***
Today
promises to be another busy for Jason once again; he has three presentations
and Shaun as his work to do. The
presentations today involve a mixed bag of creatures. They are talking about rainforest animals
today. There are quite a few animals and
a few props as well. Again, Jason is
pretty happy that he gets to give another presentation. He is happiest when he gets the chance to
speak with kids about animals. Unlike
the other day, these presentations are spread out across the Salt Lake
Valley. Shaun is busy with more
articles. The guys are busy with
work. Around 3:00 pm, a glitch hit the
computers at the newspaper. It took a
while to get the computers back to operations.
Things were not perfect, so; they sent some of their staff home,
including Shaun. Shaun was home about
fifteen later. Arriving at home first,
Shaun decides to cook dinner. Shaun
doesn't cook much, but with Jason's help, he's become better at cooking. Tonight, he is cooking a recipe from his
cookbook for two people. They have
stuffed green peppers. While Shaun is
starting dinner, Jason is still doing a presentation. The peppers are finishing up just as Jason
entering the driveway. The house smells
so good. When Jason enters the house, he
is immediately overtaken by the smell that is filling the house.
"Thanks for
cooking dinner! I am tired today."
Shaun is
glad to have his husband home.
"Why don't
you get cleaned up? We can eat when
you're ready."
Jason is
grateful for a husband who was willing to cook.
Not to mention the fact that Shaun helps him relax too.
"I'm going
to go shower. Be back with you shortly!"
Shaun kisses
him, and then Jason heads off towards the bathroom. After fifteen minutes, Shaun decides to catch
Jason as he steps out of the shower.
"Are you
hungry?"
Jason seems
a bit surprised by his husband being in the bathroom.
"Yeah, I am
hungry, but can I get dressed first?"
Shaun
chuckles a bit.
"We wouldn't
want someone seeing my cock and my balls.
Unless you want us to maybe eat naked at the table."
Jason tells
Shaun, who then smiles and winks at his husband.
"No, you
should get dressed first. I mean, you
wouldn't want to get food on you."
It does make
sense to get dressed first. Shaun
watches as one article of clothing after another is placed on his husband's
body. When he's dressed, he frowns and
walks out of the bathroom.
"You know,
you've ruined all my fun."
Jason frowns
a little, but his frown quickly gives way to a smirk. Shaun follows closely behind him. He's enjoying the jeans and view in front of him.
"Sorry for
ruining your fun."
Shaun
quickly warms up the meal and then sits for dinner. They talk about Jason's day at work. Jason had a girl tell him that he is
cute. She is only six years old. It made Jason's day. It even made Shaun smile. After dinner, they retire to their bedroom.
***
As they are
laying in bed, Jason starts staring off into space. Shaun notices his husband's state of deep
thought. He knows that Jason sometimes
gets like this just before he begins writings in his journal. Jason turns to Shaun and starts to speak.
"Shaun, was
it worth it? I mean, was it worth moving
to Salt Lake City, I mean apart from our jobs?"
Shaun looks
at Jason and wonders exactly what his husband is getting because they already
agreed to move here.
"Jason, we
agreed that this was the right choice."
They did
agree to this move, and it felt like the right thing to do at the time.
"I love my
job and everything about it, but my heart isn't always in it. I spent a lot of time working with the
animals and the people at Bowman's company.
I miss our training exercises and the relationships formed there.
Shaun
wonders if they were too hasty in moving and accepting their jobs as he listens
to his husband's lament. Maybe he should
have tried harder to find something closer to home. Shaun hugs his husband.
"I know you
miss the animals and the staff at Bowman's, but maybe you'll find your place
here. Think of all the kids that you are
making contact with and the animals that are impacting them. We got this, Babe."
They came
here for a better life. Deep down, Jason
knows that his partner is right, but it's not helping his feelings.
"Is it worth
it?"
Jason asks.
Shaun
smirks.
"Are we
worth it?"
Jason asks.
Shaun
reaches out and flicks one of Jason's nipples lightly.
"Sorry, not
sorry!"
Shaun says,
hoping that Jason will start to come around and smile. It works because Jason smiles.
"You are
going to get it."
Jason says as
he leans his face close to his husband's face.
"Now that I
think about it, instead of you getting it.
I want to remind you that I took it, and I own it."
As he says,
"I took it," he points to Shaun's heart, and when he says, "I own it," he shows
him the ring on his finger. Shaun gets a
little tear in his eye.
"I don't
know where I would be without you. I am
so glad that you said yes."
Jason places
a kiss on Shaun's lips that sends electricity coursing through his body. Jason's kiss sends a blast of energy into
Shaun's body so powerful that it wakes Shaun's soldier. They block out the bad things of the day and
find each other in that moment
***
The next
workday has come and gone, and the guys are both back at home. It's been a week since the guys arrived, and
they have been lucky to have accumulated a ton of dishes. One chore that needs to be done is the
laundry. They did some laundry when they
first arrived at the house, but more needs to be done. Shaun gets busy getting the laundry started
in the washer. Jason gets things
organized in the office. He checks
emails and phone calls while he is in there.
He works on setting up the supplies in his room. Jason moves into the kitchen to wash the few
dishes that need to be cleaned and put away.
As they at their respective chores, Eric is smiling on the outside, but
inside not so much. He's missing his
friends, struggling with some bullying occurring, and he's holding stuff
inside. He can only hope that tomorrow
is a better day. Isn't your senior year
supposed to be the best year of high school?
Tomorrow, he's going to put a call into Utah and hopefully get all of
this off his chest. Jason and Shaun
always knew what to say to counteract what the world is doing to him.
***
The next day
and Eric has no school, and Jason and Shaun are at
work. He's been suffering a little bit
over the last few days. Steven has been gone checking out colleges in the
area. He's had a few memories come
crushing into him, and they aren't making him feel good about himself. He decided that it's time to call Shaun and
or Jason.
"Hi, you've
reached Jason; leave a message at the beep."
Eric is
feeling a bit disappointed. He wanted to
speak with one of the guys. He didn't
leave a message. Instead, he ends the call
and then hunts for the next number.
With a finger, he places the call to Shaun. Again, his call goes unanswered, and again he
doesn't leave a message. This time,
however, it doesn't go unnoticed. Shaun
sees the call come in from Eric. He just
can't call him right now. Shaun makes a
note to call Eric when he gets home. It
troubles him to think that Eric might be hurting or in pain. This thought stays with him for the rest of
his workday. When the workday is over,
Shaun hopes the bus is quick tonight. He
doesn't want to call him on the bus. It
would be rude of him to spread Eric's problems all over Salt Lake City. Once he's home, he can talk all he wants
too. Finally, the bus stops, and Shaun
hurries home as fast as his legs can carry him. When he gets home, Shaun sits on the couch and
gets on his phone.
`I hope
he answers.'
At first,
Eric doesn't answer, but he finally answers his phone after a couple more
rings.
"Thanks for
calling me, Shaun!"
Shaun can
hear his friend's sadness and wonders what is going on back in Indiana to make
Eric so upset.
"You're
welcome; now tell me what is going on with you?"
Eric's glad
that Shaun called him back. It gives him
a chance to get his problems out in the open.
Eric needs to let out his frustrations.
"There is
just a lot going on right now. Steve is
out of town, and I miss him."
It's easy to
see why Eric would be sad.
"I'm sorry,
Eric, where is Steve?"
Eric
explains where Steve is at, and there is more pain behind that voice.
"He'll be
back before you know it, but is this all about Steve being gone?"
Eric is
quiet for a few seconds.
"No, Shaun,
it's not just about Steve. You remember
Vince?"
Shaun
remembers that dweeb. The idiot would
have destroyed Eric and ruined Eric's and Steve's relationship forever.
"Yeah, I
remember him. He was a louse."
Eric bows
his head, and a few tears come down his face.
He remembers what he did, what he did to Steve.
"So what did Vince do now?"
Shaun is
worried about his friend.
"Vince didn't
do anything. Someone is emailing me
pretending to be Vince. I know it's not
him, and I'm feeling scared."
Immediately,
Shaun goes into big brother mode.
"Listen to
me, print off the emails, and then call the police. They can help more than I can. We miss you, buddy."
Eric
immediately prints out the emails. He's
thankful for everything that the guys have done for him.
"They'll
listen to you, Eric."
Eric listens
to every word Shaun says. He is glad
that Shaun answered him and happy for the advice. As they are talking, Eric's phone alerts him
to a call. It's Steve. He's home and wants to see Eric. Telling Shaun goodbye, he immediately ends
the phone call. At least for now, Shaun
and Eric can both relax at least until the police arrive at Eric's house.
***
It the start
of the weekend, and this weekend only Jason is working. He has two
presentations today; both are near the downtown area. The zoo is bringing out their most socialized
animals to an old folks home. The second presentation is at a daycare
center. They wanted animals who would
behave correctly around people. Keep in
mind they are still semi-wild animals; they are use
to being around people, but the staff will tell anyone that these animals are
still wild animals. It's true too. After the presentations are done, Shaun is
meeting Jason downtown to look around and explore. They'll start at North Temple and walk past
the LDS conference center, Temple Square, and the LDS church office
building. They'll walk through City
Creek Park, and then they'll head back to Jason's car and then head home from
there. Dinner will be spent at home.
***
On Sunday,
the guys are slow to get going, and this will be a good day. It starts with a call from Mark. Jason puts Mark on the speakerphone.
"Hey guys, I
just wanted to call and ruin your Sunday.
How are you doing?"
Jason and
Shaun laugh.
"You can
ruin our days anytime. You know, apart
from work and feeling like we hardly see each other, life is pretty good."
Mark feels
for the guys. There were times early on
in his relationship with Sarah that they hardly saw each other. Course, things are a little different between
Mark's friends.
"I'm sorry,
guys. I hope life gets easier. New jobs are always stressful, especially
when you are learning the job. Any plans
for the evenings?"
Mark asks
the guys, but they aren't sure how to answer the question.
"What are
you and Sarah doing tonight?"
Mark smiles
at their question.
"Grandma was
nice enough to take our little one for the evening so that we could have some
adult time."
She
wouldn't' keep her grandson overnight despite Mark's attempt to get her to keep
the little one till the morning. Jason
can't wait till they have the opportunity to have little ones around the house.
"The reason
I called was to thank you guys for keeping in contact with Eric. He's been down a little lately, and whatever
Shaun said to him the other day seemed to cheer him up. Course, it helped that Steve came home. By the way, the police came today, and Eric
turned over all the emails that he received, and they wasted no time in
starting their hunt for this ignorant ass."
Jason and Shaun are glad that their little brother is feeling better. It had to be hard missing Steve and dealing
with the cyberbullying.
"We're glad
that he's doing better; I felt sorry for him.
Being so far away, I couldn't just sit down with him and speak with
him. I also couldn't wrap my arms around
him or let him come over to waste some time."
Mark knows
the guys would gladly give their organs if it meant that his family would be
okay. Perhaps, it's been said already,
but Jason and Shaun truly see Eric and Steve as their younger brothers. Shaun especially feels a connection with
Eric. A large part of that comes from
their shared background. Shaun and Eric
have both felt the sting of being disowned.
Hopefully, Shaun's birth mother will come around, but it's hard to know
when that day may come.
"I'm going
to let you guys go, so you enjoy your time together."
Mark tells
the guys hoping that they treasure their day and each other.
"Bye Mark,
give our love to the family!"
Jason says,
knowing that his husband shares his words.
With that, the call is over, and then Mark, Jason, and Shaun all go back
to what they were doing before the market was made.
***
Later in the
day, Sandy decided to bring over pizza to share with her sons. She leaves the rest of her family at the
house and heads out. She takes a
significant risk of them not being home, but it's a risk she is willing to
take, especially if she can catch them at home.
Shaun's birth mother may not want him in her life, but she can't wait
for the day when Jason and Shaun decide it's time to have children and bring
their son or daughter to visit or allow Grandma and Grandpa to babysit for
them. After driving for a short while,
she turns into their driveway and parks her car. As she gets out of her car,
she grabs the pizzas and walks up to the house.
She knocks on the door. Jason
opens the door and smiles at her.
"I have
pizzas, so I hope you didn't start dinner."
The guys had
not even started to think about dinner; however, they are hungry. Shaun starts setting the table while Jason
gets the filtered water out of the fridge.
Sandy sets the pizza down on the stove.
They enjoy their small talk for a little bit, and then it takes a turn. Sandy has worked hard to build a relationship
with both Shaun and Jason. She has always
enjoyed speaking with her son-in-law. He
knows how to carry a conversation. Jason
has gotten better with that since starting the whole public speaking career.
"So last
time we talked, you were complaining that you haven't had a chance to make the
house feel more home. Has it started to
feel more like home?"
Jason looks
at Shaun. He's hoping that his response
echoes that of his husband.
"Yeah, I
think it's starting to feel like home."
Jason
answers as he looks back at his mother-in-law.
Spending time in the house has helped; they have been trying to spend
time at home versus being out and about a lot.
"We have
been trying to spend time at home, and we are trying to figure out ways to make
this house feel like home. The cats are
still trying to figure out their places in the house."
Shaun
answers Sandy's questions. Sasha has
taken the heat vent in the living room as her own, but Nyx pretty much stays
wherever the guys are at in the house.
"How is work
going?"
Their jobs
were stressing them out the last time that they spoke. She is hoping that things have gotten better
now that they've had a chance to get accustomed to work.
"I've been
trying 2 or 3 presentations every day that I work, on top of training the
animals. They have been keeping me busy,
but I feel better about the job, and I'm falling into the routine."
Jason did
his best to answer her question.
"He seems
happier when he gets home, that is for sure.
A happy Jason is a happy Shaun."
Shaun
answers and chuckles. Jason smirks at
his husband's comment.
"Hmmm...based on Jason's smirk, I don't think I'll ask if you're
finding time for yourselves."
Sandy says
to the guys.
"I've been
doing better since I've learned the computer programs better. I think I've found my pace at work, and it
seems to work. I got told that I picked
up the program pretty quickly."
Jason smiles
at his best friend. He's glad that
things are going good at work, as does his mother-in-law.
"I said that
I wouldn't ask this question, but I'm going to anyway, are you guys finding
time to be a couple?"
Jason looks
at Shaun. Shaun looks at Jason, and somehow they manage to figure out who will answer Sandy's
question.
"It was hard
at first to figure out how to find time for "us" time. We were busy getting the house set up, figuring
out work, finding a vet, finding a doctor, and all the other stuff, and we were
too busy to try and come up with date nights.
It was pretty easy back home because Jason was still in school and
working with Mr. Bowman, so we would take time to have a date. Sometimes, I would meet him up at work and
have lunch. Here, it's a little harder
because I work downtown and, well, you know where Jason works, so I can't just
go to him during my lunch breaks. For
now, we look at our schedules and plan or dates a little bit, or we set aside
one of our days off and turn it into a date day, and one of us will figure out
the date."
Sandy finds
herself wondering how date night went back in Indiana.
"Back in
Indiana, did you take turns planning the dates?"
Jason answers
this one.
"Sometimes,
we would surprise each other with a date night, but not all the time. We did many movie nights at home with popcorn
or got the okay from my boss to have Shaun over to help with training, which
usually meant working with one of the parrots.
We didn't have a lot of money all the time, so dates had to be sort of
on the cheap side."
Shaun
doesn't think that the dates were cheap.
He enjoyed their dates.
"Sandy, I
would not have changed anything about those dates. I loved them all, and being with Shaun made
them even better. I would not change
anything at all."
Jason
remembers all the dates that they've had together. Jason's last comments made Shaun happy. The conversation takes a more relaxed
tone. After an hour of relaxing, Sandy
leaves, and the guys want to enjoy the rest of their night.
***
It's an hour
after Sandy left, and the guys decide to enjoy their night. Tonight's enjoyment is going to be a movie
night. Shaun is picking the movie, and
Jason is making the popcorn. They cuddle
on the couch and are soon joined by the cats.
The guys snack on popcorn with garlic and parmesan cheese. By the end of
the night, the guys are laughing and have kissed several times during the
movie. The movie is over, and they
continue their cuddling for just a little bit longer. They get up and head for the shower. They take the opportunity to enjoy the shower
together.
***
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