Date: Fri, 4 Jul 2008 15:11:18 -0700 (PDT) From: zachary ryan d Subject: Chapter 7 of Discovering Love Brian woke up to someone knocking on the door. His head was throbbing and his ass felt like it was on fire. He looked down and saw dried white stuff on his chest. Slowly the events of the past night were coming back to him. He got a sickly feeling in his stomach, as the visions of the night came to him. "Hello? Is anyone in there?" he heard the person knocking on the door. "Just a minute." Brian said jumping out of bed and quickly finding his clothes and getting dressed. Once, dressed he opened the door to find Alexia standing there. "Oh. Brian?" she said confused. "Hey. Yeah sorry. I never drank and I guess I had too much and fell asleep. I am sorry." He lied. She smiled and said it was ok. Brian volunteered to help her clean up a little. They were just chatting about the party and the upcoming we. Randomly the subject of Chris came up. "So, what do you think of Chris and Sarah dating?" she asked. "I hate it. She is a bitch." Brian said angrily. "Yeah. I heard what she said about you. That was mean." "Oh really. Yeah, she's a bitch." "Hey. Umm...what she said...is it...is it true?" "What??!!" "Brian are you gay?" "What the fuck? Why would you ask that?" he said, his face turning red. "No. Brian. That's not what I mean. It's not a bad thing. My brother..." she started saying. She tried to hold back the tears as she continued. "My brother is gay, but when he told my parents they threw him out. I miss him. I hate them for what they did to him." "Alexia, I'm sorry. Yes..." he took a deep breath. "Yes I am gay." "Oh. I won't tell anyone. I Promise." She said putting a hand on his shoulder. "So, umm, so do you like Chris?" "I...I don't know. I like being around him. I am glad we are friends. Well were friends." "Don't worry. He will come around just give him time." She said "Yeah. Well I better leave." Brian said looking down at his watch. ************************************************************************ Brian tried to do his homework, but he could not concentrate. All he could do was think about how badly Chris had treated him, and what Zach and Steve did to him. He tried to fall asleep, but it was hard to. After a few hours of tossing and turning, he finally fell asleep. The next day he woke early, tired as ever, and tried to finish all the homework he had not done yet. Thankfully he planned ahead and finished most of it on Friday. When he arrived in Journalism, Chris was nowhere to be found. He never showed up for class. Later after lunch Allie asked Brian if he had seen him because he wasn't at the lunch table. Brian wondered where Chris was. ************************************************************************ Chris was lying in bed. Ever since Saturday he did nothing but sit in his room. He could barely sleep or eat. He felt like his world crumbled into nothingness. He heard a knock at the door. He opened the door to find his girlfriend there. "Chris, what is wrong." She said leaning in to kiss him. "Nothing. I just am stressed." He said. "What's wrong baby?" "Nothing." "Well this will make it better." She said leaning in to kiss him. He started to kiss her back, but before he knew it Brian's face came to mind. He kissed Sarah deeper, wishing she was Brian. Sarah pushed Chris on the bed and started to kiss him. He pushed her off him. "Sorry, I can't do this right now." "What?" she said getting up. "You know whatever. Call me when you are normal." Sarah slammed the door behind her. Chris slumped down on his bed and looked up at the ceiling. A little while later he heard another knock on the door. `Sweetie. Can I come in?" he heard his mom call from the other side of the door. "Sure." He said. His mom opened the door and walked in. She sat on the bed next to him. "Honey are you ok?" she asked, lightly stroking his hair. "Yeah, mom. I am fine." "Look Chris, I know you are not sick. What is wrong?" "It's nothing mom. Really. I am fine." "No. What is it? Are you on drugs?" "Mom!! No." "Really? What is it then?" "It's...It's nothing." "Chris. I am your mother you can tell me anything." "It's love." "Oh. You and Sarah?" "No. Me and someone else." "Oh." "Yeah. I loved this person and I screwed it up. I was too afraid of what would happen if I told them." "Oh. Well you have to make it right. You need to tell them how you feel." "Yeah. I should. Thanks Mom." "No problem son. And remember no matter what, you are my son. And I love you. And I am proud of you." She said leaning over to kiss Chris's forehead and then walked out. `Try to get some sleep honey." Chris thought over what his mom had told him. He should tell Brian how he really feels. "Wait. What did she mean No matter what, you are my son? Did she know? Did she think he was gay?" he thought. Well it didn't matter to him. He needed to get Brian back. But how? Chris drifted off to sleep, determined that tomorrow he will make things right. ************************************************************************ The next day at school, Brian arrived to Journalism and saw Chris sitting by himself. When he saw Brian, he motioned him to sit next to him. Instead Brian sat on the other side of the room, next to a good looking guy. Brian had never recognized him in his class before. He had short buzzed blonde hair, green eyes; both ears pierced and had a muscular body. He leaned back in his seat to stretch and Brian saw his shirt lift up a little to reveal tight chiseled abs covered in a thick treasure trail. His muscles in his arms flexed as he stretched. Brian could not take his eyes off the guy. He looked over and saw Brian staring. He scanned over Brian's body and noticed he had a noticeable bulge in his pants. Soon their eyes met and the boy smiled and Brian quickly looked away. "What was that?" Brian thought. Brian tried to avoid looking at Chris and the guy the whole time, and was elated when class was out. Brian quickly heard someone call his name. He turned around to see Chris come up to him in the hallway. "Brian wait up. I need to talk to you." Brian turned around and started to walk away when he felt a hand on his shoulder. "Yes?" he said turning around to see Chris standing there. "Brian, I need to tell you something." "No you don't." Brian said coldly. "Brian. You are my best friend." "No. I was. Fuck you. I saw you in real light at the party. I see where I fit in. So spare me this pathetic attempt to make it up to me. Just fuck off." Brian said, turning around and walking to class. Chris looked at Brian leave. Tears forming in his eyes. "I love you." He said quietly. "Fuck" he yelled punching a locker. Some girl looked at him, and then walked away shaking her head. Brian stepped into his History class and saw Nina waiting for him. He took a seat next to her. A moment later the same cute boy from earlier sat down next to him. `How many classes do we have together?" he thought. He really had never seen this boy before. "Hi. I am Robbie." Said the boy stretching out his hand. "Brian." He said taking Robbie's hand. Class started and sadly both boys were not able to talk to each other. After class was lunch and Robbie asked Brian if he want to join him for lunch. Brian said he would and after buying his lunch, sat with Robbie. "I saw you at Alexia's party." He said. "Really?" "Yeah. You were with Zach." "Oh. I didn't see you." He said, trying to block out the memories of Zach. "Oh. Well I wish you did." "Huh?" Brian asked puzzled. "You are very cute." Robbie said, putting his hand on Brian's thigh beneath the table. "I saw you and I wanted to talk to you." "Wait what?" "I know you are gay. I saw your boner as you were looking at me." "I was...I was...umm." "It's ok. I want you too. Listen. We have twenty minutes of lunch left. Meet me in the upstairs bathroom in five." He said getting up and walking away. Brian was in shock of what just happened. He though it over in his mind. What if it was a trap? What if it was real? Could he miss an opportunity? He decided to go. He looked down at his watch nervously. Three minutes had gone by, slowly he got up. Dumping his half-eaten food in the near by trash can, he made his way out of the cafeteria. He made his way up the hard stairs and down the empty corridor to the bathroom. He stopped at the door, took a breath and entered. He walked into the bathroom and looked around. He saw Robbie come out of one of the stalls. He walked up to Brian and reached over him and locked the door. Forcefully he pushed Brian against the wall and started kissing him. He slipped his tongue in Brian's mouth and Brian slipped his in Robbie's. Robbie rubbed up against Brian; forcing his clothed crotch into Brian's. He kissed Brian harder; shoving his tongue deep down Brian's throat. He reached down and started to unbuckle Brian's belt. Brian reached down wanting to stop him, but Robbie grabbed Brian's hand and slammed it above his head against the door. He held it there as he continued to undo Brian's pants. Once his belt and pants were undone, he turned Brian over pushing him hard against the wall. Robbie lowered Brian's pants below his ass, and before he knew what was going on he felt Robbie's cock enter his hole. Robbie started licking and sucking on Brian's neck. Brian was so turned on by the forceful nature of all this and his cock was begging to be freed. Brian reached down and pulled his cock out of his pants and started to jack off. Robbie pushed further and harder into him. He slid his hand over Brian's chest down to his cock and took it in his hand and started to jerk him off as he fucked him. Soon both boys felt that they were close and started to tense up. Brian quickened his pace and soon he started to cum. Volley after volley hit the door in front of him. The added pressure of Brian's hole tightening its grip on Robbie's cock cause him to lose control and soon he came deep in Brian. The bell rang a few seconds later. Both boys put their clothes back on and got ready for class. Robbie leaned in and kissed Brian again, "Want to come to my house after football practice around 4?" "Sure, that be hot." Brian replied. Both boys kissed again, Robbie gave Brian directions and then said goodbye and went to class. Brian walked to class thinking of what just happened. For the rest of the day, Brian could not pay attention. He looked at the clock every few minutes hoping that school is over. Finally after what seemed like forever the bell rang. Brian gathered his things and rushed to his locker. He gathered what he needed for the day and went to the library. He found an empty table in the corner. He quickly sat down and tried to concentrate on his school work. Images of what happened earlier flashed in Brian's mind. Slowly he felt himself getting hard. He looked up at the clock and realized he still had two hours. Suddenly his cell phone buzzed in his pocket. He took it out and saw that it was private. He answered it, "Hello?" "Hi, Brian. This is Robbie. Listen football got out early, I just left school. Want to meet me at my house now? My parents aren't home so just come on in." "Sure. I will be on my way." Brian gathered all his stuff and walked out to his car. He put his stuff in and then pulled out of the school parking lot. He took out a crumpled piece of paper from his pocket and looked down at the directions. He followed them and in a few moments he was at Robbie's house. Brian walked up to the house and found the front door unlocked, "Robbie?" he called. "Upstairs. Second door on your left." Said a voice from upstairs. Brian walked up stairs and went into the open door. He walked in and looked around. Robbie's room was pretty big, he had a big screen TV against on wall and a big king sized bed against the fall facing the TV. He the left was a desk and computer. Brian was startled when he felt someone tap his shoulder. He turned around to see Robbie still wearing football practice stuff. He wore a football T-shirt with the sleeves cut. The shirt was too small, and it stopped right above his belly button. He wore black gym shorts that Brian noticed had a good sized tent in it already. "So yea practice got out early. I was going to change before you got here but somehow I don't think you seem to mind." He said, noticing that Brian was staring at his abs and tenting shorts. Robbie took a step towards Brian, his cock inches from Brian. Brian subconsciously licked his lips. Robbie hooked his thumb around the waistband of his shorts and slowly lowered them. His throbbing cock hit his abs, leaving a smudge of precum. Brian leaned in and took Robbie's cock in his mouth. He started to suck. He brought his hands up and slid them up Robbie's body under his shirt. Robbie leaned back to moan, grabbing hold of the back of Brian's head; pushing his head deeper onto his cock. Brian sucked harder and faster. Suddenly Robbie pulled back and leaned down and started to kiss Brian. He pushed him on he bed and started to unbutton his pants and soon they were at his ankles. He than grabbed the waistband of Brian's boxers and yanked. The second his cock was visible, Robbie went down on him. He sucked fast and hard. Brian started moaning louder and louder. After about ten minutes, Brian knew he was about to cum. Robbie sensed it to and pulled off of Brian's cock. Robbie looked at Brian, took of his shirt and asked Brian to fuck him. Brian rolled Robbie over and leaned in to kiss Robbie; getting on top of him. After a few minutes, he started kissing down Robbie's body. Stopping randomly to lick and suck parts of his body. Once he got down to Robbie's cock he sucked him for a few minute, "Oh yes, Brian." Robbie moaned. "Fuck me!" Brian stopped sucking Robbie's cock and placed his cock at the entrance of Robbie's hole. With all the force he could muster, he shoved his throbbing cock into him. He then pulled out until just the head of his cock was in Robbie's ass then thrusted back in. "Harder. Harder." Yelled Robbie. Brain brought his body on top of Robbie's, leaning in to kiss Robbie's neck. He started to bite it as he fucked him harder. Brian drove his cock in and out of Robbie's ass. Again and again he grazed Robbie's prostate. He could feel the muscles around his cock tighten as Robbie started cumming all over his abs and chest. It was enough to push him over the edge. He started pumping faster; soon Brian was shooting his spunk deep into Robbie. After his orgasm subsided, Brian fell on top of Robbie. Their sweat covered bodies forming together. The cum slowly ran out of Robbie's ass as Robbie's cum glued Brian to Robbie. Both boys continued to kiss for a while, until they heard the garage door opening downstairs. "Shit!" Robbie said, getting up. Quickly both boys got dressed and walked downstairs. "Hi Mom." Robbie said. "Hi honey." She said kissing him. "This is Brian. Brian this is my mom." He said. "Hello. Nice to meet you ma'am." Brian said, shaking her hand. She asked them both how school was, then excused herself to go upstairs. Brian decided he should go home and finish some homework. He said good bye to Robbie and drove to his house. His uncle was still out when he got home and his aunt was busy making dinner. He went up to his room and started his homework. ************************************************************************ The next day at school, Robbie and he hooked up again at lunch. The rest of the day seemed to fly by. Chris seemed to have given up trying to apologize to Brian. Brian was relieved not having to deal with Chris, but at the same time missed him. A few hours after school, Brain was studying in the library. Thoughts of Chris and Robbie and the party flashed before him. He could not concentrate, he felt sick. He got up and ran to the bathroom. He was about make it to the bathroom, when he ran into someone. He was able to keep from falling, but the other boy fell over. Brian looked down to see Zach looking at him. "You!" Brian screamed. "I'm sorry." Zach said struggling to get up, "Look I need to talk to you about the party." "What the fuck." Brian said pushing Zach against the locker violently. "You fucking raped me!" "No...I..." Zach started but was cut short by a fist hitting him across the jaw, knocking him downward again. Brian jumped on top of Zach and started punching him. Zach started to bleed out of his nose, and his lip was torn up. "Please stop. Please. It's not me. It was Steve." Zach said holding his hands over his face, crying. "What do you mean? You fucking started it." Brian said looking down at Zach. "No. Well yes. But he started it. I...he...he caught me giving a guy a blowjob in the locker room. He said he would out me if I didn't service him. I became his bitch." "What." Brian said, seeing the pain and sorrow and fear in Zach's eyes. "He forced me to have sex with him. He took my virginity. He fucking raped me. There was nothing I could do. He would out me." "But why me?" "I...I really don't know. He saw you at the party and told m to do it. I told him no. That I didn't want him to do to you what he did to me. But when I told him know, he threatened to out me there. I should have let him. What I did was wrong." "Zach...what would people have done? Like your parents?" "Well. I know most of my friends would have abandoned me. And I am pretty sure that my dad would beat the crap out of me." "I know what you mean. When mine found out, they disowned me and moved me here. Look, I cannot forgive you what you did to me, but if you are telling me the truth, I understand. You need to get back at him, he is abusing you." "How? Will you help me? He abused both of us?" "I don't know. How can I even trust you?" "You can't. But there really is not much to do. Go to the police if you must." "No. I can't." "Then...please...help me. I am begging you." "I will think about it. Meet me here tomorrow same time." With that, Brian turned around and left. ************************************************************************ Chris was lying in bed, feeling more miserable every second. He did not want to do anything; he couldn't eat, he felt tired but he couldn't fall asleep. He skipped practice earlier today. He just could not concentrate on anything. All he could do was replay the conversation he had with Brian earlier that day. How could he have fucked up so badly? What was he thinking? He really loved Brian. Suddenly the phone rang. Chris's heart stopped. Was it Brian? He hesitated for a second then looked for his buzzing phone. He looked down at the screen. "Sarah" It read. He sighed and ignored it. He threw it on the bed beside him. A few moments later, it buzzed again. He looked down and saw it was another call from Sarah. He ignored it and threw it back on the bed. A few moments it buzzed again, signaling he had a new voicemail. He picked it up and listened, "You know what Chris? Fuck you. I tried to be an understanding girlfriend. Well fuck this. It's over. Besides you're too fucking stupid to see me cheating with Chase Mitcheim. He's a better fuck anyway. So it's over Chris. Fuck off. Haha I bet you don't even care, you probably are a fag, like your friend Brian." Chris threw the phone on the bed and laid it down again. He sighed. He really was not upset hat Sarah broke up with him but more depressed he lost Brian. He closed his eyes and images of Brian and him came to mind. All the fun they had. He tried to hold back the tears, but couldn't. He cried himself to sleep. ************************************************************************ Brian and Chris both could not pay attention in class. They were both too preoccupied with what is going on in their lives to care. Brian thought over Zach's proposition and he did see really fear in his eyes. Maybe he was telling the truth. He was going to help him get Steve. Chris really wanted Brian back. He needed him. He was the one that meant the most to him. He had to figure out a way. "But how?" He thought. He was determined to make something work. After school, Chris tried to go to practice. It was horrible. He could not play; his ball handling skills were horrible. "Chris come here." Coach Thompson yelled at him, after he missed another easy goal. "Yes Coach." He said running up to him. "What is wrong son? You are playing horrible. Is everything ok?" "Yes. Yes it is. I...I...I guess I am just having a bad day." "Well snap out of it. We have a game on Friday and the team needs you." "Yes Coach." "Now hit the showers." Meanwhile on the other side of school, Brian was waiting for Zach. "Hi Brian." Zach said shyly. "Hey. Ok here is the deal. I will help you. But if I think that you are lying or trying anything funny. I will beat the shit out of you." "Ok. But how are we going to get him?" "Hmm. We need to out him. We need a video of him. Somehow." "I could lure him into trying to have sex with me." "That works. When?" "How about tonight? Here let me call him." Zach said, reaching into his pocket to pull out his cell phone. He punched a few numbers and put it to his ear. "Hey sexy" he said into the phone, "Look I am really horney. I could really use your big cock. How about you come over tonight. My parents are out of town. Ok great. See you at nine." "What happened?" Brian asked. "He bought it. He will be over at nine. So come over like eight and we can hide you and you can record it." "Ok. Give me directions." Zach gave Brian directions and Brian decided he would surprise Robbie. He drove to Robbie's house. On the way over he thought that maybe he should ask him out. He pulled up to the driveway and saw a red Mustang in the driveway. He wondered whose it was. He walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. No one answered, so he tried again. Still nothing, he tried the door and it was unlocked. He walked in, "Hello" he called. He heard moaning coming from outside. Quietly he walked through the house and looked out the patio door. There was Robbie sprawled over naked on a lawn chair moaning as Tom Ritchie, the star wide receiver, was pumping his cock in and out of Robbie. Robbie was holding on to the lawn chair, his face red from exhaustion, sweat dripping off his brow. "Harder, Harder." He moaned. Brian looked from Robbie up at Tom. He was very well built, his strong ab and pec muscles rippled as he slammed his cock deep into Robbie. From the looks of it, he was slamming into Robbie very hard. Sweat covered Tom's whole body; his hairy chest glistened in the sun. He slid his hands over Robbie's back, leaving scratch marks. Both of them moaned louder and harder. Brian knew that Tom was about to cum. Tom's eyes rolled back as he started cumming. Robbie was not far behind and soon cam all over the patio floor. Brian was slightly turned on by this, but knew that he had to get out before they saw him. He quietly ran outside and sat in his car. "What the fuck is going on?" he thought. He liked Robbie, but what was the thing about with Tom? Would he even want Brain as his boyfriend? Suddenly Brian felt sick and quickly drove off. He got home and laid in his bed. What was happening in his life? He wanted Robbie, but he just wanted sex. He wanted Chris, but he abandoned him. "Wait" he thought, "He is trying to apologize. Maybe I should give him another chance." Suddenly his phone rang, "Are you ready to do this?" Zach said on the other line. "Yes." He answered, then hanging up the phone and getting ready to leave for Zach's place. He got there a few moments later and parked his car a few houses down and than walked up to Zach's house. He knocked and a few seconds later Zach answered, quickly signaling Brian to come in. They walked up to his room and told Brian that he should wait in the closet with the video camera. Brian tried the closet and got the best angle of the bed. Once he did, he sat on Zach's bed, "So Zach, how did you meet Steve?" "We met a year ago, when he saw me giving a guy head. And like I said ever since then, he forced me to have sex." "I am sorry." "It's ok, I just feel bad for you. I wish there was something I could do." "No, really it's ok." "What about this?" Zach said, leaning in to kiss Brian. Brian parted his lips and allowed Zach's tongue to enter his mouth. He felt Zach's tongue move around all inside him. He really enjoyed it, but a few seconds realized what was going on and pushed Zach off him. "I'm so sorry Brian." Zach said, ashamed. "No. No. It's just...I...I...I'm in love with someone." "Really? I am sorry." "No. You did not know. Besides, he and I won't happen." "Really? Aww, why not?" "Well he and I had a fight. We are not speaking anymore. He was an ass to me, so fuck him." "Oh. Has he apologized?" "Yes, but I won't take it" "Oh. Well, I don't know. Maybe listen to him. You might miss a great opportunity if you do." "Yeah. Maybe." Both the boys' thoughts were interrupted by a car pulling up the driveway. Zach looked out his window to see Steve getting out of his car. Brian quickly hid in the closet, as Zach went downstairs to answer the door. A few moments later, Steve and Zach were on the bed, making out. Steve started slowly taking his shirt off, Zach followed suit. Brian hit record as Steve started licking down Zach's chest. He licked down to Zach's pants. He slowly started undoing them, kissing Zach's abs. Once his pants were at his ankles, Steve started kissing and sucking on Zach's hardening cock through his boxers. Quickly he took of Zach's boxers and engulfed it. Brian zoomed in so that one could clearly see Steve's face sucking cock. Steve sucked faster and faster, as Zach moaned louder and louder. Soon Zach started tensing up and bucking forward. Steve deep throated Zach's cock as Zack unloaded in his mouth. Once Zach recovered, he said, "My parents called before you came, they are coming home early. You better go." "What the fuck? I want to get off. I want to fuck you." "I know. I want you to baby. But we cannot. Tomorrow at school, at lunch I'll give you a surprise you will never forget." "Ok fine." Steve said, getting ready to leave. Once Steve had left, Zach went back upstairs to look at the recording Brian made. "Excellent." He said. "Tomorrow we will air this at lunch. I have keys to the AV room." "Ok. You sure about this?" "Yes. I am. Are you?" Brian thought back to the night of the party and said, "Yes." ************************************************************************ The next day at school, Brian waited impatiently for lunch. Once lunch started, all the TVs in the cafeteria and classrooms turned on and the video of Steve aired. Every one started hollering and the girls screamed. The teachers tried to get the students from looking. Through the rest of the day, all that people talked about was what they saw on TV. Brian heard that after the tape had aired, Steve ran out of school and drove away. At the end of the day, Brian was just done getting his books, when he saw Alexia approach him, "Hey, Brian." She said. "Hey Alexia. How are you?" "Good. Well not really." "What's wrong?" "It's Chris. Sarah broke up with him. He is a wreck." "He cannot play soccer anymore. He barely eats or talks. He looks tired and depressed." "Oh. I am sorry she dumped him." "Brian...we both know she has nothing to do with it." "What?" "Chris is not depressed because of her. You know that. He is sad because he lost you." "What? He fucked up." "Brian. No. I know you love him, and he hurt you and-" "What the fuck are you talking about? "Brian. It's ok. I know you love him. I saw it when we all went to the movies. The way you looked at him." "I...I..." "He loves you too you know?" "What? Did he say that?" "No. But I saw it. I asked him and he didn't have to answer. I knew. Look. He fucked up I know. But he does love you and he misses you. He needs you." "I...I can't just go talk to him." "You know what you need to do. Just think what I said." "Yeah." "Well, I better go. Talk to him, Brian." Alexia said, walking away. Brian closed his locker and thought over what Alexia said. Did he love him? Was she telling the truth? Brian sat in the car and thought everything over. What about Robbie? No he doesn't matter, all that matters is Chris. Brian turned on the car and started driving. Before he knew it, he was at Chris's house. He stopped in the driveway and sat there for a minute. He took a deep breath and got out of his car. He walked up to the house and rang the doorbell. A few moments later Chris answered the door. He looked like shit. His face and eyes were puffy and he looked like he was crying. His hair was all over the place. "Brian?" he said in shock. "Chris, I need to talk to you." "Yes, come in. come in." Chris said, closing the door behind them. "Chris...I..." he took a deep breath. "I love you." "Brian...I love you too." With that Chris wrapped his arms around Brian and leaned in. His lips touched Brian's and soon they were making out. ************************************************************************ Hope you all enjoyed another chapter. Send all comments to ryrywntsu@yahoo.com Thanks! Also check out "My Little Turtle" in the High School section.