Date: Sun, 21 Nov 2010 21:21:09 -0800 (PST)
From: Justin Balancier <jbalancier9@yahoo.com>
Subject: Sometimes that's all there is  - Part 2

"Sometimes That's All There Is"...

For Justin there was his world before meeting Tom.  He knew it was
impossible to hold on to something when there was nothing to hold on to.
Stay with me and observe some of Justin's sexual experiences at 19 years of
age and beyond.

Please email me with comments.  I reply to emails
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Sometime That's All There Is -- Part 2

				By Justin Balancier

At first, the "saying out of sight out of mind" didn't apply when it came
to Tommy but eventually things got back to normal.  Whatever normal was
supposed to be for a budding young gay dude who was filled with wild sexual
behavior.  I use to think, OMG I'm spoiled, who can screw around and play
the way that Tom would play.  Well it didn't take long for me to realize
that there were all sorts of dudes out there willing to rise to the
occasion.  I thought back to when I was around 19 years old. When it came
to hooking up it was just a matter of sex and nothing more. Back then the
name of the game was simply a great blowjob or getting laid.

Part 2 - Kit

There wasn't much excitement going on except for the bar scene and the
occasional arrest in the park where some guy would be copping dick or
getting caught with his pants down and a cock up his ass. Just the same the
months rolled by and normal activities began to happen. The carnival came
to town every year in late summer and brought along fun things to see and
do.

The colored lights on the Ferris wheel towered above the chain link fence,
which led to the parking field. This was carnival night. We pulled into the
parking lot and parked next to the fence.  It was dark and there were lots
of people heading towards the admission gates. With me was Danny my best
friend at the time. Before we got out of the car, Danny put his hand
between my legs, grabbed my cock through my pants and said, "Okay tiger,
are you all set to get laid" I said," what is that suppose to mean" He told
me that there were all types of dudes in the carnival and he was going to
find me one.  I quickly interrupted him -- "Oh no you're not.  "I can do my
own trolling and besides a carnival dude is not for me," He said, "Oh for
Christ sakes, Justin, do you expect every stud out there will be a
prize. Oh let's just go, I want to grab something to eat before we start
walking around".

We walked past several food venders and finally settled on pizza and a
Pepsi.  There were a few tables where one could sit and eat.  We found a
spot at a table and dug into the pizza. A couple of tables away three guys
were drinking beer and talking.  They looked like they worked at the
carnival.  One guy was hot looking and he caught me looking at him.  He
looked back for a moment and then went on talking to his co-workers. We
finished eating and set out to see the sights.

The midway was buzzing with kids, teenagers, families with baby strollers
and a few drunks wandering around.  The night air was still warm from an
unusual hot summer day.

We walked past freak shows, girlie shows and everything in between.
Towards the end of the midway was a reptile show with snakes and lizards in
glass cages. There was crappy music playing and a guy standing out front
with a snake around his neck.  The snake was pretty large and obviously
drugged because it could barley move.  Danny said, "Hold on Justin, I want
to see what's going on" so we stopped and watched this guy talking to the
crowd and selling ticket to the show.  Danny said to me, "Look - it's the
dude who was at the table by the pizza stand" I looked and sure enough
Danny was correct.  This guy had removed his shirt and the snake was around
his neck and lying on his chest. The summer sun had beautifully tanned his
body.  He wasn't wearing a hat and you could see his messy light brown hair
curl around his ears and lay on his forehead.  He had a nice build -- No -
it was a sexy strong and muscular build.  I worked my way to the front of
the crowd to get a closer look.  Danny whispered in my ear -- "toot, toot,
slut in over drive," I said, "Oh shut up he might hear you"

I stood there for a few minutes looking up at him.  His jeans were a bit
torn in places and his cock was bulged down the left side of his crotch. It
was noticeable and he knew it was noticeable.  The way he stood with his
legs spread and the way he smiled at the crowd -- yeah he knew it all
right.  Danny finally said, "Let's beat it, I've seen enough of Tarzan the
snake man."  Unhappily I agreed so we walked on.

As I walked around taking in the sights, I couldn't stop thinking of that
handsome face and hot looking body.  The bulge in the torn jeans was really
getting to me. He did look a little grungy with carnival dirt especially
around his waist.  I was sure he could use some soap and water.  Still I
was hungry to see more of him.  We stopped at an ice cream stand and I
bought some ice cream and continued walking.  Eventually Danny and I came
around to the same reptile show.  Standing out there again was the same guy
holding that damn snake.

We stood in the back of the crowd this time and just watched.  I was
licking my ice cream cone and he was talking to the crowd, He spoke with a
sexy voice into the mike and said, "This show is for ladies too, you're
guaranteed to see something you'll like" and he looked directly at me. Our
eyes met for a couple of seconds and he stayed staring. I ran my tongue
over the ice cream once more and he smiled - actually it was a little
laugh.  Danny mumbled -- "slut -- how are we going to handle this?"  I
said, "we're not --he is just being a smart ass making fun because he knows
that we are gay and stop calling me slut."

Danny came back with, "Damn he's hot bud, let's try to hookup maybe you can
lick some of the dirt off his stomach" " Oh sure I replied, right after my
ribs heal, you can see that he probably hates fags' Danny came back
with. "Please stop calling yourself names. "Now, I am a prince and not a
fag," I told him if royalty suited him than he was more of a queen than a
prince.  We laughed and moved on.

It was closing time on the mid-way and most of the shows had already
closed.  Standing alone by the side of a canvas tent was the dude we had
been checking out all evening.  He still had his shirt off but the snake
was gone.

We walked by him and he said, "are you guys pissed" I said, "what makes you
say that" He replied, "I didn't think you liked the lady remark" Danny
said, "that's sort of funny" yeah I piped in, "that's sort of funny." He
stepped back into the shadows and said, "Okay guys, my name is Kit and that
was all in fun and that's what we do here in the carnival -- we have
fun. Are you interested in doing anything?" I asked him.  "Like what?" He
answered, Like wanting to fuck or suck something -- c'mon on you know you
want to" - I can get my buddy for your friend, I saw you checking out my
dick and you can have it" Then he grabbed my ass." What do ya say?" Danny
lit up like a Christmas tree and told him to go find his friend. He
disappeared for a couple of minutes and returned with another guy he called
George. He wasn't a bad looking stud, Not a Hollywood hunk but friendly as
hell, cute and horny. Danny was taken with the idea of getting into
George's pants. I could tell that right off.

Kit asked me my name and I told him Justin.  So there we were I had a hot
looking carnival dude who was grabbing my ass and a guy named George who
had his hand down Danny's pants.  This was going to be some night.  I hoped
that I would survive it.

Kit asked if we wanted to go anyplace special.  We didn't have anyplace
where we could fuck around that was private and safe so Kit suggested his
trailer.  We made our way through rows of campers and trailers parked on
the grounds.  It was dark and Kit took my hand and let the way.  I turned
around to be sure that Danny and George were keeping up but they had
stopped.  Danny had George backed against a trailer and was kissing the
hell out of him.  Kit squeezed my hand and said, "C'mon baby, George will
bring him.  We reached a small camper and Kit opened the door.  Danny and
George were right behind us.  Kit said, "welcome to the den of paradise"
and we all went inside.  George grabbed four bottles of beer and everyone
got comfortable.  Danny and George disappeared behind a blanket that was
strung across the room as a divider for privacy.  In matter of minutes you
could hear the slapping of flesh banging away.  When I heard Danny say,
"Yeah, fuck me harder" I knew who was getting screwed.

Kit lifted off his shirt and pulled me closer to him.  He put my head on
his chest and my hand on his crotch.  I liked being there but I didn't feel
comfortable having my face in the same place where the snake was about an
hour earlier. I said nothing to him about it.  Instead I kissed my way down
to the bulge in his pants.  He opened his jeans and his cock was there for
the taking.  It was long, straight, warm and hard.  A glob of precum oozed
from the head of his cock. I licked off the precum and buried my face in
his crotch.  He was a little gamey smelling and he smelled like cock,
nothing but fragrant cock.  He was so hot that I licked him all over and
thought to myself, " So it's musk, dirt, snake and sweat -- I don't care
what you smell like - you're not getting away `cause you are intoxicating."
And he became nectar from the Gods.

I sucked his cock deep and hard until he was about to cum.  Then he stopped
me.  Kit stripped off the remainder of his clothes and dropped them on the
floor.  Then he undressed me and began to lick me all over.  He nibbled my
neck, chest, stomach, back, cock and balls.  Kit sucked my cock into his
mouth with pressure and rhythm.  It was a firm and electrifying blowjob.
It wasn't long before I came in his mouth and some landed on the back of
his hand.  He licked cum off the back of his hand like he was enjoying lime
with vodka.

Kit's hand went between my legs and he began fingering my hole.  I felt
lube being rubbed on my crack and I saw the condom go on his dick.  He slid
his cock inside me and moved with great ease. "Are you okay buddy" he asked
me. I said, "Yeah man you are incredible, you bet I'm okay" As he was
getting close to filling my ass with cum he pulled out and removed the
condom.  He finished jerking his dick practically kneeling on my face. He
rubbed his cock over my lips and said, "open dude" and shot a hot load of
thick cum on my tongue.  He looked at me and said, "Well baby what you
going to do with it" I said, "I'm keeping it" and then I swallowed" He
said, "good boy"

Danny came back into the room a little worn for wear and we finished our
beer.  We were about to leave when I thought about asking Kit a question.
I asked, "Tell me, do you like having a snake around your shoulders" He
answered, "Hell no, I hate it.  If they didn't tranquilize the damn thing I
would never handle it" This is my first time traveling with a carnival and
that was the only job I could get. After this gig leaves town I'm quitting
the carnival.  It's too rough, you are always on the move and it's lonely.

I said, "Thanks guy, I was just curious" Kit added, "You're a hot looking
dude Justin and I had an awesome time with you".  I said, "That should be
the other way around - it was me who had the awesome time". Kit held my
face with both hands and planted a kiss on my lips." Stay safe buddy" he
whispered in my ear.

When Danny and I reached the car in the field, it was getting very late.
The parking lot was almost empty. We didn't talk much about George and Kit
on the drive home. I believe that we already knew the questions and
answers. After all, it was only a hook up and it was just sex. At least
that's what I thought it was.


"Sometimes That's All There Is"
To be continued... Kit Returns