Date: Sun, 1 Nov 2009 00:04:53 -0700 (PDT) From: Col . Subject: A Helping Hand 1 As I stood on the edge watching the waves hit the cliff face a hundred feet below I knew their would be no turning back once I took my first step. With a tear rolling down my cheek I closed my eyes for the last time, took a deep breath and stepped off.. Twenty-four hours earlier. "Caleb, are you up dear?" Jane called to her son. Jumping out of bed, Caleb replied, "Yes mum." As Caleb through water onto his face he knew that by this time tomorrow he would be a different man. For the last couple of months he had been having feelings towards his best mate but was too scared to do anything about it. Plus coming from a very strict catholic up bringing he had trouble dealing with the feelings he was having towards his best friend Jordan. Then yesterday out of the blue Jordan made a move on him. *** They were mucking around down by the creek after going for a swim and started wrestling. Caleb was on his back and Jordan had him pinned down. Jordan and Caleb were laughing as Jordan held Caleb arms against the ground, then as they were staring into each others eyes the laughter sought of stopped. Caleb's heart started pounding in his chest as Jordan's lips came closer to his. Caleb knew that he should stop him but he wanted this to happen, no he needed it to. He closed his eyes as Jordan's soft lips touched his, the electricity that ran through their lips could have lit up a small town. "Mmm, mmm." Jordan moaned as he kissed his best friend. Caleb's cock began to grow in his shorts as he experienced his first kiss and before he knew it he had a raging hard-on, seven inch's and thick. Jordan could feel Caleb's cock as he sat on top of him, he let go of his hands and moved his left hand down behind him and squeezed Caleb's cock through his shorts. "Mmmmmmmmm." Caleb sighed as Jordan's hand came in contact with his throbbing cock. Now with his hands free Caleb started to explore Jordan's half naked body while they continued to kiss. He ran his hands over Jordan's soft tanned skin making his way down his back to his firm bubble butt. Caleb squeezed each cheek causing Jordan to moan. As Jordan continued to play with Caleb's cock he could feel a wet spot through the material of his short. Jordan pulled his lips away from Caleb's and smiled down at his mate who was smiling back up at him. Jordan squeezed Caleb's cock while he kept eye contact and said, "I thought I should make the first move since you didn`t," Squeezing Caleb's cock again he continued, "I've seen the way you've been looking at me lately." "I.I." Caleb said blushing. Jordan lent down and gave Caleb a quick kiss on the lips and said, "It's ok. I think I want this as much as you." Surprised, Caleb smiled and said, "Really?" "Yeah, but I don't want to do it here, I want to make sure everything is perfect when we do it." Jordan said as he let go of Caleb's cock. "Ok." Caleb said smiling. "My parent are away tomorrow night so why don't you spend the night and we can do it right." Jordan said as he ran his hand through Caleb's short brown hair. Caleb's heart once again pounded inside his chest at the thought of having sex with Jordan. Was this really happening or was he having some wild dream, he thought to himself. "So you want to come over?" Jordan asked. "Um.I.you.I mean yes, I'll love to." Caleb replied blushing. Jordan laughed then kissed Caleb again before he said, "Great, because I can't wait to try that hot ass of yours." *** Now as I finished getting ready and packed a bag for the night I knew that this was going to be the best night of my life, I was finally going to have sex with my seventeen year old best friend Jordan. "Bye mum, I'll be at Jordan's tonight." I said to my mother as I kissed her goodbye. "Ok dear, what time will you be home?" She asked. "Sometime tomorrow, I've got my mobile." I said as I walked out the door. Knock, knock. As the front door opened I smiled as I saw Jordan standing there with only a white towel around his slim waste. "Caleb, you're early." Jordan said. I smiled as I took in the full view of Jordan's well defined body. I looked into Jordan's deep blue eyes and said, "I couldn't wait," "But I suppose I could come back." I continued as I turned around, as if I was leaving. Jordan grabbed my hand and pulled me inside, closing the door behind us. I smiled as Jordan pushed me up against the wall. I dropped my backpack and pulled Jordan into my body as we kissed each other hard. I could feel Jordan's hard cock push into my crotch as we kissed. I moved my hand down to the towel and pulled until it fell free, leaving Jordan completely naked. Although Jordan and I had been friends for three years, we have never seen each other naked before, so to say that I was surprised when I saw his cock was an understatement. I moved my hand towards Jordan's hard cock as we continued to kiss, the moment my hand grabbed hold of Jordan's cock I broke our kiss and looked down at the monster I was holding. "Wow." Was all I could say as I watched Jordan's cock throb in my hand. "You like it?" Jordan asked proudly. "Yeah.How big is it?" I asked. "Almost ten inch's." Jordan said as he grabbed my hard cock. "How about we get you out of these clothes." Jordan continued as he began to unzip my jeans. "Mines nowhere near that size." I said, feeling a little insecure. "It's not what you got it's how you use it sunshine." Jordan said smiling into my green eyes. I relaxed a little and watched my best friend undo my jeans, then he push them down along with my boxers. My cock sprung free and hit my hard abs as Jordan got down on his knees and pushed my jeans down to the floor. "Lift your foot. Now the other one." Jordan said as he removed my jeans and boxers. Jordan looked up at me smiling, reached out and grabbed my throbbing cock and said, "Very nice." I watched as Jordan moved his soft moist lips towards my throbbing prick. I couldn't believe I was about to experience my first blow job and by my best friend no less. Tongue out, Jordan ran it across my large mushroom head causing me to close my eyes and moan. Jordan licked the length of my cock until I begged him to put it in his mouth and suck it. He looked up at me and smiled, while we kept eye contact he put the head of my cock in is mouth and sucked it hard. I gasped for air then held my breath as Jordan gave me my first ever head job. Gawd was it good. "Ahhhh...God that feels good." I said as Jordan worked the length of my cock into his hot mouth. I put my hands on the back of Jordan's wavy black hair and pushed his head further down my cock until it hit the back of his throat. Jordan was a pro, he kept taking more and more until he had all seven inch's in his hot wet mouth. The way Jordan was working my cock I thought I would blow my load any second so I grabbed him under the arms and pulled him off my cock and onto his feet. I kissed him and then said, "My turn." "Let's go to my room." Jordan said, grabbing my hand and leading the way to his room. I gladly followed. Jordan closed his bedroom door as we entered, I stood facing him smiling. Jordan grabbed the bottom of my shirt, pulled it over my head and through it to the floor, leaving me as naked as he was. I pulled Jordan into my embrace and held him tight, the feel of his hot naked skin on mine was so erotic. I looked into Jordan's seductive eyes and asked, "Will you fuck me?" Jordan gave me a devilish grin and replied, "I'll love to fuck you." We made our way to his bed while still in each others arms, when my calf hit the side of Jordan's bed he gently laid us both down. Jordan started kissing me while he rubbed his naked body against mine causing our rock hard cocks to start a dance of their own as they rubbed together. I was leaking a hell of a lot of pre cum and I think Jordan was producing just as much. Jordan broke our kiss and asked, "You sure you want me," I put my finger up to his lips, to stop him from talking and said, "I'm sure Jordan, I want you so bad." Jordan smiled from ear to ear and said, "I'll grab the lube." As Jordan jumped off the bed and searched under his bed naive me asked, "What's lube?" Finding what he was looking for Jordan said, "You use this," and he passed me the bottle of wet stuff, then continued, "On my cock and your sweet ass so it goes in easier." I looked at the bottle but really didn't care what it was as long as it got Jordan's cock into my ass faster. "How are we going to do this?" I asked, unsure. Jordan smiled and said, "Well I was reading on the net last night that the easiest way is on your side. Then I can lay behind you." "Oh, ok." I said. "What's wrong, you having second thoughts?" Jordan asked. "Hell no, I was just.hoping I could watch your face as you entered me." I replied blushing. Jordan lent down and kissed me then said, "We can do it that way but it might hurt a bit." I smiled up at him and said, "I don't mind as long as I can see those beautiful blue eyes of yours." Jordan stared at me with a serious look and said, "I think I'm falling in love with you." A tear welled in my eyes as I said, "I think I`ve already fallen in love with you." I put my hand around the back of his neck and pulled Jordan down to my lips where I kiss him long and hard. When our lips parted Jordan lifted my legs so he could have better access to my waiting virgin hole. I was unsure what he was about to do when he moved his head closer to my hole, then I felt his tongue touch me causing me to sigh. Jordan pushed his tongue in and out of my ass sending a feeling throughout my body that I never thought I could ever feel. If it felt this great with his tongue I couldn't wait to feel his massive cock deep inside me. "Please Jordan I need your cock in me, now." I begged. Jordan replaced his tongue with a finger and pushed it in and out of my loosened hole and asked, "You like that?" "Fuck yeah, I can't wait to feel that hard cock of yours deep inside of me." I said. Jordan put some of the cold lube on my ass and up the full length of his bare cock. He put the head of his massive cock at my back door and pushed slowly in. At first the pain was sharp but Jordan stopped once the head of his cock entered me, letting me get use to him before he continued pushing further in. I had my eyes closed tight from the pain, but then I felt Jordan's lips hard against mine. The pain seemed to fade away as I kissed him back and before I knew it Jordan's pubes were rubbing my ass, he had all ten inch's deep inside of me and it felt fantastic. Jordan held his cock deep in me while my virgin ass got use to the size of it before he very slowly start to with draw almost the full length of it. Our lips parted and my body was flooded with feelings I never thought any living soul could feel. The pleasure my ass felt as this massive ten inch cock slid in and out of my tight ass was something that can't be described by mere words. It was more then I could ever imagine. Jordan kept sliding his hard cock in and out of my ass as he said, "Gawd Caleb, your ass is so tight and so fucking hot, I think I'm going to blow my load fast." I smiled up into his deep blue eyes and said, "Well you better fuck my ass hard before you give me that hot load of yours." Jordan just lent down and kissed me as I felt him shove his massive rod deep into me and pulled it out just as fast. My eyes rolled in the back of my head as our lips parted once again and Jordan really began to pound my ass. He was fuck my ass hard and fast and I wanted more. "Fuck harder, Gawd fuck me harder Jordan." I gasped. He didn't say anything but he did pick up the speed of the fucking. Each time he slammed his ten inch cock deep into my hot young ass my whole body would slide up the bed until my head was hitting the wall. Bang, bang bang. I was moaning loudly each time I felt his cock sliding into me and was sure the neighbours could hear. My own cock was throbbing as I got my ass fucked good and proper and knew I was going to blow my load any minute. "Ahh fuck." Jordan moaned as he headed for a massive climax. "Fuck I'm going to cum Jordan" I said as I reached for my throbbing hard cock. "Me to ahhh fuck here it comes." Jordan yelled. Then everything seemed to happen at once. I started firing the biggest load of my young life in between our hot bodies, clamping down on Jordan's massive cock as he emptied his load deep into my waiting ass and the bedroom door flying open as Jordan's angry father busted through the door. We did know what to do as he grabbed Jordan and through him off me and onto the floor. He grabbed me around the throat and said, "Get dressed you little fag and get the fuck out of this house." Jordan tried to say something but his father yelled him down as he stayed on the floor naked. I quickly grabbed my clothes and put them on as tears rolled down my cheeks. Just as I was about to run out of the room Jordan's father grabbed me by the arm and said, "Wait a minute fag you're going to pay for messing with my boy." "Dad no it wasn't," Jordan tried to say before his father kicked him hard while he was still on the floor. "Now shut the fuck up or you will get more of that." He turned back to me and continued, "Now fag your going to pay me five grand for fucking with my boy." I was shocked and frightened and said, "I.I don't have that kind of money." His hand connected with the side of my face as he said, "I don't give a fuck where you get it from just get it for me by this time tomorrow or I'm going to be calling your old man and telling him just what his faggot son has been up too." I looked down at Jordan and seen the fear in his eyes and knew that his father was going to make good on his word. "You have until this time tomorrow fag." He said as he pushed me out of the bedroom and out the front door, slamming it as I fell onto the front step. I sat there for a moment as I heard very loud screaming coming from inside the house and knew it was Jordan and his father. Tears rolled freely down my cheeks as I got to my feet and started to run, I didn't know where I was running too I only knew I had to run. I tried to play the event over in my mined but it seemed too unreal. How could something that felt so right, so perfec,t turn so bad, so fast. I knew I couldn't go home my parents would wonder why I wasn't at Jordans and their was noway I couldn't tell them what happened, it would destroy my father, so I couldn't let him find out no matter what. I walked around all night and by the time the sun was rising I found myself at the spot where Jordan and I first meet, White's lookout, a 100 foot cliff over looking the ocean. As I stood there I thought it was fitting that the place Jordan and I meet would be the place where it all finished. As I walked towards the edge I couldn't hear anything else but the crashing waves below. I stood looking down and knew this was the only thing I could do, I couldn't let my parents find out and their was no way I could get the money for Jordan's father so this was it. The tears once again started to roll as I realised what I was about do and I knew their would be no turning back once I took the first step. So with a tear rolling down my cheek I closed my eyes for the last time, took a deep breath and stepped off.. To be continued.