Date: Fri, 30 Oct 2020 14:16:27 +0000 (UTC) From: Terry Green Subject: My Secret Confession It had been a tough semester, and after 18 credits of biology and chemistry, I was so glad to be home for spring break. Mom, dad, and my sisters were happy to have me back, as was I as they had been missed. It was nice having a home cooked meal too. Sometimes when we are so engaged in anything, whether college or work we forget the simple pleasures of life, and this included playing ball with our Labrador Rex. He was a character, and he also liked joining me on my daily jogs. For a pooch with so much energy, afterwards he'd be in his dog bed, snoring with the best of them. The warm but not muggy weather was appreciated, and I also wanted to spend time with my friends also back home. One of them named James, lived one street over, and we had known each other since elementary school. His family moved to the area when we were in the 4th grade, and despite a lot of differences, we became fast friends. While he was into strange music and sketching, I was into skateboarding and playing sports. There was a ying and yang dynamic, no doubt about it. When he told me he was gay in the tenth grade, it didn't surprise me, as he was tall, lean, and feminine looking with his bleached blonde hair and pinkish lips. He was a good looking guy, friends with the cheerleaders, and they did consider him one of their own after all. Thankfully we lived in an educated and progressive area, where being gay or another ethnicity, didn't matter much at all. Most just shrugged their shoulders and were like "good for you." Admittedly there were times that I checked him out and other guys in the locker room. Some men claim they never do this, but this is the biggest lie of all time. Even more than fishing or hunting stories. For some it's just for seeing how one stacked up, but there is a certain comforting aspect to the sameness of others. James had a bigger penis than I did, and his light brown pubic hair was maintained well. My black hair was a shrub out of control, as I had a bear suit of muff everywhere. His 8 inches or so was huge, as he was thick, and much bigger than my nice looking but average 6 inches or so. That was my best guess, as everyone seemed to be around my size, but one guy on the football team, when he dropped his towel everyone was envious. Easily 10 inches, and I'm sure I wasn't the only one, who saw his girlfriend with him wondered how she walked. Looking back with my skateboard going to visit James, I laughed at this memory. I was so focused on academics, that I didn't have time for a girlfriend, but deep down I was attracted to my buddy. He was going to a smaller liberal arts college, and as we reunited he insisted "his English degree would take him places." Exuberant as always, and I giggled as James hadn't changed a bit. We discussed college, how our families were doing, and how our football team was going to be later this fall. Both of us were crazy Broncos fans, and we had all kinds of fun arguing about our draft selections. His parents were on a cruise in the Bahamas, so he was lucky enough to have the whole palace to himself. We played the twin electric guitars for awhile, and I didn't realize what I was doing. The strings in my fingers, the fretboard on my mind trying to remember the notes. All of a sudden James laughed and said, "are you trying to tell me something?" "Huh?" It was like my concentration drifted off, and I was genuinely confused. He finally explained that he caught me, "looking at his crotch." It must have been unconscious, as I didn't remember, but I must have turned fifty shades of red. He smiled and said, "do you want to see my cock?" "Yes," I surprised myself by saying out loud. James took his shirt off, and I had to admit he was hairless and had amazing abs. Then he took his pants off, and there he was standing buck naked in front of me. I felt my own cock getting hard, and he must have noticed it too. "Looks like you like me naked," he said. Without any words, I started to massage his monster in my hands. This was my first sexual experience, and I could feel his penis pulsating and it felt actually quite pleasant. I curiously rubbed his testicles, and James smiled, and told me "do you want me to reach you a few things?" "Yes." My obstructing him wasn't going to happen, as I dropped any barriers, with him taking my shirt off. All of a sudden my pants were off, and he took my boxers down to my feet, and stroked my precum dripping penis. I about dropped to the floor as it felt so damn good. Before I knew it, I was on the orange couch, and he had me in his mouth. Oh my god. My toes curled as I couldn't believe the warm sensation and his slobber polishing my knob. It was so thrilling that every nerve was activated, and I realized that his penis and balls were shaved. I felt them up, as he took my cock into the back of his throat. Never had I felt something like this, and I remember the room spinning in euphoric bliss, and watching him go up and down on my member eagerly. This was eye opening and closing at the same time, as his blue piercing eyes looked at mine, and he had this coy smile on him. Oh yes I was attracted to him, and finally I begged him to sit down on the couch. Crouched down on my knees, I touched his penis all over. His balls felt elastic like, which hard eggs in there, and James moaned with pleasure. He didn't even have to tell me what to do, as without hesitation I went down on him. I licked his shaft like I saw in porno movies, then guessed to put my tongue over my teeth, and take him into my mouth. At first it wasn't easy, as I could only get down an inch or too, but soon I was pulling him in me more and more. His cock started seeping sweet precum in my mouth, and he literally had his hands wrapped up on his air, exerting the effects of sexual pleasure I couldn't have imagined before. Finally and damn I didn't want to stop, as I liked his penis in my mouth, James asked me, "have you ever been fucked before?" I was scared and actually broke down crying, shaking a bit. This was an alarming response, but James calmed me down. He was right, I was overstimulated and this was my first time and going fast. Thankfully he brought some liquor over. We drank it straight, as both of us were accomplished alcoholics. He looked really sexy and relaxed, although inside I was knotted up and all kinds of nervous. We continued drinking, and massaging each other's cock. I felt the booze kicking in and my inhibitions drop. James naturally caught on to this, and he leaned over to kiss me. First just our lips were touching. I loved it and it felt good. Soon our tongues were dancing in unison, and I was so buzzed. I asked James what to do, "so he could fuck me." He gently massaged my penis, his fingers delicately hitting nerve endings on my balls, and explained that "if I pushed out while he pushed in, it wouldn't be so bad." I wanted to believe him, and despite some fear, I wanted him. He put lube on my rear end, and stuck a finger in me. I gasped. It hurt a little, but as he wiggled it surprisingly I got really horny. He stuck another one in, and told me to "just relax and let him take over." I drank another shot. Then he bent me over with two pillows under my stomach. All of a sudden I felt tremendous pain. He had entered me. I grinded my teeth, and felt tears coming down my eyes. I think he sensed this and said, "just give it a minute, and remember to push out." My breathing and his were labored, and after considerable time, it did feel different but slightly pleasurable to have James inside me. I grunted and could hear him moaning, and felt his balls bouncing off of my butt cheeks. Sweat started to fall on my back, as he kept making noises, and I bit one of the pillows so as not to scream. It was painful, but I wanted him to want me. What felt like hours later, his penis pulsated and tensed up immensely. I heard him literally scream "holy shit," and liquid filling my asshole and insides. His cum was so hot, and the power and speed surprised me. James missed me, turned me over, sucking my balls as he jerked my penis off. I had gone soft but now was hard as a rock. Soon I could hear clicking and the slurping of his mouth, exploding all over his hair with what seemed to be gallons of sperm everywhere. It felt so amazing, and I was thankful when James hugged me, and cleaned us off with a towel. The rest of that spring break we fucked like rabid animals. Although the first time was quite painful, soon I was cumming riding his beautiful penis inside me. It was the best spring break ever, and the start of something new and pleasant.