Date: Fri, 10 Feb 2023 20:14:28 -0500 From: James Heady Subject: Boy Traumatized--Chapter 9 Boy Traumatized By James Disclaimer This is a story which deals with sexual as well as romantic situations between consenting teenaged males. This story will also deal with sexual assault, child abuse, Anti-LGBT Bigotry, Racism, Suicide, Ableism, Discrimination and other possibly sensitive topics. If you're unable to handle reading about such sensitive subjects, then back out of the story now. Also, if you're not of the legal age to read this type of story, then please find something else to read. Other than this, no additional Trigger Warnings will be given. Also, "Flame E-mails" will be ignored. Please remember to donate to Nifty, as it's your donations that keep this as well as other stories and reading materials on the site free to the public. Finally, if you like this story, and haven't done this already. Invite my e-mail address jamesheady1985@gmail.com to a Metal concert that you say is going to be of the group Cannibal Corpse. When you arrive there though, direct their attention to the sign that shows that the concert is for Bad Bunny instead. Thanks once again to K. for another really amazing editing job. This story wouldn't be what it is without you. Thanks again! Boy Traumatized Chapter Nine "It's just that I don't want to be somebody's crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too." Stephen Chbosky The Perks of Being a Wallflower Omri I looked down at Deon as he lay there totally naked to my gaze! He had immediately tossed his boxers on the floor next to the bed, and now he lay on his back with his legs spread wide. I saw his huge cock hard, pulsing and leaking precum like a water hose! I moved my gaze from his smooth face, to his chest with its two nipples which were hard, then to his smooth stomach. After I scooted closer to him, I reached out my hands, and began touching all over his upper body. His skin felt amazing! It was so silky and so soft! I never wanted to stop touching him! "You can feel all of me," he said smiling up at me. "I want you to feel every single part of me tonight!" "I'd love that too!" I replied. I touched all over his upper body, as well as gently rubbing and lightly pinching his nipples which made him crazy with pleasure and lust! Once he turned over on his stomach, I spent a long time lightly brushing my nails up and down his sides, all over his chest and stomach as well as his back and shoulders. I then spent some time gliding my fingertips up and down his ass cheeks, making sure to cover every inch up and down and all over them! "Oh yeah Omri!" Deon moaned loudly. "That fucking gives me chills when you do that! I love that so much!" "I'm really glad you're enjoying it!" I answered. I motioned for him to get on his back again. When he was ready, I brushed my fingertips up and down his inner thighs slowly, and then I began lightly caressing his balls. He jerked a couple of times and moaned loudly! I then lightly wrapped my left hand around his cock then began slowly stroking it up and down. "That feels so good!" he panted as he thrusted slightly as I continued jacking him off. "Grip it tighter! That's how I really like it!" I agreed, and continued to kneel over him while I held his cock in a tight grip, stroking him mid-tempo at this point. I loved how his moans sounded, as well as the moist sounds his cock made with how much precum he was leaking! With my other hand, I began slowly and lightly stroking his balls with the palm of my hand which drove him even more crazy! He yelled how good it felt, and I kept it up until I could sense that he was getting close to the edge. "I want to make you last," I said. "I still have to feel the rest of you." "That sounds amazing!" he replied. I ran my hands gently all over his thighs, down his legs and then I gently massaged both of his soft feet. He really liked that, and then I returned to his cock. "Ready for me to continue?" I asked smiling down at him. "Ready!" he responded. I took him in my left hand like before, and gripping him tightly like he enjoyed, I began stroking him again. He was moving his hips, and I knew that it wouldn't take long. Feeling more adventurous, I moved so that I was laying on my right side facing him as I continued jacking him off. I leaned my head over, and began sucking and lightly grazing his nipple with my teeth. "Oh fuck Omri!" he yelled. "That's so fucking good! I love that so much! Oh, that feels amazing! Don't stop!" I continued on, and he was getting closer to the edge now! "Oh god!" he yelled. "I'm about to come! I'm about to shoot now Omri!" I leaned close to his ear, and I began whispering lots of dirty things. "You fucking like my hand wrapped around your hot hard cock don't you!" I whispered in his ear. "Bet you're thinking about fucking my hot little slutty mouth with it, or maybe you're imagining the tight grip of my hand, wondering how it would be to be fucking my tight little Boy Pussy! Bet you'd like that, wouldn't you! I bet you'd just love to be holding me against you with me on my stomach, and you pinning me down as you fuck the shit out of my hot slutty little tight Boy Cunt! I'd love that, and the feel of your big cum-filled balls slapping against my cheeks while I scream for you to give it to me so fucking hard! I'd probably call you daddy, and scream for you to fuck me harder!" "Oh fuck Omri!" He yelled as he jerked a couple of times as I kept pumping his cock. "I love the fucking dirty things you're saying to me right now!" "Yeah, I bet you do like them!" I moaned into his ear. "Yeah Daddy, fuck me harder! You loved having my hot mouth filled with your cock! You loved using my mouth to fuck. I can tell you're loving the feeling of your cock pounding in and out of my tight Boy Pussy! You owned my mouth, now you're owning my little Cunt!" "Oh fuck yeah!" he yelled throwing his hips up in the air and coming hard, a lot more hard than I thought a boy could! "Yeah Deon, come for me!" I said just above a whisper! "Blast that cum! Let yourself go!" "Oh god it feels so good!" he moaned loudly as he continued blasting his cum everywhere! His cum was all over his stomach, his chest as well as his hand! I never seen so much cum. I was truly amazed! Soon, he was slowing down, and after a couple more strokes, he began lightly pushing at my hand. "Oh god, it's too much now!" he gasped as he struggled to ketch his breath again. "It's too sensitive now!" "I can imagine it is," I said smiling at him. I gently released his cock that was rapidly softening, and I looked down at him as he rested for a moment, totally covered in cum, and his face wearing a huge smile that melted my heart! After another moment of him laying there, he asked if I could get him something to clean up with. I got up and found a towel. I handed it to Deon, and he cleaned up with it. He then slowly and gently cleaned his cock and around his balls. He held the towel out to me, and he fortunately folded it so that I wouldn't get any of the cum on my hands, although I already had a lot of his cum all over my hand anyway. I had wiped most of it on my stomach shortly after he stopped coming. I did it totally without thinking about it. I then cleaned off the rest with a clean part of the towel, then laid it in the clothes hamper. Returning to the bed, I lay down beside Deon, and he moved to take me in his arms. "I have something special in mind to do back to you," he said. "All that work you did must be rewarded." We smiled, then kissed for several minutes, and then Deon turned me on my back. "I think you're going to enjoy what I'll be doing to you now." After saying that, he began kissing all over my chest, stomach and sides. He then began touching and caressing me all over like I had done to him. It felt so good, and I moaned loudly as he began brushing my inner thighs! I never felt anything like that before! It felt so good, and I never wanted it to stop! Deon was careful to make sure I would be alright with him touching my butt, and I allowed him to brush against my cheeks, then I motioned for him to move on. I felt comfortable with him doing that, but I only lasted for a couple of moments, then he was brushing his fingertips up and down my inner thighs! "Oh fuck that's so good!" I yelled! Deon kept that up for a few more moments, then he rubbed all over my legs and feet like I had done to him earlier! His hands were warm and soft as they moved all over my body, just like I figured they'd be. Only in reality rather than in my imagination, it felt better than anything I could have ever dreamed! When Deon moved to my balls, I felt like I could have come right then and there as his fingers caressed and stroked them! "Oh God Deon!" I screamed not caring if anyone heard me! "That feels so fucking good!" He continued on with that until I could hardly take it, then he began stroking my cock up and down, as well as caressing it with his fingers. He traced every inch of it, then I was surprised as he began lowering his mouth over the head of it! I couldn't believe it! "Holy shit!" I gasped! "Are you sure!" He continued on until my cock was enveloped in his hot wet mouth! I could hardly believe that I was getting my first blow job ever, and from a boy who I was deeply in love with! It was pure Heaven! Deon kept up a steady rhythm going up and down on my cock, which felt amazing! He used his tongue to explore every inch of my flesh. It felt even better when he'd let his tongue slide up and down the under-side of my cock! That drove me totally fucking crazy! Then when he stopped long enough to suck on my balls, I felt like I would explode at any moment! "Oh god Deon!" I yelled! "That's fucking incredible! Keep doing that!" He sucked on my balls for another couple moments, then returned to sucking and licking all over my cock! This went on for a long time. Then he began moving his mouth further down until the head of my cock was in the back of his throat. I got closer to the edge! I never thought it could be this good being deep-throated like that! "Fuck!" I screamed as he continued massaging the head of my cock with the back of his throat! After another moment of that, he began sucking normally again, and I was seconds away from exploding into his mouth! "Deon!" I panted. "I'm close! I'm so fucking close!" After another second, I began blasting stream after thick hot stream of cum into Deon's hot sucking mouth! Deon swallowed it all! I had heard guys talk about how much they loved when someone swallowed their cum and had wondered what the big deal was. Now I knew! I did worry for a second if I was drowning Deon in my cream, but he continued swallowing! Soon my cum was slowing, and then it stopped. I worked to get my breathing under control! Deon eased his mouth off of my cock, and after coming back up to where I lay, we kissed deeply, holding each other tightly! "That was so good!" I said as I lay there looking deeply into Deon's eyes. "I never knew how good that could be! Thank you!" "You're welcome, anytime!" he replied. "I'm glad I could show you that, and what you did for me felt truly amazing as well!" "I think I'll sleep really good tonight," I said as we exchanged another kiss. "Me too," he answered. We lay there with the covers over us at that point, and I eased my head down on Deon's chest as he stroked my back up and down. "It feels so good being with you like this," I said. "I feel the same way," he answered. "I feel even closer to you now," I went on. "I never felt this connected to someone before, and I feel like what we did tonight only strengthened our connection with each other." "I agree," he said. "I feel like our connection has only deepened as well. I feel like we're almost one being together like this." "I know what you mean," I said. "So, you really felt safe with me making love to you tonight," Deon asked, looking at me. I lifted my head, and our eyes met. "I really did feel safe," I answered. "I still do." "I'm glad," he responded. "I always want you to feel safe with me when we're together, whether it be as friends doing stuff, or as more than friends and having sex." "I want that same thing for you as well Deon," I answered. "So do you want to be boyfriends, or have you figured that out yet?" "I'm really hoping we can be boyfriends," he replied. "I would really like that a lot. I've never felt this way about another boy before. Yeah, I've liked other boys, but nothing like what I feel for you. I don't think of you as a simple crush. I feel myself falling for you really hard, and really fast." "I don't think of you as a simple crush either Deon," I said. "I've never felt this way about another boy before either, and I really want to be with you as boyfriends. I feel myself falling deeply in love with you, and I want to be with you always!" "So, I really want you to be my boyfriend," he said with his forehead resting against mine. "I want that for us as well," I answered. "Boyfriends?" "Absolutely!" he replied. "Boyfriends!" We kissed for a long time. I continued staring into Deon's eyes. "I'm really glad we're together, both as friends, and also as boyfriends," I said. "You truly do mean everything to me, and I want to be with you for the rest of our lives!" "I want us to be together forever as well Omri!" he replied. "I can't picture my life without you in it." "I can't picture mine without you either," I answered. "When I'm in your arms, I feel totally safe, secure and deeply happy. I feel like nothing bad could ever happen!" "I feel the same way when your arms are wrapped around me as well Omri," he said. "I always want you to feel deeply protected when my arms are around you. I want you to feel like you're in a place where you're truly safe and happy, as well as deeply loved." "I want that for you as well Deon," I answered. "I feel all those things when we're holding each other, and when I'm in your arms." "I'm glad, and I feel that too," he said. We kissed a couple more times, then I looked into his eyes again. "I love you Deon," I said as I pressed my lips tenderly to his. "I love you too Omri," he answered returning my tender deep kiss. After that I relaxed into his embrace, and we were asleep within minutes. I felt his love and that deep sense of security envelop me as I laid there, drifting off to sleep in his arms! Author's Notes I hope you guys like how things have progressed between Deon and Omri. I hope all of you enjoy the love-making scenes between the two of them as well in this chapter. I figured on including what happened with them in this chapter regarding the rest of their weekend too, but figured that this chapter had become expansive enough. So I'll be continuing with the rest of Omri and Deon's weekend in the next chapter. All that being said, I hope everyone is having a good evening. I'll see all of you in Chapter Ten.