Date: Mon, 23 Apr 2007 10:31:44 -0400
From: ppdanny@gmail.com
Subject: Corey's Dear Journal - 6

The events, names, story, places, occurrences in this store are all
fiction. Any information which can be traced to anyone is purely coincidence.
I have written this as if in the eyes of a young man, at the tender age of 21.
Each chapter will be in the form of a journal entry, as young Corey
adds events to his journal. If you have any comments or suggestions
you can email them to me at: ppdanny@gmail.com


Corey's Dear Journal!


Chapter 6: Time is nearing.


April 23rd, 2007: Surgery Tomorrow

I didn't think I was going to write another entry until after I got
back from my surgery. This pretty much says how I decided otherwise.
Time grows ever so closer and I am worried about how the surgery will
turn out - I guess everyone does. I sometimes hate stating the obvious
but I do it anyways. I guess what I do it here is because I know
people read this other than me. Though, there are people in my life
that if they read this, it would  be bad.

One of those is my best friend: Tammy. She just spent the past few
months in UK and just came back to Canada. The first weekend she was
here she spent at my place. Shes like a big sister to me, and my
parents treat her as family. It was finally good to have her back in
my life. It's funny she feels weird about me driving her though -
since shes older to me and thinks it weird to have someone she
considers her little bro drive her.

Chris and I are... I dunno how to explain it. We talk a lot less now.
Though, we still do talk - it seems like once the mutual ground got
established then things settled down. So now its like we just talk as
friends. I appreciate that a lot. One can never have enough friends,
especially good ones. I have little friends as is.

Its been good these past few days. Things seem to be calming for me
emotionally, as right now I realize that I want to be single. Although
I want a relationship -  I have come to realize that my life is in no
position right now to be able to support any type of serious
relationship. I live with my parents, and I have no source of income,
and I have debt, and I have this surgery tomorrow. I have things I
need to set in order before I decide to get into a serious
relationship. Kinda hard to explain what I mean by that.

Well, my 2nd uncle goes home in less than a week now and it has been
great having him here - I still am looking forward to writing my entry
about his whole visit. Im riding the rollercoaster as always - just
right now instead of dropping down, it has leveled out... hopefully
sometime soon it will be gong up again!

Corey \