Date: Fri, 14 Jun 2019 10:14:22 -0500 From: Richard Keith Gipson Subject: Farthest Pasture: Auggie Knows Hey, Everyone Nifty needs your donations to provide these wonderful stories in our own words http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html Farthest Pasture Auggie Knows Auggie knew where he was going to college. He envisioned being one of thirty thousand at the state university. That was bigger than the small town he was raised. Auggie also knew that Ray wasn't going to be there. He kept trying to convince him that it was possible, but he knew. Ray was never going to give up the farm or let his family down. Auggie knew that he didn't belong in this town. He also knew neither did Ray. He thought of Ray in five years being married, having a couple of kids, and doing everything that was expected of him. He'd hate every minute. Auggie wants to imagine something different for his friend. But he knows. Auggie had known he was gay from before he knew there was a word for it or that others were this way. It was something that worried him from an early age. Being different was not an easy row to hoe as his mother said. Auggie wasn't just a little different; he was pushing the limits going beyond what was acceptable for anyone in this small town. He knew going to college was his escape. Auggie's parents had planned with him on how he was going to get out. They had sat down together and gone over money. It was going to be tight, but they understood someone as smart as their son wasn't going to survive plowing the fields and taking care of chickens. Maybe someday he would come back to town and use what he had learned. He needed to chase the horizon and discover a world where he fits. Auggie heard and witnessed all this and contemplated on whether his parents knew he was gay or was it something else. Whatever the reason he was glad he wasn't going to have to hide all of his plans. His father knew what it was like to want something and not be able to attain it. Sure Melvin had a farm and family, but at one time in his life, he wanted other things. He wanted to play baseball for some school. He was good all those years ago, but his father wouldn't hear it. He would be forced to stay behind, help his father, and take over the farm. Soon the dream died, and he was left to care and provide for a young family. Auggie had been away from Ray before. He spent a summer at computer camp where he had experiences like the one's Ray and him shared. The boy's name was Chris; he wasn't as fit as Ray, but he knew a lot about sex and what gay meant. He was from the city that housed the state university. His knowledge and assurance that things were different are what planted the seeds of escape in Auggie's mind. The first time Auggie and Chris hooked up; it wasn't anything special just a quick bit of mutual masturbation. The second time was during an overnight stay at college where they shared a room. This time was more intense. It's where Auggie learned to give blowjobs and how to receive pleasure from someone else besides himself and Ray. The night started like any other. Both boys knew why they had chosen each other to share a dorm room. Tonight wasn't going to be a surprise. They had talked about what was going to happen. Auggie was excited about the prospect of fucking Chris. He didn't understand all the mechanics, but he figured it would all fall into place. He'd even bought a little tube of Vaseline lip stuff to use as lube. Ray and he never discussed anal before. They avoided each other's assholes. Chris told Auggie about all his sexual encounters with school friends and even a couple of men he met in bathrooms. These stories made Auggie horny and wishful of living in such a big city. His favorite tale was the one where Chris gets fucked for the first time. He's at a friends house, and this guy talks him into letting him put the head in his ass. Previous to this, Chris had only given him blowjobs. So, this guy bends him over a footstool and spends some time trying to work his dick up Chris's ass. Finally, something begins to happen, and Chris feels this guy's dick going in. It's painful at first, but luckily for him, the fucker takes his time and lets Chris relax. Now he's fucking Chris at least once a week and telling him he's tighter than any pussy he's fucked. Chris was proud of this little bit of information. Chris came back from the showers dressed in shorts. His body wash fragrance filled the room. Auggie wasn't going to take a shower until later. It was late, and most everybody had calmed down and were getting ready for bed. Auggie could see that Chris had a hardon. He was horny and ready to fuck for the first time too. Chris was the aggressor. He took Auggie by the hand and led him to his bed. There he started rubbing Auggie teasing his erection until finally, he began to suck on the knob. For Auggie's part, he explored Chris crack and hole. He was going so far as to finger it after he applied some lube. Chris purred. Auggie pushed him off his dick. He didn't want to come to quick. "How are we going to do this?" Auggie asked. "I can bend over, or I can lay on my back." "How does that work?" "I pull my legs up and place them on your shoulders or wherever." Auggie hadn't ever considered there were different positions available for two guys fucking. Doing it face to face interested him because it seemed more intense. He pushed Chris back on the bed and climbed on. He could now see how this was going to work. He loved setting back and seeing Chris's dick and hole. It excited him in ways that he didn't know before. Chris took him by the hand and pulled him close. "You're okay. Just go slow at first," Chris said. Auggie didn't respond; he was too focused on the task he was about to perform. He aimed his cock at the bullseye and started pressing it in. Chris sucked in air as he smiled at him. Auggie entered fully and flexed inside Chris. It was the most fantastic feeling he'd ever felt. It was warm and soft and tight. He was going to have to take his time. The first drawback almost made Auggie come. He waited and bit the inside of his mouth, hoping to postpone his orgasm. As he plunged back in, Chris met his forward motion. He latched on to Auggie's nipple and bit it lightly. This added fuel to the fire. He had never felt something like that before hadn't thought about his nipples being erogenous zones. He kept his body close to Chris's who chewed on his ear and licked his neck. Auggie was not going to be able to take much more of this stimulation. He pulled back and sat on his knees, just allowing the tip to be still housed in Chris ass. "What's wrong?" Chris asked. "Nothing don't want to come too soon. I've never felt anything like this," Auggie said. "Go ahead we can do this again tonight." With that Auggie dove in and gave it four good and hard pumps shooting his teenage load deep into Chris. "That was great," Auggie said, trying to catch his breath. He wasn't sure if he was supposed to say thank you or do something. Chris got himself off, blowing all over Auggie's chest. Auggie didn't pull out or lose his erection. He'd only masturbated two and three times in a row. So, he knew he could blow another in Chris. "Can I stay like this?" "For sure," Chris said. "This next will take a little longer." "That's okay take your time." And, Auggie tried but the second round was almost a fast as the first. It might have been due to Chris's tongue in Auggie's ear. They would only have one more time to have another encounter like this one. Auggie, for some reason, would never tell Ray about this. He felt guilty for some reason and knew that if he found out that Ray had been with someone else, it would upset him. He removed what he believed were his transgressions from his mind. Auggie worried that if Ray found out he wouldn't care and that thought was more upsetting than hurting him. "How's it going, son?" Auggie's dad, Melvin asked. He talked to his son; unlike Ray's father, who only told him what to do. "Good, do you want me to shut off the west gate so the cows will graze the other side?" "Let's do that in the morning, but go ahead and open the gate, and what stragglers haven't moved by morning we'll give them a hand. Melvin wasn't referring to cows when he asked his son how things were going. Lately, Auggie had been more withdrawn and out of sorts. Melvin thought it might all be related to his final year of school and the prospects of what was to come. "Forget the cows bud, how are you? How's everything around school?" Auggie didn't know how to answer these questions. He couldn't blurt out he was gay and in love with his best friend. He couldn't say he was sad about going away to college in a few short months leaving everything he knew home. "Everything is really busy at school. I'm worried that I can't help you as much during the week as I should. And, I'm thinking about how big changes are coming," he said instead. "We'll be okay the work will get done. You focus on your school work and maintaining those good grades. Okay?" Melvin is doing his best to put his son's mind at ease. What he said was true the work would get done. Melvin had plans in place for when Auggie wouldn't be there anymore. "Thanks, dad," with that Auggie left the kitchen and went to his room. Walking through the den, he noticed two people kissing on the TV, which made him think about kissing Ray. He enjoyed them kissing. It made him feel closer to Ray. Ray had never shared with Auggie his true feelings. Somewhere deep Auggie thought there were signs that Ray felt closer than just best friends. When they were alone, Ray showed a simpler side one that Auggie hoped was related to love. And because Ray had never shared his true feelings, Auggie had kept his secret as well. He could fantasize now that during a passionate kiss, they would profess what was deep in their hearts. Or some night after Ray had orally pleasured him he would climb up and give Auggie a deep kiss one where he could taste himself on Ray and whisper his love. Auggie opened his window. He could feel the cool breeze that meant fall was not very far off. He could see lightning in the distance. He thought about the rain. He also thought about Ray and wondered what he was doing right this minute. Did he think about him? Did he want to be with him now like Auggie wished? They had had very little time since coming back from camping. It's unfortunate for Auggie, and he believes if he just knew what Ray thought everything could be set right. Saturday night out on the hill all alone setting side by side a slow-burning campfire that was a bit of heaven. There's no need to speak. Just being there is enough to satisfy all one's needs. Auggie is not sure they talked at all that night. Once they pissed and climbed into the truck bed, it was all about making the other feel good and falling asleep in each others' arms. Would there ever be a time when two boys could be as free as the head cheerleader and star quarterback with sharing their love with the rest of the world? He knew there were places where two boys could love without scrutiny from the world around them. This town was not one of them. Auggie did his best to move all these thoughts out of his head. He needed to get some school work done. He heard a car pull up and went to the window to see who it was. Getting out was Ray. He didn't expect to see him tonight. Had he heard Auggie's wish? Did this mean that Ray had been thinking of him? Soon he heard the footsteps up the stairs and the familiar knock on the door. "Hey bro," Ray said, coming through before waiting for an invite. "What are you doing?" Auggie was curious but happy. "I was bored. You happy to see me?" Ray said in a whisper. "Always," Auggie smiled. "Do you want to go out and open a gate with me?" "Sure, what are we doing?" "Moving cows." "Cool." They exited the bedroom but not before Ray had a chance to kiss Auggie on the neck and Auggie touched his hand and felt his pulse. This little bit of connection is what made Auggie believe there was love. They raced out of the house after the explanation of what they were doing. "How are those two ever going to stand to be apart?" Cheryl, Auggie's mother, asked no one in particular. "What?" Melvin responded. "Those two being apart...is it going to be possible?" "It will have to be. Things change. I'm sure Auggie will have no problem making new friends." His father dismissed his wife mainly because he didn't want to think about friendships. His closest friend had left him behind escaping to a college in Florida. He'd only seen him twice since graduation. The boys open the gate and decide to chase the cattle to the far field. It wasn't hard, and in truth, they probably would be sorted out in the morning, anything for the two to spend time together. When they returned, they walk down into the far pasture to a place that couldn't be seen, especially in the waning light. They move towards a row of trees on the edge. For the first time doing this, they began to kiss. These kisses are deep and built a fire in both of them. It begins to rain, and neither cared.