Date: Wed, 16 Mar 2011 13:54:51 -0500
From: Frank DePeri <frankdpr@gmail.com>
Subject: "The Two Sides Of Oral Sex Between Men"

This is a description of the author's thoughts and feelings about what a
man experiencing the delights of giving oral sex to a man thinks and feels
about it, and what the man receiving oral sex also thinks and feels.  It
is written by an author who has given a good many blow-jobs, starting with
the one herin described.


Three years ago, at 68 years of age, I had my first adult male-to-male
sexual experience.  I was then beginning my bi-sexual side of life's
experiences, unbeknownst to everyone I knew.  It consisted of meeting a man
on line, in a "dating" site called Silverdaddies, and arranging to pick him
up near his home after which we drove nearby to a secluded street where he
allowed me to enjoy bringing him to sexual climax in my mouth.

Bob, his name on the dating site, was in his early 50s, married, and
bi-sexual for several years.  He told me that he practically never has sex
with his wife because she no longer wants it, so he obtains sexual pleasure
from meeting men like me........mainly for blow-jobs along with intimate
mutual fondling. I had e-mailed and exchanged messages with Bob on the
dating site for a day or two before we spoke via cell phones during which I
explictly told him that he would be my first man to suck off, and that I
intended to swallow his semen.  I also asked him to please not jerk off
until we could meet because I wanted to experience a man ejaculating
passionately and with a lot of cum so that I could really feel, taste, and
swallow it with the greatest possible experience and thrill.

Being married, and in the "closet" with everyone, it was a matter of his
getting free late one night to meet me.  As for me, being a nightly walker
for exercise, I had a ready excuse to get away, although I was going to
sneak away in my car, which I didn't use to go walking.  In the future I
would be walking and only have the man who I would suck off come to pick
me up in his car.  This would prove to be much more convenient and discreet
for me at home for all of my future m/m late night blow-job activities.

I drove the three miles to where I was to pick up Bob, all the while with a
nice hard erection.  When I got to the parking lot he recognized the car
that I'd earlier described and my personal description as well, so he
immediately opened my car door while greeting me by name as I also greeted
him by name.  We then shook hands, he sat in the passenger seat, unzipped
his jeans, and I drove him to a side street where it was dark and secluded,
unlike the parking lot where I'd picked him up.  When I parked he already
had his zipper undone and jeans pulled open revealing a cut 6" erection.  I
immediately began to fondle it and felt its precum wetness.  That really
excited me....my first adult male contact with a hard cock other than my
own.  I then bent down after he'd reclined his seat back, and I began to
lick and mouth the head of his penis.  It was such a thrill!  It felt
warm....even hot, soft and silky smooth yet firm, and it was an alive
intimate part of a virile man.....a man to whom I was going to give the
ultimate pleasure.......the pleasure of ejaculating and spurting his
semen.........his seed inside of my mouth for me to feel, taste, and
swallow.....literally to drink it from him.

I was ecstatic. I said his name several times..."Bob, oh Bob," as I began
working him with both a hand jacking and bobbing head motion with my lips
tightly holding and sliding up and down his hard shaft all the way to the
ridge of his crown.  I used my tongue to caress the head, the piss-slit,
and just underneath the head.  Precum was flowing and easily tasted, which
excited me even more.  I continued for about a minute, and Bob began to
breath faster, squirm, move his hands over my back and shoulders and
finally utter "I'm getting close, close now, jack it some, yes, yes, I'ts
cumming, I'm cumming, ohhhh, aaahhhhh, aaaarrrggghhhh, aaaahhhhhhh,
aaahhhhh."  It was finally happening for me. I was making a man ejaculate,
and it was inside my mouth.  This was such an ubelievably intimate thing
that was happening...that I was doing for another man. I kept up my motions
until I could no longer feel the spasms and spurts of warm liquid, about
four in all, and felt his cock start to soften.

In less than a minute Bob began to come down from his orgasmic high, breath
more normally, and relax some.  As he did I asked him if I could squeeze
his penis to get out the remaining residual semen drops that were oozing
from its piss-slit.  He said it was ok, and I licked and sucked him dry,
even though I could feel a slight flinch from the sensitivity of his cock
head after his orgasm.  I asked him if it was good...especially for a first
timer like me. He smiled or even laughed and said it was very good, and he
thanked me.  I commented that he should now sleep well, to which he
heartily agreed, and upon his getting out of my car when we drove back to
the pickup point, I thanked him and told him how much I enjoyed it, and how
good I thought his semen tasted. I think he also thanked me once more, and
we said goodbye.  When I arrived home I promptly e-mailed this man with
whom I now felt so intimately connected...having drunk his sperm, and told
him how much I enjoyed the experience and felt it an honor and privilege to
have taken his seed.  He thanked me in return, and in subsequent days we
exchanged messages on the Silverdaddies site concerning possible meetings
in a better place than a vehicle.

Since that time I have sucked off Bob some 10 or more times, but all of the
subsequent meetings have been at his home while his wife was away.
However, in addition to a number of meetings with men, in my home and
theirs, I have provided oral service in vehicles, both during daylight and
night, for many men successfully.  All total I've been with 110, mostly all
married men, and I've sucked almost all of them to completion and "beyond,"
as some are fond of saying.  Those I could not bring to an orgasm just took
an inordinate time to finish for me, or were the few men who I let top me
anally......but that's another story. Also, many of them have been repeats,
as well.

Why do I do this with men...often men who are almost complete strangers?
Why am I doing these most intimate possible acts with men?  Well, I
actually know the answer to my question, but I'm still nearly in disbelief
about the whole scenario each time, and about the tremendous sexual and
emotional thrills and pleasure I receive each time I pour my whole being
into pleasuring......no, into loving a man with my hands, lips, mouth, and
tongue so that he loses control and gives up himself to me by ejaculating
inside my mouth. When he does so he's revealed the most intimate side of
himself to me, and he's also given me his most intimate and sacred bodily
fluid.......his semen to take into my body.

I just love making a man cum by bringing him to sexual orgasm. I love the
control over him that pleasuring his body represents. A lot of men think
that they are in control of a man who's giving them oral service, but in my
view, the truth is quite the opposite. It's the receiver of semen who is in
control. He is the most needed one for the man being pleasured. This has been
evidenced to me by how on occasion a man i'm pleasuring becomes irritated
by an interruption during the building up toward his climax. An unexepected
pause, a mistaken move, etc., can make for an uncomfortable moment in the
countenance of the man being sucked to completion. He so needs me.....he so
depends on my continuing my loving craft upon his testicles and penis....and
the general intimate treatment of his virile masculine body.

When I see a man who I find desirable to me, I am mesmerized by his
masculine legs......the hair and rough texture of a man's legs, the
muscles....excite me beyond words. During the summer when I see men walking
for exercise or out and about generally, and they're wearing short pants, I
quickly glance at their legs and get turned on by their sexiness . A man's
hairy rough and masculine legs sexually arouse me. I just want to kneel
down in front of them and begin kissing and licking their shins, calves,
knees...especially knees, and thighs...especially inner thighs. I want to
stroke and caress their lower body and feel them tremble with sexual
arousal from my touch, and hear them sigh. I also wish to touch, fondle,
caress and explore my man's body....to give him whatever pleasure he needs
and desires. Massage, kissing, verbal communication of appreciation for the
honor of the intimacies my man allows me to experience, and close embraces
are experiences I wish to give and share with a man.

When i'm finally with such men, at last I'm able to satisfy those most
intimate desires, and experience the excitement I get from hearing the man
that I service express his passion verbally and physically. I get to know
what he's like when he climaxes. I get to hear him say what comes to his
mind....to call out my name, to tell me how good he is feeling, to tell me
he loves me ...if he is having those feelings for me, as I lovingly bring
him such intimate pleasure. I love to see and feel his legs tremble....see
and feel the goosebumps rise on his skin. I love to feel him thrusting
toward my face as he releases his sperm deep inside my mouth. I always
thank him sincerely for such a received gift as his semen.

I experience thrills beyond words when the man I'm pleasuring finally
ejaculates. When his semen is released into my waiting mouth he instantly
makes me fall in love with him. I'm never able to keep from having such
feelings. I have no ability to resist giving my heart to him...along with my
body for him to do with as he pleases. The act of receiving and swallowing
the seed of a virile pleasured man is sacred to me. I feel that the man i'm
servicing in so intimate a manner and I have become as one.  His
sperm...the fluid of life...that man's essence, is flowing in my
blood...becoming an intimate part of me. I'm not able to resist feeling
a loving bond with him.

I always find a man's semen very desirable to swallow. It doesn't matter
how thick or thin it is, or of what color. When I find it to be fairly
thick and sticky, i'm particularly pleased. But that's not anecessity.
It's unusually exciting when it has some unevenness or lumpiness to it so
that i'm able to squeeze it against my palate with my tongue and savor it
and sort of use my teeth to "chew" the lumps and then feel them go down my
throat as broken up as I swallow them down. If such a description is
somewhat unromantic or too clinical, I apologize for it, but these things
often occur to me when my man shoots his load into my mouth. If a man's
semen is off-white....grayish, yellowish or even greenish, as mine was when
I was in my teens and always horny, I find it especially desirable and somewhat
exciting to receive. Thick yellow or greenish tinted semen is probably from a
man who's not climaxed for some time and may be congested, although I realize
that a man's diet of certain foods does influence the color and taste of his
semen. When I was in my late teens and early 20s my semen was a yellow-green
and also very thick. I always feel fortunate to be taking a man's congested
semen ...a man who's very horny and needy to get his "rocks" off. I'm
especially honored when I bring such a man the sexual release he needs and
so deserves. I just know that the hornier a man is, the more appreciative he
is of the oral service he's receiving from awilling lover of his body.

But what does a man wanting and needing a blow job think and feel about it
all?  When he feels the urge to meet a man for sex he tingles all over and
I starts to get hard. It is then that he begins his quest of searching
Craigslist, or another "dating" site to which he might belong. When he
finds a potential partner with whom he's in contact via e-mail, he's then
in a state of perpetual arousal. The exchange of photos, physical stats,
thoughts, and expressed feelings for what he and the man want from and for
each other continue to heighten the excitement and desire for them to meet
and consummate the act of intimacy. If he wants to give the oral sex that
is sought, then they begin to e-mail the details of where to meet, when,
how he wants to give oral pleasure, and the pledge of his being willing to
allow cumming inside his mouth for him to swallow semen. The man's desire
to swallow cum is what the receiver of a blow-job values most, because it
signifies his complete acceptance of a man's masculinity and manhood, and
it's an acknowledgement that he is willing and needing to connect.....no,
to bond, with another man in that most special and deeply personal
pleasurable way, whether of not he's even truly aware of it.

The photos sent to the cock sucker are face or hard or semi-hard cock
pics. It's important for him to see the face of the man who is going to be
using his mouth for that very special ultimate sexual pleasure that a man
truly relishes.......the joyful act of cumming.  It's also wished that he
see the cock that he's going to be making "love" to....stroking, kissing,
caressing, licking, tasting and getting to know so very well as it's placed
inside his warm wet willing mouth so that the receiver can find joy and the
thrill of connecting with another man who he wants so much to "know" in
such a special, intimate and personal way.......knowing what he's like when
he cums. He's also hoping that the face pic will allow him to think of him
as an object of desire....maybe even lust. The feeder wants him to want him
to give him the gift of his seed, and for him to feel that he's going to
become a part of him when he swallows his semen.  The bond that must exist
when men give up and accept each other's semen is very deeply special and
maybe even sacred.  Atleast that's what the man getting sucked off, and
perhaps all men, think and feel about such an intimate experience.

Often the next step is to talk via phone.  It's often very comforting to
hear the voice of the man who wants to suck on a man's cock to receive his
sperm. Sometimes they're very aroused by just being in voice contact with
the cocksucker, and he's also excited by the knowledge that an actual man
is going to allow him to penetrate him in such a personal and upfront
manner......inside his face literally. They will then talk about themselves
and reveal details that have thus far remained secret, and by doing that
they will soon feel like friends......friends that are going to become very
personal and special to one another.

When meeting a man for the first time who wishes to perform oral sex....to
give service, the feeder looks closely at him and immediately begins to
develop sexual feelings for him.  He looks at his face and into his eyes
and he'll almost always perceive in him a lust for intimacy with men that
transcends the usual friendship lines. It's a need to feel a depth of
intimacy that no other act of contact with another man can provide.  A
handshake, pat on the back, a hug and not even a kiss can match what a man
must feel when he receives a penis into his mouth with the intention of
providing the stimulus that will cause it to ejaculate a man's warm semen
as that man is in the grips of one of the most pleasurable physical and
emotional experiences any man can have. When they first begin talking to
each other the feeder is wanting to find out what the man thinks about him
from his first sight and impressions of him, and if he thinks he's going to
be liked. He'll tell the cocksucker that he already likes him.....just
because he's wanted in such an intimate manner. The feeder will admit to
him that his giving him oral sex isn't just a physical experience for him,
but that it's emotional as well.....a bonding experience of m/m intimacy
that he's going to remember, value, and treasure, regardless of whether or
not the giver feels the same about their union. The feeder holds back
telling him that he'll be falling in love with him as he nears his orgasm,
and that when he actually cums that he will be in love with him....even
though it's for the short period of ecstatic time that he'll be
experiencing him. Some men are scared off or made uncomfortable with a man
expressing such deep emotions about sex with another man.......especially
married men.

By the time his friend is ready to receive the feeder orally, both are
already aroused.....and the feeder is almost weak-kneed, and he eagerly
gives the cock sucker control of the situation and of himself. The feeder
asks him where and how he wants access to his cock to enjoy with his mouth
in any way he desires. From then on the excitement arrives in many flavors.
Some cocksuckers want to make out and begin to kiss the feeder
passionately....some without first asking if it's ok, and some who've
politely asked permission.  Many feeders consent or submit to any kind of
kissing by their newfound friend that he wants......the kissing of his
chest, nipples, neck, shoulders, face, mouth, French kisses, very wet
kisses, and sometimes very passionate embraces as well. Some men enjoyed
kissing a feederslegs...knees, thighs, inner thighs, stomach, and of course
kissing and licking his testicles and all around his genitals and
penis. This making love arouses a feeder to the point that he'll usually
eagerly return each act of favor in kind to the lover. While knowing that
he's most likely going to swallow his semen, The feeder will have the urge
to swallow his saliva......take an intimate part of him into his
body..... during their wet passionate deep kisses with dancing tongues
meeting to ring in their time of intimacy.

When the cock sucker takes the feeder into his mouth the feeder begins to
feel the warmth and moistness of his friend's tongue, cheeks and palate,
He's then brought to the next level of passion and excitement. This
intimate connection with a willing man who wants to experience him in so
deeply personal a way is overwhelming to any man being sucked off, and and
he can't help but caress his cocksucker's face, ears, head, while running
his fingers through his friend's hair. The feeder might well be falling in
love with his friend!  The cocksucker will often look up at the feeder and
they may both make eye contact and realize that they're meeting each
other's needs in this special way. The cock sucker wants him to climax and
release his semen into his mouth for the pleasure it brings him as a man
who is desired by the feeder, and the feeder will then be stimulated to the
point of loosing control and becoming the cock sucker's love amidst the
flooding of his mouth with the feeder's seed. The feeder, on the other
hand, is seeing and feeling a masculine lover who desires him enough to
want his sperm so that the feeder will become a part of him.......which is
such an intimate personally bonding shared experience between them that a
feeder can scarcely put into words.

The experience usually involves a feeder being brought to the point of
precumming from his passion as his friend is working him inside his mouth,
with his hands, and with occasional utterances of pleasure and desire for
his penis. The feeder then begins to get tingly, and goosebumps might start
to rise on his thighs and legs. He then know it's about to happen. He's now
fallen in love with his cocksucker, and the man who's bringing him this
exquiste pleasure is a lover on whom he's now totally dependent.  The
feeder so needs him and wants him to keep wanting him. The feeder will
often call out his name....over and over again, and he may even tell him
that he loves him. Such is the pleasure and passion of being sucked off by
a willing man just as he begins to feel his ejaculation start. Then it
happens. He's in a heavenly ecstasy. His legs are trembling and his knees
go weak from my loss of control as the love between him and his masculine
oral lover consumes him.......consumes both of them.

The feeder is now spurting semen into his friend's mouth, and his
cocksucker is skillfully milking and manipulating the feeder's penis to get
all that he has to give him. The feeder is usually squirming, bucking, and
bellowing his pleasure loudly as the cocksucker's one hand massages his
testicles and his other hand deftly moves from the base of the feeder's
cock up to the rim squeezing sperm into his mouth with each pulse of the
feeder's orgasm. The cocksucker holds him in his mouth when the feeder is
finished....usually four spurts later, and he gently sucks him to a
softness as he feels a deep gratitude for his lover for letting him reveal
himself to him in so sacred a manner. The cocksucker then finally withdraws
from holding the feeder's penis in his mouth, looks up at him, and then
swallows. They are now one......deeply bonded together. The cocksucker will
often hold his friend's cock inside his mouth as it softens and dribbles
the remaining drops of semen to be eagerly swalloed by him as his final act
of love. If the cocksucker wants the feeder to perform oral sex on him he's
often eager and desirous of doing so, and he can fall in love all over
again as he becomes the giver of oral pleasure.

Frank

Any comments will be greatly appreciated.
frankdpr@gmail.com