Date: Fri, 3 Mar 2023 14:12:58 -0500 From: James Heady Subject: Boy Traumatized--Chapter 12 Boy Traumatized By James Disclaimer This is a story which deals with sexual as well as romantic situations between consenting teenaged males. This story will also deal with sexual assault, child abuse, Anti-LGBT Bigotry, Racism, Suicide, Ableism, Discrimination and other possibly sensitive topics. If you're unable to handle reading about such sensitive subjects, then back out of the story now. Also, if you're not of the legal age to read this type of story, then please find something else to read. Other than this, no additional Trigger Warnings will be given. Also, "Flame E-mails" will be ignored. Please remember to donate to Nifty, as it's your donations that keep this as well as other stories and reading materials on the site free to the public. Finally, if you like this story and haven't done this already, ask my E-mail address jamesheady1985@gmail.com what it would like for lunch. When it tells you that it wants a couple of pieces of chicken and fries from Long Jon Silvers, let it know you understood the order. When you return with the order though, let it look through the bag without telling it that you got all shellfish foods instead with none of what it wants. Thanks once again to K. for another really well-done editing job. This story wouldn't be what it is without you. Thank you. Boy Traumatized Chapter 12 "I just want you to know that you're very specialĄ­ and the only reason I'm telling you is that I don't know if anyone else ever has." Stephen Chbosky The Perks of Being a Wallflower Omri Deon sat down to dinner with us, and I really enjoyed having him there. He told us more about his day, and he said that he had been busy with completing homework so that he could have time with me totally free of homework. I smiled, and he returned it. "Did you have anything in mind that you wanted to do for this weekend, or for tonight?" I asked turning to him. "Not yet," he answered. "Did you?" "Maybe we could go back to the area we were at the first weekend we spent together," I said. "The weather is supposed to be really nice tomorrow if you wanted to swim." "I would really like that," Deon replied. "Will you be joining us Chase?" I asked. "I'll let you guys have that time alone," he replied. "I have some stuff to do around the house so I'll do it tomorrow during that time." Deon and I discussed a time to go there tomorrow, and we agreed on 2:00 P.M. Chase said that he figured on starting his house work around that time, so it was working out perfectly! "I hope you guys have fun," Chase said as we finished the last bit of food on our plates. "Thanks," I said. "I'm sure we will." Deon nodded in agreement as I stood and began clearing the table. "Dinner was really good," Deon said after taking his plate to the sink. "Thanks Chase." "You're welcome," Chase answered. I thanked him as well. After Chase said he was going to be returning a few work E-mails, Deon and I went into my room. We shared a long and warm hug. It felt good to hold Deon like this, and though we shared a few hugs that week, there was just something about it being the end of the week that made it even more special. Maybe it was knowing that we could embrace for a long time without having to run off anywhere. Finally though, we separated. I walked over to the bed, and after sitting down, Deon joined me and he scooted close to me and held me in his arms. Clearly he wasn't ready for our cuddle time to be over. I wasn't ready for it to end either! "I love holding you like this," Deon said then kissed the top of my head. "I love how small you are. It's as if you were meant for me to hold in my arms like this." "That's really sweet," I said as I lifted my head and kissed him long and tenderly on the lips. "I love how big you are. I love how muscular you are too. Your size and how perfectly I fit in your arms makes me feel safe as well as protected. I love that, and because I know you're probably going to bring it up I'll just say it first. Yes, I love your size concerning one of your special body parts." He smiled, and I looked down at the bulge beginning to form in his shorts. I licked my lips seductively, and then kissed him more intensely! He responded back, then we came up for air, and he went back to holding me as he got himself under control. "That was nice," he said. "I'm glad you like that special body part of me as well. I love yours too." "I'm glad to hear that," I said. Neither of us spoke after that. We just sat there in the silence as Deon held me and I rested against him enjoying the warmth and strength I could feel in his arms. At that moment, I knew with more clarity than ever before, that I was in love with Deon Christianson! I could truly see myself spending the rest of my life with him! I was coming to believe that he felt the same way. I was trying to figure out how to bring everything that I was thinking up to him. "You seem deep in thought," Deon said as if somehow sensing my thoughts. "I am," I said lifting my head to look into Deon's eyes. "Anything you want to share?" he asked. "The first and truly important thing I wanted to say is how I love you Deon," I said. "I've absolutely fallen in love with you, and you mean more to me than anything in this world. I can't ever picture my life without you in it. Also, I don't know how often you've heard this, but to me, you're truly special. You're my whole world, and I truly appreciate everything about you. I appreciate your friendship, your sense of humor and your kindness as well as your compassion!" "That truly means everything to me to hear you say that Omri!" he replied. "I feel the same way about you too! You're my whole world as well, and I've fallen in love with you more than I ever thought I'd love another boy! I love you more than you could ever know, and I want to be with you always!" "I want to be with you forever as well!" I answered. "I'm glad you feel the same way Omri," he responded. We shared a couple of deep kisses, then I hugged him hard then we separated. "Now, I'd like to shower then get into bed so we can snuggle," I replied. "Do you mind?" "Not at all," he answered. Once in the shower, I stood while Deon sat before me as the warm water flowed down over both of us. His shower chair was working out well, and I was glad to see that. As I stood there, I soaped up his hair. Then after washing it out, I began soaping up his upper body. I could tell how much he was enjoying my hands as they lathered up his smooth skin! After I washed off all the soap, Deon stood and I had him hold on to my shoulders just like the couple of times before when we showered. Once he had a tight grip on my shoulders, I moved my hands between his legs to grasp his rock-hard cock! I gently squeezed and caressed his cock, which was as hard as iron at this point. I caressed his balls, then began lathering all of him up down there. He loved how I was lightly gliding my hands up and down his cock and sliding my fingertips all over his balls. I kept this up for a while, then I washed his ass. As I soaped him up between his cheeks, I began slowly circling the opening to his hole. "That feels really good Omri!" he yelled as I moved so he could sit back down on the seat. "I'm really glad you liked that," I replied. I washed his legs and feet, then he did everything to me that I had just done to him. He did hesitate when he got to my ass, and I motioned for him to continue. It felt really good with him gently circling the opening of my hole like that! I really loved it, and I was beginning to wonder how good it might feel if he finger-fucked me sometime! After we finished with our shower, we dried each other, then hurried back to our room. Once on the bed, after pulling down the covers and sheet, I was on top of Deon kissing him all over his body. It seemed like no time went by and I was on my hands and knees, between his spread legs, with a huge mouth full of his hard cock! I sucked him slowly at first, then began working the head of his cock into the back of my throat. I knew how much he loved it when I deep-throated him! "Oh fuck yeah Omri!" he yelled. "I fucking love that so much!" I kept at it, then he motioned for me to turn so that my cock was near his mouth. I did so, and he was going down on me as I continued sucking him off. Soon he was getting even closer to the edge than before, and I was almost there with him! We continued sucking each other, and when I felt the head of my own cock being massaged by Deon's throat, I felt my orgasm upon me more intensely than any I had had before! I unloaded in his mouth, and he was soon flooding my own mouth with his thick hot cream! It was so good, and I felt us connecting even more deeply and intensely as we shared that orgasm! We continued sucking each other to get those last few wonderful drops, then I had to have Deon stop as it was getting too sensitive! I released Deon's cock from my own mouth as well, and we came back up to face each other. We shared a long hug and several deep passionate kisses! Soon our deep kisses turned to more gentle ones, then I lay there looking into Deon's eyes. "That was amazing!" I said. "It really was!" he answered. "I feel so close to you now, actually even closer!" "I feel the same way about you as well my love," I said. Eventually we got the covers up over us, and I lay snuggled in Deon's arms. His warm skin was heaven against mine, and I lay there with my head resting on his chest. "I love you Deon," I said looking up at him and into his eyes. "I love you with all of my heart!" He smiled warmly, and then tenderly kissed my lips. "I love you from the bottom of my heart Omri!" he replied. "You truly have completed the missing part of me, and I feel like our connection is one that can never be broken!" "I feel the same way!" I answered. "I believe that our love will be a love that will last forever!" "Me too," he said. After another warm kiss, I lay my head back down on Deon's chest and we fell asleep immediately afterwards. 0000 Tanner On that same Friday night while Omri and Deon were spending the weekend together, I was out walking. After eating dinner at one of the restaurants close to my house, I continued walking. My parents were out with friends, and since it wasn't a school night, I didn't have to be home until 11:00 P.M. I had been thinking about what Omri and I had been talking about when I had told him I was unsure about my being straight. I wasn't even really sure if I was Bi. I was starting to discover that even thinking of sex with girls was losing its appeal for me. As I continued thinking about it, I was finding that the appeal for sex with girls, much less the romantic side of being with a girlfriend, didn't have the huge appeal that I once believed it had, or should have. As the days went by, I was coming to the realization that I had been going off of what I thought I should believe about dating, romance and sex when it came to girls. Especially recently, as the days and weeks went by, when I would think about being with a guy, I was finding that the thoughts were sending me that spark that I had believed I would and should have gotten with a girlfriend. I was thinking about all this when I came to a bench near my house, and I sat down. I continued thinking, and I thought a little more about the romantic side of being with guys, and less about the sexual side. I was finding that this was giving me a deep feeling of peace, as well as a calming feeling that I had never had when being with girls, or even thinking of being with them. As I sat there, I was beginning to believe that I was coming to the answer to who I really was, and I smiled at the possibility that things could be changing for me, and moving in a new and wonderful direction. Author's Notes I hope all of you enjoyed this chapter. I told you that I would include more stuff between Deon and Omri, so I hope you all like how I handled the scenes between them. I also wanted to continue the part of the story that deals with Tanner, so wanted to end the story with his plotline. In the next chapter, I'll be dealing with things concerning what Omri was put through. There will be some things that Omri will have to deal with, especially leading up to the hearing that he has coming up since it's almost time for that. You'll get to see how things go there, and how it goes with Deon and their friends being there for Omri, as well as Chase being there for him as well. I hope you like what's to come in the next chapter. Having said all that though, I hope all of you have been doing well. I'll see all of you in Chapter 13.