Date: Fri, 8 Jul 2016 06:56:49 +0000 From: Bastian Ward Subject: First Awareness This story is a work of fiction. It is a gay High School fantasy, no part of which is based on real life. Any resemblance therefore to anyone living or dead is purely accidental. This story depicts male on male sexual practices, if you are offended by this then stop reading now. All characters depicted in this story are willing participants in all the scenes they appear in. No one was coerced or paid to appear in this story. The practices and themes depicted in this story, in no way reflect the author's beliefs or sexual practices. If you chose to act out scenes from this story, please do it responsibly. Always practice safe sex; you owe it not only to yourself but to your sexual partners. If you think you have injured yourself or think you have contracted a sexual disease, or have any other health concerns. Please consult with a health professional. Don't contact the author with commercial requests or advertising, I can find enough of that on the internet to fill my every want, need, or desire. Do contact me if you want to talk about the story, ask questions, send messages, or give feedback. If you liked this story. Please donate to Nifty, so they can keep the archive going and you can find out what happens next, or find something even better written by someone else Thanks. http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html MY FIRST LOVE By Bastian Ward I slowly came to. I cracked my eyes open. As my eyes slowly came into focus, I could just make out the light as it peeped around my blinds. I was wondering if that was what had woken me. As I lay there trying to get my thoughts in order. There was another knock on my door. I grabbed the sheet and pulled it across my naked body. Not that we were prudish around the house, hell we all walked around the house in whatever, or nothing. It was what we'd always done for as long as I could remember. The only time we did anything different was when my siblings and I went through puberty. Then we went through periods of covering ourselves, but we soon fell back into the 'family line' and didn't make such a thing about it. So, what's so different about today, I hear you ask. Well yesterday afternoon I became a man, or is the technical term a bitch now. Or do I have to wait until I see if we are actually in a relationship? "Hey. You goin' to work today?" Came Dads' voice through the door, breaking into my ruminations. "Uh, no. I've got assignments due on Monday, so I swapped my shifts." "Oh. Ok. Well make sure they get done then, won't ya." "Yeah, Dad. No probs." I laid there looking at the ceiling. Trying to work out if yesterday actually happened. ********* I was walking home from school, and as usual I was walking through the park. Well, it's not really on my way home. Well it kinda is. If I walk three blocks out of the way, of the most direct route home. Well. Ok, its eight blocks totally out of my way home. Anyway, it doesn't matter. I mean who cares if I want take the long way home or not? Besides I like walking through the park. It's a huge park. Lots of trees. Playing fields for soccer, football, cricket, and hockey etc. As well as a playground for little kids with swings, slides, and stuff. In fact if you walk through the park the right way you'd could think you were out in the country somewhere, as you can't see any houses. You can barely hear any traffic either. I always just happened to exit the park near a toilet block that everyone in the neighbourhood knows is frequented mainly by men, particularly on a Friday and Saturday night. I've always wanted to go in. Just to see what happens. You know. Just to see what 'they' get up to. I've heard all the rumours, of course, and whenever I've been to the park with anyone, we've always pointed and laughed if we've ever seen anyone going in or coming out. But no one has actually see what goes on. So, of course I'm curious. Hey wouldn't you be? Anyway, yesterday, I was walking home as usual and I saw a bloke about my age, good looking with a runner's body in shorts and T-shirt run into the toilet. It stopped me dead in my tracks. I suddenly had the need to pee. Desperately. So I followed him in. He was just standing there pissing at the urinal, with the band of his shorts tucked behind his cock and balls. The sight of him standing there just stopped me dead in my tracks as I took in the sight of him, and I stood there mesmerized as I watched the piss streaming out of his foreskin. I suddenly remembered why I was there. Because I had to pee, of course. In fact, I had to pee so badly that I couldn't have waited the five minutes it would have taken to get home. I suddenly realised that I was just staring at the piss streaming out of the foreskin of his huge cock. I tore my eyes away from the glorious sight of his huge cock and balls, and caste my eyes over the rest of him, again. Luckily for me he had his eyes closed, so I don't think he saw me stopping and staring at him. He was standing with his hands on his head, which is probably why he had his shorts tucked behind his huge nuts. He was all hot and sweaty, and the smell of him was wafting over me in waves. I was intoxicated. I fumbled at my fly trying to get my own cock out before he noticed I was just standing staring at him. "So, see anything you like?" "Huh?" I turned my head to look at him, and fell into his incredibly deep brown eyes. "Hmmmmm?" He indicated his crotch with his head. It was then that I realised that he had taken his hands off his head and was now shaking the drops off his cock. Naturally, because he motioned to it, my eyes were drawn to his big cock that he held in his hand as he shook the drops off the end. "It's not bad, but I've seen better," which was the usual taunt that me and my mates said to each other, if we happened to find ourselves together in the toilets or the change rooms at school, particularly before or after P.E. He harrumphed. I shook the drops of my own cock, because I had finished, and started to stuff my cock back into my pants. "Don't do that!" "Hmmm?" I looked back at him. He was still standing there with his cock and balls hanging over the top of his shorts. "Don't you want to touch it?" "W..w..what..I..I'm..n..not..a..poof", I stammered. "I didn't ask you if you were. I just asked you if you wanted to touch it. I mean, you spent so long staring at my cock that I thought you might have wanted to touch it. But if you don't?," he said as he went to flip the band of his shorts out from behind his huge nuts. "Wait," I said, but it sounded a bit too loud to me, as I reached out and grabbed hold of his huge cock, and wondered what the hell do I do with it now. Sure my brothers, even some of my friends and I had fooled around with each other as we were growing up, but after we went through puberty we stopped doing all of that. But this was different. This was the first time I'd ever touched another guys' dick since then, and this wasn't the same kind of exploration, in fact I'm not sure what this is. In fact this was the first time I'd ever been in this toilet block. The first time I'd deliberately stood in front of another guy holding his cock, while my own cock was hanging out of my pants. The sound of his laughter broke me out of my trance, "I'm going to need my cock back. I need to finish my run. But seeing as how you seem to like it so much, why don't I come over to your place when I've finished my run and you can play with it some more. That's if you want!" I dropped his cock so fast. It was almost like I'd got an electric shock off it, or something. "Hey, and Bastian. Don't worry about telling me your address..." I must have looked at him with a dumb expression on my face, 'cause he laughed at me again. "Come on Bastian; don't tell me you don't recognise me? We go to the same school, you moron. I'm in your brother Jacks' form." He was heading out the door, when he called back over his shoulder, "I'd put that away if I was you, or people might think you're really here to pick up guys. Like you do it all the time." I quickly stuffed my cock back into my pants and went home. It was Friday, so no one else was home yet. I called Frank and swapped shifts with him. Grabbed a shower and while I was drying off the doorbell went. So I wrapped the towel around me and went and answered the door. It wasn't until I'd opened the door and saw Will standing there that I realised that it had really happened. "Ya gunna ask me or what?" "Huh, um yeah sure," I said as I stood back and let him in. We stood there in the hallway. "Look if you don't want to do this?" "Huh. Hmm, what? Oh, no. No come in. My rooms' this way." I said as I led the way to my room. Then realised that of course he knew where my room was, he'd been here before, lots of times. He stood in the middle of my room looking at me, as I stood by my closed door. "Um, do you know what you're doing, here?" He asked. "I've never done this before." "Then why did you follow me into the toilet for?" "Ahh, I don't know." "Is this your first time with a male?" "Um, it's my first time with anyone, actually." "You've had a girlfriend though. Right?" "Um, no", I said as I looked at my feet. "Um, I've been out with girls, sure, but I've never had a girlfriend." "Oh, but you were in the toilet?" "Um, that was my first time as well." "Really??" "Um, yeah. I saw you go in, and I don't know why but, um, I just followed you in. I've never been in there before." Will laughed. "Come here," he said as he pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me. Being held in his embrace I could really smell his muskiness. I looked up at him and he dropped his head and kissed me on the lips. I was so surprised that my lips parted slightly. That was all the opening he needed. He started explored my mouth with his tongue, and I plucked up the courage and tentatively started exploring his mouth. He ran his arms down my back, and he cupped my arse, as we continued kissing. I ran my hands down his back, and could feel his corded muscles through his windcheater and T-shirt, while I drowned in our kiss. I didn't even realise that my towel had come undone and pooled on the floor at my feet, until I could feel Will's finger scratching at my hole. I panicked and pushed Will away, while I took a breath. "It's Ok, babe," said Will, "we won't do anything you don't want to. Ok?" "I'm sorry?" "Hey, it's Ok. Come with me," he said as he took me by the hand and led me over to my bed. He sat on the side of the bed and pulled me down to him. I sat on his lap as we started kissing again, as he held me close to him enveloping me in his embrace. After a bit he started to stroke my thigh, then as I parted my legs he stroked my inner thigh. I gasped as his hand encircled my cock and he slowly started to stroke me. Obviously I became aroused, and the thicker I got the more I opened my legs to give him better access. Will reached down and cupped my balls, and began to knead them gently. After a bit scooping me up, as he stood. He turned around and laid me back on the bed. I was leaking copious amounts of pre cum, my balls felt slick with all pre cum that had leaked over them. Will climbed on top of me, supported on his arms and knees, he kissed me a few times on the lips. Then he moved down and kissed my jaw, my throat, and continued down till he was kissing my chest. He licked and sucked both my paps; he even nibbled them a bit, which made me laugh. He continued his journey south as he started kissing my abdomen. As he exhaled I could feel the hair around my navel moving around. He continued down to my pubic bush, then moved out and started kissing my inner thighs. I was moaning so deeply by now, I had a momentary though that anyone passing in the street would be able to hear me. But it was just a fleeting thought as Will chose that moment to start licking and kissing my dick. He'd just started to suck my cock, when I couldn't stand it anymore. I grabbed him by the shoulders. Pulled him off my cock and threw him on the bed beside me. I clawed my way on top of him and sat my naked arse on top of his crotch. I reached down and pulled the zip of his windcheater down and threw both sides of the top out to the side. I leaned down and kissed him passionately, and deep sucking his whole tongue into my mouth. As he started to respond as passionately, I broke the kiss off. I reached down and grabbed the bottom of his t-shirt and slide it up his chest and lifted it over his head until it was stuck behind his neck. Then following his lead I continued to kiss him again and then moved down to his jaw. Down his neck onto his incredibly sculptured chest. I moved over and licked and sucked the sweat from his left shaved armpit. When I had my fill of the sweat I found there, I moved over to his large copper paps which I licked, sucked, and chewed on my way across to his other armpit and lost myself in the smell and taste of his sweat. I didn't think I could fine anyone's sweat sexy, let alone trying to suck as much of it off his skin as I possibly could, but here I was licking his armpit for all I was worth. And to top it off I was rock hard, and lovin' every minute of it. I continued my journey south and kissed and licked his rock hard abs. When I pulled his trackie daks and shorts down I discovered that Will shaves his pubes. Which surprised me, I don't think I know anyone who shaved their pubes before. Then for the first time in my life I started to suck another guys' cock. I discovered I liked licking and sucking Wills' cock. After a bit I felt Wills' hands on the back of my head trying to cram more of his cock in my mouth, but I started to push back as I was scared of hurting my throat. Will grabbed me under my arms and pulled me back up to him, and kissed me long and deep. I fell into his kiss again and never wanted to resurface. Will rolled me onto my back, pulled his clothes off, and straddled me again. This time he parted my legs by kneeling between them. He reached behind and grabbing me under my knees, drew my legs up to my chest. Holding my legs in place, he started to suck my cock. Swallowing it right down to the base. I saw stars. I was in heaven. I never wanted him to stop. Not ever. But he did. He worked his way down to my nuts and slowly licked and sucked each one until they were slick with his spit. He pushed my legs up higher, until my butt was off the bed. He moved down further until I could feel his hot breath on my tightly puckered, virgin hole. As he started to lick at my hole, I was in heaven. My god! I didn't think I had felt anything so great in all my life. I lay there wondering why I had never tried to get someone to lick my hole before. It has to be the greatest sensation in the world. Well, next to him sucking my dick. No wait, having my balls sucked would have to be. No having him caress, lick, and kiss me all over. No. Wait. Ahh, fuck. Nothing is better than him licking and kissing my hole. That was until he started to probe the outside of my hole with his finger. Just little circles to start. Then picking at my hole with his nail. Oh, fuck, I didn't think anything could be better, until his finger forced its way into my hole and he probed me for the first time. I was really in heaven now. I never wanted him to stop. But then I grabbed hold of him and pulled him down into a long kiss. I wanted to know if I could taste myself on his lips. In his mouth. Then deciding I wanted to taste him. I threw him onto his back. Pulled his legs up and dropped onto his musky hole like a man possessed. If you had asked my yesterday if I would ever lick another boys' arsehole. I would have told you to go fuck yourself and not be so disgusting, and probably have punched you to boot. But today I couldn't get enough of his musky hole. I licked all the sweat off his perineum. Revelling in the taste and smell of him. But I could smell his hole calling me. I fell on it, and tried to force my tongue as far into it as I could possibly get. When I say hole, it wasn't like a 'hole' I'd seen on other guys, it was more like a gash, but I didn't care. I just wanted to explore every inch of it. I was vaguely aware of Wills' moans; I felt them vibrating through his body, more than I could hear him. Which was all the encouragement that I needed to drill his hole deeper. Will eventually grabbed me by the hair and pulled me up, and dripping his arse juices all the way up. He drew me into another long deep kiss. After a bit he pulled me off him and asked me how I was going. I looked at him horrified, "You stopped to ask me that?" "Well, yeah. I'm guessing this is your first time, and I just want to make sure you're Ok with everything we're doing." I told him to shut the fuck up, and went back to kissing him. We rolled again until I was on the bottom, which I didn't mind. He moved us down the bed, and then he manhandled me and spun me around until my mouth was under his cock. I sucked on it greedily, but yelped in surprise when I felt Will start to suck my cock at the same time. I started to moan around his cock, when he lifted my nuts and his finger found my hole again. Could life get any better than this?? I reluctantly pulled off his cock because I felt like I needed to pee. I told Will and he just laughed at me. But wouldn't let me up. He stopped playing with my cock and hole though, and gradually the sensation faded. When the sensation past Will told me to lay across the bed and hang my head almost off the side. When I was in position Will told me he was going to teach me how to deep throat. "Now all you have to do is relax your throat, but it's not easy." He warned. He told me to take a breath, and then he slowly feed his cock into my mouth. When it hit the back of my throat I started to gag. He stroked my throat and told me to try to relax. When he had pushed half of his cock into my throat he withdrew and let me take a breath. I coughed up a lot of phlegm, and my eyes and nose were running. He grabbed me some tissues and told me I was doing great. He said my throat felt so good around his cock. He leant down and kissed me long and deep, even though my nose was running and I had snot all over my face, plus I was still coughing up phlegm. I think that might have been the point that I fell in love with him. When he asked me if I was ready to try again I just laid there and opened my mouth. It took him another couple of goes until he got all of his cock down my throat, and while I wasn't exactly loving the experience, I really wanted to please him so bad. That and the fact that I was a bit proud of the fact that I could get any of his cock down my throat, let alone all of it. Will pulled out and let me catch my breath. He kissed me again, long and deep. He asked me if I was ready for him to really fuck my mouth now. I just continued to lay there with my mouth open. He started off slow, but after a bit he just went for it. Every time he pulled out of my throat enough I tried to grab another breath. Suddenly I could feel all this hot stuff shooting down my throat. I got a bit scared, so I squirmed until Will pulled his dick all the way out of my mouth. I sat up coughing, and asked him what happened. He told me that he just shot a load of his cum down my throat. He apologised because he hadn't wanted to do that on my first-time. He was going to wait until we thought I was ready. I asked him if I could get AIDS or anything from swallowing his cum. Will laughed at me and told me he was perfectly safe because he got checked for STD's regularly. That he would never do anything to hurt me. "Look," he said, "if I had any diseases, would I do this?" As he caught a bit of his own cum and put it in his mouth and swallowed it. "See," he said smiling at me, "no problems. But next time, if there is a next time, I'll ask you first. Ok?" I just pulled him down into another kiss and tried to suck his cum out of his mouth. I rolled over and turned around and looked down at his flaccid cock for a bit. I did have to admit to myself that it was a beautiful cock. That is, if cocks can be thought of as beautiful. But then I realised that no one else mattered. I loved his cock and that was all that mattered. I started to lick and kiss it. It made Will jump. So I kept kissing and licking his cock, until he pulled me off it. He pulled me up and started to kiss me. He rolled me onto my back, and started to kiss down my chest. Over my abdomen. Then he sucked my cock into his mouth. He ran his tongue around the head of my cock, and I started to moan again. I closed my eyes and got lost in the sensations that was emanating from my cock. He ran his tongue around the head of my penis, and even tried to force his tongue into my piss slit. I was in heaven. I had no idea that sex with anyone, let alone another male could be so great. Why hadn't I discovered this before? I have so missed out. I tried to pull him off my cock so I could kiss him, but he wouldn't give up my cock. So I just left him to it, and enjoyed the sensations emanating from my cock. He kept sucking my cock until I felt like I was going to pee again. I tried to pull him off my cock, but he was having none of that. So in desperation I told him I had to pee really badly. But that didn't even make him stop. In the end I had no other choice, and I felt my cock explode in his mouth. And I saw stars, literally. My cock bumped loads and loads into his mouth. As I yelled, just for the pure joy of it. As I came down from the incredible high, I just lay prone on the bed. Will was still sucking at my cock, but I didn't care. I didn't have the energy to move, or even speak. Eventually, he stopped sucking my cock and lay beside me on the bed. "So. How was your first orgasm?" He asked. "Oh, fuck...," was all I could say. When I eventually caught my breath, I rolled over to face him. "So, that was an orgasm?" I asked him. Will laughed at me. "Yes, silly. That was an orgasm. I take it you've never orgasmed before?" I shook my head. "No. I mean I've masturbated before, but I've always stopped when I've had to pee." Will laughed, and kissed me. He looked at my bedside clock and told me he had to go. I lay and watched him getting dressed. "Um. Can we do this again?" "Sure", he replied as he kissed me, "anytime you want. If I'm not busy, that is. I am supposed to be training you know." I told him I did, and as he was walking out the door he told me he'd call me. He closed the door and I just lay sprawled across my bed. As I dozed I dreamed we were having sex again and woke with a start as my cock erupted all by itself. I saw stars again, but not quite as much this time. I was a little disappointed. When I'd caught my breath I cleaned myself up with my tissues, and decided that I needed another shower. It was when I got off the bed that I noticed that Will had left me a present. I found his sweat soak jocks laying on the floor. I picked them up and holding them to my nose I breathed in the smell of his sweat, and I thought I could also smell a faint whiff of his piss. Which I didn't like as much. I had to wait for my cock to go down, as it had sprung to attention as soon as I smelt Wills' sweat soaked jocks. Then I went and had another shower. On my way back to my room I went into the kitchen and got a zip lock bag to put his jocks in. I was going to give them back to him on Monday at school. If I didn't see him over the weekend. No one was home yet, so I grabbed my books and sat at my desk and tried to start my assignments, but all I could think of was Wills' cock sliding in and out of my mouth. When I stuck on that thought my cock started to stir. I pushed the thoughts of Will aside, with a great mental effort, and got lost in my books. My family started to trickle home after 7pm, and by then I really had made a start on my assignments. We'd ordered pizza and watched a bit of TV, then those of us who were going out; went. While the rest of us went off and did our own thing. I went back to my assignments, but couldn't concentrate. So I went out for a walk, to clear my head, but really I was hoping to bump into Will at the park. It was a hot summer's night so I was only wearing my shorts and a t-shirt, and was surprised by how aware I was of my cock jiggling around inside my shorts. I don't think I was ever aware of it before. Is this what it's like after having sex? Do you suddenly become aware of your junk and what it's doing all the time? I was finding it very distracting, and not seeing Will in the park, I headed home. I gave the toilet block a wide berth, as I wasn't sure how I felt about the men who frequented the place now. Well, there was that, plus the fact I didn't want to see Will going in, or coming out of there, 'cause I wouldn't know what that means. I was driving myself nuts. I went home. Played some video games, and went to bed. ********** Thinking about yesterday afternoon was doing nothing but getting me hard. I lay there thinking about something else until I wouldn't embarrass myself. Got up and went to the loo. Went to the kitchen and had breakfast. Cleaned up and went back to my room and tried to concentrate on my assignments.