Date: Sat, 29 May 2010 17:30:48 +0000
From: Steve Thomas <stevethomas535@hotmail.com>
Subject: Kyle's Out-coming, Ch 18

This is based on the author's feelings, beliefs, and in some cases
experience but it is a work of pure fiction. Come to think of it, it may
not always be that pure! There may be graphic sexual encounters at times
between men, so if this offends you or you are otherwise not allowed by
law, etc., you are invited to retreat. Otherwise ... enjoy!

Cast of characters:

Kyle Tragg -- That's me!
Kevin -- My older brother.
Ron -- my dad.
Chrissy -- my mom.
Mike Newberry -- New Best Friend.

Tommy Newberry -- Mike's Dad.

Bette Newberry -- Mike's mom.
Bob Wills-- Old best friend.
Jorge, Ron, -- New friends

Brian, Barry -- nurses.

Karston -- Kevin's Friend

Leslie -- Mikes new girlfriend

>From Chapter 17:

"Whattaya mean?"  Asked Mike, confused that his parents could possible be
thinking of getting back together.

"In putting up a solid front for you ... well ... we have found something
that we never knew existed ... right now it's kind of ... well, heh
... physical ... but it's more than we've ever had before.  We both think
we might want to be together when you bring your kids over to see us ... to
play with grandpa and grandma!"

I am not sure if Tommy saw the instant drop in Mikes eyes ... a momentary
panic that he recovered from almost immediately.  Maybe only I saw it.  But
what I saw sent a chill completely through me.  There was a renewed hope
... I could see it ... if his parents could do this ... if his dad could
... maybe MIKE could!  That's what I perceived in a split second, as his face
went from panic to realization to hope.  I wanted the best for my friend
... or was he my lover?  But what IS the best?

Chapter 18

Well, If Mike was quick to recover, so was I.  All that I experienced in
that split second went unnoticed by the others.

Because of Mike's casts and his still pretty delicate body, we again were
allowed a special box during the game.  Karston still was not ready to play
football, but he was determined that he would be before the end of the
season.  So he sat down on the bench with the team.  I know Mike was
disappointed ... for me ... that he was not up in the box with us ...

But I wasn't.

I sat next to Mike, and Dad sat next to Tommy.  Our moms were even there,
but they mostly talked about "mom" stuff when the game was going.  Twice
Mike almost fell off his chair.

"Mike, Sweetie, why don't you and Kyle go sit on that couch over there!"
pointing to a love seat that could not possibly be used and also watch the
game.

He gave her "the look" and then my mom said, "Kyle - maybe you could not be
such a macho-man and hold Mikes arm so he has something better to balance
on.

I shyly (okay, it was an act!!) took hold of his arm and he smiled at the
warmth of my hands.  We linked arms and something down below made its
presence known.  After everyone else's attention waned, Mike's eyes met
mine.  There was a yearning ... almost pained expression, as his lips
scrunched into a regretful pout.  Again it was only a split second moment,
but things like that go through me like a bolt of lightning.  Is he letting
me down ... gently?

During half time, Kevin popped up to see us.  His eyes went directly to
Mike's and my hands.  Our linked arms had "degenerated" to only holding
hands.  Mike blushed and lowered his eyes.  Kevins hand came down on ours
and he said, "I 'm almost jealous!"  and he kissed my cheek.  He looked
into my eyes for a short ... but seemingly eternally long ... moment, and
bit his lip.  Then he whispered, "I love to see you so happy, Kye Kye!"
Thanks for being such a good ... er ... 'friend', Mike!"

Mike's eye brows shot up.  "Me?  Kye's the one who has been with me all
through this whole fucking ordeal!  I'm not sure I could ever make it up to
him."

"OH ... I'm sure you'll find a way!"  smirked my brother.  Kevin knelt on
Mike's other side - his back to everyone else ... and talked quietly past
him to me.  "I'm so happy you guys have each other.  I wish I had a girl I
was so in to ... as much as you two obviously are.  Gotta get back down to
the locker room ... ' Can't miss Coach's pep talk, yah know!  I'll make you
both proud!"

Kev sprang up and went and kissed Mom and sprinted down the stadium steps
as if they were nothing.  Mike and I were lost in each other's eyes for
another interminable moment.  I wanted to cry at the regret I saw in his
beautiful eyes.  How can he let down his parents?  How can he give up his
OWN dream of a family?  (How could I even ask or WANT that?)

I went home with my parents after the game.  I know Kev was going to be
there for the remainder of the weekend, and Mom and Dad would want the
family together.  After everything was quiet at home, and Kevin had taken a
long shower, he didn't go to his room ... he came and climbed into my bed.

"So what's up with you and Mike?  Sorry I laid it on kinda heavy earlier.
I couldn't read what I saw in you guys's eyes.  I mean it's obvious that
you love each other ... but there seemed to be a lot of ... was it fear I
saw?  After Kyle's beating, I don't blame either of you, but ... Kye kye
... you just have to be careful.  You definitely can't let fear rule - "

"Kevin!"  I sobbed in the dark.  "It's not that."  I couldn't speak for a
moment.  My big brother scooted into me and pulled me in close to him.  I
had on sleep shorts but Kev was au natural.  He held me firmly but
tenderly.

"What is it Kye Kye!  Whatever it is we can fix."

I sighed and breathed several heaving breaths.  "I'm losing him, Kev.  His
parents are getting back together and - "

"I thought his dad was gay?"

"They are doing it for Mike ... they want to be together so they can be the
grandma and grandpa that his kids deserve.  And ... Mike doesn't want to
disappoint them.  And I ... I ... I can't ask him to give up his family
dream ... "  I sighed again and shuddered.

Kevin pulled me even closer.  "We'll get through this, Kye ... and
everything will be okay ... you'll see."

I needed to change the subject.  So I reached between us and grabbed my
brothers raging boner.  "You got the hots for your little brother, Kev?"  I
giggled.

"Aw, Kye!  You're a warm body!  Whattaya expect?  Just because you got no
tits (he fluttered his fingers past my nips) ... you still have smooth skin
and it feels good.  My body can't tell the difference."

"Kev – Can I ... speaking of fixing thing ... Can I ... fix this for
you?"

"Oh, Kye Kye, you don't have to - "

"I wouldn't want to ... if I HAD to ... maybe.  But I DO want to.  You'll
always be my brother, Kev!"

He kissed the nape of my neck.  "What did I do to deserve a little brother
like you?"

I dove under the covers.  Kevin sprang out of bed.  "Gotta pee first!"  He
came back and locked my door.  When he came back to bed, his boner was
gone, and again he said I didn't need to do it.  I pulled the covers over
my head and started to suck and chew on his flaccid meat.  It was not long
before I felt the head pressing at my throat.  I relaxed it and slid all
the way down to his curly pubes.

I clutched him for a moment and swallowed several times ... which made my
macho brother squirm and whimper.  I then started slowly to take long full
strokes up and down his shaft.  He begged me to go faster, so I started to
bob up and down.  His boner grew even thicker, but my throat was used to it
and his generous precum made it easier.

I squeezed his nuts repeatedly, and pulled them down, making him moan and
pant harder.  I felt that familiar pulling up of his nads as he got ready
to blow the top off his bone.  He didn't bother to protest that I shouldn't
swallow it this time ... he knew I wanted it by now.

I felt his whole lower torso and legs stiffen as he shot volley after
volley up his shaft and down my throat.  After he was all finished, I
stayed and sucked and munched on his softening penis ... while he gained
his breath.  He stroked my face and caressed my hair for about five minutes
and I almost fell asleep – like a baby does sucking his thumb.

He pulled me up on top of him and said, "God, I love my little brother!  I
know I'll never find a girl who can do me like that!  I'm just glad you're
my brother and we can justify at least this between us.  Did you want me to
- "

"Maybe someday, Kev.  I know it's not your thing ... and you definitely
don't wanna do that now!"

"I know, but I feel like I owe - "

"Shhh!"  I said and kissed his cheek.  He grabbed my face and said, "I at
least owe you this: He kissed my mouth ... deeply and then said, "GAWD,
that's a heady taste, you have there!"  and giggled.

"It's all yours!"  I said and snuggled back against him.  We fell asleep
and both woke up ... wooded up.

We went and picked up Mike on Sunday.  He spent the day with us.  Bobby saw
us getting out of the car and came over.  He had seen the game last night
too, and he and Kevin went through it play by play.  They paused their
conversation for a moment.  "It looks like you may have a brother-in-law
some day, Kev!"  He giggled, seeing the way Mike and I were caressing each
others' hands.

Kevin said that I was just helping get circulation going for Mike.  "Yeah,
that'd get MY circulation going!"  Laughed Bobby.  (He never DID know when
to stop!) Kev immediately brought the subject back to football, knowing how
uncomfortable both Mike and I were for that moment.

Dad barbecued some hamburgers and mom prepare all the "fixins" for lunch.
It was too cold outside to do much of anything, but when Kevin, Bobby and
Dad sat down to watch San Diego play Chicago, Mike and I decided to take a
walk.  Or rather, I pushed his wheelchair.  He could hobble pretty well on
his crutches now, but it was just easier to go round the block in the
chair.

I helped him on with his coat and set out to push him to the park.  I
didn't need a coat because I was working hard enough pushing the wheelchair
to keep me warm.

We both wanted to express how we felt ... but we couldn't find words.  When
we got to the park, I wheeled him to a bench and I sat.  He wheeled himself
opposite m and said, "Kye kye ... I ... "  His eyes filled with tears.  "I
love you so much!  I don't know what we're gonna do!"

"I know."  I said lamely.  "Mike ... can I ask you something?"  He gave me
"the look".  I took both his hands and said, "Mikey – Kev and I –
sometimes ... do stuff ... "  I let that hang for a moment until I saw
recognition in his eyes.  "Do you mind if - "

"Hey!  I got no hold on you.  "I said I love you ... and I do ... but you
know I can't ... I mean I haven't ... you know ... I mean ... oh shit!  I'm
so confused.  But whatever you do with your brother ... no matter what
happens with us ... is okay.  If somehow we can figure this all out
... maybe the three of us someday can ... "  This time it was he that let
it hang, knowing I got his meaning.

I looked all around and pecked his lips.

"Woo hoo!"  We heard and looked and two boys who looked about fourteen were
peeking around the clubroom wall.

"Shit!"  I gotta be more careful!

"I've half a mind to give them a show ... but I guess we shouldn't!"
Smirked Mike.

I pushed him back and we joined the other guys.  The Chargers were losing
to the Bears – no surprise there.  I took Mike home later.  Mike's
parents invited us for dinner.  As we were eating some of her home made
cheese cake, Tommy said, "We want to talk to you two for a few moments."

Mike looked scared at what they might say.  He only was showing what I was
feeling!

"We can obviously see how the two of you love each other.  Please don't
make any life decisions because of us!  We of course want grandchildren and
the chance of carrying out our family name, but you two have to do and be
what you are ... and we will support whatever you decide."

Again, Mike was showing exactly how I felt ... but was too shy to express:
tears were streaming down his face.

"Sorry Mike, I know that you are weak still and easily emotional.  But we
just wanted you to know that.  We love you ... both ... so much!  Can we
ever repay what you have done for our son, Kyle?"

"Your dad and I still haven't decided for sure what we're going to do, but
we talked about it and it's not going to depend on what our son decides.
That is our firm decision.  So you two do what is best for you.  Your dad
and I are in full support of you both."

I said my good-byes and shakily made my way to the car ... and then cried
all the way home.  I sat in the car for about ten minutes after getting
there, and finally Kevin came out and got in the other side.  "You okay,
little bro?"

"Yeah ... I am ... more okay than I've been for a long time.  I guess we
should get in the house."

"No ... I think we should go to a movie!  I think Mom and Dad would like
some alone time ... to do whatever old married folks do."

I laughed and drove us to the mall and we watched a movie.  When we got
home, all was quiet, so we headed for the shower.  I got in and was kind of
surprised when Kevin followed me right in.

He muscled me out of the shower spray then pulled me back in.  "You ever
been butt fucked, Kye kye?"

"Not ... not for reals."  I said.  He looked confused.  "I did it with a
warm carrot once."  I explained.  He held me for a moment, not quite
knowing what to say next ... a first for my brother!  "Kev ... do you want
to ... be my first?"

"I was just wondering ... I'd assumed you'd want to save that for Mike."
He said, flushed.

"I still don't know where that's going.  He told me whatever we did was
okay ... as brothers."

"Wow!  I DO want him for my brother-in-law!"

"Well ... he wants to maybe do something ... you know the three of us."

Kevin didn't answer, but his dick throbbed against me.  I took some hair
conditioner and forced it up into me and then put more on him and I backed
into him.  He held me close under the shower as he gently pushed in and
out.  I was surprised it didn't hurt at all.  I felt so full each time he
buried himself in me.

In a few moments, he was shuddering, moaning and gushing a load in my other
end.

We washed off in silence and after we dried off, went to bed.  I started to
put on my sleep shorts.  "Don't need those Kye kye!"  He said and grabbed
them and threw them across the room.

When we were snuggled together under the covers, he said, "That's twice
you've gotten me off in as many nights.  Your turn, Kye!  What'll it be
... my mouth or my butt?"

"Kev ... you're not gay ... you don't have to - "

"Wasn't it you who told me that if you had to it wouldn't mean as much?"

I didn't say anything, so he dove under the covers.  I was so surprised and
shy ... at the thought of my big brother doing this that I was completely
limp.  It didn't take much sucking and munching to reverse that phenomenon!
He got me off quickly and then said, "You GOTTA try this!" And as if he
thought I'd never done it, he kissed me and gave me most of it back.
"Isn't that awesome, Kye?  Tastes like pure sex, doesn't it?"  We fell
asleep in each other's embrace.

Notes: I wish I knew when we were young that my brother would probably have
been a willing participant like that.  Where is this going?  Guess we'll
have to wait and see.  Comments are always welcome ... to Steve at
stevethomas@hotmail.com