Date: Sat, 28 Aug 2010 06:34:40 +0000 From: tim tim Subject: chapter 43 of Tim and Michel, sequal to highschool humiliation Chapter 43 of Tim and Michel, Ok guys here is the next chapter of Tim and Michel. Hope you are going to enjoy this one as well. Love to get some feedback to see if you are all enjoying and reading the story. If so send a message to noway16@hotmail.com or if you prefer yahoo use timsfunp@yahoo.com. If you want to read my other stories go to www.timsfunplace.com Time to go on with the next chapter so here it is. I saw that Daniel moved his head closer to my balls. What was he going to do, lick up all the blood? He would not be that stupid. "Hey stop, what do you think you are doing Daniel? Don't do something stupid". "You don't know do you?" "What?" I asked. "Damn my Dad. In whole hassle he hasn't told you what kind of mess there is on here did he"? "No, but I suspect it is blood, after all that pain that went along with it and the looks every one gave me". He looked again at me with a smile. "Isn't it then?" I asked. "No sorry Tim, but it seems that despite everything they went through your balls are not ready to give up yet. Although I think you better wait before your next orgasm". "I came?" I asked hopefully. "Yea, you wanna see it?" I nodded as hope came back to me but also still hard to believe I just had cum. Daniel got closer with his fingers to my dick again. He moved it to the side and scooped something off my body. He then got closer to my face. "See, pure cum. You believe me now or you want to lick it so you are sure"? He said with a wicked grin now. "They are functioning still. WOW yeaaaa". I started to yell out again. At the same time tears started to run over my cheeks, not just one, but a whole river was developing itself. I saw that Daniel just cleaned his fingers on one of the tissues that were there and then he got closer to me and hugged me. "Don't cry Tim. It will all become ok again". I slowly started to dry up and pushed Daniel away a bit. "Sorry for that Daniel". "No worries Tim, rather than when it caused you pain, I think these were tears of happiness". "Yea they definitely were". "So it turns out all for the best, at least for you" he said softly. "Well we will sort your situation out as well. Just clean me up and get my hands loose. That will help me to think about what is next". He did as I asked. He cleaned me up and then we talked a bit. It seemed that his dad never accepted him being gay, but when he said he wanted to be a doctor he was willing to help. Now he was not sure what he wanted to be. "Don't worry. I am convinced you will be a good doctor one day Daniel, you are caring, tender and you listen to people that is more than I have heard your dad do so far". He laughed a bit. The door was pushed open again and my dad walked in. "You are Daniel?" He said. "Yes Sir". "What are you still....?" "Shut up dad" I said interrupting him. "What Tim? Watch your language you are in no condition to stand up for yourself and I don't like you being taken advantage of twice in a week ok. I didn't prevent the first but I will make sure this never happens again". "Dad, sit down here. Daniel is leaving. First listen to me and then decide ok"? "NO, I will not". "DAD" I shouted now. "Shut up. Sit and let Daniel go ok". He looked startled at me. "Please Dad" I said as I saw that this time I had his attention. "Ok if you say so, But I am not finished with you Daniel". "You are, now shut up. Daniel you better be back at 3 down here ok"? "Are you sure Tim?" "Definitely more than ever we need to clear this up". "Ok, see you later and Sir". He said looking at my dad "I would never do something to hurt your Son or any of my patients". He left the room before Dad could answer with something. "There is no need to protect that bastard you know". "Never say he is a bastard anymore and now listen to me ok. Just listen". "Ok, but not..." "Listen" I said again interrupting him. Not only that, I think he saw that I had clenched my fist as well. "Hey they got you loosened up". "Yea good isn't it". "It is all over then". I smiled. "I see you have been talking with Daniel's Dad then?" "That is his dad, the doctor?" He asked. "Yea he is". "Yes I have and..." "Ok, wait a second. The short version, I was unable to control myself when Daniel was putting the catheter back in. He didn't do anything at all, it was my fault. The good thing is of course is that I now know that they are still working". I made sure I emphasised the last word working. He looked up at me and smiled, looked down at my crotch again. I saw his smile becoming bigger then he turned back again and said. "You are sure?" I laughed now. "You sound like me. But to make sure I saw it and smelled it". "OH yuck, too much information". "I thought you would be happy with that?" "OH I am very happy. No wonder you are there sitting with a smile on your face. Now what is this with Daniel and his dad as it is a completely different story than what I got from him"? "I thought so...." I then told him what I overheard and what Daniel had told me. "Oh bugger" my dad said, "another one of those. Well I guess it is our task then today to set them straight. I don't want them to fight over this, do you Tim"? "No how else would I have found out?" "Right, although not sure you liked the pain that went with it". "No definitely not, that was just too much" I said. He then looked at me. I realized what I had said and thought oh damn I better be careful. "I am going up to see if I can speak with that doctor of yours. You want him here before 3 then"? "Yea that is the idea". "Oh, one more thing. Have you already worked out if you are going to see Michel? He is here and outside waiting again". Damn I thought, now that was something I hadn't really had thought about. "No later maybe Dad". "And Jamey, I am sure he wants to know what is going and how you are doing?" "Ok send him then". It seems this morning there was not a lot of time to get rested. I was surprised that they were allowed in one after another. Maybe what had happened had made the staff think I needed the distraction. But to be honest I didn't. "Hey Tim, can I come in?" Jamey said. "Yea, come on in". "How are you doing Tim?" He asked. "I am fine thanks for asking". "Ok, that is good then". "Yea I am most of the times not in any pain. I had a good night sleep and I scared the hell out of everyone this morning by having an orgasm. I don't think anyone expected that I still could". I said. I wanted to shock him and see how he would respond. The severe look he had on his face changed immediately and a smile appeared. "You didn't?" "Oh yea I did, it hurt as well of course, but at least I know now it is all still working". "Well that is at least something. I guess they should have kept your hands tied". He said with a smile. I laughed now: "No I didn't do it myself". "OH what then?" "You saw that guy Daniel, the doctor's son?" "Yes". "Well let's say that I had a bit too much fun while he was cleaning and replacing the catheter". He started to laugh hard now. "Oh you didn't Tim that is so funny". "Well I think you better not say that to Daniel he was embarrassed and left. Then when his dad came in he got the totally wrong idea. You see Daniel is gay and his dad is not very supportive at all". "Oh wow drama all over then. Well I am happy it is still functioning". "I am sure you are Jamey" I said with a smile. "No not like that". He said. "Just happy for you and for... Michel" he said softly. I hoped he wouldn't go there but it seems he had that planned. When I didn't say anything he continued. "He is waiting outside you know". "I know Jamey". "YOU sure you don't want to see him?" "Not yet, maybe later on today ok". "You ok if I tell him you are ok or..." "No, let me do that myself later on. Tell him to go home and that I want him here later at dinner ok". As a small plan came to my mind. "Ok, take care Tim and I will be here around visitor's time tomorrow". "Ok Jamey, see you then". Jamey walked out, quiet at last I thought. I must have dozed off at some point though as I saw my dad sitting beside the bed when I opened my eyes. "You had a nice nap Tim". "Yea thanks Dad. Did you talk with the Doctor?" "What a guy? I think at first he didn't believe me. He was so distrusting about his son. When I told the real story what had happened and explained a bit more about you and your mom, he took that definitely a bit better. So we need to wait and see what his response is". "Ok, he is still going to be here before 3 then?" "Yea he said he would come down here before meeting with Daniel in his office". "Good, then at least he doesn't expect anything". "No he doesn't". "Ok, so when are you going to meet up with Michel? I saw that he has left". "Yea I told him too". "He is hurting Tim and if you want to have a future with him then you better do it earlier then later ok?" "I know I will meet with him during dinner time". "Ok, well I better get going. I have business to take care of, or do you need me with Daniel and his dad"? "No, you go on. There is nothing you can do that I couldn't. I only want to make them listen to each other". "Ok, see you then later tonight ok". "Oh dad" I yelled before he left. "Can you give this note to Winston please?" "The volunteer?" he asked. "Yea, something I want now that I am able to move around a bit better". "Ok will do, see you tonight then". "See you dad and thanks". "You're welcome Tim". So I waited till it was just pasted 2:30. I expected Daniel's dad to walk in. "So you wanted to talk Tim?" "Yea, to start with I wanted to know how I am doing at the moment and what the outlooks are". "Oh, I thought you wanted to talk about Daniel". "That too but let's start with me your patient ok and then we will talk about your son". "You are not going to throw a lawsuit against him are you?" "No, you didn't listen to what my dad told you did you?" "I did, just didn't believe him". "Well you should, but back to me your patient first ok"? "Ok, so what do you want to know"? "I just want to know what the healing process is going to be". "Oh, you should be fine, it may take a little while but you will be fine. Not that you will do anything productive with it". "You mean like making children?" "Hmm, sorry that slipped out Tim". "I don't know that it did Sir". "Ok, well you should be ok, a bit careful with your, you know what until it is all healed". "And how long is that going to be?" "Not sure, probably 2 to 3 weeks or even a month, I have never seen anything like it, so". "Oh, that is long?" "I know certainly that you can't stay without for one day". "I can, I just was". "Yea see, that is what I mean. Let's talk about that son of mine". "He didn't do anything. He was professional. He didn't say anything at all. I just got horny". "Oh and I must believe you?" "Do you love your son?" I said then turning this back a bit. "Yea of course I do. I always have". "Does your son love you?" "Yea, otherwise he wouldn't be here I suspect". "So, you trust him?" "Hmm" He got quieter now. "You want him to move away from you? You want to stay in contact with him?" "He won't go". "He just might. You have hurt him today more than you know I think. More than he is ready to admit to himself. And one day sooner or later that is going to back fire. Not sure how he might hurt you, he might leave, he might even hurt himself". "How do you know?" He said. "Because that is where I was yesterday morning, listen and learn". I said a bit more offensive than I wanted. I told him in the next 10 minutes the story about mom and me and what happened. I concluded with. "I am not sure what you were told or what you believed from what they told you about what happened with me. But that is the truth. I have no reason to lie to you as I don't care. What I do care about is that another possible family broken up because of what happened to me and that is something I am not going to let happen". He looked at me and backed off a bit. "You can't tell me what to do". "I know, I only wanted you to listen ok?" "Oh, well I better get upstairs". "Hmm, no you can stay here. Daniel will be in soon". "You told him to meet me up here?" "Yea, you just listened to me for about 10 minutes now. I want to ask this, have you lately or ever listened to Daniel that long? Have you ever asked him really how he felt? What he was struggling with? You really think he accepted it all like that? He was happy with it. You don't think he wants to live up to the image his dad has for him?" He stopped and turned around. "I listen to him. I have always done that". "Really listening and hearing at the same time as well?" He got quieter now. "Do you know if he has had any flirts, been in love with someone?" He now came walking back to me. "So why here?" "Because I want you to listen and hear ok". "Ok, I will try". "No shouting then". "I promise". "Ok, sit down and tell me why you became a doctor, while we wait for Daniel". He told me the story. Even a bit to my surprise there was a lot of ideology in it, so I hoped that if he would listen to himself he would understand a bit better. He was almost finished when Daniel opened the door slowly and looked at me. I nodded and he came in. He waited until his dad was finished telling his story and then got closer and sat down on the other side of the bed. "Hi Dad". He said softly. "Hi there Daniel". "Ok, you guys just listen to each other ok". "I am sorry Dad I should have known better". "I don't think there is a lot to blame you for Daniel. Except maybe, well maybe for listening too much to me and not trusting yourself". I saw Daniel looking with big eyes at his dad. "Thanks Tim. I think you did something that no one has done in a long time. Not only have I listened but I have heard what I said myself as well". I could have jumped from joy into the air but just kept calm. "No, you are not to blame Dad". "Can you tell me something Daniel, why do you want to become a doctor"? Wow hard question I thought. I only hoped that Daniel would be honest. "I want to help people Dad, people that are sick, people that have no one that will listen to them and end up here. If you expect me to become a hard chirurgic that only cuts and puts it all together then forget about it. That is not me. I think I am more a guy that listens and cares about his patients and wants to do more than just heal them physically". "I thought so. You want to become like me? Is that what you have been trying to do Daniel?" He blushed. He looked at me and then said. "Right again Tim". "Ok Daniel I think we both need to think. I was way out of line this morning with what I said and I want to apologize for that. On the other hand I think we both need to do some soul searching. You in what you really want to do and stop trying to be like your Dad. It is your life and I will be proud whatever you decide, you will do ok". "Ok, I will". "Good, now me on the other hand...." He stopped for a moment and then looked at Daniel again. "I know what I need to do. I need to think why I have been doing what I have been doing. I guess in some way I was trying not to accept who you really are and what you feel. That is very unthoughtful of me. Even worse I have been foolish into believing it was a phase or whatever. You have to trust me that I will work on it, but I suspect I will need time. Time to think why I think as I do and then we need time together. I hope by then you can trust me again and tell me who you are, what you do, what you feel, who Daniel really is. And that I then can listen to what you tell me. I don't think it is the time and place for that now, but soon I hope". While he said that he had gone up and walked around the bed to meet up with Daniel. He opened his arms. I could see that Daniel was not sure what to do and then slowly stood up and hugged him. "Thanks for doing that Daniel that means a lot to me, despite the things I did today, you are still able to do what you are. Never stop doing that Daniel". I now had tears in my eyes, oh yea I love soppy bits, you didn't know that yet. Daniel looked back at me now. "Thank you Tim for whatever you did". "You're welcome. Just stay in touch ok?" "I will don't worry but for now I am going to take a few days off if that is ok with the doctor?" He said looking at his dad. "Yea that might be a good plan. Just remember I will always be there for you Daniel". Daniel left and the doctor walked behind him but turned around. "I am sorry if I have been rude to you Tim. Would you please apologise to your dad and tell him he has an incredible son, although I think he knows that already. See you tomorrow. We will try to do that without the hassle and see for real how you are healing. I suspect the colouring will have gone down and we can see more". "Ok, bye doctor". What a surprising turnout. I never knew which or questioned that it did but it had worked and that was the most important thing. It was good my dad had showed me the way in how to do it. Now I would just wait and see what the results of it would be. What he hadn't given me was any advice on Michel and I knew that was the next thing to deal with. I wasn't allowed out of the bed yet. But I did manage with the help of Winston to get ready for what I wanted. We were early with that and the last hour or so I just waited. I rehearsed what I wanted to say but I guess every time I got to the point I wanted to say sorry it just didn't come out of my mouth. I think the last 10 minutes or so I watched the clock almost every second or at least it felt like that. I had made sure that every nurse and doctor had done the things that needed to be done for the next 2 hours, so all in all we should have some time for ourselves. Oh no not that I was thinking about anything like that to start with as I had too much pain doing that earlier this morning. But just some relax time. I hadn't been out of the bed yet as I was not sure my balls would like just hanging down. It got to 5:30 and then to 5:45. I was almost ready to call out to someone and ask if they could give Jamey a call. I was afraid that Michel didn't get the message and all these preparations would have been for nothing. Then there was a knock on the door. I looked around the room to see if everything was in order. There were several candles in the room and a few vases with roses in them as well. Winston had gone through great length to get both in and in place. The roses they didn't come cheap or locally and the candles because it was forbidden to light one in the hospital, which was understandable if you ask me and I think Winston just forgot to tell someone. "Come on in". I said when I realised that probably Michel was wondering why his knock didn't get a response to it. The door opened slowly and Michel looked around, first he followed the candles that were lit up and then in the end he got to me. I could feel how our eyes touched each other and then I felt my heart fill with warmth, safety and care. But there was more, there was fear and...well, fear...mostly. The fear I had hurt him yesterday by not letting him in. When he didn't come in any further I said. "Come on in Michel". He got in and closed the door. "Don't worry". I said when he looked at the candles. "They don't know and we are not going to be disturbed for another 2 hours". "OH, you ok Tim?" He asked when he got to the end of the bed. "Yea, I am fine, just come down here. I want to kiss you". A little bit of a smile broke out on his face while he moved closer to the side of the bed. When he bent over to let our mouths come together the first thing I realized was that I had missed his smell. His smell would blow my nostrils away. Then I felt the softness of his lips carefully touching mine. I almost opened my mouth to let him in, but he backed off and stood straight up again. I let out a sigh and then said. "I guess we need to talk". I looked at him, he sat down now on the edge of the bed and just nodded. "You want to say anything?" I asked in the hope he would blow of some steam. "No not really". He said but in his voice and on his face I could see there was anger in it. "Well I do". He just looked at me while I said that. I knew he was definitely waiting for me to continue. "You are not going to make this easy on me are you?" Again a smile on his face appeared. "My mom could have told you, I don't speak a lot when I am angry. She probably would have if you had waited with this until after she had met you". "Ok, well". Damn this was hard. I had known so well what to do with Daniel and his Dad. That had been very clear in my mind just after it happened. Ok, nice sentence or not, this was from my heart I thought and before I knew it I was off... "I know I hurt you Michel and I can say I am sorry for that but I know that will never do it. I know you care for me and I am sure you were very very worried about how I was doing. I know you wanted to be with me, keeping me in your arms just as much as I wanted to be held by you at that time. But, no buts about it Michel. I needed time, time to sort this out, time to even have somewhat of a bit of hope, that well you know they hadn't done any damage. I knew I would be able to go with you if that was the case. But what if it was not....? There was no way I thought I could if I well you know. I couldn't hold you back. You deserved a full functioning boyfriend not a...." I closed my eyes and finished the sentence "dysfunctional lunatic". It had come out fast. Much faster than I wanted and now while I was thinking of what to say next I had closed my eyes. "I know it is not something to imagine that would happen. But I had to Michel. I had to take up the sword and fight the idea that I would lose you somehow. But I didn't, I gave up, gave up on you, on my friends, on dad and maybe worst of all on myself". I opened my eyes at that point and saw that Michel now had tears running down his face. He looked at me and whispered. "I would never have left you". I nodded. "I would have driven you away. I would have made sure you didn't want me anymore". His look had now turned in something of a big disbelieve. "I would Michel, anything would have been better than to have to look at you and look into your eyes and tell you what had happened and what you had to deal with for the rest of your life". "But". "Sttt. Wait a minute". I said now with my hand reaching out taking his hand into mine. "I know, you love me, you care for me, maybe even more than I do for you. But it was just that that made me feel scared. The love that we feel. The knowledge I had to do something that would break it all. I knew it would hurt me and I would hurt you. I had a lot of trouble trying to handle that idea Michel, so much that I thought about the one thing that would prevent all of it. At least for me I guess. But I know it would have in the end also for you". "Tim, no please". I interrupted him again. "I know Michel just hearing me say it, I think how could I ever think that, but my god realizing what they might have done was just too terrible to think about. But I know better now. I had Winston to talk to. You know Winston?" I asked him. "Yea I had seen him around". Michel said. "I know I was wrong there and then. I know there is more, even if I would have lost them". Now I was interrupted by Michel "You didn't then?" I smiled. "No, it is all suppose to heal soon enough". More tears started to flow now. "Come here". I said. We hugged for a long time, then slowly our faces got together, caressing the sides then slowly our fronts got together. I looked him in the eyes. I slowly moved my tongue over his wet cheek, moistening my mouth with the shed wetness of Michel's tears, slowly moving towards Michel lips and electrifying mine when they touched his. This time my mouth opened up more and our tongues started a dance, a slow one as they felt like reconnecting. In the end, I felt that I needed some air and pulled back. But just a bit. We ended up looking into each other eyes. "I am sorry I hurt you Michel". Now he smiled. "I know you are Tim and I understand now why. Just whenever you feel like that again, go and see Winston, promise me ok"? "Oh you are sending me off already?" I said with a smile. "No, never again. I can't live without you and no one can live with me either as I think mom and dad were almost happy to throw me out this morning. I haven't slept for the last 36 hours Tim. I was not sure what to do anymore. This afternoon I was ready to burst in here and just talk with you if you wanted or not. But I never got further than the front door. I turned around as I knew that wouldn't do it either. You know what the worst thing was? Not knowing how you were doing, how you were feeling, or even just to hold you". He kissed me now. "But Tim, please do not ever do that again. I can understand you needed time. But next time let me in, let me help you and if you don't want me to talk with you then just let me be there. I know we both need space from time to time but never again should we shut each other out". "I know, this has just been another lesson I guess". I said. He was quiet then. I could feel that he was trying to get the courage to bring something up. When I saw his gaze going down to my crotch I knew what it was. "You wonder how it looks, what the damage is Michel?" He looked at me and said softly. "Sorry Tim, but what happened and yea how are you doing?" "I am fine now, no pain or hardly any pain. Oh as long as you don't make me hard so that I cum so ......" "Oh, I won't, don't worry Tim". "I know. You sure you want to know what happened?" "Yea, I might understand this better". "Over the next 10 minutes I did just that. I told him what happened. I finished with what the doctor had said". "Good, we have to talk it through slowly then. But you saw already how it looked"? "No, I didn't have the guts so far. I was afraid I was going to faint Michel. But, do you want to see"? "Hmm, I am here to make sure you don't faint and yea I do wonder". "Ok, go ahead then slowly though". He moved away the sheets then the last layers of cloth that were still on top of it. I saw it on his face when he did the last bit. "That bad Michel?" I asked. He looked back up. "Yea but I am sure the look is worse than it is for real. It just has all kinds of colours that make it look awful. You wanna look"? I just nodded. He then lifted me up bit and I looked over the sheets and saw the colourful rainbow. He warned me for the colours, but what he did not warn me about was the way the area around my balls looked. It seemed they still looked crushed, there were lines around them. I guess the one that looked the worst was the one that they had done first. I was in a daze and I wanted to grab them and protect them. I had seen enough though and I started to feel nauseous. Oh no I thought and I went to lay back down. "You ok Tim?" "Yea, still not easy to look at". "I know but they will heal. I will make sure they get a lot of love and special care". "Oh, better not". I said with a laugh. We cuddled a bit more and there was some kisses involved as well. When I started to feel my dick get hard I pushed him away. "Hmm, I love you Michel and I love this but look". I said pointing at my crotch. "OH, shit sorry". "No, that is fine". I pushed him away a little. "See, you got the same problem. Maybe you should let me take care of that". And with my hand on that side I started to open his pants a bit. "No, I can wait Tim, don't worry". He said with a smile. "Good, well then, will you go to the door and take a look outside"? He walked to the door and opened it. "Hey there is a trolley standing down here with a cloth covering something up". "Yea bring that in". He went outside and drove the trolley in. "What is this then?" "Well I thought we could have a romantic dinner together". "Oh yea what did you get?" "Come down here, you can sit on the bed beside me and then we can eat together. Put the table out and the things on it". He got the cloth off and opened the lids of the pots and plates that were under there. "Wow nice". He said when he saw I had ordered little pieces of food, some slices of pizza, small hamburgers, some fries etc. During the next 30 minutes or so, we enjoyed each other's company. He told me how things were going with his mom and dad and we just enjoyed the food. We would share the longer thin fries from time to time, always ending in a hot passionate kiss. "So you going to be ok?" He asked when we more or less were finished with dinner. "I guess it is going to take some time to heal Michel, but yea I should be". "So what is next then?" "Not sure, I think they want me to rest and then slowly get out of bed and do some walking. I think they don't want me to do it too fast". "Oh ok, so you expect visits then?" "Definitely Michel, I want to see you every day". "Good, I expect you to be around". "So you got any idea what is going to happen with your mom?" I hadn't thought about it and dad probably wisely hadn't brought it up yet. "No idea Michel, dad hasn't talked about it". "You want to see her?" "Never, never again Michel". "Oh ok, well you better be prepared to be pampered by my mom then Tim. I think she found out this week and has been even asking if she could visit. I told her it had to wait until you were home. But not sure I can hold her off too long". "Oh no". "She won't be too bad but she wants to get to know you better for sure". "As long as you are there I can handle anything". "Good, well I guess I better get out of here Tim". "Hmm, no we have to find a way so you can sleep down here Michel". "Oh, they will never approve of that". "I don't know, maybe. Hmm go out and see if you can find Daniel and ask him". "Oh, you think he will say its ok?" "You can always ask can't you?" "I guess, ok but are you sure?" "Yea would be nice to watch some TV and then go to sleep and if I wake up knowing you will be here will be reassuring". "Ok, let's do this then". He was outside for some time and then he came back inside with Daniel. "And you think this might work?" I asked them both. "He sounds eager for sure". Daniel said. "Well it was his idea". "Oh, I think he just wants to see you naked Michel". "You think, as a doctor that is a good idea?" "No, I don't think so. I don't think he is up for that. He triggers too easy I found out". "Stop you guys". I said while I felt my cheeks going into a full blush. Ok guys that was it for now but sure there will be more soon. Love to get some feedback to see if you are all enjoying and reading the story. If so send a message to noway16@hotmail.com or if you prefer yahoo use timsfunp@yahoo.com. If you want to read my other stories go to www.timsfunplace.com Time to go on with the next chapter so here it is.