Date: Thu, 23 Feb 2012 23:55:52 -0800 From: Johnathan Seymour Subject: Found Love, high school, Chapter 2 Legal Writing: I do not anymore any copying or unrightfully stealing, so don't steal! All rights of the story rightfully belong to me and myself only. Email me for further information. Email at johnathanseymour@hotmail.com. I'm sorry that this chapter might not be as long as you would like it, but this chapter is just the opening to all the drama and heartbreak that our poor, Julian has to go through. I hope you guys enjoy and email me any feedback. Chapter 2: The Beginning of Something New *Keegan's POV* (Morning next day) I wore on my gray V-neck and my favorite leather jacket, and then some jeans to go with them. Plus, I rocked the whole Rebel outfit because I was well, a rebel and a bad boy. I put on my dark brown combat boots and grabbed my backpack. Then my phone rang with a text. I looked my phone as I finished putting on my clothes for today and there was a text from Julian--we traded number when we were in the car yesterday--saying, "Good morning, Keegs!" It brightened up my day when I saw it. It was the one of the nicest things a guy's ever done for me. I think I was starting to like this school even more by the day. Julian sort of changed me in a way. Every time I was around him, I would be happy and not want to go smoke pot. Actually, I haven't even smoked any since I got to this town. I was just so pre-occupied with Julian and the clubs sign ups. Plus looking through Julian's Facebook page. I know stalkerazzi right? But I just wanted to know more about Julian. There was a lot about Julian that I didn't know and there was probably more than I could see on his page. I should go hang with him somewhere and get to know him better. Also, I needed to know this town a little more, because I needed to know the stores and markets around here so I could do grocery shopping for Katherine when she's busy. But what to do on a date, I mean, hanging with a friend? I got it! Movies and then a tour around town! That was the perfect way to start off our budding friendship. I was excited and hopefully he wasn't busy today for anything! *Julian's POV* (At school next day) I stood by my locker, waiting for Keegan. I was so excited to see him today, because...well, I don't really know why, but I just did. He was on my mind the whole entire night, I couldn't get any sleep at all. He was just so...Keegan. His name just has taste and sexiness to it. I could only imagine him without a shirt, what a dirty thought! Sure, he didn't like athletic, but he sure was fine enough! He was probably fit and just right in all the areas that were needed. Maybe it was the tattoos but all I know is, he's got me thinking of him and that's so rare. Because I had a boyfriend and since I was with Zane, I rarely thought of other guys like I do about Keegan. I usually thought about how much I love Zane, but I don't know what I thought of the whole thing. Sure, I loved Zane, but I just wasn't sure how to trust him after the whole thing. I never thought he was that type of guy, but then... Who am I kidding? I didn't really know my boyfriend at all. I didn't really know his friends and how his social life was. All I knew was his parents and how we used to go out on dates that were great. I never really knew Zane on a personal level like he knew my. He knows all my friends and everyone in my life, I rarely knew his. Maybe this is my fault...no. He still should have never did that to me. It was a mistake and now he's going to be in the doghouse till I can consider forgiving him. "So...," Zane's voice interrupted me back into reality, "what are you thinking of Jules?" I rolled my eyes at his interruption, why ruin my daydream of Keegan? Whatever. "What do you want Zane?" I said, looking him in his gray eyes that seemed heavenly, but full of BS. He smiled, "Are you still pissed?" I raised my eyebrows and scruffed, "Really? I'm not gonna forgive you for that till you can prove that you actually can keep to yourself." He held my face and looked me into my eyes, "Julian, I love you more than I love baseball. That's saying a lot too. I would want nothing more than your forgiveness." I pulled his hand off and crossed my arms, "Yeah, good luck on that one." He had a stressed look on his face, "Okay, how bout dinner and a movie tonight then? All on me and you can bitch me around all you want for the whole time." I grinned and faked perplexed look on my face, "What is this? Zane Marcus Vega is asking to be bitched around? What a fucking surprise. I almost wanted to believe that." He raised his eyebrow angrily, "Are you gonna then? Because I'm literally skipping hanging out with Chase. You how much my friends mean to me." I rolled my eyes, "Yeah, I guess. Since you and Chase almost inseparable, it must take a lot of willpower to sacrifice playing baseball or endless hours of Call of Duty with that douche, Chase." Chase was Zane's best friend. When I say nothing can ever keep them apart, I meant it like with all seriousness. They were the poster kids for bromance. They were up each other's asses all the time, even when Zane and I were on dates. He would text or call for the most stupidest reasons and the worst part was that Zane put me on hold for him. It's like me and Rob, but multiplied by ten. Chase was a dick, but well he was a player and he always hitting on me, even with Zane around and he was fine with it! It was like if Zane wanted, he would let Chase sleep with me and be okay with it, in which I'm pretty sure could happen. But I would never because I was not a whore, and I think Chase is an asshole for being a dick. I especially hated the fact that he slept with my virgin brother and dated him, which was fine until he dumped my brother for some guy in the Yearbook Committee. I had to spent series of hours calming my brother down and telling him it was okay to move on. I had sacrifice hours of vocal lessons and messed up on a high pitch while performing West Side Story at school last year. Ever since, I've had serious hatred for him. He was an ass and I will never forgive him for that. Kyan didn't deserve that. He played with the button of my cardigan, "He's my best friend babe. Plus, he's not that bad." I looked at him with a bewildered face, "Chase not bad at all? Please, he's the douche bag that took my brother's virginity." A weird look passed his face when I said that. Strange, I was just talking about my brother. "Well, Kyan was attracted to Chase at the time and they did go out before, didn't they?" he said, with that bothering look still on his face. I wanted to slap him for that, acting like he didn't know what Kyan had to go through with Chase. All that ice cream and tears...I think I'm still recovering from the sounds of crying that Kyan made. "Yeah, still not convinced. Chase is an asshole in my mind," I said, with a stern face. He sighed, he wasn't getting what he wanted and that aggravated him madly. Zane usually did have his way with me, well except having sex. He hates it when I argue with him about something, because I'm mostly right and had a point. He looked me in the eyes with a smile, "Are you coming to the date Jules? I'll make it worth your while." He put his arms around my weight and pulled me in close to him, he was starting to be like Chase. It was a sexy thing to do, but not at school and so unattractive when I wasn't even remotely horny. This would have been different if we were in my room or his, but this was disgusting to do in public. I pushed him off and slapped him, people turned to look. They were shocked as to what happened. Zane gave them the death gaze, they all turned away to their lockers. He pushed me back into the locker, "what the fuck was Julian? I just wanted to show off our love and you act like I'm like, like..." "Like Chase," I interrupted, "you're acting like him." Zane rolled his eyes, "Fine, I guess was, but I'll be the boyfriend you're been with for five years tonight." "Tonight? How bout everyday that we're together?" I said, not looking at him. "You know I didn't mean it like that Jules. Iญญญญ--" Zane replied until he was interrupted again. "What are you two lovebirds arguing about?" his irritating voice rang. "What's up dude," Zane said, dabbing him. Ugh, boys now and days. "What's the bitchy glare for Julian?" Chase said, giving me a once look over. I felt like a piece of meat in front him and Zane didn't even voice his opinion. "Nothing, Chase. How about you go fall in a hole somewhere and then stay there forever?" I said, rolling my eyes in disgust at him. What a tool. "Oh Julian, when are you going to forget that I broke up with Kyan?" Chase said, putting his forearm against the locker and leaning on it. Ugh, he was a disgusting bastard. He was dressed always in Dockers and sweaters. This must be attractive for some reason, because my fellow gay guys here at Shawnmory have fallen for this asshole. He's probably claimed a lot of guys virginities here, or at least have sex with them. I couldn't stand it, it made me wonder if I would have fallen for him if I didn't get claimed by Zane first. Ugh, never mind scratch that. Never will I ever sleep with him, and the sad part was, Chase was always trying to find ways to flirt with me and hit on me without Zane knowing. Didn't his friendship with Zane mean anything? Never mind, I forgot the whole sharing me thing. Chase was by all means not ugly. From looks-wise, he was probably one of the hottest gay guys at this school and Shawnmory was a huge school. He always had his short blonde-brown hair gelled up like he owned a personal gel company and he was a medium built like Zane, except more muscular. He probably could pass for an Abercrombie model if he didn't have that atrocious personality. It was like his face was perfect, his eyebrows perfectly shaped and his light green eyes complimented his face. Ugh, he makes people with green eyes look horrible, using them to get into people's pants. I would have there was an unusually large amount of gay people at this school. About every grade level had at least five gay guys or more. Senior probably was about eleven out gays, but that's because again, this school is massive compared to a lot of schools. I think Chase's slept with everyone in the Junior class last year. What a whore... I walked in front of Chase and looked at him with the most venomous look I could make, "Never. I will forgive someone like you. You didn't just break up with him, you used him, took his virginity and then dump him after. You didn't care at all. You just knew he was a virgin and you used him like a tissue." He laughed, "Well, that's not very nice, but that's the past and that was a different me, Julian. Plus, it would have been different if it were you. Zane, you did make a good pick here. If you didn't get him back then, I sure would have fuck him. He's so fucking appealing." He was close and then he grabbed my ass and gripped it. I slapped his hand away and slapped him hard. This asshole did not just grab my ass. Ugh, what a douche bag! "Ugh, you pig, you didn't just do that. Zane!" I said, waiting for Zane to punch him in the face for that. Zane just punched him in the arm--lightly--and told me to stop playing around too much. Whatever, Zane was his best friend and there was no way anyone could stop Chase from doing all of his atrocious acts. This wasn't the first time that he's done something this atrocious to me. There were times when he would do sexual, pig-like things to me. Sometimes, he would get too close to me, walk in on me changing, "accidental" fall on me, and whisper sexually things into my ears. Of course, I'd never let him take advantage of me, let even alone ever have a sexual thought about him. "Mmm...feisty. Makes you look more attractive," he said, in a sexual voice. "You asshole, you don't even des--" I said, getting ready to slap him, but I was interrupted. "Hey, is there a problem here?" he said, in his sexy voice. My mind instantly went from anger to calm as I heard his voice. I turned to see him behind me cute as ever, holding his books. Everyone paused because one, they didn't know him. And two, they were surprised that someone had actually interrupted their conversation. He was wearing a leather jacket and a v-neck with hot skinny jeans. It was a hot combination. "I said, is there a problem here?" Keegan asked again. Chase and Zane raised eyebrows at each other and then laughed. "Who the fuck are you?" Chase said, looking at Keegan. Keegan had a stern look on his face, "I'm Keegan Anderson. How bout you?" "I'm Chase Carter and there is no business for you to be here," Chase replied, getting pissed. Keegan was about to speak, but then I interrupted him. "He's my friend actually, and plus, his locker's next to mine, so it is his business," I answered them, smiling. I could tell that Keegan was smiling too. "Is this true, Julian?" Zane said, as he put his arms around me. It didn't feel boyfriend-like to me, it felt like I was Zane's prize. His virgin prize that he wants to breaks virginity. I swear, guys these days. They just wanna show off. "Yup, so how bout you go away Chase?" I said, giving him the bitch look. He tried not to look intimidated by my brave words, but I could see that he was pissed. He tried to keep his composure, even though he was showing signs of frustration. "Fine, be that way. Come on Zane, let's go," Chase said, walking away slowly waiting on Zane to follow along. "Alright bro, see you later tonight babe," Zane said, kissing me while discreetly looking at Keegan to make sure he was looking us. I almost wanted to slap him, but then again I was his boyfriend. "See you later too, Zane," I said, watching him walk away with his best friend. I turned to see Keegan smiling at me and then I smiled back. I liked him a lot, but I wasn't sure about him liking me. Hell, I don't even know if he was gay or not. Hopefully he swung both ways, but that was highly unlikely. Ugh, I can dream though right? He smiled again and spoke, "What was that all about?" I rolled my eyes at what just happened, "Well, Zane--the one with the brown hair--is my boyfriend, and the blonde, douche bag is his best friend, Chase." He scuffed, "Wow, they look like dicks." I nodded, "Tell me about it. Chase was feeling up on me while Zane was in front of him." "Are you serious, dude? Why would Zane let his best friend do that to you?" Keegan replied, with a raised eyebrow. "I know right? But Zane doesn't care, he thinks Chase doesn't mean it!" I said, putting up my books. Keegan opened his locker and placed things inside there, "So things are not getting any better with the boyfriend?" I looked at him with all seriousness, "No, not really. We're going on a date tonight so yeah. I don't know what to do though. It's like I don't wanna go, but I do. What should I do?" He smiled and put his hand on my shoulder, "I know you'll make a good choice. Try to work things out with him, maybe he's just struggling with something. He's probably just as confused as you are." I smiled, he was so nice to me. Gosh, you don't find men like these any day! I just wanted to fall into his lap if he were gay. Right on to his cock. Stop! I couldn't think like that! I was a good-hearted person and had pure thoughts. As I tried to think of less explicit things about Keegan, it just went dirty again. Fuck it, let it happen. "Thanks, but enough with my day. How was yours?" I asked, trying not to be the center of every conversation. He shrugged, "I guess normal. My sister and I just kind of mutually talk, so there's nothing really that's really interesting to talk about." I worried, because there was a hint of tiredness in his voice. "Hey, what's wrong?" I asked, wondering. "Nothing, it's just me and her have a strained relationship. She's always taking care of me and I always fail her. I never even talk to her anymore, most of the time I ignore her or just tune her out. I know she only means well, but it's more than that," he replied. "What do you mean?" He looked like he was on the verge of crying or tearing up, but he held it back. He was a strong person if he could hold his tears back. "I mean ever since our parents' deaths, I've never been able to handle it and she's had to handle it because she had to take care of me and everything else. She always puts me first, because my parents put her first," Keegan said, without shedding a tear. "Oh," I said and I couldn't help but just pull him in and hug him. "That's horrible, but I know you and her will talk more eventually. It just takes time to move on, that's all." Keegan hugged me in return and then we released each other. God, I just wanted to hug all his pains away. His body was rocking abs in the right places and they felt good against my body. He was now, so hot in my eyes. He was such an interesting person. He wasn't like other guys. He wasn't preppy, rich, douche bag, asshole, sports fan, etc. Also, he was damaged too. Not that I was into the whole thing, but he wasn't like the preppy, rich guy you would see at this school. No, he was different. He was nice, sweet, thoughtful, and had that bad boy-esque in him. It made me want to know him more and more. I think I'm starting to like Keegan in a way I never thought I did with Zane. But I wouldn't know until more long conversations to come. "Thanks Jules, um...so, are you free today?" he asked, closing his locker. I smiled, but then I realized I had a date tonight with Zane. Fuck. "Um, the date," I said, annoyed that I couldn't go to whatever Keegan was about to ask me to go with him. He frowned, "Oh. Well, I was just gonna offer movies and a tour from you around the town a bit more. I wanna about this place more and I wanted to know more about you." I smiled and patted his shoulder, "I will, next time. I would love to go watch movies and give you a tour. I was just thinking the same about you too." This was the beginning of something different and new. I wished so badly that I could go hang with Keegan instead of my boyfriend, who would rather hang with the asshole that just grabbed my ass like I'm a piece of meat. I was starting to myself coming to really enjoy Keegan. I think I was starting to have feelings for him. It wasn't right considering that I had a boyfriend, but you can't help it you know? "I look forward to that," Keegan said with a smile. "Me too," I started, "come on, let's find Rob and June." We walked side-by-side down the hallway, it felt different than walking with Zane, but in a good way. *Rob's POV* I was quietly listening to music while using the school gym for a morning workout until someone pulled out my earphones. I put the weighs on its rack and looked up to June. She was wearing a short skirt and sucking on a lollipop--this was always something she does. The rest of the guys in the gym whistled at her and tried to get her attention, but her undivided attention was on me. She looked like she had a lot to say. I turned off my iPod and sat down to listen to whatever she was about to say. "What is June? I'm in the middle of working out," I said, wiping the sweat off my forehead. She smiled and looked to if anyone was listening, then sat down on the bench. "Well, looks like you have a big chance now Robbie," she said, with a big, lip-glossed smile. I raised my eyebrow, "What do you mean?" She leaned in coming, "You heard?" "What?" I replied. She scuffed, "You are always the last to know about drama and Facebook." "What happened?" She pulled out her phone and scrolled through things and handed me the phone, "here. You'll see why." I looked at the pictures on Facebook and saw that there hundreds of status updates about Julian and Zane. I clicked one of the pictures and it looked like Julian were fighting and then Julian slapped him. It looked like a hard slap too. I knew what she was showing me now. I exactly knew what she was talking about. I handed June her phone back and grinned at her, "So they're fighting in public now?" She smiled, "Yeah, they are. I think they're on the verge of breaking up. It's time to finish it off." I was confused, "Why? Shouldn't we let them self-destruct on their own? I mean, they're already close." She raised her eyebrow, "Yeah, but they're going on a date tonight because Zane wants to kiss his ass and prove to him that Zane isn't the type of guy to cheat on our Jules." "Are you serious?" I said, loudly in a whisper. "Yeah, then of course, Zane sweeps Julian off his feet and makes sure that he keeps up with their relationship," she said, fixing her short skirt. I didn't know what to say. "Look, Rob. We're not going to let that happen. We're going to follow Zane afterschool and track down what he does. Maybe he really is cheating on Jules," June said with seriousness in her voice. I shook my head, "I can't do that. That's like asking to sabotage a relationship that's repairing." "Look, if we don't find anything that makes Zane suspicious and a lying son of a bastard, then we'll leave it," June said. "Which we're not go--" I said before she interrupted me. "If we DO, then we get the evidence and lead Julian to it. That way they won't look like nosy friends who snoop too much in each other's businesses," she finished. "We do snoop too much," I started, "and okay, we'll go and try to find out--" Then June interrupted me, "Yeah, we'll go find out if the concert tickets are still available." I gave her this weird look for the strange comment and then her smile indicated to look behind me. I turned to see Julian and Keegan standing behind me. I was surprised, but I had to play along. "Yes, we have to find out before they're sold out," I said, making it believe that we were talking about something else other than Julian's strained relationship. Julian had a strange face by my reaction but he shrugged it off. Keegan stayed oblivious to the whole thing. "So, hey guys!" Julian said, hugging me, but backed off. "Um, your sweat's on me." I laughed, "I'm sweating from working out. You're in the school gym here." Julian looked and had a surprised face, "Well, I forgot but guess what guys?" "What is it Jules?" June asked, curiously. "So Chase and Zane were acting like asses this morning and everything. Chase grabbed my ass while Zane just stood there! I couldn't believe it and then Zane just shrugged it off!" he said, crossing his arms. Chase was a disgusting bastard who was always all on Julian. He was the asshole who broke Kyan's heart and a lot of other gay students at Shawnmory. He made the gay community look bad and made the stereotype that all gay men were slutty true. He's probably had like a bunch of guy in his black book. He was such a whore and he has the nerve to try my Julian? That was just asking to get murked. "Ugh, that sexy, dirty-blonde, gay version of Liam from 90210?" June said, like was surprised. I kind of believed that June was being a complete whore about that part, but she's might be making the convincing believable. "Yes, that one," Keegan started, "he's such an ass to Julian." Then Keegan and June were engaged in a conversation about the whole Chase issue and how he is. She was dishing out the information and drama about Chase's past here at Shawnmory. Keegan definitely needed to be informed if he's going to survive the gossips at this school. "I agree," I responded. Julian rolled his eyes, "I don't even know when to begin with the whole thing. Zane asked me on a date tonight to prove that he loves me and didn't really mean to `accidentally' cheat on me." I didn't believe it myself either, it was one of those things where you know the other guy is an asshole and that there needs something to be done. June was right, we needed to investigate Zane. I wanted to be with Julian so bad, it fucking ached to not make a move on him. But patience is rewarding though. I'll just have to see how things played out. "Zane is just aggravating me because I know he wants to be with me and for me to trust him, but he's not doing it right. Especially with Chase acting like that. I wish I could feel what we felt five years ago," Julian said, sighing. I grabbed him and placed him in my lap, his ass was so fucking soft, the feeling of it rubbing against my cock almost made me cum so bad. Again, thank god for self-control. He hugged me and kissed me on the forehead, "Thanks Robbie, but Keegan and I have to get going. I gotta go put up banners and stuff." "Kay, want me to chill at your place afterschool? We could play games and stuff," I said before he went. I've been meaning to hang with him until Zane's presence came and ruined our chill time together. We barely got to hang with each other anymore. He was always doing stuff for music, his parents, school, or working out. Any of that time left was left spent with Zane, so we rarely got to hang out. At school was the time we usually hang out, but clubs and such keep him away too. Plus, my football training cuts in too. I just needed to chill with him and hopefully get him to see that I could be more than his best friend, but possible the guy who he ends up throughout his entire life. "Sure, but not for a long time though. I have a date tonight you know," he replied in an awkward smile. He got up and Keegan went to his side, Keegan looked so friendly with Julian. It bothered me, I had to know if he was gay, but I wasn't going to ask him if he was gay in front of the gym here and Julian and June to reprimand me if I offend him. I had to do this on my own time. I wanted to know him and possibly be friends with him too. June and Julian seem to like him a lot, but I honestly never really spend that much time with him to know him. Julian had classes and their lockers were next time to each other, so they were close buddies. June and him had the same Art class, so they talk in there. I didn't have any classes with him, I needed to know him like the others did. "Hey, Keegan," I said. Keegan was surprised that I called him, "What's up Rob?" "Hey, do you work out man?" I asked. "Yeah, why?" he replied, confused. Yep, we were going to be workout buddies. I needed one too. It was June until she decided to take private sessions with her hot personal trainer. What a hoe sometimes... "Wanna work out together? I need a workout buddy and since you're new to the group, this is way for me to get to know you better," I said. "Sure, I would like that," he said, acting like he was excited for our workout together. I nodded my head, "Alright dude, got a new workout buddy! Unlike, June here." June rolled her eyes and whipped her styled hair, "Oh whatever. Once you seen the trainer, he's drop dead beautiful. There's no way I would pass up on that at all." We all laughed and looked at June with a weird look, she turned away acting like she was angry. "Alright see you guys later and you sir, go take a shower. You stink of sweat," Julian said, pointing at me while he and Keegan walked away. "Alright mom!" I shouted as he walked out. Then Julian's laugh could be heard. "You know, Julian's got a thing for bad boys right?" June said. I raised my eyebrow, she was ever confusing me with words. "What?" "You didn't know that Julian had a thing for guy with tattoos with bad streaks in their record?" she said, finishing her lollipop. I gulped, "And that's supposed to mean what exactly?" "You know what I mean. Don't play dumb Robbie." "Keegan fits that description and he's making all the right moves to get Julian," I said, feeling more competition on my back. "But who knows? Keegan could be straight. You'll just have to find out in you guys' scheduled workout," she said getting up. "I will get Julian, I love him." She smiled, then started out the room. "Oh, and please do keep in mind that we are still stalking Zane after your little hangout session at Julian's today. Be sure to plan out something while you're there. I will be watching Zane and wait for you to come join me look at the evidence that we are probably gonna find." "How can you be sure, June? Oh trust me, Zane is not faithful," she said before finally walking out. What did she mean by that? *Kyan's POV* (Afternoon later at school) As I was leaving my Chemistry class, I walked through the halls of Shawnmory. This place was my home. I loved this place. I had great friends, I was popular and I had a great amount of guys waiting for me. I waved at my friends and students who were passing by. Then a guy from my Algebra II class came up to me. He was cute, but he was really decent and too short for my taste. He had flowers in his hands and a card in the other. Passing students stopped and awhh-ed at the sight of such a romantic thing. He styled his hair especially today because he usually doesn't have that much hairspray in there. He had glasses on, but they looked good on him, but he just wasn't my type at all. I knew what was coming and I knew exactly how to handle it. "Hi, Kyan." He said meekly. I could tell he took a lot of courage to do this, I was about to burst his bubble. "Hi Lance," I said, acting like I was aggravated and disgusted by the looks of whatever it was that he was offering me. He spoke up, "I would just like to give you these flowers because well, I like you. I wanna ask you out." I laughed out loudly, catching the attention of those who weren't staring. I could tell that he's starting to feel nervous. He was shy guy, he should feel nervous. "What are you laughing about?" he said, looking around to see a bunch of people taking pictures and recording. I gave him my signature bitch look, "This is a joke. Because you're pathetic for trying to ask me out and plus I'm already taken. You can return those flowers back to whatever atrocity you got them from." He looked like he was about to cry, "So...you don't want them then?" I took the flowers out of his hands and threw it on the ground and smashed it with my shoes, "There, they're gone. Now leave and go back to your nerd lair playing with fake characters from Star Wars. I don't like you and never will. You and I will never be, so I don't even know why you're here kidding yourself. It's almost funny, but it's so tragic. Get the hell out of here." Then he, with tears going down his face, turned and ran into the nearest bathroom. Some followed him into the bathroom to comfort him, others posting on Twitter and Facebook. That made me smile, the feeling of power over people's hopes and choices. I continued to walk with people smiling at me for the great performance with the rejection. They all loved it. This is high school, it was a bitch and if you couldn't survive, you were basically dead. Then as I went through an empty hallway and someone pulled me into the janitor's closet. I knew how it was too. I was excited to see him, he was the one that was worth it to me and was the only that I actually cared about. He was the one that made my staying here at Shawnmory more bearable, especially with Chase Carter haunting me every day. He made it possible for me to destroy my brother's position on the lead role for our school's upcoming play, West Side Story. I could say that I almost hated my brother. I could say we got along, but he was the prodigy of a child. I hated for that. He was the music child, he was the beautiful one--not saying that I wasn't beautiful because I am--and he had every guy that I've ever wanted falling for him. Chase Carter, my first crush and the guy I lost my virginity to unfortunately was obsessed with Julian. He's the one that Mom and Dad loved the most. They were concerned about him yesterday when he showed up with a stranger in a truck. Our parents didn't care about me enough and didn't pay me enough attention. No, they didn't love me. They loved Julian, Kyle and Khristina more than me. I was the youngest, so I was probably the mistake that they never wanted. It was okay, because I couldn't wait till I get away from all their grasps and be with my man. Julian was a whore in disguise. He was hoe, slut, and everything in the book that you could think of. Why would guys think he was attractive? They were swarming around him like flies. They were smitten with my tramp of a brother. That's why Chase broke up with me, because I wasn't Julian. And that pissed me off badly. But it's okay I've found a way to get back at Julian for ever getting all the praises that were rightfully mine. He had kissed me all over my neck and on my lips. I pushed him off me and pushed him into the wall behind him. I kissed him and had a long passionate kiss. It felt so good to have a real man who weren't wimps and whipped. He was the most beautiful guy I've ever been with and the guy that was going to help me destroy Julian's reputation here. He released the kiss and looked at me, "Kyan, I got to say. That thing back there with that kid and the flowers was funny as hell." I smiled and kissed him, "Well, I hate ugly guys who try to get me, they don't deserve me at all." He laughed, "I better not be an ugly guy to you." I whipped my hair out my face and whispered into his ear, "You could never be, Zane." ------------------------------------------------------------- Looks like another revealing chapter!!! I'm so glad that you guys have read this story!!!! I hope I've been making it great for you guys. Looks like there's lies and troubles arising for the main cast of this story. Sounds like Kyan really has it out for his brother, but why? Is he using Zane to do extra damage when it all comes out? Will Rob ever tell Julian? Ugh, why is there a big sexual tension around Julian and Keegan? And does June know more about this than she lets off? Only way to know is the next chapters and the waiting. Email me for any questions at johnathanseymour@hotmail.com I love you guys!!!!!