Date: Tue, 30 Nov 2021 19:29:43 +0000 (UTC) From: JH Subject: A Stepbrother's Desire - Josh and Tyson 37 This is a work of fiction - names and places are elements of fiction. Please donate to Nifty.org at https://donate.nifty.org/donate.html. Your donation will allow stories such as this to be published. Other stories: Nifty/Beginnings/Cards in the Deck - Adam and Ben A Stepbrother's Desire - Josh and Tyson 37 When the last bell rang at 2:55 pm, I couldn't wait to get out of school. Ty had texted me that he had to stay later and that I would have to get a ride home. Bryce said he would be glad to take me home but I would have to wait a few minutes after school which was not a big deal. I exited the school and found Lisa and Ginny sitting on a bench. I took a seat between them. "Ladies, what are you doing out here? You won't make any money sitting on the bench I can assure you!" I chirped. Lisa punched me in the side. "Won't make any with you hanging around!" replied Ginny. Ok, that was pretty funny for her! We traded notes on the day and I really wanted to tell them about my lunch with Mr. Burch but I promised to keep that between him and me so I didn't. "Hey Josh, I think you have a problem," said Ginny. "Huh?" "Well, it seems every time you so much as say hi to the new guy, Brett, he tells three people you said "hi" and if there is any conversation, well..." "I know. I'm going to have to do something about that but I don't want to over react." "Want me to handle him? I mean, if he thinks he digging in with MY man, he's got another thought coming," Ginny said. "Let's leave that on the burner. I'll let you know," I said in a sexy voice. "Turns me on when you get possessive like that!" I said. Lisa cracked up laughing. Just then, Caleb shaw walked by on the other side of the parking lot. I thought he had kept a low profile this week as I hadn't seen him. "Hey Caleb," shouted Ginny. He gave the slightest wave and didn't even look her way. "Hey Caleb!" shouted Lisa in a more commanding tone. He waved her off, wasn't even nice about it. "The nerve!" Lisa barked. "Josh, you need to straighten him out," Lisa ordered. And perhaps she was right. I think it was high time I straightened some things out. "Pardon me ladies," I said, getting up from the bench. I did a light job to catch up with him. "Hey Caleb!" I shouted from behind him. He didn't stop. "Caleb!" I shouted again. He turned and looked at me with a really nasty looking expression. "What is it Josh!" he yelled. I stopped. "Hey, you need to watch your tone buddy," I said. "I don't take orders from you. Why don't you drive another car in a ditch!" and he turned and started to walk away. I grabbed him from behind and turned him toward me. "What the fuck is wrong with you? Like you have something to be mad about?" I asked. "Yeah, I guess it's pretty easy when you're not the laughing stock. I guess you all had your little fun and well, fuck you!" he snapped. I just stood there quietly, not sure what he was mad about. "Fuck me?" I yelled and I gave him a push. "Yeah, fuck you!" he snapped. It wasn't an engaging argument for sure. "Yeah, I know your dirty little secret, your fucking dirtly secret, Josh Warner and I'm going to protect like the rest of your little circle but I don't want you anywhere near me, you perv!" I pushed him again. "Stop!" he yelled. "I think its a good thing I didn't use the same kind of judgement on you when I suggested you and Ty patch things up but perhaps I should have told him to steer clear of you since you're nothing but trouble! I believe you have some wires crossed if you think calling me a perv is gonna fly!" "So, yeah, I liked Ty. I liked him a lot and no, it probably wasn't going all the way, but he made me feel pretty special. And I told him I couldn't do anything more and then he told me it wasn't going any further. And I didn't understand why he would say that and last night he told me about you and him. Yeah, he told me and I feel pretty stupid thanks to you two," he said quietly. "I don't think you need to feel stupid. He couldn't tell you and I can see why you're upset but upset isn't going to get you anywhere. You are very lucky you didn't fuck him because that would have been a disaster for you but I know why he was affectionate with you. That bit was hard on me too but I accept his judgement. He really liked you too and probably still does but there won't be anything between you. The only other people who know basically found out and they have been good friends to us. We haven't selected people to tell and open up too. They just stumbled upon it and, Caleb, I would do anything for Ty. It's very serious. Do you understand?" I asked. Some cars drove by and I could see Bryce's BMW coming across the drive. "I do but I really wanted him to myself." "You said you couldn't go through with it anymore. I'm confused." "I'm confused too. I'm not supposed to like boys and I never have before but he has a way, he makes you feel awesome. You wouldn't understand," he said. "Or, maybe you do." "I do but Caleb, only you know what you like and how you feel. "Supposed to" sounds like a 6th grader. You need to decide what's right for you and live it. Listen, I have to go but, Caleb, don't take your shit out on people like Ginny and Lisa. They are ladies and you should show some respect. They were being nice to you genuinely. Keep the dialogue open and see if having some friends like Ty won't help you along. In fact, go on facebook and look up Micah Keene. Invite him to be your friend. I will text him and let him know. He is a super cool guy, from Chatham County and has no one to connect with. I think you might like to get to know him. BUT, and I mean but, don't yank his chain. He's a super sweet guy. If he gets yanked around, so will you! Look him up. The "friend's thing" really helps," I turned and walked back to the ladies and said goodbye. They looked satisfied that I straightened him out. I climbed into Bryce's car and was happy to get away from school. "What's up with that?" Bryce asked. "Ty let things go a little too far with Caleb and he's mad that he was the last to find out about Ty and me," I said. "Oh. He can be such a prick sometimes." "His dad made him that way and he's trying to break free from it. It just wasn't going to be with Ty, as he had thought. He says he still doesn't know if he wants to go out with a boy. Whatever!" I said, blowing off the subject. I relaxed in my room until Mom came home. Ty was not home yet and it was almost 5 pm. "Mom, I thought I could get these bandages off this week," I said, as she was taking the chicken from the crock pot. "I'm going to take them off and see how things look. The stitches will have to be looked at next week but Dr. Perrow's office said I could remove the bandages, very carefully. We don't want your brain spilling out, you know," and she giggled. Whatever! We were in her bathroom and she was using tweezers to disconnect the bandages and they came off with some ease. The place didn't look pretty but they said the dried blood would wash away. The worst of it would be the stitched area. I heard the front door "thud!" and Ty stomped into his room. "Mom, if that all? I need to check on him," I said. "Yes honey. See you downstairs," she said. I walked down the hall to Ty's room and burst through the door. He jumped. "Do you always have to do that?" he asked. "Well, yeah because you look so cute." "Not funny," he said and I could tell he was in a mood. "What's wrong?" I asked. "I don't want to talk about it right now. I'm pretty mad. But I will talk about it downstairs. Can you wait?" he asked. "Yeah, and we need to talk about some other things," I said. "I already heard about Caleb. Sorry he was such a jerk." "He started out that way but he softened up. He's really confused and upset. There is hope for him, but not for you two. Correct?" "That is correct, babe. Come here please," and I walked over to him and he yanked me down onto the bed with him and kissed me. He held my face in place as he gobbled my lower lip. "Oh Josh, I don't think things will ever be normal again. I have missed you so much," he said. "It's going to get there, babe. Shouldn't be much longer," and he kissed me some more. "Why were you in the student's teachers class today?" he asked. "I have a lot to tell you there too. Seems he knows about us because Dillard told him and he has an sexy secret of his own. I'll tell you about it later," I said, with some enthusiasm. "Oh Dillard strikes again, I see." I raised my eyebrows. "Downstairs," he said. I got up and went into the bathroom to look at my scars. Ty didn't say anything so they must not be too offensive to look at. It wasn't long after, as I was heading downstairs, Bill came in from work "Evening everyone," he said to mom and me. "Something smells so good," he said, taking his laptop to his study. I went into the kitchen to see what I could help with but there wasn't anything. When mom did a crockpot meal, there was minimal effort so I pulled out plates and glasses. Mom poured herself and Bill a glass of wine. I poured tea for Ty and me. I went upstairs to get him but he was on his way out. We came back downstairs together. We all grabbed plates and spooned the chicken and dumplings from the crock pot along with the rice and vegetables and took our seats. Mom and Bill tried to discuss something from work, a big legal case mom's team was working on. No one had mentioned how quiet Ty was. I decided to get things moving. "I had an interesting day today. How about you, Ty?" I asked. "Sorry, I was caught up in thought," he said, mom and dad still discussing the case. "Sorry to interrupt, but I wanted to know exactly when you two decided to go to Principal Dillard and spill the beans on Josh and me. I mean, it was rather a surprise attack when he called me into the office today!" he barked. "Uh oh, here it comes," I said, wanted to chuckle but not doing so. Mom and dad got very quiet. "What do you mean "surprise attack?" asked mom. "Well it was a surprise when he told me I was being replaced as the guest speaker for the the end of year diversity and inclusion celebration!" he said. "What the fuck?" I asked and without any notice, mom slapped my wrist with some force. "Ow! What was that for?" I shouted. "We give you a thousand graces, Josh Warner, but that doesn't include dropping F bombs at the dinner table, does it!" mom snapped back. "Next time just use your knife and cut the damn thing off. I mean I can't play football with it anymore!" I replied. Oh that made her mad. "Why don't you excuse yourself until you can control your temper, son?" and I got up and was about to head upstairs. Seriously! "Take a seat, Josh," Bill said. "Let's hear this out. Ty, please continue." "Well, I asked to be moved to the end of year celebration from the opening ceremony, if you recall, because you two had just gotten married and Josh was new and everything. Well, it seemed like a good idea with everything going on. Then Principal Dillard called me in today to "advise" me that Sheboy Leona, Len, or whatever will be taking the lead for the end of year celebration." "Sheboy doesn't sound like very "inclusive" from the way you put it," said mom. "It's the pronoun "she" used during her transformation because she said "trans" was too closely identified with porn now!" explained Ty. "Who cares. The fact is, Principal Dillard says that I am in a "sensitive" realm and should anything get out of hand between now and then, it would look unfavorable on me to be in a "spotlight" position, possibly resulting in "unwarranted attention," and he stopped there. He looked really sad. I felt pretty bad for him, not realizing how important this was to him. "Ty, Karen and I decided to speak to Dillard, who has been a good friend to us, on the basis of confidentiality, hoping that such a scenario he described could be avoided with his knowledge of things. It was not meant as a punishment toward you," Bill said calmly. "Exactly," said mom. "The last thing we want is someone getting hold of the story and turning into something terrible for you. With only months left in the school year, we thought..." "I really wanted to put it on my college applications because it would look really great and I was one of the first to come out in that school. I have only faced backlash once and that was, well, a one off. It was important to me," he said, choking a bit. "Ty," said Bill. "Excuse me for a minute," said Ty and he got up and walked towards the living room. I was right pissed off myself. I set my fork down and gave my mom a serious look and I got up from the table. I whispered to her, "let me show you how this works," daring her to follow me. Ty was in the living room and I walked into the dark room quietly, and walked toward the fireplace. He turned to face me. I saw my mom step into the foyer. "Ty," I said, taking him by the shoulders. "You have every reason to be upset. We don't have to like what the parents did but we can't change it. So this is what you should do. Get an appointment with Dillard on Monday and you go in there tell him that while he might be overprotective, this event is important to you, given your history at the school and you want back on the opening ceremonies for your senior year. It's important that you represent and that you should be able to list it on your college applications. To be the lead speaker at such an event is really important to you. You tell him. Got it?" I asked. "Yes and you're right. I was so blind sided today I didn't know what to say. But you're right. I need to do that as soon as possible," and he leaned forward and wrapped his arms around me. "It's been a tough time but we're going to get through it." "You promise?" he asked. "Of course, I do. Now let's get back in there and not let the parents see us defeated. Got it?" I whispered in his ear. I saw mom walk away with her mother covered. I know she understood what she was seeing. This was the stuff they didn't know about. They might think its all sex and sneaking around to us, but they don't know the whole story. I gave my right hand and would give my left arm if I had to. We walked back into the kitchen and took our seats. "Sorry for that," Ty said. "Josh gave me some good pointers and I think I can sort it out with Dillard on Monday," Ty said. "Josh, tomorrow is the make-up basketball game. You going with me?" Ty asked. "Obviously," I said. "Wouldn't miss it!" "Ty," said Bill, "If you have problems getting back with Dillard, please let me know. I think we can help you there. We didn't mean for this to happen. Our intentions were sincere but you're man enough to sort it out. You ok?" he asked. Ty nodded and started in on his chicken which he told Mom was very good, even if he didn't help her prepare it. She laughed. "It was luck on my part, Ty," she said with a giggle. She placed her hand on my wrist and whispered to me, "It's just a little tougher than we realized. No more F bombs at the table?" she asked. "No more," I promised. Ty began filling us in on the game and team they were playing tomorrow. This was a tough one for Jordan because the lead from the other team has high aspirations as well and they would play to the death for this game. Ricky was coming in so we would have a little group event. Probably half the school would be there since it was a Saturday. Well, something to look forward to anyway. "Oh and Josh, we need to talk about your part time job opportunities. As the weather gets warmer, there might be some possibilities. "Empire is still striking back," Ty remarked and cracked up at himself. "Excuse me?" said Bill. "You are so stupid," I said and I cracked up with him. The parents thought we had lost our minds. We had a quiet night in our little den, watching episodes of Yellowstone, which we had just gotten into. After the parents turned in, Ty looked at me with concern. "Can we try?" he asked. "Yep," and we went into my room. We kissed and made out, standing by the bed. He got so hard and it made me feel so good. But nothing of the like happened to me. My dick just remained floppy. I went down on him and sucked him. He was getting into it and then he lifted me back up to see my status. He looked so disappointed. "I'm sorry Ty. It's just not going to get hard," I said. "Josh, when are you going to tell someone?" "I did, just today, in fact," I said. "What?" he asked with surprise. I laid him down on the bed and told him about my conversation with the student teacher. He was surprised first that Principal Dillard told him. I told him not to worry about that. Then we was really shocked at the relationship he had with his cousin. Then I told how I admitted to Mr. Burch that I couldn't get hard. "What did he say?" he asked, like it was the most important thing. "He told me it's a mental block. I have to be in the right place and right time for something to bring down the walls. Well, that's what Burch said." "He doesn't think you need medication?" Ty asked. "No, he thinks that the accident and the events leading up to it have me blocked up. Something will happen to loosen it up." As he was cuddled with me, my arms wrapped around him. I had to ask. "Will you stay with me until it does? I'm sorry I can't, you know. But it's not you. I know it's not. I mean, I had it out with Caleb today and so, I don't think it has to do with you." "Of course, Josh. If that's all it is, we just have to be ready when that block goes away. I want you so bad," he whispered. "You can have me. Fuck me," I said, taking his hand and placing it between my legs. He felt my hole. It felt good. "Oh Josh, you feel good baby," he said, fingering me. "Here, let me show you something," I said, rolling him onto his back. I lubed my finger and inserted it into him. His legs spread and he lifted his bottom slightly. I spit on his hole and ran my finger inside him. I tickled his insides and he moaned so quietly. He was hard again. I stroked him with my other hand. He writhed as I finger fucked him. I loved seeing him so turned on. I had to keep our connection strong despite my nonperforming condition. I had to make him happy and keep the Calebs at bay. I pulled out and tongued him and fingered him again and in quiet ecstasy, he came all over himself. It was quite a lot so he must have been saving up. "Oh wow, Josh. I never thought a finger would feel so good. That was amazing!" he said. "Babe," I said, laying back down beside him, "I have asked forgiveness for all the wrongs I have committed to people. I might not apologize for everything I have done but if I have wronged someone, my slate is clear. In return, I have forgiven everything that has been done to me. Everything. Even that fuckhead that ran me down with a car." "And Caleb?" "Yes. I have no resentments toward anyone. I'm making a list of things that could cause this block and that must not be it. I'm working on it, I promise." "I believe you and it will sort out. You're man enough to sort it out, isn't that what dad said earlier?" he said with a giggle. "Yes, that's correct. I love you so much and mom saw that tonight. People are going to get it sooner or later. I love you so much," I told him. I thought he was going to cry. "I know it but sometimes the way you say it sounds like the first time, Josh. I love you too," he said and he curled up against me. We were toasty warm in my bed, although it was cold outside. The wind blew and the moon shone from his room. The next day Bill and I went out to run errands and we had a chat. A long chat, but a good. Please note, the next chapter will be this discussion. It will be important to tell about because it sets the tone for our "new world." Ty and I headed to the game at 2 pm. The game started at 3 and I was glad we went early because parking was a mess. Ginny was waiting at the entrance and Bryce was at the vending counter. You know he had to have a hot dog. He can eat his weight most anytime. Ricky came bounding over toward us as we were about to enter the stadium. "Hey guys!" he chirped, giving us high fives. "Hey Ricky," we said. "Sitting with us?" I asked. "I hope so!" he said. We went in and you couldn't miss Tristan waving at us with his colonel's sweatshirt standing out. We climbed the bleachers and took seats by him. "Where's Jack?" asked Ty. "He had something with Jason this afternoon which is fine," Tristan said. I was a little glad Ty had a chance to do the game with Tristan because they loved the sporting events together. The group as a whole took up a long row. Ricky made sure to get his seat by me which was cute, at first... By halftime, the colonels were leading by 12 points and Jordan and team had worked for every point. This was a high pressure game and the other team was not going down without a fight. Ricky, well, he had taken every chance he could to rub my leg, rub elbows, lean into me. He had just not climbed into my lap yet. During halftime, I said I was going to get a drink and he asked if he could go. I looked at Ty who shrugged his shoulders. Apparently, this was going to be my problem. We went to the vending stand and I got him and me a drink. "It's so fun hanging out with you, Josh. I'm so glad I got to come," and he gave me the cutest smile. "God," I thought. "Now I was going to have to find him a boyfriend to get him occupied!" "Aw, it's ok, Ricky. It's going to be a fun game. I'm glad Ty and I came," I said, trying to throw him off. Then, Brett Winter showed up at the counter. "Hey Josh!" he shouted over the other bodies. "Hey Brett, how are you?" I asked. "Hey I didn't know you were here. Where are you sitting?" he asked. "Ginny and I basically have a row." Ricky smiled knowing I was trying to throw Brett off. ""Who is this?" Brett asked, extending his hand to Ricky. "This is a friend of Ty's who's really special to us all. Ricky Rose, this is Brett Winter," I said. Ricky shot me a look knowing I was throwing him off again. It was very complicated. "Any relation?" he asked. "He's my cousin," said Ricky, proudly. "Wow, Jordan is like a superstar!" Brett said. Ricky nodded and smiled at him. You could tell Ricky didn't like the idea of me talking to this guy and Brett didn't understand Ricky, as he wouldn't look like our normal group. It was very complicated. Back in our seats, Ricky had to blurt out, "oh we met Brett. Seems he might have a little crush on Josh," and he laughed. Ty raised one eyebrow at me and I shook my head. "Not now. It's nothing, I can assure you," I said. Tristan texted me because he couldn't speak over everyone. I responded Tristan said. I showed the texts to Ginny. She laughed. "I think I will take the lead on this one, Josh," Ginny said. "Leave it to me." I was like, ok. I hoped she would be gentle but in fact, she was very intelligent. She would be perfect. The second half of the game was tense. Jordan was amazing to watch. He was fast. He was strong. He was strategic. I could see some habits in him that were similar to mine. His playing field was different from mine, however. And, if the team was not in place for success, he would run with the ball himself. The team won but by a narrow margin. Six points in a game like this was tight. When the final buzzer rang, with the last play, you could hear the crowd literally sigh. We applauded and cheered. As the team gathered together on the side, Jordan glanced up and caught sight of Ty and Tristan cheering and waving. He pointed to them and gave them a thumbs up. I could tell they loved the "shout out." I glanced at Ricky who noticed that and you could see the disappointment on his face, not being recognized. "He couldn't see you," I told him. He stared at me. "You need a sweatshirt. That's what they look for. He knows you're here," I said to him. "Yeah he does but I wanted him to see that I was here to support him," and he leaned his face into my arm. "He knows, Ricky. He knows." "You ready to head out?" asked Ty? "Yep." Ricky needed to go out and meet his mom. I walked him down the bleachers. "Bye, Josh. Today was really fun. Thanks for letting me hang out," he said. And it was time for me to deliver that blow that I had dreaded all afternoon. "Hey Ricky, I'm just going to point this out because you know what's what. You didn't speak to Ty the whole way through the game. You and I have a thing because you helped me out of that hole but you can't forget all that Ty did either. He really cares about you too. You know what I'm saying?" I asked. "I didn't mean for that to happen. Is he mad? Did he say something?" he asked. "No, he didn't say anything and he probably won't but I wanted to make you understand, we are all friends," and I circled my finger showing inclusiveness. "It's all for one in the group, got it?" and he said he did but he looked a little embarrassed. I met the group at the other door. "Hey, why don't we all go out for pizza?" suggested Tristan. Everyone nodded in agreement so we went out for pizza at a local place in midtown. I gave some thought to the afternoon. It was amazing how complicated relationships could be. Brett doesn't understand Ricky, Ricky was ready to blow off Ty for me, Ricky didn't like Brett talking to me, Tristan is lonely without Jack and looks like he's missing Ty a bit. Ginny wants to handle the Brett issue which Ty has just found out about. What a tangled web we have weaved! The only thing missing today was Lisa. Thank goodness for Bryce, in his calm, collected demeanor. On the way out of the pizza place, Bryce asked, "what do you have on tap next weekend?" "Nothing. You know I'm not planned out that far." "Good, don't make any plans. You and me are going to the river!" he said like I knew what he was talking about. "The river?" "The rivuh, you know, doing time on the James!" he said with a posh drawl. "Oh sure! What's going on down there?" I asked. "My river house. It's not rented and mom said I could have a friend go with me because I want to do some cold water fishing. I thought it might be a good get-away for you. What do you say?" "Well I didn't know you had a river house but it sounds amazing. Count me in. Damn, I haven't been fishing in ages. And cold water fishing is good!" "Excellent, we will probably leave right from school while it's light out. It will be great!" he said, as he ventured off to his car. We said goodnight to Ginny and Tristan and headed home. We got home as the parents were getting ready to go out to meet some people at the club for drinks. "No drinking and driving," I scolded Bill, trying to make light of things. "I wondered when you were going to use that on me," I said. "We'll be careful," he said, adding, "I have precious cargo on board, after all," helping mom with her coat. She gave a jerk at his remark. "Who do you think you're calling cargo!" she quipped. "Here it comes," I said and Ty laughed. "You know what a wrist slap looks like, Mr. Breck," and she paraded out the door. "Would you please dear?" Bill said as he closed the door behind him. Ok, that was funny. Ty and I grabbed the leftover bottle of wine on the counter and bolted upstairs. After changing into comfy clothes, we dropped on the sofa in the den and put the tv back on Yellowstone. "Ricky is a threat," Ty said, casually, as he sipped his wine. "So was Caleb," I said. "Yep. What are we going to do with Ricky? You know you can't play with him" he stated. "I know. I might have handled it." "How?" "I told him before he left that he hardly spoke to you the whole game and that was inappropriate. I mean, I'm not going to lie, he is cute and I have had a vision or two of what he would be like, but in the end, it always comes down to the fact he is such a boy, still a kid. I reminded him that while he helped me out of a hole, you did the same for him. Our affection is "one for all." "Oh that was good. I'm sure he got the point," Ty said. "Don't begrudge him. He's young and inexperienced. I don't want to let him down but surely he knows enough about us to not try and interfere." "I'll text him tomorrow and ask him if he had a good time," said Ty. "Brett is a threat." "Yep. I don't know what his story is but he keeps "bumping" into me everywhere." "I know his story and I got his number, so to speak." "Do tell," I said. "He seduces guys he likes then when they don't give him his way, he "outs" them or does something snotty. He tangled with the wrong guy at the last school and the guy's family got him kicked out of school for harrassment. He is trouble," Ty emphasized. "Ginny is going to do a number on him. Probably bring out "our" relationship. She will probably invite him to a night at the movies with us which will probably turn him off or something. She's smart." "Did you dump that on her? I mean I know she can handle it but..." "Nope, she jumped at the chance." "Ok then. And by the way, I got a text from Caleb and I just wanted to be honest about it. He says he and Micah have chatted online and they have a lot in common and are going to chat more. He thinks it will be easier to have a long distance friend than one camped out at his house all the time. His dad is about to come back and his mother wants to let him down easy. Time for the dad to move along. She's tired of being unhappy." "Oh wow, and thanks for telling me. Caleb is going to have a hard row to hoe. You should support him but don't give him false hope. We had a bit of a..." "I know, and I'm sorry. its really for the best but he knows the score now and there won't be any more trouble," and he climbed up on the lap almost causing me to spill my one glass of wine. Two glasses was all that was left in the bottle. "Hey babe," Ty said. "Remember that thing you did to me last night? Do it again," he said, biting my lip gently between his teeth. "Why don't you fuck me? It's ok. That part still works," I said and he laughed. "I don't want to do that when you can't, um, respond," he said. He climbed off my lap and stood in the floor and dropped his pants. His perky ass looked so good and it only made me furious that my cock would not get up. Goddamn! What does a guy have to do to get a fucking hardon!!! I pulled him to me and ran my tongue down his crack. It wasn't the same turn on without the hardon but I was fucking determined to please my man, whatever I had to do and it really was so sexy, having him sit on my lap while i finger fucked him with two well lubed fingers. He rode my hand like a cowboy and the mess he made on my chest was evidence he had temporarily "adapted". Hopefully, this wouldn't be our plight forever.