Date: Fri, 31 Jul 2020 14:42:04 +0000
From: emd f9 <emdf9@outlook.com>
Subject: Confessions to a Sex Therapist Part 2

Good afternoon doctor.

"Please get comfortable and tell me what is on your mind." She said.

Well, I've been thinking of the guy who came to my house with the curved
dick. He actually came twice and I wish that I could find him again
because he was the perfect guest and we had a lot of fun. He answered an
ad that I posted and, of all things, he lived only a few blocks from me.
As I recall, I posted an ad looking for someone who liked to have mutual
fun and was interested in taking our time to do it. I was never
interested in blow and go, though I have hosted a good many.

B&Gs aren't that much fun for the cock sucker. After all, what do I get
in return? Maybe a thank you. I might as well be a whore; but even whores
gat paid for what they do. Something that people forget is that in the
end we get nothing but a mouthful of cum. We still have hard dicks and
have received no reciprocity. Granted that some don't need or want recip
but many of us do. We might be happy with a blow job or even a jack off
in return. So I guess that if you don't set the parameters in the ad or
the response you shouldn't expect much more that what your ad asked
for.

So any way this guy, I'll call him Mike, showed great interest and so I
gave him my address. It wasn't long before he came over. I offered him a
beer and he accepted and we sat on my couch and talked. As we talked we
began to undress. This was mostly him because, as I recall, I was naked
when he arrived. Once we were both naked we began to play with each
other, caressing each other's dicks and things like that. We got
aroused, to say the least. I noticed right away that he had a great curve
in his dick. I asked him about it and he said that had Pyronies disease.
I was immensely interested and wanted to discover how he felt in my
mouth.

I went down on him immediately and, though he was curved, he felt good in
my mouth. I didn't suck on him long because I was not ready at that
moment. But I did wonder what it would feel like with him up my ass. I
would discover that later.

I don't know how the conversation got around to toys but it did. So we
went into my office where I opened a drawer in the credenza and showed
him all of my toys. He was very impressed but not interested in trying
any at the moment.

It was then that I grabbed him -- lightly -- by his hard dick and led
him, ever so gently to my bedroom. Once there I hit my knees and began to
suck on him in earnest. He made it fun and comfortable -- not like some
who grab your head and plunge as though they were trying to unclog an
uncooperative drain.

I sucked him for a while and he gave a nice amount of precum, of which I
was dripping myself onto the floor. Then I got onto the bed and lay with
my head over the edge and for the first time tried to take a real and
deliberate deep throat. He tried as gently as he could and I tried as
much as I could but the gag reflex was too strong. In retrospect I
wondered whether it would have been better if he had simply gone in for
the plunge. But it wasn't a total loss. He asked me to roll over and
lift and spread my legs and he would give me some deep pleasure. I was
cleaned, primed and ready for that and I moved with alacrity and in a
moment my legs were spread and high in the air. He used lube to massage
me with his fingers and I loved it. Then he slowly pressed his penis
against my hole and then pushed. He entered and slid into me as deep as
he could go. It was the most fantastic experience. Because his penis was
curved I could feel him pressing on me inside rather than simply sliding
in and out. It was delightful to say the least and it was also deeply
satisfying. After a few minutes he pulled out and I turned around, though
he didn't say a thing, and he slid deeply into my mouth. This time he
wasn't as gentle but still not rough either. He fucked my face for a few
moments and then I felt him stiffen. I reached back and grabbed his
thighs and pulled him deeper into my mouth. He plunged deep into my
throat, as deep as I could take him, and he came. It was a lot and I
swallowed every time he squirted his sweet fluid into my mouth. It was
most satisfying but the evening wasn't over.

After I sucked the last drop out of his penis he asked me to turn around
and lay on the edge of the bed. I did so and he then took me into his
mouth and gave the most intense blow job of my life. Most of the time I
am on the giving end and this obverse was fantastic. I told him that I
was going to cum and he literally sucked his face to my crotch until
there was no air between him and me. I came and he sucked and swallowed
every spasm until I was limp with pleasure.

But this was not the end. When I went limp he literally turned me into
the bed and climbed in beside me and we lay there in total contentment
and breathed happy and contended sighs. It was better than my first
wedding night.

I remember another time when a man came over in response to an ad where I
said I wanted to drink some wine and have conversation -- good
conversation. He arrived and we had red wine and began to talk. He had a
German accent and was taller than I. We talked about a number of things,
including opera and Wagner in particular. It would have been a great
evening only for the conversation but there was definitely more.

We decided to enter the bedroom where we undressed. When he did so I saw
that he was uncut. He asked me if that was a problem and I told him that
I had never seen one so I knelt and played with his dick. It was
interesting pulling his foreskin back and revealing the head. Of course I
had to take him into my mouth. But I didn't suck him for very long. I
don't want a guest to cum too soon unless he can promise me beforehand
that he can do it again.

We got into the bed and immediately got into the 69 position. I was on
the bottom. Sixty-nine is my favorite because I am sucking and being
sucked at the same time. While he sucked me he played with my ass, which
made me even harder.

Suddenly he rolled me over and began to rim me, something I had never
experienced before. It was wonderful. He pushed his tongue against me and
I relaxed. I swear his tongue entered me. Then he rose and immediately
slid his dick into me and slowly pushed all the way to the hilt. It was
intense. Then his body stiffened and he pushed as deep as he could go. I
felt him pulse as he came deep within my ass. It was fantastic. Then,
without saying a word, he pulled out and rolled me over. He moved to my
face and knelt over me and pushed his still hard dick into my mouth. He
proceeded to fuck my mouth.

I hadn't cum yet and got even harder as I sucked his throbbing hard
cock; knownkig where it just had been. Without warning he came again. Not
as much but he was very good to the last drop. He began to go flaccid. It
was then that he went down on me. I was absolutely dripping with precum
and so hard I thought my skin would split. It didn't take me long until
I exploded into his mouth. I seemed to take forever but surely it was
only a few seconds. He sucked me dry.

He then lay beside me and we talked for quite a while, playing with each
other's dicks but nothing came up. Because I was still hungry I slid
down the bed and got between his legs and took his beautiful soft member
into my mouth. I played with him for a little and enjoyed the way his
limp dick filled my mouth. But nothing happened. Finally we got up and
dressed.

We talked about another get together but never saw each other again. I
wish I knew how to contact him today.

July 28, 2020