Date: Sun, 14 Nov 2004 10:10:33 -0800 (PST) From: JMH Subject: Circle the Noun chapter 14 Here is chp 14.... I hope you enjoy it. ******************************************************************************* Next morning: When they arrived to help Jessica move in to the house, Robert and Josh were surprised to find a moving van waiting for them. "You are leaving your house? I thought you would only be staying with us every other week?" Josh asked, a little worried. "Well, I will still need my things... half my clothes, one of my living room sets, I'm a writer you know so I will need a place to work and all." "Ok..." Josh said, feeling a little nervous. In preparation of having Jessica move in, Josh and Robert had switched beds from the downstairs guestroom and the bed that had been in Josh's room. Both Josh and Robert agreed that sleeping in the same bed Josh had slept in with Andrew was just not comfortable for either of them. As far as they were concerned, what Jessica didn't know couldn't hurt her but now it looked like she was planning to move half her house into their already full home. As she didn't need any help moving out of her place, they just followed the moving van back to their house. That was when they faced the challenge of finding space for all her things. It was Robert who came up with a solution. He went to Andrew's office, rammed the door a few time till the lock broke. He almost found it amusing that it was completely empty. Andrew must have emptied it some time ago while no one was around. "Here you go Jessica... it might have been used by your ex but at least it is clean," Robert grinned as he showed her the room. "Yes... I do sense that dope's presence here," Jessica said as she walked around the large office. "But don't worry, not even his smell can stand to be around me. You should be thanking me. Within a few days your whole house will be completely free of Andrew's aura." "You said you were a writer... what do you write?" "Oh... I'm a complete amateur. Since I have never had another man since Andrew... never wanting to... I live my sex life by writing erotic fiction. That way the guy is always faithful, handsome, and mute! In a perfect world all men should have their tongues removed as part of the wedding vows," Jessica explained. "Gosh... what did Andrew do to her?" Robert asked as he and Josh left her to rant on her own. "Well from what I understood, Andrew would jack himself off in the bathroom till he was almost ready to climax. Then he would leave the bathroom, quickly fuck Jessica and then leave her to go take a shower. He did that for five years while she worked her ass off to support him though the rest of college and law school." "Dang... all that sex but not a single orgasm." "Yeah but that is not the worse of it. Andrew was her second husband. Her first did five years for battery." "No reason she don't like men. I'm surprised that she doesn't hate you. You are sort of the "other woman"," Robert laughed as they made their way to the kitchen to get away from all the movers. "No she doesn't hate me. She always sees me as gullible victim of Andrew's." "You were no victim," Robert laughed. "I know... but it spares me most of her verbal barbs," Josh explained. "I don't think the rest of us are going to be that lucky." Just then the kitchen door swung open and Jessica stormed in. "He slept in that bed!" She accused the two of them. "What?" Both Josh and Robert asked confused. "Andrew... who else? He always wore that damned cologne. The whole mattress reeks of it." "Sorry..." Josh blushed. "We didn't think you would notice." "Well I have. Good thing I brought my extra bed over. Was planning to use it in my office but it might as well go into the bedroom." "Ok..." Josh sighed. "So... I called that poor excuse of a man I call a lawyer. Shared custody papers have already been signed. I'm sorry Josh, but he will still have to go to that private school. Andrew still has primary custody." "That's ok. I've visited the school. It seems good. They only reason I didn't let Greg go there was I felt he would have preferred to be with his brothers." "Well it might be good for him to meet some new people but you will have to excuse me... I need to do some research for a story I am writing." "Research?" Both Robert and Josh asked themselves, worried as Jessica left the room. Robert and Josh stayed in the kitchen, Josh because he needed to make lunch, Robert because he just found Josh playing housewife to be cute. The bread had just been toasted when there was a loud moan coming from the den followed by the sound of several men cheering. Nathan then came running into the kitchen looking a little disturbed. "What is going on in there?" Robert asked just as the sound of a woman screaming came from the den. "It's aunt Jessica... she's watching a porn video." "She is what?" Robert said shocked. "She told us she wrote erotica and that she was going off to do research," Josh sighed. "Yeah... but to bring straight porn into this house." "Hahahaha... what is the problem Robert. You are the king of porn." "Gay porn...g-a-y. I never brought straight porn into this house." "So if I had a straight son and he wanted to watch straight porn you would not have let him," Josh continued, amused. "Hell, no... if he wanted to watch porn he can just watch gay porn. The actors are better looking anyway." "They are all men," Josh grinned. "Of course... but are you telling me that a straight porn actor looks anywhere as hot as a gay star." "Ok... I concede," Josh said, bent over with laughter. "Nathan... what do you think? What is better straight or gay?" "Well... all I have ever seen has been the straight and lesbian porn we would watch at a friend's house after a baseball victory," Nathan blushed his confession. "What! You are telling me that your dad has not shown you gay porn." "NO!" Both Josh and Nathan replied. The idea of Josh showing his son porn sounded so ridiculous to both of them it could not help but send them to the floor in laughter. "Well I need to fix that then... come with me Nate," Robert grunted, hating that they were laughing at his hobby. Robert went past the den that was now full of the movers watching the video Jessica had put on. Nathan, whom Robert dragged along, kept his head down, tying not to notice what was going on. Robert took them to his office where he grabbed the nearest DVD. He then dragged Nathan back to the den. The movers were still hooting while Jessica sat alone on the sofa taking notes. Robert, determined to end this crime pushed his way through them all till he got to the DVD player. His pushing of the eject button trigger a series of loud moans and complaints from the other men. Robert ignored them and replaced the discs quickly and pushed play. Robert then turned to look for Nathan who was trying to sneak back into the kitchen. He chased Nate down and pushed him down on the couch next to Jessica. Robert then took a seat to her other side. "What is this?" Jessica asked when the intro credits began to roll. "The correct form of male erotica... none of this straight crap." "You telling me we are watching gay porn," Jessica said in disgust as she noticed that all the actors listed were male. The movers were just coming to the same realization as loud moans of disgusts past most of their lips. Even before the first sex scene started all of them but one had left. "Hey... why don't you take a seat and enjoy yourself." Robert grinned at the lone mover. "Nah... I better not. I would get into too much trouble if I stopped working," The man blushed before leaving. So... Nathan what do you think? Which have hotter guys... gay or straight?" Nathan looked at the three men going at it. He noticed that their bodies were more built, smoother, and tanned. This compared to the pale skinned, out of shape, and hairier guys. He also noticed that you could also see the men in their entirety instead of being a piece of decoration for the woman. "They... they do look nicer," Nathan stammered, a little embarrassed. "What do you think Jessica?" Robert grinned hoping to embarrass her. "It's interesting," Jessica replied, surprising Robert. She seemed almost unable to take her eyes off the screen as she struggled to take notes. "How so?" Robert asked, taken a little aback. "Well it seems simpler. There was almost no story leading into the sex. You just had three guys run into each other on the beach and look at each other before they were down on the ground sucking each other. There was no seduction, no violence, and no meaningless conversation... just three men seeing each other's dicks hard." "What do you think?" Robert said, turning his attention back to Nathan. "Well... while the guys are hot, their bodies as not so disproportionate." "Except their dicks," Jessica added. "Yeah..." Nathan agreed as he adjusted himself. "But it does not look as ridiculous... like the women's breasts being larger then half the size of their heads." "True..." Jessica agreed as she took more notes. "So... it would be fair for me to say that you like gay porn better then straight?" Robert asked Nathan but got a reply from Jessica first. "I would have to see a lot more before I reach a decision but it does give me some story ideas." "Nathan?" Robert asked again while laughing at Jessica's reply. "It's nice..." Nathan could only say. "Want to take it to your room and watch it on your computer?" Robert said with a wicked grin. "Hey... I'm watching this one!" Jessica protested. "It's ok dad." Nathan said. He saw the DVD box of the video Philip had watched last night on the coffee table. He quietly picked it up and headed for the stairs, his boner showing through his soccer shorts. "Have fun!" Robert yelled after Nathan. He saw the little maneuvering and knew what Nathan had to be up to. "Well Jessica, I hope you enjoy the video. Just consider it a intro to what you will see around this house." "Ok..." Jessica replied as if she had barely heard him. The video was just getting to the fuck scene. Seeing that his job was done, Robert headed back to the kitchen. "What is going on out there?" Josh asked when Robert came in. "Oh just giving Jessica an education into gay sex. She seems to be enjoying it." "Really?" Josh laughed. "Yeah... told her she had to get used to a lot of male loving if she was going to live here." "Well after watching a few I'm sure she will become numb to it." "Your son also seemed to enjoy it himself." "Nate?" Josh said surprised. "Oh come on Josh... admit it, Nathan is really gay," Robert laughed "He told me bisexual." "He might think he is bisexual because he has really wanted to be straight but deep in his heart he's gay." "Why do you want to label him like that," Josh said getting a little angry. "It should be his choice." "But Josh... that's just it... it's not a choice. Nathan wants to have kids desperately. If he could get David pregnant everything would be perfect for him." "I know. I just thought that I raised him to feel comfortable to be whatever, gay or straight." "You are a good dad... a wonderful dad but you can't do everything. You can't force a kid to accept himself. You can be supportive but if the kid does not himself feel comfortable there is little you can do." "Yes..." "Awwww don't worry hon," Robert said as he gave his lover a hug. "Nathan will figure everything out. He has you, me, Greg, and David... plenty of role models that show that he can be gay and happy. "I just wished he could have the guy and the family... everything he feels he needs to be happy." "Yeah... that would be great. Nathan has some choices to make. Is it more important for him... the love of a lover or that of a father? ************************************************ "Wakey Greg!" Scott's voice woke him. Greg moaned as he turned on to his back to face his morning tormentor standing in a pair of tight white briefs. "You need to tell me how you keep on getting into my room." "Never going to happen," Scott grinned as he hopped on to the bed where he pulled off the sheets from Greg. "Oooo pajamas." "They are not pajamas," Greg defended himself. "You are wearing pants and a t-shirt... that qualifies as pajamas in my book." "Why... what do you wear?" Greg asked... miffed. "This!" Scott said as he lifted up his legs and pulled off his underwear. "..." Greg was stunned into silence. "You like it?" Scott asked as he twirled his shorts on his index finger. Greg was taken aback. He would not have imagined that Scott, 6'8", and a jock, with an ample dick would have shaved his groin bare. "Wow." "You like it... not met a gay guy yet who has not been impressed by it. Go ahead... touch it." "Ummmmm... I better not," Greg replied nervously. "Oh... come on... I know you want to," Scott pressed. "Please put your underwear back on." "Alright..." Scott sighed in disappointment. "I've never met a guy so protective of his virginity." "It's not that..." Greg stuttered. "Then what... we both have dicks... I find you cute and your dick tells me that you find be cute so why can't we fool around?" "I just want to be in love." "Love? Love is for when you are old and afraid you will end up alone." "That is what I'm afraid of!" Greg shouted. "Why... you are young, cute and available," Scott said as he pulled his shorts back on. "I have also lost a lot. My two dads just broke up, both of my brothers are going to college soon, I've not been around my mother for years, and whatever friends I had at school." "So you feel lonely... why then are you so adverse to some male bonding?" "Because I want it to mean something." "That's just it Greg... I've done it with over a dozen guys and I have not been in love with a single one of them. Sex is for fun... expect anything more and you are just asking to get hurt." "Boy you're bitter." "Yeah... I guess I am," Scott said, his face red. "Want to tell me about it?" "Why do you want to know?" "Because I want to understand." "Ok... I'll tell you. Until two years ago I was like you, living with my mom and stepfather and two stepsisters. I went to a normal school like you did. I even had a girlfriend." "Did she know about the other guys?" "Hell no...and back then it was only one guy... Kirk, a football player." "Ok so you had a girlfriend and a boyfriend at the same time." "Yeah... everything was good until she got pregnant. We used condoms but I guess it leaked." "So you didn't want the baby." "No... I was a little spaced out but as soon as I got myself back together I got excited. I was only sixteen but was going to be a dad." "That is a lot of responsibility." "I know but I though I could handle it. For three weeks all I could talk about was the baby. It drove Kirk crazy. He in fact dumped me." "He was mad that you slept with Sara?" "No... he always knew about that. He had his own girlfriend. No... what he didn't like was me talking about spending the rest of my life with Sara." "I see." "Yeah well after the first trimester Sara had a change of heart. She never told till after the fact but she went and got an abortion. I was so mad I could have killed her. She killed my child and didn't even tell me to my face. She just sent me an e-mail." "She was probably embarrassed to tell you." "Well it gets worse... after being dumped my both Kirk and Sara I went looking for someone else to give my affections to. This time it was a guy named Thomas. He didn't go to my school but he was pretty fun in bed." "Thomas... doesn't he live in Overland Park?" "Yeah... how did you know?" "My brother went out with him... he is a little clingy." "Yeah I found that out... Thomas seems to get pleasure in find guys in the closet and outing them to their family and friends. He gets off on ruining other people's lives." "Don't think that would have worked with David." "Well it worked with me. We were having sex when my folks busted in on us. They were supposed to be gone till ten at night but they were back at seven. It turned out that they had received an anonymous call, saying that there was an emergency at home." "So they found out you were gay." "Yeah, mom and my step dad were furious. Mom was because she found out that I was bisexual like dad. My step dad was mad because I was suppose to be watching the girls, not inviting guys over to have sex with." "Oh man..." "Yeah... things got a little rough... too rough. Within a month Mom sat be down and told me I had to move in with my real father. I thought that would be cool, having a gay father who would let me bring guys over but then I noticed what a jerk he was. He would go through men like tissue, loving it when he broke up with them." "But don't you do the same." "Hell no... I never let the other guy think that the sex is anything more then sex. It's just for fun." "Have you not been dating any girls?" "Well no... for three reasons. First, after Sara killed my baby I never wanted to go through that again. You can't get a guy pregnant. Second, it is just a plan fact, men take less emotional investment then girls do. Right now I'm not interested in falling in love. Third... guys are just more fun." "Ok... I see why you would be against anything romantic at the moment." "Romance... I love romance! Romance can be fun as long as you don't take it seriously." "How can you not take romance seriously?" "I can show you!" Scott said with raised eyebrows as he climbed back into the bed. "Scott, come on... I understand where you are coming from but I really want my first time to be special." "Then we will just have to make it special. How about we go out on a date?" "A date? I thought you didn't want to be tied down?" "Well I'm not saying I'm going to give up my playmates for you but I am willing to date you exclusively." "So what does that mean?" "It means that outside my team responsibilities you will be the only guy in my life." "Why so you can later dump me?" "I won't do that... you'll just get tired of me." "If you say so," Greg said disbelieving. "How about this... so long as you want me... I'll be your boyfriend." "Ok... but then I don't want you to try to get me to dump you." "Hey... I can only be me!" Scott defended himself. "Then tell me what your team responsibilities are? "If the team wins, I suck off the team captain and the mvp. If the captain is the MVP then I also rim his ass." "No fucking?" "Hell no... the only person I have ever fucked was Kirk and no one... I mean no one is getting my ass." "A confirmed top then," Greg laughed. "Yeah... so I hope you are a bottom." "I don't know... I just because I'm so shy that everyone think I am." "No... I think it is because you are so cute," Scott grinned as he moved closer to Greg." "Can I ask you one thing?" Greg asked as Scott's face got within inches of his. "Sure," Scott grinned as he licked his lips. "You are a hot guy. You could have had anyone you want. Why are you interested in me?" "Well..." Scott started as he played with the buttons of Greg pajama top. "I have told you many times before you are as cute as a button. You are also the only gay guy in this house that I think I can relate to. Finally... maybe I do feel like a lonely slut. Who better to date then a lonely virgin who can knock some sense into me? I thought a lot about what happened yesterday when I hit on you. You have been the first guy to turn me down in a long time. It hurt... a lot. I don't know why but more then my father, your opinion seemed to matter to me. I wanted you to see me as this cool guy." "Why...? "Because... you are the first gay guy who still talks about love as if it were really possible." "I guess that is because I saw the love my other dad had for my father and uncle Robert and uncle Mike for Patrick. Everyone loved each other in my home." " I see...Sooo... do you think you can be my boyfriend and teach me about love?" Scott asked in a super sweet voice. "We can try but I want to take things slow." "Oh... I can do slow," Scott grinned as he slipped a hand underneath Greg's shirt. "Let's go slower then that," Greg said as he moved away. "Ok... how about a kiss," Scott said as he made to connect with Greg's lips. "How about a hug?" Greg suggested instead as he avoided Scott's lips "Hell... alright but you have to let it be a long one." "Ok..." Greg said as he tried to get out from under the sheets. "Nope... I want us to do it under the sheets," Scott insisted as he got under them. Soon Greg felt Scott's long body up against his own. It felt nice to have Scott's body up against his. "This feel's nice," Greg sighed as he rested his forehead on Scott's chest. "It would feel better if you took off your shirt," Scott suggested as he began unbuttoning Greg's shirt. "No wait..." Greg said as he tried to keep it on. "Come on Greg... what is the advantage to dating a guy like me if you can't even feel what my body is like." Greg was curious so long as Scott didn't try anything more serious; he thought it would be ok. Scott slipped off his shirt and threw if off the bed. He then pulled Greg closer to him so that Greg's body was up against his. With one arm wrapped against Greg's neck and another around his body, Scott rolled Greg on top of him. Scott rested his chin on top of Greg while his hands went up and down Greg's back. "What do you think?" Scott asked after a moment of silence. The warmth of their bodies together, the moment of Scott's hand on his back, the rising of both their chests, all of that relaxed Greg. It was not love he was feeling... yet, but it felt good to finally be held by someone other then family. "You feel good." "You do as well," Scott agreed. "You sure we can't do more?" "Slow Scott... S-L-O-W." Greg spelled out. "Ok... slow," Scott granted. Greg felt that going slow would help ensure that no mistakes would happen. He was sure that Nathan would agree with that. ******************************************************************************* http://groups.yahoo.com/group/adultwritingworkshop/ http://www.keepitcoming.net/centurion.html