Date: Tue, 10 Feb 2004 06:33:48 -0800 From: Steve Thomas Subject: Leonards-Lust, Ch. 20 This is a fictional story. It is based on many experiences and fantasies of the authors. If you are really into graphic sex, it may not satisfy your purpose for coming here. If you like to hear of real love and real teen angst, with a little sex thrown in, you are in the right place. There may be some amount of graphic sex between males. If this is objectionable to you, or you are legally too young to be here, you are cordially invited to press your back button. Cast of Characters: Leonard Kirk Harston (Lenny) Lawrence Olivier Goodwin (Rennie) Mrs. Harston, Lenny's mom Mr. Harston, Lenny's dad Mr. Goodwin, Rennie's dad Mrs. Goodwin, Rennie's mom Joy -- Rennie's older sister Jennifer -- Rennie's younger sister Bobby -- Joy's husband Seth -- Lenny's friend Luke -- Seth's lover Chris -- Seth's Brother Criag -- Chris's lover Jake Smith -- Seth and Chris's cousin. Colin -- Jake's husband & Bobby's brother Morty -- Rennie's Cousin Ursula -- Jake & Colins daughter Uri -- Jake and Colin's son Carrie -- Jake's sister Uncle Jake -- Jake's dad Aunt Lindy -- Jake's mom Renate -- The Goodwin's housekeeper Etta -- the Smith's housekeepe Shelley -- Friend at University DeVon -- Shelley's cousin Marcus -- DeVon's brother Arthur -- A team leader at the shelter George - Ren's tennant Ty -- new friend from Oklahoma Ricky, Ty's cousin David - Toyota Dearlership owner Jason, waiter Suzanne -- Jason's wife From Chapter 19: "Oh? You didn't touch him?" "Ren -- we washed each other! And rubbed a little more on some parts that others -- that's all." "Did you - " "Yeah -- we both -- came." "Where did he sleep?" "Where do you think?" "On the couch?" "Rennie!" "Well!!?? It hurts to see you with someone else." "I understand. I felt kinda funny when you came in last night with Ty." "Oh!" I didn't ask any questions at all. I didn't have to. The look on his face told me all of it! Chapter 20 "When can we see each other again, Lenny?" "Ren -- I'm just not ready for that yet. Please don't - don't press me." "I'm sorry." "I need to get an early start tomorrow, Ren. You better go now." There was no easy way to let him down. "Yeah. Okay." He hugged me once again and left. I didn't let myself cry. I wanted to. I had a hard time getting to sleep. I thought about Ren -- how much I wanted him -- how I hated seeing him hurt. I thought about Dave -- how strange tonight turned out. I thought about Ricky. And before I fell asleep -- in like a waking dream, I was kissing Jason. I then was next making love to him. I woke up as I came in my boxers. As I was thinking I wanted to go change them, I fell back asleep. I woke up thinking about Jason again. I had forgotten about calling him. I wasn't even sure I wanted to mess with a married guy. I took my shower and went to school. It was Friday. I passed the guy that I had held off of Ren the day he was being beat up. He didn't look like he even recognized me. I still had a creepy feeling like someone was -- watching me -- or -- following me -- or -- something. When I got back to my car, the windshield was smashed. I opened the door and there was a message on the dashboard: "Don't mess with us, FAG lover! You WILL lose! I called security. They came and took a report. I was pretty sure I knew who it was. Somehow, I thought it helped that they didn't know I was gay. This report and the other where Shelley had identified those guys should be pretty good evidence. I had not heard what happened with that. The security guy would only tell me that they had been questioned, and kept claiming they were acting in self defense. Luckily the part that was smashed was on the passenger side. I drove home. There were two messages. BEEP! "Hey Lenny -- Ricky here. -- give me a call!" BEEP! "Hi Lenny. This is Jason -- at the restaurant. I was disappointed you never called or came by the restaurant. I'd like to see you again -- just to talk. See you later -- I hope." I wondered if talk was really all he wanted. I couldn't imagine getting mixed up with a married guy. I decide that tonight I would go to the restaurant. Ring! "Hello?" Ricky answered. "Hey, Rick! It's me, Lenny." "HI, Lenny!!" I could hear the wide grin in his voice. "I'm so glad you called! I was hoping it was you.. Hah! It's not as if anyone else might call me!" "Hi. What's up?" "Do I get to see you tonight, dude?" "Well, just a minute, let me look at my busy schedule!" I said, then immediately, "I don't have any other pressing engagements. Wanna play miniature golf?" "Miniature golf? Heh! It's been a few years, but yeah -- that's be fun. Hey! I got a job today!" "You did? Great!" I answered. "Yeah. It's not much, but then -- well at least for the job market -- neither am I!" "Good! How many hours?" "Twenty-four per week at first, but I plan to make myself indispensable to them, so they will want me the full forty -- or more!" "Cool. When do you start?" "Tomorrow! That's why I wanted to see you tonight. I will be starting working 2:00 -- 10:30 PM shift, Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays." "Where?" "Promise you won't laugh?" "Sure!" "McDonalds!" "Hey, it's a greasy job, but somebody's gotta do it! And the low man on the totem pole gets the worst hours -- and the worst jobs -- like cleaning out the old grease." I said. "Okay. So --- I'll pick you up at 6:30, and we'll go out for some grub, then to the miniature golf course." "Okay! I'll be ready!" When I got there, he was dressed in a navy poor boy and tight jeans. He had a red bandana around his forehead. He looked so hot! He saw me coming and was out the door, pulling on a black leather jacket. "Nice jacket!" I said. "Thanks! My daddy gave it to me before I left." I heard of other guys from the south call their dad's "daddy", and thought it was stupid. But when Ricky said it, it sounded cute! I couldn't resist: "Hop in, Ricky Lee!" I laughed! His face lost its smile! "Who told you that! No one here knows that's my name!" "It is??" I exulted. "It was just a wild guess." He wasn't smiling, so I added, "I meant no harm! I love it!" "Y- you -- d-do?" "Are you kidding me? It's adorable!" "That's what my daddy told me. `Son, you will need to drop the lee from your name out there. There's too many weirdoes who might think it's cute!' So I became Ricky. Are you sure Ty didn't tell you that?" "I'm sure! It just fits." "It fits? Really?" "Yeah! Like Bobby Joe, or Jim-Bob. Some names just seem to fit." "Oh. Never thought much about it." "So -- shall we wow your boss and go to McDougal's for dinner?" "Where?" "McDonalds, silly! We can show your boss you're bringing him business." "Works for me!" "You -- ahem! -- look really cute in that outfit, Ricky-Lee!" I said in my best southern accent. This time he grinned. "Good enough to eat?" He came back with. "Oh! Ha-ha! You got me there! What's going on with Ty -- I mean -- YOU and Ty?" "We come to an understandin'." "And - - what would that be?" "Kindly like the army: `Don't ask -- Don't tell'. That way no one has to lie if one of our parents asks any questions." "And - - are you guys cool with each other again." "Yeah!" he grinned. "We had some fun last night!" "What -- oh! You mean" -- "Wasn't nothin', really. We just jacked each other off -- before we went to sleep. That's all we ever did." "Really? So," I felt guilty asking, but - - "So -- Rennie isn't giving him what he needs?" "Ty's a very needful dude." "Ricky -- did you think what we did was -- was -- sex?" "You mean in the shower?" he asked. "Yeah." "Why -- did you?" "I guess." I said. "But you got some more to teach me, don't you?" "I just don't want to -- er -- lead you on. If we did more than that, you'd have to know it's just for the fun." "You said that before." "I know. But I know you have not been seeing anyone else too. I'm just not ready to commit -- not yet." "I know that. But you see -- you're doing the same thing I was -- to Ty. Your thinking you have to worry about me. You don't. If I get hurt -- well, that's my own doin'." "Okay." I said. We went into eat. He had a fillet of fish, and I had a big mac'n cheese. And we each had fries and a shake. Ricky dipped his fries IN his chocolate shake! When he saw me watching him, he purposely found a long one and dipped it deeply into the shake, pulled it out and slowly licked and sucked on it, never taking his eyes from mine. I got hard! He giggled. "The miniature golf was fun. As we left, he asked me, "What made you think of miniature golf?" "You can learn a lot about a person playing miniature golf." I answered. You can learn if he cheats, if he is a good sport, if he has a temper." "So --- ? Did I pass your test?" "With flying colors! Especially when I hit that hole-in-one!" "Shoot! I was just thinkin' bout what you could teach me about one-in-hole!" "You're bad!" When we left the miniature golf course, I drove to Jason's restaurant. When we came in, I asked the hostess if Jason was on tonight. "You want Jason?" There'll be an extra wait. He's in demand! An extra five minutes or so." "That'd be fine." We were seated in three minutes! When Jason came over, he smiled huge. "Hi!! How're you? Want some water first?" "Yeah. And the dessert menu. You remember Ricky?" "Yeah. He was with you that first night you were in here." "Yup." "Jason!" I looked back and a very pretty girl with a baby in her arms was walking toward us, with two kids behind her. "Honey, this is Lenny -- the guy I told you about! Lenny, this is Suzanne." "Hi!" I got up and extended my hand. She handed the baby to Jason, then took my hand and then pulled me into a tight hug. "Jason has told me so much about you! So YOU're the one who taught him how to hug! Well, I'm so happy about that! He sure didn't get any of that from his dad!" Mental note: Ask Jason later what that was all about! "Nice to meet you, Suzanne. This is Ricky." "Hi Ricky. Are you gay too?" My mouth dropped open, and Ricky turned even redder than I did. "I'm so proud of Jason for being so open minded! Especially considering he's not all that macho himself! I know a lot of guys who would just be hateful to guys like you if they thought anyone could take them wrong!" Jason was red, too. I could tell he wanted to strangle his wife right there. He looked apologetically at me and Ricky. Then she looked at Jason and said, "You can go over to Lenny's any time!" Then back at me, "Maybe you can show him some more tricks! When he came home that night he was at your house - " "Suzanne!" Jason hoarsely whispered. "Shh! This isn't the place!" When he turned to me and his face was crimson. "I'll be right back." He herded his family back outside. The vein on his neck was standing out, and his face was still red, but he talked quietly and sweetly to her. Once they were in the car, he rushed back in, shaking his head. "She has cost me two jobs because of her mouth!" he said between his teeth. "Have you decided what you want?" "Heh! The dessert menu." "OH! Sorry guys. I'll be right back.." "Wow!" Ricky said. What was that all about?" Hugs -- huh?" "He came over after work that night we were here." "I didn't know you knew him! It didn't seem - " "I didn't! I left him a big tip and my phone number. He called." "Wow! But how did you know -- wait -- he's married!" "I didn't know that!" I defended. "Until he got over there." "You're telling; me he's married -- AND gay?" "Bi!" I said. "Bye? Where you goin' now?" "No, he's bi -- you know bisexual. He's a little of both!" "Wha-at!??" Ricky's eyes popped open. "You can be both!?? Now I know my daddy's right. They's all kindsa weird stuff out here!" "Trust me -- they're all over the place, Ricky -- even in Oklahoma!" "Well, I'll be fucked by a goat! I didn't know that!" "Go online sometime -- into the gay chat rooms! You can get an education there!" "I guess! So he wants to -- what? What IS it he wants?" "I don't know. I know he's lonely. No one to talk to about his -- sexuality." "I know what that's like!" "And I'm sure he longs to feel a hard male body, too!" I added. "I know what that's like!" "Me too!" "Here's your menu's! May I suggest the banana royale? It's a calorie buster, but it's good!" "Sounds good to me!" I said. "Make that two! I'm in the mood for a banana tonight!" Ricky smirked. "I'm gonna wash my hands. Be right back.." I said. I was peeing when Jason walked in. "Are you dating him?" "Huh?" I said turning to see who it was. "Oh! N -- well, yeah, I guess this is a date. But . I wouldn't say I'm dating him -- not ONLY him, anyway." "Oh." He sounded disappointed. "I was just hoping - " Another customer walked in, cutting him short. I finished up, washed my hands and went back out to the table. Jason caught up with me before I got to the table. He whispered, "I really want to talk to you." "I know. I got your message. Is there any where -- or time -- I can call you?" "Any time now that my wife knows who you are." "But if she's there -- you can't talk -- can you?" "I`ll -- figure something out." "K." I said, as I sat down. He went to get our concoctions. We ate them, and went back to my place. "Ricky -- what exactly have you done with your cousin?" "I told you -- we only jacked each other off -- once or twice." "That's all?" "Yup!" "And -- really -- that's all you and I have done." I reminded him. "We done a heap more than that!" he said. I looked at him questioningly. "First off, we kissed. Ty and I never done that! And we snuggled together all night. Ty and I never done any o' that stuff." "Ohhhh! I get it. What you and I did was -- more -- um -- intimate." "Yeah! What me an' Ty did was more just to get off. It didn't mean nothin' to us. Hell, we're cousins!" "Gotcha! So are you -- um -- ready to learn some more -- more -- um -- stuff?" I blushed. He didn't! "YEAH!!!" He beamed! I smiled. "Do you have any preferences? I mean, I am not that much experienced either, but I know a few tricks." "What have you done?" He asked. "Ahhh -- lets just start easy and not worry about that, k?" "Okay. Well, I got no expectations. You just go with it!" "Well, we can start where we left off before -- in the shower." "Last one in's a rotten potato!" He said, and stripped off his clothes. I was laughing right from the start -- we both were. Once we were both clean -- I prevented any eruptions while we were washing -- I dropped to my knees. Ricky froze. I wrapped my hands around his butt, and pulled myself up close to his pubes. I blew on them. Ricky whistled, then giggled. I kissed and sniffed all around his pubic area without actually touching his dick or balls. He was already going mildly crazy. I got up and kissed him. Then grabbed a towel and dried him off. He mimicked everything I did. I was in heaven! I then picked him up like a baby and carried him to the bedroom, laying him gently on the bed. Now that he was dry, I could see the glistening drop forming at the hole in the end of his dick. I bent down and licked it off. He took a sharp intake of breath, then shrieked a little as I licked around the red corona. I then licked up and down his shaft and he was writhing like it was torture. I then went down and sniffed under his balls. He again shrieked quietly, and I nosed them and then licked them. When I came to the little tissue between his scrotum and anus, he let out a gasp -- and a little cry. I grabbed his dick in my hand and sucked a testicle into my mouth, gently rolling it around with my tongue. He started to breathe quicker and I knew he must be close, so I stopped and kissed my way up to his stomach, then to his mouth, paying particular attention to his tits. As I worked my way up to his mouth, his hips were thrusting up hard at me. I kissed him deep. He came back onto me with a passion I never experienced even from Rennie! He stopped for a moment and looked deeply into my eyes. "God! I love you!" he said. I gently reminded him -- and myself -- that it was his body speaking to me -- not his heart. He then again aped everything I did for him. It nearly drove me out of my mind. Even Ren and I had not held back for so long. My balls ached by the time he stopped. We kissed some more, and started to slowly jack each other off. He was more excited than I was and it was pretty soon that he started to breath heavy and pant. I quickly bent down and took him into my mouth. He screamed and grabbed my head and started to fuck it with all he had. He was a wild boy! It hurt me, but I willed myself not to barf, as he forced it down my throat. Then he started to vibrate and his whole body stiffened. I took this opportunity to pull back and stroke him in my mouth -- not my throat. I tongued him as hard as I could as he started to shoot course after course of spunk in my mouth. His body was writhing in spasms. His voice became high pitched like a little boy, as he whimpered and cried out. Then he collapsed under me. It was as if he were dead, except for the heavy breathing and the audible pounding of his heart. He shook his head back and forth, his eyes tightly closed. I came up close to his face and asked, "you okay?" He opened his eyes and looked into mine. He could only blink, squeezing tears out as he nodded his head. His arms came up and around me and he pulled me close -- in a tight hug. He started sobbing. I looked at him, worried. "It's -- it's -- it's okay. I've just never ever felt this kind of -- of -- of -- feeling! I am in heaven!" Then he sobbed some more. I lay down beside him and pulled him to me. He put his head on my chest and his whole body spasmed as he slowly gained some control of it. As his breathing slowed, he started to kiss and suck in my nipples. Then on my neck. Before he got to my face, he was asleep, splayed out on top of me. I gently turned and he rolled off me. I came up behind him and we fell asleep spooning. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK! I awoke with a start, and looked at the clock-radio. It was 3:30 AM. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK! I got up. Ricky moaned something. I went to the door and peeked in the peep hole. It was Jason. I opened the door. He started to talk -- regular voice. "SHhhh!" I said. You're gonna wake the dead!" I smiled and opened the door wider to let him in. He was obviously shaken up a lot! "She kicked me out!" He whispered. "What!!?? Why?" I asked simply. "I told her." "What?" "I'm gay!" "You told me you're bi. And you mean -- she didn't guess that?" "What -- what's goin' on?" Said Ricky from the bedroom door. "His wife kicked him out." I answered. I have to admit, Ricky's reaction was more compassionate than mine. "Dude! Omigosh! I'm so sorry!" I felt immediately ashamed. "Yeah, - I am too!" I said lamely. "Are you alright -- okay stupid question!" I said. "Can we do something for you?" "Yeah -- yeah!" He looked deeply into my eyes, but didn't say any more. "What?" I asked. "Anything!" Ricky said. "Just -- just -- hold me! Like you did that first night." He lowered his voice to a barely audible whisper in my ear. "Can you do that? I mean I understand if you can't -- with -- I mean -- with the other dude here." I looked at Ricky and he was nodding. I took Jason's hand and led him to the bed. I got in and beckoned to him. He started to get in. "Uh -- you gonna take your shoes off?" I chuckled. He didn't. He removed his shoes and the rest of his clothes, seeing that Ricky and I were naked, and climbed in, backing up to me. Ricky turned off the light and without asking, spooned Jason's front. We lay that way for a long time, no one going to sleep. "You gonna be okay?" I whispered. "I -- I don't wanna leave." He said. "I love her. And my kids! I can't leave them. I can't!" "Jason -- even though she had to know on some level -- it was still a shock to her. Maybe she just needs some time to think about it." "Maybe." "Kin I ask you sumthin'?" Ricky said. "What?" Jason said. "If you wanna stay with her -- and them -- why did you come over here -- that first night?" "I -- I dunno. I just wanted -- to -- wanted to -- talk -- and - " "And?" "I really don't know. That night, she was not very nice to me. She doesn't know what tact is. She just blurts out whatever she's thinking." "Yeah -- we got that much!" Ricky said. "Dude! She embarrasses me all the time like that. But -- I do love her." "Were you hoping -- that first night -- to get something more -- than talk?" Ricky asked. "I don't -- think -- so. I don't know. I didn't think about it -- I just did it." "And nothin' happened -- right?" I bit my lip, wondering what he would say. I know what I dreamed, but other than that, even I didn't know what we did. "Well, yeah -- something did happen. But I told her! We hugged for awhile. That was all I needed that night." I finally asked, "Did your dad ever hug you?" "I can barely remember when I was little -- I think he did. But I can't remember anything like that after I started to get taller -- I was a really short kid. About 6th grade I started to grow. After that, I don't think he hugged me. I sure as hell wanted him to. But when I would try to hug him -- or crawl on his lap, he would push me off." I knew exactly what he was talking about. I said, "The closest I ever got to anything intimate with my dad was when he would make a vee with the middle and ring fingers of his left hand and say, "Live long and prosper." "My daddy didn't do even that much. He didn't even like my mom hugging me! `Yore gonna make a damm sissy outa him, dammit!' He'd say. Hrmph! Well, `guess he was right huh? `Guess it's HER fault I'm this way!" "You guys are so great!" Jason said. "What'd I say?" Ricky asked. "This is exactly what I needed. Someone to talk to -- and hug! Man I feel such love here!" "Lenny says that's not love. It's our bodies telling us - " "Yeah, yeah! I got that lecture in school too. But this is different. I don't wanna do anything with you -- it just feels good to be hugged and understood by you." "Right!" Ricky said. "You really don't wanna do anything!" "Of course I do! But this isn't about that. Just `cuz I wanna do something doesn't mean I WILL do something. Besides -- what if I did. What if I did -- and you liked it -- liked it so much you wanted to -- keep doing it?" "That'd be cool!" Ricky said. "No -- I don't think so. You'd hate my family, because I would not leave them and you would always come in a distant second to them." "Oh." Ricky said. He didn't sound like he believed it. "Hey guys -- I know it's Friday night, but I still have a lab tomorrow morning. Can we get some sleep?" I said. "Oh! Sorry." Said Jason. "Thanks for letting me stay here tonight. I dunno where I'll stay after this, but in the middle of the night, this is the only place I could think of." I wanted to ask why he didn't go to his parents, but after what I said about getting to sleep, I decided not to. We snuggled up close again and fell asleep. In the morning, Jason was gone again. Ricky was clutching the side of the bed, and I was clutching Ricky. I tried to gently and quietly extricate myself, but he was already awake. "Wow, dude, I thought you'd never wake up!" "How long have you been awake?" I asked. "Only about twenty minutes, but it was a long twenty minutes!" "Well, I'm awake now. What time is it?" "6:30." "Oh! My Saturday morning makeup lab isn't `til 9:00. We have time!" "Time?" "Yeah!" I said and then grinned. Time to do what we couldn't last night!" "Dude!" "You fell asleep last night after - - " "I know! I thought about that a lot after you two fell asleep. I guess I felt a little guilty." "Naw! You don't need to feel that way. I really liked showing you! So - - you liked it?" "SHIT YEAH!" he cried. "Now it's your turn. You tell me if there is anything I'm forgetting." I was ready! I threw the covers back and he said, "Turn over on your tummy!" I did as I was told. He started by massaging my shoulders and neck, then worked his way down my back. Man he had strong hands! "Where did you get those great hands? I asked. "Farm work helps a lot!" He was down to my lower back. When he got to my butt, he kneaded each side with both hands. He actually was moaning as he did it. I felt something hot on my cheeks down there. His face was right next to it, and his breath was on them. I shrieked a little as his nose grazed my crack. He giggled and ran his nose deep into it, saying, "Ahhhh! You got one soft and smooth butt. I love the feel of it on my face." "Well, your face feels pretty nice on my butt!" I said with a giggle. He then turned me over and started working on my legs, one at a time. He started at the thighs, working his fingers up under my balls, but concentrating on the thigh muscles. It felt so good and so relaxing! He worked every muscle in my legs, and then gave me a foot massage. When he was finished with my feet he spread my legs and put his nose right in my crotch. He sucked on one ball and then the other, then nibbled on the part underneath. When he licked my anus, I again shrieked. "Hey! You don't need to do that!" I said, a little embarrassed. "I'm a likin' it!" he said and he did it again. "But I'm not clean! I've never -- ahhhhh! Oh my gosh! You're sure its clean enough?" "Seems to be!" He then started to just sniff the end of my dick. I was nearly out of my mind, trying to not squirm too much. "You sure you haven't ever done this before?" I asked. "I just know what I would like!" He said, and he clamped down on my dick with his mouth. I felt a spurt of precum squirt out. "MMmmm! Now that's nice!" he said then went back to work. He was a natural! Either that or he really HAD done this before! As I started to squirm and moan a little he stopped, and came back to my mouth. We kissed some more, and not even planning it, I found my face in his crotch! I worked him to a high point and stopped. His hips were undulating after I stopped. He turned upside down and we sucked on each other until we both were wild with passion. He came first, and his suppressed cries pushed me over the top. When I let go with my less subdued whoops, it gave him permission to do the same. The way we were both bucking and squirming, it was impossible to contain all the nectar erupting into our mouths. When we were done, I turned back to the top of the bed, and we kissed each other sweetly and passionately as our woodies grew soft, slipping against each other. "Wow!" he said. "That was -- hot!" I wanted to tell him there was more -- but I held my tongue. Save it for another day. But I was by this time hungry for him to be in me. I realize this is totally selfish, but sometimes we need to be. I took him out to breakfast at Denny's before taking him back to his place. We didn't talk much, but kept looking at each other, both with sappy smiles, while we chewed our food. He seductively picked up a sausage and evilly kept my attention as he sucked it and finally put it in his mouth and chewed it up. I wondered exactly what he was thinking about. I knew what I was thinking -- I was imagining that he was chewing on something else! Notes: Ah, youth! Is Lenny falling again -- or is Ricky? Or is it as Lenny keeps protesting -- just for fun? And what about Jason? What can he do? I guess fate will let us know. Comments? PLEASE! To: Steve at s4d@hotmail.com . Thanks and love, Steve Bottom line: Love will Rule in the end.