Date: Wed, 8 Nov 2023 16:17:20 +0000 (UTC)
From: Olando Reez <olandoreez@aol.com>
Subject: Lasagna Ray (13)

This is a fictional story about the gorgeous hunk of bear that I met
online sometime back. Above average height, beefy and hairy and with a
beautiful dick. I have only had interactions with him via social media
where he has pages that show him in 'G' rated to 'R' rated images. And a
few hot videos of this stunning gingery brown haired hunk.
Shane he is with someone. He is a nice, funny guy and I so would love to
hook up with him.

Heres to you Ray.


Lasagna Ray (13)
There is No one Else...


... I sat there in my bed staring at my phone. I had received a message
from Ray. My Ray, theme man that the year before had made me fall in love
with him. So much so that when we partied because he was going back to
his boyfriend it broke my heart.
I was not angry with him as I knew my love for him was a problem when he
was already with someone. So I let him go. Let him go back to his man and
wishing him all the best. And for one year 4 months and 16 days I had not
had any communication with him. But now here he was sending me a text. I
felt my heart begun to beat harder, catching my breath at the sight of
his name in the message line.

"What does he want?" I said to myself

I took a breath and opened up the message. It was not too long, but
pretty much to the point. He first asked how I was. Apologizing for
contacting me out of the blue. But he missed me. Very, very much. Here is
the message:

"Hey. It's me" it started
"I hope you are well"

A simple beginning. Seeing how I was. But then came the bottom gritty of
his message. And it made me sighed deeply.

"I know we have not spoken in a long while" he continued
"And I apologize if this is out of line."
"But I miss you"
"I have not stopped thinking about you since we broke"
"And I know I should not expect anything from you. And you should hate
me"
"Although I hope you don't"

Then came the words I didn't expect to hear (or read ) in his message.

"I still live you" it said
"And I know I am probably too late to get you back"
"You have probably found someone that lives you way more than I did."
"And he would be the luckiest guy in the world
"Because you are the best. Certainly the best that had ever happened to
me"

As I read this the tears began to fall. The sniffles filled my nose and
the emotions welled up with intensity. His message ended with a big
apology for leading me in and using me. But that he did love very me
much, and he hoped that at least I could forgive him. This would soften
the blow that I had moved on from him.
He also went on to say he and his man broke up. That the guy went back to
the games and wanting multiple partners in sex. And he could no longer be
with someone like that. That he wanted me, if I would have him again.

"Hughh" I sighed as I sat there crying.
"He loves me"
"I didn't think he did. But he loves me"

I cried some more and the took a breath once I was able to get myself
together. Then I started to type a response to him. Pausing and then
deleting it as I was not even sure what to say. I was at a loss. I loved
him more than life's breath.
But I just could not think of what to say. Or where he of not I could
take him back. There was still the love for him, but an underlying fear
that he may change his mind again and leave me. So I didn't send him the
message. Placing the phone down on the nightstand again. I turned down
the light and lay down to try and get some sleep. Something that did not
come so easily.
The next morning I saw he had sent me a text in the middle of the night
again. It was a simple 'i love you' and that was all. I sat at the edge
of my bed and thought about it, about him, and about everything I have
been through with him. That and how he made me feel when he was close to
me. And there was my answer of all answers. Ray made me feel better than
anyone had ever made me feel. He was the most lovely ng man I had ever
been with. And he felt so good against me. Everything about him made me
still love him more than any man before him.
I grabbed my phone and typed out another text message to him. Telling him
that I wanted to see him. That I loved him too. And I just needed to see
him again. Even if it would be for the last time. And that we would see
if we could still be compatible with one another

"Come down and see me" I said
"We can talk"

I revived an 'okay' back from him. And when he would come and see me. We
were after all still a state away from.ine another.
I tried not to be excited that he was coming as I still was not sure what
would happen after I saw him again. Would I just take him back and fall
into his brawny arms again. Laying my face on his awesome chest again. Or
would I decided that the Rick was just not worth my heart anymore.
All I knew was that whatever happened with Ray, good or bad, I would
never be with anyone else. For no one else could fill the gaping hole he
would leave behind in his wake. A hole I still had now. A hole only he
himself could fill. For with Ray there was no one else I would love or
could love...


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