Date: Fri, 4 Oct 2019 14:25:48 +0000 (UTC)
From: ozorli65@aol.com
Subject: Me & James O (11)

This is a fictional tale of this hot guy I met online. I don't totally
remember how i got to his chat page. But I remember at one point finding
him on post and then on  Twitter. I have chatted with the guy a few
times, but not hooked up. James is a bicuriois average guy with average
body and a nice bearded face. But it's his cock and balls that make me
crazy. Perfect size. About 7 or so inches long and with a nice curve. And
a set of balls I could eat for days.

Well as mentioned. It's a tale of fiction as we have not physically met.
And I don't see that really happening. But one can hope.

Enjoy.
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Me & James O (11)

..... I came home after having to stay late. Hoping to see James. I
figured he may have gotten there a bit early as I was late. But when I
got home he wasn't there. And neither was Jaden.
I texted him to see where he was. He texted back saying that he had
shown. But was waiting too long and had to go. Something about his ex
again.

"I will call you later" he then said
"Awee fuckk!" I huffed
"Fucking work"

I then sat there in the living room staring at the TV. It was on but I
really wasn't watching it. Just background noise.
I sat there for a few hours. Waiting to see if James was gonna call me ot
not. And I got no call. I huffed as I sat there, contemplating whether or
not to call. Him. But decided not to.
And was about to go to bed when I heard the door. I stood just as jaden
came in. He was with some guy again. As usual.

"Hey man" he called
"Hey Jaden" I grumbled back
"Out having fun I see"
"Yeah. Right. You know me"

I half smiled and headed for my room. As I reached the hall I called back
to him to see if James did actually show up or not.

"Umm. Yeah" he said almost thinking first
"He was here."
"But left when I told him you were at work"
"Sorry man"
"No its okay" I came back
"Going to bed"
"Nite.."

I heard him say goodnight back as I enter my room and closed the door. I
crawled into bed and cried for  a bit. Realizing that James lied to me.

"Awee fuck it" I huffed
"Stupid, stupid, stupid"

I then went to sleep. In the distance I hear Jaden and his new friend
fucking in the other room.
Images of fire and me stepping through it filled my dreams. Like I was
passing through a burning house. And I could feel the heat of it. The
lapping flames reaching for me in the darkness.
Then hearing a voice calling out to me. I couldn't make it out but it was
faint as it was. Then a hand reaching for me through the fire. And a soft
ringing of a siren. The fire Department my head said.
Then the ringing changed. It became deeoer and rougher. Then switched to
a buzzer. Buzzing away near my head.

"Huh. What!?" I crowed as I shot up from sleep
"What. Who..what"

My eyes shot opened and I looked around. I was in my room. And from the
light piercing the crack in the shades it was morning. And the buzzing
was my alarm.
I groaned as I pulled myself up from bed. I sat up first. Looking my
lonely room. I could hear conversation outside the room. I figured it was
Jaden and his guest. I didn't want to see anyone. I got up and showered.
Then grabbed my things. I went to the kitchen and made some coffee. Then
granned a breakfast bar and left for work.
I decided to go to work. I needed something to keep me busy and not
think.
I got to work and Just sat there. It was a Sunday and almost no one was
there. It was a good day to get ahead of work and I did when I finally
got down to it. But for several minutes before I just sat there. But
that's when my cell went off.

 "Hello?" I said as I just picked it up
"Hey man. Its James" came the voice.
"Oh. What do you want?"
"To see you" he said
"I came by yesterday"

I sighed as I listened to him.

"Yeah Jaden told me you were there" I said
"Why didn't you call me?"
"Jaden said not to" he came back
"That you would call me"
"He said he would tell you"

I looked at him confused. Then asked him about his ex again. Saying what
Jaden had told me. James denied it. Coming back stating Jaden was lying.
That he had not gone to see his ex. That he had waited for my call all
day

"I don't think he wants you to be happy" James then blurted

I tried to defend Jaden. Saying he was my roomate and friend. That 'of
course he wants me to be happy'

"Maybe he wants you for himself sweetie" James then said

"He had his boyfriends" I chimed back
"If you hadn't noticed"
"Yeah he does at that"
"But it's because he won't commit with them"

And afin he suggested Jaden wanted me for himself. I pondered this idea
for a moment. But brushed it off to just nonsense. Then just said that
James was crazy.
James then said that he still wanted to see me. That he really liked me.
Alot.

"Its Sunday" he added
"Where are you at?"
"Lets have some fun babe"

I told him I was at work again. And I had already committed to be there
at least part of the day. Then james suggeated I didn't really like him
as much as he liked me. That I had my 'fun' with him and was moving on.
"You sound like your roomaye" he then said
"Suck. Cuz I really liked you man"
"But if you don't feel the same. I will leave you alone"

I was struck by his words. Of courae I liked him. I was actually in love
with James. I wanted to have a relationship with him. To be able to touch
and kiss him every day if possible.

"Noo!" I shouted on the phone
"I do. I do like you James"
"Probably more than I should"

He asked what I meant about that. So I told him that my feelings were
stronger than just liking. I couldn't say love to him fir fear of his
answer back.
Then I mentioned that him being bisexual was a worry for me. That he
could decide he stooped liking me because he was flipping over to girls
again.

"Now thats not fair" he huffed
"Being bisexual doesn't me I change in a whim"

Then he explained what it meant to him to be so. That he was not afraid
of loving a man or woman. But ince he found soneone he wanted to be with
that he stuck to that person.

"I am not a whore like your roomie" he then blurted

Then he paused and came back with a sharp and painful remark. That it was
okay if I had changed my mind. But to not try and judge his lifestyle.
Then James just said for me to take care of myself. And then just hung up
on me.
I sat there with the phone at my ear. I couldn't believe he had hung up
on me. But then again I may have deserved it. I did say some no so nice
things. And then the silence got to me.

"Noo. James noo!" I cried to no one
"I'm sorry..."

I grabbed my phone and redialed the number. It rang a few times. I felt
he wouldn't answer. That he was now pissed at me.

"Please James. Please answer" I huffed
"Please baby"
"Please..."

I kept saying this as tears began to firm in my eyes. Had I just fucked
up a chance at a great guy. Had I thrown something away because of my
insecurities. And had Jaden lied to me. Had the guy I had confided in
with all my secrets and desires for the kast several years lied to me.
All I knew was I could not lose James now. I loved him. The tears said it
all. And I huffed 'please' again at the phone a few more times.

"Yeah" he finally answered in a huff
"Its me. Please don't hang up"

And so I apologized to James. Begging him to not stop trying.

"I just am scared is all" I said
"Have had everyone dump me"
"And just expect it"
"And I really do care about you James"

There was silence on the phone. I at first though he had hung up again.
Then as I sniffled from the tears that had started my nose getting watery
too, sighed.

"Look. Don't cry" he said
"I am not everyine else"
"And I care about you too"

I then invited him to come to my office. Suggesting we coukd talk and go
for lunch or something

"There is almost no one here" I said
"Okay" he came back
"I will come over then"
"Just don't let this Crap get to you"
"I promise I would not hurt you"

I then half smiled through another sniffle. Then gave him my work
address. He just talked to me for a few more moments. Saying we wpuld
take this one day at a time to make sure we both wanted the same thing.
And then we hung up

"See you soon" he said.....
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To be continued