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Subject: First-time story #045 (gay)
Message-ID: <1993Feb5.142914.25751@fuug.fi>
From: an1662@anon.penet.fi (dv8or)
Date: Fri, 5 Feb 1993 05:32:50 GMT
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Message #45
To: ALL
Subject: A Summer Romance -- part 1

Hi Boys - I'd like to shair with you a very romantic
experience I had. It happened a few years ago but it seems
like last week.......

It was the middle of summer Summer when I  walked into a
Broadway near my house hoping to find the perfect birthday
gift for my dad. I didn't realize that I would end up with
the perfect gift for myself.... I walked around the store
with a fraction of me looking at merchendise, and the rest
of me crusing the boys (standard mall proceedure). As I
walked passed the mens shirt/tie counter I noticed this
awsome looking boy behind the counter. I tried not to
stare, however, I realized that we had caught each others
glance. Embarased that I was caught crusing him, I quickly
turned away. When I looked back a few seconds later he was
smiling at me. I smiled back, then walked away.... "FOOL!"
I said to myself. Go back and talk to him. ...."Naaaa.
It's too late now. He'd probably think I'm a fag...." But
I am a fag, so I waited a few minutes then navigated my
way back to the mens tie counter.... He smiled that same
hart-melting smile and asked if I needed help. I told him
I need a birthday gift for my dad and didn't know what to
get. (A good line to use since now he could spend more
time helping me.) 30 minutes later I walked out with a new
wallet and his name (which I got off his name tag,
Brian)..... The following day I went back again and who do
you think I ran into?  BRIAN!  This time I told him that I
was just hanging out.  We talked for about an hour then I
wondered off so he could help his customers.......

A week later I was looking through my friends brother's
high school yearbook. (A very rich source of eyeball
entertainment.) As I'm flipping through the 12th grade
pages, who do think I see??? Hmmm? That's right. BRIAN!
"WOW"! I exclamed. I grabbed his brother to ask him if he
knew anything about this awsome teendreem. He just smiled
a weard smile and said "No". ..... Well at least now I had
his last name so I could look it up in the phone book and
get his number....HA!. YES!..PROGRESS!...I did this. His
was the 4th in the list under his last name in the book.
Cool. Now what the fuck do I do with it. I can't call him.
What would I say?  I decided to let the whole thing drop
for a few days......

I was living in an apartment at the time with a (very
straight) room mate. It was about 10:00 and I was getting
ready to crash for the night. I looked and felt like total
dogshit from a very long day. ((Picture this: I am
unshaven, hair is thrashed, wearing nothing but underwear,
and walking around half asleep)) There's a knock on the
door. Since my roomate was expecting his girlfriend, I
opened the door.....There stood my friends brother and
BRIAN!!!.....with that same adorable smile.......

            To be continued...

Message #46
To: ALL
Subject: Summer Romance -- part 2

Continued from previous post...

Well, this is rotten timing. Of all the nights to
just.... drop in. There wasn't a whole lot I could do
about it NOW though, so I invited them both in. It turns
out that they've been friends in school for over a year.
We all kicked back and talked for about an hour then
brian and I exchanged phone numbers (even though I
already had his). Although I still wasn't sure whether or
not Brian was into boys, I went to sleep that night with the
biggest shit-eating grin you've ever seen.

The next day I called him. During the course of the
conversation I learned that, while he did have a
girlfriend, he was very interested in boys but had never
been with one. I told him that I would be happy to
introduce him to the "boy" scene. He was delighted at the
idea and so we arranged to get together that Saturday
night for an evening at Odyssey-1. (Those of you who were
privlaged to be a part of the Odyssey generation will
probably go into a mental time warp about now...) That
was the longest week in my life. Saturday night finally
arrived, and I picked him up around seven o'clock. He
looked hot! I decided to cruse up the coast toward
Malibu. When we arrived, we walked along the beach by the
water and watched the sunset. Never before in my life had
I felt such romantic energy for another boy. We talked
about family life and family problems, and school and
girls and... whatever. As we stood at the water's edge,
the gentle warm breeze, the last golden rays of the sun
dissapering over the horizon, and Brian standing beside
be made this one of the most intense moments of my life.
I wanted it to last forever....I wanted so much to reach
over and kiss him. But I didn't do it because I still
wasn't sure if he liked me in that way. We walked back to
the car and headed for the Odyssey.

We arrived and entered the disco at around ten o'clock. By
eleven I had to fight my friends (and strangers) off of
Brian. BACK! BACK YOU MONSTERS!... We danced and had a
wonderful time till about one o'clcok, then Brian asked if
we could leave. Since he didn't want to go home right
away, we drove to a country club in the valley which, for
some reason, never locks the gates at night. The view up
there is spectacular, making it a great place to be alone
with someone special. Brian was certanly special to me.
We walked along the green but it was so dark we really
couldn't see where we were going. It was very warm out
that night so we decided to sit down on the grass and
talk awhile. We sat very close and discussed the
evening. He thanked me for protecting him from the
boy-eating mob in the club. We sat there talking for
about a half hour then I asked him what he wanted to do.
He suggested going back to my apartment. Well, I could
hold back no longer. I reached over and kissed him very
softly. As I ran my fingers through his silky smooth
hair, the fragrence of his colone, and the softness of
his lips, created emotional and physical feelings that
were almost too powerful for us to handle.  That  first
kiss lasted for what seemed like eternity. We continued
holding and kissing on under the stars until we noticed
that the sun was begining to rise. Again, he suggested
that we go back to my appartment. I took him home
instead. I told him that in two weeks he would be
eighteen and I wanted to be his birthday present.... Two
weeks later we had a night that made the evening on the
country club green seem mild in comparison....

Thank you Brian. I will never forget you.

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