Date: Sun, 27 Aug 2006 09:05:20 -0700 (PDT)
From: Tiffani Chin <eliteecrew@verizon.net>
Subject: Jumping Over My Mountain, Chapter 20

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Jumping over my Mountain, Chapter 20



*************SKYLER***********


I sat at Brower Commons, stuffing my face with food. Dining hall food was
usually crappy, but when you were starving, dirt would taste like a five
course meal.

It was the beginning of December and all the drama that had occurred
recently had blown over, well for the most part.

Storm and I had our heartfelt talk. Hiro and Crew were good, as usual.

I moved back in with my Mom; Kate moved in with Storm.

I visited Zeke almost every weekend because in about three weeks, I would
start snowboarding season and wouldn't have time to go hit up Boston.

Classes were going well since they were fairly easy electives.

Zeke and I were getting excited for our Cali trip over winter break. My Mom
started making her packing list.

However, I still refused to speak to my Dad. I didn't return his emails or
phone calls.

Overall, life was ok at the moment, although I did get bummed every once in
awhile when I thought of leaving my Mom and Storm, and missing my friends
and college in general. But then when I thought of Zeke and California, I
didn't feel so bad.

"Life, what a mother fucking bitch," I muttered as I swallowed my bite of
cereal.

"Talking to yourself?"

I looked up at the voice and took in the tall guy in front of me.

I smiled, "Yeah, it's been happening a lot recently. I'm thinking of
getting it checked out."

The guy chuckled, revealing even white teeth, "Mind if I sit?"

I waved my hand, motioning for him to take a seat.

"I'm Mikhail."

"Skyler."

"I know."

My eyes snapped to his face and I squinted, taking in his features, trying
to remember him.

He was thin, or average framed, like most college kids, and around my
height. His skin was pale and smooth. He had nice pink lips, light brown
eyes and light brown hair that was fluffed up stylishly. Mikhail had
remarkably high cheekbones and a definite Eastern European look.

Mikhail noticed my scrutiny and laughed, "Sorry, we have Geography
together."

"Yeah, I'm sorry, I don't remember you."

He smiled, "It's ok, it's a huge lecture hall."

I nodded, "That it is."

"Listen, I hope you don't think this is too forward of me or anything, but
would you like to have dinner with me?"

My eyebrows shot up. Holy shit!

"You're asking me out?"

I was used to girls asking to go out back in the day, but this was the
first time a guy ever asked me out. I mean, I knew guys crushed on me,
because, well, I was Skyler Chin after all, but it was still a shocker to
be asked out, especially in the dining hall.

Mikhail nodded.

"Uh Mikhail, I'm in a serious relationship," I said, not knowing how to
turn this guy down easily.

Luckily he didn't take it too hard. He merely grinned, "Please, call me
Mike," he said charmingly, "I figured you would be taken, but I had to
try."

I smiled, "well can't blame you for trying. That takes balls."

Mikhail laughed, "Yeah. I have big balls."

I smirked.

"You live around here?" I asked conversationally.

Mikhail shook his head, "No, I live in Staten Island."

"Oh that's cool. I was thinking you were from Long Island, but it didn't
seem right."

Mikhail laughed, "It's my Russian accent mixed in with my Staten Island
accent," he offered, "My parent's like to speak to me in only Russian."

I nodded.

Staten Island.

New York.

Then an idea came to me.

I leaned forward on the table, "Hey, are you free anytime over winter
break?"

He looked confused but nodded slowly, "I work, but I have days off. Why?"

"I have this friend," I started.

************

"Hey, you ok?"

I turned around as the familiar voice broke into my thoughts.

I smiled at Zeke as he entered my bedroom.

"Yeah, I'm good."

I faintly heard the noise of the annual Christmas Eve party my Mom had
going on downstairs, but my attention was really focused on my messy
bedroom. For some reason I was going to miss this messy room.

"You sure?" Zeke asked, coming closer to me. His face looked concerned.

I wrapped my arm around his shoulder and pulled him to me, "The holidays
just got me thinking of family and then I got thinking of my room and my
childhood and Storm, and when I start thinking, well I'm not my normal
self," I admitted as I kissed his forehead.

Zeke didn't say anything, just hugged me. I wrapped my arms around his
small body and rested my cheek on his head.

"We'll be moving soon," I murmured, "We're almost there."

Zeke nodded, "You're looking forward to leaving?"

"I'm feeling everything right now. I'm sad to say goodbye to my routine for
the past four years, to my old self, to my family, and especially Storm,
but I'm happy to also leave the past behind and move into the future with
you," I paused, "Does that make sense?"

Zeke chuckled, "Absolutely. Those are natural feelings."

"Have you started packing yet?" I asked, referring to our trip to San
Francisco. We would be leaving the day after Christmas.

"Yeah, but I always pack until the last minute."

"So do I."

I took one more look at the room and then pulled back from Zeke, "Come on,
let's go back downstairs. Without Storm around, I'm the representative of
the both of us."

Storm had stopped by briefly, but then left to head back to his own
apartment to stay with Kate. She couldn't be with her family and she was
too embarrassed to come to our party, so Storm decided to keep her company.

Zeke smiled and we intertwined our hands, heading for the hallway.


***********CREW************


I stared at the white greyhound in front of me and the leash attached to
Hiro's hand as he held it out to me.

"Huh?"

"This is for you," Hiro stated simply.

"You bought me a dog for Christmas?" I asked a little surprised. I didn't
think Hiro was a dog person or a pet person in general. I leaned down and
petted the dog's small head.

It silently looked up at me, without barking while I pet it.

"Yeah, a dog for my little pup," Hiro said smiling widely at me. Without
waiting for me to answer he leaned in and claimed my lips, placing his hand
behind my neck and urging my mouth forward.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him as our kiss deepened.

We broke apart a little breathless and I looked down between our legs,
where the dog was just standing on all fours, looking up at us quietly.

"This dog is eerily quiet," I remarked.

Hiro laughed, "Well, these are retired racing dogs. They're very obedient
and disciplined and trained."

"Is it a boy or a girl?"

"Boy."

"What's his name?" I asked patting his head again.

Hiro smiled, "That's for you to decide."

"I don't know what to name him."

"Well start thinking," Hiro said, looping the leash handle into my hand.

I knelt down and stared the dog in the face, taking in its lean graceful
body, its poised posture compared to other dogs that are normally bouncing
and hopping around.

The dog had a long neck, straight front legs, and hare like hind legs.

"Greyhounds have barely any body fat so you need to keep him indoors most
of the time, unless it's good weather and they run really fast, up to 40
miles, so if you let it loose, it has to be within an enclosed area,
otherwise you must keep a leash on at all times," Hiro advised.

I only half listened to him as I stared into the dogs' eyes and petted the
long neck gently. The dog just stared back at me.

"I should name him after you," I said randomly.

Hiro frowned but looked amused, "And why is that?"

"He's just like you. Quiet, reserved, graceful, elegant," I said not
looking away from the dog, "beautiful," I finished.

I felt Hiro kneel beside me, "Well do you really want to tell people in the
future that Hiro is your boyfriend AND your dog? Because that might get you
some funny stares or some weird friends with very odd dog fetishes."

I burst out laughing and heard Hiro chuckling as well.

"You may have a point there," I said standing up again and kissing Hiro's
neck briefly.

"Thank you," I said.

He rubbed my lower back, "You're welcome, but you still haven't picked out
a name yet."

"Uh, sushi."

"Sushi?" Hiro asked with a confused smile.

"Well, I couldn't name him after you, so I picked something else," I said
shrugging.

"There are other Japanese names to use. You didn't have to resort to food,"
Hiro said shaking his head with amusement.

"Well then you should have named him," I said sticking my tongue out at him
and then I tugged at the leash, "Come on Sushi, come with me."

As I walked near the living room Hiro's strong arm wrapped around my waist
and then I felt him walking behind me as he held onto me.



***************



It was weird snowboarding without the twins. I was so used to working with
them for the past three years straight and practically every weekend that I
could definitely feel their absences.

Storm had opted not to work this season because of Kate. He wanted to be
there with her whenever he had free time, which wasn't often since he still
needed to finish up the semester. And now that it was winter break, he
wanted to make sure he was available to support her. From what I had heard,
Kate was going through a rough time as well, with this whole pregnancy
ordeal.

Skyler wasn't working for the week, since him and Zeke had taken off to San
Francisco with Sky's Mom. Although, he would be back soon enough for the
rest of the season, it was still odd not to have him around right after the
holidays.

But I didn't feel so bad. I had Hiro. He had taken Storm's place as an
instructor and now we were working together on a daily basis. I couldn't
really complain.

Today was a particularly busy day, as most weekends were. The slope was
crowded with tons of group lessons and it seemed as if every year the
lessons got larger and larger.

Lucky for me, Hiro and I were both instructing together because of the
bigger groups.

Like I said, I couldn't complain.

After our previous lesson, there was an hour break in between, so Hiro and
I got in line to ride the lift.

He clasped his glove covered hand over mine as our boards knocked together
during the lift ride.

I smiled at him although we couldn't see one another's eyes because of our
goggles.

We did six ridiculously fast runs down the mountain as we both tried to
beat the other.

Hiro beat me every time.

His moves were just too precise, accurate, and careful to waste energy on
unnecessary movements.

"Hiro, why are you so good!" I whined, stamping my foot once we were taking
a breather.

I gave a cry when Hiro tumbled to the ground pulling me along with him and
I laughed and squirmed as his warm lips made contact with my cold face and
lips.

I couldn't roll away since Hiro had me completely pinned to the snow and he
didn't seem like he was going to let me up anytime soon.

"Hiro," I said between his kisses, "Our break is almost over."

Hiro stood up and pulled me up along with him. He engulfed me in his arms
and I was pressed against his chest tightly.

I felt his lips near my ear and he whispered, "I love you," and began
nibbling on my ear.

I had to force myself to place my hands on his chest and push him away.

"Hiro, you're getting me hot. We're working right now," I reminded him and
I gasped as he yanked me close again, tightening his grip around me as I
tried to free myself.

"One more kiss," he murmured searching for my mouth.

I relented because the truth was I had trouble resisting Hiro and I pressed
my lips against his, allowing Hiro's tongue to push through.

I moaned and snuggled in closer to his embrace.

"Crew, where are you?"

I yanked myself from Hiro and we were both flushed and not from the cold
air.

Seconds later I saw Brian, another instructor emerge from behind some trees
that led to the other half of the mountain.

"Come on, we need you guys. New groups are arriving right about now," Brian
said and then he continued walking past us.

I smiled at Hiro, somewhat in relief.

I was out but not everyone I worked with knew I was gay, and I kind of
wanted to keep it that way.

"Sorry baby," Hiro said.

"It's ok, let's head back," I said nudging him.

When we got to the lesson area I saw two familiar faces.

"Hey guys, what are you doing here?" I called out.

"What does it look like?" Bryce asked but he was smiling as he and Hela
walked closer.

"I thought you didn't care for snowboarding, Hela, since, you know, you
fall so much," I said, giving Hela a cocky grin.

Hela mock glared at me, "Hey, I've gotten better!"

"Have you ever snowboarded before?" Hiro asked Bryce.

"Nah, it just wasn't a sport I did," he answered.

"Oh, prepared to have a sore ass," I said.

Hela smirked, "His ass is already sore," and he cried out when Bryce cuffed
him playfully upside the head.

"Maybe his ass won't be so sore tonight," Hela whispered to me as he rubbed
his head.

I guffawed.

"I feel so old," Bryce said when we were standing around, waiting for more
people to show up. I surveyed the group so far and most of them were either
kids or teenagers. Bryce didn't look old or anything, but he was much older
than the average beginner snowboarder.

"Who cares Bryce? We're just doing it for fun. You don't have to be great
at this sport. And besides, you should try it at least once," Hela said.

So we did the usual. Hiro and I taught the basics moves, to get everyone
started, did some practicing individually with each person.

Hela wasn't so bad, since he did it a few times already, but Bryce was like
most beginners and had some trouble. He fell a lot.

"Listen, you're thinking too much about the moves, Bryce. You know what to
do, just let your body guide you," Hiro advised as he helped pull Bryce off
the snow.

Bryce wiped his pants of the snow and unlatched his board from his boots
before walking back up the mountain.

"I don't think this is my thing," he admitted.

"It's ok Bryce. Everyone has something they're good at and what not," I
consoled, "Like you're really good at basketball, but I would suck doing
that," I added. Bryce smiled at me. "Just do it for the day and try to
enjoy yourself."

Bryce glanced at Hela who was at the bottom of the slope and was making his
way up. He was smiling and waving in our direction.

"Yeah, I'll make the best of it," Bryce said staring purposefully at Hela.

"It's all about how you shift your body weight. All you have to worry about
is turning and depending on which way you turn, you have to place your feet
differently," Hiro patiently explained and then he demonstrated it while
standing beside Bryce, "If you do it enough, it will become second nature."

"Alright, I'll give it another try," Bryce said and he hopped his boots
into his board and took off, with Hiro trailing behind at a close distance.

Bryce did do better this time. He managed to switch from a heel turn into a
toe turn before falling on his ass.

I grinned.

***********


"Dude, Callum is weird," I muttered to Zeke as we stood outside a
Starbucks, while Skyler and Callum got some coffee.

"He's not weird," Zeke replied.

"How come he stares so much at me?" I asked and then I felt Hiro's hand
grasp my hand tightly.

Zeke smirked when he caught the action, "Chill Hiro, don`t whip out the
kung fu," before he turned back to me, "He's the cousin of one of my
friends at BU and he goes to NYU, and he had a huge ass crush on me since
meeting me. And since we sort of look a like, I guess he must find you
attractive too, although it must be those lips of yours that gets him hot,"
Zeke teased pinching my reddening cheek.

"Shut up," I said slapping his hand away from my face, "Well if you're
setting him up with some guy, why is he gawking at me?"

"Because until he's in a relationship, he's single. Besides, everyone's got
eyes" Zeke replied easily.

I rolled my eyes. From what I was briefed on the way to New York, Skyler
told me he was approached by some guy at school and was asked out. Skyler
turned the guy down, but then asked if he was interested in meeting one of
his friends. That's where Callum came in, but I had never heard of a Callum
and I didn't even realize Skyler was friends with him.

Hell, I didn't understand how Skyler would be friends with a guy that was
crushing on Zeke. I would never be friends with a guy that was after Hiro.

Skyler was either really weird or had the biggest heart on the face of this
earth.

Anyway, it was cold outside, I was bundled up in my Northface snowboarding
coat with gloves and a scarf and I was still freezing.

I was getting annoyed that Skyler and Zeke dragged me and Hiro along to
chaperone some guy's first blind date, especially when it was so cold
outside. I didn't mind cold weather, but I didn't really care for it when I
was just standing around.

"Don't be nervous," I heard Skyler's voice say and I looked up to see him
walking out of Starbucks with Callum in tow.

"I can't help it. What if he doesn't like me?" Callum asked apprehensively.

Skyler shrugged, "Easy, you don't have to see him ever again."

"But what if I like him?" Callum questioned.

"Uh," Skyler stalled, "Then move on to another guy to get over this one?"
he shot out, "I really don't know bud. Don't think that far ahead, ok? Why
don't you just get through this first meeting with this guy and then figure
out what to do next? All this thinking and whatnot is making my head hurt,"
he said, rubbing his baseball covered head.

Zeke laughed and moved beside Skyler.

"I'm sure everything will be fine, Callum. And if the dates shitty, that's
why we're here. We can all go out afterwards to cheer you up."

Callum looked stunned, "You have a cheer up plan for me already?"

Skyler held up his hands, "It's an additional plan. It's not like we think
this date will suck ass, but you never know."

Callum looked uneasy.

Jeez, has this guy ever been on a date before?

"And, worse comes to worse, you head back home, which is close, since you
live in New York and you can emotion eat or something," Skyler added.

Hiro held up his hand, "Come on, enough of your advice," he said to Skyler
and Zeke and then he turned to Callum, "This is a first date. Technically
there is no romantic interest so there's no reason to get all worried. All
you have to do is go there, meet him, and basically have a good time, as
friends, while you get to know each other. So think of it as meeting a new
buddy for the first time, ok. No pressure involved." Hiro said and Callum
looked a little more relaxed.

Good ol' Hiro. Able to calm anyone down.

"There he is," Skyler announced and we all looked down the street.

"Who?" I asked.

"The tall one with brown hair and pale skin, and sharp cheekbones. Looks
very European," Skyler added.

"Oh," Hiro and I said at the same time as we locked onto the figure.

Well, the guy was very good looking, so it was a good start.

Taller than the twins and thinner, his expensive black pants and black
shoes set him apart from the crowd.

His face was clean shaven, his skin was pale and smooth, and he had nice
lips, a long straight nose, an oval shaped face, and remarkably high and
nice cheekbones.

"Wow, he's hot," Callum mumbled.

"Yeah," Skyler nodded, "He lives in Staten Island. He's Russian, name's
Mikhail."

Mikhail reached our group and said hi to Skyler first which made sense as
he was the only person he actually knew among us.

Skyler did the honor of the introductions, "Mike, this is Callum. Callum,
this is Mike."

Callum and Mike shyly shook hands and then we all stood there awkwardly.

That was the problem with blind dates or whatever, they were always so
awkward.

Luckily Skyler was a great buffer to have around.

He draped his arm over Zeke's shoulder, "Alright then, let's head to
dinner," and he quickly lead the way, Zeke in tow.

Hiro and I followed behind Callum and Mike. I watched as Mike animatedly
made conversation with Callum who was smiling and laughing. Well, it
appeared things were off to a good start.

"It's really cold," I muttered to Hiro and I dug my hands inside my
pockets, burrowing my face inside my coat.

"Don't worry, we're almost there," Hiro whispered to me, smiling as he
edged a little closer to me. I smiled back.


**********ZEKE**********


"So you're ok with this?" Skyler asked me as we sat side by side on the top
of the baby slope mountain.

I felt the coldness from the snow seep through my pants and chill my ass,
but continued to sit down anyway.

Skyler sure chose weird times to have a serious talk.

"Yeah, I'm ok with it Skyler," I said turning to him with a smile, "You
know I'll be happy as long as we're together. And I understand how you
might not want to move so far away, especially with what's going on with
Storm and everything like that."

Skyler looked down at his hands as he fiddled with his boot strap, "Yeah, I
know, but I always wanted to go somewhere else for awhile, but for some
reason, when we were out there, something was holding me back. I just can't
go right now."

I touched his shoulder comfortingly, "I know baby."

He looked at me, "But I still want to get away from here after we
graduate. Maybe not California, but somewhere where we won't be constantly
bugged. Like, I don't want to be caught up in all the drama of with Dad and
my brother or what not. I just want it to be our time and our life. And I
also want to be close enough where if anyone really needed me, I could be
there for them."

Skyler flopped onto his back, stray snow flying up. He sighed heavily,
"God, I'm such a baby. Can't even leave my family at almost 22."

I laughed, leaned down and kissed his cheek, "You're not a baby
Skyler. Come on, you lived here your entire life and you're close with your
family. Plus, you have a twin brother. You can't get any closer than that.
I was surprised you even wanted to leave in the first place."

Skyler gave a small cry, "I'm all over the place. SHIT!"

I slapped his arm, "There are kids around here," I said but I smiled
anyway.

He sat up quickly, snow stuck in his black hair. I brushed some of it out
affectionately.

"Want to give New York a try?"

"What?"

"New York. It's close by, but far away enough. And there are so many cool
places to work there," he said his eyes lighting up, "And one of my Aunts
is subletting a place or something like that."

I eyed him and I could tell by the look on his face that the idea had
already been formed and most likely we were gonna go with it.

I shook my head. My crazy boyfriend.

I leaned over and kissed him quickly on the lips, "New York sounds
great. Whenever you want to check anything out, I'm there."

"Really?"

"As long as I'm with you," I murmured, my face turning serious.

Skyler smiled, "Now who's the sappy one?" he teased, leaning in closer to
my face.

I grinned and blushed, looking down into my lap bashfully, "Me."

Skyler laughed and hugged me.



*************


"Did you have fun in San Francisco?" Crew asked as I stretched out on his
bed while he cleaned his room.

I watched as Crew separated some dirty clothes into two piles and then he
started to wipe his desk with a wet rag. I shook my head. Crew was such a
cleaning freak.

"Yeah, we had a blast. We hit up the Union Square, Chinatown, and walked on
Lombard," I answered.

"Did you find a place you liked?" Crew pressed.

I sat up, "No, well kind of."

Crew frowned, "What? I'm confused now."

I smiled, "Well we did find good places, but everywhere we went, Skyler
found something wrong with each place. Then at the end of the trip Skyler
said he wasn't so sure if he wanted to or was ready to move away so far, so
soon."

Crew tilted his head, "Really? I got the impression he was really excited
to go."

I nodded in agreement, "I think he was too, but then the reality of leaving
everyone got to him, and you know what's going on with Storm and
everything. I guess he just needed to be around."

"And you're cool with it?"

"Yeah, I mean, I'm open to living in a new place, but I'd be just as
content living around here or a couple hours away. Either way, I'll have
Skyler. So I'm not heartbroken that this fell through."

"Then you'll be staying here?"

"Well, we're thinking of checking New York out. The twins got relatives all
over in that state."

"Yeah, that's true," Crew said as he began wiping off a lamp, "Well I'm
sorry California didn't work out."

I smirked, "Yeah, that would be loads more convincing if you weren't
smiling," I teased.

Crew looked down and then jumped onto his bed beside me, "Fine, I admit
it. I'm so glad you're staying or at least living nearby," and then he
wrapped his arms around me and laid his head on my chest.

I chuckled, "I could tell. You're not real good at pretending, bud."

He slapped my stomach and we both laughed.

"Things changed so fast since last year, didn't they?" Crew asked.

"Yeah, it was like our lives actually started. I mean, you met Hiro, and
Skyler and I finally got together, and now here we are," I mused.

"Promise after graduation you'll still be around," Crew mumbled his face
pressed against my chest.

"Of course Crew. We're always gonna be best friends, no matter what," I
promised, kissing the top of his head.



************


Well, as they say, all good things must come to an end.

Winter break passed rather quickly.

Storm was always busy and I rarely saw the guy.

Skyler worked everyday at the mountain practically, as did Hiro and Crew. I
came along every day and snowboarded for free. That's about all I did. We
were all getting old, we didn't do anything fun.

Skyler and I however did make quite a few trips to the city, to scope out
property. It turns out his Aunt on his Dad's side was subletting a
Manhattan apartment, so he was talking with her on renting it. It was a
nice place and fairly sized for two people. New York apartments weren't
known for their size.

Skyler also was looking for jobs on Monster, Craigslist, and Yahoo. He was
trying to line something up in New York, even though I thought it was too
early. We still had one more semester left, but when he got eager or
excited about something, people had better get out of his way or be
bulldozed.

Oh and things were going well between Callum and Mikhail. After their first
initial date, things had really taken off. From what Callum emailed me,
they were practically going on dates every single night.

I was happy for Callum and glad he had found someone and was no longer
crushing on me. It made it awkward on my part and hard to be friends.

The only bad thing about it was that Callum no longer visited Boston as
much and I was kind of lonely.

It was snowboarding season and between that and his classes, Skyler
couldn't visit. Neither could Crew or Hiro. They had just started the
spring semester a few days ago, but I started a little later, so I was
stuck all alone in Boston, cut off from my friends, until spring break,
which was quite awhile away.

I had Davy, my roommate, but hell, he had his own life too.

I sighed as I stared at my laptop screen, scanning my buddy list for the
umpteenth time, silently cursing the fact that no one cool was online.

"I need cooler friends," I muttered to myself before flopping onto my bed
loudly.

I had no idea where Davy was and wasn't in the mood to track the guy
down. Instead I went into the hallway and walked along until I came to
Angelo's room.

Angelo was a pretty cool Italian guy and really popular. If someone needed
directions to the nearest party, Angelo could point you to it.

His door was wide open and he was on his laptop typing quickly with books
strewn all over the place.

"Hey, isn't it a little early to be shitting out a paper?" I asked as I
walked inside.

He glanced at me with his dark brown eyes and instantly smiled.

"What's up man? How was your break?"

"Great," I sighed, "And I don't want to be back here."

Angelo laughed, "Chill man, you only have one semester before graduation. I
got an entire year!"

"True," I said nodding, "But seriously, we just moved back in. What's with
all the books?"

He glanced around at his desk, "Oh, I checked some online syllabi for my
classes and I'm getting started on the reading and homework assignments."

I raised my brow in question.

Angelo ran his fingers through his thick dark hair, "I didn't do well my
last semester and my mother is on me like crazy. If I don't do better this
semester, she's thinking of pulling me out or something like that. And as
much as I hate school, I have to finish it up."

"Well, you look like you're on top of things," I commented indicating his
books.

He sighed again, "Yeah, but that means I have to cut down on my partying."

I feigned shock, "You, partying?"

Angelo smirked, "Yeah, it fucking blows. But that just means instead of
partying every night, I only do it like three times a week."

I chuckled, "Did you tell your mom that?"

Angelo gave me a look, "Are you fucking crazy?"

I rubbed my head and flopped on his bed.

"What's up with you?"

"I'm just a little bored right now. Davy is gone; all my friends are in
Jersey. I don't know what to do with myself right now," I answered, rubbing
my face.

"Well there's a party in one of the frat houses," Angelo said, "It's only a
few streets away. You could easily walk there and walk back if you get
completely blitzed."

I sat up and blinked at him, "I wouldn't know anyone there."

Angelo shrugged, "These parties are always huge. Chances are fifty percent
of the people don't know one another."

"Will you go with me?" I asked, wanting to know at least one person at the
party even if they ended up ditching me.

"I don't know. I still have a few more chapters to read," Angelo said.

"Come on. I won't even stay long. I'm just going out of my mind here," I
said.

He closed his books, "Ok fine. Why not?"

"Dude, you caved way too easy," I said laughing.

He began laughing too as he grabbed his coat from his closet, "I know,
man. I don't know what I'm gonna do."

Together we walked about ten minutes and I easily knew where the party was
located even if I couldn't see the building yet. Music was loud and I heard
drunken cries and screams.

Angelo was grinning at me, rubbing his hands together, "PARTY!"

We walked inside and there were so many people that I instantly felt
hot. But not knowing where to put my coat, I left it on as I went further
into the house.

Angelo was a popular guy and when I turned around, he was no longer with
me. He was talking with a guy I didn't recognize and some girls surrounding
them.

I didn't know many people who went to frat parties. Between my bad
experience with Xavier awhile back, who was a frat dude, and my steady
relationship with Skyler, I steered clear of frat guys.

They just made me uneasy.

Glancing one last time at Angelo who looked like he was having a good time,
I shrugged and headed further, searching for the kitchen.

The kitchen was packed with people and drinks. I found a chair and hung my
coat around it and then went to get myself a drink.

I found a Bacardi apple bottle and poured myself a cup full. Yeah, it was a
lot of strong alcohol, but I was bored, kind of bummed about being here all
alone, so I needed something potent.

I took a large sip and felt the liquid burn down my throat and settle into
my stomach. I grimaced but took another large sip and kept drinking until
the cup was empty.

I went to the cupboards and began opening them, looking for some food. I
found some crackers and ate a few of them before filling my cup with soda.

With my soda in my hand, I ventured around, still not recognizing anyone
and the people that I did recognize, I didn't really know. I wasn't in the
mood to make small talk.

Some drunk girls tried to dance up on me and I had some trouble getting
away from them, but I eventually did.

At this point, I was beginning to feel the effects of the alcohol.

I hadn't eaten much and I had poured down a lot of hard liquor in a
relatively short amount of time.

My steps were fumbling and my head was spinning a bit. And I felt slightly
dizzy.

I latched onto the staircase railing and dropped my empty soda cup to
clutch the railing with two hands as I pulled myself up the stairs.

I pushed through some more people and went inside a room at the end of the
hall, hoping it was empty so I could lie down in peace.

Thankfully, it was.

I heavily flopped onto the bed and closed my eyes, the loud music still
thumping through the closed door.

I took some deep breaths, to clear my head and went to the bathroom to
splash my face with some water.

The cold water did make me feel better and little more alert.

When I came back out, there was another guy sitting on the bed.

He looked at me as I walked towards him, eyeing me in an odd way.

Perhaps he was trying to tell if I was drunk or not. Well I sure as hell
was!

"Needed some quiet and to clear my head," I said, kind of slurring, falling
forward slightly onto the bed..

He laughed, "Me too."

I resumed my sprawled out position on the bed and sighed, closing my eyes.

Suddenly, I felt a hand slide up the inside of my thigh and my eyes popped
open and I shot up on the bed, fighting off a wave of nausea.

I looked at the guy angrily and threw his hand off me.

"What the fuck are you doing?" I demanded, feeling more alert now.

Strangers groping you will do that, I guess.

I became weary and slightly nervous when I saw the guy's expression.

I hadn't noticed his expression before, maybe because I wasn't looking for
it or my eyesight was messed up from the alcohol, but his look made me
brace for trouble.

His face looked dazed and there was a lustful look in his eye which I was
afraid would lead somewhere dangerous, on my part.

I glanced at the door and then at his face. Then I bolted for it, but the
guy caught me and gripped my wrist tightly.

"Where are you going, Zeke?" he asked, practically spitting my name out.

My eyes widened.

I didn't know this guy, how the fuck did he know my name?

Without a word, he threw me onto the bed and pushing my legs apart, he
pinned me, while holding my arms with each hand.

"What the fuck! Get off me!" I shouted.

"Listen buddy. I know you're a fag. I've seen you around and your little
boyfriend. Now I gotta get off and my girlfriend is being a little
bitch. So you're just gonna have to do, for now," the guy hissed, his eyes
dark and narrowed.

I swallowed hard in fear and could feel my skin become cold and clammy.

"We're both drunk right now. Let's not do something we'll regret, ok?" I
said, trying to talk my way out of it.

The guy leered, "No bitch, you're drunk. And you're gonna get the fucking
of your life," he sneered reaching for my belt.

"NO!" I shouted, bucking wildly.

The guy was already off balance, holding me down with one hand and reaching
for my belt with the other, and I managed to throw him off of me
momentarily.

I quickly rolled off the bed and onto the floor, scrambling for the door.

I was pulled backwards with the back of my shirt and I felt it tear. I gave
a cry and dug my heels into the carpet.

"FUCK YOU!" I screamed and I blindly threw my elbow backwards and I heard a
cry of pain.

"I'm gonna fucking kill you!" the guy yelled and as I almost made it to the
door, I was spun around and hit hard in the face.

I felt a throbbing pain near my eye and the bridge of my nose and something
hot and warm trickling out of my nose and quickly down to my chin.

He stared at me, stunned for a second, but then snapped out of it.

He reached for me again, but I kicked his kneecap and he bowled over.

I threw open the door and shoved my way through the hall and in the
direction of the stairs.

"Get your ass back here!"

I could hear him and that thought got me panicked. I started pushing people
out of the way more frantically, desperate to get away from him, or at
least in a large group of people. I never felt so scared in my life
before. Well, maybe except with Xavier.

I got some funny looks from people, probably from the blood running down my
face and onto my shirt.

I got to the banister and felt a hand grip my side and then fist my shirt.

"You're gonna be sorry for this," the guy hissed at me as I turned to look
into his angry face.

I was breathing hard and just wanted to get away. I stepped backwards, and
then I felt myself falling, and in the background I heard cries of surprise
and warning.

My ass hit the next few steps first and by instinct, my arms came around my
head, to cradle it in safety.

I felt like I was rolling forever, my sides aching as each step dug into my
flesh, until I hit the wooden floor at the very bottom.

I landed heavily on my side, and I groaned in pain, but didn't have time to
really feel it because the next thing I knew, my forehead hit the ground
with such force, I saw a flash of white and then things became fuzzy and
black.

I lay on the ground, trying to get myself up, but somehow I couldn't get my
body to listen to my brain's commands. After a few attempts, I just flopped
on the floor, feeling a wet sticky substance around my face.

I opened my eyes and blinked and saw red smudges in front of me.

Things had gone quiet, well music was still playing, but people were no
longer yelling. They were talking in hushed voices and I heard a few girls
ask if I was alright.

"Zeke, man, are you ok? What the fuck happened?" I recognized Angelo's
voice.

I looked up at him, but had trouble actually seeing him. My head was
throbbing real bad at this point, and it hurt to keep my eyes open.

I tried to say something to him, but the inside of my mouth was hurting and
tasted metallic like. I spit and saw that my saliva was tinged a dark
red. I stared at it in shock.

"You're bleeding man. How much did you drink, Zeke? You fucking fell down
the stairs," Angelo said gripping me under my arms to help lift me up.

I heard a gasp from the crowd, probably from all the blood that had dripped
out of my nose and was smearing all over the place.

Angelo wrapped one of my arms around his neck and he threw his arm around
my waist to steady me.

"I didn't fall Angelo. He pushed me," I said swaying.

"Who did?" Angelo asked with confusion. He looked up the stairs and my eyes
followed.

I saw the guy who attacked me frozen on the spot. A few of the guys, who I
saw Angelo talking with before were in his face, asking him questions.

"He did. He hit me and then chased me and then pushed me," I was on the
verge of tears at this point.

"Shh, it's ok. Let's head back to the dorm, ok?" Angelo asked, "Where's
your coat."

"The kitchen," I whispered.

"Ok, wait right here, man," and then I saw him head towards the kitchen.

People were still looking at me and all I wanted to do was crawl into my
bed, with Skyler beside me, preferably.

"Alright, let's bounce," Angelo said, as he helped me into my coat.

I leaned on him the entire way home and he walked me to my room, where I
was met with a very startled Davy.

"Jesus, what the fuck happened to you?" he demanded.

"Some guy was hassling him at the frat party," Angelo explained, "And he
fell down the stairs. Or was pushed."

"Pushed?" Davy asked outraged, "Who was the fucker?"

Angelo shrugged, "I didn't know him. But I can ask around."

"You do that," Davy said leading me to my bed.

"Hey, I'm gonna go to my room. Stop by if you need anything, ok?" Angelo
asked.

"Thanks Angelo," I said as I lay slowly down on my bed. Davy waved to him
and then turned on me.

"What really happened?" Davy pressed.

I closed my eyes as tears pricked at the corners.

"I drank too much. I guess I was feeling down and then I went upstairs to
an empty room to just, I don't know, get away, rest or something. I went to
the bathroom and when I came out, this guy was there, saying he needed to
rest too. So I figured, no big deal and we just lay on the bed together,
but then he started touching me and when I tried to leave, he threw me onto
the bed."

Davy gasped, but didn't interrupt me.

"I tried to get away again and he punched me and we fought some more, but I
made it out of the room. He followed me and grabbed me just as I reached
the stairs. I must have lost my balance or something, because I fell and
hit my head," I said rubbing my swollen and very painful forehead.

"Damn it Zeke. Thank god nothing happened to you," Davy said.

"I know," I agreed.

"You're not having the best luck with men, except for Skyler of course,"
Davy said.

I smiled, "Yeah, Skyler."

"Are you gonna tell him about this?"

"What, no way," I said and Davy raised his brows at me.

"Well, he's so busy with school, work, looking for jobs, and worrying about
his brother, I don't want him to have to worry about me too," I said.

Davy frowned, "You should tell him."

"I don't want to. I don't want him to worry. Trust me Davy, I will be ok."

"If you say so," Davy said sounding unconvinced, "Can I get you anything?"

I shook my head, "No, I just need to rest a little. Thanks buddy."

"Hey, that's what roommates and friends are for."

I smiled as I drifted off to sleep, finally feeling safe.

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I slowly woke up to the feeling of someone caressing my face and then I
felt lips on top of mine.

My eyes slowly fluttered open and began to focus.

I finally saw Skyler's face looming over mine.

I sat up with surprise and looked at him with shock.

"What are you doing here?" But then I groaned and clutched my head as a
headache began to radiate everywhere.

"So, what's all this about not wanting me to worry?" Skyler asked
innocently.

I looked around the room for Davy but he was nowhere to be found.

"Damn you Davy," I muttered under my breath.

Skyler looked serious though, "So you weren't planning on telling me that
some guy tried to rape you and practically kill you?"

I sighed, "You have so much on your mind right now, that I didn't-"

He cut me off, "There's always room in my mind for you, Zeke."

"I know, but-"

"No but. I want you to tell me things, everything. I need to know what's
going on and that you're ok. I would die if you didn't tell me anything and
then one day something really bad happened to you," Skyler continued.

"I know, I'm sorry Skyler."

He kissed my forehead gently, "It's ok. Nothing to be sorry about baby."

He leaned his forehead against mine and just stared into my eyes and I got
lost in the deep darkness of his brown orbs.

"So you drove all the way down here on a Thursday night? Don't you have
class tomorrow?" I asked, vaguely remembering his schedule.

Skyler smiled, his fingers massaging my neck, "It's an easy elective
class. 100 level. I'm skipping it. You're gonna have me for the entire
weekend," he drawled out.

I looked at him directly, "Wait, what? The entire weekend? What about your
job?"

He shrugged, "I quit it."

"What?!?" I practically yelled, "You love snowboarding."

Skyler laughed at my mini outburst, "Yeah, but I love you more."

I swear to fucking god, my insides melted when he said that and I just
threw myself into his arms.

He laughed again, wrapping his arms tightly around me, "I don't need the
money really. I did it for fun, but now I want to spend my time with
you. In the past, I never really had someone to spend the weekends with and
lord knows I didn't care about school back in the day, so yeah, quitting
seemed like the obvious choice. So guess who will be here every weekend?"
he asked winking at me suggestively as he pulled me backwards onto the bed
and hugged me.

I snuggled into him and sighed.

"So I'm stuck with you?" I asked, pretending it was a huge chore for me.

"You're stuck with me," Skyler said gently nipping on my ear.


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